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always-a-slut-4-ghouls · 3 months ago

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I don’t get why people feel like the Duolingo owl is threatening, if I ever feel like he is I just get mad at him. I could fight an owl. I don’t know if I’d win, but I don’t think I’d lose (two things that can apparently coexist). I think I’d survive at least and that’s not really winning but also not losing.

You wanna be so threatening? Da bør du drepe meg!

#emma posts #I used google translate for help because they haven’t taught me the phrase ‘kill me’ yet #taught me the word for beer øle but not the more important words like ‘kill’#as far as I can tell everything else in that sentence checks out so I figured the translation was good enough #not sure if it’s in the right order or if you use better that way in Norwegian. but good enough for a tumblr flop post #Emma’s adventures in using Duolingo #I should honestly use that as a tag for it #I post enough venting about that app #until I find out if I’m dyslexic for sure and there’s a way to help that with other languages. I’m not going to pay for Babbel yet #Babbel has Icelandic lessons too I think and that is my final boss tbh #I’ve been going from easiest for English speakers to hardest as my plan #and it turns out that I forgot how much some of my issues affect learning new languages #last time I learned another language it was Spanish and I’m not fluent but I’ve had classes and been around it for so long #that i kinda forgot what it’s like to start from scratch #I didn’t start trying to learn Norwegian until I was 26 #or was it my 27th birthday? I could check my streak #I was like ‘psh. it will be harder with my disabilities. but I should be able to read. my top priority with this language’#and then I realized I had been somehow adapting to the other two languages since childhood and forgot how much I had to work around #I mean. I knew I was worse at language arts in school than I was in literature and writing. but still #I also already knew I was worse at making new sentences in other languages than I was figuring out ones that someone else made #but I thought that was just because I hadn’t used Spanish much for several years now #every time I try to re-learn Spanish it just ends up with me being able to figure out what someone said to me but not how to answer #if i brushed up on it again i could probably have a conversation with someone who understood English but better spoke Spanish #someone with the same problem as me but reversed language wise #please don’t take this as me saying I could currently have an entire conversation with someone speaking Spanish #I’m better than someone who never learned it and didn’t encounter it’s use a lot. but I really don’t think I could have a real conversation #not at the moment at least #I have been meaning to brush up on Spanish again too. there are at least real classes in my area for it and not just an app #the last time there were Norwegian classes around here my dad was in college and old people still spoke it #no one around here speaks it anymore

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starch1ldz · 8 months ago

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Friendly reminder; don't make queer ships straight by making one of them a woman! If you want one to be a woman, both should be women. You can't just make the small twink character a girl and not make his big buff counterpart also a girl it feels gross and fetishy cause at that point why are you shipping queer ships at all? Just find a straight ship? Subtract the twink from the equation all together you don't have to make him a woman to make the ship better in some way, he's adding nothing if you make him a girl then it's just the same ship we have a million times in any other media. Gay erasure in fandom space is so annoying cause it's like YOU LIKE THE GAY SHIP OBVIOUSLY, WHY ARE YOU MAKING THEM STRAIGHT??

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jils-things · 11 months ago

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to love someone is to heal someone

#~ art #💚 memoryshipping #ignore tags if youre just here for the art and not me going full diary mode #anyways ... this is a little personal to me #especially with how i treat her here. i think this is a direct projection of how i'm feeling right now #today has been a little harsh on me - maybe a little painful even #i'm okay now - because i resolved it. albeit harboring some bits of anger to it but its not worth fighting about anymore #its hard to say that i'm - very optimistic so to speak because it's only one pillar i just jumped over and there will be more later #and this is me coping with it and im lucky to have mustered some energy to at least express it through drawing #i havent been drawing much for myself and it makes me sad because its my source of happiness #my time for drawing is being repurposed for other stuff right now and it still is and i dont feel entirely happy doing it unfortunately #i still have many things i want to follow up on my drawing list especially in my recent interests peaking again #but i resorted for now to making something im already used to. stevaide lol fgsjsddsjjsdjkghsdjgdjkhskjghshsgsasjhjsjksdjfhsfasgs corny ass #rest assured im at a somewhat relaxed state right now. throwing boops here and there calmed me down because theres people around me #who ig thinks im cool eajdhajhd #ahh anyway

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book-fueled-panic · 28 days ago

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Professors PLEASE, I need GRADES. Why must all my grades be calculated at the END OF THE SEMESTER??

