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Family Bubble : ÌÌâ Fernando Alonso
summary: some soft fernando as you enjoy some rare family time
Your smile couldnât help but turn up as you watched Fernando walk out into the garden, your daughter held tightly in his arms having just woken up. You pulled a chair over for him to sit down on, peering across to take a look at the slightly sleepy haze that was over her eyes.Â
Across the garden the squeal of your son could be heard as he ran around on the swing set Fernando had installed as a surprise for him. Not knowing how he would adapt to becoming big brother, Fernando was keen to find something that would make him smile.Â
You were left in your seat overlooking the sunshine, your body still aching from what you had gone through just a few days prior. Fernando didnât let you lift a finger, running around for every little thing that you needed, keeping both of your children entertained whilst you sat back and recovered.Â
âSomeone is still a tad sleepy,â Fernando grinned as he took his seat, resting your daughter against his chest. âDo you want anything?â He then asked, watching as your head shook, your hands gripping onto the arms of either side of your chair.Â
âI need a drink,â you told him, âbut I can go and get it, itâs about time that I got up and stretched my legs for a little while.âÂ
Fernando quickly leaned across and placed your daughter into your arms before you could begin lifting yourself up off of the chair, standing himself up instead and looking down at you.Â
âWhat would you like?â He questioned, sniggering at your eyes rolling, having come to expect Fernando waiting on you hand and foot.Â
You couldnât help but laugh though at how keen he was to help, âjust a water, nothing special.âÂ
âAnything else? Are you comfy enough? Are you due any pain meds soon?â Fernando quizzed, running through his own checklist in his mind that heâd written of things he could do to help you.Â
Your head shook as you shuffled slightly, adjusting how you sat so you were more comfortable holding your daughter. âIâm alright, honestly, stop worrying about me before you kill me off from dehydration.âÂ
âSorry, I just know what youâre like sometimes my love.âÂ
âIâll tell you if thereâs anything, promise.âÂ
Fernandoâs head reluctantly nodded, âI know Iâm annoying, but I just want to be sure. Youâve given me the greatest gift again and I just want to make sure I repay you.âÂ
âBeing an amazing dad is repaying me enough,â you assured him, âand that you most definitely are. Thereâs nothing else I need, aside from a glass of damn water Fernando.âÂ
âSorry. Sorry. I promise that Iâm on my way to go and get it this time.âÂ
Fernando walked back into the house to get you a drink as you leant back, your eyes firmly watching over your daughter. Her bright eyes and the laughter from your son in the background were the perfect pair to make your heart swell and your smile wide as you relaxed once again.Â
In the blink of an eye, Fernando returned with your glass of water, handing it across to you. Rather than sit back down beside you, his eyes watched over your son, swinging himself as high as he possibly could, squealing each time he got a little too cocky and frightened himself with how high he was.Â
âHeâs taking to this big brother thing a lot better than I thought he would,â you spoke, following to where Fernandoâs eyes were looking. âI thought heâd hate not having our attention all the time, but if anything, he doesnât seem to want it at all, heâs happy all by himself.âÂ
âThatâs because weâve done such a good job with him so far,â Fernando proudly told you. âHe wonât admit it, but I think he loves having a little sister anyway.âÂ
When you first told your son that you were pregnant, he didnât show much emotion. However, as you started to let him help you pick out outfits, come up with names, and join Fernando in decorating her nursery, he soon came around to the idea.Â
âWeâve got such a good team,â Fernando smiled, taking his seat down beside you again. âI hope that having these two has been worth all the pain that youâve endured.âÂ
âOf course, theyâre the best thing to ever happen,â you responded, watching as Fernandoâs eyebrow raised back at you. âAside from meeting you, of course.âÂ
âYou almost offended me there.âÂ
âI mean without you, none of this would have even been possible,â you reminded him.Â
Fernando nodded in agreement with you, resting his hand against your thigh. âI couldnât have dreamt of a more perfect family. Sitting here doing absolutely nothing somehow feels like the best thing in the world.âÂ
âWho needs to go racing at over two hundred miles an hour for an adrenaline kick, right?â You couldnât help but tease, âall you need is two children and a needy wife.âÂ
âI think youâre justified to be needy for a little while.âÂ
Nothing would ever be enough for Fernando to show how appreciative for what you had done, bringing not one, but two children into the world. Both times were just as special, leaving him overwhelmed and more in love then he ever thought he could feel, barely able to contain his emotions each time too.Â
âHow can two little humans consume so much our lives,â Fernando whispered to himself, âtheyâre so unaware of just how in love we are with the two of them, arenât we?âÂ
You hummed in agreement with Fernando, âone day theyâll know just how loved they are, all the sacrifices weâve made to make sure that they have the most incredible life.âÂ
âThereâs nothing that I wouldnât do for these two, and you, obviously too.âÂ
As the two of you fell silent, your son called out waving Fernando over to play with him. His eyes quickly checked on the two of you, making sure that you were alright before standing up and heading over to where your son was, still swinging himself sky high.Â
âWhatâs going on bud?â Fernando smiled, watching him slow himself down.Â
Your son stopped on the swing, digging his feet into the ground. âCan you push me for a while? I want to go high up into the clouds like an astronaut,â he told him, watching as Fernandoâs smile turned up, impressed with his sonâs aspirations.Â
Fernando was soon back in his bubble of adoration, pushing his son as high as he could. Every so often he still looked in your direction, never quite able to stop himself from worrying. Everything was just so perfect for Fernando and he didnât ever want to run the risk of his perfect life changing.Â
From afar, you watched on, bouncing your daughter gently in your arms as the two boys were lost in their own conversation, talking big about their dreams for the future.Â
âYour daddy really is the best,â you whispered down to your daughter, just as Fernando told your son...Â
âIsnât mummy the best in the world?âÂ
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okay. as someone who went into the finale not wanting agatha to die, not expecting a positive agatha/rio reconciliation, and not wanting agatha to be redeemed⊠what could i change about the finale that i would actually like? because the more i think about it, the more i hate the execution but am okay-ish with the outcome.Â
(nb this is assuming that the obvious sequel setup goes ahead. if this is the last we see of agathaâs story i will haunt kevin feige for the rest of his natural life and beyond.)Â
obvs i do not have access to budget, schedule, other notes, etc. but if iâd come in to these scripts at script stage, this is what i wouldâve changed.
ONE. give us more ghosts. a whole bunch of what i really hated here makes more sense if we assume that rio hates ghosts because theyâre out of her control (arguably set up but not made explicit). are they souls that escaped rio? give us a ghost in the flashbacks, or another line about them in agathaâs trial. in which case agatha âsacrificingâ herself to rio becomes: agatha delivered billy to rio as promised. her vow ended there, not when rio reaped him. so by getting billy to surrender, agatha made it so rio was bound not to see agatha after she died⊠a loophole agatha could use to escape, again, and endear herself to the boy who can shove free-floating souls back into convenient bodies, making him more subservient to her story. i think we got quite close to this and if (WHEN) we get more story, this is likely to become somewhat explicit. but it needed a bit more on the screen.Â
TWO. give us more agatha/rio. not just from a shippy perspective. i think we needed: more establishing of their relationship (why does death love agatha enough to contravene the natural order of things for her?). more work and play: what was it like when it was good (and so fucked up in so many matching-each-otherâs-freak ways). more explanation of what it means that rio has been âpursuingâ agatha and making her life hell (is this just agatha lashing out?). and frankly, we needed more flashbacks that werenât just about motherhood. the show did such a good job of presenting us a balanced agatha and then threw that ALL out the window.Â
both of these notes, i suspect, were at some point on the page and then were sacrificed to budget or to plazaâs schedule. fuck u megalopolis.Â
TWO POINT FIVE. also, i wouldâve added at least one flashback kiss. not just because we deserve it. but because i do not love lesbian bed death kiss and having another kiss wouldâve mitigated that a LOT. that said, i do appreciate that they made sure to have more than one queer kiss in the show, at least.Â
THREE. move nicky closer to the modern day. i get that this was to establish the ballad as long ago as possible, but the idea that rio and agatha had like⊠a normal human lifespan of love and then nearly three centuries of antagonism⊠isnât sold in the rest of the story. this is probably my most fanfic rather than functional note. but even a 1790s ballad wouldâve given agatha a good long history and given them a much deeper relationship.Â
??? the thing i donât know how to square is the darkhold red herring. i donât mind that agathaâs deep dark secret is that she couldnât save her son in a quite simple human way. but this still feels like a flapping loose end rather than a purposeful misdirect. why did the darkhold shield agatha from rio? is that why she sought it out? why did rio come hunting for agatha in the first place?Â
also: still not sure about agathaâs control over her power and how that was/wasnât voluntary. a more minor point but it wouldâve been interesting to have that teased out a bit more.Â
things i do love: the ballad being agathaâs. the road being billyâs. everything about agatha harkness. everything. agatha harkness, ghost troll learning to love objects and appear through walls. a future of death chasing her undead lover?? the practical sets. so many wonderful witchy women. the queerness of it ALL.
so weâre really not in a terrible place to keep going. if weâd had more of agathaâs manipulations and more of the backstory, i would feel so much less like this show took a sharp pivot in its endgame and we still couldâve ended up more or less here. and going through this process makes me feel a bit better because i can see the promise now. but i definitely also see where we missed out.
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(2) the fire. || THE DOCTOR.
in which a fire grows between the doctor and the landlord. content: strong language, alcohol, a hand injury/bleeding, kissing word count: 4.5k
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Today, Spencer remembers why he never went to school for medicine.
It's not that he can't properly diagnose a problem and offer the proper treatment, though he'd be lying if he admitted to denying any insecurity over holding the powerful title of The One and Only Town Doctor, because what if he does diagnose something wrong, or he doesn't have all the information he needs and gives somebody the incorrect treatment? Then what? He wouldn't only have to worry about an eviction, but complete humiliation as well. He'd have to either locate somewhere else or just live out the rest of his "witness protection" in the Alaskan Wilderness, left to fend for himself. He'd likely die then, anyway.
Being this isolated from the outside world must have triggered my over-dramatic tendencies, he thinks with a shake of the head and a deep sigh. He closes the patient file in front of him and rubs his eyes, stifling a yawn.
He'd only read each file over twenty times each. But the better acquainted with Sardinia he was, the more accurate his work would be. It also might please Stanton to know he's at least making an effort to get to know the town a little bit. Not that it's his life-goal to please the man, but after his town tour last weekend, Spencer had sensed a fierce protectiveness in the mayor over his town and its residents. It was commendable, and definitely not something to interfere with.
At the same time, knowing everybody's business is, quite frankly, exhausting.
It's the price I pay for safety, I suppose...
Three knocks sound at the basement door, and Spencer sits upward, putting on his glasses.
"Everything alright in there, Doctor?"
The librarian's voice is a relief. "Yes, thank you, Roberta! I'm almost done!"
She shuffles inside and looks around, adjusting her long, patterned skirt. "You know... We're not technically supposed to let these files leave their home, but... You're the town doctor now, Spencer... If you need to take some home, you're more than welcome. That way you don't have to stay down here." She shivers at the thought.
"Oh, that's okay. I've read them all more than a dozen times over, I just wanted a refresher."
Roberta laughs with him, probably assuming he's exaggerating, but he says nothing and lets her keep her amusement. "Well alright, if you're sure. Are you heading out then?"
As if on cue, his stomach growls rather eagerly at the thought of sustenance. "I was just about to go to lunch, actually."
"Well there's no rush if you have more reading to do, Dear. If you'd like, I can make you a sandwich or something."
Spencer almost takes her up on it, but as his stomach growls again, it suddenly occurs to him that it's highly unlikely he'll run into Y/N in the library's basement.
In actuality, he doesn't have any concrete plans to seek anything out with her. It wouldn't be right, technically being her doctor and all. Not to mention, he was supposed to be detaching. Doing his job, indulging in friendly conversation when needed, but not allowing himself to form strong connections with Sardinia when he knows he'll just leave eventually anyway. It's easier, it's stable, and it's clean.
But for whatever reason, he can't seem to stop thinking about her anyway. It's obvious that she doesn't seem particularly interested in putting in effort to being his friend, not after the morning she showed up on his doorstep and injured her hand on his porch. Day by day he kicks himself for being so awkward. He didn't mean to keep interrupting her, but he also didn't want to be responsible for not doing his job. Intentional on her part or not, it was cold outside, she was hurt, and he did the responsible, professional thing by ushering her inside and tending to her wound. It really had just been an unfortunate turn of miscommunication and awkward first impressions.
And so, while he's aware that turning things around is probably out of the equation, Spencer finds himself constantly daydreaming about running into her or breaking something in his house so he has a reason to call her. He shouldn't even entertain it, but she's a knot in the deepest part of his gut that he can't ignore no matter how hard he tries.
It's almost as exhausting as reading the entire town's medical records over and over again.
"Thank you, Roberta, I appreciate it. But I think I could use some fresh air."
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The generally considered "lunch hour" has just passed, leaving BAR in limbo as the cleaning staff prepares for dinner. A small group of customers sit in the corner by the lifeless karaoke machine, nursing beers, and as Spencer finds his way to the bar, his eyes drift to the woman behind it, all the way up on a ladder as she drills in some shelving.
"Doctor, what can I do you for?" Sonny greets as he sits down.
If Y/N heard him, she doesn't let on.
Spencer removes his coat and scarf and drapes them over the back of his chair, doing his best to hide the joy he feels at successfully locating his landlord. Not that there are many places here she could have been in the first place. "Uhh, water and a club sandwich?"
"Fries or chicken soup with that?"
"Soup, please."
"You got it."
As Sonny puts in the order, Spencer diverts his gaze back to Y/N. As she's reaching high and stretching up to grab a screw, he has half a mind to tell her to be careful, but he doesn't want a power tool thrown at his head.
The scariest thing happens just then.
"The second you tell me to be careful, Doctor, I'm evicting you."
He hesitates. "Did you know, the American Academy of Orthopedic Surgeons estimates that there are around 500,000 people treated for ladder-related accidents each year?"
She pauses and turns her head to look over her shoulder at him. "What did I just say?"
Spencer throws up his hands defensively, unable to hide his smirk. "Hey, I didn't tell you to be careful..."
She tosses the screw in his direction, and it rolls across the bar.
Sonny snatches it up without even looking, sliding over Spencer's water with the other hand. "And you just know that off the top of your head, or did you make it up?"
"Uh, no. I didn't make it up..."
"Sounds like a made-up number to me," Y/N mumbles, barely in earshot.
"I'm a doctor. It's my job to know these things."
"Well, I've been climbing ladders pretty much my whole life, Doctor, so you and your Ladder Statistic Surgeons can take the day off."
With a snort from Sonny and the sudden loud whir of Y/N's drill, Spencer leaves it alone, taking a few large gulps of his water.
Minutes pass, and even though his eyes are glued to the small box-TV in the corner, muted and playing some '80s movie he's never seen before, Spencer is earnestly aware of Y/N's presence behind the bar. She's humming to herself, something that sounds theatrical like a show-tune, and it serves as some pretty comical background music to the rather intense scenes playing out before him.
"Aw, man, Red Dawn again? Can't you play Lethal Weapon or something?"
Spencer looks to his left sharply, a little horrified at the fact that he hadn't seen or heard the presence of someone beside him.
"Do I look like a movie theater, Lionel?"
The kid can't be more than twenty years old. His deep brunette hair is longer than Spencer'sâ way longer, in fact; it cascades down the back of the chair and almost touches the floor. He doesn't judge, but the thought of having hair so long that it's constantly getting tangled and always nearly touching the floor sounds annoying and completely unsanitary.
"What if I buy you a copy?"
"No."
"I don't know, Sonny, maybe you should switch it up once in a while," Y/N offers, and Lionel cheers like a frat bro. "I know I wouldn't mind watching Mel Gibson while I eat..."
"My bar, my rules. And Mel Gibson's a jag-off."
Spencer thinks of Rossi at the insult, almost hearing it in his voice, and his heart aches a little of home. Still, he can't lie and say he isn't enjoying the bar banter just a little.
"Yeah, but a hot one," Y/N presses, stepping down the ladder and shuffling around some of her tools. "Anyway, shelf's all shiny and new. You need anything else repaired before I head off?"
"Nah, you're free. Thanks, Moonface."
Just as she rolls her eyes and starts berating him about the nickname, Lionel twists his seat to Spencer.
"You're the new doctor, right?"
"Yes, I am. Lionel? It's nice to meet you. I'm Spencer."
"Doctor Spencer..." He says it like he's testing something. Pondering. He squints his dark eyes and then looks him over. "My mom said you were dreamy, but I don't see it."
He feels his face getting warm, and then Y/N laughs. "You know who is dreamy..."
Lionel points. "Mel Gibson."
Y/N points back at him knowingly, and they share a smile, much to Sonny's chagrin.
The barman looks at Spencer, who can't help but laugh. "You wanna chime in on this, Doctor Spencer?"
He shakes his head. "I'm not qualified to diagnose dreamy." Then he glances at Y/N, catching her eye. "Only to offer ladder statistics."
Sonny laughs, and Lionel slaps his knee, but Y/N is holding Spencer's gaze as if to say, "well played." There's something else there too, but before he can place it, she's tearing herself away and packing up her things.
"I like this guy!" Lionel says. "I'll have what he's having."
"You don't even know what he ordered," Sonny counters.
As the two discuss, Spencer lets their words drone on until they're muffled background noise, Y/N cleaning up her workspace. She doesn't catch him until after she steps under the ladder to reach for something, and then raises an eyebrow as she walks through the other side.
"You're not gonna lecture me about bad luck now, are you?"
"I'm not superstitious."
She smiles, to his surprise, and his breath catches at the sight. It's a beautiful smile anyway, but when it's directed at him, it feels like a reward he wants to achieve forever.
Before he has time to read into the feeling, a plate of food is set in front of him, and the spell between the doctor and his landlord has lifted. She goes to fold up the ladder, and he keeps himself busy by stirring his soup, waiting for it to cool.
He'd chosen it as a ploy to stay warm on this cold November midday, but he doesn't feel like he needs it anymore.
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Y/N is avoiding Spencer at all costs.
She's glad he didn't see her almost slip off the ladder at BAR earlier today, but not because of the "told you so". No, she was more worried that he would genuinely come to her aid, and the close proximity would surely have her abandoning all reason and throwing herself at him. Because, let's face it, he is dreamy (Lionel doesn't know shit). And he's funny. And smart. And his hands...
Y/N lets out a rather aggravated grunt, thwarting the sharp sting of desire she feels in the pit of her gut, scrubbing a plate clean with a grip so vigorous, her fingers start to cramp.
You know, you could just... be nice to him, the Angel on her shoulder suggests.
What, and completely disrupt the snarky bantering nature on which we've set our foundation? the Devil counters back, stubborn as always. I don't think so!
The argument goes on for way too long. Y/N has furiously scrubbed all her dishes clean about five times over before she decides to promptly get drunk about it. She can't go to BAR, and she could make a run to the convenience store for a bottle of something strong, but... there's more risk involved out in public than in the safety of her own home, where there happens only to be a half-bottle of red wine that she keeps for when she's feeling frisky. And 'frisky' is exactly what she wants to thwart, so...
The options are very limited.
"God damn this stupid fucking small town bullshit," she grumbles through gritted teeth, harshly tossing the sopping-wet washrag in the sink and reaching up to the cupboard for her wine. "Whatever. Maybe... I just have to pull out the vibrator and get it out of my systeâ"
Perhaps it's superstition, or irresponsible outbursts of frustration, or perhaps it's just plain bad luck that makes her slip backwards and fall on a puddle of water when she turns around, bottle of wine in hand. But whatever the reason, she can't help the maniacal laughter that tumbles out of her system the second her ass hits the floor. Her hand holds the neck of the bottle in a death-grip, but when she goes to set it on the floor, it shatters, staining everything in red. Sharp pain slices through her finger, and her laughter quickly stops with a hiss.
Staring down at the aftermath, Y/N slowly feels the pain growing and throbbing in her body. Her butt is surely bruised, her hand is hot and cascading with blood, and there's only one person qualified to help her.
"Fuck my life..."
She starts to laugh again, but grabs her phone and dials the first number she can think of.
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What Spencer had told Y/N is completely true; he's not superstitious. Coincidences happen, and that's just how life works, but walking under a ladder or breaking a mirror won't bring you bad luck, just as surely as being in the right place at the right time is merely thatâ a coincidence. Good things and bad things simply happen, no matter how badly you want to believe there might be some cosmic reason for them.
That being said, as he charges up the driveway to Y/N's house, first-aid kit in hand, he starts to wonder if Sardinia has its own sort of superstitious magic or something. It's the fact that the one and only person that he's needed to aid since being hereânot once but twice nowâis the one person that doesn't seem thrilled over his presence. Not that everyone he met seemed absolutely ecstatic to have him there (save for Stanton), but everyone else didn't seem inconvenienced by him at least. And for whatever reason, he can't stop the burning need that simmers low in his stomach at her every sarcastic word, every roll of the eye, and every beautiful frown of her lips.
He couldn't make it go away. He couldn't make it make sense.
Why?
He manages to push away his frustrations when he opens the door to check on her, wiping his feet on the mat and calling out her name.
"Are you alright?"
As he removes his coat and steps inside to find her, heavy stomping sounds through the house, getting louder and louder until his landlord is in sight, her eyebrows narrowed and her hand wrapped in a blood-soaked washcloth. "What are you doing here?"
"I was with Roberta when you called her, she said you were hurt and you needed help, so I cameâ"
"She wasn't supposed to send you!"
"I'm... I'm sorry? Here, what's wrong? She said your hand might need stitches."
She looks like she's about to cry, her body going slack and her head falling back in defeat. "Yes, it does, because I fell on my ass with a bottle of wine in my hand, and sliced it open..."
"Y/N, it's okay. I can help you. Let me take a look."
He reaches out for her hand, but she snaps it away to her chest and huffs. "No! I don't want your help, okay?"
Spencer sighs, feeling himself getting irritated now. "What?"
"You heard me! It's... It's your fault anyway!"
He blinks. He can't believe what he's hearing. He wants to help her, to calm her down, but her words are so sharp and her tone is violent enough that he isn't sure any of his tactics would work anyway. He's spent a fair share of his time talking people out of scary situations, talking them off many ledges, but right now he feels trapped. He feels confused and maybe a little hurt, but also extremely hot, like his temperature is rising steadily with every second he's in her presence.
"Excuse me?" is all he can say.
"First you show up to Sardinia and ignore everybody, which makes Stanton send me to lure you out, and I bust my hand open on your door! And then you keep following me around town and fucking pester me about your stupid made-up ladder statistics, and it pisses me off so badly that I come home to unwind, and hurt myself in the process! You did this to me! So no, I don't need your help, I just need you toâ"
"Y/N."
"Stop interrupting me!"
Despite her rising frustration and inability to filter out the ridiculous threads of reasoning that give her away now, Spencer keeps a calm, even tone when he continues. "I can leave and have Roberta come over to help you instead, if you want. I won't stay if you really don't want me to."
It's her turn to blink, her mind working hard to comprehend what he's just said. She looks exhausted and just about as confused as he'd been, picking at the washcloth wrapped around her hand.
"You... What?"
Everything makes so much more sense now. As she'd rambled on and on about how annoying she found him, a switch flipped, and Spencer knew exactly what her outburst had been really about. Suddenly, all the somethings he kept catching in her glances have become bright beacons, and he wonders how he'd missed it.
It probably has something to do with that rising temperature of hisâ too distracting to allow his brain to work properly.
Regardless, his brain is working just fine now, as he takes a step closer to Y/N. She backs away, but he keeps slowly walking towards her as he speaks.
"I understand. You've probably known Roberta all your life, and she's a safe, comforting person to confide in. I'm just a stranger. You don't like me, and you don't trust me, even though I am your doctor and it is my job to help you."
Her back is to a wall now, and she startles when she runs into it, realizing she's trapped. Spencer watches her swallow and try to avert her eyes as he keeps talking. His lips twitch into a smile then, remembering the day she hurt her hand on his door and how she could barely look him in the eye, and how he's missed yet another sign.
"But you are an independent, very beautiful, incredibly stubborn woman, so that makes sense..." Their faces are inches apart, Y/N's head tilted to avoid him. But that just won't do, so Spencer gently places his forefinger under her chin and adjusts her to look at him. Their eyes meet finally, and that fire burns bright in his belly and spreads through his entire nervous system at the matching heat in the depths of her stare.
He continues softly, his lips barely a breath away from hers. "So if it's what you really want, then I'll go."
"God, fuck you," she breathes, pushing herself forward and colliding their mouths together. Her sharp words echo so strongly that when her tongue slips past and makes contact with his, he can practically taste their sweet, sweet venom. He welcomes the sting and involuntarily growls into her mouth, pressing her firmly into the wall. He's never felt a violence quite as satisfying as the one she exudes.
