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hi sex witch! I (a teen) was talking with my friends (also teens) about sex, specifically hookups with people you aren’t necessarily romantically involved with. They said that as a teen that’s a bad idea, since hormones or whatever fuck with uour brain and cause an unhealthy obsession or smth we watched rocky horror immediately after and I forgot the details. Is that true? That sounds not true, teens have sex and oftentimes have sex with people they aren’t in relationships with, and I’ve literally never heard anything like that before they said it. Anyway, as a horny teen who wants to engage in some no-romance hookups I’d like to know if this would idk turn my brain to mush or whatever
hi there, friend,
listen: there is no existing age where sexual and romantic entanglements don't put people at risk of getting their feelings hurt if things don't go the way they hoped. that's not something you grow out of when you're done being a teenager; it comes free with being a person. a hot tip that nobody wants to talk about is that this also isn't exclusive to sexual and romantic relationships; caring about your friends or your family or your neighbors or your pets or anything at all comes with the potential to get burned because giving a shit is inherently vulnerable. and yet, we do it anyway! isn't that beautiful?
teenagers have a reputation for having very high drama relationships because most teenagers are experiencing a lot of firsts - first crush, first date, first relationship, first kiss, first partnered sex, first heartbreak, etc - and firsts are exciting and scary and engender a lot of big feelings. your that's quite understandable; everything is more stressful when you haven't done it before. as I'm shuffling towards 30, I find that the times I feel youngest are when I'm most uncertain and out of my element, because such a big part of being young is having a very limited frame of reference and no idea how to cope with a great deal of things.
(conversely, getting older mostly involves mellowing out because you know how to handle way more situations and solve way more problems than you did when you were younger.)
a lot of moralizing panic around teenagers' sexuality tries to paint teenagers being sexual as A Bad Thing Always, No Exceptions, and try to push the idea that teenagers just shouldn't be permitted any form of sexual exploration. I think that's bullshit, partly because it's impossible to actually enforce and mainly because denying sexual expression is deeply cruel, and also because the teen years are a really important window for practicing for adulthood. including intimacy! great time to practice intimacy, and I sorely wish every teenager had the space and security to comfortably explore with support from their guardians.
when I caution young people about sex, it's just to say that, yes, sex can sometimes cause new problems and new feelings that you don't know how to deal with. fear or anxiety or insecurity can make people say and do things that hurt them and others all the time, especially in intimate relationships, so be careful and do your research to cut down on the risks you can control (for instance: following safer sex practices, keeping your body clean and healthy, talking to partners about boundaries and emotional well-being). not every sexual or romantic partner has to be forever, but partnering with people you like, trust, and know how to talk to will make it easier and less scary to figure out what to do together if/when unexpected problems do arise.
being a thoughtful and communicative partner is GREAT skill to start practicing as early as possible, trust me - I get plenty of very grown adults in my inbox who are still figuring out how to do it.
in conclusion: there's nothing inherently dangerous about sex with someone who's not a romantic partner, just make sure you're picking people wisely and looking out for everyone's safety.
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Right Person, Right Time (Modern Daemon x Female Reader) (18+) (Non Canon Au)
Read chapter 2 here
Chapter 3
Summary : Marco tried to win you back. Daemon kicks up the notch on his Daemonesque behaviour.
Warning: 18+ , Mention of infidelity, death, smut in later chapters, reader has self deprecating attitude, reader is alot shorter than daemon
Next morning you woke up to the faint sound of your alarm ringing in your purse somewhere in the room and the smell of freshly cooked eggs and bacon.
You groaned as you sat up, you had a dream about Marco, a nightmare now that you were up, he was making love to you and then he asked you to marry him. Your heart felt so dead and heavy in that moment that you slumped down and sunken yourself in the softness of the expensive mattress. That reminded you of the fact that you were in Daemon's penthouse, in his bedroom to be precise.
Daemon Targaryen. You had no idea if he was the same man or not but you had never heard of a man with that last name before you heard about him from Rachel, an ex friend of yours that you no longer spoke to because she decided to quit her job of being a part time to bitch to others and took the role of being a full time backstabbing bitch to you. But you remembered the story she had told you about her ex and you remembered her telling you that he was filthy rich.
You finally mustered the courage to get out of the warmth of the bed and walked towards the dresser where he had kept your purse. He didn't have to bring it over here from the couch but he did. Thoughtful or whatever.
As you took out the phone you had messages and calls from your clients, you had worked as a pt for the past decade and it has been going really well for you but since yesterday you had no will or energy to do anything anymore so you messaged your clients and apologized to them that you won't be able to make it today or tomorrow. You just wanted to stare at the ceiling, cry, stare some more- damn he had a great ceiling work done in this room you thought, what was that? Wood false ceiling?
Anyways then you wanted to cry some more.
There were plenty of calls and messages from Marco but you didn't dare to open any of the texts he had sent. What was he going to say? He made a mistake? Or That woman tripped and got underneath him accidentally? Or perhaps She was possessed and he was exorcising her with his huge dick?
You groaned as you threw the phone over the bed and went to the bathroom, looking at yourself in the mirror you cringed at your own reflection, you looked like a hooligan, you remembered looking cute in Marco’s oversized shirts, perhaps if you weren't wearing these god awful shorts you'd look cute in Daemon's shirt– NO
After washing your face you stepped out in the living room and you saw a few people doing the cleaning work, they didn't even raise their heads up to look at you, maybe they were used to seeing random women walking out of his room after his nights of no expectations, no promises.
You did recognise one lady though, you had seen her going up and down the elevator at times so before she could see you and assume that you were one of his ladies, you quickly followed the scent of the bacon. You were expecting to see some chef or cook working there but what you saw was Daemon himself, shirtless with an apron on, cooking as he hummed and whistled to himself, his fluffy hair tamed and slicked back after the shower.
Was he…was he…uhhh was he sort of , kind of .. cute? No he wasn't.
“Staring hours begin from 10 ..it's just 9:30 yet” you snapped out of your thoughts and rolled your eyes as his voice echoed around you.
“Good morning to you too” you said as you crossed your arms tightly around your chest and walked behind the countertop like Gordon Ramsay to inspect whatever he was making.
As he let out a chuckle you looked him in the eye, right in the eye and for a moment he smiled before he went back to his usual smirky self.
“What?” You asked him, shouldn't have asked.
“Nothing.. you look like a daddy.. someone else’s daddy though..not mine”
“Haha, what are you making?”
“You should keep your glasses on all the time”
“Argggh why are you always..never mind” as you turned around to storm out he grabbed your arms and halted you.
“Am I always what?” he asked, his eyes filled with genuine curiosity.
“Sarcastic and mean?” you answered
“So are you”
“Yeah not always” he pursed his lips together as you said that.
“I'm making Eggs and bacon..i hope you're not vegan” he answered your question even though it was a stupid question to begin with.
“No I'm not..”
“Good”
“Good”
As he let go of your arm you walked around the counter and sat down on the stool.
“After eating..i should..go back to my apartment..face the reality. I wouldn't want to impose any further anyways” you said somberly so he gave you a side smile.
“You can do whatever you want darling. Butttt..you're not imposing”
You nodded as he said that. Why were you so afraid of being alone? It wasn't as if you hadn't been single for years before Marco happened. Was it the loss of the relationship? Heartbreak? Cheating? Hopelessness? Or maybe it was all of it but you felt so dependent at the moment. As you felt a surge of panic building in your chest you looked at Daemon and he stared at you for a moment before he turned off the stove and walked towards you.
Your eyes welled up so he placed his hands around your shoulders and turned you to him
“Hey. Look at me, you're alright, okay?”
“Okayyyyy” you mumbled but then tears rolled down your eyes and you couldn't stop sniffling. It was inevitable.
“Cheaters..not worth it. Not worth your tears or your emotions, I know it feels like the end of the world for you right now but it's not, I promise you it's not yeahh?” his voice was gentle but strict at the same time. How old was he? Sometimes he reminded you of those wise old men from the old times.
He didn't wipe your tears or wrap his arms around you like any other man would have in his position but the way he held you, it was enough in that moment, that's what you needed, someone to keep you grounded because you feared you'd sink beneath the ground otherwise.
As you stopped crying he let go of you, nothing worth mentioning happened after, you both ate in tolerable silence and then you put on the dress from yesterday before grabbing your bag from the dresser to go back to your apartment.
“Ummm thanks for.. putting it in the dryer" you said to him as you walked towards the door that would lead you to his lobby . He was lounging on the couch, reading a newspaper.
“No worries..2376”
“What?” You looked at him confused as he mumbled a number.
“The code to the elevator”
You looked at him before it sunk in, the key you needed to get into the elevator. Why was he trusting you with the information? You could come in anytime when he wasn't here and steal stuff, stuff that would pay your next month's rent in one minute. He was lucky you were not a thief.
After saying goodbye you took the elevator down and arrived at your floor, taking a deep breath you sighed as the metal door opened. You had prepared yourself to dive into the loneliness of your apartment but as soon as you got in you saw Marco pacing back and forth in your living room. Ofcourse. He had the spare keys.
“Fucking hell where have you been babygirl” he asked as he stormed towards you and grabbed your arms to pull you inside, he wrapped his arms around you to hug you as tightly as he could, as if he was afraid you'd disappear again. Where was this fear when he was fucking someone else? You stood in his arms motionless, not responding to his hug even though his scent and warmth made you want to bury your face in the crook of his neck and cry.
“Answer me preziosa..where the hell have you been?” He asked you again as he pressed you against the door and cupped your cheeks.
“You have some audacity” you said to him so he sighed, his eyes softened as your own teared up, he could see the anger and hurt in them, his hair was a mess, probably the result of him running his fingers through his hair. Why was he still so gorgeous? It wasn't fair. Infidelity should have turned him into an ugly monster magically.
“I know you are upset-” he said so you chuckled very bitterly in response.
“Understatement..you have broken me..do you even realise that?”
“Ofcourse I do..it hurts me too, i love you..i never wanted to lose you” he rubbed your lips with his thumb as he spoke, you wanted to push him away, gain some agency and have some respect for yourself but you were in love with him and that feeling hadn't disappeared in one night.
“You lost me the moment you fucked someone else”
“Don't say that.. please” he whispered as he kissed your cheek and then kissed the corner of your mouth, before he'd weaken you any further you looked up at him.
“Go..you're free to do whatever you want, you did everything you promised you'd never do to me..if you think I'll forgive you after this you're mistaken” you kept your voice as strong and as affirmative as you could but you failed miserably.
“You're allowed to be upset baby, take your time, hate me, hit me, I won't care, but you'll come back to me I know that.. because you love me, I see it, I feel it” he whispered in your ears, and he used his bedroom voice on you, you should have pushed him away, asked him to fuck off but you didn't. You couldn't.
His hands trailed down as caressed your chest and then lowered them under your dress.
“Marco-”
“I know..I'm sorry, what I have done is unforgivable, but i have missed you and i love you so much babygirl, you know that”
An unwanted gasp escaped your throat as his fingers caressed the inside of your thighs. “That's my girl..”
He whispered again and you placed your head back on the door, you knew where this was going and you had to stop it before you'd never be able to look at yourself in the mirror again.
“Stop touching me” you glared at him so he sighed before he stepped away from you “Get out..”
“Amore..”
“Get out”
You said again as you stepped away from the door and opened it immediately-
“I'll come back baby..we are going to talk” he said as he stormed out, in the hallway he bumped into someone and you heard him cursing something in Italian so you peaked your head out and saw Daemon walking towards your apartment. As he neared you, he glanced at your tear soaked face before he looked at Marco as he disappeared in the elevator. As much as you wanted to be a strong independent woman, in the moment it seemed impossible, you had dreamt of marrying that man and having his babies, having all that taken away from you felt unjust. What had you done to deserve this?
“You left this on my bed” Daemon said as he passed you your phone so you took it from him.
“Thank you..you didn't have to trouble yourself..I'd have come.. eventually” he nodded as you said that.
“Hmmm.. are you alright?”
“I..how do you get alright. I don't know how to do that anymore..i thought my life was finally turning around and..it's all gone now, I'm in a worse position than I was before I met him” you said as you leaned against the door frame so he sighed.
“Take a step back and breathe” he said it as a matter of fact so you chuckled bitterly
“Easy for you to say”
“Perhaps it is but..you had a life before him, shit happens, you can sulk all you want, you're allowed to do so but eventually you'd have to pick yourself up, nobody else is going to do that for you” your eyes welled up again as you crossed your arms and gave him an exaggerated fake smile.
“You're being too wise and realistic”
“You're lucky he didn't die as a good man in your eyes, imagine how hard that would have been to recover from. Count your blessings, you see him for what he is now, a cheating arse”
“Stop making sense”
He chuckled as you said that and you couldn't help but give him a faint smile as well in response. A genuine one this time.
“You uhh ..going to be alright in there?” He asked you hesitantly so you nodded in response, you didn't want him to think you were going to do something awful because of a man.
