#and now I’m sick again
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Any tips to making a cold go away sooner?
#no bc why do I feel like I’m always sick#at least once a month#I need to get my immune system up but it’s like nothing is workingggg#also I think I might be lactose intolerant#sorry Frank Zhang for ever making fun of you this is the karma I got😔#no but I deadass need this cold to go away#I missed an entire week of school two weeks ago bc I got really sick#and now I’m sick again#I went to sleep with a bit of a sore throat and woke up to a fever#a headache#a runny nose#and no appetite#(that last one is incredibly rare for me)#and my mom made me tea#but it was green tea and I drank that on an empty stomach which made me nearly throw up#help a girl out#pls#being sick#colds#sneezing hurts#usually I sneeze once every two-three days#but this is my fourth today#and my throat is on fire from it#this is so random#I’m making this post instead of doing actual work I should be doing#random post#a bit of a rant
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i don’t know who convinced me to take classes during the summer but i hope they sleep on the highway bc why would you do that
#i start on monday#but#like gen#i am so stressed out#bleh#i miss writing so bad#and actually having free time#that isn’t like before i go to bed#i was sick for like a week and then i got over it#and now i’m sick again#and i woke up literally in pain i was going to pass AWT#i hate it here#why is my body working against me right neow#anywho#me complaining#on the main#ari screams into the void
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Title ideas for this little comic were ‘stede loves his heavily tatted wife’ or just ‘the inn just becomes a tattoo studio in 1717 AU’ idk
#ofmd#blackbonnet#our flag means death#ofmd spoilers#gentlebeard#stede bonnet#edward teach#ed x stede#my draws#I’m never drawing his tattoos ever again (lie)#once again sank too much time into an idea I spent 2 minutes thinking about#now that I’m sick of drawing tattoos shouldddd I draw a heavily tatted stede 😭
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Mentally unstable, but I can't let myself cut my hair again.
#me#guys I’m so sick of being sick I’m ngl#you know it’s bad when you still feel gross post shower#would like to get more than 3 hours sleep a night pls#I can’t believe I’ve been sick for 58 days now. never gonna take advantage of my lungs ever again lmao
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caught a cold yesterday so I rewatched a good old childhood fav of mine, which also included another robot buddy I love! here’s data with wall-e cus why not :D
#churro art#my art#digital art#fanart#illustration#star trek#star trek the next generation#star trek tng#data soong#lieutenant commander data#i dedicate this to the wonderful user who asked that I draw more data!! THIS IS FOR U HOMESLICE#i was listening to the WALL·E soundtrack a lot for this ofc and I like the track define dancing a lot :D#maybe it’s just me but I like to think that that song could be a wonderful theme for data :P#gosh drawing Star Trek characters never gets old#i feel like every time I draw one again it just gets more fun and delightful for me :D#LIKE I LOVEDE HOW THIS DATA CAME OUT#HEHEHE#now. if only I could figure out Picard and riker…#anyways queuing this for the morning after as it’s 1 am and I’m still sick :P#i
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I think a vastly underrated form of anti-capitalism/fascism/discrimination is radical self acceptance. Like just accept being “ugly.” Fuck beauty standards fuck beauty products fuck trends fuck diet culture fuck fitting in fuck “beauty is pain” mindset fuck “healthy things have to taste bad” fuck skin care fuck plastic surgery fuck filters fuck trying to appeal to beauty standards that profit off of your insecurities just exist outside of what the system demands of you. Leave your acne gain weight wear the same clothes forever learn to view what society deems as your “flaws” as an anarchist symbol of power and freedom
#just watched alexander avila’s new video essay n I’m feelin distinctly anarchist now lmao#the video wasn’t even about any of this it just instilled that feeling in me which I then directed at something else#I’m just so sick of trends lmao I wanna wear clothes that people think are weird and cringe#sick of capitalists profiting off of insecurities#I want people to learn more about fat liberation so they can fall into the radical self acceptance pipeline that fuels me now lol#this shit rules I love myself so much and my life is awesome outside of uncontrollable societal horrors#and those uncontrollable societal horrors would get a whole lot better if a bunch of people would get on the same level I’m at real quick#lyla's talking again#fat liberation#sort of
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I’m trying to get back into the swing of painting, so as a warmup I made this!! Morgan the dog belongs to my friend @theminecraftbee and is the bestest girl <3
#floweroflaurelin art#maybe I’ll add pet portraits to my comms cause this was fun :D#Morgan my beloved <3#comms are closed for now but I plan to open them up again soon!#I also have about 6 million painting ideas that were building up while I was sick so the moment I’m able to I plan on just. painting tons#i NEED to paint pix’s new sos vigils#also I can’t believe I haven’t made any hc 10 art I don’t think?????#I need to paint gem’s whole vibe. and Joel kissing etho’s neck. and the permit office. wait what was that middle one
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“Rae, why does this coin look so unique compared to the other yen?”
