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redrosecarnage · 5 months

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my test went well btw (despite the slow damage brain rot). if u even care

#i got a 16 out of 20 #pretty good considering i hardly studied #not bc im smart #bc i had no time and no brain cells left #is it possible to graduate and feel dumber than when u got in?#bc i feel like thats exactly whats happening to me lol #i was suppossed to go to class tomorrow #but then i realized i should go to the bank to solve a problem with my banking app info #but im extremely tired #so i'll just stay home and rest #try to have a good night of sleep by taking three different sleep aids #also i took one of them twice so #we'll see what happens!#just a lil life update even tho only like. three ppl care lol

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hinamie · 2 months

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unconditionally

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fushiita #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #megumi #yuuji #im shaky and numb the way this took years off my life #genuinely cannot believe i thought it was smart to make it a comic i could have stuck at a painting and it would have been fine #but nooooooo in my hubris i thought Surely im an expert at this longform stuff now Surely i can do it :)#and then it killed me it killed me dead this is like over twice as long as the train comic and 4 times as detailed #backgrounds . angles. i yearn fr death.#AND I HAD 2 WRITE THEM ACTUALLY TALKING GGSDH i am actually so insecure abt the way the dialogue flows gomen....#i wanted to add more to it to fix how clipped and rushed i think it reads #but that would mean drawing more expressions would mean drawing more panels would mean more gd hyDRANGEAS #so ultimately i decided 2 have the conversation take the hit because let me tell u.#if i have to draw. one more blue petal i will snap i will lose it #i knew tht would happen n wanted to alleviate some of the pain so i found a few brushes that helped speed up the process #but the thing w a lot of premade flower brushes is they also come preshaded n look uniform in a way that stands out badly against my style #so i had 2 render over them anyway........#yuuji's domain rly putting me through the wringer first the train station now death by a bajillion petals smh #all that to say tho . my labour of love . i am going to take a nap #hina.comic

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petricorah · 6 months

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scenes i loved from Real Enough to Get Me Through by @marriedzukka <333 [ids in alt]

#zukka #zukka fanart #sokka #sokka fanart #zuko #zuko fanart #atla #atla fanart #avatar the last airbender #zukka fic rec #myart #yall. yall. dani. this FIC #first off it made me cry twice. not like 'oh im crying' internet speak no. like. eyes are too blurry to read let me stop this for a sec #it is SO GOOD #your prose? amazing #your insights on grief? life changing #THEM??? THEM their relationship and trust #'zuko looked at him and his world shifted on its axis'#ive been thinking about that line for WEEKS STRAIGHT #i can't tell you how many passages i screenshot just because of how beautiful or cute they were #the moment of seeing the painting of sokka's mom? how did you manage to make it so telling character wise--so sweet so PAINful AND so #cute with their relationship?!!?!#'oh so you think i'm beautiful too'#GOD #i had so many scenes i wanted to draw it was crazy #also #'Our loved ones leave impressions on us that can still impact our decisions and feelings even after they're gone'#fuck. had me crying AGAIN #seriously this fic is so wonderful and not just through a zukka lens. truly life changing you're an AMAZING writer #the fandom is so lucky to have you and i can't Believe it took me so long to get around to reading this masterpiece

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dawnthefluffyduck · 1 month

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feeling of being watched

#eye strain #cw eye strain #tw eye strain #ralsei #deltarune #i'm in a new era of my art style where i just outline everything in white pencil and think it looks cool #every time i add them i do a victory nod twice at my computer like an old man who just hit par in golf #anyway bright colors hi - i noticed that i tend to default to neutral colors and stay as far away from hues as possible #when i first started digital art i saw someone say to NEVER use the upper right of the HSV picker and i guess i took that to heart #in retrospect that was bad advice; dull colors are safe... but they're still dull and it's good to practice using bright colors too #so here's a hard pivot in the complete opposite direction of my normal work haha #it was fun! but i did have to use a few correction tools to un-muddy my colors so i think i'm gonna do this one more time #you might think the caption is cool and ominous but really i stole it from temmie village #rich history of tem provides plenty of quotable sentences #also! i think i want to reblog my work onto my alt a day after it's posted #i haven't decided for sure but am thinking about it... if you think that'd cause too much clutter though lmk!

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sejanusarchive · 23 days

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There’s so many layers to Sejanus being devastated by Marcus’s fate. He hates how the districts are treated by the Capitol, hates the cruelty of the Hunger Games, he feels the same emotional pain he would have felt being a tribute himself, if not even more, having to watch completely safe from afar, unable to do anything to put an end to the senseless slaughter, while guilt gnaws at him for not risking getting picked to participate himself, for having escaped. No innocent child deserves that, and it gets even worse when one of the children picked is someone he personally knows, someone he used to share a routine with, someone he used to spend hours alongside in a classroom.

