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feeling like vi in acts 2 and 3
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#never have any idea what is going on or what i should be doing#and kinda horrified by everything#vi#arcane#arcane vi#jinx: are you here for the stone?#vi: i have no clue what that thing is#ekko: what do you know about this?#vi: absolutely nothing#mine#vi's just#so lost and shocked by everything jinx does#she has no idea what to do#like. at the end of ep 9 when jinx blows up the council and caitlyn is screaming and crying#she's just#😦#god i feel so bad for her
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Broke: "Dick Grayson was upset at a new kid taking over his mantle because he doesn't think Jason will be good enough as Robin"
Woke: "Dick is upset at Jason, not because he's suddenly taking over the mantle he created, but because Jason isn't nearly feral enough of a child to drive Bruce insane in Dick's place"
Dick: You wanna be my successor? Go swing from that chandelier right now.
Jason:
Dick: As a matter of fact, I need to see you crawling all over the walls. Make a ruckus, break some furniture
Jason: But Bruce-
Dick: SCREW Bruce. Your job as my new brother is to make his life HELL. Why are you so polite? Why are you so calm? Where's your DRIVE, your PASSION, huh? You may be worthy of the title of Robin, but are you WORTHY of being my disaster brother?
Jason, a little scared: I dont-
Dick, scoffing: The youth these days just don't rebel like they used to.
#Bruce watching Dick take Jason out on a lil hangout day: Im sure everything will be fine :)#Alfred: You have no idea what youve done.#Dick: do you at least have any hobbies#Jason: i read#Dick: (in tears) i got such a BORING brother#[jason coming back as gotham's new uprising crime lord]#dick: see THATS what im talking about FINALLY a worthy successor#dick: remember littlewing when u turn 16 u gotta up the angsty teen performance tenfold just to REALLY make B's life difficult#jason a few years later: *dies in the most horrifying way possible leaving Bruce an anguished depressed mess*#dick: Wow ok I did NOT think he'd outdo me like this#this is how they bonded as brothers :)#this is kinda a continuation on a prev post abt Robin Jason being the polite kid lol#jason todd#dick grayson#nightwing#robin!jason#red hood#bruce wayne#batman#batfamily#batfam#batdad#batkids#batbros#dc#crack#incorrect quotes#fanatical posting
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[ cw: violence mention / death mention / ]
Will never stop thinking about how Leo, all alone in an endless void and being beaten again and again and again by the only other living thing around, still finds comfort in that space. The situation he was in was completely hopeless, and in any other circumstances he would not have escaped, at least not fast enough to save him from permanent (or even fatal) damage, be it physical or mental.
And yet, despite the bleakness of his situation, despite the agony and helplessness, all he needs is one glance at a crumbled photograph, one glance to remember his family, and that’s enough of a reason for him to smile.
