#cw borderline personality disorder

[buriedasylum]

being alive is just so exhausting

[borderlinejessie]

I'm the kind of heavy nobody wants to carry.

[theheavenlybat]

I have no worth if I don’t have your attention.

[dpdpuppy]

You actually fucking hate me I should just kill myself

[dumplinggoetia]

Did anyone else suffer from things like eds, bpd, depression, anxiety etc growing up but it got largely ignored because “I’m not a bad parent so my kid can’t possibly have those issues, they’re fine!” And ofc probably undiagnosed lol

[openfleshwound]

i want to feel important to someone

i want someone to love me the way i love them

i want to be wanted.

[buriedasylum]

Life would’ve been easier if I was someone else

[borderlinejessie]

Who am I under all the mental illness and trauma? I want to get to know that part of me...

[kemonogirl]

♥︎ Gyaru BPD .ᐟ

A flag for gyarus with BPD.

[theheavenlybat]

I need to shut the fuck up and tough things out.

[juneyhera]

oh don’t worry it’s finee

(i almost blocked you)

[dpdpuppy]

I hate anyone you talk to that isnt me.

[4ngel-f4ngzz]

why am i sad?? there is literally nothing to be sad about. why am i sad.

[borderline-culture-is]

BPD culture is

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU but God I could never. You are innocent and I am a dirty beastly monstrous thing. And I'm sorry. And I loved you once. Even stars collapse and become supernovae or blackholes.

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[i-3at-s0ap]

Y'all are ableist. it's not even about being uninformed you just hate pwPDs it's fucking clear as day

[tear-stained-lenses]

It's always “sorry sorry sorry”. But you never change. Fuck. You piss me off. You don't fucking realize how hard it is to love you when you never fix your mistakes it's always just “I'm sorry”. I fucking said I don't want apologies. Ugh. Fuck this. Fuck you. Fuck everything.