It's a violence that amplifies the burn in Spencer's gut, the one that causes him to abandon all logic and reasoning in favor of indulgence. It had happened once before, with a particularly wretched woman he'd rather not remember, but this time is different. It's relatively harmless in the grand scheme of things, and absolutely life-altering all the same.
Her kisses fizzle out slowly, though not out of boredom or change of heart. In fact, Spencer figures he's stunned the poor woman into a simmering lust-driven stupor, a power that he hadn't gone searching for but accidentally stumbled upon while cradling her head in his hands. He's never considered himself an ambitious, power-hungry man, but as his fingers massage her scalp and he kisses her deep and slow, her mouth returning his energy with lazy, fiery laps of the tongue, it's the first time he's ever ached so deeply to claim something as his own. The feeling is addicting, plain and simple.
She seems to gain some semblance of control when he pulls back and pivots his head for a gasp of air, because in a split second her weight is pushing against him, forcing his feet backward. Still attached at the lip, they stumble through the house together until they find themselves in the kitchen.
When Spencer lifts her enough to sit her down on the table, she pulls away from his mouth with a hiss and then hits his shoulder with the palm of her hand. "Ow!"
"What's wrong?" he asks breathlessly, dizzy on her kisses but slowly coming back to his senses as he remembers why he'd even come here in the first place.
"I fell on my ass, remember? It hurts!"
"Sorry," he says, helping her down and pulling her back to him through the empty belt-loops of her jeans. "I'll be careful."
"Some doctor you are," she scolds, kissing him again.
He breaks away a second later with a laugh. "You didn't want my help. Remember?"
"If I didn't hurt my good hand, I'd punch you."
Kiss.
"You should have that looked at."
Kiss.
"Probably."
Kiss.
He knows that he should stop and take a look at it anyway. He should be firm, yet still gentle and caring, and make sure her wound isn't already starting to get infected or worse. He has no doubt that she'd probably taken care of it to a good enough standard to avoid anything major, but in any case, it doesn't matter. Because it's his job to look after her.
But... fuck.
Her quick-witted, glorious mouth is too intoxicating. It's ruining him, completely demolishing any ounce of professionalism and sense of reason he might have once had.
And then her injured hand drags itself along his shoulder and down the front of his shirt, just for a second before she pulls it away again, inhaling against his lips.
She's in pain. But she won't stop.
Spencer pulls away and rests his forehead to hers. She tries to chase his mouth, and he wants to let her, but he can't.
"Y/N..." He says her name softly, trying not to focus on her pout. Otherwise, he might just leap forward again.
Their breathing is heavy, the air between them thick with a fire that still longs to burn bright, but is being extinguished by necessity. It's still fighting though, dancing in their eyes as every other part of their bodies slowly part from each other.
"My hand hurts," she says finally, holding it out to him.
She's still very obviously drunk on him, her words strung together clumsily as she sways to keep her balance. She looks dazed, hair tousled and lips puffy, all at his mercy. And so fucking help him, Spencer vows in that moment that he will see her in this state again, and he will not have any obstacles like wounded hands getting in his way of the job. It will be thorough and deliberate and he will not stop until the wicked words spewing past her lips have dissipated into breathless gasping pleas.
Just not today.
"Will you help me, please?" she asks softly.
He nods, gesturing for her to sit down. "Of course." Then, he notices stains of red littering his arm. Studying them, then her, then his arm again, Spencer can't help but laugh. "First you bleed on my porch, and now my favorite shirt?"
It isn't his favorite shirt really, but for the sake of their dynamic, it's worth the look she gives him. She scrunches her eyebrows in an adorable stabbing glare, her lips pouting again, and his heart races. "You're a doctor, get fucking used to it."
As he pulls up a chair and gets out his first aid kit, he shakes his head, refusing to meet her eyes when he tells her, "That mouth of yours is going to get you in a lot of trouble one of these days, Y/N."
"Hasn't yet."
When he finally does meet her eyes, she almost breaks down, her pupils flexing and her body going frigid as he gently grabs her hand without breaking eye contact. But then he glances down at her mouth, and back up again with a contemplative hum.
"It will."
He doesn't know why, or how he's even managing to flirt with her like this, but for some reason it comes as the most natural thing in the world. He likes making her react, he likes hearing her scoff at him and swear at him under her breath. He likes how as he tends to her gashes with tender hands, she watches him intently without saying a word. She'll wince when it hurts, and he'll apologize in a whisper, but she doesn't say anything, like she's refusing to give him the satisfaction.
He could play this game forever, probably.
When he's done stitching her hand up, he places it in her lap and looks up at her through his eyelashes. "Are you okay?"
"Yes. Thank you."
"You're welcome. You're lucky, it's a minor cut, and you cleaned it up pretty well yourself before help arrived. Just don't do any hard work with that hand for two weeks, and you can come back to see me then to have them removed. Sound good?"
"Mhm."
"Good. Then... I'll be on my way."
For the smallest of milliseconds, Spencer swears she looks disappointed. But as quickly as the look appears, it vanishes, replaced by an indifference that would have stung him otherwise, had he not just felt her desperation as it seeped into his bloodstream with every breath they exchanged.
He tries to hold back a knowing smile as she gets up to walk away. "Thank you. I should probably go see Roberta and give her a piece of my mind."
"That's a good idea, I'm sure she'd be glad to know you're okay."
Though her back is turned to him, he feels her eyes rolling and it makes it harder to hide his joy. He's practically radiating with it when he packs up his things and leaves, and he hopes she can feel it.
He doesn't know it, but she does.
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The Ties That Bind ~ Chapter Nine
A/N: I know itâs been a while since my last update, but Iâve been dealing with some nagging, somewhat serious health issues that will (hopefully) be resolved real soon, and on top of that, I started a new job at the end of September, so I am one tired pixie most nights. It might take me a bit longer than usual, but know this story WILL continue to be updated. So, as always, thanks so much for your patience⊠:)
Summary: Although Erebor is his once more, Thorin knows there is still a great threat to the peace of Middle Earth. Azog is gone, but another has taken his place and has sworn to finish what Azog began. Erebor is back, but itâs sadly lacking in protection and as much as he hates the thought of it, Thorin knows there is one thing that will guarantee the safety and continuation of his line.
War is coming and all Eirlys of Mirkwood wishes to do is fight alongside her brother Legolas and the other elves, united with Men and Dwarves in their attempt to quell the renewed tensions between them and the orc army of the north. But, her father, ThranduĂl has other plans. Unite his kingdom with the newly reestablished kingdom of Erebor and use the power of both to defeat the orcs.
An arranged marriage that neither side wants, but both sides need. But what happens when the two sides realize that maybeâjust maybeâbeing together isn't quite as bad as they'd thought...
Pairing: Thorin x ofc Eirlys of Mirkwood
Warnings: None
Rating: T
Word Count: 2.8k
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Sleep mocked him. And after all of the wine heâd had? He should be sleeping the sleep of the dead. He should be so soundly asleep, it would take DĂs and Dwalin to rouse him come morning.
Instead, Thorin lay there in the darkness, staring up at the ceilingâif one could call the mass of woven vines and branches above him a ceiling, that isâwhile everyone throughout Mirkwood most likely snored away.
Now, walk me back and then, if you wish, you can go and sneak off with your bride.
Sometimes, he wished his sister wasn't so good at reading him. No one else had that same ability, and no matter how hard he tried, DĂs was rarely fooled by anything he said or did. She saw through him. And she had no shame in calling him out on it, either.
Worse still? She also was never wrong.
He wasnât wide awake because he was nervous about the coming morning. This was his duty, of course, and what was in the best interest of his people, and he found he rather liked Eirlys as well, so it wasn't that he dreaded it, either.
No, it was because he wanted to see her.
Because he couldn't stop thinking about her.
But he didn't know why he couldn't stop thinking about her.Â
No, that wasn't entirely true. He knew why. He simply did not understand why. It was but one kiss, after all.Â
One kiss that lit something of a fire inside him.
MahalâŠ
With a low sigh, he kicked back the light coverlet and slid from the bed. The room was quiet, except for the occasional chirp of whatever creatures came alive at night in the woodlands just beyond him.Â
The wood beneath his bare feet was warm as he padded out onto the terrace, where he leaned against the railing. Though his eyes were well-adjusted to the darkness, he still could make out little through the foliage.Â
Now, walk me back and then, if you wish, you can go and sneak off with your bride.
He smiled, imaging Eirlysâ reaction, should he show up on her terrace. He didn't know her well at all, but had the feeling she might hand him his head if he did any such thing.Â
But what if she didnât?
It was only unfortunate that he didn't know where her room were in relation to where he was, otherwise the temptation to go and find out might be too much to resist.Â
The wood beneath his hands was cool, as was the night air that wrapped about him. There was peace in the darkness. It made him think of Erebor, especially of the ramparts on a summer night. He often went up there when he needed time away from everyone else, time to think or clear his head.Â
This was the first time in Mirkwood that he hadnât felt uncomfortable or completely out of place. The first time had him seeing the inside of a dungeon cell. The second, heâd been treated with more respect, but ThranduĂl had also been more than bit aloof.
But this time? This time, ThranduĂl treated him as an equal. And yet, Thorin still didn't feel as if he belonged.
Except for when he was with Eirlys.Â
âThorin?â
He jumped at Dwalinâs soft-for-Dwalin voice coming from behind him. He turned to see him in the doorway leading out to the terrace. âWhat are you doing here?â
âI had a hunch yeâd still be up. Nerves getting to ye?â
âHardly.â Thorin turned toward him, sinking onto the edge of the railing, hands clasped between his knees. âWhat brings you here, though? I should, by all reason, be fast asleep by now. And so should you, by the by.â
âBecause I know ye, is why,â came Dwalinâs blunt reply, his boots thudding dully against the floorboards as he joined Thorin on his railing. âI know ye always brood when faced with a life-changing moment.â
âBrood, eh? I suppose I am brooding a bit, to a certain degree. After all, this is a moment I knew would come and yet thought it never would at the same time.âÂ
âUnderstandable, given the last few years.â Dwalinâs brow knit. âAre ye having second thoughts?â
âNot at all,â Thorin replied with a shake of his head. âIâve never had second thoughts about it. It must be done. What is there to have second thoughts about? If I donât marry Eirlys, Iâd be marrying another.â
âWell, Eirlys is an elf, to begin with.â
âIâve noticed,â he replied dryly.
âAnd our history with the elves is a bit⊠rockyâŠâ
âI am all too well aware of that as well. But what would you have me do?â Thorin shook his head. âWe need the promise of aid, of the support of the Mirkwood army, should Gundabad start making noise once more. Yes, Azog is gone, but Iâve no doubt he has a successor and thatâs why theyâve been venturing this far south again. Iâve a feeling the new leader will present himself sometime between now and our return to Erebor. We have no idea what we might face, only that it is a threat serious enough that Thrandy is allowing his only daughter to wed me, so that she will be safe as well. So, this marriage is one of convenience, mostly. Erebor counts the power of a military alliance with Mirkwood and Mirkwood counts on their lineage continuing as well, even if it is mixed with dwarven blood in the end.â
âBesides,â he offered Dwalin a long look, "it would hardly be fair of me to hold that against her, would it? Her being elven is not exactly something she can control.â
âNo, but I know yer dealings with that prissy woodland king have been less than positive at times.â
âAgain, it would hardly be fair to take that out on her as well. The past is exactly that, and that is where it should stay.âÂ
âSo, why the sleeplessness then?â
Thorin let out a rueful chuckle. âI wish I knew.âÂ
âBut ye know it has nothing to do with tomorrow?â
Thorin bobbed his head. âIâm certain of it.â
âAre ye and DĂs arguing again?â
âNot at all. Although, speaking of arguing,â he gave Dwalin another long look, wide-eyed this time, âif I were you, Iâd find some way to make up to her for whatever it is youâve done.â
âI would, if only I knew myself what it was Iâd done. I know yer sisterâs peeved with me. I just donât know why sheâs peeved.â
âHow is that even possible? DĂs plays no games and only holds grudges for a short while.â
Dwalin shrugged. âI mean it when I say Iâm absolutely lost. One minute, we were fine and the next? Sheâs giving me the cold shoulder.â
âSo go and clear the air with her. Thatâs what sheâs always telling me to do when Iâve a problem with someone else.â
âClear what air, though?â
âI donât know. Just apologize and promise you wonât ever do it again.â
âHow can I do that if I dinna know what I did to begin with?â
Thorin bit back a sigh. âWhatever it was youâve done doesnât matter. What matters is that you just tell her youâre sorry.â
âAnd if I do it again?â It was Dwalinâs turn to offer up the long look. âBecause without knowing what I did, I am certain to do it again. And then she will be twice as angry.â
âAt least then youâll know what it is you did.â
That earned him a glare. âFor all the good it will do.â
âDwalin, listen,â Thorin rose from the railing, âjust tell her you are sorry. If nothing else, at least sheâll speak to you again.â
âUntil the next time I put my foot in it.â
âNo doubt.âÂ
A heavy, rough sigh rose from deep within Dwalinâs barrel chest. âDo ye suppose she is still awake?â
âDĂs?â Thorin nodded. âI think she might be. And if not, and youâre contrite enough, she would probably not mind youâre interrupting what is most likely a restless sleep.â
Dwalin moved around him to step down from the terrace onto the narrow, somewhat rutted path. âIâll take my chances. The reward would be worth the risk.â
Thorin rolled his eyes. âTry to remember, she is my sister.â
âYe should go pay yer bride a visit.â A toothy grin accompanied Dwalinâs words. âIf nothing else, yeâd know what to expect come tomorrow night.â
Now, Thorin grinned. âI don't mind being surprised.â
Dwalin just stared. âThat so?â
âI don't think Iâll complain,â Thorin shrugged as if the anticipation of his wedding night hadnât been swirling through him on an almost hourly basis the last two days, âso Iâll not disturb her this night.â
âTrue.â Dwalinâs heavy, iron-gray brows wiggled. âThat way sheâll be well-rested for ye to keep up tomorrow night.â
âExactly.â
âSleep well, then.â Dwalin threw a wave in his direction before starting off the path into the darkness.
âYou do the same.â
âEventually.â
With that, Dwalin disappeared around the bend, and when he did, Thorin let out a slow sigh and sank against the railing.
His wedding night. He looked forward to it in a way he hadnât looked forward to anything in a long time, and every time he caught sight of Eirlys over the last few days, he couldn't help but wonder what consummating their marriage would be like. Couldn't help but find himself trying to imagine the scene, which usually sent fiery tingles spiraling through him, to the point where he had to distract himself before his thoughts became apparent to anyone else.Â
Curiosity over the woman to whom heâd bind himself crept stealthily through him, for all he knew of her was that she was strikingly pretty, with eyes that were a deep blue and hair that reminded him of mithril fairy floss. She was tall and lithe, with high cheekbones and pale, flawless skin. Not a chin hair in sight, and while heâd always thought heâd marry a dwarrowdam with a full beard, her lack of one did not take away from her stunning beauty.Â
Tempting as it was to go and seek Eirlys out, Thorin thought better of it. He had no way of knowing how receptive she would be to a midnight visitor and he certainly did not wish to begin their life together with her being furious with him for overstepping so egregiously. So, with anotherâthis time softerâsigh, he turned and went back inside. He should at least try to get back to sleep.
It seemed heâd no sooner closed his eyes when the sun rising through the tree canopy splashed into his chambers and he blinked himself up from a thick, heavy, dreamless sleep.Â
His wedding day.
As he lay there, rubbing one eye, it didn't seem entirely real to him. A mere two years earlier, he was on the verge of death, run through not once, but twice, by the pale orc heâd thought heâd dispatched on an ice floe up at Ravenhill, the fortress to the north of the Lonely Mountain. Elven magic, combined with Ăinâs skill, was how he survived, and without thinking, he brought his free hand down to the left side of his belly, to the still-raised scars only partially hidden by the crisp hair that had finally grown back. He winced. They were still too sensitive for his liking, offering up a near-daily reminder of a battle he knew heâd never forget, whether those scars remained sensitive or finally went numb.Â
Shoving the unwanted memories from his mind, he drew back the bedcovers and rose to pad to the washstand on the far side of the room. He washed and combed out his hair, rebraiding the plaits at each of his temples, weaving into each braid the small silver and leather ornaments he usually wore in them.Â
He dressed in heavy black trousers and a tunic of deep blue, embroidered with gold and silver thread in intricate designs that represented his familyâs crest. His boots, polished by a member of ThranduĂlâs staff, stood outside his door, gleaming and almost mirror-like in their shine, and when heïżœïżœïżœd finished dressing, he was almost immediately uncomfortable, as finery never truly suited him. None of this suited him, really. It had been too long since heâd thought of himself as a prince, never mind seeing himself as a king. Those monikers no longer seemed to fit him, for he saw himself still as Thorin Oakenshield, not as King Thorin II of Erebor.
Those days were behind him now, however. He no longer roamed Middle Earth, taking work wherever he could find it. He no longer dreamed of the days when heâd reclaim Erebor, although he did still have nightmares about what that quest had cost himâthe battle with Azog, the agony of suffering from dragon sickness, the guilt over leading his company into war and nearly sacrificing all of them because of said sickness.Â
He tried to push the uncomfortable thoughts from his mind as he finished readying himself and his heart gave an unexpected leap when Dwalin rapped on the door. âAre ye just about ready, Thorin?â
âI am, indeed,â he called back, stumping over to tug open the door, where he found his closest friend looking a bit more tired than usual, and he knew that Dwalin and DĂs must have made up. âDo I wish to know how your evening went?â
Dwalin offered up a rare toothy grin. âLetâs leave it that I care not about how little sleep I had.â
âEnough said.â Thorin fought the urge to roll his eyes or gag. âAnd kindly remember, she is my sister and I need no details.â
âAgreed. So,â Dwalin gestured for Thorin to step out into the corridor, âare ye ready? Thrandy said the princess should be arriving within the half hour.â
A small flutter rippled through him and Thorin swallowed hard as breathing suddenly became a bit more difficult and his heart sped up. âIâm ready.â
âGood. Then letâs get ye to the Throne Room before Thrandy thinks ye changed yer mind.â
On the opposite end side of the palace, Madris stepped back and smiled. âYou will leave your dwarf speechless, Your Highness.â
Eirlys stood staring at the full-length mirror in absolute silence, for the woman staring back at her bore no resemblance to the Eirlys she knew. Gone were the trousers and simple tunics she preferred and in their place she wore a flowing gown of elegant gold silk that looked almost liquid with the slightest of movement. The gown had an off-the-shoulder neckline, the bodice embellished with topaz and amber that sparkled in the morning sunlight, and filmy golden tulle overlaid the floor-length skirts, also dotted with topaz and amber chips and split up the middle to reveal the shimmering golden skirts beneath it.
Madris had pulled her hair up into an intricate coiffure, with a thread of gold and dotted with the same gemstones woven into the pale gold waves. A tiara of topaz, amber, tigerâs eye, emeralds, and diamonds sat carefully atop her head, the equally filmy pale golden veil anchored to it to spill down over her shoulders and along her back.Â
She managed a smile as she whispered, âI wouldnât recognize myself.â
âNonsense. You are always this stunning, you simply choose to downplay it.â
âNo.â Tulle swished softly as she shook her head. âI look like my mother and until today, Iâve never seen it so clearly.â
âYou do resemble her,â Madris replied softly, âand she is with you today, even if you might not be able to see her.â
âI wish she was here. Although I wonder what she would have to say about my groom.â
âI think she would approve, Your Highness. Like your father, I think sheâd feel that he will make you happy and I know she would be secure in the fact that you would be very safe in Erebor.â
âI always thought Iâd love the man I married,â Eirlys mused without thinking. âAnd I never thought Iâd marry for any other reason.â
âYou may come to love him in time,â Madris told her. âYou already know you are attracted to him and thatâs only the beginning for most couples.â
âMadris!â
âWhat? You are. And you shouldnât be embarrassed to admit it.â Madris smiled. âNow, shall we?â
Despite how her heartbeat sped up and her mouth went unusually dry, Eirlys nodded slowly, unstuck her tongue from the roof of her mouth, and managed to murmur, âYes.âÂ
She took her simple bouquet of daisies, tiger lilies, and stephanotis, which was a bit heavier than it looked, and drew in a deep breath as Madris tugged open the door for her. She felt almost eerily calm, considering how her life was about to change and to her surprise, as they neared the doors to the throne room, her heart sped up and unexpected tears stung her eyes.Â
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You know? I think the whole "All Might is Midoriya father figure" is almost entirely made up by the fandom rather than what the actual story tell us, and that is speaking of the main manga or what Horikoshi writes himself not spinoff and derived canon media.
Because is there a single time in which All Might and Deku show the kind of intimacy and love a father should have for his son and vice versa?
I can't think of something like that outside maybe the dark deku arc when A.M gives him the bento boxes, and even that count as the bare minumum considering most people are obssesed with the idea of A.M being a father figure.
Also they really don't interact that much (or at all) outside anything related to OFA or hero stuff. At least to me they should have some kind of casual interaction as Izuku and Yagi rather than just A.M and Deku.
Combine all this with the fact Midoriya never in the whole series express any feeling about the lack of a father figure in his life and how awkward A.M is for interact with him, it's difficult to take seriously the idea of "Dad Might".
Hi @nyc3
You hit the nail here, have you noticed how regardless of the story the fans will designated characters to be the mom or dad of the group? And it's sad people create this fanon where AM is big dad for Izu when...in canon...if we haven't got his thoughts we wouldn't even believe he likes Izu.
I do think thanks to what canon shows...Izu got the quirk by a mix of AM being too stubborn (and stupid, sorry am fans this man IS stupid) and nighteye's creepiness. There's nothing that justify why give a quirk to Izu...and I say this as someone who likes Izu and hate the bashing he gets.
Izu has no real relationship, none whatsover and we aren't meant to see that nor really care. His pain is a gag.
The whole AM and Gran relationship is a gag and it hurts the characters. "What you mean?" Think this way, am has a big quirk ans gave to this QUIRKLESS boy who has no support and his quirk HURT him majorly ...am knows someone else who can help Izu...his response? Be silent until Izu has no internship offer and then you mentioned your mentor...you mention your mentor as this cruel monster who will torture you for lols.
Gran torino is not like that (not saying he is perfect, but we didn't see anything that would justify AM be afraid of him. "Could have change" possible, but this also make AM look bad, Gran changed and is willing to help Izu...what has AM done?)
We also don't know how Gran trainer AM, keep in mind how the man was also sent to the US.
Am has little relationship, he has one with Naomasa but it's funny as he suggested Izu to be a cop and sort, unitentally, talk trash about the job. Which makes me wonder if AM sees Naomasa's job as less....maybe not intentionally.
Izu knows nothing about the man. He knows his name thanks to Gran....keep in mind he was trained with AM to gain muscles for 10 months! (I have issues with that training montage. I can now say how it represent how Izu will be treated in this story. He cleans a beach, no one gives a fuck- he see fans being all over am and no one cares about the teen cleaning the beach- and gets no reward...the whole "heroes don't do things to get reward IS bull and rich coming from a man that is mega famous and rich as AM)
At times, I get the am bashing (but loathe as they chose to make Aizawa or afo better. Like AM is just an idiot...Aizawa and Afo are malicious)
I find sad bc Izu really has no one. His mother is.....Inko. His father is dead and Mia for all we know, friends? Hahahahajahahahaaha not in canon. shig? Never even attempt to know smth about Izu...
Hori shows to you...Izu is a loser, later makes him saying that. And we aren't meant to conclude Hori hates his own mc ? (Don't worry, hori hates Shig too)
#hori is a bad writer#a really bad one#izuku deserves better#shig deserve better#mha critical#bnha critical#anti bakugou#my god this is a story where the mc is shit for daring to exist#am critical#no dadmight in canon
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I do find it so funny that I will graduate college days away from my birthday. Like my birthday is literally in between the end of the semester ("graduation") and commencement
It really will be like a joint graduation & birthday party for me lmao
#speculation nation#i dont really do birthday parties anymore. havent in a long time. mostly just go out and do smth fun around my bday. ya kno#also have cake but like not in a party way. just like. here's cake lol#but im probably only gonna graduate from college once. which means i might as well live it up and all.#invite all sorts of extended family and people who have known me. etc etc.#actually it just kinda sunk in that i am. Computer and Information Technology (Systems Analysis and Design focus) w a minor in Communication#like those are words. it's a lot of words but actually it really is pretty accurate?? like that's indeed what ive been studying.#now how much i *remember* is another question. considering how long ive taken to get thru school lol#but that's what people will see on my degree. that's my Thing. graduated in Computer Systems and Talking.#idk it's just weird to have spent so much of my life on this and like That's the culmination. it took so much work.#even beyond a normal 4 years. i switched my major *twice*. switched my minor too.#first year engineering to undecided liberal arts (as a temp major trying to switch to computer science bc i couldnt stay in FYE)#but then computer science sucked so i switched to trying to get into computer & info tech. which is different. and better.#and ive been in it long enough now that ive kinda forgotten but it did take some fuckin work to switch into it.#like i had to take certain classes first & i couldnt take them during the semesters that in-major students would take them#and i had to have my gpa up to a certain level etc etc. so many hoops to jump thru. i think it took me at least a year. or more. idr#but i made it in and thats my major. thats my thing. computers and information systems and communication.#doesnt FEEL like im an almost-graduate. but then i think about all the things ive taken and learned.#and maybe i dont remember a lot of the more specific things from these classes. but i took core lessons away from each one.#wont be able to recite the theories but i can live them. and thats the point of an education i guess.#anyways im gonna have to start job searching before too long and eughhbb. need to get my license first tho probably.#which i will... i will.... i have so many things to deal with... my life will be So Different in a year...#it will require me to put in the work now. but i can do it. and then a year from now. i'll hopefully be in a better spot.#living somewhere else. graduated from college. with a license and a car. maybe even an IT job of some kind.#kind of scared of trying to find a Big Boy Job. aka a job that requires a degree and networking and all that shit.#rather than just showing up and being like Hi i can do this job. i am not a total drain of a person. hire me please đ#hfkahfks so many things to think about. and through it all i am still dealing with DEADLINES...!!!!#but yeah this is why my writing has largely been put on hold. idk i have a lot of things im dealing with rn.
