#and it's so fucking depressing
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in the midst of all these summer homes in winter crowded together kissing close one empty lot and then another like missing stairs like this should feel like some kind of a relief and it just doesn't and I can't tell you why
#365#poetry#also i didn't take a picture because it felt weird#but there's a house that's presumably being redone#got the sign up advertising who's doing it#and the trim of the porch has these hand-painted flowers#and this is original right this is chipped and faded and it's the old house#that's about to go away forever#and it's so fucking depressing#it's the mcminimalism thing that gets me#not quite mcmansions because those aren't as trendy now so it's these clean white and gray rectangles#still oversized crowding the lot super close to one another but 'minimalist' in that trendy way#and that's what's going to happen that's what we get we lose that painted trim#and we'll lose those vacant lots#and it'll all be mcminimalist#that's my tag rant enjoy your evening
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As gen-AI becomes more normalized (Chappell Roan encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use gen-AI because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by tech companies. I draw not because I want a drawing but because I love the process of drawing. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.
#personal#im still fighting it but im also a realist so I’ve accepted that this will be our future#rant#gen ai is fucking boring#I hope this doesn’t make me sound like a ‘going against the crowd. not like the rest of society’ type (it would be depressing if it did)#but yeah even in a world where it’s considered totally fine to use ai to make art I’ll still be using my bare hands#because I like it and nobody can take that from me#if you’re a young artist interested in or already using ai. just know that the thing you rely on to make art can be taken away at any point#all of it. and there’s nothing you can do about it if they decide to. it doesn’t belong to you
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"I don't want to see anyone blaming abstaining voters for this!"
Of course you don't. The entire idea of abstaining was that you could pretend this didn't involve you. Not getting blamed was more important to you than doing any kind of damage control, more important than protecting any of the people you said you wanted to protect. And in this moment, I don't really care what you want. Of course, this isn't entirely your fault. Of course other people made this worse. But if you're going to pretend you had nothing to do with this, forgive me if I ignore you.
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#I’m so serious#It makes me go insane#things i missed:#the peak of tumblr#early lana del rey#boyband era#when every show was airing weekly episodes#casual instagram posting#Plus the 2020s are just so depressing like covid fucking ruined us#girlblogging#girlblogger#lana del rey#hell is a teenage girl#girlrotting#this is what makes us girls#girl interupted syndrome#girlcore#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del ray aesthetic#2014 tumblr#coquette girl#femcel#manic pixie dream girl#coquette#black swan#coquette grunge#divine feminine#jennifers body#sofia coppola#girlblog
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I need Battison to have a Robin.
I need him to carry around a little bundle of joy in his arms. I need him to risk his life saving him from the movie’s big bad. I need him to hold his tiny hands or cradle his tiny face. I need him to crack the smallest of smiles when Robin makes a pun.
I need him to walk into the penthouse, tired and angry and sad, and see his little Robin sprawled across the floor, giggling as his crayons draw him and Alfie and B—their little family.
I him to crawl out of the darkness with Robin. His Robin.
#and I know this version of Alfred will call Dick birdie#I can imagine Dick being captured by a villain and Battison just going fucking mental#and then he gets to his kid and hugs him so so tight and his eyes are shut because he was terrified and he presses his face in Dick’s curls#I don’t know where this came from#maybe I’m depressed?#maybe I need to rewatch the Batman?#dc#dc comics#bruce wayne#batman#batfamily#dick grayson#batfamily headcannons#battinson#robert pattinson batman#the batman#matt reeves#robert pattinson#make battinson a dad I’m begging you
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nothing can best the bond between a boy and his cat (ref)
#sorry for no art i've had finals and post-royal depression#someone fucking sedate me i miss these losers#anyway mona slander is insane to me and i don't trust mona haters. infact dni if you hate him#you probably hate your pets and like waterboarding cats for fun#like imagine having beef with a cat please go get employed 😭#joker and morgana are one of my fav duos in the entire game i love them so dearly. ren is literally accurate pet owner representation#persona 5 royal#persona 5#p5#p5r#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#morgana persona 5#lotus draws
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Something told me yall would like this
#2013 vox is so cute but what if i gave him depression#hes a bug bro#this is so niche like you have to know the origin of the bug vox and of dark mode vox and also know undertale HAHAHAHAHAH#this is content for nobody but the real ones#anyway#dark mode vox#i fell for the fucking tv#hazbin art#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#vox#hazbin vox#my art#radiostatic#undertale
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When a cunty witch beats you to death then steals your boy toy for eternal torment 😢 (based on that 'don't you miss her???' meme)
#the og Pathetic Little Meow Meow#catwin#the cat king#thomas the cat king#edwin payne#edwin paine#dead boy detectives#dead boy detectives spoilers#dbda#dbda spoilers#crystal palace#niko sasaki#my art#i feel like we dont talk about the Cat King's depression outfit enough#its so horrible i love it so much those ugly fucking sunglasses#whats even the point his kept boy is off leash and being tortured by a woman in fishnets#catwin fanart
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i want the world to stop for like 1 year so i can rest
#bipolar 2#actually mentally ill#tw depressing thoughts#depressive episode#actually bipolar#bipolar disorder#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bdp#bdp vent#borderline things#borderline culture is#borderline personality disorder#borderline pd#borderline problems#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#living with borderline#just girly thoughts#thoughts#mentally tired#sick and tired#tired#im so tired#i'm so fucking tired
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I be checking my phone like I mean something to someone
😂silly fucking me 😂
#actually mentally ill#depressing shit#kinda depressing#mentally fucked#mentally tired#suic1de#this is depressing#tw depressing stuff#discusting#dying inside#self h4te#self half#sadnees#sorry for being depressing#im so tired#sadgirl#sad thoughts#im fat and ugly#always alone#feeling alone#alone with my thoughts#alone in the dark#menatl health#mentally exhausted#mentally unstable#mental illness#mental health#idiot#im hurtin#im dying
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NEON RED // NEON STATE // NEON BLADE
Reposting these old pieces in honor of Jason's birthday
#that meme “'ppl who celebrate fictional character birthdays are annoying' 'FUCK this post and happy birthday jason todd'” ... thats me#future state was a mess BUT we got the jason todd future state lewk from it so. worth it? maybe so#oh and let's not forget depressed alley cat bruce wayne either#jason todd#red hood#future state#dc comics#my art#bats tag
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Dick, after Tim nearly sacrificing himself Again: Tim .... you know we care about you... right?