#faolon speaks #and there's such a quick turn around for classes #i just got here and I'm already picking new classes for next semester??#AND I HAVE SO MANY ADVISORS? AND NO ONE TOLD ME MY OG ADVISOR IS NOT MINE ANYMORE AND MY NEW ONE IS QUITTING INNTWO WEEKS??#i dont like this guys #i am not live laugh loving over here #i cannot thrive in these conditions put me back in CC❗️❗️❗️💥

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mariocki · 4 months ago

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New Scotland Yard: We Do What We Can (2.11, LWT, 1972)

"I have to be careful."

"You're big and ugly enough to look after yourself."

"Not with this little firm I'm not."

"Which firm?"

"Jimmy Sutton's. He don't believe in straighteners. Goes in for surgery."

"Surgery?"

"Amputation with a sawn-off shotgun."

"Ah. Well, you can always apply for a claim at the Criminal Injuries Board."

"I wouldn't have a leg to stand on, would I?"

#new scotland yard #we do what we can #1972 #lwt #classic tv #tony hoare #john reardon #john woodvine #john carlisle #robert morris #susan glanville #stanley lebor #frank jarvis #michael balfour #peter childs #natalie kent #dennis blanch #donald maciver #a fairly unusual script; this series hasn't been particularly continuity focused‚ just handwaving a few details about our leads #homelives etc‚ but this episode features a specific call back to a previous case (Ward's failure to prove the guilt of Ray Lonnen's #gangster back in 2.5) as well as featuring a returning minor character (Balfour's seedy informant‚ a pivotal part of the plot of the #previous episode‚ here having more of a cameo sort of role to get some vital exposition across to Ward)#the plot concerns a planned wages snatch (there's a time capsule for you; nobody snatches wages anymore but then i suppose electronic #banking has put paid to it). the villains of the piece are a triumvirate of classic telly faces: future sitcom stalwart Lebor as the #vicious leader‚ Public Eye's Ron Gash himself Peter Childs as the quieter member of the gang‚ and good old Frank Jarvis (speaking in an #unnaturally gruff voice) as the wide boy. they're involving another ex con tho‚ who happens to be one that Ward helped to get a job and #turn his life around (very out of character for Ward tbh...). cue much skulking and sleuthing. it's a solid ep really but there's a brief #side plot concerning an elderly police widow fallen on hard times that sits awkwardly with the rest of the ep; it's not that it's a bad #side plot‚ exactly‚ actually it's quite affecting; it's just that it's very briefly handled‚ and stood to be further developed or given a #weightier position in the plot‚ rather than two brief scenes in the first half that are never referenced in the second

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a-ikuoliver · 1 year ago

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god please i’m not your strongest soldier stop doing this shit

#we have to buy a new fridge bc the one we were using just fucked itself #and it’s just expense after expense after expense and everything around here is making us miserable the only good thing rn is my partners #money #they work with their dad who’s a fucking alcohol addict #idk what to do anymore like i can’t handle all of these things over and over again everything f has just been going downhill #since like 2020 bro like #i just want to be okay and happy #anyway okay i’m done being miserable on main #it’s 11pm i need to just forget ab my pain and move on #「mercury speaks」

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dream-sans-mogai · 6 months ago

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Ive officially exited my " oh God! I don't wanna get called out and harassed by the mogai community! I value this community but I hate all the inner policing! I'm so scared to say anything and accidentally upset people, I'm just gonna be quiet and hide" era and entered my " fuck off, get blocked and glocked. Im here to post flags and identities and that's fuckin it. I litterally don't care anymore, nothing you say is based in reality or matters outside of this horrendous site. No one is thinking about any of this other than you and like 500 other people, if that, so I'm not apologizing for shit." era so watch out for the debris.

