All the things I tried to say but I couldn't.
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I'm looking for someone who is there for me but I can't find someone while crying in my bed alone.
I feel so lonely and it's so painful.
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What is wrong with me why am I not loveable?
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I fvcked with so much men I can't even remember a few of them. And I feel like a slut but I only wanted to feel loved. I just didn't want to be alone. I'm so ashamed of myself. I'm so sorry.
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Oh unlucky I think he just wanted to have sex.
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He is coming over and I'm so ehhhh scared and excited ahhhhhhh
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I get so uncontrollably angry when someone disappoints me.
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You doing alright?
Bro I'm absolutely psychotic and I'm scared because of that. Thank you for asking. I hope you are also okay :)
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I'm so crazy, I haven't slept since yesterday, I tried I had such a bad panic attack. My heart is racing and I think I'm dying, my legs feel strange and I'm on my period and I just can't rest because I keep panicking. I also have hallucinations and I am so scared and there is no one helping me. Oh my god I need help please
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I'm dangerous when I like someone.
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I don't know how to love "healthy"
my love is just chaotic and obsessive
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There is no fvckin human who cares about me
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Can I recover from these memories? Sure..but then I will remember again and again and again and again and again. Till the day I die.
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I have a complete breakdown in the middle of the city. I literally don't know what is happening. I literally have no clue and because of the dissociation I have memory loss of 10 minutes. I don't know what is happening. I just don't know. I don't know wtf
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You are stable for a whole day but then shit is kickin in the evening.
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I tell you from the bottom of my heart I just hate you. It's pure hate. Nothing more and nothing less. I fvcking hate you.
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Why tf was I born ugly?
#actually bpd#borderline culture is#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually borderline#borderline blog#im fat and ugly
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