Maybe that’s why his powers center around manipulating space - because no matter how much space is between them, no matter how dire his own situation may be, just the thought of his family, alive and okay, is enough to give Leo hope.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#the prison dimension is horrifying on its own#add in a monstrous being that towers over you and has vowed to ensure your suffering?#god I can’t imagine how scary that is#Mikey opening the portal was a miracle because if he hadn’t managed it there#it’s really up in the air what could have become of Leo#personally I subscribe by the theory that you straight up can’t die in the prison dimension#so it’s a prison in all ways#but the thought of a Leo who manages anyway who adapts and continues to have hope despite it all…#Leo saying he’s nothing without his family is a double edged sword really#because the thought of his family alone is all he needs to live. to hope.#to smile#nothing without them…but they’re EVERYTHING to him#and maybe he doesn’t realize it but…the feeling is mutual#one thing too is that hope that comforts Leo so much is not just that#should he think his family needs help - that hope can turn into determination#I’m unwell about this family#actually on my point of their powers - I truly do think the abilities tie in not only to their personalities#but to their relationship to family and love in general#kinda like love languages in a way#Mikey with his chains and time abilities values being around his family the most - he wants them to experience living in the moment togethe#Donnie is someone who is 100% a gift giver to show his love - his constructs are exactly that aren’t they? gifts of his mind#Raph is someone who willingly bears the weight of the shield - he protects his family like the best big brother possible#and Leo - he goes off on his own a lot but his mind is constantly on his family anyway#like a sailor at sea no matter how far he travels the compass always point in one direction - and for him that compass points home#even if he can’t make it back - it’s still there#and that’s enough
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im 27 now
#ganondoodles#personal#its past midnight my time#so im officially 27 now#also no this isnt meant as a complaint that im tired of hearing news about palestine#well kinda bc I WISH THE OPPRESSION WOULD STOP#LET THEM LIVE#i just want a good life for everything#still fighting of course#but it takes toll on you hearing and seeing more horrifieing news each day with half the world taking the side of the oppressor
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"Have fun you guys!" Actually goes CRAAZYYY when you spawn a wither rIGHT ON TOP OF YOUR ENEMIES--
#clownpierce never fucking change#babygirl do be MASSACRING 100 players AND will get a FAT stack of $$$ by the end#DAMN i WISH#like.#i WISH that was me (the one getting that paycheck btw. not necessarily the one getting obliterated by clown)#like i wouldn't MIND to get obliterated by clown but uh. no#i'd be out like. FIRST if i was there#kinda embarrassing ngl#anyway#get ready for Djevel's Descent Into Madness™ — ClownPierce Edition!#fuck it. murderous babygirl gets his own Descent Into Madness™ tag#he deserves it#he has me rotating his character in my head CONSTANTLY#he has me in a chokehold#clownpierce#it's the Can I Beat 100 Players For $10000? video btw#karl's horrified/awed “OH MY GOD” “CLOWN I WAS JUST TALKING TO THIS GROUP” and “HOW MANY OF THEM HAVE YOU ALREADY TAKEN OUT?” is everything#-for me#also his nervous “how'd that strategy work??” when clown admits to ALREADY having killed 2 from the team#didn't know i needed karl and clown interacting. i'm glad this video has opened my eyes to the beauty that is karl and clown interacting#minecraft
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I've been thinking about the tragedy of Elizabeth Woodville living to see the end of her family name.
I don't mean her family with her husband, which lived on through her daughter and grandson. I mean her own.
Her sisters died, one by one, many of them after 1485. When Elizabeth died, only Katherine was left, and she would die before the turn of the century as well.
All her brothers died, too. Lewis died in childhood. John was executed. Anthony was murdered. Lionel died suddenly in the peak of Richard's reign, unable to see his niece become queen. Edward perished at war. Richard died in grieving peace. For all the violence and judgement the family endured, it was "an accident of biology" that ended their line: none of the brothers left heirs, and the Woodville name was extinguished. We know the family was aware of this. We know they mourned it, too:
“Buy a bell to be a tenor at Grafton to the bells now there, for a remembrance of the last of my blood.”
Elizabeth lived through the deposition and death of her young sons, and lived to see the end of her own family name. It must have been such a haunting loss, on both sides.
