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likesummerrainn · 12 days ago

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#very strange feeling that like #the same cousins I grew up admiring and almost. begging for attention from #the cousins who I always imagined would be more interested in me when I got older #and believed that the only reason they didn’t like me was because I was too young to hang out with them #are now. just. ?? i don’t even know #I’ve spent the evening talking to the people I normally talk to #and helping with prep and clearing up #and they’re still sitting there talking to each other #and haven’t said one word to me #and it’s like oh. the problem was never the age difference #the problem was that you guys genuinely don’t care #and I’ve never been happier?#like I say all of this with extreme contentment and peace #because I spent too long thinking ‘maybe they’ll care about me now’#and now I don’t care! I’m free!

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diamondsunbursts-and-marblehalls · 8 months ago

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I know we’ve all talked about the callbacks to the tragic greek myth of orpheus and eurydice in relation to charles and edwin but just think of the callbacks to the more ancient and tragic myth of dean and castiel

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buddiebitch · 8 months ago

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genuinely confused why so many people are saying things like “i’m tired of the will they won’t they i wish they would just tell us if it’s gonna happen or not” (kinda defeats the purpose of will they won’t they?) or from the bummy stans “i wish they would shut down buddie fans once and for all” (both real posts i saw)

just wondering how y’all think watching a show is supposed to work? they aren’t going to come out and say either way until it happens in the show, don’t know why you would think it should go any other way.

they aren’t going to do an interview about episode 7 just to say “yeah tommy’s here for now but don’t worry he’ll be gone and we’ll get buddie going” like that’s not how it works, interviews in the middle of a season are purposefully vague and sometimes intentionally misleading, that’s kinda the point. this isn’t the type of show they want you to be able to predict, of course they’ll mislead us on purpose when they get the chance.

it’s very unlikely that any interview will reveal where the show is taking this, and no interviews yet have said strictly one way or the other so i’m not sure why people are acting like they have

#the tim minear one where he said buck wanted tommy’s attention and all the bummy stan’s took it to be confirmation that they’re endgame #and that buddies never happening #confused where you got that since the exact wording was ‘i never said it was eddie’s attention he wanted’#okay so that confirms nothing cool #like ‘i never said that’ okay cool and you still haven’t #they’re gonna have to be a lot more straightforward than that for me to believe it wasn’t vague on purpose #you never said he wanted eddie’s attention you just showed it for the whole episode and then misdirected it at the last minute #like it’s definitely still giving that bucks confused about his feelings (for eddie) and projecting them onto tommy #his conversation with maddie all but directly said that #even tommy noticed #there’s no way all of that was unintentional #but obviously when they interview about it they aren’t going to say that yet #they need to draw it out and build interest #they want us to argue that’s literally the point #that’s how you build interest for a show #buddie #911 #911 on abc #eddie diaz #evan buckley #bucktommy #911 abc #911 buddie

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james-spooky · 3 months ago

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this is a test

#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th #the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo #g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit #ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco #ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo #e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a #ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha #e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t #care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea #y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss #im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop #e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo #ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas #ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can #use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s #much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a #annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically #now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s #lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like #what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or #smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc #ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other #than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140 #haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai #let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o #what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some #one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james #im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh #w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause #ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:

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thevaudevillescene · 5 months ago

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doctor at urgent care looked in my right ear and said, “she’s perfect! :)” then she went and looked in my left ear, which has been clogged for DAYS, and she said, “…ooh. Ooooooh, let’s get you on antibiotics :/”

#i think i might’ve gotten a bad grade in urgent care. something which is normal to want and possible to receive :(#on the bright side my heart rate was 68bpm and the medical assistant said ‘oh that’s a nice number!’#diagnosed with middle ear infection and prescribed 10 days of amoxicillin. i haven’t had an ear infection in 30 years. this is hell.#also the man at the front desk kept fumbling his words and at one point he stopped typing. sighed. looked at me and said #‘i may have majored in english but i sure can’t speak it!’

