#being an adult is insane
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#in a weird place mentally tbh and i went on a drive to clear my mind#and somehow ended up at my first apartment#it's been so long since i lived there but i was so proud of it#it feels like the last place i was truly independent#anyway i was sitting in my car staring at this shitty building#crying over orville peck#and then i saw a licence plate that said 'pklerick' and i cant stop laughing#being an adult is insane#it feels like i'm just trying to find any little bit of joy between all of the grieving#personal#oh and the fact that the rent for this apartment has literally doubled makes me sick#how are we supposed to live like this
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Now that I’ve actually quit my job it is suddenly dawning on me just how fucking insane it is to just. quit your job and move across the country.
#personal rambles#I’ve been planning this for a while I guess but somehow it’s still very last minute???#that’s just how things are for us tho#it’s exciting? but also now that it’s. happening it’s slowing occurring to me that hey this is. kinda unhinged#being an adult is insane#you can just be like ‘I’m gonna save some money and then quit my job and move 1#over 1000 miles with my wife’#and then. do that.#and no one stops you#cause it’s just. a thing you can do.#I did the opposite of burning bridges at my job tho so if things go south (or in this case southwest (badum tiss)) we’ll be able to come#back no problem#I fortified those bridges with iron forged steel man#the plant manager came by TWICE my last day to make sure I knew I was welcome back anytime immediately#got nominated for employee of the month#had my bosses begging me to take company sponsored/paid training for a promotion/six dollar raise#was training almost every new guy#I’d been there for not even theee months man.#good at my job speedrun#it gives me confidence for my next job tho
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she might've dyed it black but the pink is still showing💘
#AAAAAAAAAAAAA#that's my opinion on the trailer#you guys have no idea how actually insane i am#I. LOVE. VI.#I'M. FUCKING. SCARED.#i fucking love this design#i dont care what anyone says#rip to the time i black boxdyed my hair#the urge to do it all over again now is insane#me being an adult is dangerous cuz i WILL alter my appearance for a hyperfixation and nobody can stop me#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane fanart#vi#arcane vi#vi fanart#league of legends vi#arcane season 2 fanart#arcane s2#fanart#art#my art
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I don't have a silly cheeky comment for this one besides it leans heavily on my headcanons and stuff on Grujaja. (that's how you know ur in the tranches for a character.)
^face of a guy that keeps hurtin his bonds w anyone close to him. Bonus doodles i made while drawing this that are semi related due to being tied to my Gr headcanons unda the cut lol:
#great god grove#ggg spoilers#ggg capochin#ggg grujaja#ggg gr#ggg hector#<- in the readmore lol#Capo is so used to my Grujaja just quietly doing what he asks even after the bizzyboys dissolve it throws him through a loop when told no#<- this is a fact ive drawn in past images. i did that on purpose. Grujaja doing what he's told no hesitation or input#spent 3/4s of his life following these guys and not having his own personal hobbies. or having many personal items. it was his life#devoted to a cause and what it stood for because to him it saved his life meanwhile its just another festering wound.#capo is also drunk and girlrotting#capo lashing out at things and going too far fans where are u im right here#also please note the use of “kid” to a 40 year old man.#Capo still seeing gr as a small scared kid despite it being 33 years later#and getting the smack in the face this guy is a more mature adult than he is#because capo straight up broke the one thing Gruja wore on him he really cared about and instead on attacking that man he just gets up#and walks away#i cope with my evil images by drawing tiny gr because he brings me joy lol. little animal.#anyeay sorry guys for the insanity sometimes it controls me like a puppet to commit crimes and heavy headcanoning
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how I look trying to convey how insane it makes me that fugo spent his entire life being adultified for being very smart- first by his parents, then by that teacher, then by Bruno (hear me out), and possibly even by himself. No one treats him like he's another kid like Giorno or Narancia or Trish. I would argue even the fandom perception of him doesn't treat him like a kid.
Why is he responsible for Narancia? Why doesn't he get the same backlash from Bruno when he joins the gang? Isn't he younger than Narancia, and just like him has no business entering a gang? I would argue that because of his intelligence even Bruno always saw him as capable of keeping up with the adults, and therefore did not offer the same resistance to him joining the gang. Either that, or Bruno simply needed his intelligence and didn't care that he , too, was a child who should have been protected from becoming part of a freaking gang. Neither of these options paint Bruno in an appealing light.
