#but I did make some sketches this week
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tried to draw something
but no head empty thoughts tired need a break
#sketch#my art#not fanart#hi yeah that's me in the corner#and those little guys can be whoever#characters I usually draw? OCs? WHO KNOWS#I don't! I just like those guys like this#also that yelling cup is an actual thing I have#I prefer using bottles lately tho#so it's like a reminder of sorts#also finally preordered vol 35-36 of bnha#they come in pairs now so it's faster and slower that single volumes at the same time#but otherwise this week is... hard kind of#at least I got Aventurine ig#from like 80 pity on 100%#not great#wanted to stream but I just looked at this#and head empty only little guys#but I did make some sketches this week#I just forgot
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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A true and 100% historically accurate account of Hamilton's first meeting with Andre
+ Bonus Lafayette
#No idea what my deal is this week#wahoo#alexander hamilton#john andre#amrev#art tag#now expand the post or these tags wont make sense#excuse me while I use these weird little sketches to vent some wildly complex feelings about American identity#theres something to be said about the way Lafayette and Hamilton express opposing views of humanity#in a way that is deeply connected to both how they view their “americanness”#and also the fact that only one of them was insanely fucking wealthy#theres cynicism born from poverty and a pervasive sense of otherness#vs a sort of naive hopefulness coming from wealth that isolated in an entirely different way#and they're brothers#I don't know what Im cooking but its something#marquis de lafayette#might as well tag him at this point#this was supposed to be a shitpost how did I get here
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litany of the martyrs (click for better resolution!)
#at some point i wanted to make an illustration for each character but in retrospect maybe each is multiple song-coded..#drew the sketch for a quincy thing after a chat with a mutual reminded me this song existed dfsghjkl and then spent weeks rendering this#quincy cynthius martin#adamandi#i'm finally done with this! the saints especially were joys to paint and the halo a menace.... this has been the most ambitious one so far.#but it also took quite long because i only worked on it <engages with quincy> when mentally okay to deal with the themes. i'm not religious#but i do identify with the irrational(?ish) guilt + family legacy + academic achievement + disregard for self. also more complex thoughts#about love [but depsite quincent being a large part of quincy's character this piece deals with mostly the Rest of it. so another time..]#anyways! in the original sketch- the saints had heads bent towards quincy so the halo spikes pointed at him. but this worked better! halos#of the saints implying/creating one for quincy was a concept from the start though. in the show they don't touch him directly here but#differences in mediums i think- i don't have time in an image to craft a narrative so everything has to be happening. also artistic liberty#misc inspiration for this includes stained glass windows. i might have maybe misinterpreted the saint costume but i think i logic-ed it out#as the cloth part following a nun's habit w the hood. and then halo above. the material is also more transparent originally but i had. um.#too much fun painting fabric folds.. if you look closely you can see the basis of faces though behind the cloth; but only the vague shapes#because smth obscurity + inhumanness// cassian is the only one i gave a mouth though. that stems from melliot's post about the saints and#st cassian as spokesperson (<- did research teehee!) that's also how i found out which costume = which saint. speaking of which.#left to right: 'st lucy take my hand' // 'st lawrence give me strength' (presses quincy forward; but hand on shoulder connotates guidance)#/'st cassian help me smile' (quincy's mouth is btwn a grimace and a smile; tilts up at side. also no direct touch bc added insidiousness.)#//'st jude [...] i hope your causes burn' (jude's hand is in two places to show movement- nearing the flame and then snatching back; burnt)#other notes: at the midst of the flame the core is shaped like a human heart /the saints and their wax are all melting like the candle for#fun visual effect and also this way they are even less tangible <real>. perks of painting as a medium i guess. // also insp from icarus?#wax and burning imagery; looking at the halo and rays as parallel to sun that burns. too close to the sun; melting; hurting; hurtling //#candles at bottom are a nod to the frankly gorgeous set// also the entire composition kind of stems from the lyric <what use is a candle if#both ends aren't burning>; the two sides between the concepts of catholic guilt and academic perfection that spur quincy#the halo above (saints and guilt; litanyofthemartyrs) and the 'halo' below (academic papers; insp from choreo for perfect at school)#the papers were originally supposed to be more glowy. but i like the idea of it now being a reflection of how quincy's priorities shift#also of note is that <candle> in centre = quincy; w burning candle + aforementioned heart in flame -> most human; idea of love + passion#last thoughts: kneeling + hands close tgt = prayer //wax dripping onto the red As make an effect that looks like blood. because i like#hiding that within the adamandi pieces :OO continuity!! // i've run out of tags but yeah! had fun with this one! every so often i go a#little insane in making art and the final result astounds even me. ngl i'm quite proud of this one. pretty colours <3333
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“What’s this one supposed to mean?”
