#being in your 20s

[fuckyour20s]

joseph awuah-darko

[slythdiaries]

13.10.24

Hot chocolate season upcoming☕

And this ambient music is so good I can't. Samarkand 1869. Highlight of my October.

[vryk0laka5]

On being in your early 20s

[letmebite-you]

i have so much to say and no one to listen, i however hear everything. i hear the cries for help of those i love, the crackling sound their hearts make breaking a little more everyday. all i am is a bystander. i can’t stand powerlessness. all i want is to protect you but so many things stand in my way. uncontrollable things; i have to let you feel and witness your pain. because that’s how life goes. i’m just scared and i wish i had someone in my life i could relay on. just for a moment forget about what i have to do knowing all the people i love are here with me and safe. just for a little while, go back to our garden and play innocently in the grass in blissful ignorance. just one last time. please. i promise

[thatgirlintheboots]

maybe?

art by me

[lunarhode]

my humble 20s wishlist:

to chase coastal nights through sunroofs

to sleep with the balcony door open while my friends are in the garden

to hold eye contact on a porch

to waste a summer window-watching

to run a red light when there's a sixteen-year-old me in the passenger seat

to go insane, absolutely batshit crazy in love

to scream my name when they ask who's scared

to be so mesmerised by the sky i don't hear my bones breaking

to grieve days when cars were faster

to share a bed with the lingering presence of last july

to sit in silence with million things to say

to find purpose in losing my mind and in having hair fall on my face

[iforgotmymeds]

Low key jealous of how Sam and Dean rationalize having no friends or significant others bc they’re hunters/can only count on family. I have 0 excuse for the fact that I have absolutely dick all in terms of a social OR love life & my mom is my realest homie.

[souptastical]

tfw you decide to do laundry & write for the rest of the night but end up taking drugs & sending nudes instead

[bbymokusei]

[enigmasandepiphanies]

hey bestie, did you finish your essay? / do you want to take a walk in the evening at the perimeter? / are you coming for dinner or do you want me to bring you food? / do you want me to paint your nails? / tell me about how wearing the blue dress to the club made you see a ghost in the reflection of the metro window / long day at the lab / send help i am gay and yearning/ do you want to lie down on the grass and read together / i need you to stay alive and not die because of a burn out/ do you want to get chicken curry tonight? / not completely okay but distracting myself by judging men on hinge/ my stomach is acting up again / yes tell me everything about your paper on fleabag / coming down in 5/ hi do you want banana chips? / OMG BESTIE I AM SO PROUD OF YOU/ please tell me you slept today / movie night tomorrow can't wait / can you come to my room i got a new top and need validation? / i finished the "bold type" / can i borrow your eye cream? / wtf why are you awake at 7 am / whatchu doing / what did you dream about? / he is a fucking asshole / how is your new scented candle smelling? / how's home/ do you wanna study in new acad? / this is you cause you need to sit on two chairs like a queen on her high throne while working / animal sex is so weird and cool / pee fast and come to the common room / you're so brave / you said i love you so many times when you were drunk / you know it'll be like our "we'll always have paris"/ i miss you / who's letting us be adults / thanks for checking in / i love you/ shh i love you more umma

//"𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭𝘴"//

[fuckyour20s]

[slythdiaries]

17.07.24

Big update!!!

Your girl got her first job!

It is honestly a little disorienting in terms of my previous routine which had unwavering hours of focussed studying. The best I'm able to do now is study in bits and pieces.

I'm learning how to exist in this new life☘️

[urlocalhovel]

do you ever just wanna do a friends-with-benefits thing with a guy you’ve known since primary but can’t bring yourself to do so bc his heart is literally an orchard & you are the embodiment of the song “i told you I was mean” by Elle King…

[writtenbylenora]

do you ever gain this brief awareness while on a dating app that, like, here we all are posing and posturing to the best of ability trying to find love and yet we all just casually swipe through each other?

i mean this is another human being I'm looking at and yet I just go "too short, too boring, too preppy, too ugly" like what the fuck?? i am dehumanizing people in search of human connection and wondering why i feel lonely?

but then my awareness fades and i go right back to swiping and i just--i don't know. i don't have some grand point to make here other than that something feels wrong and i don't know how to fix it

[thatgirlintheboots]

౨ৎ sagittarius sun ౨ৎ virgo moon ౨ৎ aquarius rising ౨ৎ

[topsyturvy-turtely]

i was thinking of inviting my sister for the baptism of my stuffed animal. then i remembered i am 26 years old........