#clover speaks #i dont care anymore lol #ive been really quiet for awhile but honestly its not worth it #if i piss you off cause i stood up for myself or said something that wasnt worded in your perfect little ways #just take your ass and leave #if you genuinely care about all the little shit you have lining your dni about inate online identities that will never see sunlight #you have bigger problems than me saying something on this webbed sight that dosent 10000% align with everything you've ever believed #im not clarifying anything this is not a safe space its a blog with flags and identities #you will have to face people who disagree with you in your daily life and cope with it #btw this wasnt particularly started by anything and isnt a vague or anything about any muturals or something #ive just decided finally that i dont care anymore and im just gonna do and interact with what i please #and if you stick around great #enjoy that #if not you wont be missed #bye 👋🏼#im just gonna start blocking people who say stupid shit that makes no sense for my mental health #i cant handle half this shit and i dont really need to so fuck it lol #im here for flags your here for flags who gives a litteral shit about identity 3748394747393847373838 #no one will physically even say it irl because its so obscure #i will still call out people for doing stupid shit but im leaving this stage and making my own #fuck all that noise have fun and fuck off doing so #btw im not abandoning the community im still gonna make shit lol and so will sunny and ink #its just with alot less nice words and being pushed over

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inga-don-studio · 1 year ago

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I’m (slowly) plotting out which sites to start repping my art -and hopefully a forthcoming art shop- on, and I was wondering if DeviantArt is worth the effort.

I haven’t touched my old account in years, even before DA made a lot of the UI changes that pissed everyone off, but since it’s been a while I’m wondering if they’ve improved any? Are they worth spending what few spoons I have on getting set up & running an account again?

#DeviantArt #🎃 Cryptid sighting #I can’t spread myself too thin across social media so I’m having to be picky where I’ll invest my time & energy into my shop brand #I don’t see anyone speaking about DA anymore -even about the bad stuff- so is it dead? Or does it just have a quietly satisfied user base?#I have a lot of fond memories from about a decade ago but that’s plenty of time for DA to have become irrelevant #Besides here- I’d like to get my insta (much as I hate the shitty troll culture over there) and Bluesky set up for getting my art out there #But I’d like to set up maybe one or two more places around the interwebs to post my work #Not sure what other socials are art centric or art friendly #Never joining the sinking ship of Twatter or TicTok if I can help it #And I don’t think I’m a good fit for Furaffinity … at least not yet #Any other sites y’all really like using for art stuff?

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philosophicallie · 8 months ago

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my vitriolic hate for the parentals only grows btw. everything i overhear is in fact a big fat negative in our relationship

#i am becoming less and less guilty about this the more they cause me grief bc all we fucking do in the polycule is reparent each other #and the ways they have both been horrible has basically been entire emotional neglect and constant abuse for having the gall to live #i have zero respect for them genuinely. i don't fucking care anymore #i barely enjoy moms company anyway because more and more all of our autisms clash #plus she called me codependent once so i stopped being a child around her. so #i really have no more parents anymore. i know my parents hate me. i know it #i dont want to do this anymore #I'm so tired of being alive #i really want to just die right now #fucking. mimi tries to be so sweet but its fucking hard id rather just stop trying to show any sort of love #i hope tht when the parentals look at me all they feel is how much i hate them i NEED them to feel haunted in their own house bc of me.#every one of both of my partners parents have basically been split on me. i was ok with them once until they fucking pushed me enough that #now i literally cannot see them without hate. i hate every one of them for how they treated and still treat my partners and how they make #both my partners dread every second of having to be around them or speak to them or do anything with them #im fucking tired of being treated like they fucking made able bodied children WHEN THEY IN FACT DIDNT. SURPRISE ASSHOLE YOU TRAUMATIZED YOUR #KID INTO DISABILITY #now none of us can fucking function in the world were all 3 disabled stupid autistics who can barely not yell at each other or whatever and #i infact dont blame my partners because i know its not the fucking cause its what they were fucking taught and i have no more grace in me to #give to the parents who raised them. there is no grace for them. there is simply you fucking couldve been better. you failed and you have to #fucking live with the fact that you fucking failed as a parent #i fucking hate everything about the parentals genuinely. there are so much of their lives and interests that i do not respect because their #lives apparently came first over their kids. and i dont care anymore i dont care about reasonable “excuses” i dont fucking care when #i reparent their kid without their fucking input or thought or opinion. fuck off #i fucking hate it here #🥩#🐣#🌤️#original #vent