“Yeah I think I should just..sleep”
“Good. Do that”
“Thank you for….well..god everything” he rolled his eyes at your grateful tone, he then brought his hand forward and ruffled your hair like a pet for an awkward second before he turned around to leave.
You got inside and laid down on your bed to calm down a little, then you cried some more and then you tried to calm down again.
Amidst all the chaos you had forgotten to ask Daemon about Rachel. Was he even the same Daemon? It did not seem appropriate to ask him if he indeed was the same Daemon. You two were barely friends at this point.
Later that evening when the quiet and loneliness caught up with you, you put on a set of warm fluffy pajamas set and decided to go for a walk downstairs, perhaps a little adrenaline would help you counter this rotting sadness you had in your chest.
But It was just your luck that as soon as you entered the elevator you saw Daemon again, he was all dressed up , just like yesterday, and he smelled rich and by that you meant delicious.
“Leaving for work?” you asked him before an awkward silence would fill the cramped space.
“Yeah”
“When do you uhh..when do you return?”
“Whenever I want, I'm the boss” he answered smugly.
“You're so humble..how do you do that?”
“It's innate” you let out a small laughter as he said that but his faded as he watched your eyes crinkling up in that overly adorable fashion. Trouble, you were trouble.
“Where are you off looking all glamourous?” he said as he eyes you from head to toe. Sarcasm didn't go unnoticed.
“Just gonna walk, fresh air, clear my head”
You mumbled softly as you wished him a good day/night, he had to take the elevator to the basement and you got off at the ground floor but just a few steps into the lobby you heard the sound of rain pattering harshly outside the building.
“Great. Just my luck”
You quickly turned around and pressed the elevator button to go back to your lonely apartment, much to your surprise Daemon was still in there.
“Is it raining in the basement too?” You asked jokingly so he smiled.
“I heard it and figured you would be taking a rain check on your walk”
“You see now? This is how it is with me, never get what I want” he shook his head as you said that. So dramatic.
“You want to go for a ride?”
“Umm i…wouldn't want you to get late or anything”
“What part of I'm the boss and can do whatever I want did you not hear or understand?”
“I'd go for the ride”
“Good girl”
Your face flushed as he said that. Did he like spending time with you? You definitely didn't despise it. You knew you were using him as a crutch to kill your loneliness and a part of you recognised the errors of your ways but what you didn't understand was why he was being soooo.. sweet to you, in his own daemon way albeit but he didn't have to be around you at all?
“You have a Porsche?” You asked as he led you towards his car so he chuckled.
“All of that in the back is mine, porsche is my pick of the day”
He pointed towards the full line of cars at the back of the basement and you didn't even know what to say. How rich was he exactly?
You almost felt inferior sitting in his fancy car wearing a stupid pajama set but as he walked around and opened the passenger door for you, you stared at him momentarily before you got in.
And then he did that thing men do with the steering wheel, where they place the palm on the wheel to turn it around, god, you thought only Marco looked sexy when he did that, but watching daemon in action was an awakening of sorts. The forearm veins, strained knuckles, the rings on his long fingers–
You quickly turned your head before he'd catch you staring like he had done this morning.
“Where are we going?” You asked him so he chuckled
“It's raining, we are going for a ride”
“So just long drive”
“It can be long”
You nodded as he said that in a serious gruff voice. Suddenly the energy in the car was tight and.. sexual, but you wanted to blame his forearms and cologne for that.
You had gotten very quiet suddenly so he nudged you with his elbow.
“What's on your mind?” He asked and you let out a deep sigh.
“Just thinking”
“About your boyfriend?”
“Ex boyfriend to be precise and factual”
“Mmmhmmm”
“That woman in his bed, he brought her over to his bedroom where me and him had ..done it countless times, there's a picture of us kissing on his side table, she must have seen it too, do you think she cared to ask who I was?” you asked him so he shook his head in response.
“Some people are not wired that way darling. Sex is just an act for them, they don't think of consequences or who they'd end up hurting”
“Ummm i know you don't do relationships and you just fuck or whatever. But Do you ever get with women who are committed or married even??” you asked him and he actually wasn't expecting that question.
“Not deliberately, there's not much conversation happening before I have them in my bed, but I don't go out of my way to hurt anyone”
“Mmmm okay”
“What did you want to hear?"
“Nothing I like your honesty”
He finally stopped the car near a bridge, it was still raining heavily so he opened his window as he pulled out a cigarette.
“Do you mind?”
“No..”
You were used to being around it, Marco smoked too, and you got a hit once in a while.
“You want one?”
“We can just share” you spoke immediately so he smirked.
“It's just ..I don't like consuming a whole cigarette at once”
“You don't need to explain” you couldn't help but huff as he said that.
As much as you wanted to deny it, a part of you was having a good time, what would you have been doing right now if you weren't with him? Drowning in self pity and tears probably.
As he drove you back to the building you looked at him, pursed your lips and nodded
“I had a decent time, thank you”
“It wasn't a date”
“Do you have to be on a date to have a decent time with the opposite sex?’
“Guess not”
“Oookay now..I'll go back to my sad little apartment and you go do whatever it is that you do at work “ he chuckled as you said that.
You ran inside the building to not get wet again, you had no intention of changing out of your comfortable pyjamas.
As you laid down on your bed you stared at the ceiling and then out of nowhere it hit you, the loneliness and the heartbreak. It's funny because when you were with Daemon he kept you distracted enough that you didn't think about Marco a lot but now in the solitude of your own company all you could think about was him and the life that you wanted to build with him.
You grabbed your phone and opened the messages he had sent you since yesterday and they only saddened you further.
He made a mistake? Breaking your trust was just a mistake?
You remembered going to bed around 9 and it was 2 am, so five hours of you tossing and turning and sleep hadn't come for you..
As you heard your door bell ring you sat up immediately. Was it Marco? Who else would come this late at night? Why was he here anyways? You had nothing to say to him. Or perhaps it was -
“Daemon” you mumbled as you opened the door and he gave you a smile
“Did I wake you?” he asked you so you crossed your arms.
“It's 2 am..”
“Yeah, apologies, I'd go-”
As he turned around to leave you groaned internally and grabbed his arm to stop him.
“Don't go”
He couldn't help but smirk as you said that.
“Get in..don't mind the messiness or do.. who cares” you said as you let go of his arm and moved away from the door to let him in.
Two steps forward and he was towering over you with his giant stature, gods he smelled divine.
Without wasting a second further you got on your tip toes and wrapped your arms around his neck to kiss him, you could tell he wasn't expecting it as he didn't move for a moment but then his fingers clutched into your hair and he pulled your head back to stare at you. His jaw clenched and unclenched for a moment, thumb swiped over your lips, eyes lost as if he was fighting an internal battle. Perhaps you shouldn't have kissed him.
And then he latched his lips onto yours. Nevermind.
You knew Marco was a good kisser, he was good, very good but something about the way Daemon held you so .. aggressively and how gently his fingers caressed your scalp in the same breath stirred something in you that you didn't even know existed.. and then you felt bad, awful, you felt as if you were betraying Marco somehow even though he had already crossed that line.
Daemon let go of you as you stopped responding suddenly, he ran his fingers through his hair before he turned around to leave, and you should have said nothing, it was humiliating as it was for you. You should have kept quiet but you wanted to deflect so you opened your mouth and ruined whatever friendship was developing between you two.
“Do you know Rachel Johnson?”
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skwistok for 35 (to gain something 😏)
Good number for Skwistok it seems >:)
35. (Kiss) to gain something
"Yous drivingks me insane, Tokes!"
"Whys? Whys?" Toki took strides from one side of the room to the other, like an enraged bull. The rest of the band watched from the comfort of the couch, but knew better than to intervene.
This was almost like a mating ritual between the guitarists.
Almost.
"Just plays whats I wrotes!"
"Why cants Toki makes a suggestions?!" Toki countered, placing his hands on his hips petulantly.
"Because it su-" Skwisgaar cut himself just in time. He was supposed to be nicer. He was supposed to be nicer. Wearily, he pinched the bridge of his nose, "Because dis amsnt de plans, okej?"
"Yous plans ams dildos, then."
"Yous dild-" Skwisgaar cut himself off again, this time to greater effort. Why was Toki one of the most insufferable people in the entirety of the universe? "Eugh, I can't do this."
As soon as he turned his back to Toki, he heard him again.
"Whats?" The rhythm guitarist sounded confused. "Yous leavin?"
"Ja."
"Whys?"
"I don't wants to fights." Skwisgaar said between gritted teeth. This whole 'be nice to Toki' phase had been going for way too long and Toki was becoming more and more spoiled. Then again, he couldn't really bring himself to break it either.
Not after they barely survived the end of the world, anyway.
"Cowards."
There was some muffled noises coming from the direction of the couch, but Skwisgaar chose to ignore them.
Slowly, he turned around to find a smug Toki looking down at him. "What did you says?" He asked in a low voice.
Toki cracked a grin. "Whats the matters, Skwisgaar?" He stuck his thumbs in his armpit and waved his arms in the manner of wings. "Yous chickens?"
"Play nice, Toki." Pickles reminded him in a condescending tone. Skwisgaar ignored that too.
Menacingly, he gave long steps in Toki's direction, until his shadow was marginally covering the idiot's face. "Takes it back."
Far away from being intimidated, Toki seemed even more entertained than before. "Noes."
"Takes it backs."
"Or whats?" Toki lifted his chin defiantly.
"Or..." Skwisgaar tried to come up with something. Kicked from the band? Too harsh. Will never get lines again? Blatant lie. The guitar God will take away your powers? Toki was too old to believe in fables anymore.
Sensing his uncertainty, Toki drew himself closer to Skwisgaar. "You can'ts punish Toki." He whispered with a smile.
Skwisgaar raised an eyebrow. "And why ams dats?"
Hidden in a curtain of golden hair, Toki's eyes seemed to glow in the dark. He mouthed something that Skwisgaar couldn't hear.
"Whats?"
It was like a flash. Toki moved forward, stood on his tiptoes to reach Skwisgaar and gave him a peck. Before Skwisgaar could process anything, though, Toki had already pulled away.
Eyes widening, Skwisgaar covered his mouth. "T-Toki!"
"Hah! I wins!" Toki skipped in delight.
"No, you don'ts!" Skwisgaar wiped his mouth furiously. "I tolds you not to does that in publicks!"
"You blush, you lose!" Toki played dissonant notes on his guitar. "Blushins loser!"
"Ams not- I didn'ts blush!" Skwisgaar said, ignoring his heated cheeks.
"Nuh, you tahtally did, Skwisgaar." Pickles chimed in.
"Yeah, Skwisgaar, you're red." Nathan agreed.
"Like a total homo." Murderface finished.
"Everyone shuts up!" Skwisgaar glared at his bandmates. "And why ams I de homos when Toki dids it?"
There were incomprehensible murmurs in response and Skwisgaar felt his patience almost reach zero. Toki was back in his spot, playing that horrible melody Skwisgaar had been trying to shut down.
"Toki!"
"Whats?" Toki batted his eyelashes at him, his fingers still focused on the strings.
If he refused Toki again, who knows what he would do next. Skwisgaar sighed. "Fines."
"Yay!"
While his bandmates mumbled about him like he wasn't there, Skwisgaar sat on the amp and watched Toki play, eventually correcting him here or there.
He really did shoot himself in the foot by letting Toki hold some leverage over him. Toki was a dirty player and a total cheater, always had been.
Skwisgaar rubbed his nose, and suddenly understood what Toki had meant to say earlier.
Because you likes Toki.
He furrowed his brows in annoyance, arms draping over his chest, attempting to order his brain not to make his skin flush again.
Fucking idiot.
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Beautifully Cruel World-Chapter 15
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ABO Non-Idol Stray Kids Universe Poly OT8 x Reader 18+ MDNI
Warnings in the Series Masterlist as well as any other information needed
A/N: Idk if anyone else's seasonal depression is hitting them harder at the moment but man is mine kicking my ass right now. But I finally managed to get this written so hopefully it isn't shit. I'm just happy to always get notifications of new people reading this and wanting me to still continue so I know my writing isn't completely trash at least. Enjoy!
Chapter 15
Jeongin and Hyunjin rush into the Omega’s room seeing her curled up to Seungmin before both of them jump on the bed.
“Wake up.” Jeongin says in a sing-song voice as he cuddles up to Y/n and Hyunjin puts his whole weight on Seungmin.
“Get off you pabo.” Seungmin groans, pushing the older beta off of him, causing Hyunjin to land between Y/n and Seungmin.
“Innie.” Y/n groans.
“What time is it anyways?” Seungmin leans over to look at his phone on the nightstand. “What’s got you guys up so early? Hyunjin is never up willingly before ten.”
“We’re doing our beach day today.” Jeongin beams looking at the two. “Felix and Jisung are waking Minho and Channie hyungs up right now.”
“Changbin just got back from the gym and is in the shower.”
“You get to wear your new swimsuit. Ow.” Hyunjin glares at Seungmin who pinched his side.
