#but I’m happy to make these sacrifices
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I had to redraw Vallaki’s angriest boy again! His hair is longer and he still uses mage hand for everything to prove that he can do magic.
#just an emo and his floating candles#As my art style shifted I wanted to draw him again from two angles#We needed the new portrait and I was fiendin#Oh you silly wizard. Oh you fireball-happy boy. Live forever. (Not like that)#I’ll post an alternate portrait with the skelekitty soon#I drew these within a month of each other I’m sorry#god’s favorite cat lady#Curse of Strahd#victor vallakovich#vallaki#Dnd#dungeons and dragons#dnd 5e#dungeons and dragons character#dnd character#dnd art#dnd npc#I had to grit my teeth and not use an mcr lyric#the sacrifices i make.#the song is Caution Repetitive by Princess Chelsea#my art
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Idk about y’all but I love seeing Leigh’s high budget crossover fanfic include some of my favourite characters and scenes from the books
Sure maybe the slow burn wasn’t the same but honestly I’m in love with the early pacing, it leaves room for things we haven’t seen if we ever get to later seasons
#soc#six of crows#crooked kingdom#shadow and bone#wesper#kanej#I love seeing wesper happy#honestly an aged up version of the crows means they’re more mature#they deserve to have a happy ending#and if that means crooked kingdom stuff is early#I’m willing to make th at sacrifice#bring on the ice court heist#and whatever happens later
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(chapters 280 + 344)
#unordinary#unordinary webtoon#cw blood#i fucking lied i have so many comments#FIRST AND FOREMOST. i originally had the images in the opposite order (meaning john’s on the left and rei’s on the right)#when i was drafting this post. but then i was like. ‘oh i should put them in chapter/chronological order instead’ and it oh my god#uru you bastard that’s so much worse#(and then ofc i had to rewrite my tags accordingly)#but anyways#like literally almost everything about these scenes is mirrored/opposite#obviously they are facing different directions (and thus. each other)#they are also looking at different places in the second panel - rei is looking up and john is looking down#rei is looking up directly at kuyo. yes. but his raised head also makes him look a bit defiant. his kind of smirk also adds to that feel#he’s obviously not… happy. he’s been through a lot (is literally about to die) but his spirit remains.#there’s still light in his eyes. hope.#and he still finds the time to tell kuyo to call it quits and give him well wishes#then we have john’s half which is. ough.#and uhh cw suicidal ideation from this point on i guess?#looking down! no light in his eyes! defeated and dragging himself to the finish line!#alone.#he’s still fighting but he’s TIRED. absolutely nothing to look forward to here.#keep going because there’s no turning back now#he is doing this for the people he’s already lost (jane william sera). not for people who are here now (blyke remi isen)#rei didn’t go into this thinking he would die but ended up choosing to sacrifice himself anyways#john went in with the intention of sacrificing himself and survived anyways#i could be reading too far into it but i think you can kind of see that in their expressions in the first image set#rei looks like he’s realizing he’s about to die but john just looks like he’s fighting#he’s already made his choice#that’s about all i got (and i’m at the tag limit) so.#to everybody who hated my john-william comparison post this one’s for YOU 🫵
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Reminds me of “The World Was Wide Enough”, a song from the musical, Hamilton!
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#sonic movie 3#sonicmovie3hype#movie shadow#movie sonic#I’d imagine Movie Sonic being Alexander Hamilton and Movie Shadow as Aaron Burr 😭#🎶The World Was Wide Enough Sayonara… Shadow The Hedgehog🎶#Movie Shadow: 🎶 I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory Is this where it gets me on my feet several feet ahead of me? 🎶#🎶 I see it coming do I run or fire my gun or let it be?🎶 🎶There is no beat no melody 🎶#🎶 Sonic a young hedgehog whom I consider an uneasy ally and had our first rivalry Maybe the last face I ever see 🎶#🎶 If I throw away my shot is this how you'll remember me? 🎶 🎶 What if this sacrifice is my legacy? Legacy what is a legacy? 