#and my throat is on fire from it
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Any tips to making a cold go away sooner?
#no bc why do I feel like I’m always sick#at least once a month#I need to get my immune system up but it’s like nothing is workingggg#also I think I might be lactose intolerant#sorry Frank Zhang for ever making fun of you this is the karma I got😔#no but I deadass need this cold to go away#I missed an entire week of school two weeks ago bc I got really sick#and now I’m sick again#I went to sleep with a bit of a sore throat and woke up to a fever#a headache#a runny nose#and no appetite#(that last one is incredibly rare for me)#and my mom made me tea#but it was green tea and I drank that on an empty stomach which made me nearly throw up#help a girl out#pls#being sick#colds#sneezing hurts#usually I sneeze once every two-three days#but this is my fourth today#and my throat is on fire from it#this is so random#I’m making this post instead of doing actual work I should be doing#random post#a bit of a rant
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... The poem may be an elegy for childhood losses.
(On Dream Song 29, Thomas Travisano)
#myart#hollyleaf#power of three#warrior cats#MY MAGNUM OPUS!!!#AUGHHHHHRHGHHHHHHH#GUYS. DREAM SONG 29. DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD#okay here are all the details: ‘if he had a hundred years’ with the mountains is supposed to bring to mind the ancients#everyone is supposed to be faceless except for holly. on the second pace the bottom 3 silhouettes are leaf crow and squirrel#and their eyes are white with colored iris to look even MORE uncanny. the fire cuts across holly’s throat foreshadowing her death#the entire second page with the fire is showing how this once event has completly collapsed her life it’s everywhere she can’t escape it#lightning on 3rd page also represents the storm. and the fact that holly was scared of storms after the fire with is so :(#i also imagine holly used to be a lot lighter gray as a kit/paw with tabby markings. just personal hc#ashfur killing scene again you don’t see the action you don’t even see her face just the aftermath. she wasnt there it didnt happen. etc#the leaf has the tufts of her fur that were in his claws from the fight the only ‘evidence’ of it happening.#and the last two shots show her alone in the tunnel dreaming of her family (squirrel bramble fire sand leaf and lion and jay)#vs lion and jay. and the prophecy. who don’t even stop to grieve her because they’ve found the 3rd cat. nobody is ever missing
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i’m plotting out how the egghead arc is gonna go in my emotionless sanji au, and that + recent manga chapters have got me thinking about sanji and kuma potentially being parallels (or foils? idfk)
sanji, who is slowly having his emotions stripped away from him, for no reason other than the fact that terrible things were done to him before birth by an uncaring father.
and then there’s kuma. everything kuma did, every act of kindness disguised as cruelty, every choice he made—it was all for a hope in a better future, for a liberation he would not get to see. for a child he loved and was loved by.
both of them, meant to be weapons. neither of them wanted to be.
but at the end of the day, kuma is a father who sacrificed his humanity to save his daughter.
and sanji…well, sanji is a son whose humanity was sacrificed to serve his father.
do you see it. do you see my vision.
#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#kuma#bartholomew kuma#egghead arc#one piece manga spoilers#one piece 1104#i can’t tell if i’m onto something or if i’m just going insane#fuck it we ball im putting it in the fic anyway#kuma fighting for his humanity to save bonney from saturn in one last act of love...#maybe i should wait to see how the next few chapters of egghead play out hhhhh#emotionless sanji au#mine#my writing#hold your fire by the throat
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"why did Zuko's memories portray Azula Like That? Is he an unreliable narrator? do the authors hate younger sisters"
Azula was openly Ozai's favorite, and even at that age she had enough political savvy to know that she can functionally do no wrong; the only time anyone expresses any kind of open disapproval of her at all is when her mother tells her off or complains about it. A rich child of that age who is also the favored daughter of one of the most powerful men in the country (and as Iroh doesn't seem to have much interest in politicking at all, Ozai likely had more political power than Iroh ever did), she could get away with pretty much anything she felt like doing, and she knew it
the most significant factor being, in addition to that, that she is emulating everything Ozai says and does; even if she doesn't BELIEVE it herself (and based on her other statements and actions at times when she doesn't have anything to gain by toeing the party line, she probably does), that is still going to color her world view and personal decisions
so, assuming Zuko's memories ARE accurate (and the show doesn't really do unreliable narrator that much), its pretty clear why Azula is Like That. It's because she's the openly favored child of a notoriously violent and cruel tyrant, and already a pampered child of the most powerful family in a country that reveres power and ferocity above anything else, and she is actively imitating that violent and cruel tyrant.