“Oh! See how this one has a face instead of the number of value on it? It’s because this is American currency, this here is a quarter, worth 25 cents. They have George Washington’s portrait in them.”
“That- That’s George Washington!? The first president of the United States!?”
“Uh… yah? What’s wrong?”
“Nothing! I simply, uhm… envisioned him rather differently than… this.”
Based on Even in the Next One !!! This isn’t an actual scene inside the chapters, but it’s just so easy to imagine them with how lively they feel. Please go give it a read if you haven’t yet <3
To @jobrrr : AUUGHH I’M IN LOVE WITH YOUR FIC!!! It has been a few months since I last became this invested in one :’D It just feels SO real and there are so many thoughts in my head as a result; hopefully I overcome my shyness and drop a comment proper sometime soon. Thank you for your service.
ALSO @melpymoo ! HUGE thank you for reading this alongside me omfg this is crazy, never before has a hyperfix been revived this violently 😭 Ty for granting me the space to be totally normal about these 2, looking forward to the rest of your reactions ^^
#I was planning on working on this in the server vc while we listened to the LN2 audiobook#But I got so fucking invested all over again I didnt and actually just sat there in dread#counting the pages until *that* scene on the final chapter arrived#i was sick#i was ill#its okay though drawing afterwards was my therapy#ANYWAYS#im gonna go read ch12 now wish me luck im worried#ilu Rei Oohashi you’ll forever be famous no matter if you can make a crème brûlée or not#just PLEASE COMMUNICATE#long live yuri#okay tag time#watashi no oshi wa akuyaku reijou#wataoshi#i’m in love with the villainess#im in love with the villainess#claire francois#rae taylor#rei ohashi#iftv#iltv
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It’s actually insane that the rivals to friends or enemies to lovers trope can be summed up perfectly by Charles Leclerc talking about Max Verstappen.
“Memories that are less good but became really good with time”.
That’s it. That’s the trope.
#lestappen#whether it’s platonic or romantic it’s interesting okay#Las Vegas 23 you will always be famous#when did i stop hating you?#bad memories becoming good because they’re with that person#thinking about them now I’m writing/sick again :)#f1 rpf
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Uhhhh
Heavily suggestive ↓
#sorry everyone I’m sick in the head again#to the people in my TikTok comments who keep begging me to draw Shane again: are you happy now#jk I love him#art#my art#fanart#shaneposting#stardew valley#sdv#farmer nix#sdv farmer#sdv shane#suggestive#oc x canon#watevaaaaaa
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Aite, female character and general inclusivity rant incoming. Hate it and want to make a post? Sure. But give me the respect I gave those who inspired this and don’t tag me in it:
People immediately bringing the ‘female character’ argument into things drives me insane. Like we know she’s a female character, but trust me, that’s got very little to do with why people dislike her.
Are some people misogynistic? Absolutely!
Are most people misogynistic? No.
When we talk about Galadriel, and Luthien, and Elwing, and Aredhel, and Nimloth, and Melian, and Nerdanel, and Ahsoka, and Padme, and *insert literally any female character from any fandom here*, being female has nothing to do with it. It barely crosses our minds.
So for the love of all that is good, stop bringing ‘but she’s a female character! Anyone who sees her as anything but perfect, or thinks the male characters made better choices than her is obviously horrible and misogynistic and would never do this to a man :(‘ Into arguments.
I don’t care how few there are in the work. You can explain why you like her without blaming people for hating on the fact she’s female when 95% don’t. There are very literally hundreds of other reasons people interpret fictional events which portray the fem char negatively.
Especially in work like the Silm which is written by a canonical in-universe historian with basic backstory. We have every right to see him as unreliable and play with what that could mean. Doesn’t make it misogynistic if we want to see female characters as more shifty than they’re outwardly portrayed. Many of us often do the same with male characters, and even if we don’t, you have no right to judge someone so harshly when you barely know a thing about them outside an online persona. 99.9% of people don’t even consider male vs female when they write these things. And it’s not because of some weird subconscious misogyny either.
