#am i developing an ed

[simulacrum3ade68b1]

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akskskakshdkjf how do ppl exercise while on kcal restriction bc i cannot bring myself to do anything let alone exercise and now i feel guilty asf idk what exercise i can even do in my room without seeming random/weird

maybe next time imma go try doing one in school at lunch cuz my friends usually abandon me anyways seems more useful than yeeting in the bathroom like i used to T^T

damn feels lonely here and everywhere

[extreme-dyke-syndrome]

Do I have hEDS or "just" HSD?

And other questions that make me hate myself. (I am so fucking tired)

[causalityparadoxes]

If i had a penny for every time I saw the most braindead, authoritarian ass kissing, take on Home Education? I'd be so rich

Some of yall looooove to preach anarchism, socialism, general anti capitalist 'takes a village' non-nuclear family social concepts.

But the MOMENT someone mentions that hey isn't state/public school is kind of fucked up and literally designed to keep the poors off the streets and funnled into low income work? Maybe I'll try something else with my kids? Right back to fascist ass kissing.

Like god forbid we allow alternate forms of education. God forbid we allow social protest. God forbid theres an option to take children out of abusive school enviroments without being thrown in prison. God forbid there's alternate options for disabled children that don't force them into 'special classes' if the state thinks they're too disabled or given no accommodations if it thinks they're not disabled enough.

The moment it comes to a kid's autonomy and not being forced into actively harmful environments? Its right back to 'think of the children 😱' conservative bullshit and workhouse apologism. Its not based on facts, because that would show Home Ed kids achieve just as well in the end. Its based on rightwing style emotional politics. Get fucked honestly.

I am not your little victim. I am not a brainwashed religous nut. I am a leftwing socialist BECAUSE i was raised in an anti-authoritarian style of education which focused on my autonomy and interests.

[reticent-fate]

part 11/26ish

anyone remember those scales with the springs in 'em? all i ever see these days are digital scales but those things made the best noises. i think i've seen some kitchen scales that still use spring mechanisms, but it's been a while.

technology is weird.

from the beginning

[maureyk]

I swear...

I swear, if they don't bring back Izzy fucking Hands in season 3 - resurrect him, have him as a ghost, flashbacks, whatever - I will take no responsibility for my actions!! Twats!

[matt-w-blogging]

Reasons why I frequently make my friends and family baked goods/confections:

So they'll never feel desperate enough to betray me for turkish delight

Love I guess

[dazais-guardian-angel]

it sure has been a wild last few days in the BSD fandom huh

[littencloud9]

okay it’s 4.30am and i need to go to bed but my three conclusions from vnc s1 is

1) bisexual as fuck

2) horny as fuck

3) ?????????????

[trans-axolotl]

having a lot of thoughts about eating disorders + how some of us end up developing chronic illnesses directly because of the physical effects of our eating disorders and how Cruel doctors can be about that and just trying to untangle so much shame and blame from that experience rn

[half-shadowgalra]

Tw: possible ed (I’m not sure though, probably not), food stuff (I guess)

All I’ve eaten today is a fun sized ✨snickers bar✨

😋✌️💀

[simulacrum3ade68b1]

i'm unbelievably close to getting back at my 1st sw :))))

lost like 0.7 kg since my 2nd time counting and I can probs get back to 44.5 and since I grew a bit taller imma have a lower bmi- 16.1!!!!

gotta exercise more to stop myself from sh ing tho cuz my clean streak is pretty long (like a month or a bit more)

[pepprs]

halfway thru my first drivers ed session. idk if i can do this aftually lol

[magistralucis]

My hair had been thinning the past few months. Thought the perils of age had come upon me uncommonly early. No lmao turns out I was malnourished 🤪

[anaalnathrakhs]

it's rlly fun how my parents just straight up. do not care. about the disordered eating. we had all this talk back when i went through a big suicidal crisis a couple months ago, i explained what was really difficult for me, eating socially, restaurants, not choosing my food, etc, and now it's like. okay it didn't exist actually.

mother i am not going to order you around, either you accept that i'm gonna have difficulty dealing with "normal people behavior" or whatnot and you stop looking at me like :/ anytime i am anything but ecstatic at the idea of eating anything anytime anyhow, or you adapt your behavior to avoid the results you don't like to see. i'm only doing my best to handle things from my side, and i am certainly not going to try measuring for you how important family social eating occurences are to you.

[sadfraudfrogs]

If my parents see me sitting around the bathroom after purging or see me mid purge and just assume I ate too much I will skin them alive

[dykedvonte]

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