Given that we have little reason to believe anyone ever disciplined her in any shape or form beyond Ozai expressing disapproval of her actions (and its quite possible he's never really done that either), her behavior isn't surprising at all; if anything she should be significantly worse.
#according to family legend when i was a newborn my sister immediately tried to smother me in my sleep#so maybe this kind of infighting among children is just normalized for me?#like i kind of feel that siblings NOT constantly being at each other's throats is highly atypical#but again going by what i've seen in families in general is that this sort of rivalry is the sort of thing that tempers out of time#with the whole 'children are cruel because they have no concept that other people have feelings that matter'#so when you mature and get a better grasp on that sort of thing you see less of it#again in my family we went from my siblings essentially torturing me continously to#tolerating each other's existences basically#so that ALSO pans out with what we see with Azula and her going from taunting her brother over ozai apparently going to kill him#to her genuinely trying to help him in her own weird way#though still doing it in a way that she'll end up in a favorable position#though that might say less about Azula herself#and that's just how the Fire Nation royal court rolls#if family members murdering each other for power ISN'T standard operating procedure in the FN#i'd be REALLY surprised#queued
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you know, there's a particular brand of eldritch to having really long hair.
it's just... there. Dead outgrowths of your body falling over your back and limbs when you sit and lie and walk. Having to stretch your arms to the limit qhile tying it at the back of your head. Finding a little hair sticking out from a sweater and pulling and pulling and pulling and pulling until it comes free. Maybe it doesn't ever.
because at some point the hair is everywhere. it's like a n additional appendage you have no control over
it has control over you
#idk im sitting here while water drops on my foot from hair sticking to my leg after i washed it#having thoughts#also whats really fucked up and no one tells you is that sometimes a single strand gets stuck to your food#and you swallow it#and then you have to pull your hair out of your throat because its still connected to your scalp#its a really fucked up feeling#like you're fish and fisher at the same time#random boli thoughts#dont mind this too much my brain is just firing into all directions at once today
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Hello my dears, New day, new horrendous Chrome UI update. 🎉🎉🎉
Fear not, even while they removed the flags from the settings which permitted to disable it in previous waves, and really want you to use their new UI, and really do act like a bully who just doesn't accept the word 'no'— there's still a way to disable it :)
thanks reddit user diegounion 🤍
Basically you right click the icon of the chrome wherever you usually use it, this guide will be for taskbar, under the cut other locations if you need :)
1.CLOSE ALL CHROME WINDOWS!! 2.Right click the chrome icon on the taskbar:
2.right click the chrome line again and click "properties"
3.inside the tab "shortcut" on the target/destination line, you must add the disabling of the new update in the following manner:
You will see this written: "C:\Program Files\Google\Chrome\Application\chrome.exe" you will need to add, with a space, this: --disable-features=CustomizeChromeSidePanel It'll end up like this: "C:\Program Files\Google\Chrome\Application\chrome.exe" --disable-features=CustomizeChromeSidePanel 4.Apply and it's fixed, cheers :)
copy pasted from reddit for the other chrome shortcut locations:
If you have Chrome pinned to the start menu, open Windows Explorer and navigate here: C:\ProgramData\Microsoft\Windows\Start Menu\Programs When you find the Chrome icon, repeat the six steps. If you have Chrome on your desktop, you do the same, repeat the six steps.
