#over an hour now <3 mmmbfbg yea muffins are hard to eat now cus I had some with mold and food mold especially is a big nono for me
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Iām the type that can and will cry if think too hard <3
#random post#me tag ā ( į ć ) |/#Iām not an overly emotional person in the stereotypical way. but I do get in my feels when thinking about life and the experience of living#Iām like. constantly explaining things to myself cus thereās never really a time or place to talk about it#also my method of explaining things is very not coherent sometimes. so it takes me a bit to really get my point across in a comprehensible#way. Iām a big thinker. I have many thoughts and ideas a views. a daily thing of mine is noticing problems#and then fixing them in my head with thought out explanations and motives and outcomes#itās like Iām talking to someone else. much like how I format my text posts. thatās how my inner monologue is#me talking to myself is actually me talking to someone else. someone that isnāt real#anyways itās a daily occurrence. every day of my life is spent with thoughts similar to those breaking down a movie#lots of thoughts from adhd. compulsive thoughts from ocd. overwhelming thoughts from autism. distressing thoughts from bpd#ya. this isnāt a vent I just need to like. see the thoughts in writing so I can do smth else. like eat this muffin ive been staring at for#over an hour now <3 mmmbfbg yea muffins are hard to eat now cus I had some with mold and food mold especially is a big nono for me#spend like. five minutes examining the damn thing before I even consider taking a bite. Iām very hungry an thirsty </3#when your mouth is so dry you can taste your own mouth š Iām experiencing#nothing in particular. just experiencing. I wouldnāt have it any other way. I like having an experience and living#drank my tea and I had like. hallucinations of like an alcohol prep pad. Iāve been using those in my ear cus. tmi. had a pimple thatās#causing problems so mom suggested that. it burned! which means it worked so word. Iāve noticed lately that both me AND my family have been#using āwordā a lot. dad says weāve been saying it but no we havenāt. if we had Iād have BEEN saying it. maybe weāve used it before for a bit#but now itās back. idk. Iāve said it in class on more than one occasion lmao I donāt look like the type to say smth like that but whatever#itās like when I used to say bro after every sentence like 10 years ago lol. weāre a family of parrots we repeat eachother a lot#I started saying I love you out of no where and they started doing it too. we whistle at eachother from across the house. sing ear worms#together. quote funny things at every opportunity and drive the joke into the ground. everyone in this house is a different kind of mentally#Iāll and itās the most beautiful clash of personalities because weāre all so annoying and we love eachother so much and also our#communication is shit because some ppl have hearing loss and another is a short fused child and some are quick to interrupt and some dont#get a word in and some just canāt explain and some canāt understand. we get there eventually at some point. we donāt get the full grasp of#how much we love eachother yet. but weāre gettin there. anyways this went into several different directions but theyāre all good ones#I think. if you read all this good on you! this is my brain 24/7/365 haha ok love you
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