The omega blushes turning away from the two betas, not sure how to feel about wearing the swimsuit in front of all of them.
“Jagiya.” Jeongin leans over Y/n, tilting his head to the side. “There’s no need to be embarrassed, it’s just us.”
“That’s exactly why she’s embarrassed.” Seungmin pushes the younger one over to lay back on the bed. “All of you are nothing but horny males.”
“You say that as if you aren’t a horny male yourself.” Hyunjin tackles Seungmin to the floor and they start wrestling.
Jeongin pulls the omega to his chest as they watch the two tumble with each other.
“What’s going on in here?” Felix’s eyes widen as he walks in with Chan.
“Alright, break it up.” Chan bends down to separate the two beta’s but Hyunjin pounces on him. “So the pups wanna play huh?” Chan looks up at Hyunjin before flipping them over, pinning the younger male under him until Seungmin jumps him, tackling the alpha to the ground.
“You’re getting slow old man.”
Felix quickly joins Y/n and Jeongin on the bed taking notice of the glint in the youngest alpha’s eyes and takes the girl from him.
“Join them.” Felix nudges him, making Jeongin look at him unsure. “Go on, I’ve got our girl.”
Jeongin takes a second looking at both of the omegas before smiling and jumps off the bed onto his alpha’s back.
“Ah, Innie, claws.” Chan groans in pain.
“You like it when I claw you.” Jeongin huffs as Chan shrugs him off of his back before suddenly Hyunjin tackles the youngest.
Changbin, Minho and Jisung step into the doorway to see what's going on, shaking their heads at the antics going on. It’s when Seungmin bites Chan that the alpha has enough and picks up the youngest beta.
“Put me down, old man.” Seungmin squirms.
“Who’s your alpha?”
“Fuck off, I’m not saying it.”
Minho and Changbin quickly grab the omegas off the bed just before Chan flings Seungmin on it, pinning him down.
“Yah, careful.” Minho shouts.
“Sorry babies.” Chan turns to the two in the other two alpha’s arms.
“Bin, help me.” Seungmin tries to fight Chan’s hold on him.
“You got yourselves into this.” Changbin holds Y/n closer to his chest as Minho has Felix and Jisung leaning against him.
“You know how to get hyung to stop, just say it.” Jisungs smiles.
“Yeah pup, just say it.” Chan beams down at the beta.
“Not happening.” Seungmin continues to struggle until both Hyunjin and Jeongin fling themselves at the alpha making them all roll off the other side of the bed.
Y/n flinches at the thud heard from the three of them hitting the ground. She tries to move forward to maybe try and stop them but Changbin holds her in place.
“They’re okay, pretty girl.”
“Trust us kitten, it’s better not to get involved.” Minho holds Felix and Jisung close to them as they had tensed up too at the thud.
“How did this become you three against me?” Chan huffs as he stands with Jeongin locked in his arms and Hyunjin on his back. “I was only trying to separate two of you originally.”
“I couldn’t help but to join.” Jeongin tilts his head innocently.
Chan lets go of the youngest before throwing Hyunjin off his back and onto the bed next to Seungmin.
“Who’s your alpha?”
Hyunjin looks up at him with an evil grin. “Jeongin.”
“Wrong answer.” Chan growls leaning down to bite the beta’s shoulder.
“And that’s our queue to leave.” Changbin turns Y/n away from the room, Minho doing the same with Jisung and Felix.
“Does that happen a lot?” The omega asks as she’s led to the kitchen.
“With them. Yeah.” Minho starts making an easy breakfast. “Innies still a new alpha so the pup likes to play, especially if it’s ‘challenging’ our alpha.”
“The betas just like ruffling some feathers.” Changbin laughs. “Occasionally Lixie and Ji do it too.”
Seungmin walks in smiling. “Hyunjins getting his ass handed to him by both alphas.”
“He knew better.” Jisung shakes his head.
“I don’t know why you’re so smug, pup.” Changbin grabs the beta’s arm. “You weren’t any better.”
Seungmin looks up at the older male and gulps.
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Y/n stands hugging herself as she watches the boys all running around the beach getting umbrellas, towels and beach chairs set up. Hyunjin and Felix have already run out into the water ignoring Chan’s calls to put on sunscreen first.
She manages to stay unnoticed for a while until all of them get in the water, playing and swimming. Well almost all of them. Minho sits in a beach chair watching her behind his sunglasses as she stands there watching her pack, still wearing her coverup over her swimsuit.
“Y/n.” She jumps when he calls her name and turns to look at him.
The alpha motions for her to join which she hesitates before walking over to the chair where he grabs her waist and pulls her onto his lap.
“Yeah?”
“You look uncomfortable.” He looks over her closely. “Talk to me. Tell me what's going on in that pretty little mind of yours.”
She manages to smile as he taps her head and she playfully pushes his hand away.
“It’s just… I haven’t worn a swimsuit since I was a kid.” She whispers looking away from him back at the rest of the boys in the water.
“You’re safe with us kitten.” Minho turns her face to look back at him. “It’s just us here so you won’t be harassed like you would be being an omega at a public beach.” He cups her cheek and she leans into his touch. “Besides, you didn’t seem to feel that way the other night when you went skinny dipping with Lixie.”
“That was different.” She rolls her eyes and resituates herself on his lap causing him to grip her hips. “Felix is practically another omega, he’s comforting to be with. And it’s not like I see you with your shirt off joining the others.”
“I don’t like water.” He pinches her hip but then gets an idea. “How about this baby, you take your coverup off and quit being insecure and I’ll join you in getting in the water.”
Y/n looks at him in disbelief. “Did you really just tell me to quit being insecure?”
“Yes, I did.” He places a finger under her chin. “Because you are beautiful and there is nothing for you to be insecure about. We love you how you are.”
“Thanks Min.” She smiles down at him and his hands move to the bottom of her coverup.
“Can I take this off now?”
The omega nods and he pulls the coverup off her and over her head. He takes in the swim shorts and tankini top she’s wearing as he caresses her sides. “My beautiful girl.”
“Wanna go get in the water now?”
“Let’s go kitten.” He lifts her off his lap placing her on the sand before he gets up, pulling his shirt off, grabbing her hand.
He drags her along the beach towards the water but stops just where the sand is wet from the waves. The others take notice of this and Chan and Changbin move, Chan running, before picking Minho up and carrying him into the water.
“Chan put me down.”
“Are you sure you want that?” The older alpha asks as he walks them deeper into the water.
“Binnie.” Y/n squeals as Changbin picks her up and follows the other two alphas.
Chan drops Minho into the water causing the male to freak out a little and Y/n holds onto Changbin scared he’ll drop her in the water too.
“Relax, pretty girl.” He kisses her head. “I’m not letting go unless you ask me to.”
The omega relaxes in his arms as they walk deeper into the water. Once the water reaches up to their chests she readjust herself, wrapping her legs around his waist and arms around his neck as he holds her thighs.
“Hi angel.” Jisung comes up to the two, happy to see her in the water.
“Wanna learn to swim princess?” Hyunjin swims over with Felix.
“Umm...” Y/n looks around at everyone.
Jeongin and Seungmin have joined Chan and Minho now. Chan holding the other alpha while the two pups are splashing them.
“I promise that none of us will let you drown.” Changbin squeezed her a little.
“Yeah, Channie, Hyun and I are all really good swimmers.” Felix reassures his fellow omega. “We’ll teach you properly. And you have all eight of us watching over you and will save you if you need it.”
“Seven.” Hyunjin corrects him as he looks over at Minho who's clinging onto their pack alpha. “Min won’t be saving anyone in the water.”
“I’ll go get one of the floaty rings for him.” Jisung starts to head back to shore.
“Get both so Y/n can have one too.” Changbin calls out before looking at said girl again. “So what do you say Y/nnie? Will you let us teach you?”
“I guess.”
Felix, Chan and Hyunjin made work on teaching Y/n how to swim, and also attempting to teach Minho, again. The other four were always close by in case she needed to cling on to one of them. Which it wasn’t until late evening when she finally stopped latching on to one of the boys or the floaty and actually swam a little by herself. It was only a few feet between Hyunjin and Felix but she did it without clinging onto Chan who stayed next to her the whole time, just in case she needed him.
“That was great, babygirl.” Chan praises once Felix grabs her into his arms. “Now go back to Jinnie.”
Felix helps push her towards the beta and she swims, more like doggy paddles, to Hyunjin who continues to back away a little so she has to swim farther but eventually lets her catch him when he notices her start to panic a little and almost grabs onto Chan again.
“Good job princess.” Hyunjin holds her close. “When we get back home we should do a pool day at least once a week so you can get better.”
“Don’t expect me to partake in those lessons.” Minho calls out from where he rests on the floaty, Jisung also somewhat laying on it.
“Hyung, you have to learn to swim eventually.” Jeongin pokes the alpha.
“I don’t have to do anything, pup.”
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Fine Line | Chuuya is always overworking himself, always choosing work over you and you’re finally fed up with it.
⤷ Ft. Nakahara Chuuya
Warnings | Fem!reader, mentions/consumption of alcohol, term “doll” used, a tiny itty bit suggestive if you squint, hardly edited, WC: 5k
A/N | I had no idea where I was going with this one when writing it but I had so much fun writing it
You’re sitting at the bar now. You moved from your reserved table after an hour of waiting, figuring it could go to a couple that actually planned on spending the evening together. You let out another sigh into your gin and tonic. You’ve been at this restaurant for about 2 hours now and haven’t eaten a single thing. It’s your date’s fault, really, they were the one that never showed up. You don’t know why you even try anymore. Dating was pointless in your line of work anyways.
But sometimes going on dates warded off the loneliness and that incessant craving you get for normalcy.
You check your watch for the time only to find it’s now past midnight. Chewing the inside of your cheek, you finally make the decision to pull out your phone and call the person you actually wanted to spend the evening with. You're pleasantly surprised when he picks up on the first ring.
“Thought you had a date.” You’re greeted with a tone that’s laced with exhaustion but something else jumps out too — annoyance, maybe? Or maybe you’re just imagining things after downing your third drink of the night on an empty stomach.
You hum, pointedly not answering his question directly, as you signal for the bartender to close out your tab. “You still in your office working on that mountain of paperwork?”
The pause from the otherside of the phone is a long one, it’s a contemplative pause you conclude, you can tell he’s trying to decide whether to humor you or to push his own question. It would be a waste of his time to go with the latter, you had no intention of breaching the topic of you being stood up yet again. This time especially stung with it being a woman and all. You thought she would have known better, or at the very least have the common decency to warn you of her impending absence, knowing very well how long it takes to get ready for a first date. You shaved and took an “everything” shower for this occasion.
A soft sigh of defeat is heard from his side and you grin widely, Chuuya is much smarter than he’s given credit for. “So what if I am?”
“Stay there. I’m on my way.” You don’t give the executive room to argue as you hang up on him.
As if on cue the bartender brings you the receipt and your card, after signing you leave a generous amount of cash in the tip jar with a smile. You leave the restaurant the same way you came, without a word as the manager babbles on about how much of a pleasure it was to have your patronage. You wave him off with the same smile that’s feeling more forced by the minute as you step into the elevator.
When the doors slide shut after what seems like an eternity, you’re finally able to relax for a moment. The disappointment of another wasted night sinks into your shoulder, making them cave in. You deflate in defeat, having to resign to a fate that’s been set by some stupid carrot topped man that has to use his ability to reach the top shelf of overhang shelves. He’d never admit it but you’ve actually caught him doing it before.
This was all somehow Chuuya’s fault. If he ever did anything other than work you wouldn’t seek solace in other people. You would be able to let yourself actually explore the feelings that stir in your chest when you’re around the ginger. But instead you’re stuck calling him after failed dates to see what he’s up to and if you can get away with bugging him.
Headquarters is just a few blocks north of where you’re at, it shouldn’t take you more than 10 minutes to get to Chuuya. Well, maybe 20 since your favorite ramen place is on the way and you know they’re still open. So you have to stop there for two bowls because not only have you not eaten but you know Chuuya probably hasn’t either, being too engrossed in his paperwork to remember that basic bodily functions exist.
Another 5 minutes after picking up the ramen and you’re making your way up yet another elevator to the floor that holds both your office on one side and his on the other. You take a moment when the doors open to decide whether you want to go straight to Chuuya’s office or if you want to stop at yours to change into something far more comfortable than the dress you’re currently wearing. Your stomach ultimately makes the decision for you when it rumbles loudly. The ginger’s office it is.
You don’t even bother with knocking, too tired, hungry, and impatient to wait on him to answer. The door creaks as you push and then groans out a complaint when you kick it shut behind you. Chuuya isn’t even fazed when you enter, his nose still buried in his paperwork. Thankfully the pile was no longer a mountain, more of a small hill now. It still looks like an hour or two’s worth of work. You’d offer your help if it weren’t for the fact that you’re pretty sure you’re drunk.