#I will not have my day ruined by this. Honestly what the hell. The community been actively and aggressively giving bad feedback#And finding ways to disable it from day one. SO THEY JUST REMOVED THE FLAGS TO DISABLE IT???#But good for us they're not very good at coding-- are they? if they leave a karkin backdoor in the code.... 🤦🏻♀️#Chrome#Chrome UI#chrome refresh 2023#ChromeRefresh2023#Chrome Update#Kark them :)#I hope it helped save someone's day because that UI is a crime against all that is holy. They all deserve to be fired.#When you get such bad feedback--- you change it or cancel it-- you don't force feed it down the throats of people. wow.#I hate this mentality so much. So damn aggressive.#Why change something that people are used to and have no issues with???? Instead of adding new helpful features they just want to make#it look like they're working and justify their ridiculous salaries for essentially doing nothing...#this is something I personally dislike. The whole 'i'll visually alter and move thing so my boss sees work being done' without actually#doing anything at all????
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I am so mad that I have to spend my last day and a half in Paris sick and napping in the hotel room, and that I have to miss my friend’s wedding in two days. 😭😭
My immune system only knows how to mount a response to things that are actually harmless; anything that is actually a virus or a bacteria and it practically rolls out the red carpet.
Ugggggh. Adorable pictures of fluffy animals or fic recs or MLC headcanons/scenarios to imagine would be greatly appreciated!
#about me#I had really hoped wearing a mask everywhere and using hand sanitizer would keep me from getting sick#or at least it would wait to hit until I was back home#grumble grumble#can my throat not be on fire plz?
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Pain is all in the mind, but the mind is all I have.
#i have heartburn#and i coughed#and acid#went into#my nose#my throat and nose are on fire#im laid up like a dying victorian child#chugging apple cider vinegar with a wad.of paper in my nose to absorb my nose acid!?!?!?!!?#night went from bad to what the fuck in a cough
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#my throat's on fire from screaming my lungs out and also the nonexistent heating in the uk#despite sounding like a struggling frog im the happiest bean on the planet#thankful for all the fitfwt shows i got to go with the best of the best ppl#and for being able to sit my ass down for a good 7-8 months 💀#finally.#oh and louis is the love of my life btw its a fresh very recent realization of mine#idk what to do with it yet#mayhaps cry about it a bit tonight
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Me 🤝 Ess
fuck sickness
#I may have caught covid tbh#I feel like I got hit by a truck#I'm doing better than I was yesterday for sure but. hhhh#my throat feels like it got clawed at by a bear and then set on fire#and I've used 1 and a half tissue boxes for my nose#I think yesterday was the worst though. my bones were woozy and it was painful to move#Wednesday was day 1. went from just a sore throat to a stuffy nose as well. then yesterday happened.#I do have more strength today but my throat got worse#hhhh these tags are all over the place huh.
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Person A has just recovered from a cold and has been eagerly waiting to see Person B again.
As they’re walking around out doors, the skies open up and icy rain pours down on them. Person A shrugs off their jacket and tosses it over Person B’s head, protecting them from the rain.
“What are you doing, you’re going to get sick again!” Person B exclaims.
“Come on now,” Person A says dismissively. “Don’t you know rain making you sick is just a myth?”
Person A is met with an unfortunate awakening the next day as their throat begins to ache.
‘Not again.’
