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[ID: a close up photo of a cat, showing only its eyes upward. It faces the camera at a slight angle, making it appear to be looking down at the viewer. End ID]

me reading the tags people put in my notifications

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starting tomorrow i will be a real person in this world

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for my birthday four months ago i ordered a cute looking eevee plush off of ebay that apparently you could brush and style? i didn't read the description carefully and it was also in japanese. well it arrived!

or, at least, i thought it did...?

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I need to write Martha fanfic to live

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It’s not lupus

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My friend who is barely two episodes into House MD hates Chase so much he made this

@seraphontheline

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hey it's the mouse bites guy

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is there a cure for sickness called cringefail

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Today's Walrus Is: Mysterious Ronin

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[ID: a photo of a display. It shows a clear box of doll heads as well as what appears to be pearl necklaces and a bundle of fake roses. Beneath the box there is a sign in all caps reading "Girly stuff/ for the damsel/bits of glamour for/mademoiselle" with "girly stuff" in the same font but larger and bright pink, glamour in a purple shade and a slightly more elaborate font and the "m" in "mademoiselle" written in a bold black handwriting font. End ID]

weird vibes aren't exactly rare at an antique mall but this one stall w/haunted energy had a sign with phrasing that has been stuck in my head for days lol

GIRLY STUFF FOR THE DAMSEL

BITS OF GLAMOUR FOR MADEMOISELLE

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It's so weird talking to people who's view of "here's the way life is for everyone" is shattered as soon as they talk to someone with disabilities (physical, mental illness, any). Like you'll say you'll have a problem and instead of helping you they'll argue with you about how you're not actually facing that problem. Like,

Me: Hey, I'm really struggling to find a job and a part of it is my resume. I was depressed & psychotic during highschool so I didn't do anything to gain skills or achievements to put on my resume. I also don't have anyone to put as a reference. What can I do?

Them: You can add your skills, hobbies, clubs you're in, and different volunteer work you've done! You can also get your teacher as a reference.

Me: I already know what to put on a resume, my issue is that I don't have things that I can use. Also, I'm in my mid 20s so I don't know if I can put my highschool teacher as a reference.

Them: Well if you're a part of a church or an activity group, you could add that. Also, think of any projects you've worked on in the past.

Me: I already know you can put these things on a resume. I'm not looking for suggests of things I've already done, I'm looking for what I can do now if I haven't done anything.

Them: There's no way you didn't do anything during highschool?? What about some odd jobs you definitely did for extra money, like babysitting or mowing the lawn?

Me: I spent all of highschool either in modified classes or in bed doing nothing - not even hobbies, what about that do you not understand?

And then you talk to someone who's also disabled and they're like "Here's a bunch of jobs you can do from home that don't pay much but look good on a resume, here's some free online courses that also look good on a resume, here's how you can be making small amounts of money in the meantime, here's some things you can put besides a professional reference, and here are your rights if your future employer tries to take advantage of your disability - which you probably shouldn't tell them about unless you need accommodations."

And suddenly my will to continue trying returns!

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what the fuck is this monstrosity

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ya'll who's up for group meowing

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my wet lump

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honestly the human brain is so small that you *will* forget how much beauty there is out there to experience unless you leave your house every three days. ik its fucked up but i promise its true

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im going to have a stroke