Making yourself comfortable without a word you saunter over to his desk and choose to sit yourself on top of his scattered paperwork, plopping the ramen in front of him.
Chuuya freezes, staring at the bag of food in disbelief before turning his accusing glare at you. “What the f-”
His words die in his throat when his eyes finally land on you. Even in your slightly, maybe more, inebriated state it’s hard not to notice the way his eyelids droop as his dual colored eyes scan your figure. He must be really tired, he’s usually far more tactful when he checks you out.
You swing your legs where they dangle from his desk, pleased with yourself and his reaction. “I brought you some dinner. I didn’t get a chance to eat so I figured neither have you. Looks like I was right!”
Chuuya has to practically tear his gaze from you to see what you’re talking about. You untie the bag to reveal two containers filled to the brim with ramen. You lean in to read the labels to make sure you were taking the right container but in the process it gives the executive a nice view right down our cleavage. You have to bite back the smile that threatens to stretch at your lips when you hear the way his breath stutters. Maybe now you’re the one not being tactful but you figure someone deserves to appreciate the way you look in this dress since the intended party will never get to.
“You stop at that shop down the road?” Chuuya clears his throat as he waits for you to grab all of your things before reaching for his own container.
You kick off your shoes and jump off his desk to pull a chair up to the opposite side. “Yeah, thankfully they stay open late. Can you clear some of the papers up? Don’t wanna get them stained in ramen broth.”
“Really makin’ yourself at home, aren’t you, Doll?” He raises a brow at you in amusement but clears his desk off regardless.
You hum and nod your head, too busy taking a bite of your ramen. Your eyes practically roll to the back of your head and you let out a pleased hum at the flavors dancing along your tongue. The savory taste of the broth alone almost completely washes away the lingering bitter aftertaste the last few hours left in your mouth. You hadn’t realized how hungry you were until you had stepped foot into that shop. Now you are famished and even the most bland of foods would taste absolutely divine in this moment. You’re so absorbed in your meal that you don’t even take notice of the way the ginger sitting before you is watching you so intently that he hasn’t even touched his own food.
It’s not until he clears his throat that you peer up at him. “You’re eating like you’ve been starved, didn’t you have a date tonight?”
There’s that question again, you suppose you gave him too much credit earlier. He wasn’t smart enough to just let it go. Or maybe he really was just letting his curiosity get the best of him. Either way there was no way in hell you were going to tell him that another date bailed on you. So instead you smile sweetly.
“You know how small the portions are at those types of restaurants, I took like two bites and it was all gone. Had some drinks after too. So, yeah, I’m famished. I know you are too. Eat.”
Your tone leaves no room for question. You’re both dancing around touchy subjects. Chuuya knows if he wants to get you to admit what really happened he would have to swallow his pride and admit he was overworking himself and he'd be damned if he ever let that happen.
Or at least that’s what you thought.
You watch him through your lashes as he opens the ramen and takes a bite, and then another, and then another. He hardly ever eats when there’s work to be finished. This is definitely a rare occasion and you have a sneaky feeling, somehow during the few seconds of your exchange in challenging glances, something shifts between the two of you.
You stare at the other executive absolutely gobbed smacked at the fact that he’s actually listening to you. Your eyes are wide, your jaw is dropped open, and the chopsticks you were using to eat fall from your fingertips and splash into your soup. A few drops from the broth fly into your eye and you let out a hiss at the sting from the spices and temperature.
The moment the two of you just had ends just as swiftly as you fan at your eyes frantically and then hold out your hand to Chuuya. “Eye drops- Oh my god your eye drops. Now, Chuuya.”
The ginger is jolted from his stupor when your voice becomes sharper. He reaches into the drawer to his left and produces a small bottle of eye drops, something you knew he keeps around due to his frequent late nights burning the midnight oil. It’s how he keeps his eyes from getting dry with exhaustion.
You snatch the small bottle from his hands and throw your head back to all but squirt the soothing solution into your eye. It takes a moment to work, the sensation getting worse before it gets better. But after a moment you’re good as new, maybe even better than before.
It’s a truly sobering experience and any left over buzz you were holding onto sadly fizzles out. You’re now stone cold sober and kicking yourself for coming here this late, know the only outcome is getting sent away so the ginger could finish his work in peace. You’re nothing but a distraction to him.
But if that were true, why even let you into his office, his space, in the first place?
“Thanks…” You hand the medicine back to Chuuya and pick your chopsticks back up to continue eating, pretending like nothing happened. “So, how many nights in a row have you slept here this week?”
You tilt your head to the couch that has a head pillow and blanket set up on it — inviting, almost, if you didn’t know how incredibly uncomfortable that couch was. It couldn’t be good for his back. You know he already deals with the residual chronic muscle pain he experiences after using his ability, especially after using corruption. You wish he would slow down, his body already pays for his ability, it doesn’t need to suffer because of his excessive working habits too.
But then you would just sound like a broken record.
Chuuya never really listens. He’s stubborn that way and it’s not just his body that pays for it, his social and love life pay the price for it too. It’s frustrating to care so deeply for someone who would rather think of others and their work than their own wellbeing.
What’s worse, though, is that you’re selfish. You’ll take the heated stares and intimate touches in the dead of night on the rare occasions he’s not spending them at his desk over nothing at all. Maybe it isn’t selfish, maybe it’s self-deprecating but you can’t help yourself. You’ve tried to move on — that’s what you were trying to do tonight. But the universe has a sick and twisted sense of humor, so you once again find yourself in his office during the devil’s hour.
Suddenly you hear a muffled voice and you’re thrusted back to reality. Chuuya looks at you expectantly and you furrow your brows at him. “What?”
“I said: I figure you wouldn’t be eating with me right now if your date went well, you’d be over at his place, right?”
Your eye twitches in irritation and not from the soup broth that landed in it just moments ago. He’s trying to evade your question. Of course he was actively avoiding it, why would he ever admit to you something that you don’t think he’s admitted to himself.
What’s worse is he’s pushing his question from earlier. Wording it differently to mask his nagging curiosity. His gaze is hypnotizing, something shifts again. You don’t think you care for the butterflies that erupted in your stomach. The usually light and exciting flutter of their wings now feel like razors slicing their way up your throat. It burns and you might throw up.
It’s so unfair, the way he makes you feel is unfair.
You don’t know what possesses you but a single syllable flies past your lips in response before you can catch it. “Her.”
“Her?” And this man has the audacity to look semi-amused as he says the word back to you in a questioning tone.
In that moment you know he knows and you watch in abject horror as his amused expression twists into a knowing one. Now you’re sure, he’s aware that you know he knows.
Your eye almost twitches again at the way his brow raises in amusement at your answer and suddenly you feel defensive. You don’t give a shit if he knows what you’re trying to do by dating around. You don’t care if he knows that each attempt has ended in failure. You don’t care that he knows that each failure ends in you crawling back to him.
You don’t care.
You don’t.
You steel your expression, eyes becoming sharp as they bore into Chuuya. “Yeah, it was supposed to be a woman I was meeting tonight.”
“Well she’s an idiot for not showing, especially when you look like that.” His tone sounds sincere and it makes you want to throw up.
You let out an incredulous scoff — you can’t believe that he just said that, of all people. “She’s not the only idiot.”
“She’s not?”
Now he’s really starting to piss you off, his smug expression tells you all you need to know. This must all be a game to him. He’s toying with you, he has to be, and he has been for a while now but you’re finally sick of it. You’re tired of the constant back and forth but not getting anywhere because he would rather stubbornly overwork himself half to death to have an excuse to avoid you than admit his obvious feelings for you.
The revelation sends your whole body into a fit, you’re trembling and seething and it’s pouring out the seams. You’ve cracked. You should congratulate him, really, no one has elicited this much emotion from you before.
Chuuya’s demeanor changes when he notices how worked up you seem to be getting but he’s too late. You’re already past the point of being settled down because you’re shaking like a goddamn chihuahua. Your nostrils flare in irritation and ears flush in anger.
“No, she’s not the only idiot that’s managed to fumble me. Look in a mirror and you’ll know who the other person is. Enjoy overworking yourself to death. I’m going home.”
All at once the blazing rage that washed over you burns out when Chuuya makes no indication of moving to stop you and immediately you wish the ground would just crack open to swallow you whole. Suddenly you’re all too aware of your response to his play. It was more of an overreaction. How embarrassing? How is it that he’s able to elicit this strong of a reaction from you.
How can he not follow after you like he has better things to do?
But he does have more important things to do than console you, doesn’t he?
For the second time tonight you’re mortified, but unlike earlier, this one was your own doing. You just threw a fit, had an actual tantrum, over someone who has made it clear he’s not ready for something that you think you are.
Maybe selfish is the right word.
You contemplate halting in your spot and apologizing but your pride keeps you from doing so. You should have never put all your cards on the table. You curse yourself for ever letting your true feeling for the ginger slip that one drunken night several months ago that when asked about the next day you had conveniently forgotten all about it. Something tells you that he remembered it clearly, so, if not stopping you was his final response to your confession then you have to accept that.
Your hand reaches out for the door knob and you almost flinch when it comes in contact with the cold metal. He’s really just going to let you leave like this. Your head is a mess— no, your whole body is a mess. Your head is filled with fog, a mist of endless thoughts descending on you to make everything blurry. Your chest is like a tsunami of emotions washing over you in sharp waves. Then there are those damn razor sharp butterflies that are still threatening to claw up your throat.
But just as you start to turn the knob, a gloved hand covers your own and halts your actions. Your breath hitches when the anxiety you’d been feeling just a moment ago completely dissipates. Chuuyas chest is pressed against your back and his forehead falls to your shoulder.
“Chuuya wha-”
He doesn’t give you a chance to finish your question when he mumbles out, “I don’t need a mirror to know that…”
Oh.
Is he really implying that he knows he’s been a fool? Is the world coming to an end? Chuuya? Admitting to being an idiot? You thought there was a higher chance of getting struck by lightning before hearing anything of the sort from the executive himself.
“I’m sorry.”
You blink, you think your brain’s been fried, convinced that Chuuya can see the steam rolling out of your ears as you short circuit. “For what?”
You croak out the short question, words catching in your throat. It surprises even you when a sob follows. You hadn’t realized that the emotions you were feeling hadn’t dissipated but instead had been forced out in the most embarrassing way possible.
“I…I’m sorry for…” Chuuya trails off and curses under his breath, letting out a frustrated sigh. “Jesus Christ. I’m sorry for not putting you first.”
His voice trembles in something akin to fear. Something in your chest tears at his tone and it hurts. You look up at the ceiling to try to blink away the water that’s blurred your vision and take in a sharp breath after getting winded from the sudden blow. Your hand finally falls from the door knob and you both stand there in silence. The only noise is the grandfather clock that stands tall on the far end of his office, if it wasn’t for the loud ticking, everything would feel frozen. Something about the silence on your part is agonizing, you want to respond, but your voice is caught in your throat, swallowed dryly as you try to wet the dry patches stinging the lining of your esophagus.
Funny how your eyes feel too wet while your throat is too dry.
You try to take a few breaths to calm yourself down enough to speak but you can feel the impatience radiating off of Chuuya and it just makes you even more anxious. It almost physically pains you but you take a step away from the ginger and stride across the room to an open window. Fresh air, something you always appreciated about Chuuya is that he prefers open windows and fresh air to fans or air conditioning if he can help it. The executive doesn’t follow, he hasn’t even moved from his spot. His head is still drooped down from where it was resting on your shoulder and suddenly your mouth and throat flood with saliva. That familiar feeling of nausea hitting you like a freight train once again.
You clear your throat to speak but realize -- how the hell do you respond to that? Are you really upset with Chuuya? Yes. Are you upset with yourself for letting things go this far? Also yes. So, as much as you want to blame all of this on the gravity manipulator, you can’t.
Your shoulders slump and your gaze stays glued to the twinkling city lights in the skyline as you finally speak. “You always chose work. Always.”
Chuuya looks up at that. Your words seemingly hit a nerve as irritation flashes across his face before he can contain it. You bristle at that, preparing for an argument. You’re exhausted and don’t want to argue but you will if you have to because although you know you’re at fault too, you’re not going to just let this asshole get away with his part in all of this.
Luckily, the ginger simmers down easily and slumps again, showing you how truly exhausted he is. “That’s not entirely true, I chose you…Sometimes….”
“You think I should be grateful for that? You only chose me instead of work ‘sometimes’ to make yourself feel better about stringing me along.” You’re not looking at him when you speak, too interested with the view, or at least that’s what you’re telling yourself. “Or to get your mind off of work. I was just an escape to you. Nothing more.”
This time you don’t have to look back at him to feel the frustration radiating off of him in a similar way gravity manipulation does when he activates it. It’s hot, his frustration, you imagine if you reached out there was a chance you’d get burned. It’s rare to witness Chuuya losing his cool like this, the only other person besides yourself that could get him riled up like this long gone from the organization. Thinking about him makes you even more bitter so you take another stab at Chuuya.
“You certainly put on a convincing act, though. So congrats for that I guess.”