🎶#🎶 It's planting seeds in a garden you never get to see 🎶 🎶 I wrote some notes at the beginning of a song someone will sing for me 🎶🎶#🎶Earth you great unfinished symphony it was too much of a Mad Mad Mad Mad World for me 🎶#🎶 You let me make a difference a place where even weird technicolour space alien orphan children 🎶#🎶 Can leave their fingerprints and rise up I'm running out of time I'm running and my time's up 🎶#🎶 Wise up eyes up I catch a glimpse of the other side 🎶 🎶My creator my father Gerald Robotnik is on the other side 🎶#🎶 He's with his granddaughter Maria who’s on the other side Teach me how to say goodbye 🎶 🎶 Rise up rise up rise up MARIA! 🎶#🎶 My best friend my sister I’d love you to take your time 🎶 “I'll give them a chance to be happy…”#Company: 🎶 he uses the very last of his chaos energy- Movie Shadow: “CHAOS CONTROL!” Movie Sonic: “WAIT!”#Movie Sonic: “He was unable to maintain his super transformation form any longer” “I tried to stop him but he punched me away”#“I get a drink” = “I get a chilli dog 💀”#🎶Aaaah Aaaah Aaaah 🎶#“I hear cheering in the streets” 🎶Aaaah Aaaah Aaaah 🎶#🎶 They say Gerald and Shadow Were both at her side when she died 🎶#🎶 Death doesn't discriminate Between the sinners and the saints it takes and it takes and it takes 🎶#🎶History obliterates in every picture it paints It paints me and all my mistakes 🎶#Movie Sonic: 🎶 Before Shadow The Hedgehog feel down to Earth he aimed at the sky He may have been the first one to die 🎶#🎶 But I'm the one who paid for it I survived but I paid for it 🎶 🎶Now I’m the “hero” in your history I was too young and blind to see 🎶#🎶I should've known I should've known the world was wide enough for both The Ultimate Lifeform and me 🎶#🎶The World Was Wide Enough For both The Ultimate Lifeform and me… 😭🎶
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i feel like everyone else has really said what needs to be said on the subject of femme muses, but i want y’all to know that you deserve to feel comfortable on your own blog. your femme muses deserve the same energy and hype as masc muses. if you have to put rules in place or block people, do not feel bad over that. it’s truly ridiculous that any of us have to continue worrying about hurting someone’s feelings simply bc we want femme muses to be acknowledged. and if you’re one of the people getting upset or dismissive over these concerns, pls think about that. pls think about how you view femme muses and how you treat them. there’s an ever-present bias in the rpc, and i don’t care if it’s gotten better — it’s still an issue and we’re all tired of it.
#i get so mad about this topic in particular bc my gosh the difference is wild as a female oc writer#going to write male and canon muses — i see it and feel it and it’s frustrating#i’ve been so uncomfortable at times on older blogs bc of it#and that’s crazy?? don’t sacrifice your enjoyment of this hobby to make others happy#it’s just not worth it when they’re not worth it#anyway! pls send me your femme muses!! i’ll love on them so so much!! even if i’m slow as molasses!!#get ready to ramble | ooc
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oh, mi amor
#levihan#my art#artistic nudity#look! i finished a drawing!#hange lives#i don’t know what came over me like i tried to make it as logical as possible#umm i’m a little embarrassed but i can explain!#i think my brain reasoned that hange would lose their clothes because they went up in flames… and i wanted to represent that they were#basically born again? um… assuming they almost died bc they *were* supposed to sacrifice themselves#wouldn’t it be a blessing? couldn’t they have lived?#and well… they’re with their eyes closed because eren was unconscious the first time he turned into the attack titan#i remember that in the first season mikasa was crying#while she hugged him and i wanted to make reference to that#i don’t know if i did a good job with levi’s expression but he’s supposed to be crying from happiness#i tried conveying it to the best of my abilities#in my mind hanji was supposed to inherit the beast titan so i tried to paint the fur underneath levi’s feet haha#commisions open#art
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i feel so invigorated by the hope of robert eggers 13th century england werewolf thriller
right like you get used to nothing happening and to suffering and especially to movies being shit these days. so it’s nice to occasionally be rewarded for your struggle
#That’s how I’m choosing to conceptualize this. Divine intervention#like I started feeling cold symptoms just now but that’s ok it’s just the price I have to pay for this film being made#it’s a sacrifice I’m happy to make
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being told you don’t deserve kindness or empathy because you won’t fuck someone is so ridiculous you’d think it wouldn’t hurt to hear, but it does. it really fucking does.