I don't know. I have feelings on this that I can't properly articulate. It just bothers me that people gloss over how it seems the only person who saw Fugo as the kid he was was probably Abbacchio (based on what little we saw of their dynamic in PHF and VA). Idk. Raaagh
#stop treating Fugo like an adult challenge#hes not magically mature enough to handle everything you throw at him just because he can learn faster than others#and I would argue he is very immature.#likely because he never really got time to grow up mentally he just had to Be There the second it was demanded of him#wouldn't you be insane too if the entire world thinks you are more capable than you are#and Im not saying he isn't capable of doing everything that's demanded of him#I am saying#however#that that being the constant expectation of him is in no way good for any young person trying to always do the right thing#it makes me so unhappy#idk#jjba#vento aureo#pannacotta fugo#bruno bucciarati#leone abbacchio#< mentioned#fugoposting on main#I hope this makes sense#jjba part 5#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojos part 5
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i'm obsessed with the bad kids and the rat grinders as foils in unintentional ways, and it really shows the systems that failed the rat grinders.
kipperlilly and gorgug as kids who are consumed by a rage they cannot control, but where in freshman year gorgug was able to channel that rage in a productive way, kipperlilly is still struggling, having it used against her.
riz and mary ann who are a little odd, a little socially awkward, but both make it onto the blood rush team, but where riz is able to help out his team mates, supported by his friends in order to let him succeed, mary ann, despite playing a good game is considered a "freak" and where riz's party gets his little oddities, her party doesn't seem to.
like these teens are so similar but experienced life in such different ways, having such different supports or lack there of and that's why they are so interesting
#Fabian and buddy as kids coming to elmville for the first time and being heavily influenced by their adults behavior#adaine and oisin as nepo babies but adaine didn't reap the gains where he did#i'm insane about them#d20#fhjy#fantasy high#dimension 20#riz gukgak#fabian seacaster#mary ann skuttle#kipperlilly copperkettle#the rat grinders#the bad kids
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I think that the party's communication issues can be summed up as "man, is it awkward to tell someone that you want to spend the rest of your life with them if you've only know them for a few months? Probably."
#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#listen they will kill for each other but also its such a short time???? like??? thats part of the tragedy tbh#like!!! yeah theyll go back to their previous lives bc who in their right minds throw out everything they were doing before for people youv#only known for a few months and it turns out all of them do bc theyre insane for each other but!!!! like!!!! thats still a big ask!!!!!#yeah lets throw out everything we've ever know to be together lets fucking go and then they do in the end!!!! but!!!#thats because theyre all are ride or die to the extreme for each other!!!!!! far more than siffrin thinks anyone will ever be for him!!!!#anyway I have a lot of feelings about the party and just how bonkers (affectionate) they are#yeah no siffrin I too would not expect people to put aside their previous lives especially if its clear they have other plans#'yeah im gonna invite myself over to your house to live here lol' yeah no I would not assume that!!!!!!!#the issue is more that issue doesnt communicate what he really wants because if they do and his family says no then... being together truly#will end so he doesnt ask so they never will get a no so it never has to end (and has his reason to keep going)#this is turning into an essay in the tags but like. God its a wild set of circumstances so#tbh Siffrin not thinking the party wants to travel together is not wild to me neither is family not communicating#them wanting to be together ALL OF THEM wanting it is... unbelivable in these circumstances#but they do bc theyre all insane and ride or die but the extent of which is a mystery to all of them#anyway thats my essay in the tags#just read the no loops fic where the adults minus siffrin all offer to bring bonnie to bambouche and had FEELINGS about it#my posts
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I used to avoid watching wreck it Ralph bc turbo would make me feel new emotions that I couldn’t/refused to process
you and me brother... that's how i was for 7 years and then I let the floodgates open
> Hyperfixation trance state
> Wake up 9 months later in a parking lot
> I'm in a tracksuit covered in dirt and grass stains
> Strong urge to check my computer
> 2-hour video on my hard drive

#txt#wir#turbo#ijm kind of always in a trance state though#ok but in all seriousness i did have a 1-2 week long period of me trying to exposure therapy myself into not being scared of turbo anymore#in October 2023#which was actually quite difficult and he would show up in intrusive thoughts#but then after that I started drawing him (because I did always like him) and then got a disgusting little crush on him#because when you're an ace kid#instead of openly developing crushes you just repress so it becomes uncomfortable and scary 😏because you don't understand#and then those feelings actually stay WITH you until you're an adult. and then you have to work through this really silly trivial thing tha#could end up in an explosion of repressed feelings and emotions that manifest as I NEEED HIM I NEED TO DESTROY HIM I WANT HIM DEAD I HATE H#I also did a shit ton of “”research“” (it was me obsessively crawling tumblr for fanart but it actually was research)#and then I was like. I need to make a video on this guy. I need people to fucking KNOW. MY INSANITY#Obsession is a great motivator#Anyways your ask was very relatable. Everyone has their Turbo awakening
