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elisastro · 5 months ago

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I haven't talked to anyone in so long holy fucking shit

#is it depression #is it being shy #who knows #im just a girl #and ill go insane #listening to mitski #and idk

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hazelcallahan · 2 months ago

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caitvi + hands

#caitvi #arcane #arcaneedit #animationedit #wlwedit #vi #caitlyn kiramman #piltover's finest #arcane spoilers #**#if i think too hard abt the sex scene being the first time they touch each other without some sort of hand covering #ill go insane like legitimately

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melxhunter · 1 year ago

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I feel like there are a lot of people out there who needs to hear this:

If you dropped out of school because of diagnosed (or undiagnosed) ADHD, Autism, ADD, OCD, Dyslexia, Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar disorder, psychotic disorders, schizophrenia etc… You did not fail. The education system failed you.

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fuwto · 3 months ago

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Spoiled by the parkour god

(whenever Evbo misses his husband he just flings himself and some flowers too champion headquarters to surprise him, after the 15th time EMF isn’t that suprised anymore.. but he still welcomes his godly husband home)

#my art #parkour civilization #emf parkour civilization #evbos master friend #evbo #parkciv #evbo x emf #evbo fanart #mcyt #parkour god #they’re married your honor #I CANT AGHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE THEM ILL GO INSANE

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wowlookwhosspirallingagain · 6 months ago

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i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

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dieselocelot · 20 days ago

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and there's a rumour that you're on ice/ and you will rise again someday

#fallout new vegas #fnv #mr house #my art #been really hating art lately I think next year I'll either give up and join a monastery or ill go insane. stay tuned

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hinamie · 5 months ago

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big fan of panels where they look like they wld beat me up

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuuji #megumi #YUUJI WILL NOT COOPERATE TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME >:(((#is it the angle ? is it the expression?? the bangs??????? am i just a fraud and a fake yuuji liker i dont know at this point #god #just . just take it i cant fiddle with the proportions any more ill go insane #it was worse when i tried colouring it but im STILL not 100% sold on it no matter what i shift or tilt #megumi my darling boy i love u at least You always have my back :'<#honestly my leading theory is that bc my yuuji design looks objectively More different than his canon design #its more prone 2 looking Wrong in my head #but even so !!! if i *have* my yuuji design down why does it still feel like im fighting fr my gd life when i try 2 draw him #it feels like he is shattering my drawing hand and smiling at me n taunting me w those shiny puppy eyes th entire time #head in hands I Don't Get It #when will i get it #anyway scoreboard yuuji: 623453766235 hina: 0

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lotus-pear · 11 days ago

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i love you royal trio (minus akechi)

#i was listening to the world we knew by frank sinatra while drawing this to inflict maximum emotional damage 😔#royal actually shot me fifty times in the chest and slaughtered my entire family #i’m actually inconsolable over the ending what the fuck do you mean akechi chooses to die of his own volition rather than be manipulated #god it’s just. his character actually makes me violent and insane. they’re going to drag me kicking and screaming to the psych ward #he never had an ounce of control over his life. not even once. he was CONSTANTLY being yanked around like a marionette #until he was disposed of as another pawn in shido’s plan #and then out of some cruel irony he was resurrected even though he did not want to be alive #for once in death he would have found peace—only for that to be taken from him too.#and bc he thinks he’s worthless and his life is so easily gambled away he doesn’t view it as a major dealbreaker when maruki brings it up #“do you really think something as trivial as my life should stand in the way of your decision?” yes you fucking asshole #what do you mean he’s literally fated to die in every timeline? definition of doomed by the narrative #there’s not a single version of his story that doesn’t end with him being slaughtered #GODDDDD he makes me violently ill i hate goro akechi so much he’s so fucking selfish HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT THIS DEAL IS TEARING ME APART #i was so tempted to get the bad ending just so that he was alive ☹️#he looked so happy. he was surrounded by people who loved and treasured him.no shido. control over his life. the ability to choose his futu #TEARS IN MY EYES MARUKI WAS THE ONLY VILLAIN WHO WAS LOWKEY MAKING SENSE 😭😭😭😭😭#my toxic trait is that i think maruki was right all along 😔#ALSO SUMIRE AAUUGGHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the survivors guilt literally eating her alive until the point where she gaslighted herself into thinking she was her sister. insane.#royal was so good bro i’m so glad i endured 200 hours of hell just to play it #terrible terrible ending with everyone going their separate ways and ren ending up in juvie for months #akechi actually being dead in the good ending is so fucked up 😭😭 i thought there was some way maruki could bring him back regardless #not ren hallucinating him in the last cutscene too 😭😭😭😭 “i still see your shadows in my room” ahh ending #persona 5 royal #persona 5 #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #sumire yoshizawa #goro akechi #lotus draws

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cirr0stratus · 6 months ago

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Siegfried Sassoon, counter attack