Snap.
You imagine that’s the sound that would’ve been made when Chuuya’s patience finally breaks. His steps are heavy and you almost think he’s activated his ability. You almost forget how fast he is because you barely have time to turn around before he’s got a firm grip on your face. His hold is unrelenting as he forces you to look at him.
Chuuya looks like a wreck, so many emotions written all over his face but most of all he’s hurt by your words. You know it’s wrong, you shouldn’t be lashing out at him like this but a part of you is pleased that he looks just as devastated as you feel. This is not your proudest moment by far and you’re sure you’ll feel ashamed over it later. Right now, however, you couldn’t bring yourself to feel guilty in the slightest. You said what you said and you're going to say it with your whole chest.
A shaky breath is let out by the executive standing before you. “That’s unfair. You’re being unfair.”
There’s no way this man is accusing you of being the unfair one here.
“You were unfair to me first. I’m tired. Be straight with me or just leave me alone, Chuuya.” Any fight you had in you moments ago vanishes as you finally give up.
Chuuya’s reaction shows you that he sees it, the way you’re letting him hold all the cards in this, making this his decision, the final one when it comes to this situationship. You’re done, you’re tired and now you just want this shitty night to be over with. If you had a white piece of fabric on you, you’d wave it like a flag, surrendering completely.
He’s not good with his words, Chuuya has never been as articulate as some of the others, but he is good with actions. His actions have always spoken volumes for him, so why wouldn’t that work for him now? The executive pulls you in and crashes his lips to yours in a desperate attempt to convey to you what he couldn’t speak.
You’re a little slow on the uptake as your brow furrows and you attempt to pull away. You look at him incredulously but the expression he’s making has you halting altogether. His eyes are screwed shut and his brows furrowed in concentration and maybe a little bit in fear by the way you can feel his lips and hands slightly trembling against your face. It clicks then.
Chuuya Nakahara is finally choosing you over his work.
This was him telling you in his own way that he’s not letting you give up like you wanted to. And if you can claim to know anything about Chuuya, it’s that he always makes good on a promise. That’s what has you melting into his hold and returning his kiss with just as much fervor.
You both stay like that for a long while and you feel like Chuuya is trying to devour you whole in this one single kiss. As if he’s scared that if he doesn’t, you’ll slip from his grasp forever, but that would be impossible with the way he’s holding onto you for dear life. Even if you wanted to, which in this moment you didn’t, you couldn’t escape him. But you do need to pull away for air though. You shift your face the best you can away from his and even though he tries to chase your lips, you manage to separate from him.
You instantly bring your hands up to his wrist and nuzzle your face into his hands, showing him you still have no plans of going anywhere. The tension in his body dissipates and he watches you closely, patiently waiting for your response. As if you kissing him back wasn’t enough.
“You piss me off, y’know that?” Chuuya lets out a chuckle at your statement and leans in to rest his forehead on yours.
His eyes bore into yours and there’s something there that you’ve never seen before, a sort of adoration you think he’s been holding back for a long time now. “Yeah, I have a confession to make that might piss you off even more…”
You stiffen in anticipation for the worst, staring up at him suspiciously with narrowed eyes. What was it now? You wrack your brain thinking about what he could possibly still be holding back. All you wanted was to know where you stood with him and now you do. So what else would he be hiding from you?
“It’s, uhh…Well it has to do with your date tonight, and maybe all of the other first dates that stood you up…” The look on your face must tell him that you’re picking up on where this is going and his grip on you tightens once again. “It was fucked up of me, I know. I’ll- I’ll make it up to you…I’ll take you out on two dates for each first date I ruined.”
Oh.
You can’t even really find it in yourself to be that upset. It clears up a lot of inconsistencies for you. You have full confidence in your personality and looks, so it wasn’t adding up why you were being stood up so much. Even with you being a part of the upper echelon of the Port Mafia, that’s not public information. So, intimidation was ruled out too. You are becoming increasingly more annoyed at the thought of it all.
Maybe you should find it in yourself to be more upset about this…
Your expression displays just how unconvinced you are by his words, Chuuya can clearly see it and sense it so he tacks on some extra sweet talking to sooth your overthinking. “I’ve got a lot of time to make up for anyways.”
Your previous statement of Chuuya not being very good with his words is a lie. You were lying. The simple statement is enough to have you melting into him again. Maybe it’s the exhaustion. Maybe he got lucky. Maybe you’re just that down bad for him. Or maybe it’s all of the above. Who knows (you do).
Either way you find yourself giving in again for hopefully the last time tonight, but not before you decide to add a condition for your own benefit. “...Fine. But any trip or out of town get away counts as only one date.”
“Don’tcha think you’re getting greedy now, Doll?” Chuuya lets out another chuckle, shaking his head a little.
You shrug with a soft grin on your lips. “No, you owe me. Plus, it’s like you said, got a lot of time to make up for.”
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✶ RATING YOUR DRS ✶
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⋆ hogwarts 7/10 ok so I personally havent even watched harry potter but it seems awesome,, hogwarts is a classic since basically every shifter has a hogwarts dr but who wouldnt wanna learn magic ?! at the same time i also kinda dont get why you would want to shift to a school from all places ALSO CONSIDERING HOW MANY PEOPLE THERE ARE AND HOW MEAN SOME OF THE TEACHERS ARE BUT
⋆ twilight 7/10 i used to LOVE twilight when i was like 12 (confession i was team jacob ,, and lowk still am.. HES HOTTER OK DONT BLAME ME) and i LOVE the vibe,, highly depends on who youre shifting for tho (if its alice then 8/10 shes like wow)
⋆ fame 7/10 ok i keep rating everything 7 but IDK fame is good but i feel like id get bored after like a few shifts (even though i still have a fame dr) but if you know how to spice it up for yourself then good for you!! (bonus points if its set in the 70s-2000s)
⋆ mermaid 8/10 rated it an 8 instead of a 7 because i keep rating everything 7… anyways its cool but again i feel like i would get bored (unless you know how to spice it up AGAIN) i do fw mermaid more because its like magical and you can script in a forbidden fling with a human or something.. (can you tell i have commitment issues) now i want to make a mermaid dr and design my tail omg
⋆ band/music artist 8/10 as most of yall probably know i do have a band dr so how could i rate it anything lower?! anyways i love hearing about peoples band drs (or any drs for that matter but especially bands bc i can get inspo for my own teehee) i think developing everything for that dr can be super fun and putting together your little group and whatnot
⋆ apocalypse 8/10 would probably have rated this much lower if i hadnt seen those aesthetic slideshow games on tiktok where youre packing for and trying to survive an apocalypse BUT i feel like if you scripted in safety and good vibes it could be a lot of fun and now i wanna make a zombie apocalypse dr..
⋆ the backrooms 6/10 you are BOLD for that,, i get creeped out by just watching a tiktok about them (im aware that the backrooms were on my dr ideas post..) it lowkey depends who youre with because shifting there alone would actually be CRAZY..
⋆ better cr 5.5/10 i dont really get the consept of this like if i were to make a better cr i would FIRST OF ALL change basically everything and atp it wouldnt even be a better cr just a good dr ykwim and how do you come back after shifting there and not feel depressed asf😭
⋆ heartbreak high 5.5/10 i feel like not many people have seen this show and also i dont really fw shifting to shows or movies as much as your own creations but i did like the show itself,, i honestly i wouldnt personally shift there since the vibes are like too.. like 2020 and some people are real assholes but you do you it could be super fun id actually love to know about all the drama
⋆ euphoria 6/10 idk why i like euphoria more than heartbreak high they lowkey give me the same vibe but euphoria is like a better version (i literally havent even seen this but i did watch like 2 hours worth of it from tiktok) ANYWAYS most people there are ASSHOLES too and again PERSONALLY WOULDNT WANT TO GO THERE but again would love to hear more about the drama because there must be tons of that
⋆ monster high 9/10 ok so why did i not think of this before i LOVED monster high when i was a child but im lowkey scared of shifting to an animated world idk it feels off.. the vibes and there tho love that for you
⋆ dead poets society 8/10 again personally havent watched it but from what ive heard it seems cool (that with about 200 other movies have been sitting on my watchlist for years but my commitment issues are so bad i cant commit to watching one movie so i will probably never watch it oops) anyways i want to make a secret society dr now
⋆ my little pony 7/10 oh little me would have LOVED this but again i cant with the animated drs ESPECIALLY considering you would be a PONY?? i need to know how this feels or like what.. i love mlp but honestly (tw: opinion) TWILIGHT IS SO ANNOYING I COULD NOTTTT STAND HER ASS (yes i do know id be able to script her out but i like complaining)
#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifters#shifting#shifting antis dni#shifting blog#shifting community#shifting consciousness#shifting diary#shifting script#shifting to hogwarts#shifts#shift#shifting motivation#shiftingrealities#fame dr#boarding school dr#dr s/o#small town dr#hogwarts dr#band dr#dr ideas#dr idea#desired reality
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Stars Align
Dipper Vs. Manliness
17 Again AU: After a disastrous first day with the twins, Stan swears to do better as an uncle. But fate loves playing tricks on him and the magic 8-ball in the attic is more than it seems.
Now on top of having a pair of twelve year olds around the house while he tries to finish the portal and bring his brother home, Stan has to deal with being back in his seventeen year old body! Summer has never been weirder in Gravity Falls.
Prologue, The Legend of the Gobblewonker, Headhunters Pt. 1, Headhunters Pt. 2, Headhunters Pt. 3, The Hand That Rocks the Mabel Pt. 1, The Hand That Rocks the Mabel Pt. 2, The Inconveniencing (previous)
Special thank you to @disregardedblasphemy for beta reading! You're awesome <3
At one point, Stan had a bit of a crush on Lazy Susan. She’d been real cute and pretty sweet back when he first met her and she hadn’t been too upset about what happened to her eye. As the years passed, she was just one of the few single people left in his age range. That he actually liked, anyway.
Who knew so many people got married when you got old!
Now with his baby face in the way, Stan just didn’t feel right flirting with her like he normally did.
Using his ‘charming young man’ powers on her though―!
“You do split plates, right?” Stan asked, ducking his head shyly and peering up at Susan through his lashes. “We’re just poor, hungry kids on a budgeted allowance…”
Susan laughed and pinched his cheek.
“You’re just like your daddy, aren’t you? We always make an exception for Big Stan ― I can do it for Little Stan, too!”
Stan chuckled awkwardly, ignoring the ‘daddy’ comment, and offered the waitress a blinding smile.
Somewhere behind him, he heard a shutter sound and some muffled giggles.
“Tambry!” Mabel whispered, practically climbing over the back of the booth to speak to the girl on the other side. “Send me that for my scrapbook!”
Stan did his best to ignore that. And the fact that Tambry was still taking pictures of him when he wasn’t looking. Instead, he just pushed on with his order, ignoring Mabel’s protests that she wanted pancakes.
He could have made those himself if she'd wanted them so much!
Dipper, however, was more sympathetic to his sister’s plight.
“Don’t worry, guys!” he said confidently. “Pancakes are on me. I’m gonna win them by beating that manliness tester!”
“Manliness tester?” Stan asked blankly, remembering the machine that had been in the diner forever.
“Beating?” Mabel asked incredulously before bursting into laughter.
And Stan might have laughed with her if he hadn’t seen how scrappy the boy really was, getting into fist fights with psychotic nine year olds and breaking into buildings. Still, the boy was built like a noodle and not in the typically stocky manner most Pines boys were. He didn’t even have their trademark nose, his mother’s genetics probably the cause for that. The color of it was right on point, though.
“Hold on there, sweetheart.” Stan put a hand on Mabel’s head to quiet her down, but wasn’t quite able to stop the snort that came with the mental image of Dipper beating the tester. “Your brother’s not as geeky as he seems, sometimes. I wanna see him try! Besides, it’ll be a good chance for me to see where he is before I start yous two on boxing lessons!”
“You’re going to teach us how to box?” Dipper asked skeptically.
Stan’s grin widened and he flexed his arms, thick cords of muscle visible even under his baby fat.
“You’re lookin’ at the best boxer from Glass Shard Beach! Goldmill Gym’s got all my old trophies lining the walls!”
At least, it had forty years ago. Old Man Nicky was surely dead now and probably had been pissed enough to throw out Stan’s medals when he’d disappeared into the night. Besides, the man had been friends with Pa ― Stan wouldn’t be surprised if the medals were melted down to make gold chains.
You’re a bum, Stanny. But you can take a hit and give ‘em back twice as hard.
Mabel latched onto Stan’s bicep, giggling wildly as he curled his arms a few times, threatening to drop her back into the booth.
“Hmmm,” Dipper hummed, eyeing Stan’s arms thoughtfully. “...okay. I mean, how different could it be from kickboxing?”
Stan grinned at him. “That’s the spirit, kiddo! Now ― go win us some pancakes!”
Dipper beamed at him.
