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Evil - intro threats (seasons three & four)
#or at least up until 4x11#in the us you can watch the first two seasons on netflix or all four seasons on paramount plus (season four ending this month)#i've seen a lot of people this season ask if there's a post with all of them so i thought i'd finally compile them#i'll update with the additions over the last few episodes#don't think i missed any but sorry if i did#evil#evil cbs#evil paramount#season three has the same one which is also used in 4x01#4x02 onward is when they start mixing it up
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I keep thinking about Arthur's regression at the end of Season 2 and then into Season 3. I keep thinking about how victims of trauma tend to get worse once they escape their traumatic situation. How their body and mind start to crack and shake under the weight of the horrors, now safe enough to escape the survivorship mindset but now forced to endure the fallout.
I keep thinking of how hard Faroe's death hit Arthur. How his guilt and grief were so intense that he wanted to kill himself, so low that he drank himself into a stupor for who knows how many years to just dull the pain. I keep imagining how hard it was to pull himself out of that, to work with Parker and find a new meaning in life, to walk away from his guilt of killing his daughter, and instead to help people.
(I keep thinking of how Arthur finds a vial of alcohol in the Dreamlands. How he sniffs it and recoils in disgust.)
I keep thinking of how long it took for Arthur to build himself back up from his lowest point, to tuck the guilt of Faroe in the deepest corner of his mind just so that he has enough room to breathe, to live, to be a better person. (And yet, Faroe is every facet of his life. It's his first memory in Season One, when he plays Faroe's Song, when he doesn't even remember his own name. It's the last name on his lips when he dies on that boat. It's his only memory when John is torn away from him.) I keep thinking about how Arthur is consciously repressing her every second of every day just so that he can keep going.
And then John pushes, and asks, and asks again. And finally, after almost dying twice with this entity, after surviving time and time again, he thinks he can trust him. He thinks he can share his deepest secret, to pull open the wound he keeps stitching over to protect himself. How he risks feeling the grief he's suppressed for years to trust someone. I keep thinking how John seizes it and, because he is ancient and young and inexperienced, childlike in his tantrums and his fears of responsibility and consequence, he uses it as a weapon the moment he's backed into a corner. I keep thinking of how not only the trust is torn away from Arthur, but how his wound is stretched and torn, and not only does his guilt and grief come back, but it's like a tidal wave that he cannot suppress this time. He's opened that wound and John has pried it wider, and now Arthur can't shut it. He survives in those pits, but she is all he thinks of. He escapes those pits, and ("Goodbye, Faroe.") she is all he thinks of. He slits his throat and she's all he thinks of.
He enters at icy cabin (a small gurgle, a bundle of blankets in his arm, a warm hum rumbling in his chest as he lulls his whole World to sleep) and he thinks of her to keep going.
And then Yellow enters, a blank slate, a John before he was John, and the pain is too fresh. This is the thing that tortured him. This is the thing that starved him. This is the thing who asked who his daughter was, and when he told him, the thing called him a killer. John and Yellow and the King are all the same in that moment, and Arthur's too fucked up and traumatized to separate them tangibly, as much as he insists that he can. His hatred grows and grows, all from himself, until it bleeds into Yellow, and he remakes this entity in his image, in his self-pitying hatred.
So when Yellow finally calls him a monster (and Arthur knows, he's called himself that the moment he saw the water spill from the bathtub onto the tile below), Arthur holds it close to his chest, and becomes it.
#fuck twitter's limited character amount#so i came here#season three has actually fucked me up#i genuinely thought season three would be my least favorite season when I first listened to it because I was still grieving over john#and then it became my favorite#it's such a great look into ptsd#malevolent#spiteful musings#meta analysis#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#john doe#malevolent john
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Ukai doodle with the chunky brush
#ant branching out from nekoma? it's more likely than you'd think#which is to say it's not likely but i do it sometimes#i love ukai he just shows up one day and decides to change these kids entire lives#when i was introducing haikyuu to my gf for the first time she called Takeda “yaoi sensei” for at least the first three seasons#i know this aint about him but that felt like a relevant fun fact#ukai keishin#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#hq#haikyuu fanart#hq fanart#my art
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Sorry, it's really funny to me that we're watching your Star Trek obsession unfold. It's a great franchise. I love it, and ur artwork is great!