“Hmm..beauty or strength, sometimes.”
“Perfect.”
@sketchbookweek Day 2 - Wilderness / Witchcraft
going back to my roots of drawing sketchbook being gay in a field
#update I’m doing the silly coloured speech bc I realised i didn’t make it super clear who’s saying what jjghgd#Hilda sketchbook#sketchbookweek#hilda the series#sketchbook ship#art tag#sooo this was the first drawing I did for skbk week and let me tell you guys#it fought me. every. step of the way#i spent like 3 evenings working on the sketch just to scrap it and redo it on the next one#I’m so rusty with art I haven’t been able to do anything remotely ambitious in so long sooo yeah :’)everyone lower your expectations please#however I do think this came out kinda nice#spiritually I guess it’s a redraw of that drawing from 2020 so seeing a bit of improvement is nice anyway#i love these prompts btw I wish I could’ve done both#the flower is a jasmine btw. every website on the internet had a different idea of its meaning so I picked the ones I liked 😌#is it worth mentioning that I had some doodles I wanted to post for day 1 but I literally could not get them done on time :’)#an attempt was made but ah well. onto the next
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look guys i actually did some spirit designs
[ID: the Hargreeves' spirits in the Paranatural au - or at least, the five of them that are kids in this au.
Luther's is an ape that looks like his body from the comics. Diego's is a creature that looks a bit like a small porcupine. Allison's is a large snake with its mouth duct taped shut. Klaus' is a blue raccoon with three eyes and a pink tail, and Viktor's is based off of the White Violin from the comics, except its head transforms into reaching arms. End ID.]
sorry, the ID got REALLY long this time. that's a summary for anyone scrolling, theres a more detailed one under the cut!
[ID: Luther's spirit is labelled First Simian In Space: THE MARTIAN APE. He looks like the ape that supplied Luther's body in the comics, drawn in the paranatural style; blue, with one eye. He is wearing an astronaut helmet and sitting in a coin operated rocket ship that is much too small for it. He has transformed the world around him into a scifi martian landscape; cardboard standups with doors and lockers scribbled on them are the only indication of the real world. Luther is sprawled on the ground staring in shock, while the Martian Ape says "Y'know, you should totally just kill your dad".
Diego's spirit is a very small creature that looks a bit like a porcupine.
Panel 1: Diego holds his spirit in his hands and says, "So, what's your name?". His spirit responds "I am called..."
Panel 2: A caption appears; Projectile Extraordinaire: KRAKEN. The image is in full color, focusing on Kraken, which glowers cutely and shows off her spines.
Panel 3: The same shot as panel one, except Diego now looks very skeptical. He says "..." and then "Why." Kraken responds "It sounded cool."
Allison's spirit is a giant green snake coiled around a tree branch, with a pattern down his back that looks like open mouths.
The first two images are centered on Allison, who is scowling in both. Someone unseen says "It can force people to do things, honey!" and "It's too dangerous to leave you alone with it." and finally, "So we fixed it."
The final image is of the spirit. He is captioned Muzzled Mind Controller: THE RUMOR. His mouth has been duct taped shut. He does not look pleased.
Klaus' spirit is a blue raccoon with dark purple legs and a fluffy striped pink tail. It also has three eyes.
Panel 1: The large colored closeup of Klaus' spirit. It is captioned Mystical Conartist: THE SEANCE.
Panel 2: Klaus asks it "With a name like that, what's your power?" The Seance, its nose just high enough to fit into frame, replies, "Oh, I can sense ghosts"
Panel 3: Klaus looks supremely unimpressed. In the background, a ghost says "Hi" to Allison and Luther, and they say "Oh, hey" back.
Panel 4: Klaus asks, "Seriously?"
Panel 5: The Seance, viewed from above, says "Hey, I can sense them even when they're not visible! Like behind walls and stuff!"