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#okay rant time lol. spoilers for 6x18#i think i will have to say that this may have been my least favourite of all 6b episodes#haha ik i should probably give myself time to process the episode but idk i'd rather just write everything out#i just. just yesterday i was complaining about some people treating 911 like it's the buck show and today... it was the buck show?#and like! an episode being extra focused on one character is absolutely fine!! great even!! i really enjoyed 6x11!!#but in the season finale you expect each character to get a more equitable amount of focus right?#and like. even 4x14 which had a significantly less focus on eddie than one might expect had the will scene#and maddie had a bit less focus in that episode too but even she quit her job and it was obvious she was Going Through Stuff#and these slightly restricted screentimes gave jumping off points for their respective very spectacular s5 arcs#but this episode? like it wasn't that it didn't focus on other characters but it was mostly buck#and... idk man it does make sense given that he had the longest running plotlines this season but also#i just wish we had focused more on other characters as well#and like? as for buck? the couch?#i'll be honest i'm disappointed they introduced romance this season for buck at all when the season began with him choosing to be single#i really thought he wouldn't date at all for this one season at least yk?#and yeah ik we live in an amatonormative world but cmooon a guy can have his happy ending without getting together with someone#also bucktalia feels a little odd to me rn especially given the number of false starts they had#if they'd done this exact same storyline but at the beginning of next season i'd probably love it... right now tho i'm very meh over it#as in there is potential but it's like... idk mannnn why do we need him to end up with someone at allllll... i'm too aro for this shit#starting something new this close to the end of the season instead of tying off the two arcs that were already ongoing for him#was certainly a choice#aah well. at least natalia seems good for him. she came back which is the most important thing buck would want in a partner right?#still tho. i really wish we'd gotten to know more about the new henren baby than we did#i wish we'd gotten to see madney discussing plans instead of just the exact moment where they decide they want to marry on the patio#i wish we'd gotten the entire conversation that lead up to chris hyping (or snarking at) eddie to call marisol#i wish we'd gotten bathena hurriedly packing for their trip and may making fun of them as she helps#i just wish we'd gotten more of others!!#oh well. at least we still got chimney time and captain hen and cheddie working together and hen and eddie leaning on each other#you win some you lose some i guess#anyways if you actually read all the way til down here thank you for your time hehe
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Scott Pilgrim is, I think, the best example I can think of for establishing a setting's Nonsense Limit. The setting's Nonsense Limit isn't quite "How high-fantasy is this". It's mostly a question of presentation, to what degree does the audience feel that they know the rules the world operates by, such that they are primed to accept a random new element being introduced. A setting with a Nonsense Limit of 0 is, like, an everyday story. Something larger than life, but theoretically taking place in our world, like your standard spy thriller action movie has a limit of 1. Some sort of hidden world urban fantasy with wizards and stuff operating in secret has a nonsense limit around 3 or 4. A Superhero setting, presenting an alternate version of our world, is a 5 or 6. High fantasy comes in around a 7 or so, "Oh yeah, Wizards exist and they can do crazy stuff" is pretty commonly accepted. Scott Pilgrim comes in at a 10. If you read the Scott Pilgrim book, it starts off looking like a purely mundane slice of life. The first hint at the fantastical is Ramona appearing repeatedly in Scott's Dreams, and then later showing up in real life. When we finally get an explanation, it's this:
Apparently Subspace Highways are a thing? And they go through people's heads? And Ramona treats this like it's obscure, but not secret knowledge. Ramona doesn't think she's doing anything weird here. At this point, it's not clear if Scott is accepting Ramona's explanation or not, things kind of move on as mundane as ever until their Date, when Ramona takes Scott through subspace, and he doesn't act like his world was just blown open or anything, although I guess that could have been a metaphor. there's a couple other moments, but everything with Ramona could be a metaphor, or Scott not recognizing what's going on. Maybe Ramona is uniquely fantastical in this otherwise normal world. And then, this happens
Suddenly, a fantastical element (A shitty local indie band finishing their set with a song that knocks out most of the audience) is introduced unrelated to Ramona, and undeniably literal. We see the crowd knocked out by Crash and The Boys. but the story doesn't linger on the implications of that, the whole point of that sequence is to raise the Nonsense Level, such that you accept it when This happens
Matthew Patel comes flying down onto the stage, Scott, who until this point is presented as a terrible person and a loser, but otherwise is extremely ordinary, proceeds to flawlessly block and counter him before doing a 64-hit air juggle combo. Scott's friends treat this like Scott is showing off a mildly interesting party trick, like being really good at darts. The establish that Scott is the "Best Fighter in the Province", not only are street-fighter battles a thing, Scott is Very Good at it, but they're so unimportant that being the best fighter in the province doesn't make Scott NOT a loser. So when Matthew Patel shows off his magic powers and then explodes into a pile of coins, we've established "Oh, this is how silly the setting gets". It's not about establishing the RULES of the setting so much as it is about establishing a lack of rules. Scott's skill at street-fighter battles doesn't translate to any sort of social prestige. Ramona can access Subspace Highways and she uses it to do a basic delivery job. It doesn't make sense and it's clear that it's not supposed to. So later on, when Todd Ingram starts throwing around telekinesis, and the explanation we're given is "He's a Vegan" , you're already so primed by the mixture of weirdness and mundanity that rather than trying to incorporate this new knowledge into any sort of coherent setting ruleset, you just go "Ah, yeah, Vegans".
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Last spring my neighbour asked if I could let Pirlouit mow the grass around his barn from time to time, which Pirou was happy to do at first but if I left him there several days in a row he got pretty sad about being alone (lots of wistful, melancholy braying). So this year when my donkey was hired for this job again, I went for a different formula: for the past few weeks I've been bringing all the animals to the neighbour's barn for an hour of landscaping services now and then at apéritif time.
The fence is extremely not Pampe-proof so I have to have my apéritif while sitting on the road in a strategic position from which I can toss a stick in her direction if she tries to escape, but other than that I've been really enjoying this peaceful evening ritual, just sitting there reading and watching the animals while feeling like I'm doing my neighbour a favour. Pirlouit doesn't get all the grass to himself anymore but I've learnt that he prefers to be rich in friends than in food.
You'll notice that Merricat is present in every photo, looking alert. She too has been hired, but for the thankless job of Thought Police. She may look like she's just napping on the warm asphalt with not a care in the world...
... but she is working! Keeping an eye on the llamas, always.
I've discovered that in a specific context my three cats can act as precogs and warn me of Pampe's future crimes. My theory is that they developed this skill because of Poldine, who loves cats. Any cat who enters the pasture will soon be noticed and (lovingly) chased by Poldine, who wants kisses. Cats not only do not want llama kisses, they don't differentiate between individual llamas. They are all potential kissers. So even if it looks like she's all relaxed, Merricat is constantly monitoring where the llamas are and what they seem to be planning. If we are on the other side of a fence and Pampe approaches it a bit too slyly, Merricat will jump to her feet, ready to flee (and I will toss one of my anti-Pampe sticks, and say NON.)
Merricat and I are a very good team! We've foiled several of Pampe's plots, but we need to be on the road for Merricat to remain wary (if we were in the pen Pampe's escape attempts would involve getting away from us and the cat wouldn't care.) Cars are rare so it's okay (plus it's so quiet you can always hear them coming), and on the few occasions when someone showed up and asked why I was having apéritif on the road, I pointed at Pampe and they were like, "Ah! Didn't see her here. Good luck!"
"Hedgehog-moss, you're exaggerating. Pampe can't be thatâ"
She is! She is. And she always seems to notice when Merricat is on a bathroom break and I'm absorbed in a book.
There was one evening though, when she got distracted by a fascinating new idea. I don't claim to know what's going on in this llama's head (except when she's looking at a fence, then it's easy) but as you can see, once I brought the animals to the barn Poldine started eating flowers, Pirlouit started eating grass, and Pampe started eating the wall.
After a moment she slowly circled the barn, then stopped and lay down right next to it, settling down in a comfortable position but with focused ears and her head still turned towards the wall. It was suspicious behaviour, but on the other hand she now looked so uninterested in the road that I decided to take a risk and run home to bring back some dinnerâand she didn't move while I was away! I even brought Pandolf, who is usually banned from these soirĂ©es because he would disturb my Merricat alarm system. He was happy to be finally included.
It's unclear if Pampe was eating the wall, talking to the wall, or carefully examining various parts of the wall as Step 1 of 27 of a complex plan only she understands, but she stuck close to the barn all evening instead of lying in wait by the fence so I was able to have a picnic in the grass rather than on the road, which felt more bucolic. I know that "Pampérigouste has a new, mysterious project" is a worrying sentence but at this early stage (feasibility study) it felt to me and Merricat like a little holiday!
#crawling along#if you look at the Pampe & The Wall photos you can see the adorable little goatee i gave poldine when i sheared her <3#it suits her she looks very elegant
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â ïžoff limits: sim jaeyun
part one of the off limits trilogy
pairing: jake x afab!reader word count: 19.6k
synopsis: your older brother has always told you âno boysâ and his friends âsister is off limitsâ, which always workedâŠuntil everyone comes back home from college and you see how grown up his best friend has becomeâŠ
genre: friends to lovers, older brothers best friend!au, forbidden love, eventual smut.
warnings: swearing, masturbating, fingering, reader being called a âbad girlâ once, alcohol, blood mentions, sex in a hot tub, unprotective sex, oral (m. receiving), dom!jake, hair pulling, cum eating, MINORS DNI! lemme know if i skipped anything âĄ
ËËËseries spotify playlistÂŽËË
a/n: jake is so older brother best friend coded I couldnât help myself
â° this is part one to this series, please see the masterlist under the title for parts two-three. â°
The last thing you expected was your older asking if you were planning to head home during the last bit of your winter break.Â
You raised your brow at the texts from your brother, thumbs hovering over the keyboard debating how to let him down easily in the nicest way possible that you rather lounge around in your dorm room in your PJs for the last two weeks.
You sighed and fell back on your bed, âGuess I should start packing then.âÂ
You knew Jay was right, itâs been roughly a year since the two of you were back at home at the same time. And even when both were at home, one was always going out and never really stayed home.Â
Maybe spending the next two weeks at home wasn't such a bad idea. Spend some quality time with your family.Â
Or so you thought until you walked into your parents' house with your duffle bag and backpack in your hands staring into the living room and seeing not just your brother, but his three best friends.Â
The same three best friends he grew up with who all followed him to the same college after high school graduation. Ones you havenât seen in like four years.Â
Youâre only a year younger than your brother and two of the friends while two years younger than the oldest one in their little circle.Â
You basically grew up with them as well, since you were just a grade below them.Â
They havenât even noticed you arrived yet. Your parents werenât even home from their jobs yet.Â
The four boys sat on the couch, their hands going a hundred miles per hour on the Nintendo Switch controllers going head to head in smash bros.Â
They all started screaming as one took the rest out.Â
You dropped your bags to the floor, clearing your throat to show your presence.Â
Jay was the first to turn around, his smile growing all the more wider seeing you. Jay dropped the controller onto the coffee table, stepped on the couch, and jumped over the back of it, âHey stink!âÂ
You cringe at the nickname he continues to call you even as an adult. He wraps his arms tightly around you, squeezing you.Â
You hug your brother back, tapping his back, âJay, you can let go now.âÂ
As Jay steps to the side, his three friends fully come into your view, all their eyes on you.Â
You tried hard to not drop your jaw at the three of them.Â
âHey, Y/N!â all three of them said in sync.Â
Heeseung fully turned his body around, leaning on the back of the couch, âYouâve sure grown up a lot since the last time I saw you.âÂ
Heeseung stood up, stepping over the couch the same way your brother did, rushing up to you and squeezing you just as tightly.Â
Sunghoon was next at your side, pulling you into a small hug, âItâs been what? Like four years?âÂ
You nodded, âIt has been a while, hasnât it guys?âÂ
âJake, what are you doing?â Jay called him, âCome say hi too, donât be rude.âÂ
Jake stood from the couch, his eyes locking with yours, and didnât leave them until he was in front of you, arms stretched out, âWas just saving the best hug for last.âÂ
You rolled your eyes, wrapping your arms around his waist, âHavenât changed at all, have ya Jake?âÂ
He chuckled, his heart beating loudly in your ears as you rested your head on his chest.Â
Jake pulled away from you, taking a step back, âIâve changed!â
Jay scoffed, âRight. Weâll say that.âÂ
âMost that has changed is your grades are a bit better than high school.â Sunghoon teased, placing a hand on his best friend.Â
âBro,â Jake playfully shoved him, âIâve grown up a lot!âÂ
Oh yes, that he did.Â
All of them have. Itâs only been four years, but each of them has grown up. They went from those nerdy boys you would scrunch your nose at saying they have cooties while holding your index fingers into an x, to the most good-looking men youâve ever seen.Â
Four years feels like itâs been a long time, mostly with how they are in front of you right now.Â
Youâre brought out of your thoughts, as Jay sets a hand on your shoulder, âLetâs get back to playing Smash Bros and let Y/N rest, she drove longer than we did.â
It was true, you drove three hours to get back home while they only had an hour. You were overdue for a nap.Â
Jake waited for you to glance over at Jay before eyeing you up and down. Youâve sure grown up a lot too in the last four years. He was expecting the same girl from all those years ago, oh but he was wrong.Â
Jake eyeing you down didnât go unnoticed by his friends, mostly Jay who was shooting darts into Jakeâs soul.Â
âOh also!â You said as you picked up your bags, âHow long are you three staying here today?âÂ
Sunghoon wrapped his arms around Heeseung and Jakeâs necks and pulled them in, âWe are here the whole two weeks.â
You raised a brow, confused. Of course, they are going to be in town the whole time, âI meant here at the house,â you said pointing your index finger to the floor, âArenât you staying with your families while youâre in town?â
Heeseung chuckled, âNah, we are staying here, thatâs what Hoon meant by being here.âÂ
You glanced at your brother, a smirk on his face, âNice to know I was told.â You glared at him.Â
Jay shrugged, âIt was last minute.âÂ
âWe will go see our families, donât worry,â Sunghoon smiled, âI have to see my little sister, or else sheâll kill me for not coming back home.âÂ
You glanced between the four of them before deciding it wasnât worth thinking about at the moment, you needed a nap, âWhatever, I am taking my nap.âÂ
The three boys turned around heading back to the couch, Jake took one last look at you as you headed for the stairs, Jay catching him once again looking, Jake quickly turned back around and placed himself back on the couch.Â
Jay quickly caught your arm before you were too far up the stairs. You turned and looked at him, giving him your nastiest side eye, âWhat corn lover?âÂ
âThe rule still stands.âÂ
You raised a brow, âWhat rule?âÂ
Jay tilted his head at you, âReally?âÂ
You gave him a confused look, trying to read his mind. The gears in your brain turned until it finally clicked.Â
âYou mean the rule from when we were kids?âÂ
He nodded, âNo boys.âÂ
You rolled your eyes, âAs if, they still have just as many cooties as they did four years ago.âÂ
Jay nodded, âGood. Keep it that way. Get rest, Iâll come to wake you when mom and dad get home. We are barbecuing tonight. Iâm grilling.âÂ
Your mouth was already watering thinking about your big brother's cooking. The one major con of going to a college further away was missing his cooking.
You continued your journey up the stairs and into your childhood room, seeing that your parents left everything the same as it was when you left it. Dropping into your bed, face first into the pillow, sleep finds you quickly.Â
Jay dropped himself back on the couch, picking up the switch controller, âAlright douche bags, letâs get this party back in motion.âÂ
Everyone grabbed their controllers except Jake, who had his nose in his phone and searched for your Instagram account from Jayâs account, curiously stalking through your account.Â
It didnât go unnoticed by Jay, who glanced over at Jakeâs phone, catching him staring at the recent selfie you posted a week ago.Â
âSim Jaeyun.â Jake jumped at his government name being called so sternly by his hyung.Â
âJesus Christ, what?â Jake breathed out, his hand flying to his chest, his heart rate increasing, âYou scared the shit out of me.âÂ
Jay glanced back down at his phone, bringing realization to Jake causing him to quickly lock his phone.Â
Heeseung and Sunghoon also had their eyes on Jake. He looked between the three of them, raising a brow, and glared at them, âWhat?âÂ
Heeseung slowly faced back to the TV, âI ainât saying anything.âÂ
âI am,â Sunghoon chimed in, âWe all saw how you eyed her.âÂ
Jake quickly shook his head, realizing the situation he got put in, âItâs not like that! She just grew up a lot more than I was expecting.âÂ
That wasnât helping Jakeâs case. Jay was just getting more pissed.Â
âDude,â Jay narrowed his eyes, âThatâs my little sister.â
âWho is also like a little sister to us,â Heeseung added in.Â
âWho passed you the baton?â Jake groaned, finger pointing at Heeseung and eyes looking between all his best friends, âWhy are you all on my ass?âÂ
âOff limits.â Jay said, bringing in the old rule from childhood, âNothing has changed.âÂ
Jake rolled his eyes, slouching into the couch, âObviously! Trust me, I am not interested, like a little sister, remember?âÂ
âGood. Goes for all three of you, sheâs off limits.âÂ
The conversation ended there. The last thing Jay needed was having to pull any of his friends off you. He was way too protective of you and knew his friends way too well, mostly after the sex demons they became after graduating. It was already bad enough in high school, but with the freedom college gave the four of them along with the parties and of course, femalesâŠ
Jay had to protect you at all costs. And he would always stand by it.Â
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Jakeâs hands trembled as he stood in front of your bedroom door. Heâs stood by your door many times as a child growing up, always kicking your door open and running away with Jay, Heeseung, and Sunghoon, before you could shout at them for annoying you.Â
But obviously, you all werenât children anymore. So why was Jake so scared to simply knock on your door?
Jay decided to start grilling before your parents got home so that it would be ready or almost ready by the time they walked in.Â
Your parents arrived just at the right time as the steak was almost done grilling.Â
The three boys sat at the picnic table outside by the portal heater and set up the plates while Jay stood by the grill, grilling away.Â
Your parents hugged each of the boys, welcoming them into their home like old times.Â
âOh, where is Y/N? Jongseong?â your mother asked sweetly, placing a kiss on his cheek, âI saw her car outside.âÂ
âSheâs napping,â Jay said, turning over the steaks, âEverything is ready, so someone should go wake her.âÂ
Heeseung and Sunghoon were already way too busy talking to your dad to notice what Jay said, your mother ultimately decided sheâll go wake you.
âMom! No no no!â Jay quickly spat, âGo sit down, you just got off work, Iâll make one of the boys do it.âÂ
Your mother sweetly smiled, âAre you sure? I can do it.âÂ
Jake quickly stood from the table, placing a hand on her shoulder, âIâll go get her, Mrs. Park, please sit.âÂ
She quickly pulled Jake into another hug, âSuch a sweet boy like always!âÂ
And thatâs how he found himself at your door. The sounds of the laughter of his friends and basically his second family echo from the background as he continues to hover his trembling fist at your door.Â
âCome on, SimâŠâ he whispered, trying to hype himself up, âSheâs the same girl you grew up with.âÂ
Jakeâs knuckles made contact with the wooden door, leaning himself closer to listen for any movements.Â
Nothing.Â
He knocked again but a bit louder, âY/N?â silence. Another knock, âHey, Y/N?âÂ
There was shuffling on the other side, the door opening too quickly. You and Jake were now face to face, barely inches apart.Â
Oh lord was Jakeâs heart racing.Â
You were in your favorite pair of sweatpants and an old tee shirt back from high school with the school's logo on it. Your hair was slightly messy from sleeping and had on the same pair of glasses you wore growing up.Â
Jake was weak. He always loved your glasses growing up. Thinking they shaped your face nicely and made you look really cute. Of course, heâd never tell you this, he just always made fun of you like the other boys did.Â
Jake quickly stepped back, giving you space.Â
You yawned and did a small stretch, âWhatâs up?âÂ
âUmm,â Jake quickly looked away from you, too scared youâd see how his heart was practically bursting through his chest, âYour parents are home, and dinner is ready.âÂ
Whatever tiredness you once felt was out the window at the mention of Jayâs dinner.Â
âOkay! Let me change and Iâll be downstairs.â You closed the door quickly, not wanting to miss a second away from the delicious dinner.Â
Jake made his way back down the stairs and outside, shoving his hands into his jacket pocket as he sat back down.Â
Jay raised a brow, âMy sister?âÂ
Jake shrugged, âSheâs coming. Said she was going to change.âÂ
As if on cue, you slid open the glass door, quickly embracing your mother.Â
You wrap your arms around her from behind, surprising her.Â
âHello, mom!âÂ
She quickly turned around to hug you properly, âOh my sweet girl! Iâve missed you!âÂ
You smile, the familiar smell of her rose perfume fills your nose, âIâve missed you too momma.âÂ
âJongseong, come over here too!â your mother waved your brother over, pulling the both of you into a tight hug, âItâs been so long since I have had both my children home. Iâm so happy youâre here:âÂ
Jake and the others smiled at you three.
Once your mother released you from her arms, Jay sat down across from Jake, leaving you a spot between him and your mother.Â
Before sitting down you hugged your father and gave a wave to Heeseung and Sunghoon.Â
âGood to see you back to the land of the living,â Heeseung teased, âWe thought youâd died.âÂ
You roll your eyes, âHaha, very funny.âÂ
Jake took a moment to take in your new outfit. Hair was nicely brushed, tight skinny jeans with rips at the knees, and a baby blue long-sleeve shirt that hugged your torso snug, perfectly shaping your breasts. His eyes not leaving you until you sit down, and then his eyes go to his plate of food.Â
Jay glances at his best friend, eyes shifting to you, then back at him.
âWe can finally eat now that Y/N decided to grace us with her presence,â Jake teased, finally digging into his food. God he was blessed to have Jay as one of his best friends.Â
You reached under the table and kicked Jakeâs shin, him only laughing more than before.Â
âJust like old times! You kids never change!â your father smiled, lifting his beer for a cheer.Â
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Jake tossed and turned, eventually ending up on his back staring up at the ceiling.Â
The thoughts of the outfit you wore earlier tainted his mind. The way your clothes perfectly shaped your body.Â
Jake quietly covered his face with his hands, rubbing his eyes in hopes it would take the thoughts out of his head. âSheâs your best friend's younger sister, what are you doing?âÂ
He sat up in bed, throwing the blankets off him, and carefully crawled out from the bottom bunk of the bed, trying to not make too much movement to disturb the sleeping Sunghoon above him.Â
Heeseung was fast asleep on the twin-sized bed across from him, small snores escaping his lips.Â
Jake took one last look around the room before carefully tip-toeing out.Â
Jake remembers when Jay announced to them that his parents were buying a bunk bed to add into the spare room so that each of them had a proper place to sleep besides sharing the twin-sized bed or having an air mattress.Â
Mostly after the four of them got into middle school, no one wanted to share a bed anymore.Â
It was a blessing, even more of a blessing that the Parkâs kept the spare room just the same after all these years.Â
Jake opened and closed the door with such grace praying to be quiet enough to not wake anyone. Carefully walking down the hallway, stopping at the foot of the stairs, swearing he heard something, looking up them.Â
The moonlight gave enough light to show how empty the upstairs was, Jake shrugged off the noise he heard and went to the kitchen.Â
You quietly opened your door, making sure to not disturb any sleeping body, specifically your parents since they needed to be up early for another full day of work.Â
The nap you took earlier in the day completely messed up your night's rest. You tossed and turned in your bed hoping for sleep to find you but never did. Hoping for a few bites of the leftover barbecue and some water will help you chase the sheep.Â
You tip-toed to the stairs, carefully and slowly making your way down them, eyeing down the hallway as you made your way to the kitchen, making sure no one else was awake.Â
You turned the corner of the kitchen, fingers flipping the light switch on. Once the lights came on, your heart nearly dropped to your stomach.Â
You swore you jumped ten feet in the air, âOh sweet god, what the fuck Jake?!?â you whispered loudly.Â
What the fuck indeed.Â
Jake was pressed against the counter, the water bottle he once held in his hand was now on the floor and the liquid completely covered him.Â
He took a few deep breaths, hand clenching his now wet shirt, feeling his heartbeat.Â
âYou scared the shit out of me, Y/N.âÂ
You raised a brow at him, âI scared you? I nearly had a heart attack!âÂ
Jake relaxed against the counter, his hands now gripping the counter behind him, âThat makes two of us.âÂ
You ran your hands down your face, taking a deep breath in, before dropping your arms back at your side, âWhy are you even up?âÂ
Jakeâs face was glued to you, his eyes turning dark.Â
You just looked at him, âWhat?â It wasnât until you crossed your arms that you realized what he was staring at.Â
You remembered what you were wearing. Sweatpants that hung loosely at your hips and a black sports bra.Â
Jake didnât notice it at first, mostly not after the surprise of you scaring him half to death, but after he finally looked at you is when he noticed.Â
The way your breasts were exposed and practically spilling out of the top of your sports bra, how loosely your sweatpants hang. Oh, the thoughts running through his head.Â
The way all he would have to do is barely slip his fingers at the fabric of your pants to remove them from your hips. The access his lips would have to your tits as he slid his against your heat.Â
Jake didnât even realize how hard he was staring at you, looking like a meal he could easily eat up.Â
Normally youâd run out of the kitchen and back up the stairs full of embarrassment, but something about the way Jake was looking at you made your knees weak.Â
Your body moved on its own, walking closer to him. His hands gripped the counter, knuckles turning white and his heart rate accelerating. It wasnât until you were a couple of inches away from him that he realized what was happening.Â
You could easily see the tint in his shorts growing. All it took for him to see you like this to get so hard?