THANKS lmao it was inevitable……… i do think its funny that you say obsession though ive posted it Twice here like. you are not wrong but i think i managed to spare most of you by relegating my Thoughts to my close friends story
theres too much star trek media though i fear ive condemned myself
#id been meaning to finish tos for like. i dunno six years maybe ive definitely watched the first handful of episodes like three times haha#oh definitely more than six years jesus christ. time#apologies to my close friends list but youll have to struggle with me#rhis was all like 2-3 weeks ago for reference#ask#anon#im so good at getting invested in things that have been Over for at least a decade but usually longer#though star trek is still like an Active Franchise.. unusual#im on tng now. slowly. why are there so many seasons where are my 2-3 season shows at#i like geordi a lot though
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i completely forgot that house md was canon in torchwood
#OWEN OF ALL PEOPLE BEING THE ONE TO MENTION IT 😭#house md#torchwood#owen harper#jack harkness#ianto jones#toshiko sato#gwen cooper#gregory house#james wilson#also if i’m remembering correct there is a mention of doctor who in house#paradox#walk with me#house is canon in torchwood#which makes it canon in doctor who#AND house is canon in psych#so my big three tv shows at least have one connection to each other in some way#sorry i have issues#mine#rewatching torchwood#just finished season 1#that fucking creature looked like it was ripped right out of ps2 I REMEMBER IT LOOKING SO REAL WHEN I FIRST WATCHED IT#tbh same with the mannequins in doctor who#can’t act like it wouldn’t be in character for owen to be the one to like house btw#it just caught me off guard to see my favorite toxic alien workplace mention my favorite toxic medical workplace#and star wars is canon LMAOO
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will calls himself bait and tbh it’s true because i have definitely used pictures of hugh dancy to convince people to watch hannibal and it has been effective every time
#this is a self call out post because i watched hannibal for the first time after seeing a really good edit of will fake killing that nurse#you know. THAT scene. when he gets on top of her and all that… yeah my curiosity was piqued#but i mean how could you not be at least a little interested in watching a show with three seasons of those curls#hannibal#hannibal nbc#will graham#hugh dancy
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The resistance has fallen. Mac and Layla and their friends have been driven out of Los Angeles and are hunted down by Matrix Corp, the corporation now proven to have played a rather antagonistic part in the pandemic that unleashed bloodthirsty zombies upon the world. With no foot to stand on and no safe home to fall back on, the group has to trek back into the wasteland to reunite with some old friends— in hopes to find the stability they need to work on a plan to take Matrix down once and for all. But strange things are happening in the wastes of the United States. Ghouls are becoming smarter, and stronger— and the sudden appearance of a series of strange and hostile settlements tells the group a new player has entered the game, and they are out for blood. [SEASON ONE HERE] // [SEASON TWO HERE]
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#all that's left#edit:misc#nuclearedits#it's taken some time but i have finally managed to make a playlist for season three as well :]#i know i keep putting st.arnaud songs on the lists but the music hits JUST right for the vibes of the whole universe ok#it's such a specific vibe i'm aiming for which is why putting together all the playlists has taken me so long NGHFDGJDGGJD#according to the playlist in spotify i've been working on it since october 2020... and i finished it like. this week. man#it has already been in the making for longer than that though. the story at least. i'm pretty sure i started writing in 2016-2017#anyway if this is the first edit you're seeing i highly recommend checking out the other two as well!! gives you more context :]#and as always my askbox is open if you're wanting to know moreeee <333
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ANIMAL RITES
#sorry for linking to soundcloud do you still love me#anyways SEASON THREE MY BELOVED <3#I love you mind control I love you angst I love you characters feeling like they belong for the first time in their lives but it's under-#-horrible circumstances#there was a version of this that included Hive's face (or at least the lower half of it)#but then I flipped my canvas and realized he was horrifically lopsided#so.#my art#agents of shield#daisy johnson#grant ward
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ya know I really miss bad batch Wednesday and not bc I want more episodes but bc I miss the excitement and the hype and everyone being just so happy that season 2 slapped so hard. I miss that.