Panel 6: The Seance adds "Also I can float." It is demonstrating, floating about eye level with Klaus and emitting a cloud of cyan spectral energy as it does so. Klaus looks more pleased with this and says "Okay, that one's pretty good."
Viktor's spirit is a Wight, a spirit so warped by rage and pain that it has permanently been changed, its spectral energy has become white, and has gained massive, devastating power. It looks a lot like the design of the White Violin in the comics, but it manifests too many or too few arms from where its head should be.
There are three images of it. In the first, it is kneeling. It has manifested six arms in varying degrees of completeness, and all of them look sad.
In the second, the matter of its head has split into many small pieces that almost look like parts of mouths, save for two clawing hands. It screams, in the Wight spirit language from Paranatural, WHAT DID YOU DO TO ME.
In the third, the largest, its knees buckle as it stands and manifests one reaching hand. It is captioned Violent White: THE WHITE VIOLIN. End ID]
#tua#the umbrella academy#luther hargreeves#diego hargreeves#allison hargreeves#klaus hargreeves#uhhhh...#vanya hargreeves#?#thats definitely not viktor. and its not REALLY vanya either but it IS made to look like her#space boy#the kraken#the rumor#the seance#the white violin#i feel like those are all fair game#some notes in no particular order:#look i did a spirit language from the webcomic! literally the easiest one to make (and read) but still!#its called Wight Wail btw bc Paranatural is mostly puns by weight#omg guys should i do something where delores speaks in Cursed Words?#in order to speak cursed words you have to have killed people but. she deserves it#also after i finished lining almost all of them i wore out my wrist and have been waiting like a week for it to heal enough to draw#i can do most of the heavy lifting of coloring and shading left handed which helped stave off the boredom#but it still hurts and its been a week and i WANT TO BE DONE so i gave up on ever lining klaus' and colored the sketch i had#there was stuff i wanted to fix and change but... well nevermind doing that i guess lol#also hence the typed text instead of handwritten. i would have used the sketch text but that was ACTUALLY illegible#extranatural#paranatural au
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It’s Valentine’s Day so here’s a little wip spoiler of the sillies
#gimli is very eepy#also I wanted to thank all of you#my comics are going above and beyond the lots random and I couldn’t be more grateful#some of y’all’s reblogs are so cute I just want to hug all of you#also anyway yes this is a new wip comic what did you expect#I know I said I was gonna make a gotham comic but uuuuh *runs away*#I have two uni exams in a week and I want to jump off a balcony#ANYWAY#real tags now#drawing#lotr#lord of the rings#lotr comic#lotr gimli#lotr fanart#fanart#legolas x gimli#legolas#legolas greenleaf#gimli#gimli son of gloin#procreate#gigolas#gimleaf#cuties#lotr fandom* not lots random but idk how to edit that so yeah sorry#my art#my art lotr#my sketches
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This won’t take long
Day one of jrwi freak week!!!!!!! YAHOOO!!
Just dissecting fish for today :o))))
Less er filters cause it’s kinda ahard to see vvv
#I had a draft for like. some commentary here but whoopdeedoo I lost jt#I was worried about making this piece cause it’s sketch was made like. a week ago and I usually (one other week) make art On The Day Of#which. isn’t good for art projects but You Know 😭#I WANNA TEAR YOU APAART ‼️‼️‼️🗣️ this can be interpreted as a romantic scene!! yeah!!#kiedeo#jrwi riptide#jrwi freak week#Gillion bald for one billion :o(#and also. enjoy the silence is playing in my MASSIVE brain#I don’t know. where I got those songs from. like I know I got into kglw bc of the good luck anomaly (ACTUALLT. ONE OF THE ARTISTS OF ALL TI#also thought it might’ve been funny if I did like a chip hypersexual aromantic moodboard and I’m still eyeing that so#blood#gore#<- incaseyss#tell me if I need to tag more!!#dissection#erm. is there a tag for like. is this sexualization . HOW DOES THIS WORK.#jay ferin#gillion tidestrider#AMN. THATS NOT A SCALPEL THAGS A FULL ON BUTTER KNIFE 😭😭#AUSGRGRHHRHRHRHRGRGRVRB anyways.#yowza I’m scared of posting this one fellas!!#with id#suggestive#no…. one of the sketches had Jay pinning the flaps of gills fins down…. I love that..#freak week
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1) i'm bad at games 2) i'm scared of people
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#sona#tw gun#and then voice chat was unlocked FVHSVb#i almost tapped out i was not Going To fhvss#/and yea i did Terrible Lmao#i usually do worse when i'm on teams. actually i think that might be the nervousness now that i'm writing this HFSH#and then i had to commit a true crime because my mom called n i had to get off#oof ouch sorry ffvfhsb#i did okay the second time :D#//really i haven't drawn anything in like. a week i think#nothing digital anyway#i made some silly traditional sketches of some of my ocs :)#it just feels weird not making anything on my computer#like i get on here and i'm like '!!! time to make stuff !! :D' and then i start tapping through stuff and go 'ahhh right. nothin' lmaoo#//i have been playing viddy games which is nice :D#i don't like how once you get past the beginner stages most games throw ALL the notification stuff and ALL of the quests and EVERYTHING at#you at once fvfshv#like man i don't know what's going on!! what even is this !! [<- usually something that was explained that i forgot about]#why does everybody need 5 currencies and why do i even need to be bothered. the answer is i don't and i won't but i Do want to know what fo#//POW aight on my way now loll :> :D