It didn’t last long, however, the boy failing miserably and running out in the face of Manly Dan showing him up. Stan didn’t think the man meant anything by it. He probably just wanted more pancakes or was trying to feed what he thought was a bunch of hungry kids. He was just like that sometimes. Blunt and lacking tact.
Stan was the same.
He looked between his plate and the empty doorframe, conflicted.
Was he supposed to chase after the kid or give him space so he could lick his wounds?
Moses, he missed Old Nicky ― the man would already have a diet planned to help put muscle on the kid or have him chasing chickens and bench pressing hogs. He had a weird way of training his boxers, but he’d made Stan quick on his feet and able to find a weak spot on guys with more fat rolls than average.
“He’ll be fine,” Mabel rested her hand gently on Stan’s arm. Her smile was familiar, but it didn’t really meet her eyes. She almost looked guilty.
“Of course, he will.” Stan smiled back at her half-heartedly. “He’s a Pines. We always end up alright.”
Mabel didn’t look convinced, but she let it go for a moment. She began eating her pancakes, but some of her enthusiasm was lost.
“... do you think I shouldn’t have laughed at him?”
Stan winced, hearing the hurt in her voice. “Probably didn’t help…”
Mabel deflated, losing some of her usual vibrancy. “He’s really serious about becoming a man. Growing chest hair and wishing his voice would stop cracking…”
“People make it into a big deal.” Stan shrugged, remembering how he’d waited for those body changes a lifetime ago. There’d been the awkward days with acne and voice cracks, not to mention realizing he could have a crush on nearly anyone who showed him a smidgeon of positive attention. He could only sympathize with how Dipper was feeling, especially with Stan around in his current state. The kid was probably wondering when he was going to start shooting up and filling out like his uncle. Shermie and Alec were both built big as well. Dipper probably was feeling left out. “He’s gotta figure out his new place and his body’s going through some… changes. Speaking of, please tell me your mom has had The Talk with you…”
Mabel snorted, a gleam returning to her eyes.
“Don’t worry, Grunkle Stan.” she snickered. “Mom told me everything to expect last year.”
Stan sagged in relief. “Just let me know if you need… any feminine products. Or chocolate. Or just tell Wendy and I’ll give her the money.”
Moses, was it hot in here or were his ears on fire. He never expected to have this conversation. Why did it have to be so awkward?! He’d had a mother, for crying out loud ― and a girlfriend who’d been very vocal about what cramps and mood swings did to her.
Mabel just laughed at him again, bouncing back to her normal self with an ease he envied.
“Do you think he’ll be alright once he’s done with puberty?” she asked thoughtfully, trying her straw wrapper into a neat bow. “I mean, you seem alright going through it a second time.”
Stan snorted at that. “Nah, I was pretty much set as soon as I hit sixteen the first time. The only thing that stuck around for a while was the acne. That didn’t really go away until my thirties.”
“I thought that went away after you turned twenty!” Mabel exclaimed, her face twisting with horror.
“Nope!” Stan propped his chin up on his hand, leaning close to give her a good look at the bumps on his chin. “Maybe it won’t be so bad once you get over the hump of the hormone changes, but pimples’ll pop up at random forever! But your face thingies helped mine the other day.”
“We should get you some pimple patches for the little ones!” Mabel suggested, poking a red spot on Stan’s cheek. He hissed at the little jolt of pain it caused and she pulled her hand away, expression apologetic. “Ohh! We should do another spa day!”
“Spa day?” a somewhat familiar voice asked from behind them. Tambry popped up over the back of their seat, her eyes fixed on her phone. “Count me in.”
“Me, too!” Wendy announced, sliding into the booth across from them. “We should get Stan some better clothes, too. He’s been wearing the same pair of jeans for weeks.”
“I wash them!” he protested indignantly.
“You’re gonna wear them out like that.” the redhead pointed out easily. “Also, you smell like an old man. Switch your cologne.”
“I don’t wear cologne to work. That’s just aftershave.” He rubbed his chin with a grimace, resenting the fact that his facial hair had been so patchy as a teenager. It looked weird if he didn’t shave every morning. Back when he was old, his five-o’clock shadow had been fine enough for tours ― now he just looked stupid.
“We should get him a jacket that fits!” Mabel suggested, bouncing in her seat with her thoughts a million miles away. Probably lost in some mental mall. “And a comb!”
“I wouldn’t mind getting some gel,” Stan admitted, running a hand over his unruly curls. “S’how I used to wear it.”
Wendy tilted her head, considering his face. “I can see it. Like those guys in Grease.”
Stan snapped his fingers and pointed at her with a grin. “Exactly!”
“Let’s go to the mall!” Mabel shrieked, overcome with excitement. She shook Stan’s arm, moving her body more than his bicep and looking like she was being electrocuted as a result. Or like a fish flopping on the floor of his boat. “Mall Day! Mall Day!”
“I’m not getting out of this, am I?” Stan groaned.
“Nope!” Mabel and Wendy wore identical expressions, like lionesses about to pounce on some poor, old zebra. Tambry offered a thumbs up from the other side of the booth wall. ____________________________________________________________
“This was a terrible idea.”
Now, Stan was no stranger to shopping with a teenage girl. He’d dated Carla McCorkle for a while before she was stolen away by that mind-controlling musician. He was quite familiar with wandering from store-to-store while a girl ooh-ed and ahh-ed over things without making a single purchase.
He hated customers who did that and he hated being part of a group that did that.
“Grunkle Stan, this is an essential part of shopping!” Mabel punctuated her statement with a pointed slurp of her iced coffee. De-caf, of course. She was already energetic enough.
He responded with a pointed sip of his own, secretly conceding that iced coffee was good. Especially all dolled up with fancy syrups and whipped cream.
Way too expensive, though.
“C’mon, man.” Wendy rolled her eyes fondly and threw the jacket she and Tambry had been fawning over at his face. “Chill out and leave everything to us. All you gotta do is put on what we tell you and say if you like it or not.”
“I was promised hair gel.” Stan muttered petulantly. He felt the soft lining of the jacket, an old-styled bomber like the one Ford had worn as a kid, and noted that it was soft. “Can’t I just pick some jeans and go?”
“Grunkle Stan, you need to learn about style!” Mabel exclaimed, stars in her eyes. “Now that you’re not a gross old man, this is the perfect opportunity to work on my ‘Convince Dipper To Wear More Than One Outfit’ powerpoint!”
Stan stared at her blankly. “What’s that got to do with dressin’ me up?”
“Because!” Mabel exclaimed exasperatedly. “You guys look a lot alike now! Once he sees how good you look, he’ll be inspired to do the same!”
“She has a point.” Wendy shrugged. “You’ve had more women hitting on you these past few weeks than you’ve had my entire life.”
“You’re totally hot.” Tambry confirmed flatly, briefly moving her phone away from her face to show them some kind of website. There were a lot of pictures of him and it made his skin crawl. So did the comments, most filled with the little picture things from Mabel’s ‘motivational sticker pack’.
“Ugh!” Stan shuddered at the girl’s comment and threw his hands up defensively. “I― I don’t even know what to do with all that. It’s… It’s weird.”
His eyes darted around in search of an escape route and he bolted out the door with the jacket in tow. He liked it, but he’d never admit it. Or pay for it.
Stan yanked the tags off, casually dropping them in a nearby trashcan before shrugging the jacket on. Ooooh, it had nice big pockets. Perfect for shoplifting!
“Well, if it isn’t Stanley Pines.”
Stan stiffened at the voice behind him, mind racing as he tried to place it.
Don’t panic, you’ve been introducing yourself as Stanley the Second for weeks! This is just the con beginning to pay off…
He turned, a conman’s smile curling his lip, before a shocked scream left him.
“My eyes! My poor eyes!”
It was improbable. It was impossible! It had been forty years!
But against all the odds, there was a familiar face from Glass Shard Beach in Gravity Falls.
Old Man Nicky stared at him, his expression as sour and unimpressed as ever, another generation’s worth of wrinkles making him look like a particularly grumpy bulldog. He was still wearing the same old red sweater over a gray tracksuit, thin wisps of white hair peeking out from beneath a black beanie.
It really was his old boxing coach. Really old boxing coach.
“Shouldn’t you be dead?” Stan asked before he could stop himself. A cane shot out and clocked him in the shin, making him yelp and topple over. Ugh, just like the old days.
“Shouldn’t you? Your ma told me you crashed your car into a ditch and burnt up. Guess you just got mixed up in some freaky magic shit out here. Probably somethin’ ta do with that brother of yours.”
Stan winced at the relatively spot-on observation, rubbing his leg as he looked up at Nicky. The man had shrunk over the years, but he never lost the ability to make Stan feel like some scrawny little kid.
“What’re you doin’ in Gravity Falls of all places?” he asked, not bothering with how the man knew about magic. You couldn’t live here without tripping over a gnome every other Tuesday.
“Got myself a grandson who married a selkie. Their kids like the cold and I’m mostly retired. Thought I’d spend the rest of my twilight years with them.” Nicky shrugged before piercing Stan with a stern look. “Thought about lookin’ ya up, but you were too busy runnin’ around and pretendin’ t’ be Stanford. You’re a bum, Stannie. Your impersonations suck.”
Stan straightened up with a frown, properly offended now.
“I’ll have you know,” he sniffed, tucking his hands behind his back and looking down his nose at the old man. His gruff voice smoothed into something more sophisticated and refined, the Jersey accent melting away like butter beneath a summer sun. “That I still do a fantastic impersonation of my brother… Hypothesis! Quantum physics! Exponential!”
Nicky chuckled at him, wrinkled face sagging as it softened fondly.
“That’s our Stanford.” he sighed, turning away. “Now, c’mon back to the gym and fill me in on what happened. Y’not doin’ this without good reason. Yous two hated being mixed up.”
Stan hesitated, looking over his shoulder for the girls. They were a few stores back and a few bags heavier, their eyes scanning the mall in search of him.
“I’ll have to raincheck ya on that, old man.” he hurried to say, voice returning to normal and pitched low. Secretive. “I got a couple of add-ons who aren’t exactly in on it. They can’t know.”
Nicky frowned at him, tilting his head so he could squint at the girls as they approached. Mabel had spotted them, her face lighting up as she rushed forward with a grin.
“Well,” Nicky chuckled as she caught up to them. “This one looks just like you. Braces ‘n all. She box any?”
“Grunkle Stan’s gonna teach me and my brother!” Mabel proclaimed proudly before blinking in confusion at the old man. She shrugged and offered Nicky her hand. “Hi, I’m Mabel! Are you one of my uncle’s old man friends?”
“More like his uncle.” Nicky clasped her hand gently. “You can call me Papa Nick.”
“Okay!” Mabel agreed before Stan could protest.
“Oh, c’mon old man!” he huffed. “You never let me call you Uncle Nick!”
The old man smacked him with the cane again. “That’s cause you’re a bum, Stannie. ‘Sides ― Filbrick woulda had kittens if he caught you boys goin’ soft on me.”
“Wait, you knew Grunkle Stan as a kid?!” Mabel gushed, her hands squishing her cheeks. “Oh Em Gee ― you’re like, super old! Do you have pictures of baby Stan?!”
“Course I do!” Nicky snorted. “And all’a his old trophies. Tell ya what ― yous guys come for dinner and I’ll dig ‘em out.”
“Nicky!” Stan hissed, panic seizing his chest.
The old man bopped him with the cane once more, gently this time.
“Don’t get your panties in a bunch, kid.” Nicky gave him a pointed look. “I’ll keep all your embarrassing secrets in storage. For now.”
Stan held his gaze a moment longer, praying that the old man would keep his word, before nodding stiffly.
“Fine. Where’re ya stayin’ these days?”
Nicky smirked, smug with victory, and shoved a business card into Stan’s hand.
“Six o’clock. Come to the back door and don’t be late or you’re washin’ towels.”
“I don’t work for you anymore, old man!” Stan shouted after him as he and Mabel rejoined the rest of the girls. “I ain’t washin’ nothin’!”
Nicky just laughed at him and continued on his way. ___________________________________________________________
“What happened to you, kid?” Stan asked in bewilderment as Dipper trudged into the house, twigs and leaves sticking out of his hair.
The boy sighed and flopped down on the floor by Stan’s armchair.
“I don’t wanna talk about it.” the boy mumbled into the carpet.
“Good.” Stan said awkwardly, trying to think of a subject change to get out of another ‘feelings’ talk.
“It’s just these half-man, half-bull humanoids were hanging out with me…” Dipper blurted out suddenly, shooting up with an annoyed expression.
“Here we go.” Stan rolled his eyes. He frowned as the boy’s words reached his brain. “Wait, you talkin’ about those dumb Manotaurs? Those guys are jerks!”
“I know, right?!” Dipper threw his hands up, relieved to have another person on his side. “They wanted me to do this really tough, horrible thing ― but it just wasn’t right. So, I said no.”
The boy deflated, looking as lost as Stan felt after spending too long reading his brother’s journals.
Stan reached down, easily knocking Dipper’s hat off, and ruffled the boy’s tangled curls.