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needlesandnilbogs · 5 months ago

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so freaking stuck on mirrorverse it’s not even funny. someone anyone save me arghhh

#random #venty tag essay #literally though I think I’m stuck bc nobody’s said anything in the discord thread where I’m writing it (except for me) in like a week #maybe two #and that is always both worrisome/stressful/anxiety inducing/scary #and causes me to get stuck on it #anyways I don’t know why I’m posting this but I haven’t written a word on mirrorverse in two days and that makes me feel unhappy #“want to write this specific thing but don’t have anything to say and don’t know what to write” is the worst mood #just wanna feel like my stories matter to someone who isn’t me and mirrorverse means the most to me #while also being the one thing nobody else ever seems to care about #(actually most of my aus nobody ever seems to care about but mirrorverse is the one that hurts most to think that bc the others are shorter #(or rather. the others are completed and I only talk about them when they’re complete/at a stopping pt. mirrorverse isn’t so it feels worse #cause nobody cares when I do talk abt it)#murderbot mirrorverse

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jitteryjive · 5 months ago

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i need to remake my cup bros ref… both cup and human designs… it’s been almost a year(?) and i’ve developed the headcanons and i would like to share with the class!!! (i wrote thirty tags. Please help me)

#my little hc i kinda showed in the refs but didn’t point out: cuphead’s handle appears broken/in human form his ear is halved #cause he has microtia (that also affects the eustachiantube/middle ear). basically i am a HoH cuphead truther #also to add onto that i think he has poor auditory processing issues cause i also see him as AuDHD #double also. while he would use ASL on a bad hearing day i think regularly he also uses home signs to express words/concepts #autism-related btw. it’s actually a bit visible in insert cuphead media (to me at least LOL) that cuphead expresses a lot of body language #so not liking conversation oral or signed as well as replacing oral words w home signs is in character. at least to my headcanon whatever #floats your boat!#OH! plus his split upper lip that i draw him with isn’t related to the microtia. he just roughhouses and chipped/tore his lip open when he #was younger #cuphead is also a trans boy. it feels right to me LOL #even back in 2017 when i barely knew the game or also much about trans people i saw cuphead and was like hm. hm!#tbh he just pawned his clothes onto mugman. who i’ve also changed my hc for i see him more as bigender than a cis boy now #LOL. i cast bi on mugman. sorry buddy #OH HIM TOO. im so sorry mugsy i have like two headcanons for you 😭😭😭#she uses he/she 2 me. i like casting personal parts of myself onto mugman even if i gravitate more towards cuphead/chalice #i see him as a bi ace as well. and a hopeless romantic. i don’t ship uhh i don’t remember what it’s called #i don’t ship cala maria X mugman (respect though) cause i see the cups as kids and i’m also a hilda X maria shipper LOL #but in the show. i will be real that she is a hopeless romantic. Look at that dork #FORGOT TO MENTION. i am a cuphead aroace truther to my grave. KEEP THAT MUSHY ROMANCE OUT OF MY HIGH SEAS ADVENTURE!!!!#like i said w cuphead before mugman is AuDHD (they share. many genes LMFAO)#however the difference is that they express it in different ways; while cuphead’s is more linked to his hearing/social behavior #mugman’s is more related to her emotions. i see it through my headcanon colored glasses that especially in the show mugman has more #meltdowns between the two cups #he has high emotional sensitivity both in positive and negative ways; former as in being strongly attached to cuphead and latter as in #more prone to meltdowns as well as being very literal #which isn’t a bad thing of course. mugman we are shaking hands so hard we are the same #OK that’s all the ones i want to share right now. i also haven’t shared her human or cup design i did but i’m workshopping chalice!!!!!!#i am leaving her out intentionally she deserves her own post because i luv her so much #ok post over. twenty minutes dedicated to autism about the twins out of the trio #cuphead

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kavehater · 4 months ago

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Kaveh having 49 voice lines and alhaitham having 26 in the upcoming 5.1 patch MUAHAHAH I’d like to thank me myself and I for making this possible cause every single survey I have asked EXPLICITLY for this event EUEEUUE

#I EVEN GAVE THEM PLOT IDEAS I THINK THEY SAW HOW DESPARATE I AM LMAOOO #dora daily #everyone say thank you TO ME RAAAHHH 🦅🦅🦅#.#MUAHAHAHA I CANNOT BELIEVE THEY LISTENED TO MEEEEEEE #and if I hear one word on that flop supreme ship I will throw hands I am very much taking this event as #Genshins gift to me so if I hear one word so help me I will find you #…. and throw up on you because I woke up feeling completely sore even tho I haven’t moved much for a while and I doubt I slept weird #plus weird stomach issues #saving so I can reblog this later :3 #to ask for my formal thanks 😇🪽✨#and I expect it in the rule of threes cause one dumbass scribe once said earnest thanks is best given thrice or whatever that mf said I #dunno I didn’t play the event cause I WAS TOO LOW OF AN AR FOR THAT in the sense that I didn’t unlock sumeru 🫠

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always-a-slut-4-ghouls · 20 days ago

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I don’t get why people feel like the Duolingo owl is threatening, if I ever feel like he is I just get mad at him. I could fight an owl. I don’t know if I’d win, but I don’t think I’d lose (two things that can apparently coexist). I think I’d survive at least and that’s not really winning but also not losing.

