#i feel DEAD
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#lana del ray#lana core#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana stan#lana del rey#girlblog#girlblogger#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#girl interrupted#tragic girl#coqeutte#girlhood#salvatore#femcel#female manipulator#hyper feminine#female rage#female hysteria#i feel dead#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#just girly things#girly aesthetic#girly tumblr#messy girl#im just a girl#tumblr girls#girl interupted syndrome
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Mia Little
(babysitter/ big sister figure/best friend)
Comfort ♡
Gwendolyn
(Mother figure)
JeJe
(Younger sister-like, she's 7)
Lapie, me!
(Caretaker, also...yes, I have a hijabi persona)
#welcome home#welcome home arg#wally welcome home#welcome home puppet show#digital aritst#digital art#wally darling#fanfic#fanfiction#welcome home project#caretaker#motherhood#mother figure#siblings#comfort#these took me 2 weeks to finish#I feel dead
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i just came out with neopronouns at work and i'm so nervous i could actually throw up
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I would like to be out under the starts rn. Maybe with a couple pals. But nooo I have to do school. One day I'm gonna go be under the stars. Maybe with a couple pals.
#I feel dead#How are people going about their lives awake.#How are you alive. Please tell me as I crave to dance in the sun with you
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what’s wrong with me…
I get at lot of attention and I want everyone to shut up and leave me alone. But when no one is giving me attention I feel like I’m dying, like no one likes me and that everything is meaningless.
#actually borderline#actually mentally ill#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd#bpd vent#borderline personality disorder#borderline thoughts#self sabotage#depressiv#mentally exhausted#mental illness#mentally tired#what’s wrong with me#i feel empty#i feel dead#i feel dead inside#personal
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Some sort of an oc sheet
#can you tell i can't draw horses#im a pony artist i only draw humans and ponies#this took 4 hours#i feel dead#she has some simple necklaces with not-so-simple stones#the horse is sereneus's regular coat (dutch warmblood)#yes i name it after a pony#LOOK AT HER PANTS#I DID SO WELL WITH THE PANTS ISTG#PANTS LOOK SO GOOD EVERYTHING ELSE LOOK BAD#ssoblr#sso#sso art#starshine legacy#sso oc#star stable art#starstable#star stable tumblr#star stable online
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I just marathoned every bayverse movie while keeping track of every microaggression. Detailed report to follow
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Ofc I'd like to break my heart a little more.
#that Long live the queen scene after this#Gods!#i feel dead#merthur#merlin#bbc merlin#arthur pendragon#time to read more merlin and arthur fics#it's that time of year again#sad#merlin bbc
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oh my god, i'm alive!
the sick ness is FINALLY gone. i'm immediately jumping into drafts today! thanks for your patience everyone.
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the "spring forward" part of daylight savings
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i hate my memories.
i don't want to live with them.
#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#sorry for being depressing#hurting#crying inside#su1c1dal#s3lf harn#i wanna cvt#i wanna disappear#i want to disappear#i feel dead#dying inside#rotting#depressiv#depressing life#broken#988blr#cvtblr#help
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🩵Here are some random songs I listen to on a daily🩵
#slash#myles kennedy#psychedelic rock#guns n roses#music#rockstar aesthetic#idol#gnr#axl gnr#axl rose#1980s#the doors#jim morrison#motley crue#violent vira#80s music#grace mckagan#gunners#w axl rose#saul hudson#duff mckagan#guns n' roses#not in this lifetime#prince purple rain#music taste#i feel dead#cassyette#amira elfeky#Spotify
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I slept for almost 10 hours
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August 13th
3:11 am -
sometimes i like of how i could’ve treated you with such care and love and i become sad again.
because that’s all i ever did… and yet i don’t know what i did wrong.
idk, i just miss you.
your laugh, your voice
your eyes
i just miss you.
it’s so hard to make genuine friends, and it’s so slow.
i loved how we connected immediately.
that’s so rare for me.
and all i wanted to do was care for you and listen.
but i guess that wasn’t enough.
we could’ve napped for hours and talked.
watched dumb ass shit together.
cuddles.
spent time together.
that’s all i ever wanted…
5:42 am -
so instead of holding you for my first time i held someone else.
instead of smoking for the first time with you?
i did it with someone else.
instead of having you as my first kiss, i did it in some stupid ass wawa parking lot with someone i never cared about.
it’s just different with out you.
i don’t think anyone or anything could make me hate you…
10:28 pm -
i miss talking to you.
especially when my friends ignore my existence.
i sit here, and i know they’re all together.
and i know they’re ignoring me.
and they make no effort to apologize or include me.
all i want is to be in the presence of someone who cares enough to listen.
#lit#literature#queer#forbidden love#friends#ex lovers#i miss you#i miss him#too much love#i feel dead#falyn#trans masc
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