“You were your own man and you stood up for yourself.” he said firmly. Dipper looked up at him in surprise. Stan grinned at him. “You did what was right even though no one agreed with you. Sounds pretty manly to me, but whadda I know?”
Dipper smiled at him, regaining some of the life that he’d lost during his all-day workout. His brows raised as he took in Stan’s new jeans and T-shirt, the outfit capped off by his new bomber jacket.
“Hey, you look good. I like your jacket. And you finally got hair gel?”
“Thanks.” Stan thumbed the collar of his jacket, remembering the one Ford had worn when they were kids. Which, now that he was thinking about it…
“How’s about you go get ready?” Stan nudged the boy with his foot, toes digging into Dipper’s ribs and making him giggle. “We’re headin’ to a friend of mine’s for dinner and you stink.”
Dipper’s face fell. “Do we really have time for me to shower? I― I mean, is it really necessary?”
“Yep.” Stan said firmly, nudging the boy again. “Go ― use soap this time.”
The boy groaned dramatically, but headed upstairs anyway.
He could hear Mabel in the attic, singing along to some pop song at the top of her lungs. Once he heard the shower cut on, Stan bolted for the vending machine.
It was risky as hell, but he’d done worse lately.
All of Ford’s old things that might have given away his identity were stored in the basement. Six-fingered gloves, old home movies and pictures ― they all lived in boxes in the observation room. Along with a trunk of keepsakes that Ma had sent after Pa died and the pawnshop closed. She’d moved in with Shermie those last few years before her death and wanted ‘Stanford’ to have all of the twins’ old things. Probably in hopes he’d use them with a son of his own one day.
And in the trunk, there was a little old jacket with patched elbows that had seen the boys through many an adventure.
Ford’s bomber jacket.
Stan lifted it out of the trunk reverently, like one would a precious artifact. It was soft beneath his fingers, the fabric worn and the fur lining a bit matted. The elbow patches were fraying and it smelled of mothballs and old books.
He buried his face in the lining with a sniffle, wondering why he and Ford had ever drifted apart in the first place.
Stan knew he was a screw-up, but he still had no idea what he’d done to make Ford want to move across the country to get away from him.
“When did you stop liking me, Poindexter?” he sighed, tucking the jacket beneath his arm. He checked the security cameras before heading back upstairs. He’d had plenty of time to get the jacket and hide it in his room before Dipper and Mabel were ready for dinner.
No worries.
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“Uh, did you just see that, dude?” Soos whispered to Wendy, his eyes wide with shock.
“Secret door to a secret basement in the Mystery Shack?” Wendy confirmed, her normally cool facade beginning to crack. “Yes. Yes, I did.”
“Good to know.”
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And Fate was on His Side
Chapter 3
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tw: mentions of terrorists, tiny bits of angst, and some medical inaccuracies
an: I'm so sorry this is late, winter is really kicking my butt lol. But anyway, I wanted to get this out to you as soon as I could so it may not be edited well. But I did go thru and reread it and let Grammarly have a go at it lol. But if you guys see any mistakes please let me know
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Sighing, he listened to Kate droning on about what had happened at the mall that night. Price watches her impatiently, he wants this over with to figure out where the woman he loves and their children are. He knows that they are at a hospital but not which one. Simon looks over at his Capitan a little worried as the tapping from his leg becomes louder. He glanced up at the woman in front of the room. She glanced between him and the man who wasn't paying attention and she nodded. Closing her laptop, the woman clears her throat. " Okay, we will finish this later. Get some rest, don't be late."
Most of the people in the meeting room leave, but the team of four stays, and Kate stays. The three men look towards their captain as Kate reopens her laptop. " I can try to find what hospital she'll be at. Then we can head that way." Price looks at her, his eyes shining a little as he nods before whispering a small thanks.
The boy's leg was bouncing just like his father's as he and his sister sat in the waiting room. Mia was holding onto his arm and sniffling a little. They were told to wait there as they took their mother back. Apparently, they had to take her back into surgery. Danny didn't know how long they would have to stay there, so he called his grandma. Now they were just waiting on her and an update on their mother.
When he heard Mia clear her throat a little, he looked down at her. She was just watching the doors as she whispered. " Did you hear what mom said to that man? She said their yours… was she talking about us?" Daniel furrows his brow a little as he sighs and looks away. " I don't know, with how close they were being probably. But, I don't want to assume. Especially if we've never seen him before. " Mia nodded a little before she was whispering again." But did you see how close they were acting tho? They know each other. You even look like him a little Danny. What if he is our dad? " Danny's jaw tenses a little. "Then I'll give him a piece of my mind. I know what Mom told us when she finally caved in. But still couldn't he have gotten her number or something. " Danny looks away as Mia smiles a little.
The teenage girl shakes her head before she lets it rest on her brother's shoulder. She had started dozing off a little but jumped some as her brother sat forward. She sits up some and looks over at him confused. He was glaring towards the door a little, she slowly turned towards the door and gasped a little. It was the group of men who saved them, and a woman she didn't recognize. The one leading the group was the one who acted very close to their mom. The twins watched him a little warily.
But their attention is taken by someone hurrying past the group. They both started to smile as they realized it was their grandma. She walks over to them and takes both of them into her arms. She didn't care if she got the blood from their hands on her.
" Oh you two I'm sorry I wasn't faster. Has there been any news on your mom?" Her voice was a little shakey as she looked over her grandchildren. She had to stay strong for them, even tho it was her daughter back in surgery. Danny quickly got up so the woman could sit between the kids.
They all just sat there quietly for a second as Mia almost immediately attached herself to her grandmother. The group who had walked in before the older woman looked at the trio. Price takes in a deep breath, looking behind him. " Go find somewhere else to sit. Don't wanna overwhelm them." The four nodded and headed to the other side of the lobby as the man slowly made his way to his children and their grandma.
Daniel watches the man a little skeptically as his sister lifts her head. Mary watched her grandchildren a little confused before she too looked over at Price. The man looked a little nervous as he hesitantly stood in front of them. He smiles at them as Mary raises her eyebrows already clocking the similarities between the man and her grandson.
Price opens his mouth to say something, but a nurse comes from behind the double doors. The twins jump to their feet looking at him. The man who worked on their mother walked over to them. " Good news, your mother is okay. We have her back in a room right now. She's still sleeping off the anesthesia though." All four of the people around the doctor let out a sigh of relief. The doctor gives them an even bigger smile.
" We successfully pulled the bullet out, tho it did hit some important parts of her shoulder. It was fractured a little from the force of the bullet. But it also hit her brachial plexus and the subclavian artery. Even though she lost a lot of blood we were able to repair them both before anything worse could happen." The twins looked at each other and Mia was tearing up some as Mary stood up. " So what does this mean?" The doctor nodded as he looked at each person. " She'll have some recovery time, and she will be using a sling. Thought her brachial plexus may recover faster than the fracture. She'll have to put off physical therapy until she's cleared to use her shoulder."
They all nodded a little as Price cleared his throat. " Are her kids allowed to go back and see her?" The doctor nods a little eagerly as he glances down at the teenagers. " yeah they can go ahead and come on back. There's a limit of 3 visitors for now until she wakes up." The twins immediately looked towards their grandmother before she nodded at them. " Go ahead and go on back. I'll meet you two back there." The twins nodded and before the doctor left he had let the woman know that her daughter was in room 210.
Once the twins are out of sight the older woman turns towards Price and points her finger against his chest. " What are you doing here? Does my daughter know you here?" The woman started glaring at him and Price's eyes widened as he gulped some. He wasn't expecting the older woman to act like this. He lets out a small sigh. " She told me that those two are mine. So I'm here for them, and I'm here for the woman I'll be marrying in the future."
Mary's eyes widened a little, she was quiet for a few seconds before she was laughing. " Oh boy, you think she's gonna marry you after you left her alone that morning? I mean I hope my daughter holds a grudge against you for that." She gives him a small smile before she hits his shoulder at his suddenly downcast look. " Don't worry, she doesn't hate you over that. She's secretly been hoping you pop up somewhere. Sadly, a terrorist attack had to be the reason you two reunited."
Price looked at her a little surprised before he nodded a little. " I knew she was American but I was secretly hoping she stayed across the pond. Was a little selfish of me, but I didn't get the chance to get her number."
Mary nodded softly as she looked to the side. " After she had the twins, she wanted to come back over. She thought if she came back she could just run into you again at that pub."
John laughs a little before he nods. " If she had come over when I was on leave, we may have run into each other. But that's in the past. I'm just glad I found 'em" Mary started smiling a little more.
She squeezes his arm before taking a step toward the direction the twins had gone " Well don't worry, I'm sure she'll want to talk to you about everything. Hopefully, you get to stay in town for a little while." John just nodded as he watched her. The woman gave him one more smile before waking off.
When the woman was out of sight John sighed and frowned a little. He scratched at his head worried, he didn't know how long they were staying. The man then turned around and walked back to the little group that had come with them.
Sadly when he got over there the atmosphere was tense. The boys had varying worried, or angry looks on their faces. Kate slowly stood up as he stood in front of them. She licks her lips slowly before clearing her throat.
"We've got bad, news John.." He looks at all four of them. Gaz looked away awkwardly, as Johnny looked downright mad. But Ghost was just silent, a faraway look in his eyes.
Kate takes a step towards John as he clenches his hands. " Well outright with it then! What is it?" Kate sighs as suddenly Ghost says " They were after them… The group was after your kids and their mum"
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I recently finished all four books in Thomas Harris' Hannibal series and boy do I have some thoughts about the perception of Hannibal Lecter.
All four books everyone tried to convince you that he is evil and scary but in all honesty, I don't think he is (evil, that is, I'm sure he's plenty scary when he wants to be). Every psychiatrist is like 'oooooh he's a sociopath/psychopath' but actually no, he isn't, he shows a great deal of empathy - it's just highly selective. Are we not all guilty of some modicum of selective empathy? I know personally I'm going to feel a lot less empathy for a predator than I do for a victim, you know?
And that's the thing about Hannibal - the large majority of his victims were not victims in life, they were only victims in the context of Hannibal. Even as young as twelve years old, he was strange and violent, yes, but he was only violent to those that picked on people smaller and weaker than them. And if you look through his list of victims there's only a handful that make you question his morals, in my opinion (outside of the obvious moral quandary of murder).
But honestly, the biggest thing for me? Aside from how crazy intelligent and insightful he was, I was struck by how funny he was; that man was a silly goose the entire time and no one ever appreciated that. I can't imagine what it would be like to be the funniest man alive and no one ever acknowledged that. He finds so much joy in the tiny things - to the point where he can live entirely in his mind palace for long stretches because he's filled it with beauty and fascination - that he can find the humor and beauty in just about any situation, no matter how dark. He is able to enjoy his own company happily because he has created a rich tapestry of interests and appreciation for life.
He shows over and over again that he is, overall, very thoughtful and respectful - especially to women. In fact, in the books anyway, he is not attributed to killing any women. Not that the law knows about, not that we've seen from Hannibal's own POV (but the nurse! you say. I mean she didn't die lol but mostly it was just a matter of coincidence - it just happened to be her, he'd have done that to anyone as a matter of self preservation, even Barney if he let his guard down). The women that knew him socially from before his arrest all said he was courteous and incredibly complimentary, and not in a creepy way, in a very genuine way that showed appreciation. He remembered birthday's. He personalized gifts to each person's interests. In the books, he frees trapped animals even if it's inconvenient to his plans. He's kind to children even though most people would never expect him to be.
There's a couple of neat passages in Hannibal where Barney talks about Hannibal's character and motivations but this is already getting long so I'll make that another post for another day. The big take away from those passages, is that Barney is the person who spent the most time with Hannibal for almost ten years, and Hannibal spoke to him more candidly than he did anyone else (there were points where Hannibal didn't speak at all, in SOTL Chilton makes a comment about how long it's been since he's heard Hannibal's voice. In Hannibal, Barney tells Clarice sometimes he wouldn't speak for months at a time). But essentially, it is clear to Barney that Hannibal is capable of empathy, respect, and admiration. He is capable of feeling warmth and affection. The one quote from Barney that I will drop here is: "One quality in a person doesn't rule out any other. They can exist side by side, good and terrible."
Is he a good person? No. But I don't know that you can say he's an evil one either. He isn't the big bad wolf. He isn't the devil the entire series tries to make you believe. He's a man - more complex than most - but just a man nonetheless.
#and also my wife and I love him so much lmfao#literally my fav character ever written#but also to be so fair abt my analysis of this I personally do not think 'evil' is typically a concept that can be applied to people so...#hannibal#thomas harris#hannibal books#hannibal series#hannibal lecter#hannibal rising#red dragon#silence of the lambs#media analysis#my post#hannibal tetralogy
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So much of what's said by TRFs, transfem or transmasc, come right out of a TERF caricature because trans radical feminism is built brick by brick by people who have let their insecurities fester until it's completely poisoned them, just the way cis radfems have.
