#and now I’m sick again
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Any tips to making a cold go away sooner?
#no bc why do I feel like I’m always sick#at least once a month#I need to get my immune system up but it’s like nothing is workingggg#also I think I might be lactose intolerant#sorry Frank Zhang for ever making fun of you this is the karma I got😔#no but I deadass need this cold to go away#I missed an entire week of school two weeks ago bc I got really sick#and now I’m sick again#I went to sleep with a bit of a sore throat and woke up to a fever#a headache#a runny nose#and no appetite#(that last one is incredibly rare for me)#and my mom made me tea#but it was green tea and I drank that on an empty stomach which made me nearly throw up#help a girl out#pls#being sick#colds#sneezing hurts#usually I sneeze once every two-three days#but this is my fourth today#and my throat is on fire from it#this is so random#I’m making this post instead of doing actual work I should be doing#random post#a bit of a rant
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i don’t know who convinced me to take classes during the summer but i hope they sleep on the highway bc why would you do that
#i start on monday#but#like gen#i am so stressed out#bleh#i miss writing so bad#and actually having free time#that isn’t like before i go to bed#i was sick for like a week and then i got over it#and now i’m sick again#and i woke up literally in pain i was going to pass AWT#i hate it here#why is my body working against me right neow#anywho#me complaining#on the main#ari screams into the void
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Mentally unstable, but I can't let myself cut my hair again.
#me#guys I’m so sick of being sick I’m ngl#you know it’s bad when you still feel gross post shower#would like to get more than 3 hours sleep a night pls#I can’t believe I’ve been sick for 58 days now. never gonna take advantage of my lungs ever again lmao
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I think a vastly underrated form of anti-capitalism/fascism/discrimination is radical self acceptance. Like just accept being “ugly.” Fuck beauty standards fuck beauty products fuck trends fuck diet culture fuck fitting in fuck “beauty is pain” mindset fuck “healthy things have to taste bad” fuck skin care fuck plastic surgery fuck filters fuck trying to appeal to beauty standards that profit off of your insecurities just exist outside of what the system demands of you. Leave your acne gain weight wear the same clothes forever learn to view what society deems as your “flaws” as an anarchist symbol of power and freedom
#just watched alexander avila’s new video essay n I’m feelin distinctly anarchist now lmao#the video wasn’t even about any of this it just instilled that feeling in me which I then directed at something else#I’m just so sick of trends lmao I wanna wear clothes that people think are weird and cringe#sick of capitalists profiting off of insecurities#I want people to learn more about fat liberation so they can fall into the radical self acceptance pipeline that fuels me now lol#this shit rules I love myself so much and my life is awesome outside of uncontrollable societal horrors#and those uncontrollable societal horrors would get a whole lot better if a bunch of people would get on the same level I’m at real quick#lyla's talking again#fat liberation#sort of
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caught a cold yesterday so I rewatched a good old childhood fav of mine, which also included another robot buddy I love! here’s data with wall-e cus why not :D
#churro art#my art#digital art#fanart#illustration#star trek#star trek the next generation#star trek tng#data soong#lieutenant commander data#i dedicate this to the wonderful user who asked that I draw more data!! THIS IS FOR U HOMESLICE#i was listening to the WALL·E soundtrack a lot for this ofc and I like the track define dancing a lot :D#maybe it’s just me but I like to think that that song could be a wonderful theme for data :P#gosh drawing Star Trek characters never gets old#i feel like every time I draw one again it just gets more fun and delightful for me :D#LIKE I LOVEDE HOW THIS DATA CAME OUT#HEHEHE#now. if only I could figure out Picard and riker…#anyways queuing this for the morning after as it’s 1 am and I’m still sick :P#i
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I’m trying to get back into the swing of painting, so as a warmup I made this!! Morgan the dog belongs to my friend @theminecraftbee and is the bestest girl <3
#floweroflaurelin art#maybe I’ll add pet portraits to my comms cause this was fun :D#Morgan my beloved <3#comms are closed for now but I plan to open them up again soon!#I also have about 6 million painting ideas that were building up while I was sick so the moment I’m able to I plan on just. painting tons#i NEED to paint pix’s new sos vigils#also I can’t believe I haven’t made any hc 10 art I don’t think?????#I need to paint gem’s whole vibe. and Joel kissing etho’s neck. and the permit office. wait what was that middle one
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“Rae, why does this coin look so unique compared to the other yen?”