And that child isn’t just someone, that child is Marcus, the kind boy who, while not even being his friend, went out of his way to help him when he got hurt, completely unprompted, just out of the goodness of his heart. That boy is a testament to what Sejanus already knows, that everyone seems to keep forgetting, which is that humanity at its core is and can be better than how it’s currently behaving. Not to mention how that was probably the last time Sejanus ever experienced an act of such pure, unconditional kindness. And that simple gesture was so impactful on him, it was enough to cement Marcus’s presence in his heart for all those years and then the rest of his life, and it no doubt helped shape Sejanus into the person he became. Someone as good as Marcus shouldn’t be going through all of that, and it drives Sejanus crazy. If the Hunger Games were too much for him to handle before, now that Marcus is involved, they're unbearable.

But there’s more to Marcus. He is also a safe memory to Sejanus, one who undoubtedly often comforted him when he was feeling at his worst. And he’s one of the main things Sejanus thinks about when he thinks of District 2, his home. Home, which despite the fact that he lived there during the war, despite all the suffering he witnessed, despite the reality of the current living conditions there, is still Sejanus’s happy, safe place; it’s the place he belongs to, the place that could fix almost everything for him. But he can never return there. It has to exist only as a memory, kept safely locked away and untouched in his mind and heart.

But when Marcus arrives in the Capitol, he brings his home with him too, he is the physical manifestation of it. Sejanus’s desperation doesn’t just stem from the fact that it’s Marcus, the innocent, kind-hearted boy, undeserving of such cruelty; but also from the fact that that’s his Marcus as well, the one whose existence is synonymous to his home, his sweet boy from his memories, his comfort. Marcus being there doesn’t only mean the pointless, unjust death of a good person, Marcus being there also means the death of Sejanus’s home, its image no longer far away, safe and untouched, kept only in his mind. Now it’s here and crumbling in front of his eyes. He already knew the reality of things, but it was just that: knowledge. Now he’s face to face with it, face to face with the fact that neither Marcus or his home are or will ever be safe. And, worst of all, he has no way to save them, or anyone else, he’s powerless and completely hopeless against the cruelty of the Capitol, against their fate; and now more than ever, since he’ll have to witness the death of the boy whose memory so often brought him hope before.

In the end all that’s left of both of them, for Sejanus, is a small chunk of marble, made from the same material as his District and carved into the shape of a heart, because that’s exactly where Sejanus’s own is: home with Marcus. We learn he has carried it to his new life in Twelve, immediately before we learn the only pictures he’s taken with him are of his family and his classmates in Two, of him, home for one the last times, standing with Marcus right behind him. That heart is the last physical object connected to Two and Marcus that he’ll have with him for the rest of his life, the last symbol of what he lost and will never get back, of what he couldn’t save or help. But it’s also the one object connected to them that he brought with him when he regained faith, when he felt like he could finally make a difference and actually help people in the districts; the last symbol that things could still get better and not all hope is lost.

For Sejanus Marcus is a kind and innocent kid; he’s the good in humanity; he’s a safe memory; he’s the marble heart because he is hope and comfort, and despair and helplessness, and home, and because he is deeply rooted in his own heart

#marble heart best character in the saga and it only appears very briefly twice #jokes aside its truly one of the most interesting elements in the book if not in the entire saga #this is my interpretation of only part of its meaning #im always thinking about that damn heart #also it took me days to write this cause i was never satisfied there was always more to say #(and bc im a perfectionist and kept rewriting each sentence but now i said whatever and just posted it)#everything about marcus and sejanus both separately and as a pair is SO interesting #such great characters and marcus isnt even around for that long #i love them so much #sejanus plinth #marcus tbosas #sejarcus #marble heart #gonna start tagging it every time i talk about it #ballad of songbirds and snakes

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naramdil · 3 months

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im so sorry but anyone fawning over the ambani wedding looks needs to reassess their sense of taste. is it actually good or are you just impressed bc theyre billionaires … like be so serious there was not a bit of glamour and opulence worth being impressed by. theyre so busy trying to impress by buying high profile guests that the actual bride had like zero presence and personality. I’m sure that makes her the ideal candidate for a daughter in law but it’s actually baffling to see people being impressed by her wedding looks bc they were genuinely so uninspired