In the case of transfem TRFs, they want so badly to be recognized as women the way AFAB people are (against their will in the case of trans people AFAB) that they have permanent Grass Is Always Greener vision and are filled to the brim with bubbling resentment over something they can only conceive of as a privilege. The idea that womanhood could be just as bad for trans people AFAB as manhood is completely outside their comprehension. They'll complain about trans men fetishizing autoandrophilia because they're uneducated enough to never have heard it before and then get off to forcefem like that isn't just a trauma for trans men that they wish happened to them instead so badly that - speaking as a lifelong fan of forcefem myself for whom this is also exactly the case, and keep in mind I'm saying the transness came before the kink - they literally masturbate to it.
In the case of transmasc TRFs, they are unimaginably desperate to assert themselves as powerful men who don't have to put up with misogyny anymore. These are trans man who insist that manhood is centered around hatred of womanhood and cannot exist in any other context, and he/him pronouns by all by themselves confer social privilege. Like, I'm not trying to imply they transitioned for one reason or another at all, they would be trans men anyway, but in the course of being trans men for unrelated reasons they are so clearly still dealing with major issues tied to their previous categorization as women and are just as terrified of being put back into that box as trans women who will scream and cry if you acknowledge transphobes don't agree that we're women.
girl help I keep seeing posts by transradfems claiming transphobes don't ever see us as men but actually some kind of specially deviant woman it's okay for everyone to oppress and that's why trans women are the most victimized ever 😭
what do they think transphobes mean when they call us "men in skirts" and scaremonger about "biological males in women's sports/bathrooms/whatever"?
Do they think transphobes do it just to hurt our feelings (because men are the root of all evil, so being compared to one naturally should hurt, when you're actually a woman)? And not because they (also) think we're men grossly stepping outside our societally-assigned-and-reinforced gender/sex and want to remind us of that?
We're treated as whatever gender/sex lets them get away with being bigoted against us, whether it's misgendering or degendering or hypergendering, it's not that hard 😭 that's literally what transphobia is. Stop drinking the radfem Kool aid, I beg.
People are weirdly desperate to pretend that a cishet men wouldn't kill them when he finds out they're trans because he's revolted but because he wanted to murder women and needed an excuse. It's like, the fact that the homicidal trans panic man is disgusted by trans women hurts their feelings and makes them feel like invalid wymyn.
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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btw i will forever recommend just. refusing to engage in discourse. its free its easy and you literally arent missing anything LMAO - 99% of discourse on here is just on the most pointless petty shit that literally doesnt mean a single thing to anyone in real life (i am looking directly at you "pRo/AnTi" shippers), and the other 1% is genuinely important shit... that isnt going to be solved in any productive way by insulting '''the other side''' online. arguing with strangers online never changes anyones mind all youre doing is making yourself *and* your cause look annoying as hell :thumbsup: maybe chill out. find a hobby.
#dont even get me started on how apparently this entire fucking site has never heard of nuance in its life#im ngl dude i think if youre boiling down a complicated topic to 'well this is the good side (my side) and then the BAD EVIL SIDE'#and putting anyone who even slightly falls out of line with your beliefs on the evil side#like. thats not gonna be productive in the slightest right. you understand that right#if you wanna have meaningful nuanced discussions with people you actually know about serious topics then go for it!#just dont drag random strangers into it#if i have to see one more post with dumb bullshit acronyms that everyones expected to know that insults anyone who doesnt blindly agree wit#them i stg#'if you dont agree with this then clearly youre a [evil side] who hates [group] and does [bad thing]. theres no other logical explanation#for you possibly not agreeing with me'#and theyre talking about the most obscure insane discourse youve literally never heard of before thatll be flooding your dash for the next#month#had to unfollow a really good artist because they just kep reblogging the most aggressive 'every [evil side] sucks and hates [good side] an#doesnt care about them and wants to oppress them'#(said '[evil side]' wasnt even a moral stance it was literally just something you were born as. like. you get how thats fucked up right)#which uh. sucked! especially since i was part of that [evil side]#anyway midnight rant over tldr uhhh discourse stupid go get hobbies#and if i ever mention what discourse topic inspired this post ill probably get torn apart LMAOO#(hint: its one of the stupid pointless ones)#me.txt
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“i think you’d look wonderful in a hat,” wendy rebuffed playfully, tilting her head as she tried to imagine the potential of this opportunity. "how do you feel about green hats with feathers?" something so whimiscal sounded oddly fitting for him...
“and it is about me, peter!” she tried to soothe his concerns, “it’s my birthday so i can spend it however i want. And that means spending it with whomever i want-” she gestured to him, “-because sharing is indeed caring. Have you heard the saying ‘sadness shared is sadness halved, while happiness shared is happiness multiplied?’” it was a saying she read in a book once and there was something about the saying that spoke deeply to her. She’d always been someone to care for others, and the idea that sharing that care with others could also make them happier and make everyone feel better. It was something she wanted. "i want to celebrate my birthday with people i care about- like you- and sharing makes me happy. besides the point of having food is sharing it anyways. i can't eat an entire cake by myself."
her face flushed with embarrassment recalling the memory, "not my best moment, but definitely a defining one." she'd been overexcited and never gone bowling before. timing was always something she'd fallen short of in the grand scheme of things. michael and john's laughter still rang true in her head, and she could see her parents gobsmacked faces behind her eyelids. she laughed, her face red and burning. "you say that now, until you see a 10 pound ball suddenly hurling at you."
she found a table for the two of them to have lunch at and began to assorting their meal with care. the thought of trying again and not being judged was rather appealing and she never found herself worrying about that when peter was around. "oh i don't know. you're talented at everything, i think you'd pick up on it real quick." despite things, the thought of doing something was exciting and one could see bits and pieces of whatever tension she was carrying ebbing away.
" you know how stubborn I can be. " especially when it comes to you, he added mentally. peter was never one to back down from his perspectives easily, willful to the point of a fault sometimes, but it was to an entirely different level when it came to conversations about wendy. he was protective, feeling the need to fight for her in a way that he knew she wouldn't do for herself. " oh, of course. silly hats, balloons, slightly tacky banners that say happy birthday, streamers — these are all necessities. " he conceeded, tone only half-playful. because truthfully, despite the teasing tone to his words, he'd get all of that and more for her if it was what she wanted. " though I am a little suspicious that you've only decided to have hats to make me wear them. " he added, a smile on his lips that began to falter the second that he noticed the suspiciously innocent expression she cast his way. " oh, no. " realizing the implication behind her words, he groaned softly. " this was supposed to be about celebrating you. " he reminded her, though his tone lacked any real reprimand.
intuitively, he reached out to help her carry their food once she'd picked it up from the truck window. however, he'd barely had time to raise his hand before she'd turned away from him pointedly, and he couldn't help the almost endeared sigh that left his lips as he watched her begin to walk away. after a day full of people coming up to him with seemingly nonstop demands and expectations, he could admit ( internally, at least ) that it was a welcome change to have someone who worried about him. shaking himself from his thoughts, he followed after her, walking with her toward one of the empty tables that surrounded the food truck.
he couldn't hide his surprise at the image of wendy nearly throwing a bowling ball through the ceiling, his eyebrows raising and his eyes widening just slightly as a soft and startled laugh slid from between his lips. " I'm sorry, you what? " he'd never been great at bowling himself, having only been a handful of times when he'd been younger, but the ball had remained in the lane for all of the attempts that he could remember. " oh, well that's that decision made then. " he decided easily, voice light and playful. " because you can't tell me a story like that and then expect me to not want to take you bowling afterward. " the chance to see wendy actually relax enough to do something like that? he wouldn't pass it up for the world. " besides, I haven't been since I was probably eight. so, don't worry, I think you still stand a chance of beating me. "
#✮⋆˙ thread ; peter#✮⋆˙ thr ; guess the game#i hope they both get zero points and laugh about it#and i hope the green hat makes its appearance lol
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TG: do you think former president ronald reagan smacks rats
EB: sssmacks…rats?
TG: yah do you reckon he smacks rats
EB: oh yeah he TOTALLY smacks rodents—what in GOD’S NAME are we talking about
#submission#homestuck#incorrect homestuck quotes#dave strider#john egbert#mod terezi#i'm with john here but i totally agree that reagan smacks rats#but only if that is meant as an insult#anyways i'm bopping to rush rn i kinda wish music on the radio wasn't so regimented#sometimes i wanna go from ajr's karma to rush's freewill to heart's barracuda and back to lil nas x's old town road#the media could stand to be a little more eclectic and delineated is all i'm saying#it's not gonna kill anyone if we have some fucking variety that makes no sense to the advertisers#but exposes people to enriching experiences that they may not have experienced otherwise#like a while ago i was talking with mod kanaya and they've never heard of blue oyster cult before#and i was like wtf you need to listen to it#if only the once for no other reason than just for something you've never heard before#maybe i should start a vinyl collection and do amateur djing out of my room#anyways if you're following us and are under the age of twenty go listen to blue oyster cult right fucking meow#this is my one command to you
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Does anybody have pages 5-8 or 19-21 of pancaketiffy's Nautical Disaster anywhere? And does anyone know if the comic was ever continued past page 23? I wanna see if I can archive it somehow.
UPDATE: Did some more digging and found pages 19-21 (though two pages are labeled as page 21, which seems like an accident but they are two different pages, I'll have them listed in order,) as well as a 24th page. My guess is that that was the last page that was publicly released, but again, if anyone knows about pages past this point let me know.
So now all I need to find are pages 5-8, and any possible pages after 24.
UPDATE 2: Found page 7, so that leaves pages 5 and 8.
Pages I currently have:
Page 1 -- Page 2 -- Page 3 -- Page 4 -- Page 7 -- Page 9 -- Page 10 -- Page 11 -- Page 12 -- Page 13 -- Page 14 -- Page 15 -- Page 16 -- Page 17 -- Page 18 -- Page 19 -- Page 20 -- Page 21 -- Page 21 (b) -- Page 22 -- Page 23 -- Page 24
Concept Art -- Sketches -- Cover Sketch -- Cover WIP
#spongebob squarepants#pancaketiffy#nautical disaster#pancaketiffy's nautical disaster#my post#Something recently reminded me of her spongebob comics#so I found a few of them and have been reading#it's nostagic and the work that went into these comics is admirable to say the least#Squidward's Birthday Gift is easy to find#Somebody uploaded Vacation to the Internet Archive#I actually found Tiki Ceremony on a site that... i think is meant for p/rn art 😅 and it's a site I've never heard of before#but the site seems active and safe and has no ads (with ublock on at least. i never turned off ublock to check lol but whatever)#anyway. the site also has Squidward's Birthday Gift and Vaction archived as well in both spanish and english#also it includes almost all of the n/s/f/w parts of Vacation (some censored some not) which was new to me lol#but as an adult i can appreciate the fact that those parts have been archived (as the internet archive version is without those pages since#-at some point tiffy had removed them herself) and I can read almost the entire thing now#Seriously thank god someone on that site was able to not only get the spanish-translated pages but to also translate them back into english#But anyway#There's also some miscellaneous stuff in a Onedrive folder somewhere (which I plan to read later)#but I've noticed that I can't find a chunk of pages from Nautical Disaster#which is a shame bc the pages I have found are really cool#and I'd like to at least know how far this comic had gotten before tiffy stopped working on it#and try to archive it somewhere so other people can easily read it too#I wanna try to do this with Tiki Ceremony as well (as in try to find all the original english pages and archive them for easy access)#but that's a much much longer comic and has been archived (in albeit low-ish quality and spanish) elsewhere#sorry for the ramble but this has been on my mind lately haha
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relatedly today the british coworker i have an only maybe disproportionate grudge against learned which six flags are the six flags and as the rest of my labmates groaned in horror he was like "well... it's part of the history though" and like. listen. i know you haven't lived in the US before. but when the room universally reacts in horror at something they think is racist possibly you should ask any questions you may have about it in "question" rather than "immediate defense of the confederate flag" format
#other grudges i have against this guy is that he is one of the people who was#PRETTY CONDESCENDING about questioning the basic premise of my project during his interview. on a topic he'd never heard of before#because in fact he was failing to conceptualize one of the basic mechanisms by which cell biology operates#then we hired him anyway. which i slightly resent.#and now he's spent the last several months proposing experiments that overlap immensely with another grad student's project#using the extremely difficult method she spent like two years painstakingly developing#without actually talking to her‚ telling her he was doing this‚ paying attention to what she says should and shouldn't work‚#or asking permission to use her unpublished results for his own stuff.#also he and his friend tried to go to the nyc tr/mp rally 'as a bit' to 'experience something very american'#and failed to get in due to overbooking but after he came back explained that actually no one in the line was racist to him! ppl were polit#and there were jews there! and other asians!#and i had to be like. yes. it's actually occurred to the right that token minorities and not reflexively beating the shit out of people the#think are acting as useful stooges is a good move. you're not blowing my mind by revealing my biases are unfounded right now#you just sound like an idiot.
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