“Oh! See how this one has a face instead of the number of value on it? It’s because this is American currency, this here is a quarter, worth 25 cents. They have George Washington’s portrait in them.”
“That- That’s George Washington!? The first president of the United States!?”
“Uh… yah? What’s wrong?”
“Nothing! I simply, uhm… envisioned him rather differently than… this.”
Based on Even in the Next One !!! This isn’t an actual scene inside the chapters, but it’s just so easy to imagine them with how lively they feel. Please go give it a read if you haven’t yet <3
To @jobrrr : AUUGHH I’M IN LOVE WITH YOUR FIC!!! It has been a few months since I last became this invested in one :’D It just feels SO real and there are so many thoughts in my head as a result; hopefully I overcome my shyness and drop a comment proper sometime soon. Thank you for your service.
ALSO @melpymoo ! HUGE thank you for reading this alongside me omfg this is crazy, never before has a hyperfix been revived this violently 😭 Ty for granting me the space to be totally normal about these 2, looking forward to the rest of your reactions ^^
#I was planning on working on this in the server vc while we listened to the LN2 audiobook#But I got so fucking invested all over again I didnt and actually just sat there in dread#counting the pages until *that* scene on the final chapter arrived#i was sick#i was ill#its okay though drawing afterwards was my therapy#ANYWAYS#im gonna go read ch12 now wish me luck im worried#ilu Rei Oohashi you’ll forever be famous no matter if you can make a crème brûlée or not#just PLEASE COMMUNICATE#long live yuri#okay tag time#watashi no oshi wa akuyaku reijou#wataoshi#i’m in love with the villainess#im in love with the villainess#claire francois#rae taylor#rei ohashi#iftv#iltv
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rewatched madoka magica again today bc i fucking hate myself and to absolutely no one’s surprise i went through all five stages of grief in a single evening
#let’s talk about sayaka miki for a second#genuinely the fact that her whole character is centered around tragedy almost to a shakespearean extent#she’s selfless and brave and values her justice and righteousness above all. calls herself an ally of justice#in fact i think it’s rather intriguing how her whole character is centered around “justice”#her story being a more twisted retelling of the original little mermaid#how she is initially portrayed as a very heroic and confident character even before becoming a magical girl. always shielding madoka#selling her soul to heal the boy she loved out of a selfless desire to see him well again#her being absolutely distraught abt being robbed of her humanity and betrayed by kyubey#she combats this harrowing realization by immersing herself in her duties not caring that she is slowly deteriorating in the process#becoming numb with pain and fighting recklessly and psychotically trying to drown out the pain#finally coming to the sickening conclusion that humanity doesn’t deserve her saving and she succumbs to a fate of her making#last words being “i was so stupid” which trumps her previous statement of “there’s no way i’d regret this”#ALSO? the fact that her costume and weapon are symbolic of a knight. she rly portrays this hero of justice who will protect and defend ☹️#i think abt the fact that homura said that sayaka’s wish was so selfless it was only a matter of time before she died#sayaka being the example of what happens to magical girls who go through the entire cycle and eventually become witches is so sad to me#genuinely just like. sick and twisted#very very fucked up.#characters who have their own misconstrued interpretation of “justice” or who are centered around justice in general.#you will always be dear to me.#sayaka reminds me a lot of akechi in some ways ngl#harboring an almost idealized vision of justice but it slowly rots and festers and corrupts their hearts the more immersed w it they become#actually losing their sanity when they fight bc of how much pain they’re in but refuse to acknowledge it until they break#refusing any help and wallowing in misery despite having ppl who love them and want to save them#last words are those expressing regret for being such a fool. for being ignoring#being used by yhe main villain as a stepping stone towards their true goal. they were merely a pawn#also doomed in every version of their reality. always doomed by the narrative no matter what choices they make#i have a type i fear#HAHAHAH ALSO the fact that they’re both dressed so regally compared to everyone else in their respective series#meant to portray them in a virtuous and princely light. only made more apparent by the sword being their weapon of choice#i’m gonna shut up now but they’re soo eerily similar its unnerving tbh 💀
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Sinks back into the Kalluzeb fandom like a comfy duvet because Arcane’s fandom is terrifyingly huge and full of people flinging hate at each other
#my anxiety has been so high#I’m very hyper fixated but now drawing them makes me feel kind of sick#which has meant I got on with work#but my brain wants to make the serotonin by banging the scientists together and unfortunately that summons the anxiety and so we loop#going back to my traumatised soldiers is like a soothing balm#I reckon tumblr can be a kalluzeb only zone again#it’s nice to have somewhere to escape to
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Uhhhh
Heavily suggestive ↓
#sorry everyone I’m sick in the head again#to the people in my TikTok comments who keep begging me to draw Shane again: are you happy now#jk I love him#art#my art#fanart#shaneposting#stardew valley#sdv#farmer nix#sdv farmer#sdv shane#suggestive#oc x canon#watevaaaaaa
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Aite, female character and general inclusivity rant incoming. Hate it and want to make a post? Sure. But give me the respect I gave those who inspired this and don’t tag me in it:
People immediately bringing the ‘female character’ argument into things drives me insane. Like we know she’s a female character, but trust me, that’s got very little to do with why people dislike her.