#i’m actually going insane #i’m exploding #i’m so mentally ill #i’m autistic #and i’m making you all read this because you need to be too #ww1 history #ww1 #wwi #world war i #world war one #world war 1 #poetry #siegfried sassoon #war literature #literature

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bellz4brainz · 5 months ago

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I DON'T WANT THIS ANYMORE

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so anyways yeah my object show fixation has consumed me once more thanks to episode 15 🫶 (help me)

may or may not post more here again if i fully delve back into doing osc art

#inanimate insanity #ii taco #ii #object shows #osc art #osc community #osc #digital art #ill be fr i wasn't banana bonkers over taco until this episode came out #i NEED to see where episode 16 is gonna go w/ her #most likely she's either gonna want to speak to oj or pickle #but we'll see how ep 16 goes down (no doubt shit'll hit the fan)#(...no not that fan)

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apileofmoss · 2 years ago

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if you can't draw a character's big, hooked, bumped, or crooked nose i dont think you should be drawing that character

#sorry on my hater arc <- i say that every week #but yeah stop giving characters with not button noses button noses #iff i see this one more time ill go insane #mossy's mumblings

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lucabyte · 9 months ago

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i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.

i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.

anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.

#[isabeau voice] am i insane or does sometimes loop talk like they might have killed their whole family. is that just me? just checking.#nille design highly inspired by @kiwibrain's since its the one that imprinted in my mind. liberties taken since i didnt look @ reference #anyway i have a lot more thoughts on this? i guess ill hide them in the tags...? scroll down i suppose.#isat #in stars and time #isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #isat act 6 spoilers #isat loop #isat siffrin #isat bonnie #isat nille #isat fanart #in stars and time fanart #doodlebyte #----------------------------------------------------------------------#anyway the extra thoughts. are literally just my general thoughts on postcanon. (and thus are the context for all of my postcanon doodles!)#which is i think nille joins the party before loop reappears for a start (either from a period of nonexistence or just wandering around)#and that like. i think the party should be able to integrate loop as a completely new person. because they are! the secrecy isn't great but #They and Siffrin shuffle into different ecological niches in the party (eg. i think sif is more squeamish after it all but loop isnt)#and while it's not *exactly* what Loop wanted they get that beggars can't be choosers. and its pretty good #(i am glossing over how i think loop's reappearence drags both them and siffrin into a massive behavioural backslide and is likely a bit #distressing to watch go down. cycle of argument -> lovebombing -> normalcy -> repeat. etc etc. but since they are no longer literally #stewing in the worst pressure cooker of all time they do resolve it via productive conversation on their own time. its fine)#the party well-meaningly tries to deduce things from loop's vagueries and are able to pin down the DEAD FAMILY vibe pretty quickly.#but eventually the question of their prior identity falls by the wayside because well! they're just their friend loop! (also change belief)#as for how The Truth Come Out... this is what i mean by The Isabeau Torment Nexus(tm). which is that i think... isiloop should almost occur #BEFORE isabeau knows who loop is. he's just genuinely charmed by them eventually and tries to close the open end of the polycule #which FREAKS LOOP THE FUCK OUT because thats just too genuinely sick and wrong. and obviously w emotions high its not a great confrontation #ANYWAY told u i had more thoughts. if i were normal itd be a text post but.

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saddevilsworld · 2 months ago

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idk as the days go by the urge to hang myself is getting stronger

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le-fruit-de-la-passion · 1 month ago

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Perhaps a Hot Take: I don't have anything against JayVik as a ship, but the amount of people in the fandom who use it as an opportunity to be openly racist and misogynistic towards Mel and Sky, and to feminize/infantilize Viktor as a disabled man make it REALLY hard to enjoy

#literally over 90% of the viktor tag is currently jayvik content #hey. hey perhaps we should talk about the incredibly funny smart handsome determined inventor and engineer #who is a MAJOR figure in media for disabled/chronic illness rep #as... his own person?#also like... all the posts that go “oh yeah jayce never loved mel he was just confused”#guys newsflash theres a pretty interesting thing called bisexuality maybe you can look it up when you get your head out of your ass #i usually never involve myself in this shit but its driving me absolutely insane #sincerely your local bisexual chronic illness and cancer survivor :)))#arcane #arcane critical #viktor arcane #jayce talis #mel medarda #sky young

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phonification · 1 month ago

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bickelheads stream my love by modern baseball . Please . PLEAAASWEEEEEEE

#SORY ILL GET TO THE RECS NOW i had to get this out of my system .#bickel #ii nickel #ii baseball #inanimate insanity #phonification #ok actually im editing this to ramble again #the idea of having a bond/relationship with someone basically teathered to your soul is so .Augh #you were MADE for eachother!!!!!! every fiber and atom of you is tethered to the other!!!!!! AGGHHHH #do you think that by falling in love they broke their code or . transformed the code in a way #gay yearning so bad it rewrote the very fiber of your being #my bad #ramblings over . we're going home.#OK OUGJ #IM LEAVING

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wowlookwhosspirallingagain · 4 months ago

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omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]

and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops

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