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rolled a random genshin character and halloween costume and got grim reaper collei!
her dads dressed her up 😆
#genshin#genshin impact#genshin art#genshin impact fanart#genshin fanart#collei#genshin collei#collei fanart#halloween art#tried i style i never really did before!#might do more#or i might work on finishing one of my 5 unfinished arts lmao. wanted to do at least one halloween art!#i never know where my adhd brain will take me so who knows#genshins#arts#lee arts#was going to make a collage of halloween genshin sketches but im bad at sketching and it turned into multiple days#i experimented with style and brushes and stuff instead of doinf simple sketches#it always ends up that way for some reason#how do simple sketches!!!!! how to not take a week on one small art and experiment for multiple days!!!!#this is why it takes me so long and nothing gets finished!!!!#i did also roll.a second character and costume and got fremi as a steampunk adventurer....but that's kinda want he is already right#fontaine is steampunk and he adventures and explores the waters#so im trying to decide if i stick to my rules of “do what you get. no rerolls” or do a reroll. ive been stuck on this for days lmao#or i could finish other arts.....#*
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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog#didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move#across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s#so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help#with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the#location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright#colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird#like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the#southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December#it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but#i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and#jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen#im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and#the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier#for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy#but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked#up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents#r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes#better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book#like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭#so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-]#unrelated
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Greyscale Midori sketch because I’m low-key artblocked
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#the red lotus#seeds of the red lotus#sotrl#original character#sotrl midori#my mom’s visit threw me off and I’m struggling to draw anything now#but since I haven’t indulged all week I’m bursting at the seams with creative energy#so I’m trying to ease back into it with small sketches#and I really don’t draw Midori often enough#last time I drew her was in mid August and I never even finished that piece#last actually completed piece may have been her holding baby Ehuang from last winter…#I should draw her more. I love her so much. she deserves so much more love#she’s so fascinating. she has so many different sides to her that not many people see#can you believe I actually thought she was cheerful and oblivious when I first wrote her#I fell for her facade just like everyone else did. Midori – 1. Nia – 0#I love it when that happens. when characters reveal a depth to themselves that surprises even me. it’s the best thing ever#and I really like how she turned out here#I feel like she looks a lot like Ming-Hua#which she doesn’t normally. she takes after her dad. but I think in certain circumstances the resemblance to her mom jumps out#they do have the same eyes so it makes sense some expressions would match up#anyway. I love drawing in greyscale. I have a better grasp on it than I do on colour#and it’s much faster too#add that to the list of things I should do more often#okay for whatever reason I’m feeling a self hatred spiral forming somewhere in the back of my mind#and today was already an emotionally draining day so I’m really not feeling it#it’s 3 a.m. I should be asleep#so… rant over. I’m done. goodnight <3
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Man nobody told me the comedown from a manic episode lasts like a year
Makes sense now I guess lmao