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sunset-sunbun · 1 year ago

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call me the epitome of multifandom today because I'm getting people following me for, and liking my The Glass Scientist stuff, People coming around for Fools Gold since the new episode dropped, and the very occasional constant like or two from people seeing my Rise of the TMNT things.

#I never knew how many fandoms I was in until I started dropping and getting new ones #no one is really around for my F&C stuff anymore though which I found a tad surprising.#WHAT I FIND MORE SUPRISING IS PEOPLE STILL FINDING MY RISE STUFF #HOW DID YOU GET HERE?!#THAT WAS LIKE- NEARLY A YEAR AGO NOW!#WHAT THE HECK-#I may make some more fools gold things some time in the future but for now m really more into Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde things #glass scientists included-#and that secret second thing that I'm keeping secret until its done #and has a proper name because its current one just is not It.#which- I also- did not expect to get followers from TGS by the way- I was just making a funny haha because I really liked TGS and the-#-exsisting funny little posts like mine- that I mimicked #why- are you following me-?#who are you wonderful people?#sunset speaks

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megagrind · 1 year ago

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The 9th Michael Vey book is coming out in a week so I am once again apologizing in advance for the person I will become

#except not really bc I’m probably one of the last souls still reading #maybe I’ll make art again #it’s been over two years since I made a Michael illustration. I’m due for another one #I have unfortunately passed through all 5 stages of grief last book and have finally accepted that there’s basically no more ts rep anymore #I think I counted one 1 hand every time michael mentioned his tics last book and Im mentally prepping myself this time around #it’s ok tho I’m here for the characters at this point #speaking of characters #holding Richard at knife point #I swear to god if anything happens to Jack #that man’s not a traitor there’s smthn else going on. I just need my man alive sir #anyway #counting down the days #I gotta reread book 8 #(and count again and see if my math was right)

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autistic-shaiapouf · 1 year ago

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Beginning to really wonder how much of my financial concern is manufactured and handed to me as opposed to something I'm genuinely concerned by