This is mainly aimed at those who bring this up over. And over. And over again in some weird attempt at guilt tripping people into ‘liking’ characters.
On the topic of things people do that make no sense, if characters are stated as being white, and an artist draws them all white. You have no right to say they’re being racist or whatever else you want to come up with.
Nor do you have the right to slander anyone who casually points out the character is white if others draw them as anything else. If we can call out whitewashing, we can talk about the opposite too. As long as the person isn’t being outright rude, have a conversation.
And don’t get me started on tagging pieces of fanart and fics specifically created platonic with a ship. Like the work? Great! Now respect the intentions of the person who created it.
No one in a fandom space, especially artists and writers, owes inclusivity of any kind when running off canon source material. You want to blame someone for a boring cast, blame the author! But even in general? You don’t get to force or guilt others to create content - original work included - that fits your ideal.
Yes I’m a writer and artist of original and fan content. Yes I’ve experienced all of these directly or indirectly.
Sincerely, a young brown woman tired of all the double standards.
#silmarillion#lord of the rings#tolkien#Star Wars#tcw#marvel#sorrynotsorry bout the rant#the guilt tripping is insane#fgs if you’d call out someone for whitewashing I’m sorry they have every right to ask if you make canonically white characters brown#or black or Asian or whatever#it’s not racist to say ‘this character isn’t canonically x’ ok?#I’m not talking about people who are outwardly disrespectful but wow some comments I see really make me wonder#don’t even get me started on shipping#it’s much better now but wow people gotta *chill*#should I tag characters?#sure let’s do the main ones I’m thinking of#Elwing#Ahsoka#padme#wanda maximoff#Melian#Fingon#finrod#Maedhros#silm#rant#I am once again sick and apparently that lowers my tolerance for people straight up not understanding what they’re talking about#or weaponising a sensitive topic to stop people arguing against them#omg how could I forget#luthien
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A lil rant about my experience with this god forsaken fandom
I made this blog around 2020 when I was 13 years old. This was my first shot at a dedicated fandom blog and I was pretty excited for it, to make friends, draw fanart, post fun stuff and what not.
All fun right? Right, so tell me why was it that literal 20 years olds felt the need to harass me, a then 13 year old girl with a relatively small blog, for the dumbest reasons possible?
What did I do that subjected me to 2 and a half years worth constant daily threats and harassment? Hmm???
You wanna know my crime? Apparently I showed interest in an antagonist character, which is so awful that grown adults felt the need to bully me. And following those adults came young impressionable people my age, that joined the bandwagon of hate against me.
As if other fandoms don’t have people literally dedicating themselves to a villain, no one bats an eye to that. Why did this fandom have such an issue? I also apparently dared to criticise the main character for a few of his flaws. Such a horrible thing to do right? I need to be burnt at the stake for it right?
I didn’t follow the “fixed” standards of the fandom so I was to be sent de*th/r*pe threats daily?? For not following the “rules” I was to be ostracised?
No please someone explain…I’m but a dumb bitch, I don’t understand what I did so terribly wrong to deserve this? Did I start a war? Did I rip open someone’s plush? Did I bully someone for not having the same ideology as me?
No it was but the fandom itself that for some reason found it so fun to bully a 13 year old, send her de*th and r*pe threats all because of not being of pjo fandom standards…let’s go and bombard her with hate!!
Do you realise how fucking stupid…this all sounds? Do you realise how low this is? Was bullying a child so fun? So trendy at the time?
Then came the victim blaming- I laugh everytime I remember people saying I must have done something really bad to get such harassment, that it’s all for attention. What kid wants to get hate everyday of their life for 2 whole fucking years? Tell me?
You know wanna know what I did wrong? Fight back, call the hate anons out for their bigotry. I was vocal about it, that’s what I did wrong right? Stand my ground? People said to ignore it and I did. But I still got bullied daily even if I didn’t respond. What was all this for?
I can imagine people asking why I didn’t simply leave the fandom? Why the fuck should I? I enjoy the stories, I enjoy the characters, they were my escape from real life struggles. It was the bullying I didn’t enjoy. Everyday I’d log on to enjoy posts and a few minutes later when the bigots found out I was active I was sent an anonymous threat.
Many of my oldest friends had to reduce the amount they interacted with me in fear of receiving harassment themselves. The extent of this is bigotry is beyond my understanding.