Jake watched as your eyes dropped to his crotch, and slowly made eye contact with him.Â
Oh how hard it was for him to keep his hands to himself.Â
âJake,â you whispered. You, yourself, want to put your hands on him.Â
From the moment you saw him, Sunghoon, and Heeseung in the living room earlier this afternoon, youâve had to admit you were attracted to them, especially Jake. He was no longer the icky boy you grew up with. Heâs a man, looking at you like a woman, not the little girl you once were.Â
You whisper his name again, moving your hand to touch his bicep, but stopping halfway.Â
âY/N, touch me and I canât promise to behave myself.â His Aussie came out thicker in that moment, filled with lust and want.Â
You wanted to test his boundaries and see if he would actually misbehave.Â
Your cold fingers brushed his bicep, and thatâs all it took for his hands to fly to your hips, switching positions and pinning you against the counter, his hard length now pressed to your aching core, hands gripping your hips.Â
Jake felt as if he was on autopilot, moving against you as if it were second nature to him.Â
Jakeâs mind has been going wild since the moment you walked through the front door.Â
He wasnât expecting the woman he had pressed to his body.Â
Jake was still expecting the little girl he used to tease. The little girl he would gang up on with his friends. The little girl he would scrunch his nose at when heâd see you in the halls at school as youâd pass by him. The little girl Jay would rant about if another boy looked at you in a romantic way. The little nerdy girl who got straight Aâs and never skipped a day of school in your life even if you were sick.Â
Jake never expected to see you so grown. To see how your body changed and filled in. The way you style your hair and the taste of fashion you have now. How your tits naturally fall and how your ass fits so perfectly in any pants youâve worn today.Â
Oh, Jake was a mess. And oh how badly he wanted to make a mess out of you.Â
You kept your eyes locked with Jakeâs, honestly loving how seen you felt by him right now.Â
âThought you were going to behave?â you whispered, your hands now gripping the counter behind you.Â
âI told you the consequences of your actions if youâd touch me, and here we are.âÂ
You let a small laugh leave your lips, rolling your hips against him.Â
Jake groaned, resting his forehead against yours, grinding himself back onto you, âWhat are you trying to do here, Y/N?âÂ
You bit your lips, trying to hold back the sounds threatening to escape your mouth from the pleasure of his dick just rubbing against you.Â
âAre you trying to get me in trouble with your brother? Huh?â Jake whispered, dropping his head to the side of yours, lips brushing against your ear, rolling his hips a bit harder than the last, âHeâs already on my ass from the way Iâve been eye fucking you today.âÂ
Your knees buckled, Jake not letting your weight drop with the grip he has on your hips.Â
âYouâre being such a bad girl right now, Y/N, disobeying your brother's wishes so easily just to get a feel of my dick.â
Your brain was going fuzzy at his words, trying to focus on the sound of his breathing to keep you in reality.Â
Jakeâs hands drop down to your ass, squeezing the fat as he thrust his hips against you. Your breath hitched at his touch, knees buckling again.Â
You wanted to feel his hands everywhere, to feel his lips on yours and against your skin.Â
You turn your head towards him, wanting to find his lips, only to be met with his hands leaving your ass, body no longer pressed against yours and him taking a couple of steps away from you.Â
Jakeâs chest raised and fell with each deep breath he took, eyes glued to the floor as he ran his fingers through his dark hair.Â
âWe canât be doing this,â he finally said between deep breaths.
No matter how badly Jake wanted to lead you up those stairs and push you face down into your pillows, he couldnât betray his best friend like that. Couldnât betray that trust.Â
You nodded in agreement, taking your own deep breaths to steady out your heart rate, âYouâre right, we canât be.âÂ
You relaxed your body, pushing yourself off the counter, eyes darting to the fridge.Â
You grabbed a water bottle, walking past Jake as you exited the kitchen, stopping right past him.Â
âJake,â you whispered, looking back at him. Jake stared back at you with lustful eyes, praying youâd jump his bones right here, right now, âMake sure you pick up that bottle and clean any water that got anywhere, mom will kill you if you donât clean your mess.âÂ
And with that, you left him alone in the kitchen.Â
Jake didnât realize he was holding his breath until he heard your footsteps going up the stairs. He quickly cleaned up the spill and threw away the bottle.
Jake made his way back to the hallway, stopping at the door of the spare room, and seeing the bulge in his shorts.Â
âFuck,â he whispered, eyes going straight to the bathroom door.Â
He locked himself in, pulling his shirt over his head and to the floor, quickly dropping his shorts and boxers down to his ankles.Â
His cock pulsating and red, precum leaking from the tip.Â
Jake took himself into his hand, pumping himself slowly. Head leaning back against the wall, mouth slightly open.Â
Jake stared at himself in the mirror, watching as stroked himself, hand picking up speed.Â
His hand wasnât enough, and as guilty as he already felt, he imagined his hand was yours. Imagine how your hand would be wrapped around his thick cock, thumb spreading his precum around the tip. He imagined how itâd feel to how your lips on his neck, kissing down his chest and torso until your lips wrapped around his cock, tongue licking up and down his shaft.Â
Jake had to bite down on his lips to keep his moans quiet, whining at the sensation of the twitch his dick made, so close to release.Â
He whispered, âIâm cumming Y/NâŠIâm cum-âÂ
Before he could finish his words, his cum was dripping down his hand.Â
Jake slowed his hand movement, chasing his high.Â
He looked down at his mess, taking deep breaths and relaxing against the wall.Â
âFuckâŠoh fuckâŠâÂ
Jake knew thinking of you while he got himself off would only make this sexual frustration worse. How was he going to survive the next two weeks? He barely survived the first day.Â
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If you werenât awkward around Jake before, you sure are now.Â
You barely slept at all last night because of the hard-boiled embarrassment you felt.Â
You came onto your older brother's best friend?! What were you even thinking? You can already see how pissed off Jay would be if he found out what happened last night.Â
You knew what happened was just a one-time thing. Some weird thing that happened because of your choices.Â
But the way Jake looked at youâŠhow his eyes spoke for himâŠit clouded your mind.Â
When you walked into the kitchen that morning, Jake, Sunghoon, and Heeseung sat at the kitchen table yelling and pushing each other while your brother stood at the stove flipping pancakes.Â
Jay was the first to notice you, âAye, good morning stinks.âÂ
Three other pairs of eyes fell onto you, feeling Jakeâs gaze specifically.Â
You walked to your brother, taking a glance at the pancakes, âWhen will they be ready?â Your mouth was practically watering just by looking at them. Maybe it was a good idea to come back home, all for Jayâs cooking.Â
âSoon, go sit down with everyone else, impatient.âÂ
You stuck your tongue out at him, crossing your arms, âHow can I not be impatient when I donât get to have your cooking anymore?âÂ
Jay rolled his eyes, âMaybe if you came home more often-â
âOkay, whatever corn lover.â You scoff, âYou win.âÂ
Jay chuckled at his victory, telling you once again to sit down.Â
You grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge, eyes landing back at the spot Jake had you pressed against just the night before.Â
Jake took notice of your stare on the spot. Covering his mouth with his fingers, eyes staring down at your legs and how your ass is barely covered by your shorts.Â
Itâs like you were trying to tempt him.Â
Sunghoon also noticed your stare at the counter, raising a brow in concern, âYou good over there Y/N?âÂ
The thoughts of last night faded from your mind as you turned around to face him, smiling with a âMmhmm! Just lost in thought!âÂ
Oh, Jake couldnât help but tease you, âWhatâs up with that spot to get so lost in thought about?âÂ
He did not.Â
You narrow your eyes at him, the shit-eating grin that spread across his face pissed you off.Â
While the others giggled and went back to their normal business, you kept your eyes on Jake. Fully watching as his eyes traveled down your body.Â
If he wants to play games, youâll play back.Â
You walked back over to Jay, leaning yourself onto the counter, knowing full well your shorts will ride up, showing off your ass cheeks.Â
Jake clenched his fist in his lap, biting down on his fingers at his mouth, feeling his dick start to harden.Â
The way your shorts lifted to show the small amount of fat from your ass, basically showing off to Jake that you were either wearing a thong orâŠnothing at all underneath.Â
You slightly shifted your weight between your legs, the small jiggle of your ass made him clench his fist tighter, having to completely cover his arm over his bulge.Â
Jake knew he couldnât get up and walk out of the kitchen, not with his raging boner on full display. Everyone would clown him.Â
This was the consequence of pushing his luck. Now heâs got to suffer with it.Â
You turned your head back to look at him, seeing the way he twitched in his seat and how his jaw was clenched tightly. The look he was giving you, the same hungry look from last night, but worse.Â
It was enough to dampen your shorts.Â
Jake knew he had to turn the situation around, to drop it entirely, âHey Jay!âÂ
You quickly twisted yourself around, looping your fingers at the back of your shorts to pull them down, seeing the smug look that now played on Jakeâs face.Â
It was a powerful move to get your brother's attention, knowing Jay would turn around along with Sunghoon and Heeseung's attention being brought in this direction.Â
Checkmate.Â
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You nearly jumped for joy when you found out all the boys would be leaving the house for the day to see their families, Jay going along with them.Â
You decided since now the house was empty and youâd be alone means the massive TV in the living room finally being free.Â
You pulled Netflix on the TV and skipped your way into the kitchen, pushing a bag of popcorn into the microwave, watching the timer go down as you grabbed a bowl for the popcorn, fingers barely holding the bag to drop them into the bowl.Â
You dropped onto the couch, popping the corn into your mouth, free hand searching for something to watch.Â
There was a show your best friend from college told you about not too long ago, but you couldnât for the life of you remember the name of it.Â
You looked on the coffee table, searched the couch, and couldnât find your phone anywhere.Â
âWhere could it beâŠâÂ
You set the popcorn bowl on the coffee table, rushing upstairs into your room, and finding the device sitting on your bed. You snatched it up quickly, shooting your friend a quick text as you made your way back down the stairs, the sound of the spare bathroom door opening nearly sent your soul into orbit.Â
You found yourself standing across the hall from Jake, him shooting the same confused look back at you.Â
âWhat?â he raised a brow, âWhy are you looking at me like that?âÂ
You pointed a finger at him, âWhy arenât you with the boys?âÂ
Jake got more confused, âWhy would I be?âÂ
âDonât you need to see your family? Ya know while youâre back home?â you retort.
Jake chuckled, âHoney, how can I visit my family if theyâre on vacation in Australia?â
YouâŠdidnât think of that. You just assumed his family would be here in town too.Â
You fidgeted with your shorts, suddenly embarrassed for thinking youâd be home alone.Â
Jake looked down at your legs, the thoughts from earlier in the morning coming back to his head.Â
You caught him looking, a smirk playing on your face, âYou sure have a staring problem, Sim Jaeyun.âÂ
His eyes whipped up to yours, the corners of his lips curving, âYou really want to play this game right now, Park Y/N? When thereâs no one else here?âÂ
You came back to the realization that the two of you were alone.Â
Jake walked over to you, arms stretched out at his sides, corning you between himself and the railing of the staircase.Â
Jake knew this was wrong, but the stunt you pulled this morning had him taking a thirty-minute shower after breakfast just to beat himself off to release that tension.Â
âIâm asking you this again, what are you trying to pull, Y/N?âÂ
You were at a loss for words because you werenât sure what you were trying to pull. You want to respect your brother's âoff limitsâ wishes towards his friends, but god damn at the same time, you were so attracted to Jake.Â
He has always been a good-looking kid, you always found him so adorable, but once middle and high school came around and he started to finally fill into his body properly, the more attractive he became and the girls around school knew it too. The last time you saw him was his high school graduation, and boy did those years make him one of the sexiest men youâve ever seen.Â
âTurning me on in front of my friends and your brother? So dirty.âÂ
You clenched your thighs together, trying to hide the arousal you were feeling, except nothing could get past Jake.Â
âYou want me,â he whispered with a smirk, leaning his body closer to yours, âYou want me so bad.âÂ
Jake had to admit seeing you like this was such a turn-on. The way heâs got you clenching your thighs and hasn't even laid a hand on you.Â
God he wanted to touch you again, have your body pressed close against his, feeling your tits squish to his chest and hands grasping your ass.Â
Him being alone in this house with you was dangerous.Â
Day two and still basically a full two weeks left to go.Â
But he canât fold, no matter what.Â
You saw how quickly Jakeâs face changed, how the lust left his eyes and was replaced with the soft puppy dog eyes he normally has.Â
And you knew why.Â
Jay.Â
âMaybe we need to stay clear from each other,â you said, slipping under his arm and up a few steps on the stairs, âLike you said last night, we canât be doing this.âÂ
Jake knew it was the right thing to do. Besides, once these two weeks are over and he goes back to college, things will go back to normal, right? No thoughts of his best friend's little sister fucking him into oblivion.Â
He nodded, pushing himself off the stairs, âBut unfortunately we canât completely ignore each other, thatâll be more suspicious than anything.âÂ
âRight,â you knew the moment your brother caught onto the two of you ignoring each other heâd known something was up. Thankfully for you, nothing has really happened between you and Jake, just some dry humping, dirty talk on Jakeâs end, and him grabbing your ass in the kitchen on top of you teasing him this morning. No big deal! âWe just need to act like how we used to do, like when we were kids.âÂ
Jake softly smiled at you, âThatâll be an easy thing to do, right, stinks?âÂ
You rolled your eyes and stomped up the stairs, âIâm so sick of that name.âÂ
Jake couldnât hold back his laugh, seeing the popcorn bowl you left on the table, âIâm stealing your popcorn!â he yelled, shoving some of the buttery goodness into his mouth. But the only response he got was the sound of your door slamming.Â
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What Jake thought would be easy ended up being the hardest thing.Â
He couldnât look at you without the thought of laying face first into your bed running across his mind.Â
Talking to you was a small challenge in itself. Mostly because Jay, Sunghoon, and Heeseung were always right there. Jake felt like their eyes were secretly judging him, watching his every move when probably in reality there was nothing but elevator music going on in their heads the entire time. But he still couldnât help but feel like an ant under a microscope and had to watch how he looked at you or spoke to you.Â
The four of them grew up teasing you, calling you silly names, spitting their watermelon speeds at you during the hot summers while you all played outside, and even when they would throw snow at you when you five would play outside in the cold. You were really like a little sister to them, basically family. So why was staying clear from you so hard? It was easy as kids. What was so different now besides how grown up you were now?
It was now Monday, four days into the small vacation at your parents and still all this week and a full week after that to be here. The last couple of days have beenâŠsomewhat of a struggle for you and Jake.Â
You acted normal when everyone was around, but still couldnât help but steal glances at Jake, sometimes already catching him looking at you.Â
After that day you were both alone, you stayed in your room at night, already having some snacks and water up on your nightstand so you wouldnât have to carefully sneak yourself back downstairs and run into Jake again.Â
Thereâs only been a few times where walking past him was a challenge, mostly in the living room trying to find a seat to sit down or in the kitchen when everyone is putting food on their plates at dinner time.Â
Small touches of your hands grazing from reaching for cups or when you walk past each other in the crowded kitchen and living room. Nothing too big that anyone would really noticeâŠor so you hoped.Â
Jay nudged your shoulder with his, âWhatâs up Stink?âÂ
You looked up at your brother, âHuh?âÂ
Jay raised a brow at you, âY/N, youâve been twirling your spoon around your cereal for like five minutes now.â
You thinned your lips into a line, looking back down at your cereal that is more than likely soggy now, âI was, wasnât I?âÂ
You dropped the spoon in the bowl, excusing yourself from the breakfast table and walking the bowl to the sink.
Jay crossed his arms and slid back into his chair, âYou not going to tell me what is going on?âÂ
Your heart dropped, does he know? Does he know you and Jake have been acting not completely normal?Â
âIâm just really tired today is all,â you decided to play it off, hoping your worst fear wasnât happening. Dumping out your wasted cereal and washing the bowl and spoon, âI also didnât sleep much last night, could hear your snoring from next door.âÂ
Jay, who now appeared at your side, chuckled, taking the bowl from your hands and a towel from the cabinet, âWas I really snoring that loud last night? I was exhausted. Heeseung spam called me saying they all could hear it from the guest room downstairs.âÂ
Score! He doesnât know.Â
You watched as he placed the now clean bowl back into its home in the cabinet and placed the towel over the rack to dry, âDamn, even Heeseung heard it? How is your throat not dry as hell?âÂ
Jay flicked his finger against your forehead, laughing as you winced and one hand went to your head while the other balled into a fist and reached across to punch your brother in the chest.Â
His bright smile was enough to completely change your mood, taking whatever negative energy that was balling up to release and escape back to wherever it came from. Jay always had this effect on you, it was one of his best sibling traits.Â
But that didnât stop you from still trying to square up with him.Â
And you failedâŠhorribly.Â
Heeseung and Sunghoon walked into the kitchen at the perfect time for Jay to put you into a headlock between his biceps, âSay you're sorry,â he said in a teasing tone, âAnd Iâll let you go.âÂ
Even with the laughing fit you were in, you still didnât give up. Hands gripping his arms in attempts to get yourself free, âNever!â You chanted, âYou snore like an old man!âÂ
Heeseung and Sunghoon shared glances before walking around the two of you wrestling to grab their own bowls of cereal and sitting at the table.Â
Jake was the last to pile into the kitchen, stopping abruptly at the fight in the kitchen.Â
âJust walk around them,â Sunghoon mentioned, âWe did.âÂ
Jake carefully walked around the two of you who now sat on the floor.Â
You had your arms and legs wrapped around your brother, his back to your chest. But he had your back pressed against the island, his shoes digging into the floor to help him use all his weight towards his chest to keep you against the island.Â
Jake carefully made his way to the table, sitting down beside his other two friends, âHave they been fighting long?â Jake asked, too scared to even prepare himself his own bowl of sugar.Â
Heeseung shrugged, âWe found them like this when we got here.âÂ
Sunghoon groaned, âShould we break it up now? Probably been going on for long enough.âÂ
âHey!â Heeseung shouted. You and Jay stop wiggling around, eyes now set on the table at the three friends staring back at you, âSome of us would like to eat our breakfast in peace.âÂ
âThat sucks,â you joked, tightening your grip on your brother. Jay pushing his weight back onto you.Â
While Heeseung and Sunghoon seemed to completely discard the two siblings, Jake couldnât help but smile fondly at you two.Â
He dropped his jaw into his palm, his smile only growing wider. This moment felt like old times when you were all children.Â
But that happy feeling soon faded and was replaced with fear when your mother walked into the kitchen. Jake never sat up straight so fast. Even Heeseung and Sunghoon stopped slouching.Â
âPark Jongseong! Park Y/N! What are you doing?!âÂ
You and Jay got up from the floor, standing side by side in front of your mother.Â
âArenât you supposed to be at work?â Jay quickly asked with his, sorry for wrestling my baby sister on your clean kitchen floor mom, it wonât happen again, awkward smile.Â
Your mother placed her hands on her hips, âAm I not allowed to have a day off from work?âÂ
Heeseung scooted his chair closer to the table, leaning against it in a way to get as close as possible to the conversation, him eating his cereal as if it were popcorn, and you guys were the movie.Â
Sunghoon followed Heeseung, him pulling at Jakeâs hoodie to pull him close too.Â
âI think what Jay means mom, is that we werenât expecting you to have the day off.â You elbowed your brother's ribs, a small oof leaving his lips from the pain.Â
Your mother relaxed, looking between the two of you, âYour father has a company party tonight up at that new fancy hotel a couple of towns over, we are leaving now to get there at a decent time. We are packing as we speak.âÂ
âWait, you're not coming home tonight?â Jay asked with a hint of shenanigans in his tone.Â
Oh boyâŠ
She shook her head, âThe party is ending too late, so we are staying at the hotel and coming home tomorrow morning.âÂ
Jay didnât even hide the fact that he had some kind of bullshit cooking up in his head as he turned and faced his friends, a smirk forming.Â
You leaned back, glancing at his friends, trying to decipher whatever secret language they were using to communicate with their eyes.
Before your mother could protest whatever shenanigans your brother was planning, your father stumbled into the kitchen.Â
âBoys, I need your help. The mail just came.â your father said, pointing his index finger at each of the three boys one by one, âItâs a big one.âÂ
âAre we building something, Mr. Park?â Heeseung asked, already standing up from the table.Â
Your father nodded with a big smile, âWe bought a hot tub for the back porch.âÂ
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You sat at the picnic table, cold hands shoving into your hoodie pocket, watching as the three boys hovered around Sunghoon who held the directions to the hot tub.Â
âWhen your dad said he got a hot tub that he needed help setting up, I thought he meant he was going to be a part of helpingâŠâ Jake sighed, shoving his hands into his jean pockets.Â
Jay also sighed, âYeah, trust me. He put his whole faith into us with this one. Not to mention one person is just watching while we struggle.âÂ
The three boys looked at you. You sat up straighter, smiling at them, and waved, âDad never told me to help.âÂ
Each of them glared at you before going back to the instruction booklet.Â
You were surprised your parents even bought the hot tub. Mostly since it would only be the two of them using it up until the spring came when it got too hot for it. Plus you and the boys would only be able to use it while you were visiting. But itâs their money, not yours. They can do what they please.Â
âWait,â Heeseung said, picking up one of the hard plastic pieces, âI figured it out.âÂ
The boys, sooner than later, had the hot tub built. It was a beautiful oak brown wood color with six seats and came with massaging capabilities with cool lights at the bottom for when it was dark out. It was small, and everyoneâs legs would get all tangled up, but beautiful nevertheless.Â
The next step was setting up the pumps. Which racked the boy's brains too hard, causing them to sit at the picnic table with you.Â
âMy brain hurts,â Heeseung said rubbing his temples, âI need a break.âÂ
Sunghoonâs eyes lit up quickly, he sat up on the bench, hands slapping onto the table, âTell us your plan, Jay!âÂ
Jakeâs attention also drew in, curious as well, âYeah whatâs the plan?âÂ
Heeseung looked up at his friends, also waiting.Â
You looked at your brother, âAre you talking about whatever hidden language you three stooges had while in the kitchen earlier?âÂ
âHow dare you compare us to the three stooges!â Sunghoon snapped, reaching over to flick your forehead, but you were too quick, swatting his hand away.Â
âCanât tell me I am wrong?â you retort, âAnyways, spill the beans.âÂ
Jay looked between his two friends, âMight as well tell her,â Jake shrugged, âSheâs already onto us.âÂ
You shook your brotherâs shoulder, âSPILL!âÂ
âParty,â he sighed, shrugging you off, âWe are going out tonight.âÂ
You raised a brow, switching glances between the three idiots, âAnd you were trying to keep that a secretâŠwhy?â
âWe couldnât go to parties when we lived here?â Jay sassed.Â
âThat didnât stop you from sneaking out your window and jumping into Heeseungâs car?â you threw back, âYouâre adults now, you think our parents can stop you?âÂ
Jake released a giggle, âYour mother actually called Jay on the drive here telling him no drinking while we are here.âÂ
You shrugged, your mother was always against drinking and going to parties. Itâs what caused Jay and yourself to sneak out half of your high school lives. Your dad caught Jay sneaking in through the front door once and thatâs all it took for him to start using his bedroom window and bribing you to keep your mouth shut until the first time you snuck out and couldnât get back inside due to your window closing while you were out having no choice but to call him to let you inside.Â
âAnyways, yeah we are going out to a club, possibly bar hop. Just depends.â Jay shrugged it off as if it were no big deal.Â
âCool, when are we leaving?â You asked, fully invested in going.Â
Jay scoffed, âWho said you can come?âÂ
You scrunch your nose at your brother, âI am an adult, if you tell me no I could always drive myself and follow you guys.âÂ
Heeseung chuckled, âSheâs got a point, might as well let her come.â
You gave your brother a smug look, âSee?â
âFine, jeez!â he groaned.Â
âPlus, maybe youâll get lucky and someone else can take me off your hands.â you wiggled your eyebrows, hoping they picked up what you were putting down.Â
Jake was the first one that pick it up. Chills being sent down his body. Eyes darting between you and Jay, then it finally clicked in his head.Â
âNo!â Jay snapped, âNot happening, keeping you in my sight.âÂ
You rolled your eyes, knowing damn well once you all get to the club or bar and get some alcohol in your system Jay canât stop anything.Â
Heeseung slapped his hands on the table, âAnyways, enough of that! Letâs get these pumps on the hot tub working so we can get ready to leave, thereâs five of us that have to get ready and lord knows we will need that time.âÂ
Sure enough, the boys got the hot tub up and running smoothly in no time.Â
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âWear the fucking jacket Y/N!â Jay snapped, yelling over the loud music from the club, shoving his jacket in your face.