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Jack Manifold is a stronger man than I am I would've NOT reacted that calmly if my friend went through what Tommy did and fucking MIZKIF called me in the middle of a stream to save face
edit: TUBBO YOU'RE A BETTER MAN THAN I AM-
#jack manifold i fucking admire you man#22 year old being the adult in this situation come on#jack manifold#tommyinnit#hells originals#edit because tubbo's stream is insane#holy shit#tubbo
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people on reddit have no media literacy
#sorry just looking at the taz subreddit and seeing absolute toddler-level takes on this shit it’s infuriating#it’s crazy how you can see completely normal takes like ‘i thought so-and-so line wasn’t as good as most other fans think it is’#right next to insane comments about how the mcelroys suck at storytelling because balance has tone shifts in it or whatever#and complaints about railroading in the stolen century when justin literally went on ttazz and talked about how if they didn’t want to#do something griffin wanted them to do they just wouldn’t and they never really thought of railroading as an issue they faced#right next to people saying taako wasn’t a good character and well this i took personally but narratively he’s a fucking incredible#character. his story arc is so good. please learn to analyze a character beyond the exact words they say. please. i’m begging you.#ALSO. this pisses me off. none of you people are privy to what the mcelroys talk about when they’re not recording. if they had issues with#how their campaigns were being run do you not think they’d say something. to their literal family. they’re full adults. please be for real#WHATEVER. i don’t even care.#taz#remy's ramblings
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Thinking of Gillion and Finn today…
#jrwi riptide#just roll with it riptide#gillion tidestrider#finn tidestrider#gillion jrwi#Finn jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi spoilers#just roll with it spoilers#riptide spoilers#jrwi riptide spoilers#the care they have for one another is so fucking palpable I’m insane I’m insane#and gill not being open about the fact that he wasn’t good in school#but seeming to have interest in academics in the past… but Finn leaving#Finn was probably the only adult who had the patience to help him UNDERSTAND and learn#no one else bothered to waste the champion’s time outside of the gods and combat#I’m insane#I have a lot of thoughts and no articulation#TV’s art
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extremely important question do any buffy fans here actually like angel (the series not the character) because i swear all i see lately is people saying it sucks and they couldn't get through it and it's like you can't ALL be that wrong
#season 1 is i guess a bit slow if you're not into the initial premise#at least the beginning#and yeah the soap opera dramatics of s4 get ragged on for obvious reasons#but 2 and 3 are insane#and 5 is just a lot of fun indespersed with some of the most devastating shit you'll ever watch. great times#angel has some of the best storylines in the entire buffyverse argue with the wall#it's not as solid all the way through as buffy by any means but the heights of angel absolutely rival some of the heights of buffy#doesn't beat them out though but still#also s4 is way better on rewatches is what i've realised#first time i was like. what#but once you know what's actually causing everyone to act like they are it isn't as crazy as it first seems lmao#still a mess and joss whedon must pay for his crimes regarding cordelia#but it's definitely much better still#i just don't understand how you can watch wesley completely unraveling throughout the show and not agree it bangs severely#the father will kill the son????? peak television i don't CARE#also angel gets sooo much darker and adult than buffy it's so interesting!!#and darla... oh my darla.....#most people hate connor when he grows up and thats fair i did too#i still don't love him but i appreciate his character a looot more on rewatches#and from a psychological perspective he's fascinating#he gets a bit of a dawn treatment from audiences i feel like. like you can call them annoying thats fair#but when people claim they're annoying for no reason im like lets look at their lives so far please 😭#anyway. regardless of your opinion on older connor. that initial storyline before and right after he's born#absolutely fucking crazy and also so good#you're telling me you watched darla sobbing being like i won't even be able to remember that i loved it and you felt nothing????#i could go on about this forever probably sorry
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i need a bw3 so bad just cause I need to know if iris is older or younger than drayton currently. right now. at this time
#if the same time has passed in game as it has irl it has been 14 years#if drayton is 17/18 (assumption) then he'dve been 3/4 during bw if it takes place the year it was released#iris wouldve been 10 putting a 7/8 year gap between them making her the big sibling and thats making me insane#iris could be a grown ass adult with a job rn and we wouldnt even know....#the vibe of iris being drays older sister is so drastically different than the other way around#'grown ass adult with a job' as opposed to what we already know her to be. small ass child with a job#kae.txt#they dont even have to make a game if they fr dont want to just give me a update in like a magazine or smth on where everybody at rn
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actually incredibly funny to me that ranpos entire thing centres on how his intelligence is not because of an ability or any other great thing, its just him. hes entirely, completely, inarguably human. and Yet, when it comes to dazai, so many people are Desperate that there just Has to be another explanation. his intelligence cant just be that hes unusual, no it must be a marker of separation, of difference so great it disallows the reality of his humanity.
