#and the bpd is bpding
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white knuckling this bipolar episode trying to stay so cool and nice

#waow ^.^ *gunfire*#lamictal is amazing beautiful magic but she can only do so much yk#the bipolar is bipolaring#and the bpd is bpding#and i am honestly not even being sarcastic when i say im handling this super well#irs just explosions and fire and evil inside my brain constantly but outwardly im like 🙃#pacing around my room saying thog dont caare thog dont caare thog dont caare#im honestly freaking tf out constantly im just being rly good abt dissociating super hard thru it lol#jk im NORMAL#and react normally to normal things like a normal guy!#bc im not crazy!!!!!#ah.#oughh..#pain and suffering for 100000 years#cutievents#blood tw
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so i started to think about some stuff. never doing that again.
#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#depressing shit#relatable#tasiblog#tw depressing thoughts#bpd#bpd safe#bpd stuff#borderline thoughts#bpd is a bitch#borderline personality disorder#actually borderline#borderline things#bpd blog#bpd problems#bpd life#bpd irl#bpd is bpding#bpd issues#bpd relatable#bpd struggles#bpd shit#bpd mood#bpd moment#bpd be like#bpd tumblr#bpd tag#bpd things
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Oh so you want me to kill myself?
#⊹ — journal entry ₊⁺⋆ ❦#actually bpd#bpd#bpd is a bitch#bpd is bpding#bpd partner#bpd posting#bpd problems#bpd things#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd shit#bpd splitting#bpd safe#bpd struggles#bpd stuff#bpd tag#bpd triggers#bpd traits#fp bpd#bpd fp vent#bpd fp#bpd favorite person#bpd feels#bpd diary#bpd blog#bpd brain#bpd episode#bpd emotions#bpd abandonment
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having bpd fucking sucks because I'm constantly switching between "I'm the scum of the fucking earth and should be killed on site" to "if I'm not getting constant praise and attention like i deserve then i don't deserve to be a human"
#bpd posting#bpd princess#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd hours#bpd attachment#bpd blog#bpd brain#bpd baddie#bpd culture is#bpd core#bpd community#bpd coded#bpd coping#bpd diary#bpd emotions#bpd feels#bpd friends#bpd help#bpd is a bitch#bpd issues#bpd is bpding#bpd jealousy#bpd life#bpd mood#bpd meltdown#bpd moment#bpd
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#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually borderline#actually bpd#borderline personality disorder#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#bpd#bpd awareness#bpd abandonment#bpd blog#bpd brain#bpd be like#bpd girl#bpd emotions#bpd is a bitch#bpd is bpding#bpd issues#bpd life#bpd moment#bpd meltdown#bpd relatable#bpd shit#bpd struggles#bpd tag#bpd things#bpd triggers
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I’m not sure what’s killing me faster- the chaos in my head or the silence in my heart
#mental illness#actually borderline#actually bipolar#mental health#actually ocd#trauma#magical thinking ocd#actually anxiety#actually bpd#agoraphobia#actually chronically ill#actually cluster b#actually cptsd#bpd mood#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd#bpd is bpding#bpd is a bitch#welcome to my brain#dark quotes
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Shout out to all my bpd baddies who are literally just trying to make it through the next hour, day, week. I'm proud of you for being here even if all you want is to not be. I feel you and I know you can do this🖤
#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#actually bipolar#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd shit#bpd motivation#bpd help#bpd healing#bpd girl#bpd girlies#bpd life#bpd is a bitch#bpd is bpding#bpd issues
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“bpd is not an excuse”
die
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Eventually, you just realize how alone you are in this world.
#borderline personality disorder#bpd#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#spilled ink#3am thoughts#adhd problems#adhd brain#adhd things#bpd problems#bpd triggers#bpd traits#bpd is bpding#bpd issues#bpd rage#bpd rant#adhd tag#actually adhd#adhd#spilled thoughts#adhd thoughts#random thoughts#thoughts#3am things#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#depressing shit
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"you're so sensitive"
like no shit, i have the mental illness that is compared to having 3rd degree burns.
#bpd awareness#bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd quotes#bpd writing#bpd emotions#bpd relatable#bpd triggers#bpd yandere#bpd is bpding#bpd is a bitch
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bpd is getting praised by everyone except your fp for smth youve done and suddenly it’s worth nothing anymore
#actually bpd#bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd shit#tw bpd#bpd fp#actually borderline#bpd mood#fp bpd#bpd favorite person#bpd is bpding#borderline culture is
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kinda tired fighting for a life i don’t even want
#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#depressing shit#relatable#tw depressing thoughts#tasiblog#bpd#bpd safe#bpd stuff#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#bpd is a bitch#borderline culture is#actually borderline#borderline things#borderline problems#borderline personality disorder#bpd brain#bpd blog#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd life#bpd things#bpd is bpding#bpd irl#bpd issues#bpd tag#bpd tumblr#bpd triggers
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“I love you.”
No you don't.
#⊹ — journal entry ₊⁺⋆ ❦#actually bpd#bpd#bpd is a bitch#bpd is bpding#bpd partner#bpd posting#bpd problems#bpd things#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd diary#bpd episode#bpd struggles#bpd shit#bpd safe#bpd stuff#bpd splitting#fp bpd#bpd fp vent#bpd fp#bpd favorite person#bpd feels#bpd emotions#bpd tag#bpd triggers#actually borderline#borderline problems#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder
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I feel stable today, but it can change in seconds and that makes me scared.
#actually bpd#bpd#borderline culture is#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#actually borderline#borderline problems#bpd is bpding#bpd is a bitch#bpd issues#borderline pd#mood swings
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Lowkey I miss that one friend who would go into BPD spirals with me bc we played damage control for each other
I would read her texts, she would read mine, and we would tell each other if we were being delusional and stop each other from blocking our FPs for no reason or from spamming them and ughhhh we talked each other down so many times , wether it be from splitting or just being too much
Ofc then we became each others favorite person and split on each other but it’s fine it’s chill 🫠🫠
I’m gonna scream into the void guys
#BPD is BPDing#rahhh I hate this#I hate him#I could never hate him#put me out of my miseryyyy I’m sufferinggggg
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Maybe if everything changes I can stop this from happening.
Just one time, I want to be able to do more than survive.
All I am asking for is a second to exist without this pain.
#mental health#vent blog#depressing shit#vent post#actually bpd#i wanna relapse so bad#bpd thoughts#actually borderline#bpd love#bpd stuff#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd emotions#bpd relatable#bpd things#bpd is bpding#bpd is a bitch#bpd issues#bpd shit#bpd feels#bpd blog#bpd mood#borderline problems#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#borderline personality disorder#borderline things#living with borderline#borderline personality problems#borderline stuff
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