âI said no!â you snapped back at your brother, shoving his jacket out of the way.Â
âDude,â Heeseung rolled his eyes, âdid you not notice her outfit when we got in the car?!âÂ
Jay sent daggers shooting at the older, âI was in the driver's seat dumbass! We were running late on leaving!âÂ
You crossed your arms, looking down at your outfit. It wasnât even bad? You had on your favorite faded blue ripped skinny jeans with fishnet tights underneath. You had on a long-sleeved crop top that was just above your belly button and in a v-neck style, shoving off your breasts, and your long hair was pulled back into a tight ponytail.Â
âBesides, it looks like a completely normal outfit!â Jay once again tried shoving the jacket at you.Â
âDude!â you pushed his hands away once again, âThere isnât anything wrong with my outfit!âÂ
Jay looked at each of his friends to help convince you, his eyes landing on Jake last. Jake just shrugged his shoulders, âYour sister man.âÂ
Jake on the one hand had no problem with your outfit, it was cute, it was sexy, and it showed off all your curves, not to mention it made your tits and ass look GREAT. On the other hand, he can see Jayâs frustration. The moment any of the guys would take their eyes off you, another man would make his move.Â
âJesus Christ Iâm ordering us shots I canât take this bickering,â Sunghoon said with a roll of his eyes as he pushed past everyone making his way to the bar.Â
Jay pleaded with you with his eyes, âY/N.âÂ
âJongseong.âÂ
Sunghoon returned quickly with five shots, handing everyone theirs, âLetâs get fucked up tonight!âÂ
âAmen to that brother!â Heeseung shouted, âCHEERS!âÂ
Everyone clacked the shot glasses together and then drank down the shot.Â
Itâs been a while since you drank last, already making a promise to yourself to not go overboard.Â
Sunghoon collected the glasses and set them on the table next to you all.Â
Jay wouldnât take his eyes off you and you shot darts into his soul.Â
He opened his mouth to say something, his eyes looking away from you for a second, his mouth hanging open at whatever sight he saw behind you.Â
You raised a brow, turning behind you to see what he was staring at, âWow, and you want ME to cover up?âÂ
Granted, the female your brother was going heart eye for was beautiful, she just happened to be showing off a lot more skin than you. She had a matching black crop top and skirt with black boots. It was a cute outfit, no wonder it got Jayâs attention.Â
She was also staring back at your brother, even giving him a little wave.Â
âOh shit man,â Sunghoon nudged his arm, âGo get her.âÂ
Jay ran a hand through his dyed hair, walking in her direction, âPut this on, Iâll be right back,â he dropped the jacket on the top of your head and disappeared into the crowd towards the female.Â
You pulled the jacket off you, dropping it down onto the table, âI need more alcohol.âÂ
You walked away from the boys, only for the three of them to follow directly behind you to the counter of the bar, âDonât you guys have girls to be going after?âÂ
Heeseung chuckled, wrapping an arm around your shoulders while he leaned against the counter, âWe came here to drink, Y/N, and thatâs exactly what we are doing.âÂ
You pulled Heeseung off you, âCanât you do that somewhere else?âÂ
Sunghoon leaned closer to you, âYou trying to get rid of us?â he gave you his famous smirk, and oh man did you want to punch him.Â
âDuh?â you said matter of fact, âIsnât it obvious?âÂ
âYeah, Sunghoon,â Heeseung said, slinging his arm back around you, âShe wants to get laid tonight, she canât be seen with three other guys hovering around her.âÂ
Jake didnât like this conversation nor did he want to hear it. In hopes of changing the vibes, he called the bartender over. âCan we get a couple of rounds of shots please?â
The bartender nodded, âComing right up!âÂ
You once again removed Heeseung from you, getting more irritated by the second. You didnât know what was more annoying, your brother, or his friends.Â
The eight shots were placed in front of you all, everyone taking one into their hands.
âCheers!â Jake calmly said, once again clacking the glasses together before slurping down the liquid.Â
You set the glass down and then dropped your head into your hand, this wasnât how you wanted the night to go. You expected to drink with the boys, yeah, but you werenât expecting them to be up your ass.Â
âIs that who I think it is?â Heeseung asked, pointing a finger down the bar.Â
Everyone shifted their gaze looking in the direction Heeseung was pointing at.Â
âNo way!â you gasped, leaning your head more into your hand, âIs that Choi Yeonjun?!âÂ
As if hearing his name being called from across the bar, he turned and faced your direction, his eyes wandering between the four of you. He gave a small wave, his eyes lingering on you. Way too long for Jakeâs liking.Â
The more shots Jake ordered, and the more the liquid courage went down your throat, the more you wanted to walk over to Yeonjun.Â
âAre you going to keep giving him heart eyes or are you gonna actually go talk to him?â Sunghoon said with a roll of his eyes, taking another shot down.Â
You tucked your lip between your teeth, slightly pulling at your ponytail while making eye contact with Yeonjun, him giving you a few winks and his own lip bite to flirt back.Â
It was driving Jake up a wall.Â
âShould I?â you asked, âHavenât seen him since he graduated a few years before you guys.âÂ
Yeonjun used to be in band class along with the boys and even lived the next street over from you and Jay before he moved away after graduation. He wasnât close with the boys since he had his friend group, but they all hung out a few times from what you could remember.Â
âY/N, maybe you shouldnât,â Jake said, taking a small step closer to you as he eyed Yeonjun.Â
âWhy not?â you stood from the bar, causing Jake to bring his eyes back to you. You adjusted your shirt, pulling it slightly down to reveal your tits a bit more.Â
Jake clenched his jaw at the sight, seeing how your tits slightly jiggled from you adjusting your shirt, and the fact Yeonjun was about to see it up close and personal wasnât sitting right with him.Â
âHow do I look?â you asked, turning and looking at each of them for their opinions.Â
âYou look hot, now go talk to him before some other girl beats you to it!â Heeseung said, quickly pushing you away from them, which gave you no other choice but to walk over to him.Â
Once you were far enough away, Jake glared at Heeseung.Â
âDude what?â he scoffed, âShe came here for this reason. Jay ainât even around, relax.âÂ
Thatâs not the point.
âCome on, letâs go back to the table, Iâm tired of standing,â Sunghoon said, collecting the leftover full shots, âHee, Jake, order us some beer or something.âÂ
âWell, hello there,â Yeonjun said, pulling you into a hug, âItâs been what? three-four years?âÂ
You nodded into his shoulder, âItâs really been a while hasnât it?âÂ
Yeonjun sat back on his bar stool, pulling the one beside him out, âPlease sit.âÂ
Now that you are closer to him, you can see how grown-up he has gotten. Damn, what is with everyone you knew getting hit with puberty like a fucking truck?Â
âAre you still friends with Soobin, Beomgyu Taehyun, andâŠ?âÂ
âHuening kai?â he smiled, âOf course!â he glances around the club then looks back at you, âThey are around here somewhere.âÂ
You came over here specifically to flirt and hopefully get dragged out of this club by him, yet youâve found yourself at a loss for words. Heâs too beautiful and sexy with how he smiles, itâs throwing you for a loop. Plus you barely knew him back in school, only the basics really.Â
Yeonjun leans closer to you, placing his hand on your forearm, thumb rubbing circles, âHow is your brother?â he asked, glancing behind you, âI saw you are here with Lee, Sim, and the other Park.âÂ
You sighed, âJay is around here somewhere,â you said, taking a quick look around the club, just to find your eyes back on Yeonjun.Â
Yeonjun sucked on his bottom lip as he stared you up and down, his eyes always landing back down onto your tits.Â
Yeonjun remembers perfectly well how overprotective Jay was over his sister, so if Yeonjun wanted to get you out of your clothes, he needed to act fast before Jay caught eyes on the two of you.Â
Yeonjun was so attracted to you right now. He found you cute back in school, but damn did you grow up to be such a fine woman. And with the way your friends were eyeballing him, he knew they too found you just as sexy, making him need to act even faster before one of them decided to ruin everything.Â
Jake took notice of how Yeonjun was eye fucking you without a care in the world. His hand was on your arm as you two talked. Oh, it was setting him off.Â
âDamn,â Heeseung said, putting his beer bottle to his lips, âYouâre going to burn a hole in the guy if you keep staring at him like that.â
âAre we just going to let him touch her like that?â Jake spat out, taking his eyes off Yeonjun to look at his friends, âYou both are staring at them too!!â
Sunghoon shrugged, âI am only watching to see if he can actually bag her.âÂ
âDude,â Heeseung quickly said, âOne hundred bucks that he fucks up somehow.âÂ
Jake furrowed his eyes, âWhat the actual fuck?âÂ
âWhat?â Sunghoon snapped, âYouâre acting like Jay right now. What is up with the two of you? Huh?âÂ
Jake didnât know how to answer that. He canât tell them the sexual frustration heâs been feeling knowing one of them will let it slip to Jay either by accident or purposely.
âI am just worried about her, that's all,â Jake said, looking back over to you.Â
In the time Jake had his eyes off you, Yeonjun had his stool pulled closer to you, his legs found their way between yours, his knees touching yours and hand resting on your thigh, his fingers slowly slipping between the tears of your jeans.Â
Jakeâs jaw locked, his hands forming into fists.Â
âJake,â Heeseung said calmly, noticing his friend's behavior, âLetâs think smart about this, ya?âÂ
âShe is basically our family and youâre just going to stand by and let some random dude touch her like that?!â Jake snapped.Â
âJake, he isnât some random dude, we went to school with him,â Heeseung tried to play damage control, but it wasnât working.Â
âHe also had a reputation for the females he pulled into his bed!â Jake spat.Â
Sunghoon let out a whistle and with a tilt of his head said, âYouâre so into her.âÂ
Jake whipped his head around, âWould you let Yeji be in Y/N position right now?âÂ
Sunghoon scoffed, âFuck no! She wouldnât be anywhere near here!âÂ
âThen whatâs the difference of letting the girl we grew up with be in that position right now?âÂ
Heeseung sighed, âJake, what is really going on with you? Youâd never bat an eye at her before.âÂ
I want her all to myself. Donât want another man touching her.Â
Jake looked away from his friends. Heeseung was right, heâd never thought twice about you before now, he should be supporting your choices to get laid.Â
Except he wasnât.Â
Yeonjunâs hand completely slipped between the tear of your jeans, squeezing your thigh as he continued to eye fuck the shit out of you.Â
And thatâs all it took.Â
Jake shot from the chair, his brain on autopilot.Â
âJAKE!!â Both his friends called after him. Jake ignored them.Â
Jake approached the two of you quickly, Yeonjun locked eyes with Jake and slid his hand out of your jeans with a disgusted look on his face clearly showing his irritation towards Jake.Â
âHey,â Jake said, his hand finding your lower back, his fingers twisting into your belt loop and slightly pulling, âLetâs go find your brother and leave, ya? We still have a few other places to check out.âÂ
Oh here we go, Yeonjun thought.Â
âWow, no hey Yeonjun! Long time no see! How ya been?â Yeonjun sassed, his thumb still making soft figure eights on your forearm.Â
Jake burnt holes into him, âSup, Choi, long time no see. How have you been? Cool. Bye.âÂ
âJake!â you snapped at his rudeness.Â
Jakeâs hand found your waist, slightly pulling you again in an attempt to remove you from the stool.Â
âI donât think Y/N wants to leave,â Yeonjun glared at him.
Jake scoffed, reaching over to remove his hand from your arm, then completely wrapping around you, lifting you from the seat.Â
Yeonjun clicked his tongue, âIs there a problem, Sim?âÂ
Jake chuckled, âNah man,â he looked around behind Yeonjun, âWhere is the rest of your rat pack huh?âÂ
âJake!!â you snapped at him again. What the fuck was his problem?Â
Yeonjun chuckled back, his tongue digging into the side of his cheek, standing up from the stool, âWhy donât you let miss pretty thing go and head back over to Mr. Ace and Ice Prince, ya?âÂ
Yeonjun reached for you, only for Jake to whip you behind him, âDonât you fucking touch her.âÂ
âCome on man, trying to get my dick wet, stop gatekeeping her pussy for yourself.âÂ
Oh, man.Â
âThe fuck did you just say?!â Jake lost it, letting his grip on you go and stepping into Yeonjunâs face.Â
This canât be good, âJake!â you gripped onto his arm, trying to yank him back, âJake come on, letâs just go!âÂ
He wouldnât budge, so you did the next best thing. Whipping your head around to find Heeseung and Sunghoon. Waving your hands to get their attention to look in your direction, eyes pleading with them. They got up immediately.Â
âYou heard me, Sim,â Yeonjun said, âI saw the way youâve been staring her down all night.âÂ
Jake clicked his tongue, âMan, fuck off!â and Jake shoved him.Â
Yeonjun shoved him back harder. Â
Before Jake could swing, Heeseung wrapped his hands around Jake, âWoah woah woah!! Hoon get Y/N out of here!â Heeseung yelled as he fought to keep Jake still.Â
Sunghoon wrapped his arm around your waist, trying to pull you away from the situation, âY/N, letâs go please,â but you fought against him, âI need you safe! Please!â You stopped struggling against Sunghoonâs hold, slowly letting him back you away.Â
âJake, man listen to me,â Heeseung whipped himself in front of Jake, âLetâs just go okay? Think about Y/N, we need to get her somewhere safe, ya?âÂ
Jake took his eyes off Yeonjun and over to Heeseung, his body relaxing and nodding. The last thing he wants is to put you in danger or see him start a fight.Â
Jake nodded, letting Heeseung push him back and turn him around.Â
The moment Heeseungâs hands were off Jake and he was now at his side, Yeonjun scoffed, âPussy shit.âÂ
Pussy shit?
Heeseung wasnât fast enough to get ahold of Jake, because now his fists were balled and made contact with Yeonjunâs cheek.Â
Yeonjun hunched to the side, his left hand touching the area Jake just punched him, only to quickly whip around and land a punch right on the corner of the left side of Jakeâs mouth.Â
âFind my brother!â You yelled, fighting against Sunghoonâs hold on you, âFind Jay!!âÂ
Heeseung ran into the crowd, pushing past the dancing bodies on the floor.Â
Jake licked the blood that dripped down his lip, letting out an evil laugh before gripping Yeonjunâs collar of his shirt, Yeonjun took his fist full of Jakeâs shirt and gave him a shove.Â
âYouâre fucking dead!â Jake spat, getting himself ready to throw another punch.Â
Before the next moves could be made, Heeseung and Jay were at Jakeâs side with Soobin and Taehyun at Yeonjunâs.Â
âHey! Hey! Hey!â Jay yelled, pushing Yeonjun off his friend and then wrapping his hands around Jakeâs biceps, Heeseung doing the same in hopes of holding him back.Â
Soobin and Taehyun also hand their own death grips on their older.Â
âWhat the actual fuck is wrong with you two?!â Jay snapped, eyes darting between him and Jun, âFighting in a club? Jesus fucking Christ.âÂ
Sunghoon let you go to run to his friend's side, placing his hands on Jakeâs shoulders to help pull him back.Â
âLetâs fucking go!â Heeseung growled, âNOW!âÂ
You made your way over to Jake, eyes landing on the cut on his lip. You whipped your head back around and looked at Yeonjun, seeing the bruise already starting to form on his cheek.Â
Much deserved.Â
Jakeâs hands found your waist as he pulled you to him, giving Yeonjun one last fuck you look as he backed away. Jay also places a hand on your back, giving Yeonjun a stare himself.Â
Yeonjun chuckled, taking a step forward but his friends stopped him, âYeah! Learn to get your dog and bitch of a sister under control!âÂ
Yeonjun was now on the floor on his knees, spitting blood onto the tile, and blood dripping from Jayâs fist.Â
You quickly ran over to your brother, pulling him away, watching as Soobin and Taehyun pulled Yeonjun up.Â
âLetâs just go hyung,â Taehyun said, âYouâve drank way too much tonight.âÂ
With a nod from Yeonjun, he let Taehyun pull him away, Beomgyu taking Soobinâs spot as he quickly apologized to us for Yeonjun then followed behind his four friends.Â
Heeseung drove home while Sunghoon sat in the passenger seat.Â
You sat between Jay and Jake, your hands examining your brothers, napkins, and a bag of ice you guys got from the bar laid onto his hand.Â
âI canât believe you punched him that hard,â you said, squeezing his wrist tightly.Â
âI wasnât going to let him talk about you and Jake like that,â your brother mumbled, âcouldnât let Jake get hit again either.â he teased
âFuck man,â Jake said, leaning his head back and tilting it to look at Jay, âI had him!âÂ
Everyone laughed.Â
âOh!!â Heeseung finally spoke up, pointing a finger at Sunghoon, âYou owe me one hundred dollars!!âÂ
âHuh?â Jay questioned.Â
âThey made a stupid ass bet,â Jake said, rolling his eyes, âSunghoon lost.âÂ
âI wouldnât have if someone didnât storm off.â Sunghoon snapped, whipping around in the seat to look at Jake, earning a middle finger from Jake.Â
âWasnât going to let him continue touching Y/N like that.âÂ
âThank you,â Jay said, âFor watching after my sister.âÂ
Jake nodded, âSomeone had to.âÂ
You rolled your eyes and sent your elbow flying into his ribs.Â
Turning your attention back to Jay, you shifted the ice and napkin up to take a look at the cuts on his hand, âItâll be bruised for awhile, you hit him pretty hard.âÂ
Jay just nodded, eyes getting heavy.Â
âHey,â you tap his leg, âYou okay?âÂ
Jay smiled with a laugh, âIâm so fucking hammered, surprised I sobered up enough to stop that fight.âÂ
You smiled sweetly at your brother, âLetâs get you to sleep once home.âÂ
â
After the night you had, all you wanted was to try out the hot tub.Â
Once you and the guys got Jay into bed, you watched as they made their way into the spare room, the door closing.Â
You did get into bed, but the jitters from the fight still haunted you. And what better way to get those jitters away than to try out the brand-new hot tub?Â
You quickly changed into your dark blue bikini, slipping sweatpants and a sweatshirt over your body, and quickly but quietly made your way down the stairs, into the laundry closet to grab a towel and into the kitchen, carefully unlocking and sliding the glass door open and shut.Â
Turning the hot tub and pulled the cover off and the lights lit up the porch, and watched the bubbles start to form. You dropped the towel onto the table and slid out of your sweats, the cold immediately touching your skin.Â
You tied your hair back into a tight bun and quickly jumped over the steps and slid your body into the warmth.Â
You released a soft ahhh as the water warmed your body.Â
You laid your head back onto the pillow at your seat, closing your eyes and moving your arms back and forth.Â
No wonder your parents wanted a hot tub, this shit was relaxing as hell.Â
The sound of the sliding glass door opening scared you, making you quickly sit up and whip around. Your eyes nearly rolled out of your sockets from how hard you rolled them.Â
âHello to you too,â Jake said snarkly, âWhat are you even doing up?âÂ
You turned back around, âCan say the same about you.âÂ
Jake wasnât expecting anyone to be in the hot tub, he wanted to be alone and get out of the spare room for a few hours. After tonight a relaxing time in the hot tub sounded amazing.Â
He was probably the last person you wanted to be around, yet he also couldnât help but feel happy knowing you were also here.Â
âAm I allowed to get in or??âÂ
You looked back over at him, giving a small nod, âYeah, thatâs fine. Youâre already out here.âÂ
The corner of Jakeâs lips curled, dropping the towel next to yours.Â
His hands found the ends of his sweatshirt, pulling it up and over his body.Â
You felt your face flush. Feeling as if you just saw the work of a God.Â
You knew he worked out, his whole physique was proof of that. But seeing shirtless was a whole new level.Â
Your eyes wandered from his chest down to his abs. Yeah, he was sculpted by the gods.Â
Jake looped his fingers in his sweatpants, giving a small smirk at you staring, âStaring problem?âÂ
You quickly made eye contact with him, then shifted yourself back around, âNo.âÂ
He softly laughed, dropping his sweatpants to the ground and climbing into the hot tub.Â
âI am so glad I brought my swimming shorts.âÂ
You watched as he sat across from you, his legs sliding down beside yours.Â
âDid you just, randomly pack swimming shorts?â you asked, raising an eyebrow.Â
Jake laid his arms out against the top of the tub, sinking himself lower in, âYeah. Always have to be prepared.âÂ
You narrowed your eyes, âItâs the middle of winter.âÂ
Jake chuckled, âHeeseungâs family has a heated pool. Figured we would go use it at some point during this trip.âÂ
All you could do was nod. Youâve only ever been to the Lee household during birthday parties for Heeseung as kids. Guess the heated pool came around after you stopped hanging around them.Â
Everything went silent. It was awkward, both of you knew that. You both went from staying clear of each other the best you could to sitting across from each other alone.Â
âIâm sorry.âÂ
Huh.Â
You looked at him with confusion, âWhy?âÂ
Jake sat up, leaning forward, and wrapped his arms around himself, âFor starting a fight with Yeonjun in front of you. For him talking about you the way he did.âÂ
âJake,â you also leaned forward, placing your hand on his knee, âYou were just defending me, thereâs nothing wrong with that. My brother would beat the shit out of you for even apologizing for it.âÂ
Jake scoffed, âThe fight wouldnât have happened in the first place if I didnât lose my cool.âÂ
âYou arenâtâŠwrongâŠâ You studied him. Youâve known Jake basically his whole life, you know his mannerisms and tell by his body language that he was truly deeply sorry, thatâs one thing that has never changed about him, âJust donât be sorry. You were defending me.âÂ
Jake nodded, his eyes finding a corner of the tub, watching as the bubbles pop, then softly laughed, âSorry I cock blocked you, that wasnât cool of me.âÂ
You let out a small giggle, âYeah, you really did cock block me,â you let out a sigh, âToo bad he ended up being an asshole, really wanted to have a good fuck.âÂ
âFuck me then,â Jake said softly.Â
All you could do was look at him, not being able to tell if he was serious or not.Â
âFunny joke.âÂ
âIâm not joking, Y/N.âÂ
The whole reason you wanted to go out and gain a hookup was to release the sexual frustration that you had for the man sitting in front of you. But now that said man is straight up asking you to fuck him.Â
âYou said we canât be doing this, my brotherââ
âI donât care,â Jake moved forward, reaching his hand out and grabbing your waist, pulling you back over to him and in his lap.Â
His hands squeezed your thighs on either side of him, his forehead connecting to yours, âI canât take it anymore. The way youâve been teasing meâŠAfter seeing the way Yeonjun was undressing you with his eyesâŠthe way he was touching you.âÂ
His length grew hard underneath you, his hands sliding up to the strings of your bikini bottoms, gripping them tightly.Â
Jake thought he could survive these two weeks, thought he was stronger, and that the respect and bond he had with Jay was strong enough to keep him away. Unfortunately, your hold on him was stronger.Â
âI want you, so bad,â he whispered, his hot breath hitting your lips.Â
You placed your hands on his shoulders, âI want you tooâŠâÂ
You did. Oh god did you want him badly. But how could you betray your brother's rules? Heâd kill you both.Â
Jake pulled at the strings of your bottoms slightly, âJust give me the word, and Iâll fuck you so good I swear it.âÂ
Oh, fuck it.
