#but dw i still appreciate it

[cathy-plus-e]

🎄 Send these trees to ten people you wish to have a good holiday and a happy new years!🎄 💖💖💖💖💖💖

Aw I hope you also have a good holiday and happy new year 🤗🫶🏻

[weedle-testaburger]

the only valid reason to work with disney tbh

[ovenproofowl]

wouldn't be a Moffat Episode™️without reducing every character to a one-dimensional furniture piece to revolve around a version of the doctor that hasn't existed since 2017 🍾

[fitpacs]

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[unnerving-presence]

no matter how much i slander any wesker i will still love all of them no matter what :]

[raynecloud06]

Hi. Idk how to start this, so let's just get right to the chase.

I had the silly little idea to make an alt blog here on Tumblr, that is solely dedicated to my silly little project SEKAI AU ideas for based on many different cards. Not full fledged storylines or anything of the sort, just some basic ideas.

I have a few reasons for this; A) I enjoy making au ideas, but I cannot for the life of me actually do anything substantial with them, B) I've shared, like, two au ideas here on my main blog before and a few people seemed to like those, and C) I want to take requests on this blog, which would give me the chance to branch out to au ideas and aus involving ships (mostly romantic, but also platonic) that I wouldn't have otherwise.

(Also, these ideas will all be free to use so long as you credit and/or tag me. And while I do have some personal "don't"regarding requests, I believe they're pretty small and outside of them, you can go hog wild.)

Still gotta actually get all the rules and stuff a bit more finalized before I can actually make the blog and junk, but I decided to do a poll first to see if people would even be interested in something like that. So...

(It's totally fine if the answer is no btw. If I get more no's than yes's, then I'll just keep posting any au ideas i really love on here occasionally. This is just to see if people would be interested in at least following a blog like that.)

(Also, I don't think I shared a lot of details regarding this, so if you have any questions you want to ask at any point, please do, and I'll answer them to the best of my ability!)

Have a wonderhoy day :D

[seagull-scribbles]

what if they where T4T?! What then?

[capn-twitchery]

tiny explanation on lack of Stuff lately is that my brain has for some reason nosedived my creative confidence the last month or two and it is killing me

i want to make things so so bad but i feel like none of it is good or it's boring and it is driving me Crazy!!! especially when it leaks over into not wanting to talk to people over not feeling interesting enough. agh. anyway that is my PSA, rest assured i am trying to kick the feelings away like this, and i Will do it. one day

we Will get there. or else🤺🤺

[borealing]

i don't mean this in any sort of mean way or anything but why? why deprive yourself of little treats in a world that already deprives us of so much anyways? why keep yourself from experiencing that little bit of joy that comes with a treat because of a fad diet trend? it's 2025 and the world is going to shit, so all power to you if you genuinely want to try veganuary. i'm just curious why since you wrote ":(" and like... happiness is fleeting.

it's a very good point anon and unfortunately the answer is twofold, im gonna put it under a cut because umm disordered eating and me being very open about myself (uncomfortable, lol)

the first is my good old worn in self esteem issues that make me always think i should be losing weight (i know i should ignore these thoughts but unfortunately january is the most difficult time, my whole family is very weird about food especially over christmas-time, my dad is one of these people who obsessively tracks his calories and weight and can tell you how much more he weighed last month than this month and i just spent a full week and a half with them all, eating a lot and having a constant stream of "you're eating too much" around me) and veganuary is an easy way to cut back a bit because 1. vegan food has fewer calories altogether and 2. i am unable to eat a lot of vegan food due to allergies so the amount i can eat is cut down (i know this is a severely unhealthy way to think, but this is where i am right now)

and the other fold is that i actually do enjoy the challenge and change and mixup of changing my diet significantly for one month. it's fun to force myself to try new things and cook things i wouldn't usually

both of these things mean i will probably commit to veganuary (with a couple of exceptions for dietary reasons, first year i've done it this way and i expect to feel hugely guilty about it but. im doing it!) and it is is fucken expensive man. which means, fewer treats. it'll be part of my struggle in january, i'll try and treat myself in other ways lol. life is too short to deny urself treats for sure, but i'm only doing it for a month. ill treat myself in other ways, even tho my favourite way to treat myself is through food...

and i don't do fad diet trends, this isn't a fad diet for me cause (i've done dieting and calorie restrictions and i'm not doing it this time, i'm eating freely but it will be vegan) it started out as and still is more of a yearly proof that 1. i can push myself and 2. going vegan is difficult, and the people who say it's easy/is gonna save the environment need to rethink that

[demigodofhoolemere]

Me through most of Boom: Wow, this is a really solid dramatic episode.