#I miss all the fun memes and gifs#I miss all the in depth analysis posts#I miss seeing echo fall flat on his face in ep 1 for the first time#I miss everyone theorizing#I miss it bro#the bad batch#also season 2 slapped#it was so good#well outshined season 1#100%#I still sobbed at least three times during season 2 but it was so good
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Don't think about their specialty or anything, just them as a person and how they practice medicine
* your doctor as in the person who you see continually that oversees/manages your treatment not as in someone who just diagnoses you
#wanted to add Amber too but I didn't have room :( so I just went for the main three + everyone who was actually on House's team#for the first seven seasons at least#theblur.webp#house md
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can you imagine how many riders wouldn’t have had their first win yet (or it would have been delayed) if Marc hadn’t gotten injured in 2020
#five first wins in a fourteen races season#we know that fabio was getting jerez 1 regardless of marc’s highside#but his influence on the rest of the season? forever unknown#I suppose franky could have kept at least one of his three wins#joan only got one#brad only ever got one other win (austria 2021)#miguel now has five so he’d still be a winner by now for sure
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atp i will straight up block people who villainize trapper for leaving like way to show how little you understand what the show is about
#THE WHOLE POINT IS HOW BAD THEY ALL DON'T WANT TO BE THERE#the note thing gets overblown but at least that's a Reason to be mad#but the number of people i've seen who straight up seem to believe the problem is that he left at all#as if there wasn't A WHOLE FUCKING EPISODE ABOUT HOW THRILLED HAWKEYE WAS WHEN HE THOUGHT TRAPPER WOULD GET TO GO HOME#also. put your doylist hats on for a moment please wayne left the show between seasons there was only so much they could do with him#it's so obvious that these people are primarily b//jhawk shippers that don't actually give a shit about the first three seasons#and to them trapper only exists so bj can swoop in to replace him#sorry i give more weight to the way he's actually characterized while he's. y'know. on screen#obligatory there's no Wrong Way to enjoy a show you don't have to love him or the early seasons#but 'fuck trapper for going home' is a SHOCKINGLY common take and it drives me batty#at least hate him for the right reasons#i think this sort of goes hand in hand with the woobification of hawkeye but that's a whole other can of worms#mash#my posts
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everyone say thank you mob psycho 100 for being the anime ever
#dandy talks#mob psycho 100#mp100#literallt and genuinely my favorite anime of all time#been rewatching it w a friend who hasn’t seen it before and just. i love it so much#i’ve prolly rewatched just season one at least 10 times over the years and i still love watching it so much#i watched season three as it came out last year while i was super sick for the better half of six months and it straight up kept me going#i’ll always be rlly thankful to this show and i’ve been a fan of it for nearly seven years since i first watched it maybe half a year after#it came out. i’m still a massive fan of it#just. yeah. i rlly truly do love this anime.
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Sooooo, the first three episodes have not yet changed my mind on the rings of power show
#rant#rant post#anti-rop#anti rings of power#there is just so much I'm pissed off#whyyyy#why they keep giving Elrond character beats that he should already know#in the first season it was the whole mortal aging#now it's 'theres good that come from evil'#of course he fucking knows he was raised by Maglor fuck's sake#they even mention rumil and dearon#as if Elrond doesn't know THE complicated bard#also why are they treating drunkness like in real life humanity#tolkien was all about having a good time#being a drunk is just part it#why are they giving Cirdan what seems to be the voice of reason#but then give him Boromir talking point about the one ring#on that topic#why are they trying to make the three into the one ring so bad#it has the talking point of not being influenced by sauron#but celebrimbor is out of the equation completely#stop taking celebrimbor achievementssss#at least it seems we're getting the doors of durin#the 7 were underwhelming but they might get better later#the dwarves bullying durin was stupid#i like disa#numenor pisses me off#really#really the eagle showed up and everyone is team pharazon?#earien pisses me off
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started The Untamed and I'm like 9 episodes in and can't help but wish I started the donghua first since there are shorter and fewer episodes. the pacing is just kind of odd there are a few moments that last longer than I'd like and it rly just comes down to the fact I am not used to Chinese live action shows so I am really trying to push through
#the untamed#the grandmaster of demonic cultivation#the founder of diabolism#mxtx#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#when it comes to this typenof media i like to watch read and then rewatch#so i spent a lot of time debating donghua vs live action#but i accidentally started the Untamed shortly after i saw the first season of heaven official's blessing#watched three episodes and forgot about it#since i have more context for the plot now after reading several descriptions i am having an easier time following at least
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CONTACT ME FOR PERMISSION TO SPEAK ON DEAD BOY DETECTIVES
#dead boy detectives#ITS MINE ‼️‼️‼️#are YOU the president of the dead boy detectives?#did YOU christen painland#do YOU corun the dead boy detectives news account on twitter#do YOU have a dead boy detectives shelf with the comics#do YOU have the promo poster for the 2013 run on your wall#do YOU have the dead boy detectives vertigo trading card displayed in your room#has edwin paine consistently been YOUR icon on multiple websites for the past two and a half years#did YOU get your tyler crooke variant cover comic signed by tyler crooke and show him your lockscreen of said variant cover in person#did YOU have to make the only correct reading list a while back bc at the time nobody else had bothered#is lukas gage YOUR oomfie#did YOU skip class to watch the first three episodes of doom patrol season 3 and feel your life get permanently altered in that very moment#skip class to stand in a bathroom stall and watch it there may i add#if you can answer yes to at least... FIVE. just five! of these questions you dont have to ask for my permission#obviously im joking except im not nobody is more autistic about this shit than me i will be CRYING when that show is finally on my screen
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