#dazai osamu#ranpo edogawa#bsd#sorry hating on main again. AND about to put 3 billion tags on this bc i have shit to say thats not well worded enough to be its own post#asgr cooking up shit about being that smart that young in places that dont accommodate it in a healthy way#(ranpo being disliked by adults bc hes smarter than them and dazai doing god knows what and then joining the mafia and directing it all#towards violence.) and then everyone only accepting it for ranpo but not for dazai is Crazyyy.#anyway. it leaves them Lonely which contributes to the inhuman feeling. FEEEELING!!! not reality#theyre going to feel beyond understanding bc their intelligence puts them ahead. theyre going to be easily bored bc things dont shock them#etcetcetc.#and then this is countered for both by ranpo finding fukuzawa who makes his own way to allow ranpo belief in his own humanity by#telling him hes Different in a Special Way rather than being some kind of monster by telling him that its all just an ability. (whether tha#is his best idea is. beside the point) whereas dazai has chuuya who doesnt need to be an intellectual match to surprise dazai and be#able to figure him out ('i know how you work' line in sb is fucking insane given the whole ln everyones like omg hes beyond understanding.)#theres still always gonna be moments where they feel Aside from humanity bc they dont think like normal people (hence the way dazai talks#abt humanity in dead apple. as fascinating and not worthless but still as distinct from himself and ranpo is 'im better than you'ing his#way through life.) but it IS just a feeling.#anyway!!! part of the reason their dynamic in particular is so sweet is bcccc ranpo is entirely human and hes that smart just by himself!!#and dazai tests it to check if its an ability but its NOT and you Can be intelligent in a way that seems impossible for human beings#and it doesnt disqualify you from humanity.#wahh#theres a lot of stories within bsd that work like this. investigating the things that make us feel outside of humanity#and then saying despite despite despite you will never be anything but. no matter how different you are you will always be at your core#a human being. and yet the fandom is OBSESSEDDDD with putting a bucket on their head and going SECRETLY A ROBOT! SECRETLY A LIVING ABILITY#SECRETLY AN ILLUSION THAT EVERYONES ALL SEEING!!!#like good god does it not get tiring#'dazai manipulated people too good this week. he knew too much info and is too good at things for a 15 yo so ive decided hes the book'#what the fuck are you saying
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adventures of superman #503
rereading rots is kind of an exercise in reminding myself just how much kesels writing makes me want to pull my hair out. what do you MEAN this woman is 23 with a job and her "best friend" is a teenager who is also 3 weeks old that she's known for like 15 days. what the fuck. even if they never actually started dating this would be insane. like you know that whole thing about how adults Should have friends their own age and if they don't, it's a red flag? how did karl kesel stumble into that on accident. lmao
#rimi's comic liveblogging#grooming cw#kind of ????#its just so. jesus christ#the way she's posited as being Good compared to rex and roxy who are ~using him~ and she kicked them out#like. insane!! insaneeeee!!!!!#i feel like its way too universal an experience for many of us to have been teenagers who were used for emotional support by adults#who really should have known better but were fucking tar pits using kids online for emotional crutches#like i sure had an internet friendship with someone like that when i was 17 and she was 27#and frankly. thats what reading early tana kon interactions reminds me of lmfao like girl why dont you have any friends your own age.#kon#tana
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Would love to see some emotionally distraught Hiccup
I also love to see some emotionally distraught Hiccup. Let the man cry
#be so fucking for real#that man has actual issues#he was STRUGGLING in Rtte#imagine being a barely adult and leading a war against a criminal king pin#Hiccup please cry for the love of god you’re not okay#hiccup haddock#httyd#httyd hiccup#how to train your dragon#hiccup#httyd rtte#rtte#hiccup how to train your dragon#hiccup httyd#hiccup whump#race to the edge#I love drawing/writing him having a horrible time#he’s so easy to whump it’s insane
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