Me when Moffat needlessly sprinkles in anti-faith sentiments without specifying that it’s blind faith in bad things that the Doctor doesn’t like, which makes it come off like the Doctor is just against religion generally:

[meowthefluffy]

Sorry for the lack of posting! I’m currently in the process of working out concept art for a version of the cupid au that I would rework into an original project! These are the first pass of designs I’ve created and I think they need a bit of internet- so I thought I would share!

[positive-total-drama-takez]

Pahkitew Island cast are great. They are full of fun personalities. Some people are wrong to call them boring.

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[tinkerbitch69]

Does anyone think that if The Happiness Patrol was released during the douglas adams years, circa City Of Death let’s say, it would be an undisputed classic and beloved fan favourite?

[an-theduckin]

Wait shit people might actually care about me

[the-composer]

When he Ascended, he’d wanted more than anything to excise his humanity from his Soul’s composition. He’d been convinced that part of him would be left in the ashes of his death from which he rose, anew. But for a demigod, that’s not the case.

His humanity represented everything that was wrong with his life and broken inside him. The last thing he wanted was to tote that baggage into the afterlife. It was a second chance, but not necessarily a clean slate. What the Composer couldn’t carve out of him, he’d bury. What he couldn’t bury, he’d doggedly disregard. Simply pretend it didn’t exist — which would prove much harder than he thought when the novelty of being a veritable god wore off and all the afflictions of Yoshiya crept back in. The mental malaise, the distorted thinking, unstable emotions, loneliness, the ennui —

His human half is weak. Inefficient. Disruptive. Messy. It forcefully reminded him how to dread, ache, and cry.

To cope, he had to develop resilience through spiritual evolution by harnessing his divinity enough for the two warring divions to co-exist. 

He didn’t get there on his own. Most of the progress was catalyzed by others, and by learning to love, and to trust, and lean into those to be vulnerable in a way he never could as a human.

The human embodiment known as Yoshiya was finally accepted by Joshua and assimilated. In spite of his neuroses and, he’d go on to build an empire that’s unrivaled by anything the Higher Plane had ever seen. Ironically, it’s that pesky humanity that set him apart and lended itself to much of his success in relating to those he served.

It’s yet to be proven that a Composer’s existence is interminable, or invincible for that matter. Shibuya’s Composier is on record as one of the longest standing, but the Higher Plane could remove any Composer at any given time. If Shibuya’s Composer wished to rule without that looming fear, transformative changes needed to be made.

The second Ascension came as a surprise; it was premeditated but not by Joshua, not like his initial choice to cross over. With the aid of his disciple, he climbed the ladder to the stars, reaching the apex of his consciousness — fully apotheosized.

Strangely, it didn’t feel much different. It didn’t feel like anything. He didn’t feel anything. He could hear, see, and comprehend everything outside of himself, but inside it’s utter silence. Did he finally lose it — what made him human?

Ironically, it terrified him. It hit hard. There was a period of deep irreconcilable panic that he couldn’t describe, much less rationalize. What he’d wanted for so long…

The epiphany is profound. Joshua realizes that it’s his humanity that made him special. His human emotions allowed him to feel trust and love, to be open and be seen and change for the better.

If his human side disappeared, what would that leave him? A God that could no longer relate, that could no longer care, and most importantly could no longer be with them, be among them, be human.

He searched and searched and searched until he found his truth:

You will never be human again. That part of you is gone. There is no going back, which will hurt and must be grieved. But —

Your humanity is ingrained in you. There’s a difference between being a human and possessing humanity. That is what makes you special. That is what makes you an exceptional Composer, and a God to be lauded.

The fact you even feared such a thing speaks to how deserving you are. You will always belong to your people, and you don’t have to give up a shred of your humanity to be with them. You have lost nothing you haven't been ready to release and gained more than you ever imagined you'd ever hold. Congratulations, Yoshiya Joshua Kiryu ~

[marigoldbaker]

trying so valiantly to be charmed by ten and rose and see the appeal and be happy they’ve reunited and are flirting but my god it is just not clicking for me after martha’s season. like i was having some relatively casual fun w them before that but now i’m just like ….. this was not worth me sitting thru a season of kicking around martha jones for daring to even THINK about getting between the two of them. which is disappointing bc ten and rose are objectively speaking well written with chemistry!!!