#bc like. i'm getting by just fine. i don't have anything to be reasonably worried about #but also when i was a kid my father would break down my mother's paycheck and basically explain how broke we were #and that May Have Affected Me Somewhat #as well as just. the way you consistently see the advice to just save! don't get takeout! necessities! and i'm not intent on living like #a monk nor am i intent on being on that grindset for financial gain #it's like i don't intrinsically care but i have so many messages given to me about how i need to care a lot and it puts me in a weird spot #i am simultaneously standing still and moving at mach speeds #i mean right now i just need a safety net while in between jobs; after that i need to save up to move out of state bc the uh #political situation and upcoming presidential election don't seem very sustainable for someone like me anymore #they weren't to begin with but i don't wanna stick around to see how bad it's gonna get #but it's like. okay and then what? save for what? going back to school i guess? idk #i feel like i keep asking myself what i'm trying to accomplish and keep trying to force myself to have answers #here and now when i have to be okay with taking things one step at a time instead of having everything here and now #it's simultaneously fine and terrible and i am holding two conflicting yet equal truths #i feel i may have a clearer head once i leave my current job. i'm trying to look but nothing feels appealing given how #burnt out i already feel. i dread going back into my workplace and i fear it's showing to the patients and i don't want that #i want a month off to rediscover who i am as a person outside of getting yelled at in retail and then pick something back up #could be feasible. genuinely could be. i need to sort out the health insurance aspect but. that's lowkey the plan?#to construct a financial safety net and then slam on the breaks for a while; see if i can strike up a deal with the staff about me #coming in for specific tasks bc we already know i'm quick and efficient with the inventory so i do have a little leverage #you know what. this is getting some of it off my chest and i'm starting to feel confident again lmao #i won't be doing weekends starting either next week or the week after so that's a start! i just think i want everything done right now #bc i'm afraid i won't have the chance again but i will. i definitely will #i just need to let myself get to that point; it's just the immense drain from the register work and the Everything that comes with retail #also having to accept that it's okay to leave this; there's not something wrong with me like. ''not being able to handle it'' or w/e #no mindfulness or detachment could've saved me; it was shit and i'm hitting the bricks and that's all there is to it #i've been thinking a lot about it all lately bc it's what's most prominent in my life rn of course #idk. pondering. introspecting. as i am wont to do #anyways if you've read all this you're a real mvp and i am kissing you on the hand #shai speaks

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thyme-in-a-bubble · 2 years ago

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just got back from swimming in the ocean. i feel like a little kid again ♡

#because i’m visiting my parents today #still here #both me and my sibling are spending the day here #and they live right by the ocean (well technically everyone in denmark does but they live especially close)#so we went swimming and it was soooo nice #or the other just splashed around #i swam #hehhee #and we brought tea and the muffins i baked this morning #wasn’t the warmest summer weather but warm enough for me #like a refreshing temperature #and with the cool ocean breeze? yes please i like that shit #just wish i had some googles with me then i could have really swam #but i do be blind and don’t own ones anymore that i can see in #gotta get me some of those #i’ll add it to the list hold on #lea speaks

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castielsprostate · 2 years ago

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words are confusing me and im gonna be sad in tags

#yeah here i go #in the tags #idk man #i feel like no one.. likes me? like I don't know. like im just not a likeable person #and that people don't want to be around me and just like. idk. theyre just being polite or smth i feel so left out a lot of the time #and i know im very much a lot to blame for that im very unsociable. rusty people skills? no? okay.#but like. idk. no one really. like. goes out of their way to talk to me? and thats not smth that should matter. i know people have their #own lives and their own things. but dont call me your friend if you're not even gonna like say hi once in a while #and its not like these people dont text or are Like Me™ they text others ALL the TIME #like #is it me? am i the problem? is it the way i look or smile or talk? or is the things i say or do or not do or not say?#and if it was a one off its like whatever that's not Me™ but if its so many people in a row and over the years its like #its me right? im the problem its me? im the common denominator here. it cant not be me anymore #and it doesnt help whatsoever that where i live no one speaks their goddamn fucking mind like SAY IT TO MY FACE #dont have me crying about you at 1am because youre too much of a coward to say you dont like me im grown up i can handle it #ill still cry but like. not as much? not as painfully. it wont feel like whatever i give is been stomped on because Im Not Good Enough #sorry #rant over #sjonnie brainrot #sjonnies sad wanks

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vcutparis · 6 months ago

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@03jyh23 (my heart leaped out of my chest reading that 3shot of hj i still cant move on and read longer pieces on here tysm 🤪🚬)

@seonghw4ffles (i need to learn how to make my characters alive from you like omg u have a way with distinct visualizations of a setting also friend, i'll be there for every post of your tumblr.)