#1st month or 2 of ed edd n eddy obsession was pure mania btw lol#im at the uhhhh coming back up from the bottom of the mariana trench part of that whole process#you shoulda seen me in january it was bad lol#well i suppose yall did its not like i went anywhere#idk#too much info? idk maybe#well it was either that shit from december that lastes 2 or 3 months or a few weeks ago#i think a few weeks ago was something different tho idk#too much info#fuck it whatevr#i always send these posts 2 the drafts#too much shit happened between then and now jeez#you shouldve seen me when i was first going on my deviantart crusades#i was at the height of my entire fuckin life for the 1st few hours and then id find out about some sort of eene lost fan-media#and i would just BREAK down#and i did this over and over until something in me just broke#idk it was weird for a minute#ill take it aw a win though because my art improved a SHIT ton from that#gotta get back on that rapid improvement thing that was crazy#i think ive gotta start actually leatning stuff now lol#my ass has just now realized i can do thumbnail sketches#ive literally been publishing my first pass on all my ideas up till now#like maybe. i should try using effort....... waow#i need to go to ART CLASSES fuck#man you have to be an arts major to take any of the art classes its totally lame#STEM AND ARTS GO TOGETHER INHERENTLY!!!!!!!! STOP GATEKEEPING CREATIVITY ILL KILL YOU sorry#mildly hyperbolic here#graghhhrrr#i hate being employed theyre using up my entire brain#better not frizzle out before i finally get the chance to make cartoons
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Please tell us how much Patreonage you require to complete and then sell a smutty zine. Dying for a whole ass thing with the enthusiasm, character, and teeth you put into your sexy sketches.
i actually really really REALLY want to start making short erotic comics and selling them on itchio, i've been thinking about it all year long 😭 it's hard to put a price tag on it lol, right now i kind of feel like a very very smooth river stone being tumbled around helplessly by my own job so trying to plot out when i would have the time is pretty impossible.
but in seriousness i will say that buying my stuff on itchio + pledging on patreon both do really really help free me up so i can work on stuff more freely. my patreon income every month is literally what prevents me from being in panic mode/covers my most basic "this IS coming out of ur account this month, ready or not"-type bills, and the stuff that trickles in thru itch is always a relief on top of that — so everyone who pledges to me or has ever bought something from my itch store, u are literally actively helping this happen rn! cannot overstate it!
(it is a bit of a chicken-and-egg thing where im like... "if i could just get a comic up, i bet the income from it would help me have time to do more... but i don't have time to do a comic unless i have some padding money..... but if i could just do a comic i'd have the padding—" etc etc etc lmfao! it is what it is.)
ANYWAY that's a lot of rambling to basically say: u guys are already helping me do it and i am endlessly grateful. every bit does help in a very very real way.
ALSO THANK U SO MUCH >:D
#i feel like in the end this still kind of did not answer ur question lmao.#but my point overall is like. even if im never going to make enough money per month to just drop everything and do a personal project#what i Do make thru community support is like. enough for me to Think abt my personal projects here and there#and i can do some concept work one week. and a character sketch another week. and i can take weekends off and write in my free time#so all of it really does go toward it. is basically what i mean haha
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Happy Aro Visibility Week!
(Other color variants under the cut:)
#Some Kinda Nonsense#Fursona#Cat Dragon Snake#Aromantic#Aro#Aroace#Ace#Asexual#Not on time or theme for Valentine's Day but I WILL meet the deadline for this#Also I tried to do the sketch for this digitally#That did NOT go well#But I'm still very pleased with the end result#Aro Week#ALSO I am trying to add image descriptions now#Because I finally had to switch to the new editor for image limit purposes#So hopefully those are good????#I'm making an attempt
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pissed rn specifically bc i lost my detailed plan for the near’s bday event pieces i’m doing :/
#this is why we get our electronics checked out before the hard drive fries and we don’t have access to a computer for over a week#and we lose all of our things forever and it wounds us irreparably bc our collections and photos and research is gone forever#why did i have to use a word document whyyyyy i had all of the symbolism and the placement of things and like 2 different ideas#for each prompt so i could make everything cohesive for once :( i should’ve been writing it in notion smh#now i have to try to remember all of the symbolism i spent hours figuring out *explodes*#at least i have a couple sketches done so i know what i was going for for those but ugh. ughhhhh. my plans :’(#in comparison this is not worse than losing months worth of research and some big projects but it still pisses me off :/
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