You nodded, âJaeyun, please.âÂ
And that line got crossed.Â
Jakeâs lips connected to yours, kissing you with such passion and need, like heâs been wanting for this his entire life.Â
His fingers pulled at both sides of strings, your bottoms completely coming undone and him pulling them away from your body to float off somewhere in the hot tub.Â
His tongue invades your mouth, twisting the muscle around yours letting soft and quiet moans release into your mouth.Â
You rolled your hips against him, sliding your folds against his clothed length as your fingers got tangled up in his hair.Â
Jake squeezed your hips, pushing you down harder onto him, bucking his hips up in motion with yours.Â
You released your mouth from his, a string of saliva connected to your mouths, âI need you, Jake, please.âÂ
His hands left your hips and flew to his shorts, his fingers pulling at the strings. You, being impatient, looped your fingers into his shorts, helping him pull them down.Â
âFuck baby, that needy for my cock?âÂ
You nodded, watching as his shorts went down at his thighs, his thick length now resting against his abdomen.Â
Taking his cock in your hands, you slowly pumped him.Â
Jakeâs hand went back to your waist, biting his lips. Fuck your hand feels so good against his cock, it was everything he ever imagined and more.Â
Jake lifted you, letting you adjust him to your fuck hole, lining him up perfectly.Â
âYou ready, baby?â Jake asked, wanting one last form of permission from you before crossing the line even further behind the return.Â
You nodded, slowly sliding yourself down onto him.Â
You both groan out at the feeling of him bottoming out, the sensation already sending Jake over the edge. He could cum right now just from bottoming out.Â
You rolled your hips slowly to help get adjusted to his size, hands gripping his broad shoulders as you slowly picked up your pace.Â
Jakeâs mouth connected back to yours as you rode him. bucking his hips up at the same motion as you.Â
âFucckkkk, youâre so tight, baby. Taking my dick so good, oh fuck.âÂ
You picked up the pace, his dick hitting your g-spot perfectly.Â
Jakeâs brain was going fuzzy, the sensation of his dick buried deep in your cunt was sending him to another world.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck, fuckâŠâ Jake slid his hands up to the string of your top, fingers gripping them tightly along with your skin, fingers digging in as he slid them back down your back, his hips bucking up harder into you.Â
You moaned out a little too loud, Jakeâs lips reattaching to your lips, âShhh, baby, you need to stay quiet.âÂ
You nodded, biting down on your lips to suppress your sounds as you continued to slide his dick in and out of youâŠin and out, in and out.Â
Jake knew he would cum soon, that knot in his stomach threatening to snap and the twitch of his dick.Â
Then your pussy tightened around him, your own high approaching.Â
âIâmâŠcumming soon,â you whispered, digging your nails into his shoulders.Â
âYeah, baby?â He slid his hand down to your heat, thumb rubbing circles on your clit, âWanna cum?âÂ
âPlease.â You begged, throwing your head back as your legs got weaker, biting down on your tongue as the knot snapped.Â
âThatâs it, pretty girl, make a mess all over my cock.âÂ
You fell forward, resting your head against his, his hands squeezing your hips tightly as he fucked into you, the overstimulation making you dizzy along with the heat from the water.Â
âJakeâŠâÂ
âI know baby girl,â he whispered, locking his jaw at the knot and getting close to releasing, âFuck, Iâm cumming, Iâm cumming.âÂ
With a groan, he pumped his seed against your walls riding out his high.Â
Jake wrapped his arms around you, resting his forehead against your neck, leaving open-mouthed kisses on your skin.Â
You tangled your fingers in his hair and let out a sigh, âJay is going to kill us both.âÂ
Jake chuckled, âYeah, but only if he finds out.âÂ
You both took a moment to catch your breaths, your hands releasing from his hair and sliding down his neck, your fingers stopping at the chain of his necklace. A beautiful large double link pendant.
Jake noticed your eyes at his neck, âItâs pretty, right?â he said between deep breaths.
You nodded, twisting the metal between your fingers.
He lifted his hands from your sides, reaching behind him and unattaching the clasp, removing it from his body and moving it to yours, the double links dropping at your collar bones.
âJake, no, I canât take this!â you went to take the necklace off, âThis was probably very expensive!â
Jake grabbed your hands, sliding them back around his neck, âItâs yours now, a beautiful necklace for a very beautiful woman. Keep it.â
Your heart was racing, your stomach filled with butterflies at the way he smiled and looked at you.
âIt looks better on you anyway baby,â Jake wraps one arm back around you, his free hand cupping your jaw and pulling you in for a kiss.
â
Jake had to admit, that seeing you walking around with his necklace around your neck drove him insane.Â
It was like his own way of marking you without physically having to do it.Â
You plopped down onto the couch next to Heeseung, the necklace sitting beautifully against your collarbones.Â
Oh, did Jake want his lips on your neck right now.Â
âDamnit!â Sunghoon shouted, tossing the Nintendo Controller onto the coffee, âWhy are you so damn good?!âÂ
Heeseung raised a brow, âItâs Mario Kart??? It doesnât take skill??âÂ
Jay patted his back, âAt least you arenât last place, like someone sitting in the corner over there,âÂ
And then all eyes went to Jake.
âOh, fuck off!â he snapped, âI donât play Mario Kart!âÂ
You smiled at your friends, eyes connecting with Jakeâs.Â
He gave you his flirty smile, eyes leaving yours, and went back to the TV as the next race started.Â
You couldnât take your eyes off him. Last night in the hot tub replayed in your mind on a loop. The way his hands felt against your skin, how his lips fit perfectly to yours. How his cock feltâŠYou couldnât help but wonder if he went to bed last night too with his brain flooding of you.Â
And he did.Â
Having sex with you was everything Jake imagined it to be. It was actually BETTER than he imagined it. To finally feel you wrapped around his cock and hear your pretty moans in his ears. Oh, it was heaven.Â
The only issue now isâŠwellâŠhe wants more. So much more.Â
He spent most of his time last night after the hot tub sex thinking the next moment heâd be able to fuck you. Thinking how heâd be able to get you alone long enough or even have the opportunity to get you alone.Â
Another problem is, that those chances are slim.Â
You lifted the collar of your hoodie over your neck, not wanting to chance your brother, or really anyone, seeing Jakeâs necklace.Â
You both crossed a line and now have to deal with the secret of it.Â
The sound of the washing machine went off, telling you your laundry was finished.Â
You quickly jumped from the couch.Â
âWhat are we doing for lunch?â Jay finally said, âY/N? What do you think?
You stopped halfway out of the living room, turning back to look at your brother, âWhy not just order takeout?âÂ
Jay shrugged, âGuys?âÂ
As the boys discussed lunch, you finished your walk back to the laundry room.Â
By the time you transferred your wet clothes into the dryer, Jake walked in, âIs the washer open now?âÂ
You gave him a nod, closing the dryer door and turning it on.Â
âWhat did you decide for lunch?â you asked, leaning against the dryer.Â
Jake shoved his dirty clothes into the washing machine, âWe decided on takeout like you suggested.âÂ
You nodded, âNice, Iâll go tell Jay what I want.âÂ
You barely were out of the room when Jakeâs hand wrapped around your wrist.Â
He pulled you back, leaning you back against the dryer, âStay, please.âÂ
Jakeâs free hand gripped the door, barely leaving it open a crack.Â
Before you could ask him anything else, his hands cupped your face, his lips crashing to yours.Â
You kissed him back, your hands pulling at his jacket, bringing him closer to you.Â
Jake has been waiting since watching you walk up those stairs last night to kiss you again. To feel you pressed to him again.Â
With one last passionate kiss, he rests his forehead against yours, âJay already knows your order, no need to leave.âÂ
It was true your brother knew your food orders, which was all you needed to stay in place even after Jake removed himself from you to finish starting his laundry.Â
Once the washer was started, he leaned against it beside you, crossing his arms, âCan I ask you something?âÂ
You nudged his arm, âYes, of course! Weâve known each other for our whole lives, you can ask me anything.âÂ
âCan I sneak up to your room tonight?âÂ
It was a simple question, yet it was enough to make your heart stop. He bit the inside of his mouth, anxiously waiting for your answer.Â
His question was proof that last night wasnât a one-time thing. And honestly, you wouldnât mind it. If Jayâs bedroom wasnât right beside yours.Â
âJake,â you whispered, peeking your eyes between the cracked door, âYou know his bedroom is right beside mine, right? And my parents' room down the hall?âÂ
Jake shrugged, âAnd? Thatâs the point of sneaking into your room like we are teenagers.âÂ
You tried to not laugh, looking away from him and his goofy grin.Â
âCome onnnn baby,â he teased, pulling you to his chest, âLet me shove that pretty face of yours face down into your pillows while I fuck you so good from behind.âÂ
He slid his hands down to your ass, squeezing the fat while he pressed his hard length against you, his lips finding your neck, âWanna fuck you so hard and watch my necklace bounce against your pretty collarbones.â
You were melting under his touch. Folding so hard for him. He makes your heart race faster than anyone else ever has.Â
âPleaseâŠâ you softly moaned, hoping he heard you over the sounds of the machines.Â
He did. Hearing you beg for him to fold you like an omelet later tonight was turning him on so badly. He thrust his cock harder against you.Â
âGet on your knees, baby,â Jake whispered into your ear, sending chills down your spine.Â
You dropped down with no hesitation, hands already reaching for the buttons of his jeans, helping him slide them down along with his boxers in one motion.Â
Your mouth watered at the sight of his hard cock resting against his abdomen.Â
Jake stroked himself, watching how undone youâre already becoming for him, âSuch a good girl for me. Put your hands on my thighs, and stick that pretty tongue out.âÂ
You did what you were told, hands resting against his toned thighs, tongue sliding out of your mouth.Â
âFuckâŠâÂ
He placed the tip onto your tongue, immediately wrapping the muscle around him, taking him completely in your mouth.Â
Jake groaned, his hands gripping the edges of the washing machine and praying his knees wouldn't fail him now.Â
You bobbed your head, tongue licking up his shaft all the way to the top, spreading his precum and mixing it with your saliva.Â
Lifting your hand from his thigh, you wrapped it around his length, following the motions as your mouth.Â
Fuck you were sucking him off so good. His mind went cloudy, the only thing he focused on was how fucking good your mouth felt.Â
Jake pulled your long hair into a ponytail, wrapping the locks between his fingers and giving it a tight pull.Â
You moaned against him, the vibrations sending gasping out of his mouth, his hips fucking forward, âOh, fuckâŠY/N, fuck.âÂ
Jake pulled your hair slightly harder, not wanting to hurt you, his dick hitting the back of your throat as he fucked your mouth.Â
Your hands found his thighs again, fingers digging into his skin. You were losing yourself against his cock, knowing full well your panties were soaked.Â
You looked up at him, seeing how much of a mess he was. Pupils were blown out, mouth opened, chest heaving.Â
Who knew you could make such a mess of him?Â
âSucking me off so good, Y/N. IâmâŠfuck Iâm, Iâm gonna cum.âÂ
You stuck your tongue out further, giving him more access to the back of your throat as he continued to face fuck you until his warm load shot down your throat.Â
âClench your lips,â he whispered between breaths. You did as you were told, him slowly sliding his dick from your lips, âSwallow and show me.âÂ
You gulped it down, opening your mouth wide with your tongue sticking out, showing him the proof.Â
Jake smirked, using your hair that was still wrapped around his hands to pull you back up to your feet, âSuch a dirty girl, only for me, ya?âÂ
You nodded, licking the side of your lips.
He gave you one final kiss, then pulled his boxers and jeans back over his hips.Â
The laughter from your brother and friends from the living room filled the house while they cheered over their video games.Â
Jakeâs fingers adjusted his necklace on your neck, fingers rubbing up to your jaw, his heart did flips seeing how you stared back at him with your fucked out lips.Â
âLetâs go back, canât let them get too suspicious.âÂ
Jake watched as you left, carrying your laundry basket quickly up the stairs to your room.Â
He leaned back against the washing machine, hand clenching his shirt, feeling the rush of his heartbeat.Â
Oh, heâs in deep trouble.Â
â
Jakeâs promise to fuck you face down ass up was fulfilled. Yours and his clothes scattered all over the floor of your room. Your moans being muffled out by your pillows and Jakeâs hand at the back of your head shoving your face deeper into the fabric. It was the best youâve ever been fucked.Â
Your bed felt empty after Jake snuck right back out your door and went back downstairs.Â
You were scared tonight would be the last, but fortunately for you, it wasnât.Â
The following night he quietly knocked on your door before quickly slipping in and crawling into bed with you.Â
This went on for the rest of the week. The two of you finding time throughout the day to have a quick make-out session just for him to crawl into your bed at night.Â
But it wasnât always the rough sex youâd have. One night Jake cuddled you until you fell asleep before quietly exiting your bedroom. One night he held you in his arms listening to you talk about your classes back at college and the friends you had. One night he laid his head against your chest, listening to the sweet sound of your breathing and heartbeat. And then, oh god that night, it wasnât rough sex or even a good fuck. He made love to you.Â
He hovered over you, one hand gently cupping your face as he squeezed your leg that was wrapped around his waist. Soft and slow thrusts were completely turned on just from being with each other and the feeling of skin-to-skin contact. How softly heâd kiss you and tell you how pretty you are. How lucky he was to have you in his life.Â
Thatâs the night you completely folded. You fell in love with him. It wasnât about the sex anymore. It was about him. About the man youâve known your whole life, that you grew with and watched him become who he is today.Â
Your feelings for him ran deep.Â
The secret meet-ups during the day turned into playful kisses, him wrapping you up in his arms and hugging you tightly.Â
You were really screwed.Â
The final week of vacation was half over and Jake was dreading the finale. He wasnât ready to leave you yet. Wasnât ready to let you go. Knowing damn well the minute you go your separate ways he would lose his goddamn mind.Â
All because of Jayâs rules. All because of the fucking âoff limitsâ.Â
You and Sunghoon made lunch for everyone, giving your brother a day off from cooking.Â
Since you werenât the best cook, ramen was on the menu.Â
You prepared the noodles and broth while Sunghoon prepared the meat.Â
âYou guys both know that if this ramen turns out like shit it wonât be me beating your asses right?â your brother teased, his eyes looking between Jake and Heeseung.Â
âYeah yeah fuck off,â Sunghoon rolled his eyes, âWe know the ramen lovers will lose their shits. Theyâll survive.âÂ
âHey now,â Jake snipped, turning around to face his friend, âI am so serious about my ramen!âÂ
Heeseung agreed, high-fiving Jake, âWe donât fuck around when it comes to our ramen.âÂ
You finished up two bowls, rolling your eyes as you set the first fresh bowls in front of the ramyeonz, âYou both are so annoying!âÂ
âThey are, arenâtâŠthey.â Jayâs eyes fixated on the necklace around your neck. He barely noticed it with the way your sweatshirt covered it. But when you bent down just right to put the bowls in front of Heeseung and Jake, it became noticeable.Â
If it werenât for Heeseung sitting to his left, and Jake sitting in front of him, Jay wouldnât have clocked the necklace as suspicious and went on about his day.Â
But the necklace looked familiar, and all it took was Jayâs eyes to wander to his best friend, no longer seeing the silver chain sitting against his neck.Â
âCanât believe Iâve spent my whole life stuck with annoying boys like you!â You teased them, earning a middle finger from Heeseung and Jake scoffing out an âwhateverâ trying to shove you playfully but missing as you were too quick to back away.Â
âWe are men! And you totally love us!â Heeseung said with a mouthful of ramen, âDoesnât she Jake? We are the extra brothers you didnât ask for.âÂ
Jay clocked the look on Jakeâs face, the awkward smile he had, and the way he was hesitant to answer, âY-yeah. Of course.âÂ
âWe are stuck with you just as much as youâre stuck with us,â Sunghoon added, âGet over it.âÂ
You elbowed him, âWhatever Hoon!â his smile and laugh causing your own to form. These boys were truly dear to your heart, and it took years of being away from all four of them to realize how deeply you did miss them. Especially your brother.Â
Jay kept quiet most of lunch, his eyes wandering back and forth between you and Jake. Taking mental notes of everything in the small details.Â
How you look at him, how he looks at you. How you sat beside him at the table when you usually sit beside Jay or Sunghoon. The little graze of Jakeâs hand ran across your ass as he walked past you while you and Heeseung cleaned the dishes, causing you to scrunch your nose at him, thinking no one noticed.Â
You all went grocery shopping to refill the food in your parent's cabinets and fridge, Jay taking notes on how Jake was always right behind you or straying not too far from you. Jay was hoping he was overthinking, that maybe the two of you got closer after the bar fight last week, but something didnât sit right with Jay.Â
He lay in his bed staring up at the ceiling that night, the sight of Jakeâs necklace suddenly appearing around your neck.Â
Jay shoved his face into his pillow, trying to chase after the sleep he deeply needed and wanted, wanting to forget everything and give his best friend the benefit of the doubt, to trust the bond they had and the rules that were set.Â
That was until he heard your bedroom door opening and quickly shutting right after.Â
Jake spreads your legs and wraps them around his waist as he bottoms out, one hand flying to cover your mouth as he fucks into you fast and deep.Â
Both of you became a cumming mess.Â
You pulled your shorts over your hips and Jakeâs tee shirt that you stole from his clean laundry over your head.Â
After Jake had his boxers over his hips, he playfully pulled you down onto your bed, his face cuddling up into your neck, âI donât think I ever could get enough of your pussy.âÂ
You wrap your arms around his bare back, drawing small infinity eights, âAnd I donât think I ever could get enough of your dick.âÂ
You felt him smile against your skin, âAt least we are on the same page.âÂ
Jake could get so high off the sex you have, it was addicting, his own personal drug.Â
His heartbeat fastened due to the thought of being away from you. Deciding now was a better time than any to bring up the topic.Â
Jake sat up, his hand resting at your hip, âY/N, can-âÂ
Before Jake could get another word out, your worst fear came to fruition.Â
The door opened with such force, your brother standing in the doorway, jaw locked tightly and fists clenched.Â
âI fucking knew it!âÂ
Your heart stopped, quickly sitting up, trying to find the right words.Â
Jake sat up behind you, âJay, bro, listen to me,âÂ
âThere isnât a DAMN thing to listen to!â Jay yelled, turning on his heels.