@ennysbookstore (you're a gem. your works are a piece of literature. LIKE WHY AM I DOWN THE LEATHER WORK RABBITHOLE BECAUSE OF A FANFICTIONS GOO DLORD?>q)

@lividstar (ill be there for every work u put out on here. i have run out of time to finish your works liekhrjhng WOW. i want to take a day off from my lectures to binge read ur masterlist because spectacular give me 14 of them rightno- oh shit there's a lot i wont ask for more but ill be there)

@nonclassyparty (on my knees. what a world u ahve build in variations of a heartbreak and starring role, i felt like i'm reading a screenplay(?) thank you i have cried, laughed and hugged myself all while reading your works. i'll keep them tucked in a safe cool place and not under direct sunlight. 🫂❤️‍🩹)

@yundeob (*tasty in candy crush voice while looking at that hollywood masterlist* u have a cinema wh*re at ur feet, please keep writing *pops the confetti, bows and leaves the stage*)

@berryunho (OH HELLO THERE LEGEND, THANK YOU FOR MAKING GO DOWN THE RABBIT HOLD OF ATEEZ LORE. I THINK YOU'RE THE REASON I KINDA CONVERTED FROM A CASUAL STAN TO A ATINY. THANK YOU ‼️‼️🫡)

@bvidzsoo (oh my god, oh my good lord. your brain? your worldbuilding? let me inside ur brain. ur a gem. u captured me when i was new to ateez fanfic community on tumblr. black ocean masterlist is my home. i will always be there no matter what u think of writing.)

@hwaslayer (THE LEGEND OF ARMY FANFIC COMMUNITY TYSM FOR THE CONTRIBUTION TO THE ATEEZ COMMUNITY IM ABSOLUTELY BUZZED I CANT WAIT TO FIND TIME TO READ THE NORMANI ALBUM INSPIRED CHOIS SAN OH EMGEEEEE. )

@jiminrings (PRESIDENT!!!!!!!YOU ARE SO COOL SUCHA REVOLUTION IN MY LIFE EEEEEEKKKK YOU DONT KNOW HOW MANY TIMES U HAVE BROUGHT ME OUT OF MY CREATIVE SLUMP OH MY GOD IM IN ABOSLUTELY LOVE WITH YOUR WRITING ALL THOSE SCRIPTS I HAD LEFT BECAUSE I WAS SO FRUSTRATED BUT WOW THE ANGER I FELT BECAUSE OF FS YOONGI AND HB JIMIN????? applied all that emotion to my scripts and all the characters i ahd to write for my theatre class. please consider screenwriting, please please please)

@jeonstudios (i love the diversity of aus and tropes u use? absolutely fabulous, raised my standards as a reader)

@songmingisthighs (DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR UPDATES MAKE MY DAY????? i wish to be a background character of all your worlds in the fics because damn THE DRAMA THE EMOTIONS THEY ERUPT IN MY BEING???? abosolute sucker for that. please never leave writing i live your MCs)

@welcometomyoasis (if i could grow another heart to love all your fics, i definitely would make it happen anyhow. thank you for making me love seventeen from your persective)

@eightmakesonebraincell (YOUR'E SO KEWL? YOUR WORKS ARE SO KEWL? TEW GOOD? LITERALLY LIKE KAI SONGS OF ATEEZ FANFIC COMMUNITYidk if u got that but please know i just love your fics, your honour)

@wordstro (i knew i was fucked up by ateez when i stayed up and read all your fics and still cant finish the last parts of each one. thank you, from the heart.)

@fairyhaos ( JUST KNOW I ACQUIRED YOUR HABIT OF WRITING LONG TAGS IM STUPID FOR THSIBD BUT WOWBRFB I LOVE YOU HEADCANONS????? BEST HEADCANON-ER ON TUMBLR. PLEASE NEVER STOP. THEY ARE MY DRUG. SEVENTEEN FROM UR VISION ARE SO LOVE LOVE LOVE. SO ADORABLE CUTEIEBR FPIES.)

@sorryimananti-romantic (you're the kohinoor of this community. i adore all of that you have put out.)