#enjoy this little scenario based off my current real world experience#I am person A#and my partner is person B#at least irl#truthfully I’ve seen them a few times since recovering from my cold about two weeks ago but this was our first big date#we were waiting outside of a rollerskating rink when it started to rain#the line to get indoors was long so I put my jacket over their head and that was our actual dialogue#of course there was more to it#but we simply things here#my throat started to hurt a few hours ago so I really hope that I’m not getting sick again already#I’m hoping it’s just smoke that’s irritating my throat because my place of work did catch on fire today#snz kink#snzblr#snz blog#snz fet#snz fucker#snz#snzfucker#sneeze kink#snzario#snz scenario#sneeze scenario#sneeze#sneezing#cold sneezes#snz experience
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i am going to go to the new time she emailed that she'd adjust at 5pm and then never did anything after that, & if that gets me jumped, then ill. idk. take her job or smthin. use it to boost my resume IDK LOL
#i dont even have a badge yet to get the special access i need LMFAO#thats what the whole email was supposed to be abt and then she just tacked on that shit#so i was like. ok. thnx. sounds good#and then death#my protective 'gotta represent the small ppl' instincts are stabbing me in the throat rn#but like 😭 tf can i even do bro#i dont even know the small ppl yet! how can i protect them rn!#i gotta wait#get my toes all up in this mess#yall when my foster families kept bragging abt me being mr doctor lawyer i shouldve just told them to stfu#i DONT like greys anatomy and the only law i like is ace attorney#THANK U GUYS FOR THE ADVICE AND THE SYMPATHY#i rlly needed it mainly as a conscious smoothing tbh#like damn im disheartened abt possibly being a compliant silent party#but ive complied to all the extent i could like 😭 it's my first day yall i tried#LMFAO#.. im gonna get her job#i dont want her fired i just want to do it better than her LOL srry im getting powerhungry from desiring revenge#scorp rising leo sun aquarius moon is just evil srry#this is why i cant go into big law bro
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So I just watched the Season 5 finale of Miraculous Ladybug, aka what the creator said was the ending he had planned for the show before it got renewed for more seasons, aka the unofficial official ending, and all I have to say is... (DON'T PRESS KEEP READING UNLESS YOU'VE SEEN THE FINALE OR DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT SPOILERS)
I am SO GLAD I don't feel ANY obligation to continue watching the show anymore :') And don't get me wrong, I'm not gonna pull no fan entitlement shit, I think the ending could have been SOOOOOO much worse and for what it is, I'm content with what we got for the majority of it
BUT I also have a right to criticize it, so I will; they really forgot about the most important fucking part, the identity reveal, so Adrien continues to not know the truth and Marinette, the only person who knows what happened, sure as hell won't tell him, he deserves so much fucking better than that
BUT AT LEAST THE FUCKING SENTIADRIEN THEORY GOT DEBUNKED, THEY CONFIRMED HE WAS ACTUALLY BORN, NOT CREATED WITH THE PEACOCK MIRACULOUS, AND FELIX WAS THE ONLY SENTIMONSTER OF THE TWO, ISTG I FELT THE SAME SATISFACTION AS I HAD WHEN NOBODY BELIEVED ME ABOUT GABRIEL BEING HAWKMOTH BACK BEFORE SEASON 2 CAME OUT, STAY APPARENTLY DELULU GIRLIES BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS END UP BEING RIGHT
(Okay coming back to this part, check the comments!! I got a little excited when I initially posted this haha. I think at this point it's just up to interpretation -- Felix was the only one of the two outright confirmed but you could argue either side for Adrien still. Also I don't hate the idea of Senti-Adrien, I just know the show would do a terrible job executing it because they'd never have Adrien know the truth. Poor kid keeps having to live without knowing what truly happened just makes me sad :( It could also leave him vulnerable to attacks and stuff, that's one of those things he deserves to know if it's ever explicitly canon y'know???)