You wanna be so threatening? Da bør du drepe meg!

#emma posts #I used google translate for help because they haven’t taught me the phrase ‘kill me’ yet #taught me the word for beer øle but not the more important words like ‘kill’#as far as I can tell everything else in that sentence checks out so I figured the translation was good enough #not sure if it’s in the right order or if you use better that way in Norwegian. but good enough for a tumblr flop post #Emma’s adventures in using Duolingo #I should honestly use that as a tag for it #I post enough venting about that app #until I find out if I’m dyslexic for sure and there’s a way to help that with other languages. I’m not going to pay for Babbel yet #Babbel has Icelandic lessons too I think and that is my final boss tbh #I’ve been going from easiest for English speakers to hardest as my plan #and it turns out that I forgot how much some of my issues affect learning new languages #last time I learned another language it was Spanish and I’m not fluent but I’ve had classes and been around it for so long #that i kinda forgot what it’s like to start from scratch #I didn’t start trying to learn Norwegian until I was 26 #or was it my 27th birthday? I could check my streak #I was like ‘psh. it will be harder with my disabilities. but I should be able to read. my top priority with this language’#and then I realized I had been somehow adapting to the other two languages since childhood and forgot how much I had to work around #I mean. I knew I was worse at language arts in school than I was in literature and writing. but still #I also already knew I was worse at making new sentences in other languages than I was figuring out ones that someone else made #but I thought that was just because I hadn’t used Spanish much for several years now #every time I try to re-learn Spanish it just ends up with me being able to figure out what someone said to me but not how to answer #if i brushed up on it again i could probably have a conversation with someone who understood English but better spoke Spanish #someone with the same problem as me but reversed language wise #please don’t take this as me saying I could currently have an entire conversation with someone speaking Spanish #I’m better than someone who never learned it and didn’t encounter it’s use a lot. but I really don’t think I could have a real conversation #not at the moment at least #I have been meaning to brush up on Spanish again too. there are at least real classes in my area for it and not just an app #the last time there were Norwegian classes around here my dad was in college and old people still spoke it #no one around here speaks it anymore

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dnptheinfinity · 8 months ago

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ashsgfshksgahja my second cousin invited me to his wedding and it’s not happening until september but i’m already so stressed

#i haven’t been to a wedding since i was maybe 5 years old #i’m getting anxiety from thinking about thinking what i’m going to wear because i absolutely don’t have any appropriate clothes #i don’t really like this side of the family and i don’t even have anyone i could bring as a ‘plus one’ for emotional support #because i can already see my parents having a great time and ignoringme for most of the time #also the phone call?? i was trying so hard to be normal but i don’t think i succeed #for some reason i was repeating every other word i said??#but at least my dad gave me a heads up that he would be calling at all #because let’s be real otherwise i would not pick up a call from an unknown number #why am i like this

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sunkissedlouis · 9 months ago

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#just had 4 of my wisdom teeth pulled out in one session 🎉#just went in no thoughts head empty with the goal to get it over with bc i don’t #want to go back after 2 weeks and do it all over again #blood tw #why are dental clinics so weird and horrifying like #like i came out of my session looking at my surgeon with blood splatter on his face shield 😭 and a bit more all over #getting your tooth extracted is such a weird experience istg #just full of pressure and a bit of loud slicing haha #and a bit of loud cracking noises #also my surgeon made me go ??? and laugh a bit because before we started he said #‘i wish my other patients opened their mouth as much you did’#like ?????? LMAO WHAT #opened their mouth wide*#mind you we haven’t spoken a word since i arrived and sat down on the chair #and them proceeded to gossip to his assistant #like how he had difficulty locating something in his other patients’ gums bc they can’t open their mouths that wide djdjjd #anyway im lowkey dreading the healing process #bc i can’t eat hot food :/ just room temp+cold food #treating myself to ice cream 😌#*ri

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peapod20001 · 1 year ago

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I’m the type that can and will cry if think too hard <3