âJAY!!â Jake yelled back, jumping from your bed and quickly sliding back into his sweatpants, pulling his shirt over his head as he followed your brother down the stairs, âMan stop we need to talk!!âÂ
You finally found the will to move, climbing out of your bed and rushing down the stairs at the right moment of Sunghoon and Heeseung running from the spare bedroom, confused looks piled onto their faces.Â
âWill you listen to me!â Jake grabbed his friend's shoulder, Jay quickly whipped around and threw his hand off him.Â
âListen to you? Give me one goddamn reason why I should be listening to you right now?!â Jay snapped, getting into Jakeâs face.Â
âWoah! Woah!â Heeseung rushed over, pushing himself between them.Â
âBecause I am your best friend man!â Jake snapped back.Â
âYeah? My best friend?â Jay moved forward, Sunghoon now had to step in, pushing Jay back as Heeseung handled Jake, âMy best friend wouldnât be dicking down my little sister!!âÂ
Everyone in the room froze, Sunghoon and Heeseung making glances between each other, and then between Jay and Jake.Â
Jakeâs jaw locked, not wanting to say the wrong thing right now.Â
You stood at the last step of the stairs, too scared to move.Â
âI gave you one, ONE, rule. That she was off limits,â Jayâs eyes found you, âAnd you! I said no boys!âÂ
âNah, man!â Jake finally spoke up, stepping in front of Jayâs line of sight, âThis is between you and me. Leave her out of it.âÂ
âShe betrayed me just as much as you did!â Jay scoffed, âHow could you do this to me, man?âÂ
Jay relaxed his body as he leaned against the couch, Jake also relaxed, âBro it justâŠit just happened.âÂ
That wasnât the right thing to say, âHow does it just âhappenâ Sim Jaeyun?! Huh?!âÂ
shit.Â
Jake rolled his eyes, âDude, I donât know!â he threw his arms into the air, âIt just did!â
âStop lying!â Jay stood back up, âStop fucking lying to me!âÂ
âOh good FUCKING god! Why are you so protective over her?! Sheâs a grown-ass adult!â Jake ran his hand through his hair, âWe arenât kids anymore man!âÂ
âThat doesnât change the fact that sheâs my everything!! From the moment she was born, I promised I was going to protect her from everyone! including you.âÂ
Jake chuckled, âProtect her from what?!âÂ
âFrom her getting hurt!âÂ
âI wouldnât do that!âÂ
âWhatâs so different with her then huh?â Jay stepped forward, Sunghoon placing his hand on his chest, âWhatâs so different dicking down the girls in chem class and my sister, hmm? Youâre such a playââ
âI am in love with her.â Jake spat out.Â
The room fell silent, confusion not only on Jayâs face but your own.Â
âWhat?âÂ
âIâm in love with her, man,â Jake sighed with a shake of his head, âIâve always been in love with her. Even as kids, IâŠI always had this ache in my heart, never understanding what it was, and because of your stupid ass ruleâŠI was never able to figure it out.âÂ
Jay relaxed himself back against the couch, eyes staring holes into the floor.Â
Jake continued, âYeah I might have been a stupid ass playboy and completely forgot about your sister and what she meant to me but good god, the minute she stepped foot into this houseâŠâ Jake turned and looked at you, âEverything I felt all those years ago became clear.â
Jay looks up at you, the hardness that once sat in his eyes a second ago was gone, nothing sat there except soft sadness.Â
âYes, Iâll admit, I had sex with your sister at first to release the sexual frustration, but the moment it happenedâŠI was done for.âÂ
Jake placed his hands on your face, his forehead touching yours, âSheâs everything to me too, Jay.âÂ
Jay let out a sigh, âWhat about you, stink? Whatâs your side?âÂ
You remove yourself from Jake, walking around him and standing in front of your older brother, âI love him,â Jay rolled his eyes, staring back down at the floor, âBut I love you too!! Jongseong, youâre my everything too. Youâre the best big brother I could have ever asked for, youâve done your job protecting me.âÂ
Jay looked at you with glossed-over eyes, âWhy him? Why out of everyone, one of my best friends?âÂ
You shrugged, âIt just happened that way.âÂ
You stepped closer to him, pulling him into a hug, he gave in and hugged you tightly back.Â
âI am deeply and truly sorry that everything happened this way. I didnât want to hurt you.âÂ
Jay knew that, deep down he knew this wasnât what either you or Jake wanted. That this was something that just kinda happened. And he has to accept it.Â
Jake appears at your side, having you step away, pulling Jay into another hug, âI wonât hurt her. I promise. Iâd die first before Iâd ever do that.âÂ
Jay sighed, also giving into Jake and hugging him back, âHurt her and itâs your funeral I am planning.âÂ
Jake chuckled, slapping his best friend on the back, âNo problem there buddy.âÂ
Jay pushed Jake away, âOkay, letâs all go back to bed. I am sure we already disturbed my parents enough.âÂ
You let out a yawn, exhaustion sweeping over you.Â
Heeseung and Sunghoon walked towards the spare room and you up the stairs, Jake following behind you.Â
âUhhh nah,â Jay snapped his fingers, pushing Jake towards the spare room, âYou ainât going back up there.âÂ
âCome on dude.â Jake groaned.Â
âNo, Iâm sleeping in front of her door.â Jay pointed at the two others, âMake sure he doesnât leave the room.ââ
You rolled your eyes and continued up the stairs, âYou all are really actually annoying.âÂ
â
You sat at the kitchen table, peeling the potatoes for tonight's dinner, watching as the four boys and your dad stood outside in the cold grilling the meats.Â
Your mom stood behind you at the island, tossing the salad. Her careful eyes studied you, âWant to talk about it, my sweet daughter?â
You turned and faced her, âTalk about what?âÂ
She gives you a soft smile, âAbout the reason your brother was screaming last night.âÂ
You sighed, turning back around to continue peeling the potatoes, âYou and dad heard everything?âÂ
Your mother sat down beside you, taking the peeler and potato out of your hands, forcing you to face her.Â
âHoney, your brother is a very vocal person when heâs upset. It scared us half to death.âÂ
She held your hands, her thumbs circling your palms, âWhy didnât you come and stop the fight?âÂ
She sighs, looking outside at your father, âWe wanted to, but your father said it was best for you guys to handle it. It was a matter we couldnât step into.âÂ
You understood that, everyone here is grown adults, your parents stepping in probably more than likely wouldnât have helped anyway.Â
You followed your mother's gaze outside, watching as your brother flipped over the steak with dad right beside him. Jake sorted the raw meat into separate plates, handing them off to Jay to be grilled while Heeseung and Sunghoon helped cut the cooked meat into pieces.Â
Your eyes lingered on Jake, watching as he said something to Jay, your brother smiling wide and shoving Jake. That made you happy at least, knowing that your betrayal didnât completely shatter their friendship.Â
âY/N, you love him, donât you sweetheart?âÂ
You nodded, the tears swelling up in your eyes, âMomma I love him so much. But the fact Jay caught us the way he did is eating me alive. The last thing I wanted to do was see that betrayal and hurt in my brother's eyes.âÂ
âY/N, can I tell you a little story?âÂ
You nodded, looking back at her. She wiped the tears off your face and squeezed your hand, âYou want to know why your brother started that rule in the first place?âÂ
You nodded again.Â
âIt was Jongseongâs tenth birthday party, and Jaeyun just returned from visiting Australia, you remember that?âÂ
You slightly nodded, trying to recall the memory. Jake would disappear to the land of kangaroos at least once or twice a year growing up. Narrowing down specifically when this is in this situation would be hard to pinpoint.Â
âWell, Jaeyun brought back gifts, not just for you know, your brother, Heeseung and Sunghoon, but one for you.âÂ
The memory completely came back to you. Jake brought you back a small keychain with a baby joey and your name on it. You had that keychain on your school backpack for a couple of years until you lost it.Â
âI remember, Jay was irritated with me that day and I couldnât figure out why, I was only nine.â
Your mother nodded, âIt was the first, and last time may I add, that Jaeyun ever brought you back a gift.â she softly laughed at the memory, âLittle Jaeyun handed your brother his birthday gift and souvenir, giving Heeseung and Sunghoon theirs, then he rushed away from the picnic table looking for you. That little keychain was in his hands until it was placed into your hands. Oh, was your brother upset.âÂ
âSo he was jealous that I also got a gift?â You raised your brow, glancing back outside at your brother, jealousy was never something he had or even showed.Â
âThatâs what we thought it was at first, just Jongseong being jealous that his baby sister also got a gift on his birthday. Your dad tried calming him down for a good twenty minutes.âÂ
Jay and Jake started to play fighting outside, running further into the yard as your dad just laughed and took a sip of his beer bottle.Â
âAfter your dad got him calmed down, we were finally able to talk to him about why it upset him, and you know what he said?âÂ
You looked back at your mom, waiting for the answer.Â
âThat you were too young for a boyfriend,â you rolled your eyes, of course he said that. Even as a child at the age of ten, he wanted you nowhere near other boys, âWe had to explain to him that just because Jaeyun brought you back a gift, didnât mean he likes you. But your brother wasnât having any of it, kept saying over and over that the look Jaeyun gave you said otherwise. Then he told your father no one would be good enough for his little sister, that you were a prize that could never be won. So he came up with his rules. His friends were told you were now off limits, specifically to Jaeyun. And then he told you no boys.âÂ
Your heart melted, knowing that Jayâs rules were always just a way to protect you, that he held you on such a high pedestal to the point no male would ever be good enough for you in his eyes. That you did indeed deserve so much.Â
âObviously, your brother didnât want you dating his friends, it would have been weird, mostly with how close the five of you were growing up. But your father and I figured he would have eventually let it go.âÂ
You shrugged, making eye contact with Jay, he gave you a small smile before returning back to the grill after his play fight with Jake, âBut you know, mom, I am grateful for his rules. He has helped me get out of so many terrible relationships and helped me see my worth.âÂ
Your mom pulled you into a hug, âHe loves you so much. You two are truly blessed to have each other as siblings.âÂ
You agreed, no one will ever compare to your brother.Â
Your mom pulled back, rubbing your shoulders before standing up and going back to the island, âI always secretly wanted you to get with one of them.âÂ
âMother!â you snapped, âHuh?!â
âWhat?â She smiled, âHeeseung, Jake, and Sunghoon have always been good kids. I practically raised them! If any boy would be good enough for my daughter it would be one of them. Just funny how the person who created the whole reason the rules came into place is the same one who took your heart.âÂ
You had to admit, it was funny. No wonder Jay literally lost his bonkers last night, questioning you on why Jake.Â
âTreat him well, Y/N. And give your brother some time to get over it. Heâs strong, and he will get over it. Donât beat yourself up or let it affect your relationship with Jake.âÂ
Your mother was right. But you still canât help but feel a bit guilty. Jay deserved the truth from the beginning.Â
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The rest of the week went by in a flash. And turns out you really had nothing to worry about with Jake and Jay.Â
The two boys moved on like it didnât happen, that their friendship was never on the line to begin with.Â
Jay even was being his normal self to you.Â
Dinner last night Jake sat beside you and even put his arm around you, and Jay didnât even bat an eye.Â
It feltâŠdifferent. You and Jake went from secretly hiding around to holding hands, hugging you any moment he could, and werenât afraid to sit close to you. The only thing he secretly did was when he wanted to kiss you. Which you understood.Â
Jake still snuck into your room as well. That didnât change. But the final night at the house, Jay straight up told him to spend any final moments with you.Â
Unfortunately, the night went by too quickly. You woke up in Jakeâs arms, the only thing that could be heard was the sounds of his soft breathing and his heartbeat in your ear.Â
Jayâs alarms went off in his room, then the sound of his feet shuffling against the floor. You knew it was time to get up.Â
You got Jake up, sending him downstairs to pack and get ready.Â
Time was flying too fast, and soon enough your parents stood on the front porch, hugging each of you goodbye.Â
âPlease come back home soon!â Your mother whined, tears staining her face, âI miss you both already!â She pulled you and Jay into a hug.Â
You fought back your tears, and you could tell your brother was too.Â
Your parents hugged the other boys as well, telling them to not be strangers and stop by anytime they come home or to even come back when Jay does.Â
But then the moment you wanted to shove away came, saying goodbye to Jake.Â
You hugged Heeseung, âKeep in touch kiddo!â he said with a pat on your head, âStay out of trouble.âÂ
âI think youâre the one who needs to stay out of trouble, Hee.â You pinched his arm, then moved on to Sunghoon, âYou too! I heard all about your party shenanigans!âÂ
Sunghoon playfully shoved you, âAs if!â and then pulled you into a hug.Â
Jay was next.Â
âC'mere stinks.â Jay pulled you into a tight hug, âThank you for agreeing to spend the rest of your time with us.âÂ
You nodded against his shoulder, âIâm so glad you convinced me.âÂ
Jay gave you one last tight squeeze before releasing you, âLove ya, please stay safe and talk often, ya?âÂ
âOf course.âÂ
He gave you one last smile, before his eyes lifted over behind you, âAnd keep him in check, ya? I canât do it on my own.â
You turned behind you just in time to see Jake roll his eyes, âDude, I keep myself in check.âÂ
You patted his arm, âSure you do babe, itâs okay.â
Everyone had their laughs except for Jake who rolled his eyes once again. âI hate you all.âÂ
âWhatever, go say your goodbyes so we can leave,â Jay said, shooing you away.Â
Jake followed you to your car, his hands settling on your waist as he pulled your body to his, leaving no space in between. âIâm not ready to leave you yet.âÂ
âI donât want to leave you either, Jake.âÂ
He really wasnât ready to leave you yet, wasnât ready to be apart, âWhy did you choose a college so far away?âÂ
You gigged, âBecause at the time itâs where I wanted to be.âÂ
âTransfer. Come be with me.âÂ
You smiled at him, cupping his face, âIâll think about it.âÂ
Jake shook his head, sticking his tongue out at you, âDonât tease me.âÂ
You touched his forehead to yours, âIâll miss you, so much.âÂ
Oh, now Jake wanted to cry, âGod knows how badly Iâll miss you too.âÂ
He pulled you even closer, lips connecting to yours.Â
Jake kissed you like you were about to disappear from his grasp. Like the universe was going to rip you away from him.Â
Your cherry chapstick filled his senses and made his head spin, oh the things heâd do and the crimes heâd commit to always get a taste of your lips.Â
âHey!!â Jay shouted from his car, his head hanging out the driver's side window, Heeseung and Sunghoon also peeking out their windows, âYou gonna keep making out with my little sister or we gonna hit the road? Sheâs got a longer drive than us!âÂ
Jake laughed against your lips, head turning to his friend, âIf youâre going to give me a choice thenâŠâÂ
âHurry up!â Jay snapped with a laugh.Â
âGo,â you said, âYouâll see me soon.âÂ
Jake placed one final kiss on your lips, pulling away as he walked backward towards Jayâs car.Â
âI love you!â Jake shouted freely, finally happy to say those three words heâd been holding back.Â
âI love you too!!â You shouted back.Â
âCall me when youâre back in your dorm!âÂ
You nodded, climbing into your car. Jake got into the back of Jayâs car, letting out a sigh.Â
âMissing your girlfriend already?â Heeseung teased.Â
âMan,â Jake shook his head, âShut up.âÂ
Jay took off down the street, slouching down into the seat, âDonât worry, man.âÂ
Jake slung his head back onto the seat, staring out the window, âHow can I not?âÂ
Jay looked into the rearview mirror, âI already have a plan to convince her to transfer.â Jake smiled, âIf I can convince her to come home for two weeks, I can convince her to transfer. Itâs already in motion.âÂ
Jake sat up, slapping his friend on the shoulder, âMy man!âÂ
Jay knew he had to get used to seeing Jake with you, and he already could imagine the pain you both would feel being apart. Plus, having you around more often wouldnât be a bad idea. It would be just like when you were all kids.Â
Jake sat back down in the seat, his smile never fading with thoughts of you.
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LN4 | Happy Anniversary!
Summary: When Lando forgets the date of your anniversary, you can get over it. However, the pressure of his job isnât a good enough reason to excuse all of his forgetful tendencies and lack of attention for you.
Lando Norris x fem!Reader, established relationship
WC: 4.8K
Warnings: cursing, angsty, sad fic with happy ending
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The soft morning sunlight peeks through the curtains of your bedroom, casting a soft rosy glow over the room. You take a deep breath, a gentle smile settling on your face at the realisation that itâs already been a year â a year of being loved, of sharing every thought and story, of new experiences and memories... One year of being married to the love of your life. Itâs hard to believe.
You turn on your side to face your husband, propping your head on your palm as you watch him sleep peacefully. Your hand is softly stroking his chest while you smile with adoration. âGood morning, baby,â you say when you notice the change in his breathing.
Lando merely grumbles, not quite awake yet. Nevertheless, he pulls you closer to his side, letting you cuddle up against his warm body. Pressing your face against his chest, you leave a few kisses along the bare skin.
Lando sighs, stretching out his body. âGood morning, darling,â he mumbles, pressing a kiss to the top of your head.
You smile excitedly, sitting up to look at the handsome man you get to call your husband.
âDo you know what day it is?â You whisper.
Lando frowns as he wipes his tired eyes, âWhat day?âÂ
The confusion is evident in his voice. Regardless, you nod excitedly. Your smile falters as you watch the wheels turning in his head, gathering that he doesnât remember. You move to the bedside table, rumbling through the drawer until you find what youâre searching for.
The expression on Landoâs face changes from confusion to guilt when you proudly show the present youâve wrapped up so neatly, the realisation settling in. âFuck. Itâs our anniversary today, isnât it?â
You nod, âI got you a little something, to celebrate,â you clarify. The smile on your face is gentle, comforting, and it nearly makes Lando believe you donât care that he forgot.
âOh, baby, Iâm really sorry. I canât believe I forgot our anniversary. God, thatâs bad, isnât it? The first year, and Iâve already screwed it up. Iâm so sorry, love. Fuck.â Lando rubs a hand over his face, his expression pained.
âItâs okay, Lan. I know youâve been busy,â you reassure him, âbesides, itâs only the first year, weâll have many more anniversaries.â You offer your gift again. âJust open the present, please? I want to know what you think of it!â You say enthusiastically.
Landoâs not fully convinced yet, âBut I havenât got anything for you,â he protests.
âDoesnât matter, I already got this for you. Open, please!â
Lando sighs, but doesnât resist further. However, the guilt of his forgetfulness settles deeper when he opens the carefully wrapped gift. You had taken the time and effort to make something, rather than buy a present, and he couldnât even bother to remember your first wedding anniversary. He felt like an asshole.
At his silence, you felt the need to explain, âItâs a jar of notes,â you take the jar from his hands and open it. âItâs got different things: my favourite memories of us, things I love about you, what reminds me of you, just whatever I could think of. Then, when youâre gone for work, you can pull one out whenever you miss me,â you demonstrate, grabbing a note from the full jar, âor you could just call me, or whatever.â You put the piece of paper back, close the jar, and look up to your husband.
âDo you like it?â
Lando smiles lovingly, âI love it! Thank you, baby. I love you,â he says before kissing you softly.
âIâm really sorry I didnât get you anything. I swear Iâll make it up to you. In fact, Iâll make a reservation for tonight right now, we can go out to dinner together to celebrate, and if you want we can go shopping today too, Iâll buy you anything you wantââÂ
You cut him off with a laugh. âThatâs not necessary, Lan. I know you love me. Besides, Iâd much prefer to spend today at home with you, while youâre still here,â you say, stroking his face fondly before you pull him in for a kiss.
Regardless of your objections, Lando still manages to make a reservation for tonight at your favourite restaurant. He doesnât make a single comment when you order the salmon despite his dislike for fish, and for weeks after he anticipates every single need you might have before you can utter even a syllable. He brings you the snacks he knows you love most on his way home, makes homecooked meals for you (however bad at cooking he is â he switched to take away after the first two times), and watches your favourite shows with you even though he hates them. He does anything and everything he can think of to make you feel loved and appreciated.
Unfortunately, his efforts only lasted a few weeks. Now, you knew what you were getting into when you married Lando last year. You had been in a relationship with him for several years before the wedding, so you are well aware of the time he needs to put into his work, even outside of office hours, not to mention the amount of stress and anxiety that come with racing at such a high level. Thatâs why it doesnât bother you that much that your husband forgot about your anniversary; you know the pressure heâs under.
However, lately, his work has become even more time-consuming, more stressful and heâs become less attentive. Itâs no surprise with how well the last races have been going â Landoâs finishing on the podium every weekend â that pressures have increased. Heâs no longer fighting for only the constructorâs championship, but he has an actual chance at the driverâs championship too. The team is excited, and working hard, and the same is expected of Lando. Additionally, the fans have been putting more pressure. You know how much Landoâs affected by the stress of it all; he doesnât want to disappoint, and now that the carâs performing, the only factor that could cause a loss, is him. The pressure, stress, and anxiety are taking over his body. Heâs becoming more forgetful and instead of spending his free time with you, his wife, heâs thinking about the next raceâs strategy, working out to improve his performance, or practising the tracks. Formula 1 had taken over the number one spot in his life.
You get where heâs coming from, you really do, but one of the most important things, if not the most important thing, in a relationship is communication and recently, Lando wasnât communicating with you. He doesnât tell you about the pressure or anxiety, all you know is from reading the man. After the number of years youâd spent together, you know him well enough to be aware of his struggles without him having to tell you.
Youâd address the issue, ask him to talk to you, but you donât when. Landoâs gone so much that you barely see him. His early mornings and early nights donât align with your schedule; Landoâs gone before youâre properly up and has already eaten when you get home from work. The both of you have always been busy before, but at least youâd always eat together, and talk about your day. Now that those moments are missing, you feel lonely.
Lando has no clue of the things running through your mind. After all, you never told him. Even during the summer break, you keep quiet about your feelings, not wanting it to affect Landoâs performance during the races when you know how hard he's working to do well. Besides, it does get better during the break; Landoâs home more often and his mind's not as occupied with thoughts about his work. Nevertheless, heâs gone most of the time. You had expected for Lando to spend his time off with you, but instead, he hangs out with his friends.
Although the break has positively affected his behaviour, Lando's forgetfulness remains the same. You had told him about your friendâs birthday party several times during the past weeks, asking him to come along. When he promised you would, you thought things were finally going back to normal. But now, as you are waiting for your husband to come home so you can leave for the party together, you realise nothing has changed.
Itâs already quarter past eight. Fifteen minutes later than you had said you would leave. You are ready to go â makeup glowing, favourite dress on, present wrapped and purse checked â when you decide you wonât wait any longer. You had given Lando plenty of chances to show his care for you and to consider you in his plans. You always visited his friends with him when he wanted you to, and he couldnât show up for one party you asked him to come to? You leave the house, no messages sent and your phone on do-not-disturb: let him worry.
You plaster a fake smile on your face when you arrive to your friendâs house, pulling her into a hug when she opens the door.Â
âHey, girl! Happy birthday!â You say in a high-pitched voice. âI canât believe youâre finally 25!â You continue, squeezing her tight.
âThanks, babe,â she responds when you let each other go, looking over your shoulder. âWhereâs Lando? Parking the car?â
âUh, no, actually. He couldnât come.â The awkward smile on your face says enough, she knows not to ask any further.
âOh, okay. Thatâs too bad. I would have loved to see him. You know, congratulate him on his podiums, itâs been going well lately, no?â She walks you into the house as she speaks, turning her head to watch your reaction.
âYeah, the teamâs really improved.â Once again, the tight smile on your face is clear.
A frown forms on her face at your reaction and sheâs about to ask further, whether everything is okay, when sheâs interrupted.
âHey, Y/N! I havenât seen you in a while! How are you? You never come to the races anymore,â Carlos tells you with a fake pout.
You look at him in surprise. You always forget that everyone in Monaco knows each other. Carlos and your friend met at the golf club and had somehow become good friends. Usually, you liked seeing him, but tonight you wouldâve preferred not to see him. Not because you donât enjoy his company, but simply because youâd rather not talk about Lando, whom heâll undoubtedly ask about.
And so, your mask shoots up when he pulls you into a hug. âHey, Carlos. Iâm good. Howâve you been doing?â
âIâve been doing well. You heard the news? That Iâm going to Williams next year?â You nod, saying a quick âOf course, congrats!â Naturally, you heard the news; everyone had. But this conversation was already heading in the wrong direction. âYes, glad to have found a place that will appreciate me, even if the teamâs not doing the best right now. Talking about the best, Landoâs been doing so well. You must be proud of him, hm?âÂ
âAh, yes, of course,â you say indifferently.
Carlos frowns at your reaction. âEverything good between you two?â
Your smile drops, apparently, you arenât as good at hiding your feelings as you thought you were. âYeah, everything is fine. Why do you ask?â
Carlos shrugs, âJust the way you react, is all. You seem kind of tenseâŠâ
You sigh, letting a silence fall for a few seconds. You might as well tell him, heâll figure it out eventually. âYouâre right. Things⊠havenât been so great lately.â
Carlos frowns at your comment. âBetween you and Lando, you mean? He didnât say anything was up, he seemed fine the last time I spoke to him,â he says confusedly.
You roll your eyes at the suggestion, âIâm not surprised. He seems to be clueless to whatâs been going on.â
Carlos takes a sip of his drink, âHave you talked to him about it?â
âThatâs the issue. Landoâs never home, we barely speak anymore. Heâs been so stressed with work that nearly all his free time is dedicated to racing. He gets up early and goes to bed before Iâve even had dinner. Iâve had no chance to talk to him.â
The frown deepens, and he breathes out a puff of air. âThatâs tough.â
âIâm sorry, I shouldnât be putting this on you.â
âNo, itâs fine donât worry about it. Sometimes you need to get it off your chest.â
You look up at Carlos, hesitating to continue your story.
âHas the break not changed anything?â He pokes further.
Another sigh. âNo, not really. Landoâs using his time off to catch up with his friends. And his forgetfulness has clearly not improved either.âÂ
âHis forgetfulness?â
âYeah, he forgot about the party, clearly.â You have to resist the urge to roll your eyes again.
âWhat else did he forget about?â Carlos asks with a frown.
âI donât know if I should tell you,â you hesitate, âbut he forgot our anniversary. I told him itâs not a big deal, which it isnât, but itâs just that everything is adding up. I feel kind of alone in the relationship at the moment, like he doesnât really care about me anymore. How can I think otherwise, when we barely see each other, let alone speak?â
âIâm sorry, Y/N. That really sucks.âÂ
You smile sadly, as if to say âit is what it isâ.
âItâll work out in the end,â you tell him. You hope. âMaybe tonight heâll realise he forgot something important, again. Maybe thatâll make a difference.â You offer an awkward smile.
Carlos breathes in deeply, putting an arm around your shoulders. âLetâs get your mind off it, huh?â he says while directing you towards the fridge.
You nod, follow him, and accept the drink he offers you. Tonight is not about Lando, itâs about your best friend and the fact she turned 25. You are not thinking about your husband until you get home.
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You slam the front door of your shared apartment louder than necessary when you enter. Nevertheless, thereâs no reaction when you enter the dark apartment. You switch the lights on, noticing Lando isnât in the living room or kitchen. Did he really go to sleep not knowing where you were or who you were with? Whether you were safe or not? Lando obviously didnât remember the birthday party or he wouldâve come, yet he didnât text you to ask you where you were? Does he truly care so little about you? Does he even love you anymore? It feels like a punch to the gut â like someone had ripped your heart out.Â
The man had been basically avoiding you for weeks, barely saying a word at the moments you did see him, but at least he was still awake to see if you arrived okay. Now he doesn't even stay up to check if you get home safely anymore? Or text you to ask where you are? To say you are upset is an understatement, you feel angry and neglected at his disregard. You feel lonely instead of beloved. The lump in your throat is a painful reminder of how close you are to crying. But you donât.Â
You swallow the lump, blink a few times to get rid of the lingering tears in your eyes and go into the bedroom to take off your makeup. You lean on the counter, sniffling silently, and close your eyes. You breathe in through your nose deeply, before breathing out through your mouth. Itâll be okay. Right?Â
When you enter the bedroom you stare for a minute at the man sleeping peacefully before you. It feels wrong when you climb into bed next to him, nevertheless, you do it. Itâll probably take you a while to fall asleep tonight.Â
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The situation hasnât changed a bit when the racing season starts back up again. No matter how strained your relationship has become, you do want to say goodbye to Lando before he leaves for the next race. So, the morning heâs supposed to fly, you make sure to get up extra early. You donât know how, but he still somehow manages to finish his breakfast before youâre even out of bed, the container already in the trash.
âGood morning,â you mumble, wiping your eyes as they adjust to the bright light in the kitchen.
Lando looks up from his phone in surprise, clearly not expecting to see you awake this early. âHey, what are you doing up?â He asks in a soft voice.
âWanted to say goodbye,â you say as you walk closer to the kitchen island at which heâs sitting.
âThereâs no need for that, Y/N. Iâll see you again soon enough.â The smile on his face is sickeningly sweet, a clear contrast to the words coming out of his mouth.
You frown, âYouâre leaving for a week⊠What do you mean, thereâs no need?â
Lando sighs at your question, âNever mind, itâs kind of you to get up extra early just for me,â he smiles dismissively before getting up from his seat. âItâs time for me to go,â he says looking at his watch before grabbing his backpack and suitcase which are sitting by the door, âIâll see you in a week.â
Youâre left staring in surprise as the door slams closed. He didnât kiss you goodbye. He always did that, even during the worst of fights. Thatâs your rule. Formula 1 is a dangerous sport, he could be hurt in a split second, never mind being killed. From the start of your relationship, he always kissed you before he left, just in case. You hated the thought at the start, but learned to think it was sweet; that, in case something happened, at least he kissed his girl goodbye.
Youâre watching your marriage crumble before your eyes, and Lando doesnât seem to have a clue, or pretends not to notice. This is it, you decide. This cannot go any further. As soon as he gets home, you will talk to Lando, no matter how badly it will affect his race. You canât do this any longer.
However, somebody else is already one step ahead of you. Carlos had noticed the toll your strained marriage with Lando was taking on you, and couldnât help confronting Lando the first second he saw him. It didnât help either that Charles was way too curious about the relationship drama. He had been pushing Carlos to find out more to save his gossip-desperate soul after the radio silence during the break.
âHey, Lando!â Carlos yells, jogging up to Lando and matching his pace.
âHey, man! How are you doing? Had a nice break?â Lando asks, giving Carlos a quick hug.
âYeah, yeah, I had fun. What about you?â
âAh, yes. Of course. It was good to get some time off. I really needed it; finally got to see my friends again,â Lando grins while Carlos raises an eyebrow at the answer.
âWhat about your wife? Finally got to spend some time with her now that you didnât have to travel so much?â Carlos asks.
Lando laughs awkwardly at his suggestive question, âYou know it!â
Carlos ignores the casual response. âI actually saw Y/N last week, at a friendâs birthday party. Was surprised to see you didnât come with herâŠâ
A frown etches onto Landoâs face. âWhat birthday party?â
âI think sheâs one of Y/Nâs best friends, she turned 25?â
Landoâs eyes widen in realisation. âFuck, yes, I remember now.â
âShe told you about it?â Carlos asks, watching as Landoâs expression shifts from realisation to discomfort.