@ahundredtimesover (miss mimi, your works have kept me company during the worst of my days and they have helped me grow a lot. thats all i can say. your characters always come to my mind whenever im going thru any phase of life. thank you so much. 🫂)

@go1denjeon (publish ur works and ill buy each copy from the nearest bookstore. i am so serious. i cant express how much ur fics ahve imapcted me in a revolutionary way.)

@seongwars (i ran a lap before entering the lecture room when i saw ur update of away with the wind. yes or no by jk was playing in my head i felt like i loved that day. ALSO THE WITCH READER AUDBGHVNBFHNDBGN I GRRRRRRR THANK YOU THANK TYOU THANK YOUUU)

@hwaightme (i love seonghwa from your eyes. i love ateez from ur eyes. thank you. i hope u get flowers gifted to you everyday, with a happy love movie soundtrack playing in the background.)

@skrrts (EVERY DAY i scroll thru tumblr and everyday i add fic from ur masterlist. i swear to god, i get a week off and ill read each one of them, i have read a few and wow GASP DOUBLE TRIPLE 100X GASPS i cant wait to marinate all of them and leave my thoughts in the tags T-T)

@adelusionforyourthoughts (YOUR TEXTS ARE SO SCRUMPTIOUS. I EAT THEM UP EVEYRTIME THANK YOU FOR THEM I LOVE TO READ THEM AAAGHHHH I HOPE YOU NEVER GET SUNBURNT, PILLOWS ALWAYS COLD, SOCKS NEVER GET WET)

@tomodachiii (slice of life au never au-ed like u made it do in svt tumblr. im in love with mingyu and his lil fam)

special mentions to all of them @kpopfanfictrash @whatifyoulivelikethat @namfinessed @pbandjk @bangtangalicious @yeojaa @crystaljins @hansolmates @suhnshinehaos @mint-yooxgi @yoonia (your stories had grabbed me by the throat, blurred my eyesight and unclogged my thoughts so good i really have no words left to convey what your characters and words have contributed to my mindset, my goals, my everything as a person. so thank you so much ☹️🤝)

It's Fanfic Writer Appreciation Day! So go on, appreciate the fuck out of those who generously share their ideas and talents with us. Today and every day after.

#wow this is too big but i guess yall made a bigged imapct on my psychology so #yeah basically i hope you all know that that your characters and your stories will always be with me in my heart safely kept.#guiding me like that imaginary being in everyone's room when its dark and you are crying but feel the comfort.#i hope each one of you know that each of your characters have made me who i am today and what values i hold.#i love stories and thank you for keeping that love alive in me since 5 years #its not even 21 here anymore its 23 damn but i still appreciate you all regardless the day.#chika speaking? yes? immediate tape on mouth pls.#i spoke my heart here it feels weird to express it out so loud but whatever its my tumblr #ill fuck around and find out teehee

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sn0wwangeel · 30 days ago

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my family making absolutely no effort to even connect with me is so heartbreaking. i feel orphaned

#they know nothing about me literally nothing #they never talk to me. never include me #my sisters birthday was on monday but we celebrated yesterday #of course i wasn’t there cuz i had to work but had i known in advance i could have taken the day off to be there #i wanted to be there #i made my sister a painting and it honestly wasn’t that good but it was pretty i thought she’d like it #haven’t heard from her. have no idea if she even got it cuz i gave it to my step mom to give her before i went to work #it’s just so fucking painful i literally have no one #my mom is dead and her whole side of the family are on drugs i can’t be around that #especially after mom died like it’s too painful to see you and think ‘what if you’re next’#and then my dads side of the family are all batshit insane and i don’t have a relationship with anyone from his side #my step mom is not my family but her brother and his kids are the only ppl i have a decent relationship with and it’s cuz they’re all weird #like weird in a good way like i can sit with his kids and talk about cartoons and show them my art #i sit with uncle rick and we rave about twenty one pilots i love that man #idk i’m just so sad and i feel so unwanted here and idk what to do anymore #lowkey just wanna kms lol #there’s a lot of other reasons but this is a big one #i feel like a ghost in this house #snow speaks

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