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i need him begging for forgiveness on it

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“how do you make friends as an adult” literally music rpf

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seeing mutuals in my notes like yes...i'm entertaining the besties

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conclave - st. chroma

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dynamics of conclave ships I am into in order of how niche they are

Lawrence/Benítez: The classic. The OG. Practically speaking they need each other because Vincent "oh this might cause another schism? then perish" Benítez needs someone around who is steady and diplomatic to force everybody to applaud whenever he says another thing along the lines of "the version of the church you guys have created here sucks btw x git gud". Lawrence is ace to me but Benítez is not, Lawrence enjoys the giving of pleasure as an act but is a bit funny about anything reciprocal, which is my way of saying he enjoys sucking dick

Ray/Lawrence: They're both ace to me but they're in a nonsexual d/s relationship which is somehow gayer than if they just went ahead and fucked. Ray with a leather collar under his cassock. Ray with one of those heart collar chain necklaces instead of a pectoral cross. Lawrence grabbing the green and gold rope in his choir dress and tugging. They're literally always touching each other. They think they're discreet but literally everybody knows and is fucking fed up

Ray/Lawrence/Vincent: Alternately Vincent and his two pups OR Vincent and Lawrence and their pup. Either way Vincent has always wanted a pet and Ray is the sweetest most obedient pup you could ever imagine

Ray/Everyone: Lawrence says he just likes to share but Ray is taking notes after every session and reporting back

Woźniak/Dead Pope: They fucked nasty and everybody knew about it, especially Bellini who really really wishes he didn't. Woźniak a bratty pillow princess to me. The pope's most special little guy.

Woźniak/O'Malley: Power bottom/service top and they both cry afterwards. Ik I said Ray was ace but like grey ace and also Woźniak just has that effect on people

Sister Agnes/Ray: She yelled at him once and he got a boner about it so now sometimes Lawrence lets her borrow his pup who is very very eager to be of service. The feeling of euphoria at being called a good boy by Sister Agnes is literally incomparable

Tedesco/Father Gabriele Amorth from the Pope's Exorist: I think Russell Crowe and Sergio Castellitto should rub boobs. They both have nipple piercings that they got together as young men. Gabriele slaps his ass whenever he goes past and Tedesco pretends to be outraged but they're hatefucking in the Vatican broom closet as we speak

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Had to ban the phrase “tricky dick” from my classroom during watergate lesson because saying the word dick in front of 30 fifteen year olds is like lighting a bomb and throwing it through the doorway but now they’re just calling him Richard the Treacherous like they’re all medieval peasants. gonna lose it

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*with a dark and evil aura surrounding me* I'm shy

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would you like a nice glass of

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don’t understand where people get the energy to be an active participant in their own lives. the days just happen to me for real

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Georges Redon - La Marseillaise en 1793 (1906)

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And a Ray/Lawrence one for good measure

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der besuch der alten damme lowkey getting crunchy 👀 i wish i spoke better german it's crazy unsustainable to read like this

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now i have like zero knowledge on vatican and church and catholics but in conclave, there is a very early on distinction made by colors: anything that belongs to the church is red. bright red, somethimes a little darker, lively red. red all over.

the outside? blue. when lawrence is walking outside? blue. when the holy father is taken outside of his red room, his scenes turns a grayish blue. he is no longer a part of the church.

and everything that the church keeps outside is blue. sisters are nearly always dressed in cool blue tones, when the conclave hasnt started we see walls half blue, still a part of the outside world. when the politicking is openly discussed and when tedesco talks about war it is in the conference room with blue seats. and even lawrence wears a dark blue shirt, because he is still an outsider to this tightly knit bands of cardinals. and even the hole in the wall creates a blue hue in the election room, because now the outside can not be kept away from the church.

red is passion, red is tradition, red is union. blue is grief, blue is modernity, blue is isolation.

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Yeah, I have a cross fixation :)

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the way Lawrence/Lomeli is very much a passive suicidal bisexual with self harming tendencies and guilt induced mind while being a funny bitch in the books is beyond amazing.

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today i wrote zero words! but i did think about my story twice in passing. that probably counts for something

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Officially the funniest post ever on twitter