#(the quote is by Richard Woodville in his deathbed will; he was the last of the Woodville brothers to die)#elizabeth woodville#woodvilles#my post#to be clear I am not arguing that the death of an English gentry family name is some kind of giant tragedy (it absolutely the fuck is not)#I'm trying to put it into perspective with regards to what Elizabeth may have felt because we know her family DID feel this way#writing this kinda reminded me of how I am just not fond at all about the way Elizabeth's experiences in 1483-85 are written about#and the way lots so many of the unprecedentedly horrifying aspects are overlooked or treated so casually:#the seizure and murder of two MINOR sons and the illegal execution of another;#her sheer vulnerability in every way compared to all her queenly predecessors; how she was harassed by 'dire threats' for months;#how she had 5 very young daughters with her to look after at the time (Bridget and Katherine were literally 3 and 4 years old);#how unprecedented Richard's treatment of her was: EW was the first queen of england to be officially declared an adulteress;#and the first and ONLY queen to be officially accused of witchcraft#(Joan of Navarre was accused of her treason; she was never explicitly accused of witchcraft on an official level like EW was)#the first crowned queen of england to have her marriage annulled; and the first queen to have her children officially bastardized#what former queens endured through rumors* were turned into horrifying realities for her.#(I'm not trying to downplay the nightmare of that but this was fundamentally on a different level altogether)#nor did Elizabeth get a trial or appeal to the church. like I cannot emphasize this enough: this was not normal for queens#and not normal for depositions. ultimately what Richard did *was* unprecedented#and of course let's not forget that Elizabeth had literally just been unexpectedly widowed like 20 days before everything happened#I really don't feel like any of this is emphasized as much as it should be?#apart from the horrifying death of her sons - but most modern books never call it murder they just write that they 'disappeared'#and emphasize that ACTUALLY we don't know what happened to them (this includes Arlene Okerlund)#rather than allowing her to have that grief (at the very least)#more time is spent dealing with accusations that she was a heartless bitch or inconsistent intriguer for making a deal with Richard instead#it also feels like a waste because there's a lot that can be analyzed about queenship and R3's usurpation if this is ever explored properly#anyway - it's kinda sad that even after Henry won and her daughter became queen EW didn't really get a break#her family kept dying one by one and the Woodville name was extinguished. and she lived to see it#it's kinda heartbreaking - it was such a dramatic rise and such a slow haunting fall#makes for a great story tho
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toxic hate yaoi jimmy olsen/twink lex luthor was not something i planned for while watching this show, but i'm here for it, i like lex's flirtatious animosity
#personal#my adventures with superman#jimmy spends all his time looking horrified while tbf lex was looking kinda horned up#to be clear i definitely don't think this version of lex fucks#he seems like someone who uses everything but sex as a metaphor for sex and then rubs one out about it afterwards
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- i tap the mic and cause feedback to whine through the room
- i swallow thickly, the mic picking up the sound of my saliva traveling down my esophagus
“george x mordred?”
- i am booed off the stage, rotten tomatoes exploding as they are thrown at my body
- i hide out back and cry
- a masked figure bashes my head in
- i die alone, in tears, and dishonored
#bbc merlin#mordred#george#???#morge#LMFAO#geordred#mordred x george#crack ship#the perfect servant gets assigned to arthur favorite- cough he doesnt have favorites i meant his youngest knight#george is flustered and all of a sudden cant perform his duries anymore#he drops everything his carries#he tries to joke about brass#somehow ends up calling mordred’s mother a cow#mordred watches george slink off in shame and turns to merlin who watched the whole exchange with a horrified and disgusted expression#‘lol he kinda acts like u do around arthur’#merlin is truing to explode mordred with his mind#the knights are dying in the background#arthur is…Confused
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i did Not expect a new thumper kinda sequel........... that was the tga's saving grace for me BAHAHAHA
#ginudoodle#the game awards#tga#thumper game#thrasher game#also wearing the clownfit because i was hoping for splatoon news#and silksong news .#yall dont understand how close i hold thumper to my heart#i remember playing the demo on my brother's ps4 vr headset#and i think that changed me forever#i literally burst into tears as soon as i saw 'made by the creators of thumper'#and started squealing in call LMAO#also ig pony island 2 is hype? i kinda forgot abt it with the constant flood of Everything Else BAHAHAH#AND ALSO THAT NEW KOJIMA GAME. I KNOW WHY MY FRIENDS WERE STARING HORRIFIED NOW#ALSO I AM INCREDIBLY MIFFED AT PIZZA TOWER NOT WINNING AN AWARD
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your art really fits your appearance... are you the real life sydney sargent? i'd be freaking out if you were sydney sargent ahh
Well, yes.
