#being an adult is insane
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#in a weird place mentally tbh and i went on a drive to clear my mind#and somehow ended up at my first apartment#it's been so long since i lived there but i was so proud of it#it feels like the last place i was truly independent#anyway i was sitting in my car staring at this shitty building#crying over orville peck#and then i saw a licence plate that said 'pklerick' and i cant stop laughing#being an adult is insane#it feels like i'm just trying to find any little bit of joy between all of the grieving#personal#oh and the fact that the rent for this apartment has literally doubled makes me sick#how are we supposed to live like this
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Now that I’ve actually quit my job it is suddenly dawning on me just how fucking insane it is to just. quit your job and move across the country.
#personal rambles#I’ve been planning this for a while I guess but somehow it’s still very last minute???#that’s just how things are for us tho#it’s exciting? but also now that it’s. happening it’s slowing occurring to me that hey this is. kinda unhinged#being an adult is insane#you can just be like ‘I’m gonna save some money and then quit my job and move 1#over 1000 miles with my wife’#and then. do that.#and no one stops you#cause it’s just. a thing you can do.#I did the opposite of burning bridges at my job tho so if things go south (or in this case southwest (badum tiss)) we’ll be able to come#back no problem#I fortified those bridges with iron forged steel man#the plant manager came by TWICE my last day to make sure I knew I was welcome back anytime immediately#got nominated for employee of the month#had my bosses begging me to take company sponsored/paid training for a promotion/six dollar raise#was training almost every new guy#I’d been there for not even theee months man.#good at my job speedrun#it gives me confidence for my next job tho
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sorry guys i am extremely busy :( i have my best friends bachelorette this weekend and then im getting a kitten after that so its hard for me to be around 😪. i will try to be here soon
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#i am tired#i am so tired#from the depths of my being#being an adult is insane#there's so much to do always and it's somehow never enough
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guys. spiraling because i'm realizing i'm not a grad student anymore. I am a professional
#Like when ppl ask me what i'm up to i cant say i'm in school anymore???#i say i'm a SPEECH LANGUAGE PATHOLOGIST ?? 🤡🤡#being an adult is insane
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she might've dyed it black but the pink is still showing💘
#AAAAAAAAAAAAA#that's my opinion on the trailer#you guys have no idea how actually insane i am#I. LOVE. VI.#I'M. FUCKING. SCARED.#i fucking love this design#i dont care what anyone says#rip to the time i black boxdyed my hair#the urge to do it all over again now is insane#me being an adult is dangerous cuz i WILL alter my appearance for a hyperfixation and nobody can stop me#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane fanart#vi#arcane vi#vi fanart#league of legends vi#arcane season 2 fanart#arcane s2#fanart#art#my art
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I think that the party's communication issues can be summed up as "man, is it awkward to tell someone that you want to spend the rest of your life with them if you've only know them for a few months? Probably."
#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#listen they will kill for each other but also its such a short time???? like??? thats part of the tragedy tbh#like!!! yeah theyll go back to their previous lives bc who in their right minds throw out everything they were doing before for people youv#only known for a few months and it turns out all of them do bc theyre insane for each other but!!!! like!!!! thats still a big ask!!!!!#yeah lets throw out everything we've ever know to be together lets fucking go and then they do in the end!!!! but!!!#thats because theyre all are ride or die to the extreme for each other!!!!!! far more than siffrin thinks anyone will ever be for him!!!!#anyway I have a lot of feelings about the party and just how bonkers (affectionate) they are#yeah no siffrin I too would not expect people to put aside their previous lives especially if its clear they have other plans#'yeah im gonna invite myself over to your house to live here lol' yeah no I would not assume that!!!!!!!#the issue is more that issue doesnt communicate what he really wants because if they do and his family says no then... being together truly#will end so he doesnt ask so they never will get a no so it never has to end (and has his reason to keep going)#this is turning into an essay in the tags but like. God its a wild set of circumstances so#tbh Siffrin not thinking the party wants to travel together is not wild to me neither is family not communicating#them wanting to be together ALL OF THEM wanting it is... unbelivable in these circumstances#but they do bc theyre all insane and ride or die but the extent of which is a mystery to all of them#anyway thats my essay in the tags#just read the no loops fic where the adults minus siffrin all offer to bring bonnie to bambouche and had FEELINGS about it#my posts
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i'm obsessed with the bad kids and the rat grinders as foils in unintentional ways, and it really shows the systems that failed the rat grinders.
kipperlilly and gorgug as kids who are consumed by a rage they cannot control, but where in freshman year gorgug was able to channel that rage in a productive way, kipperlilly is still struggling, having it used against her.
riz and mary ann who are a little odd, a little socially awkward, but both make it onto the blood rush team, but where riz is able to help out his team mates, supported by his friends in order to let him succeed, mary ann, despite playing a good game is considered a "freak" and where riz's party gets his little oddities, her party doesn't seem to.