#random post #me tag ∠( ᐛ 」 ) |/#I’m not an overly emotional person in the stereotypical way. but I do get in my feels when thinking about life and the experience of living #I’m like. constantly explaining things to myself cus there’s never really a time or place to talk about it #also my method of explaining things is very not coherent sometimes. so it takes me a bit to really get my point across in a comprehensible #way. I’m a big thinker. I have many thoughts and ideas a views. a daily thing of mine is noticing problems #and then fixing them in my head with thought out explanations and motives and outcomes #it’s like I’m talking to someone else. much like how I format my text posts. that’s how my inner monologue is #me talking to myself is actually me talking to someone else. someone that isn’t real #anyways it’s a daily occurrence. every day of my life is spent with thoughts similar to those breaking down a movie #lots of thoughts from adhd. compulsive thoughts from ocd. overwhelming thoughts from autism. distressing thoughts from bpd #ya. this isn’t a vent I just need to like. see the thoughts in writing so I can do smth else. like eat this muffin ive been staring at for #over an hour now <3 mmmbfbg yea muffins are hard to eat now cus I had some with mold and food mold especially is a big nono for me #spend like. five minutes examining the damn thing before I even consider taking a bite. I’m very hungry an thirsty </3 #when your mouth is so dry you can taste your own mouth 👍 I’m experiencing #nothing in particular. just experiencing. I wouldn’t have it any other way. I like having an experience and living #drank my tea and I had like. hallucinations of like an alcohol prep pad. I’ve been using those in my ear cus. tmi. had a pimple that’s #causing problems so mom suggested that. it burned! which means it worked so word. I’ve noticed lately that both me AND my family have been #using ‘word’ a lot. dad says we’ve been saying it but no we haven’t. if we had I’d have BEEN saying it. maybe we’ve used it before for a bit #but now it’s back. idk. I’ve said it in class on more than one occasion lmao I don’t look like the type to say smth like that but whatever #it’s like when I used to say bro after every sentence like 10 years ago lol. we’re a family of parrots we repeat eachother a lot #I started saying I love you out of no where and they started doing it too. we whistle at eachother from across the house. sing ear worms #together. quote funny things at every opportunity and drive the joke into the ground. everyone in this house is a different kind of mentally #I’ll and it’s the most beautiful clash of personalities because we’re all so annoying and we love eachother so much and also our #communication is shit because some ppl have hearing loss and another is a short fused child and some are quick to interrupt and some dont #get a word in and some just can’t explain and some can’t understand. we get there eventually at some point. we don’t get the full grasp of #how much we love eachother yet. but we’re gettin there. anyways this went into several different directions but they’re all good ones #I think. if you read all this good on you! this is my brain 24/7/365 haha ok love you

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rosicheeks · 5 months ago

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I hope your days aren't as heavy and dark, I am sending all the positive thoughts your way. You deserve the best, fairy princess. <3

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#I’ve been getting such sweet asks #I can’t tell you how much they mean to me right now #unfortunately my days have been pretty dark and overwhelming #struggling more than I ever have before tbh #and I’ve struggled most of my life so that’s saying something #also tried to go on TikTok for a little bit and oh BOY that was a bad decision #I might come back sometime soon #it’s just hard when my meds and everything have been making me very sex repulsed 😬#and half of the posts on my feed are very sexy related lol #so I guess that’s probably the main reason I haven’t been on here as much as I used to #also really don’t have the energy to reply or talk to people anymore #(sorry to anyone who has tried to DM me or contact me in any way -#I’ve barely been able to get out of bed so I definitely don’t have the energy to reply to people)#fun fact I went on TikTok finally cause everyone keeps talking about it #somehow ended up on the abortion debate side of TikTok???? so I kept seeing these bullshit debates #the final straw was the other day I saw some dipshit put as their claim ‘prochoice is a mental illness’#don’t even get me started on that it makes me so made I start to shake #I’m sorry but that is so offensive to people who are struggling with real mental illnesses???#went up as a guest (surprisingly) and was trying to explain how ridiculous that statement was and one of the people literally said #‘this is not a safe space’#lol ok byeeeee #obviously not expecting every where to be a safe space but for someone to literally SAY that is wild to me #I always try to keep a safe space no matter who I’m talking to or what about #that still is bothering me so so much #main reason why I’m still on there is cause I love this creator and want to support her as much as possible #but idk how much longer I can be on there… was even thinking about trying to post and make money over there #but ha ha ha guess not #back to square one #I’m running out of space as always but thank you so so so much for the kind words they mean the world to me!! also FAIRY princess???#I’ve never heard that before 🥹🥹🥹 thank you thank you thank you wishing you a lovely day 🫶