#Like you don’t have to like me#but I’m a human being#and I watch you extend kindness to strangers and people you’ve never even met over the internet and coworkers you don’t even like#I’m the mother of your children#I almost died and went to hell and back twice to carry on your shitty as bloodline#and despite your cruelty I am kind to you#as kind as I can be#so kind it’s fucking embarrassing and pathetic#I make you coffee and breakfast in the morning and lunch for work and I take care of everything and I almost never ask you for help#you don’t shop or cook or clean or get up in the middle of the night and you can hardly even spend time with your family#because you need hours to get Hugh and drink and play games before you can exist near anyone#I always text to make sure you got to work safe and home safe and I always ask you how your day was and#I posted on the internet to get you local friends to play magic with and I literally try so fucking hard to make you happy#so our son can stop witnessing these fights but every day you find a new reason to scream at me and then I’m the crazy one#the argumentative one who lost all her friends because I’m too awful to withstand#and yeah I’m not my best right now but I am trying and I have never been this cruel#I’d sacrifice every piece of my soul if it made you happy enough to be a good father but nothing I do is ever enough because I won’t fuck#You BUT somehow when I was fucking you#when I tried to fuck every negative thing out of you so you’d be happy#it still wasn’t enough#and somehow that’s my fault too#how the fuck do you look someone in the eye and say nothing you ever do will be enough until you fuck me and I have no kindness or sympathy#for you because you don’t deserve it#I made you fucking soup and brought you meds when you had a cold and I took care of two kids alone while I had the flu and you complained I#didn’t get enough done??#like not once have you asked me about my day or offered any support or helped when I was hurt or sick or on no sleep you left me in the#hospital alone the day I gave birth#BUT I AM THE ONE UNDESERVING IF BASIC HUMAN DECENCY#I’m gonna throw up. I’m stupid for my choices and the kindness I extend to you and I’ll never deny that#but even stupid people and broken people and people who make mistakes deserve kindness and that is a hill I’ll die on
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your art is soo like whats the word liek like
Its more than awesome but like what im trying to say is that your art is uhhhhh elite cause like whenever i see your art i love it so much and it makes my day better
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didnsndgsuBFXsydjd thabky you????
#i love that i’m able to make ppl’s day better by doing things that make me happy you have no idea#no but rlly it’s so nice to be able to do tgat for someone even when i’m not necessarily making any sacrifices or anything#fr i love you guys sm#ask reply
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thinking (and rewatching..) inside job again and i dont think rand is that bad of a father? i mean, he made a lot of mistakes and he doesn’t even feel bad ab it, even tho he traumatized reagan and a lot, but he was never absent. he acts like he cared ab reagan’s career just bc it could help his career, but that’s not true. he pushes her to be the best all the time and it’s bad, but he genuinely cares ab her so much. and the whole ‘creating crises to force her to hang out w him’ thing is fucked up, but it’s cute that he just wants to hang out w her that bad. most fathers literally don’t care enough ab their kids to do any of that. most fathers don’t even know their kids as much as he knows her. maybe my standards are just insanely low, probably, but he’s a better parent than 90% of the parents i know
#not just fathers. my standards aren’t lower for fathers than they are for mothers yk. they’re both low#he’s a better parent than my mom#he raised her being completely emotionally neglecting and putting so much pressure on her to be the genius she is#but i mean#my mom was just as emotionally neglecting as he was. i like telling the story ab how she had me stitch up my own wound when i was 8#and always mocked me for being ‘weak’. exactly like toxic masculinity except that we’re both girls. i couldn’t have feelings yk#rand isn’t as toxic as her when it comes to that. he neglects her feelings and even mocks them too but she still seemed allowed to Have them#if my mom thought i was being ‘weak’ she would scream at me ab how much she wished i had never been born. he doesn’t do that!!!!#like when she didn’t wanna skip 4th grade. if that were me my mom would have made me feel so guilty for being born#like i had to skip grades and actively pretend (i’m talking real acting here) to not be upset or she’d go on her rants#ab how life is difficult and depressing for everyone and i gotta swallow it and like it cause she sacrificed her happiness and health for me#cause my being born made her life so hard etc etc#i don’t think rand make reagan feel like her continuing existence kept him from being happy or healthy#my mom started blaming her diabetes on me when i was 10.#like im not fucking kidding#cause my expensive private school (that she forced me to go to all my life cause it was semi boarding so i had someplace to stay all day and#so she didn’t need to leave me home alone) made her work too much which made her stressed which made her eat more so being diabetic was a#sacrifice she made for my future#that’s just how it was#inside job#text
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I gotta be less terminally online bc every time I think about jjk’s ending I get annoyed
#jjk spoilers#I know I might not be the right audience for this#but like#none of that ending felt earned#to paraphrase Lindsey Ellis:#“Of course his actions make sense! he’s explaining them! with his words!#jjk kinda felt like a series of the characters non stop yapping and their actions saying something completely different#and I don’t think it was intentionally bc of how nauseatingly happy that finale was#like there should be MASSIVE societal upheavals based on the character’s dumb decisions#but nope! everything’s fine!#also Gojo who’s Gojo?#the guy who laid the groundwork for the happy ending?#actually everything was his fault and he died with no friends and none of his students mourn him#and we mutilated his corpse in a cheap attempt to get people to start reading again#but that ending’s totally fine! because he SAID that he’s okay with it!#in an out of place flashback that felt like it was written on a napkin in between edits#probably the same napkin that wasted *an entire chapter* undoing all the sacrifices from the Sukuna fight#and arguing against every reasonable complaint about the Sukuna fight and how bad the plan was#and introducing an *entire new villain* three fucking chapters before the ending#just to make Mei Mei look cool because everyone hates her and we need to like her now I guess#even though she was written as a *fucking groomer* and everyone was justifyably disgusted that it was treated as a *running joke*#uuuuuuuuuuuuugh I’m so mad#this was the most ‘well actually’ ass ending to a series I’ve seen in a while#if you feel the need to completely break the immersion of your series by talking directly through your characters#about how every writing decision you made was actually super smart and deep and totally worth it#then you wrote a bad ending
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[ID: A spray painting in yellow black and white. The sky is yellow with white stars, with a light yellow planet to the left. In the foreground are multiple rows of yellow and black rocks, one of which has a single white tree with white leaves growing on the right side of the painting.]