like these teens are so similar but experienced life in such different ways, having such different supports or lack there of and that's why they are so interesting
#Fabian and buddy as kids coming to elmville for the first time and being heavily influenced by their adults behavior#adaine and oisin as nepo babies but adaine didn't reap the gains where he did#i'm insane about them#d20#fhjy#fantasy high#dimension 20#riz gukgak#fabian seacaster#mary ann skuttle#kipperlilly copperkettle#the rat grinders#the bad kids
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Thinking of Gillion and Finn today…
#jrwi riptide#just roll with it riptide#gillion tidestrider#finn tidestrider#gillion jrwi#Finn jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi spoilers#just roll with it spoilers#riptide spoilers#jrwi riptide spoilers#the care they have for one another is so fucking palpable I’m insane I’m insane#and gill not being open about the fact that he wasn’t good in school#but seeming to have interest in academics in the past… but Finn leaving#Finn was probably the only adult who had the patience to help him UNDERSTAND and learn#no one else bothered to waste the champion’s time outside of the gods and combat#I’m insane#I have a lot of thoughts and no articulation#TV’s art
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i need a bw3 so bad just cause I need to know if iris is older or younger than drayton currently. right now. at this time
#if the same time has passed in game as it has irl it has been 14 years#if drayton is 17/18 (assumption) then he'dve been 3/4 during bw if it takes place the year it was released#iris wouldve been 10 putting a 7/8 year gap between them making her the big sibling and thats making me insane#iris could be a grown ass adult with a job rn and we wouldnt even know....#the vibe of iris being drays older sister is so drastically different than the other way around#'grown ass adult with a job' as opposed to what we already know her to be. small ass child with a job#kae.txt#they dont even have to make a game if they fr dont want to just give me a update in like a magazine or smth on where everybody at rn
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Would love to see some emotionally distraught Hiccup
I also love to see some emotionally distraught Hiccup. Let the man cry
#be so fucking for real#that man has actual issues#he was STRUGGLING in Rtte#imagine being a barely adult and leading a war against a criminal king pin#Hiccup please cry for the love of god you’re not okay#hiccup haddock#httyd#httyd hiccup#how to train your dragon#hiccup#httyd rtte#rtte#hiccup how to train your dragon#hiccup httyd#hiccup whump#race to the edge#I love drawing/writing him having a horrible time#he’s so easy to whump it’s insane
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so I’m kind of in the middle of an insane series of events where my boss (and by that I mean like my boss’ boss, the guy who’s like In Charge) knows I’m looking for a job because I’m graduating my Masters program and the position at where I work now is only a year contract maximum, so at every meeting we go to with outside people he keeps casually bringing up the fact that I’m graduating and need a job, but the current sequence of events means he keeps mentioning it in front of increasingly unbelievable company as we meet with more important people. like today I was there when we went to a huge, incredibly influential newsroom because their top reporters were interviewing HIM and at the top of the meeting he mentions ME. I’m like holy fuck my guy is my boss like acting as my career wingman here? hello??
#wow I guess I finally unlocked that networking skill tree LinkedIn keeps talking about#it’s actually very sweet of him to do this for me#because I did NOT ask and I don’t like being perceived#but yeah uhhh being an adult is kind of insane
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Lucky is he, Who lives unaware
#fantasy high#dimension 20#d20#fhjy#d20 fhjy#buddy dawn#the rat grinders#bakarath#oisin hakinvar#ivy embra#mary anne skuttle#ruben hopclap#potatart#i had to get these drawings out of my system. thinkng about how buddy was an outcast from the beginning#how he was left behind. how disposable he was#i think buddy is very isolated from the people around him from both himself the adults around him and the way he was raised#maybe he finds comfort in connecting with a deity#im gonna go insane. he has so much potential for good things if only he was actually given a chance#and not constantly being taken advantage of by people who dont care about him#rips my hair out#“arent you tired of being nice dont you want to just go apeshit” “dang y'all”#buddy dawn is going through it i think. just having a spectacularly AWFUL time#fhjy spoilers#NOBODY TALKS ABOUT HOW TIRING IT IS TO BE ANGRY ALL THE TIME. ITS AWFUL#hold on. i have a drawing of kalina and buddy dawn in a car running from the cops but thay didnt fit the tone of this post lol#they have walter white and jessi pinkman vibes to me. you get it#also id like to comment that the last image was meant to convey less of a#“the rat grinders didnt care about buddy dawn!!!” (though i think thats true to some extent)#and more of like. the idea that those four were saved and buddy was not#<- i like the rat grinders
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misty quigley is death. she is the one that controls who lives and who dies. she is the nurse who can heal and who can harm. sometimes she lets other people be the executioner - a girl with a knife acting as a butcher, a man with a gun acting as a detective. sometimes she lets nature take its course - a snowfall, a slippery cliff, a fractured lake. but she always she has a hand in death. sometimes she does not have full control over it: sometimes she kills and it kills her too.