Tim: That's strange...
Jason, was eavesdropping: What is?
Tim, blandly: The data does Not support that
Dick: Wha..?
Tim, pulling out a PowerPoint full of wacky transitions and clashing colours, titled "Evidence That Tim Drake Does Not Matter": Alright, do you want all the evidence starting with my parents or just what's relevant to the bat clan only?
Jason: Jesus, replacement.... please send this PowerPoint to a therapist and get so much help
Damian: Drake! Why is Richard crying?? What is this trash?
#tw child abuse#tim drake#major depressive disorder#jason todd#dick grayson#damian wayne#tim needs so much help#i'm not projecting you're projecting#my childhood fucked me up#batfam shenanigans#batfam
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a moment of silence for all us disabled ones who had to watch each of their friends move on with their lives without you and get jobs, go to school, have partners come and go, get engaged and move house etc.
shout out to my fellow struggling people who are still sitting in the same bedroom they grew up in. the ones who can't get a job, can't make new friends, can't find a partner or partners, can't move house and can't go to school.
I hope one day we can all find someone to at least sit with us in our rooms. I see you and I understand... and I'm sorry we can't be that person for each other
#hell o void#hell o hadal#disabled#disability#invisible disability#nuerodivergent#nuerodiversity#mental health#agoraphobia#depression#anxiety#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#autistic#autism#i know this applies to more people but i am too tired to think of more tags and i really need to stop posting and do other things#but this is something i struggle with constantly and cant get over so#about#it hurts even more knowing that my friends who have done this are also disabled#like.... what do you mean they can overcome their disabilities and have lives why the fuck cant i do that
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the “pressure is kind of my thing” quote from riz being a reply to his mother as he tries to keep a smile on his face as his mom explains their bleak financial situation and how a perfect gpa still probably won’t be enough to get into higher education in the face of a world in which knowledge is paywalled is another type of heartbreaking
#this season is making me so fucking sad and it’s only the second episode#i’m getting episode 2ed but in the most depressing way possible#fantasy high#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fh#fhjy#d20#riz gukgak
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try to be gentle while tearing me apart
#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#depressing life#sad thoughts#self h@rm#quotes#i'm sad#im sorry#suic1de#trauma#tw self destructive behavior#tw self destruction#tw depressing stuff#tw abuse#toxic love#toxic relationship#heartbroken#please help#im so tired#im not okay#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#mental health#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#su1cide#su1c1dal#su1c1d3#sexualassault#family issues
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The funny thing about the PJO cabin system is that everyone's always all 'oh the twelve' this and 'the twelve' that but that's absolutely not even remotely accurate. To start, right off the bat it's thirteen, not twelve, because they don't count Hades. But not really because before Percy, there were no big three kids, so we're down to ten active cabins already but it's actually eight because Artemis and Hera don't make demigods.
And of those eight, Mr. D is stuck at camp (thus not really making new demigods all that often) and his only two kids don't even sleep in a cabin, they sleep in the Big House with him.
So, pre-Percy, there are seven active cabins at Camp Half-Blood:
Glee club, the Jocks, the Nerds, the Geeks, the Farmers, the 'Sketchy Kids' and the Popular Kids.
Or, in other words, the Apollo, Ares, Athena, Hephaestus, Demeter, Hermes (and the unclaimed kids) and Aphrodite cabins.
What's cool is that you can already see the cabin dynamics in the show. For example, the Athena cabin allies with the Hermes cabin for the numbers. The Hermes kids plus all the unclaimed kids? It's the biggest cabin in the camp by far. It's a battle strategy. Luke and Annabeth's close relationship is just the cherry on top for Annabeth. It'll be really cool to see how the show develops the differences in the cabins during the series.
#pjo tv show#pjo series#if i remember correctly it's the Hermes cabin then Ares and Apollo in terms of numbers. Aphrodite would probably be next.#but the Athena Hephaestus and Demeter cabins were always under twelve kids.#they state exact numbers in one book... and if you don't want spoilers turn back now#but after the war theres only three Hephaestus kids left so like.... the numbers go real fucking low#the entire camp population plummeta#iactually really fucking depressing watching this camp filled with small tiny children knowing that only a very small fraction of themlive
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