I could explain my multi-year spanning selfhood/ ID situation in depth… buuuut we would be here for hours. Short answer for all intents and purposes is: yes.
#fictionkin is… a word. not sure it fully describes my experience.#it’s worse/ more extreme than that (save me let me out)#even outside of that though#I am a GNC trans man. long dark hair with light blue eyes. Autistic. BPD. ARFID (safe food is… buttered bread.) chronically ill AND#psychosis and hallucinations (I am on meds for it 💪 look at me go)#deathly pale and inescapably sick#and has motherly issues. I spend most of my time in the forest. I was a warrior cats kid. I’m goth by music taste and wear dark everything.#I prefer skirts and dresses for sensory reasons. dark and earthy tones.#I talk too much and overshare (exhibit a: this)#my SPECIAL INTEREST has been decomposition and dead things for YEARS#so I adore worms and mushrooms and everything which will one day help me return to the earth#I had a few pet worms & isopods before CHNT even released. I love. worms.#however I don’t do first aid now. I’ve devolved to mortuary science/ post-mortem preservation.#as you can imagine… discovering CHNT was horrifying for these reasons.#as once again- everything I listed here has been the case long before I ever found CHNT.#also I seem to only have chemistry with morally dubious men send tweet#oh and also vivid memories yk that too that’s kinda important yk#guys I’m afraid to post this.
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so I may have accidentally inverted all the colours on my phone and idk how to change it back...
#everything is fucked up#i cant show proof bc whenever i screenshkt it only looks fucked up to me 😭😭#its kinda horrifying and kinda cool at the same time#help
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For the "this acespec thinks x character is hot"
This gray-ace thinks Connor from Detroit: Become Human is hot
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this gray ace thinks connor from detroit: become human is 🔥hot🔥
#this reminded me of my first boyfriend#and how we both had a dbh phase#and how whenever i took him along with me while shopping/running errands he would pretend to be an android#and carry shit for me and basically do everything i asked😭#shout out to [redacted] we may not have worked out but we had some good times#btw i don't actually like dbh all that much#i don't think i did even as a teen#but connor rules!#the thing he's representing (robot cops) is absolutely horrifying#but he is my sweet baby boy nonetheless#this image was kinda awkward to use#bc it cuts off weirdly on both sides and i had to flip the text#but i loved it sm i thought it was worth it#og post#this acespec thinks x is hot#asks#gray ace#acespec#gray asexual#graysexual#detroit become human#connor rk800#dbh connor#connor dbh#dbh#ace#asexual#aspec#natekashiri-exe
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and also just adding onto that, the recent wave of like armchair diagnosing ppl as npd is sooo annoying. Like its actually a serious condition, you CANNOT diagnose someone as npd with just one story or interaction. Sometimes ppl are not "narcissistic", they're just assholes? It feels like every second story i hear, there's ppl going "thats a narcissistic trait yk :/" and its like just bc its a narcissistic trait doesnt mean they have npd??
yes defintely !! it's so so harmful and i have not seen any other disorder (except maybe aspd?) get as much demonisation and hate as npd has and it is genuinely so heartbreaking bc it is a serious dissociative disorder that does Not inherently make anyone a bad person and yet !! like the term "narcissistic abuse" and also ppl just generally equating [mostly covert] abuse w narcissism is so immensely Harmful .
anyway i think we should bring back calling people mean, assholes, rude, gaslighters, abusers, etc instead of being like "my mother was a narc abuser so all ppl w npd are abusers and will never change!" etc etc bc it does 3 horrible things:
1) implies all people with npd are abusers
2) implies people with npd are not capable of self-improvement just like any other human being
3) offloads the horrible actions of abusers onto a disorder, thereby taking away the responsibility they had/choices they made in the situation and instead blames the (completely inaccurate + harmful!!) perceived invariability/ubiquitous evil of npd symptoms/traits .
"how to spot a narcissist" babe are we birdwatching now for ppl with a dissociative disorder or...???