#misty quigley#yellowjackets#yellowjackets spoilers#yj#misty quigley kinda character of all time methinks!#i just find it fascinating how she is involved in every death and is also linked to the lives that do end up surviving#the first adult scene of hers being a nurse who takes away someone's med is even more insane after this season lol#and the mistynat vision?! oh they always knew misty was gonna kill nat that's just so crazy woah
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can't believe a show based on a videogame (usually games adaptations are notoriously bad, which isn't the case here tho) gave me the beauty and the beast/twisted mirrors/enemies to traveling companions/ruthless antihero+optmistic but still badass heroine who takes none of his shit/age gap but make it sexy dynamic of my dreams. as much as i love maximus and i think he deserves the best writing ever because 1. he's a clever deconstruction of the aspiring Knight bro who's actually a bit of a loser and, as much as lucy, sees the world in black&white at first and then doesn't get what he thought he wanted but what he needs (or at least i hope he'll eventually get it), and 2. he's a cutie and i want an epic love story for him too, it's very funny how they tried to give us a puppy kind of romance and the tumblr girlies still fixated on the "toxic ~she bites his finger off and he cuts hers off and sews it on his hand in what we'll pretend it's a symbolic marriage rings exchange or whatever~ asshole who used to be a nice guy/good girl™ with a lot of spunk and hidden anger but unshakeable morals" kind of relationship.
#mind you idt the writers will ever have the guts to go for this pair or anything and i'm perfectly okay with the maximus/lucy romance#but still. they tried to give us the wholesome love story between two cuties with a killer side#and the fandom went ~mmmh we kinda want for that girl and the noseless radioactive ghoul to fuck nasty actually#shhdhdhf i'm sorry but this was so predictable to me. conosco i miei polli#also. i don't fully understand those who see it as a father/daughter thing? just because it worked on tlos#doesn't mean we need the same kind of dynamic here#1. despite him being an actual father (or at least. he was 200+ years ago) i've never seen a less paternal character than the ghoul lmao#2. lucy is an adult woman. young but in her mid twenties i guess? cooper had (and maybe still has) a daughter but the kid was like. 6 or 7?#lucy doesn't need a daddy she's a grown up. stop infantilizing women all the freaking time#let them be fully equals!! let them be bickering road trip companions/a killer squad/tentative allies who eventually form a real bond#i SWEAR if the writers go full parent/child bs with them in s2 because they're more popular#(at least on ao3. i don't expect the same level of insanity from the general audience)#than the canon ship i'll riot. idt they will but still#..... maybe they should go for a hot max/lucy/coop polycule instead. that would be interesting lmao#vaultghoul#fallout#val rambles in the tags#val speaks#txt
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kids when they hear that their dad is back in town VS. kids when theyre hanging out with a conman that accidentally stole their wallet once
im not even joking btw
bonus heres me being crazy about them in dms ^^^
#mob psycho 100#mp100#shou suzuki#sho suzuki#reigen arataka#i know sho doesnt actually BELIEVE his dad is back but even just that split second reaction is a weird one to have over your dad coming bac#he was like 'say sike rn... wait that aint right.'#shou watching them on the bottom floor while being isolated up in the corner at the end of the third stage play. and saying#'it's nice that they're so easygoing.' all wistfully???? im killing somebody#reigen calling him a poor thing and worrying about him DESPITE knowing his mischievous ways. ugh#gonna quote my reaction to clip rq#'bro [shou] heard him [reigen] talking about guardianship over children and making sure theyre safe over anything else and was like-#'this is getting too real for me i gotta make fun of him immediately.''#idc WHAT yall think to ME that was such a thick layer of defense mechanism that even though reigen's guardianship speech wasnt directed#at Sho he still felt the intrinsic urge to shoot back because of what hes experienced with people who are SUPPOSED to be protecting him.#would yall believe me if i told you i am totally insane#there are SO MANY THINGS. woven into their interactions that really enhance it#its totally silly! yes! but also! it is a legitimate ARC of GROWTH within their relationship! we watch as Sho starts off#with no trust in the man at all (although for a pretty good reason)#and over time he realizes hes NOT total shitbag#of course this doesnt mean hes completely vulnerable with him. its easy to infer that his distrust in certain people is formed from#a lifetime of being let down and incapability of dependency on certain trusted adults. his defense must be so heavily built up#even after gaining some sort of trust from Shou Reigen will NOT be exempt from his impish defense mechanisms.#sho will not make himself emotionally available as he would then be open to being hurt by someone else he thought could trust#his 'carefree and prankish' behavior is the wall between himself and such an intense feeling of disappointment and hurt and loneliness#but i like to think hes also just silly. hehe#man that stage play huh. shoots every fatal drug directly into my bloodstream#shou's trust and father issues VS stupid conman who has the common sense to not let children be beat up by grown ass adults. who will win.#i mightve forgotten something but. i think this is pretty packed full already so i am pleased. thank you for reading <3#meowmeow art
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