Are some people misogynistic? Absolutely!
Are most people misogynistic? No.
When we talk about Galadriel, and Luthien, and Elwing, and Aredhel, and Nimloth, and Melian, and Nerdanel, and Ahsoka, and Padme, and *insert literally any female character from any fandom here*, being female has nothing to do with it. It barely crosses our minds.
So for the love of all that is good, stop bringing ‘but she’s a female character! Anyone who sees her as anything but perfect, or thinks the male characters made better choices than her is obviously horrible and misogynistic and would never do this to a man :(‘ Into arguments.
I don’t care how few there are in the work. You can explain why you like her without blaming people for hating on the fact she’s female when 95% don’t. There are very literally hundreds of other reasons people interpret fictional events which portray the fem char negatively.
Especially in work like the Silm which is written by a canonical in-universe historian with basic backstory. We have every right to see him as unreliable and play with what that could mean. Doesn’t make it misogynistic if we want to see female characters as more shifty than they’re outwardly portrayed. Many of us often do the same with male characters, and even if we don’t, you have no right to judge someone so harshly when you barely know a thing about them outside an online persona. 99.9% of people don’t even consider male vs female when they write these things. And it’s not because of some weird subconscious misogyny either.
This is mainly aimed at those who bring this up over. And over. And over again in some weird attempt at guilt tripping people into ‘liking’ characters.
On the topic of things people do that make no sense, if characters are stated as being white, and an artist draws them all white. You have no right to say they’re being racist or whatever else you want to come up with.
Nor do you have the right to slander anyone who casually points out the character is white if others draw them as anything else. If we can call out whitewashing, we can talk about the opposite too. As long as the person isn’t being outright rude, have a conversation.
And don’t get me started on tagging pieces of fanart and fics specifically created platonic with a ship. Like the work? Great! Now respect the intentions of the person who created it.
No one in a fandom space, especially artists and writers, owes inclusivity of any kind when running off canon source material. You want to blame someone for a boring cast, blame the author! But even in general? You don’t get to force or guilt others to create content - original work included - that fits your ideal.
Yes I’m a writer and artist of original and fan content. Yes I’ve experienced all of these directly or indirectly.
Sincerely, a young brown woman tired of all the double standards.