#basically i had a breakdown moment where i realised that despite upholding lying as like. a moral principle .#i used to lie a lot in the past. but i didn't rly realise it then. and having this realisation kind of like...broke down a lot#of self image issues etc and i started looking into Why i did what i did etc...obvs i felt an immense amt of guilt#and while researching i found npd and i was like oh the symptoms actually kinda match#i started doing research into it and oh my godddd the amount of absolutely horrifying articles etc etc i found#nothing was helpful and everything was just what to do if ur parent is an evil narcissist 🤪 and it was just like. signs of covert abuse.#and i was like. even if i did have this disorder i would be so discouraged for getting help bc of this!! there were like 2 places on this#whole internet w an ounce of compassion. anyway i talked to my therapist and she said i definitely do not have npd and there is a much bett#explanation etc bc im autistic and there are comorbidities etc etc but i cannot forget the sheer . feeling of heartbreak and horror.#like the way that these people were being talked about as though they are animals. whole human beings who were abused and mistreated#ive never in my life seen such blatant and rampant and LOUD villinisation and demonisation of ppl with a disorder#i realised this was a problem b4 i went down the research rabbit hole but this just made me realise the sheer extent of it. truly disgustin
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it feels like Maisie ate that glove years ago
#she's fine by the way she went off with her new family and so far it's going well she loves them#now I'm puppysitting#granted she's a very well behaved and sweet puppy but I am still exhausted#fittingly she goes back home on the first of february#and then I can finally collapse#and process the Everything#I miss Maisie I'm horrified and afraid at the shit my government is doing and I'm just kinda stomping it down#because I need to function well enough to take care of this puppy#so yeah pretty sure I'm gonna spend the first week of february in total shutdown
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Oh no new obsession unlocked at 5 am!
#i should be asleep rn 😭😭#but amphibia got me on a chokehold#particularly marcy's character i am OBSESSED i need SO MANY FANFICS#also marcanne#new ship unlocked#love love LOVE Anne in the aftermath of cutting ties with a toxic abusive friend reuniting with her more ''harmless'' friend#who clings to her and loves her and acts like an adorable puppygirl#only to realize she's kinda fucked in the head. maybe even more than the friend she lost#this adorable girl whom she thought was SAFE is the one who dragged her here. tore her away from her family. lied to her. lied to her. lied.#and she clings to her in tears and tells her ''I did this for us! i gave you everything!''#the HORROR the BETRAYAL the realization that there's something so so deeply wrong with the girl she's only been able to come to love#once she herself broke free from toxic patterns and cycles. anne broke free while marcy spiraled further and further down#without either of them even realizing until it was too late#AND THEN SHE FUCKING DIES#through a series of horrifying SA metaphors#and turns into an evil god trying to kill her AAAAAAAAH#i NEED my fanfics
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rwby volume 5 is so fucking good EXCEPT for the entire final battle and that i think sucks so much ass
#v5 has so many growing pains 😭 the kingdom feels super empty and culture/vibeless#the crying animation still isnt good lmao#and they have a really bad habit of not balancing events happening st the same tkme#so the huge massive fight scene feels like ten individual fights all poorly spliced together and it's so unfortunate#like. ravens here hot and terrible as fuck. ilia's VA is working overtime. we get all the reunions. VERNAL?????#and then it all kinda falls flat on its face its really unfortunate 😭#also god cinder is so. ngnfjgjfjjgkfjkfjsjhsjjfkdngkdk women i am allo about#anyways. many thoughts head full#mossy speaks#moss watches#rwby#yes im watching rwby again. just in case everything gets taken down. sighs heavily#ALSO ADAM IS AT HIS MOST POWERFUL AND HORRIFYING AND ITS REALLY COOL AS A NARRATIVE HES SO EVIL#AND THE MOMENT HE GETS CAUGHT FROM THE SHADOWS IS JUST. GAHHHHH#its a GOOD VOLUME. EXCEPT.
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