#i feel dead

[xlcovo]

[satanisaware]

Mia Little

(babysitter/ big sister figure/best friend)

Comfort ♡

Gwendolyn

(Mother figure)

JeJe

(Younger sister-like, she's 7)

Lapie, me!

(Caretaker, also...yes, I have a hijabi persona)

[cowboylikedean]

i just came out with neopronouns at work and i'm so nervous i could actually throw up

[manicali]

I would like to be out under the starts rn. Maybe with a couple pals. But nooo I have to do school. One day I'm gonna go be under the stars. Maybe with a couple pals.

[scary-friend]

what’s wrong with me…

I get at lot of attention and I want everyone to shut up and leave me alone. But when no one is giving me attention I feel like I’m dying, like no one likes me and that everything is meaningless.

[cmentary-drive]

Some sort of an oc sheet

[heavenpierceher]

I just marathoned every bayverse movie while keeping track of every microaggression. Detailed report to follow

[ladyohdeath]

oh my god, i'm alive!

the sick ness is FINALLY gone. i'm immediately jumping into drafts today! thanks for your patience everyone.

[merrcat]

[filthy-rat]

the "spring forward" part of daylight savings

[dedgirlz0mbie]

i hate my memories.

i don't want to live with them.

[rocketqueen1989x]

🩵Here are some random songs I listen to on a daily🩵

[3080ti]

I slept for almost 10 hours

[springs-hurts]

Ofc I'd like to break my heart a little more.

[eros-ghoulette]

I ate way too much

[itz-okay-to-not-be-okay]

August 13th

3:11 am -

sometimes i like of how i could’ve treated you with such care and love and i become sad again.

because that’s all i ever did… and yet i don’t know what i did wrong.

idk, i just miss you.

your laugh, your voice

your eyes

i just miss you.

it’s so hard to make genuine friends, and it’s so slow.

i loved how we connected immediately.

that’s so rare for me.

and all i wanted to do was care for you and listen.

but i guess that wasn’t enough.

we could’ve napped for hours and talked.

watched dumb ass shit together.

cuddles.

spent time together.

that’s all i ever wanted…

5:42 am -

so instead of holding you for my first time i held someone else.

instead of smoking for the first time with you?

i did it with someone else.

instead of having you as my first kiss, i did it in some stupid ass wawa parking lot with someone i never cared about.

it’s just different with out you.

i don’t think anyone or anything could make me hate you…

10:28 pm -

i miss talking to you.

especially when my friends ignore my existence.

i sit here, and i know they’re all together.

and i know they’re ignoring me.

and they make no effort to apologize or include me.

all i want is to be in the presence of someone who cares enough to listen.