#silmarillion#lord of the rings#tolkien#Star Wars#tcw#marvel#sorrynotsorry bout the rant#the guilt tripping is insane#fgs if you’d call out someone for whitewashing I’m sorry they have every right to ask if you make canonically white characters brown#or black or Asian or whatever#it’s not racist to say ‘this character isn’t canonically x’ ok?#I’m not talking about people who are outwardly disrespectful but wow some comments I see really make me wonder#don’t even get me started on shipping#it’s much better now but wow people gotta *chill*#should I tag characters?#sure let’s do the main ones I’m thinking of#Elwing#Ahsoka#padme#wanda maximoff#Melian#Fingon#finrod#Maedhros#silm#rant#I am once again sick and apparently that lowers my tolerance for people straight up not understanding what they’re talking about#or weaponising a sensitive topic to stop people arguing against them#omg how could I forget#luthien
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🦁👑rkgk
#twisted wonderland#vil schoenheit#leona kingscholar#leovil#don’t ask#I’m just sick as hell#and unable to do what I want#except playing the Cult of the Lamb dlc#I managed to doodle something so I’m happy#now I’m going to crush on my bed#again#(sigh)#but if you listen carefully you can hear him purring
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finding out ncuti gatwa is the new doctor, david tennant is returning for 3 specials and rtd is returning as a writer so you excitingly decide to rewatch all of doctor who (2005) again since 2014: no fear
actually rewatching doctor who (2005) again and realising that the rtd1 era was more antiblack than you remembered it to be and he’s now also writing the first black (main) doctor: one fear
#I mean. it’s been 18 years so then again I hope (PRAY) it’s better now but. whew#like martha deserved so much better im sick#don’t even get me started on how mickey was written#I’m still excited but I really hope rtd has some black writers in the room like…#doctor who#rtd#russell t davies#kohpai.txt
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dandelion’s incredible reluctance, and near-fright, to mention kaer morhen by name is somewhat endearing to me. we as the fandom throw around the name so easily, and it’s also home for geralt and ciri, so its name doesn’t carry so much weight.
but in dandelion’s case, it makes sense to fear mentioning it, for it was the site of the massacre… best to not let anyone hear its name… it’s kind of nice to think that dandelion has a degree of self-awareness, when something is as important as this
and also, some part of me just thinks that dandelion with his vivid imagination listened to geralt offhandedly talk about his childhood here or there, and… whatever were mundane facts or sepia-tinted friendly memories for geralt, made dandelion’s expression drop and his innards twist. so he conceives of kaer morhen not just as “the witcher’s keep in the mountains of kaedwen” but “that place where my best friend endured child abuse for eighteen years”
#like… i imagine dandelion has a dysfunctional family relationship too to put it lightly#but as far as the subjected mutations and trials and intense physical training#idk why i think i’m just projecting but#listening to your friend talk about his abusive childhood like ‘oh yeah and then we fell asleep to the ache of our muscles [nostalgic sigh]’#the pain of loving your friend a lot and realizing just how much hell they’ve been through#geralt recalling some memories to dandelion and then all of a sudden#‘dandelion? what’s the matter with you? hell you look as though you’re about to be sick’#dandelion like… 😨#dandelion wanting badly to take on geralt’s pain ✌️ well we got there by time of contempt and baptism of fire#this was brought up for me again when preston holt and geralt were talking in crossroads of ravens#where holt is like: ‘i bet your earliest memory is…’ and geralt is like ‘there was this boy…’ and holt is like ‘yeup’#and though they acknowledge it’s fucked up neither of them are as horrified as they probably should be 💀 because it’s known and familiar#this is also why dandelion is horrified by his suicidal inclinations#yennefer shares them so she is more like ‘ok well don’t do it on the carpet’#this is ciri aka chickened out of suicide attempt and her two parents aka failed suicide attempt and daily suicidal ideations#now i’m not saying dandelion would never kill himself but i mean not during the saga. after half a century is published he could do whatever#the elbow-high diaries#i think the whole ‘recluse from society in an isolated monastery’ thing is already abuse in dandelion’s eyes#the fact that the food is plain = abuse to dandelion lbr
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doctors deciding whether to blame their patients symptoms on anxiety, weight, or menstruation this time around
#chronic illness#also they refuse to test me for things my doctor referred me to get tested for. because i haven’t had a medical emergency related to it?#like mf my legs turn backwards with no effort and i throw up every time i eat I AM NOT OK#you’d think if it was one of these things they always tell me it is that. idk. it’d be getting better by now !#and yet i just get worse and worse#i haven’t been able to draw in months from fatigue and feeling so sick all the time lol#went to the ER last night again and got hit with the “yeah your tests show signs of a UTI but you’re on your period so it’s probably that#and they sent me home feeling no better at all#i could rant about doctor stories for an eternity i cannot explain how fucked up it is#i feel like i’m fucking dying every day and no one ever has an answer for me
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Ayato: When have I ever done anything rash and irresponsible?
Thoma: I keep a list. It’s alphabetized
#genshin#genshin impact#gi#genshin impact incorrect quotes#kamisato ayato#thoma#thomato#i got sick again but I’m back now hey y’all
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