#at least in the first three seasons
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clarasghosts · 4 months ago
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Evil - intro threats (seasons three & four)
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I keep thinking about Arthur's regression at the end of Season 2 and then into Season 3. I keep thinking about how victims of trauma tend to get worse once they escape their traumatic situation. How their body and mind start to crack and shake under the weight of the horrors, now safe enough to escape the survivorship mindset but now forced to endure the fallout.
I keep thinking of how hard Faroe's death hit Arthur. How his guilt and grief were so intense that he wanted to kill himself, so low that he drank himself into a stupor for who knows how many years to just dull the pain. I keep imagining how hard it was to pull himself out of that, to work with Parker and find a new meaning in life, to walk away from his guilt of killing his daughter, and instead to help people.
(I keep thinking of how Arthur finds a vial of alcohol in the Dreamlands. How he sniffs it and recoils in disgust.)
I keep thinking of how long it took for Arthur to build himself back up from his lowest point, to tuck the guilt of Faroe in the deepest corner of his mind just so that he has enough room to breathe, to live, to be a better person. (And yet, Faroe is every facet of his life. It's his first memory in Season One, when he plays Faroe's Song, when he doesn't even remember his own name. It's the last name on his lips when he dies on that boat. It's his only memory when John is torn away from him.) I keep thinking about how Arthur is consciously repressing her every second of every day just so that he can keep going.
And then John pushes, and asks, and asks again. And finally, after almost dying twice with this entity, after surviving time and time again, he thinks he can trust him. He thinks he can share his deepest secret, to pull open the wound he keeps stitching over to protect himself. How he risks feeling the grief he's suppressed for years to trust someone. I keep thinking how John seizes it and, because he is ancient and young and inexperienced, childlike in his tantrums and his fears of responsibility and consequence, he uses it as a weapon the moment he's backed into a corner. I keep thinking of how not only the trust is torn away from Arthur, but how his wound is stretched and torn, and not only does his guilt and grief come back, but it's like a tidal wave that he cannot suppress this time. He's opened that wound and John has pried it wider, and now Arthur can't shut it. He survives in those pits, but she is all he thinks of. He escapes those pits, and ("Goodbye, Faroe.") she is all he thinks of. He slits his throat and she's all he thinks of.
He enters at icy cabin (a small gurgle, a bundle of blankets in his arm, a warm hum rumbling in his chest as he lulls his whole World to sleep) and he thinks of her to keep going.
And then Yellow enters, a blank slate, a John before he was John, and the pain is too fresh. This is the thing that tortured him. This is the thing that starved him. This is the thing who asked who his daughter was, and when he told him, the thing called him a killer. John and Yellow and the King are all the same in that moment, and Arthur's too fucked up and traumatized to separate them tangibly, as much as he insists that he can. His hatred grows and grows, all from himself, until it bleeds into Yellow, and he remakes this entity in his image, in his self-pitying hatred.
So when Yellow finally calls him a monster (and Arthur knows, he's called himself that the moment he saw the water spill from the bathtub onto the tile below), Arthur holds it close to his chest, and becomes it.
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anoant-haikyuu-dump · 3 months ago
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Ukai doodle with the chunky brush
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forecast0ctopus · 10 months ago
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Sorry, it's really funny to me that we're watching your Star Trek obsession unfold. It's a great franchise. I love it, and ur artwork is great!
THANKS lmao it was inevitable……… i do think its funny that you say obsession though ive posted it Twice here like. you are not wrong but i think i managed to spare most of you by relegating my Thoughts to my close friends story
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theres too much star trek media though i fear ive condemned myself
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dang-dood · 8 months ago
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i completely forgot that house md was canon in torchwood
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grahamcore · 2 years ago
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will calls himself bait and tbh it’s true because i have definitely used pictures of hugh dancy to convince people to watch hannibal and it has been effective every time
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ruvviks · 3 months ago
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The resistance has fallen. Mac and Layla and their friends have been driven out of Los Angeles and are hunted down by Matrix Corp, the corporation now proven to have played a rather antagonistic part in the pandemic that unleashed bloodthirsty zombies upon the world. With no foot to stand on and no safe home to fall back on, the group has to trek back into the wasteland to reunite with some old friends— in hopes to find the stability they need to work on a plan to take Matrix down once and for all. But strange things are happening in the wastes of the United States. Ghouls are becoming smarter, and stronger— and the sudden appearance of a series of strange and hostile settlements tells the group a new player has entered the game, and they are out for blood. [SEASON ONE HERE] // [SEASON TWO HERE]
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autism-swagger · 7 months ago
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ANIMAL RITES
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the-bi-space-ace · 11 months ago
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ya know I really miss bad batch Wednesday and not bc I want more episodes but bc I miss the excitement and the hype and everyone being just so happy that season 2 slapped so hard. I miss that.
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evieville · 2 months ago
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Don't think about their specialty or anything, just them as a person and how they practice medicine
* your doctor as in the person who you see continually that oversees/manages your treatment not as in someone who just diagnoses you
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kingofthering · 7 months ago
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can you imagine how many riders wouldn’t have had their first win yet (or it would have been delayed) if Marc hadn’t gotten injured in 2020
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hesgomorrah · 9 months ago
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atp i will straight up block people who villainize trapper for leaving like way to show how little you understand what the show is about
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magpigment · 11 months ago
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everyone say thank you mob psycho 100 for being the anime ever
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superloves4 · 3 months ago
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Sooooo, the first three episodes have not yet changed my mind on the rings of power show
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pickledworm · 7 months ago
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started The Untamed and I'm like 9 episodes in and can't help but wish I started the donghua first since there are shorter and fewer episodes. the pacing is just kind of odd there are a few moments that last longer than I'd like and it rly just comes down to the fact I am not used to Chinese live action shows so I am really trying to push through
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painlandpalace · 7 months ago
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CONTACT ME FOR PERMISSION TO SPEAK ON DEAD BOY DETECTIVES
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