#that radhika girl must be sooo boring lol #not one look worth looking at twice im so sorry. she’s literally just thin… like the fashion was not there #it wasn’t even classically elegant like literally just extremely boring #i also dont get the ppl slobbering over their jewels #like no offense but if i were indian i would hate them for hoarding all that wealth instead of using it in a useful way .. there’s so much #poverty there and it’s honestly weird for ppl to feel pride abt the ambani’s being indian #and also ik they hosted weddings for 50 underprivileged couples but pls dont act like that took a lot of resources on their part #that was like the average person giving a large tip .. be so for real

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napstabl00k · 1 month

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Those sonic prime gjinkas from my day out today

#luriart #sonic prime #shadow the hedgehog #nine the fox #sonic the hedgehog #i guess. only twice. btw trust me on this his outfit changes w his shoes & gloves #rusty rose #thorn rose #knuckles the dread #prim the bat #prim rouge #<- ??????????#nine again. my son boy. why do all the sonic kids i wish i could adopt happen to be the type that would tell people kys #rouge the bat #just the once.#rebel the bat #rebel rouge #anyway okay so a] this was a lot of fun. i dont know if ive made this clear in my other gjinka posts but sonic's shirt says sega normally #but it reflects what he's thinking other times. Only for the jokes no one else seems to notice that the shirt changes #b] oughgh i have this obsession w the hair of these characters and making it make sense for them? nine has darker hair than tails bc tails'#hair is a] sunbleached and b] he bleaches it closer to his roots than nine #nine's hair is also greasier & straighter. it has less volume #my og amy has thick braids w heart shaped beads at the end but why the shit would the eggcouncil let her have Heart Beads???#shes their sick as hell robot. so her hair's grown out into dreads on their own. she has sort of a side shave but like. in the way that one #side is metal. thorn doesn't have the time 2 braid her own hair so she has half of it cut short and the other half grown out in a small afr #you'll never believe this but dread has dreads #prim actually gets rouge's natural hair!!! my rouge wears a wig and all the pieces that frame her face are gelled on #but if rouge [like. usual rouge] took her wig off she'd have a short buzz underneath. and i was so excited to draw it so i did #rebel keeps the wig. knucks is there at the very bottom but he has real tight braids #anyway one thing i was wondering while i was drawing is where the fuck did prim get the black shirt under her leaves shirt

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alangdorf · 7 months

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#meme #len’en #tsubakura enraku #took a break from working on a big project to make this and I dunno whether it’s actually funny??#I put way too much effort into getting the spacing right though lol #the @ starts with ‘mugen_’ like JynX’s Twitter handle and then genchou is the normal reading of the kanji for tsubakura’s name #altogether means like ‘fantasy mysterious bird (swallow)’ so I thought using that drawing for the pfp would be appropriate #plus don’t wanna spoil what I’m still working on lol (jk I don’t care that much)#also I like having ‘gen’ twice in a row it sounds cute #oh ya the 17 is just cause the original is 7 and it was easiest to just add a one but that lines up with the very vague timeline in my head #that being the protags are like mid 20s rn #like me!! I’m turning 24 next week #anyway I don’t post them to tumblr much (I have a Kirby one I should at some point though) but I make meme edits allll the time #and I put wayyy too much thought and effort into them #would you expect any different of me though

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ragnar0c · 1 year

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Happy pride month to these two

#I’m gonna draw a comic of this and it’ll be AWFUL #ALSO IT TOOK SO MANY TRIES TO GET #THE STONE TABLET #ENID DROWNED TWICE #TANK DROWNED AND DID CPR ON HIMSELF #I GET RID OF THEM BOTH THEN HANA DOES THIS #Alope was the one who found it btw #ragna replays: EO3

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keeps-ache · 15 days

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linelesssss oohoohoo !!

#just me hi #oohoohoohoo !!#drawing stuff.. wheeoo..#my brother leo n i were playing sky the other night and going crazy with the camera hbfhvbhf #he took a LOT of good ones. i got to stand around and act dumb so Lol :3 #my favorite move so far is to hit 'im with a random flex and not do it again bhghfbhsf #he managed to catch me only twice but the first couple times he missed bc there was a jellyfish that kept getting in the way lollll #also he wanted a mid-air shot of me falling from one of the geysers and that was So Hard hjkfsjvhf #cuz the geyser would get me again while i was coming down and i wouldn't even be in the shot.. we tried like 8+ times it was a good attempt #but yea he took some really good ones and he said i could paint them so !! :D #when he Does send them to me. eventually lol...#/yea so i'm drawing some sky ocs rn hfsh :3 #i've made sky ocs before but i never really vibed with them much so i'll be trying some different stuff here #yea though !!#/oh yea and i'm going lineless lol :3 #it's been a long while since i've done that so i'm figuring this out again hfsh #//but YEA i gotta poof rn #ooo toodles !! .w.