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pepprs · 1 year ago

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im home and already swallowed by despair. can you believe i was in CHICAGO a few hours ago. and now im here. lol

#i know i know. and i need to let the anguish motivate me to get out of here. but it feels like i dreamed it all #purrs #chicago #i had a rough time getting out of the hotel and through the airport to my gate and also im bad at math so i fucked up the calculation about #when my flight lands bc of the time zone change and i gave my parents the time in central time not eastern time so my dad was waiting for m #for like a half hour and texting me and i wasn’t answering bc i was still in the air and he was pissed at me and snarky in my texts with hi #and i was sitting there on the plane and could just feel his words ripping into me and the horrors rushing back in and i still haven’t #recovered from it honestly. it wasn’t that big of a deal he just said something that i misunderstood as him saying he was giving up waiting #for me and going home bc id already wasted his time and even though that was not what he actually said it just kinda burrowed into me that #my parents were mad at me and were probably also mad at me for not communicating with them AT ALL the entire time i was in chicago. and it #just was eating me alive. im home now and we haven’t talked about it but they did say things disapproving of the fact that i did a lot of #stuff by myself which i probably shouldn’t have told them. idk. it’s not even that bad i just am torn apart by their rejection of me and #utter inability to just like be happy for me without criticizing some part of it or restraining me. plus the house is just as much of a #biohazard as it was when i left and all the broken things are still broken and it’s like. a lot. i miss the hotel LOL #i think im just sleep deprived and not in my head right today but i do not want to be here. sinking in quicksand unable to breathe. but i #have to be the one to get me out of it and i should have learned how in chicago but i didn’t it was just a break and now im stuck again #delete later #kind of terrible that instead of being so proud and happy about what i did my immediate reaction is to be miserable that im home now lol

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fantasiavii · 1 year ago

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I’m not going to lie I don’t like what SNW is doing with Christine and Spock.

Not like it’s written bad or anything it’s just

It takes what was Christine’s unrequited crush in TOS and makes it into a thing that actually happened and then makes all of Christine’s future pining in TOS aimed at a Spock she was actually with and who now ignores her like it never happened!!!! I hate this!!! I hate it so much!!! Feels bad!!!!!!

Not to mention the redundancy of Spock and T’Pring have a “break up” before The Break Up that we all know is coming anyway

And yes I’m being a whiny baby but I really liked how they were showing T’Pring and Spock worked and tried hard to make it work and it made sense that they would try their hardest before calling it off but to have them take a break now only to (assumedly) get back together later and then break up high drama style just uuuuuggggghhhhhh idk idk it feels like they’re trying to squeeze too much in

And in all that entire episode not one mention of Michael

#i’m gonna scream #i know the records about discovery are sealed or whatever but you know who already had prior knowledge??#SPOCK and AMANDA and PIKE and don’t you THINK #that MAYBE #when they were ALL IN A ROOM TOGETHER #trying to teach HUMAN SPOCK how to be VULCAN #one of them AT ANY POINT would have said MAN. I MISS MY SISTER #Spock Spock should have said it #he should have thought it #i don’t care that disco is apparently unpopular or whatever is happening with the weird shadow-banning of it from trek history but #I LOVE DISCOVERY AND I LOVE MICHAEL AND SPOCK DOES TOO #fuck the fans who haven’t watched disco and don’t have context they can catch the fuck up #okay shadow-banning is the wrong word but do y’all ever feel like no one talks about disco anymore #or is it just me #do i not follow the right people??

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adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy · 10 months ago

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work today was fucking terrible

#they put me back into the regular rotation and Jesus fucking Christ it’s like I’m learning to do everything again from scratch #and that bitch brought a team of leader from her store in Cali and they’re changing everything and they’re forcing ppl #to do two person tasks alone #and they’re constantly on our asses micromanaging everything we do #so everyone was so behind bc news flash asshole u can’t expect us to be as fast and efficient as you are when you’ve been doing this #for 15 years and most of us haven’t even been doing this for a single year #that’s like forcing a first grader to do college chem #and i overheard a convo between my lead and one of the new ones and he said that whoever doesn’t meet their standards #is getting their hours cut so they’re basically forcing us to quit if you can’t function to their insane standard #and I’m so rusty after 3 months of just doing prep that I was just behind the whole time from the second I started #I need to find a new job now!! all the other girls are looking too like this is ridiculous #we’re not robots we’re people #I want to d word

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