Also bless Nooroo, he deserved a happy ending too :( Slay for Lila tho, I figured she was gonna become the next Hawk Moth/Papillon
So anyway, about that Miraculous Ladybug rewrite I was gonna do --
#miraculous ladybug#miraculous season 5#miraculous ladybug spoilers#my throat is so sore from screaming over this man#I can't believe I screamed in excitement at this show again#Anyway I wouldn't recommend this dumpster fire to ANYONE#I PROMISE whatever rewrite fanfic your friend recommends to you will be better#I'll recommend Callimara's MLB redesign/rewrite video series on YouTube#She's an amazing artist and talented storyteller#Go check her out <3#She's even making an original story/audiobook/animatic series inspired my MLB called Wildward#And it's amazing#Seriously just check out her stuff in general; she was what got me to cope with YanSim being a dumpster fire#And she wrote that better too haha#I'm gonna go back to my outlines now#I've got sm to do :')
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shoutout to my high school psych teacher for mentioning that the romanian orphan crisis was very much caused by abortion and birth control bans. like i’m pretty sure she could’ve gotten fired for that, even though it’s true… discussing abortion or fascilitating conversation about abortion in any context as a teacher in public schools in america is a big no-no
#i almost throat punched a kid before remembering i was 18 my senior year for nearly pushing a different teacher to the brink#because she would and COULD not allow him to make a presentation about the evils of abortion because that would’ve gotten her fired#she was basically begging him to shut up just repeating ‘we can’t discuss that i will get fired’#and he was all like ‘so you SUPPORT MURDERING BABIES?!’#i did verbally snap at him instead so he’d at least bitch at me and not her#i didn’t even really like her she made me like her unofficial TA (in high school yes) and then failed me in nutrition & foods#technically bc i didn’t turn in 1 assignment that she arbitrarily made into a test grade???#but really im p sure it was bc she mistook my ARFID/EDNOS/whatever as anorexia nervosa 😞#she made us keep a food journal and the day after going over them and privately telling me i wasnt meeting my caloric needs#she made us watch this awful cautionary/educational movie from the 90s about a girl dying from anorexia. lmfao.#it wasn’t even that bad i was still eating like 1600 calories a day#i respect her intention to give me a wake up call but i didn’t need it
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I love how unapologetically, fervently, you hate Rebels.
Brightens my dash and restores a touch of my faith in humanity every time I see it come up.
OH. AND NOW THEY GET ANOTHER SHOW. So help me.
Your posts will help me survive the shitshow that will be the Ahsoka series.
The day I stop hating on rebels please immediately alert the police because it means I’ve gone missing. I will hate rebels until my dying breath my grandchildren will be hearing about how much I want Ezra to be shoved into a blender ಥ_ಥ if I somehow managed to pull a classic fanfic trope of sudden amnesia, I am 100% certain I would still retain my hate for rebels
But for real I like, I have given that damn show soooo many chances. I’ve tried to force myself to watch it at least 4 times. I just can’t do it bruh. And nothing rustles my jimmies more than having the audacity to hate on Bad Batch, Book of Boba Fett, or Kenobi while praising rebels like wtf??? How??
Omggg and don’t get me started on ppl calling Rey a Mary Sue when Sabine is right fucking there
#I’m sorry but also not I can’t stand that damn show#I’d rather deep throat Jabba the Hutt while George Lucas himself sets me on fire than watch rebels#I’d give my left kidney to have it erased from canon#anyway as much as I love Ahsoka I probably won’t watch the show bc of Ezra and Sabine#let Ezra stay lost in space Ahsoka it’s for the best#sw salt#reply#extra salt this morning
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iunno, personally, i think, if you make plans to hangout with someone... and you know they're disabled and cant drive... and you can easily drive and pick them up... there's no excuse not to..? im sorry bitch, you want me to lyft over to your bf's house which is what like not even a mile away? didn't realize it was such a chore to be helpful, lord.
#like. what the fuck are you expecting me to do here#really wish that you would've just said that I dont fit your “vibe” anymore the way a wannabe-hip boss would say trying to fire me#like i get it- you wanna be a rich girl and be surrounded by rich people who never need your help ever in your life#have fun with that.#and don't hmu ever the fuck again.#go pretend to be normal#one the Good autistics. one of the Good ptsd havers. one of the Good adhd havers. Not those horrible Overly Emotional Ones !#look at me! my corporate ass boss! look how much i can deep throat your cock and be a perfect little girl !#i never have problems! and im not like those crazy versions of the people who have whatever mental health issue I have I swear !!!!!!#k#'i only want to hang out with the Good bpd havers !!!!!!'#dont forget to keep shoving down your emotions to give the illusion that you're normal!#make diverse friends but not too diverse yknow. we don't need anyone who might need something from us around tut tut tut#(aka anyone disabled. or perhaps someone with unhealed ptsd that can only be healed by friends and regular social interactions.#cant have any of that going on around here in our most Prestigious Club Where I'm Sure We Totally Dont Abuse Alcohol To Cope#W The Emotions We Refuse To Look At !)
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