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rivilu · 19 days

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The better I get at crusade management and the midnight fane the worse the end of it is going to hit I can just feel it

#i was thinking about it on the Azata run. Funnily enough Galfrey was twice as harsh but it didn't affect ellu a fraction of as much #idk if that sentence makes sense. anyway #something about support systems I guess #He's trying REALLY hard for that good alignment next to the chaotic #but truth be told he has no idea if he's doing it 'correctly'. he often thinks of them as one and the same #he may have lived the majority of his life (far as he knows) on golarion but alas he is still fey at his core #whatever moral code he has he had to sort of invent and improvise himself #when I say Elluin doesn't think of himself as good it's a combination of that- and also the ingrained idea -#that he's got something inherently wrong with him on account of the *gesturing vaguelyy* mento innes #courtesy of the inquisition etcetera #so again. in azata path he was sort of. well he was uncomfortable being put on the spot and SEEN as good #but once the impostor syndrome died down he took to it as a duck to water #and between Aivu and the free crusaders he was assured enough in his own choices where he could take harsh critique and not bat an eye #well that was just galfrey throwing a fit it happens who cares- onward #but HERE.. here it's just him #it's just him doing his best. And when that best isn't good enough..#well. yeah.#riv finds the path that sure is wrathfully righteous #oc:elluin

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animmal · 1 month

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getting a handle on mavis is kinda 😵‍💫 bc on the one hand she's an empath (literally) and is shown to generally have more emotional intelligence/maturity than dr🅰️x/nebs/rocket combined, but at the same time she apparently saw no problem at all whatsoever w kidnapping kevin 🥓 for peter 😭 which is like???? i mean maybe those two things can be true at the same time but like... How. 😭 is she an empath or is she okay w taking people against their will to give as a present to her brother ?

#just some thoughts b4 bed...#ooc.#james 🔫 leaving me to have to make sense of this all like ok thanks #i do think she's somewhat Stunted in regards to social behaviour that's considered acceptable or appropriate #bc for most of her life she lived on ego's planet w literally nobody else but him and his children (her half siblings) that he kept killing #he straight up didnt even acknowledge he was her father. he had her call him Master. so like... yeah. no parenting done there #but she gets Most of that sorted out when she meets the guardians i think #(like basically she figures out how Not to act by looking at dr🅰️x and 🚀 lol)#im also 100% sure gam🅾️ra would've taught her some things woman to woman (my girl i'll avenge u from what goftg3 did to u)#so u would THINK w/ all that mavis would think twice before just straight up kidnapping a guy. but No #im gna say this is bc mavis kinda has a one track mind. what she knows is that peter is sad and she wants to cheer him up #dr🪓 gives her a solution: get peter his fave hero #she goes yay! and is so fixated on that part of it that she doesn't stop to consider the consequences #bc kevin is just. part of the goal at this point and not a person #so she's always. Always well intentioned. just sometimes doesn't think about all the angles as much as she should #does that make sense? i hope so. imc rying #well intentioned but doing fucked up things also applies to that scene where she erases dra❌'s memory #bc he's sad!!!!!!! he was hurt by something she said so she wanted to take it away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#but she just went and took his memory of it without asking without even stopping to think if she should and that's #beautiful to me bc mavis is sweet and empathetic and she LOVES him just like she does all the other guardians #but she's fucked up too!!!!!! like the rest of them!!! just in different ways and i Love that in a woman #anyway. god. ive spoken too much in the tags. apparently i have a lot of feelings about this

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coridallasmultipass · 1 month

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I am once again begging online shop payment processing companies to allow me to enter a separate name for shipping and separate name for billing!!

It's the same address, I'm just trans and have not legally changed my personal name, but I still prefer to receive mail as my preferred name! Like it's literally my professional name, I do business as my preferred name.

Annoying as fuck, and I don't want to chance my bank rejecting the payment (though I'm sure someone at my bank has put a note to allow it on my account by now, since I've contacted them a couple times before when I realized too late that the billing section didn't let me input another "address/name" section, and they said the payment was fine in those cases.)

Anyway, legal name changes should be free and non-advertised for everyone. Tbh, you should get a free name change every time you file your taxes on time as an incentive for good citizen behaviour. Once I am elected pres-