I did not deserve this much suffering AND ALL FOR WHAT? A STUPID LITTLE REASON THAT HAS BARELY ANY WEIGHT TO IT. Do people even realise the extent of what happened is beyond me. And Idc if I sound selfish, I want a fucking apology from all those bigots. I want compensation for the 2 and a half years of abuse I endured alone. I just want this bigotry to end, which surprise surprise! Still continues to happen.
Why do I bring this up now that it’s all over you ask? I’ve actually brought it up once before, but it was swept under the rug, (My deepest appreciation to the very few people who supported me when I first talked about it) I’m just finally being more vocal, because this has stuck with me. For all those 4 years this has stuck with me. It doesn’t mean if it’s over for now that all the trauma doesn’t linger. It still affects me to this day.
In fact I’m still being stalked by one of the people who sent me hate anons. One of the hate anons was revealed to be one of my bestest friends, they had admitted this to me and had the nerve to beg me to still remain friends. They were also the person who groomed me. They have left the fandom scene and I’ve rid of them from my life but they still continue to stalk me.
What do I get from ranting about all this? A bit of solace, a bit of weight off my shoulders. But nearly not enough for me to actually fucking heal. I also want people to realise how bigoted some are and how horrible the mentality of “fixed fandom standards/ideologies” is and that we as a fandom need to fucking change. Heck I know this issues in every fandom. But can we at least start with ours for a change for once?
Along side all of this there’s also a lot of racism and trans/homophobia that still actively prevails. Just look at what Leah went through when her casting was announced. Did she deserve all of that?? “Not my annabeth” do you realise how horrible that is to say to a CHILD? She is Annabeth whether you like it or not. And you are very welcome to leave if you wish to stick to your stupid racist nonsense.
I bet there are many others who have probably suffered the same may it not be for the same reasons, but everyone of them deserve their apologies and compensation as well.
Idc if I’ll get hate for this. I said what I said. I’m just so done.
#trigger warning#tw hate#I was also informed I was being mocked in group chats and there were sick rumours about me.#i won’t give a fuck if I get harassed again cux this literally shows how low this fandom will get#there’s so many layers to this I haven’t even gone into detail on#but I just want atleast this off of my chest. I was shaking and short of breath as I wrote this#I wish to thank all my oldest moots and friends that stuck by me despite everything. I cannot express how thankful I am to you guys#love you all tons.#what do u mean by compensation? just an apology from the same people who hurt me. which is nearly impossible. but idc I want to find them#and confront them. I need to bring my 13 year old self justice for what she went through. I pushed her feelings aside when this was over#but she never healed. I’m hoping she gets a bit of peace for now.#pjo fandom#percy jackson fandom#fandom toxicity
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🦁👑rkgk
#twisted wonderland#vil schoenheit#leona kingscholar#leovil#don’t ask#I’m just sick as hell#and unable to do what I want#except playing the Cult of the Lamb dlc#I managed to doodle something so I’m happy#now I’m going to crush on my bed#again#(sigh)#but if you listen carefully you can hear him purring
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finding out ncuti gatwa is the new doctor, david tennant is returning for 3 specials and rtd is returning as a writer so you excitingly decide to rewatch all of doctor who (2005) again since 2014: no fear
actually rewatching doctor who (2005) again and realising that the rtd1 era was more antiblack than you remembered it to be and he’s now also writing the first black (main) doctor: one fear
#I mean. it’s been 18 years so then again I hope (PRAY) it’s better now but. whew#like martha deserved so much better im sick#don’t even get me started on how mickey was written#I’m still excited but I really hope rtd has some black writers in the room like…#doctor who#rtd#russell t davies#kohpai.txt
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Ayato: When have I ever done anything rash and irresponsible?
Thoma: I keep a list. It’s alphabetized
#genshin#genshin impact#gi#genshin impact incorrect quotes#kamisato ayato#thoma#thomato#i got sick again but I’m back now hey y’all
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I literally know so much of my misery boils down to my overextended reading slump like this can’t go on
#I need to start reading again I’m feeling miserable not doing that bitch#My bookcase needs love#what if my analysis skills atrophied entirely#Now I need to buy a book on analysis too bc I’m scared I won’t absorb anything#Then I can start reading again and then I can post my thoughts about what I’m reading instead of being annoyed with people here perpetually#To be fair I have to study and I do count textbooks but I miss reading something from my BOOKCASE#I might join a book club I think that would be such a sick idea
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