Here’s the finished Artfight piece for @fawnnbinary and his character Icarus! I’m weak for: 1. The name Icarus and 2. Loners in need of love. This one is supposed to really show Icarus’s isolation, with hints of bright color peeking through.
#image description#alt text#artfight 2023#artfight#spray paint#garage era#mmmm the texture on the front rocks is so fun it makes me happy#and I’m finally figuring out ways to paint trees where I don’t have to sacrifice a paint brush every time
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saw a suggestion that the 11th lives could be two division lives like the 6th, but with ❤️💜✖️💙🧡✖️🩶💛 as duos and i let out the loudest ‘YOOOOOOOOOOOO’ in the middle of my shower at the thought of finally getting double barrel and double trouble live lmao
#this is vee speaking#and like there’s a possibility it’d be a battle season live so maybe even more new song drops during lives??????#i’d have to put up with kimura if it’s a thing and i decide to go to that live instead but it’d be a happy sacrifice for bb bat live LOL#bb and bat have my favourite stage presences so that’s like lot just by itself lmao#dh and mtc on stage together make me want to cry intensely lmao i will NOT be normal when double trouble comes on lmao#man!!!! if it is duo division lives with duets then we’d probably get the other new ones too!!!! like hot game noctiluna etc!!!!!!#oh i’m about to make myself sick over this imaginary live lemme stop LOL
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watching my friends go back to their toxic boyfriends and toxic friends after talking out how poorly they’re being treated like
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#ultimately it’s none of my business but like.#it sucks seeing people you love sacrifice their happiness to be in a relationship where they aren’t valued#big scorpio energy rn bc i’m quick to back off of situations that are emotionally exhausting#and i understand to a degree wanting to stay with someone#when you’ve spent so much time with them#but not if they actively make you miserable and blame you for their behavior#without any effort or promise to change#or even like. recognizing that they’re being hurtful#:o)#sorry i’m just feeling it todayyyyyy
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#I am so tired of working so hard my skin literally cannot stay on my body#and getting nothing in return for it#I’m so sick of not inherently being enough and watching everyone else be worthy just by breathing#and I hate to be so selfish but I just want to know when it’s my turn?#and I’m really sickened because I know there’s jealousy in my heart and I can’t stop it#and it kills me.#I just want to be a good person but I’m tired of being used to be that person#and I just want someone to tell me what’s wrong with me#what makes me so inconsequential#why do I see double standards everywhere I go#why is everyone so willing to do favors for anyone except me#I try to sacrifice so much and be happy about it#tw#Glindy’s Posts
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Oh this is my go to prayer! I’ve been saying it since I was very small. I still like it so much. It’s a good reminder that helping others and being in community is much better for my suffering than solo self care.
Lord, make me an instrument of your peace.
Where there is hatred, let me bring love. Where there is offence, let me bring pardon. Where there is discord, let me bring union. Where there is error, let me bring truth. Where there is doubt, let me bring faith. Where there is despair, let me bring hope. Where there is darkness, let me bring your light. Where there is sadness, let me bring joy.
O Lord, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console, to be understood as to understand, to be loved as to love.
For it is in giving that we receive, it is in self-forgetting that we may find, it is in pardoning that we are pardoned.
It is in dying that we are awakened to eternal life.
Simple Prayer for Peace from 1912 (aka Peace Prayer of St Francis, or Make me an instrument of Your Peace)
#although i guess technically that’s me wanting to be consoled again!#prayer of st. francis#the paradox of altruism & sacrifice is that it genuinely makes me happy#maybe i’m doing it wrong but i’ve decided to consider it a perk#prayer
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