âYeah⊠She mentioned it a couple of times,â he admits. âShe didnât tell me that she went...âÂ
Carlos lets him ponder it for a moment before adding, âWell, she was there. We talked for a bit, actually.â
Lando feels his stomach tighten. He tilts his head slightly. âWhat did she say?â
Carlos hesitates, glancing around the paddock while he weighs his options. âUhm, she said youâve been distant lately. That you havenât been paying much attention to her, that you missed your anniversaryâŠâ
Lando stops walking. âShe told you about that?â
âYeah, man.â Carlos sighs. âLook, she didnât go into too much detail, but⊠she sounded upset. Maybe you should make some time for her, take her out on a date or something. It seems like she feels pretty lonely.âÂ
Lando shifts uncomfortably, his heart sinks in his chest. âLonely?â The word echoes in his mind, unsettling him. He knows the feeling all too well. Heâs the reason his wife has been feeling lonely? The guilt settles deep within his soul as he mulls it over. He tries to laugh it off, but it feels hollow. âShe knows how demanding the season has been. Iâve been swamped.â
âIâm sure she does, but⊠itâs more than that. She told me she feels like you donât really care about her anymore.â The look on his face is serious as he says it.
Lando blinks, the weight of Carlosâ words sinking in. How could he have missed something so crucial? Why hadnât Y/N said anything? More importantly, why hadnât he noticed?â
âShe thinks I donât care about her?â He mutters to himself. His gaze is unfocused as he chews his lip, running a hand over his face out of frustration. âWhy didnât she tell me?â He says quietly.
âThere was no opportunity to tell you, she said. You're never home.â
Carlos lets out another sigh. âIâm sorry. I know itâs none of my business, but I donât want your marriage to be ruined. I know you love Y/N to pieces. I would be upset with myself if you guys donât make it out together knowing I could have done something about it. That being said, I think you should talk to her.â
Lando nods absentmindedly. He didn't even consider that they might not make it out okay. âYouâre right. Thanks for telling me, man.âÂ
As Carlos walks away, Lando is left standing there, his mind working overtime. He had been busy, yes, but surely you understood that, right? Heâd been working so hard for the both of you, to secure a future for you. But⊠had he been neglecting you without even realising it?
The conversation with Carlos continues to replay in his head throughout the day. Maybe he hadnât been as attentive as he thought. Maybe all those nights out with friends, all those early mornings spent focused on racing had a bigger effect than he assumed. He tries to push the thoughts away, to justify it with the pressure of the season, but it doesnât sit right anymore.
The rest of the weekend Carlosâ words echo through his head, âShe feels like you donât really care about her anymore.â Lando can barely concentrate with the guilt thatâs gnawing at his conscious.Â
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By the time Lando leaves his hotel, he has formed a plan. He has rehearsed a dozen different apologies in his head. Heâll explain what happened, that heâs been so busy with work that he didnât notice, and heâll say sorry and change his behaviour. And after that, all will be well.
His plan is thrown out the window as soon as he gets home and sees his wife sitting on the couch, your face pale and tired as you watch TV. The state of you makes the practised words dry on his tongue. How could he not have noticed what was happening?Â
âWhy didnât you tell me you felt lonely?âÂ
You look up in surprise at the abrupt question cutting through the silence. No âhelloâ, no âhow are youâ, no âI missed you, babyâ, just the sharp edge of confrontation.
âWhat?â
âCarlos told me youâve been feeling lonely. Why didnât you tell me?â
You frown at his directness, âWhen was I supposed to do that, Lando? Youâre always gone.â
âThatâs not trueââ he tries to protest, but you cut him off.
âThere was not one moment I could have told you, Lando! Youâre always busy with work and when youâre not, your friends take up all your free time! You havenât made any time for me in weeks, months even!â You yell.
Tears well up in your eyes at the confrontation. You had kept your frustrations to yourself for weeks and now that he finds out about your feelings he decides to yell at you for it. How else are you expected to react?
Your words hit Lando hard, each one landing like a punch. His eyes flicker with guilt. âIâve been under so much pressure. The team needs meâthis season could be my best chance at a championship, and Iââ
You cut him off, your voice soft. âI know, Lando. I know how important your career is and that this is your chance, but that doesnât mean all your time should be spent on racing. Youâve no time left for me anymore; all your energy is drained when I finally see you at the end of the day.â
âI canât help that my job is demanding! You know that, Y/N. Youâve always known that. It takes a lot of time to improve, and the team is finally performing. Itâs my chance at a championship! I canât pass that up!â
âI get that Lando, I really do. But Iâve felt alone in this relationship for months now. I never see you, we never talk⊠The night of the party you didnât even text me to ask where I was, or who I was with. You were already sleeping before I got home! Werenât you worried at all? Or even curious to know where I was, whether I was safe? Sometimes⊠Sometimes, I doubt whether you still care about me â whether you still love me, because it feels like you donât.â The tears slowly fall down your face while you say it.
Thatâs when it hits him â truly hits him. Lando swears he could hear his heart break. He looks at you in shock, and you canât deny you feel a little better because of it. Had he really fucked up that bad? Do you really believe he no longer loves you, or cares about you? You are the most important person in his life. How could this have gone so far without him noticing? How could he have made the love of his life feel like she wasnât loved? He runs a hand through his hair in distress, trying to wrap his head around your admission.
âIâve been patient, Lando. Iâve been understanding, but youâre just never present. Not just physically, but mentally, too. I miss you.â
Lando looks at you sadly from across the room, disappointed in himself. He quickly closes the distance, reaching for your hand. His voice is soft when he speaks to you. âI do. I do love you, Y/N,â he says, caressing your face softly, pulling your chin up so your eyes meet, his teary eyes staring into your red ones. âYouâre the love of my life. I care about you so much. Youâre the most important to me, above anything else, and you always will be. Donât forget that, okay? Promise me youâll never forget that, baby.â
You sniffle, wiping away the tears that are slowly making their way down to your chin, while you nod. The sound physically pains him, his heart twisting torturously in his chest. He vows to never make you cry again.
âIâm so sorry I let it come this far, darling. Iâve been so wrapped up in everything, trying to win, trying to be perfect for the team that I didnât see what I was losing in the process.âÂ
You interrupt him, âI donât need perfect, Lando. I just need you to be here. With me. Because if it keeps going like this⊠I donât know how much longer I can take it.â
Her words hang between them, and for the first time in weeks, Lando realises the gravity of what he stands to lose if he doesnât make a change soon. He nods frantically. âOf course, baby. Iâll do anything to make it up to you. You say the word, and Iâll do it. I donât want you to feel like I donât love you, because I do. So much. I canât lose you, I donât ever want to come this close to losing you ever again.â
He pulls you into a tight embrace, his arms wrapping around you like heâs afraid to let go; like youâll walk away from him as soon as he does. You press your face into his chest, missing the feeling of him against you and his comforting scent. The last time he touched you, let alone hugged you feels like ages ago.Â
âIâll be better, Iâll make time for you, I promise,â he mumbles, his mouth grazing over your hair, as he tugs you impossibly closer into his tight embrace.
You smile faintly through your tears. âI believe you.â
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Yan Sugar Daddy
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âą You were a broke college student even after doing part time job. You wanted to earn more money so asked your friends for suggestions.
âą One friend of yours suggested to get a sugar daddy from website. You were a bit scared as you have no idea and experience about this but after much convincing from your friend you made an account on the app.
âą After scrolling a bit you thought It's very unlikely for any sugar daddy to show interest in you when the website was filled with drop dead gorgeous sugar babies available. You felt insecure and deleted the app forgetting to delete your account.
âą You continued your college and part time job. Forgotten about your account still being active.
âą While Yan Sugar Daddy scrolled through the app and your account caught his attention especially your photo. He thought you were beautiful and so simple. He sent you many messages on app but no reply. He would check the app many times a day in hope of seeing your reply. After many days passed and nothing from you he decided it's time to finally meet you in person.
âą He got details about you through his mens. Your address, your college schedule, your part time job location, your birth place, your date of birth, your zodiac sign, your favourite ice cream flavour everything. This man made sure his team didn't leave anything.
âą And hence here he is waiting for you at your college campus radiating money, power and glory through his work suit, and handsome face. Hell even the watch he is wearing is of the cost of your years of salary you thought.
âą"Ms y/n?" He approached you while you were just stood like a statue there mouth open. How come this man is here you thought. You remember seeing his profile in a blur on app before deleting.
"Close your mouth, love. Or people might think I said something offensive to you" he said chuckling looking at your expression.
Seeing your uncomfortable expressions he offered to talk to you over a lunch in a nearby restaurant rather than in your college campus. You accepted it not wanting to create any gossip at college.
You both wear sitting in a fine dining one of the most expensive restaurant in city whose reservations are hard to get even for some elites. By saying a near by restaurant you thought about some local restaurant near your college campus not this. But nevermind it's his money not yours. His money his choice you thought.
âą He explained how he wants to be your sugar daddy. When you didn't reply his next sentence was "I can double the weekly allowance if you want". But you still didn't accepted it. You told him how the account and everything was a mistake and that he should find some one else you explained and left. You were scared about this whole relationship even though you needed money.
âą You left the place but not his mind. He would send you expensive flowers with notes, perfumes, wines of old collection to your address in hope of you accepting. He never got a no as answer. And he will make sure to convert your no to yes. no matter what it takes.
âą What in the fifty shades of grey Christan grey the fuck is happening? You thought while continuously getting gifts from him.
âą He even paid your college fees in advance for upcoming years.
âą By all the constant stuff he was doing you finally said yes and signed a contract with him.
âą You entered his world.
âą Yan is definitely dominant and rough in sheets.
âą Would tie you up, blindfolded you,pull your hair, overstimulate you until you are a begging, crying mess.
âą Is kinky. Would put a vibrator in your cunt and control the speed via remote kept in his pocket while you both are dining outside. Enjoying seeing you trying to control your moans.
âą Is very protective of you. Someone tried to flirt with you? Would definitely make his security team beat him up till they are unconscious.
âą You liked him while this man was crazy in love with you.
âą Would spoil you with gifts, jewellery, dresses, perfumes, flowers, dates, vacations, handbags, shoes anything you want. Hell even his black card is with you most of the time because he says so.
âą Kisses you any chance he gets.
âą Makes you move into his penthouse so that he could spend more time with you.
âą Carriers you in his arms whenever you are drunk afraid that you will fall with your high heels.
âą Helps in wearing your heels.
âą Is a gentleman in public and an freak in sheets.
âą You looked at something for too long during shopping next day it's getting delivered to you. ( This man is god level rich and doesn't even think about the cost when it comes to you)
âą You always wanted to go to paris? Well let's go darling his private jet is ready.
âą This man is utterly whipped for you. Would do anything for you.
âą You came into this arrangement to pay off your college and since your graduation is near and so is the contract expiry.
âą You decided to part ways after graduation and contract expiration. When you tell him about your decision. He is absolutely devasted. Did he not love you enough? You are his everything. How could you even think about leaving him??
âą This man has hired a professional proposal planner to propose you to be his wife and you are thinking about parting ways? Good joke baby. Good joke. But this is not gonna happen. The only way you are leaving this contract is with your last name changed to his and your finger bearing his engagement ring.
âą And even if you rejected the proposal despite all of it he can trap you with him by his baby he thought with an evil smirk.
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Good Pup
human!minho x puppy!reader x puppy!seungmin
synopsis: Minho is certain that no matter how much you disagree, your new weredog friend, Kim Seungmin, is not someone he can get along with. However, they have no choice but to team up when your first heat makes its way into the night. Maybe you were right, they do get along, even if it's just a little bit.
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warnings! MDNI 18+, fem!reader, 3some, PIV, no protection, knotting, biting (slight blood), jealousy, bff!minho, coworker!seungmin, double penetration, heat, sex pill, pussy eating, humping (brief), super light mxm themes, minho and seungmin don't like each other
In this world, Minho thinks there are two types of people. And no, it doesnât have anything to do with what kind of job you work or what your passion is. It doesnât even matter if youâre a hybrid; the ones mixed with all sorts of animals with human DNA. No, none of those matter to him. People, fully human or not, all boil down to one thing.
Cats or dogs.Â
See, Minho likes to think of himself as a cat person. Someone who prefers to have leisure in their own time. Someone who doesnât need constant stimulation from people or conversations. Heâs content with being alone, satisfied even. Maybe Minho doesnât have a furry tail or pointed ears that flick at the slightest sound unlike the werecats he sees daily, but his human identity doesn't stop him from thinking of himself - or anyone for that fact - as either cat or dog.
Despite living a rather secluded life, Minho doesnât mind the few friends he keeps close, both human and feline. He does, however, mind dogs like any cat would. Theyâre too noisy, too needy, and too happy for no god-damn reason. Being surrounded by so much energy drains him quickly, and although Minho likes to think of himself as a lover of all animals, dogs are just⊠difficult. So you being one of his closest friends is such a mystery to him.
It doesn't matter how many times youâve seen Minho. Your tail always swishes when you see him approaching, even now through the crowd of people. It wacks the nearby pedestrians walking and you embarrassingly apologize, grabbing your shaggy tail to try and prevent it from moving. And no matter how many times Minho sees you get so giddy just by looking at him, he smiles.Â
Just a little bit.Â
âYouâre gonna kill someone with that thing,â he says once heâs close enough. You roll your eyes at him, the complete opposite of the thumping of your tail in your grasp. âOh shut up. You made me wait in this heat. I should kill you for that.â
âIn front of all these witnesses? Youâd make a terrible hitman.â Minho can tell youâre irritated even with your happy tail. Your floppy ears are down, sweat beads on your forehead, and trickles down the sides of your face. The nails on your fingers are darker and sharper than usual. He recalls you complaining about the heat, but the forecast showed cloudy skies. Minho would hardly call it a hot day, not even a warm one.
Somethingâs up.
But like any cat person, he doesnât say anything about his observations. âI say we get out of the sun and into the convenience store before you start plotting my murder. Iâll pay.â Itâs his way of trying to make you feel better with whatever youâre stressed about. It seems to work by your nodding. Your tail is relaxed enough for you to set it down, using the back of your hand to wipe the perspiration that drips down to your neck. âThat sounds good. And you donât have to worry about tonight. The companyâs paying for the dinner and drinks.â That familiar wolfish smile finds your lips, pulling back enough to show pointy canines.Â
Minho is always captivated by your mouth. The way it can twist so inhumanely from the plumpness of your lips to the sharpness of your teeth. His eyes lower just for a split second before he says, âEven for me? A plus one?â
âIâll make sure,â you say with certainty. âTheyâve been working me like a dog, no pun intended, and this is their way of making up to everyone busting their ass to make deadlines. If I donât get my Scooby-snack, I will actually kill someone.â
That sputters a laugh from him. Minho takes his place beside you to begin your journey to the market while giggles keep spilling. âIf youâre Scooby, does that make me Shaggy?â Thereâs still a smile on his face even when you shake your head, following his steps. âNah. Youâre more like Scrappy-Doo.â
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Okay, there is something definitely wrong with you. Minho is well aware that weredogs enjoy being in close proximity. There have been multiple occasions of your tail tickling his arm, of your skin brushing against his while you walk. Hell, heâs even indulged in kinship by patting your head and letting his fingers caress your ears. It usually doesnât take much for you to be satisfied with those simple touches, but today you seemâŠneedy.
And itâs not just Minho who notices. Customers, humans and were-creatures alike, see how much you cling to him. The tail that was happily dancing half an hour ago now wraps around his torso. He can feel it against his back and he finds himself enjoying this strange hug.Â
Minho would usually say something. Maybe tease you and tell you to keep your tail to yourself, but something tells him that isn't the best idea right now.Â
Youâre hardly talking. The yapping puppy heâs so familiar with is nowhere to be seen even though you're right next to him. Standing so close that he can feel your body heat that he swears is hotter than usual.Â
Maybe he should enjoy the peace and quiet that he rarely gets with you, but Minho is itching for his pup.Â
âYou okay?â
There, he said it. Minho is so used to you talking without being asked to the point that he covers his ears just to drown out your words. You would whine, ears pulling down while tugging at his arms. âListen to meee!â
But instead he has to coax it out of you this time. You pull your attention away from the snacks to look at him. âHuh? Yeah no, Iâm good. I have been feeling out of it recently but I think itâs just my job. Sorry, am I being boring?â
Reassurance. One of the most common needs for a weredog. To hear that theyâre needed with some praise. To put it in simple terms, you want to hear that youâre being a good girl. At this point, Minho is willing to do and say anything to get you back to normal.
âBoring? I never said that. Hanging out with you is the highlight of my weekâŠeven if your furry friend keeps smacking my back.â And just like that, your eyes shine with both happiness and embarrassment. You take back control of your tail and scold it, âStop annoying my friend.â You swat at it gently and push it back down behind you.Â
Minho doesnât even notice his hand reaching out to pet you before he can stop it. His soft palm makes contact with your hair, ruffling it before moving to your ears.
People nearby stare but Minho hardly cares. Thereâs something about bystanders knowing the reason for your soft rumbling and gleeful expression is because of him. Weird want, but Minhoâs heard that weredogs just have that type of effect on people. Plus, Minhoâs your friend. Friends are always there to help each other out and Minho just happens to be your best.
It doesnât take much after that to get you back to your talkative self.Â
âLike, I just feel bad, ya know?â You say, reaching for a meaty sandwich in the deli section of the convenience store. âNo one talks to him at work and heâs always alone at lunch. Like, yeah he has a scary face and doesnât talk to anyone, but that doesnât mean heâs a bad person.â A triple meat sandwich catches your attention and Minho watches your curved nails reach for the packaging.Â
Minho inspects the drinks. âMaybe he has that scary face and doesnât talk to anybody because he doesnât want to talk to anybody.â
You roll your eyes, adding your find to the small basket looped around Minhoâs arm. âYeah, and I could say the same thing about you.â You poke his broad chest with a nail. The pain is hardly there, but Minho fakes a wounded expression and grabs his pec dramatically. âI'm bleeding!â
âOh shut up. Youâre just trying to change the subject because you know Iâm right.â
âRight about what?â Minho ditches his act. âAbout the fact that I donât like talking to anybody? Good job, Sherlock.â The good job makes your tail sway just slightly and Minho smiles when he sees it.Â
âOh? Then what are you doing right now with me?â You cross your arms and stare at him.
âReplying.â
âWhich isâŠâ
âCommunicating.â
âAnd another word for that isâŠâ
â...Moving my mouth.â
âYouâre impossible.â you laugh. âAnywho, he just reminds me of how it was when we first met. You being brooding, quiet and me being awesome, of course.â The two of you venture further down the aisle. âWhat is it that you once told me? Something about people being dogs and cats?â
âDogs or cats,â he corrects. âWhat about it?â Minho abruptly stops his steps when he sees jelly. Despite being human, you can practically see his pupils grow wide at the sight of them.Â
âSo based on the description I gave you, which do you think he is?â
Minho doesnât answer immediately, canât when his favorite dessert is quite literally on display. So many choices, so many flavors. He should buy one of each for taste testing. A couple of seconds go by before he registers your question. âOh. Um, you said heâs like me?â
You nod, âMhm.â
âThen cat, obviously.â Minho chooses a coffee and vanilla flavor. He imagines youâll prefer the coffee one. When he turns to face you, heâs surprised to see that youâre smiling, as if already knowing he was going to say that.Â
âBut get this,â you hop on one leg to the other in weredog behavior. âHeâs a were-dog! Like me! I donât know what breed but Iâve never met a fellow pup soâŠcat. You might like him.â
Minho scoffs at your playful wink, âDonât try setting me up on playdates. Iâm fine with the friends I have now.â
You whine, a high-pitched noise coming from the back of your throat. It used to startle Minho, but now heâs grown accustomed to ignoring your complaints until youâre both at the counter emptying the basket.Â
The cashier is a young werefox. He has slender eyes that stick out, enhancing his hard jaw and smooth skin. As if tired of the day, the said fox scans the items lazily, saying a standard, "Is that gonna be all?â before shoving the goodies in a black bag.Â
âWell, whatever,â you smooth your puppy ears. âHeâs gonna be at the dinner tonight, so youâre meeting him regardless.â
For some reason, the fox suddenly looks interested. He picks his head up and looks between Minho and you. He sniffs and jolts. Minho narrows his eyes, subtly tucking his head to his armpit and smelling. Does he stink? Minhoâs thinking about changing his body wash when the cashier sniffs again, but his eyes lock on you instead.
In all werefox manner, the cashier shifts his gaze to Minho and gives a sly smile. âThese are on the house.â He snatches a package so quickly off the counter that Minho canât tell what it is as the cashier shoves it inside the bag. The fox slides the purchases to Minho, looking at you once more before winking, âHave fun tonight.â
Minho is quick to get you both out of there. Your ears are up straight, tail hanging loose between your legs while looking back. Since your tail isnât tucked between your legs or abnormally stiff, Minho thinks he shouldnât be too worried. But the encounter was strange, no matter how brief.Â
âDid you know that guy?â You say once youâre waiting for Minho to unlock his car.Â
He shakes his head, âNah. Letâs just go.â
You donât argue with that. Your ears flick at the sound of the door unlocking and you quickly find your seat inside the warm car. The image of the cashier crosses your mind and you look at Minho. âWhatâd he put in the bag?â
But Minho had already tossed the said bag in the backseat. He shrugs, âDonât know. Iâll check it out when I get home.â
Short sentences, indirect messages to tell you to drop it. Minho is in his cat mood as he ignites the car to life and puts it in reserve. Normally, youâd crack a joke. Saying something to lighten the mood or change the subject, but youâre starting to feel hot all over again. Minho had just put the A/C on, but the warmth of the car has you heating up even more. You feel nauseous and Minhoâs human scent plays no aid. Sometimes you get car sick and youâre assuming itâs one of those times. You close your eyes and breathe, telling yourself that youâll feel better once you get home and take some medication.
It doesnât matter how sick you are, you have a company dinner tonight that your best friend is attending and youâll be damned if you missed just because of a little bug.
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Minho is absolutely not taking his eyes off you tonight and no itâs not because of how good you look. Sure, maybe your button-up shirt stretches at the top because of how tight it is against your chest and yeah, maybe the black pencil skirt does wonders for your ass but those are not any of the reasons why Minho is watching you like a hawk. No, heâs stuck watching how youâre trying your best to pretend like you arenât on the verge of turning into a puddle of sweat.
Even the other were-dog you mentioned earlier, Kim Seungmin, notices your strange behavior. Minho sees that his ears are up and that his tail swishes unsure. Still, none of that matters from how giddily you seem chatting it up with him. Something about managing to meet deadlines and confusion about the new code in the system, but itâs all white noise to Minho.Â
Youâre close to Seungmin - a little too close. Minho tells himself over and over that weredogs have an instinct to want to be close, but that doesnât mean he has to be happy with it.Â
It looks like your tails are dancing together as they swish, though yours is more erratic. Seungminâs eyes travel everywhere and Minho is so close to leaning over you just to push him away.Â
âAnd the new code we have to use?â You groan. âI absolutely hate it.â
âYou?â Seungmin challenges. âHating something? I donât believe it.â
Minho watches you scoff, watches the color of your face flush. Itâs from your fever, he thinks. He hopes.Â
Why on Earth would you think he would be able to get along with someone like Seungmin? He was far too quiet when you happily introduced Minho - youâre best friend may he remind you - and didnât so much as ask what type of job he works. Seungmin may be a cat, but Minho is starting to think heâs beginning to prefer dogs.
The male weredog leans closer to you and Minho straightens. He can hear how deep he inhales before Seungmin turns his head to the side, one ear flopping over. âAre you wearing a new perfume? It smells nice.â
âOh, thank you.â You turn to your side, finally looking at Minho and smiling at him. His heart squeezes at the sight, how your eyes shine just looking at him. âMinho got it for me a while ago, but I only wear it on special occasions.â
The smirk on Seungminâs face vanishes once he makes eye contact with Minho. And just like that, the moody expression Minho once wore turns smug. Thereâs a brief moment between the two men that you donât see. A dirty look, a sneer, a smirk. Itâs such a short interaction that speaks volumes.Â
Seungmin may be a dog on the outside, but that deadly look screams cat.
âGod, why is it so hot in here?â You fan yourself with a hand, looking between your two friends. âI feel like Iâm turning into a swamp.â
Minho glances at other people nearby. Your co-workers are drinking, eating, and talking about anything but how hot it is. Your fever must be getting out of hand and Minho is planning on asking you if you two should leave before Seungmin says, âWhen did your fever start?â
âUm,â you rub your hands together in an attempt to get yourself to stop feeling so antsy. Minho places a friendly hand on your knee. Nothing heâs never done before to soothe you, but you react as if heâs burned you. It feels like his hand sends shivers throughout your body and you canât help but jolt. A soft whine leaves your lips, and poor Minho who canât seem to notice that your distress is from his touch, decides to rub his thumb onto your skin.
What feels like buckets of arousal seep your underwear. You get the sudden urge to hump, a stupid weredog antic that you can never seem to get rid of. Your legs tense and you almost close them in an attempt to get some friction with Minhoâs hand before you remember that Seungmin asked you a question.Â
âM-maybe a week ago or something? I think I just ate something bad.â But when you look at Seungmin for his response, he isnât even facing you. His focus is on your lower half, watching with a predatory look in his eyes as Minho gently strokes his thumb on your thigh. Maybe you should feel weird that your co-worker is looking at you in such a way, but it strangely adds to the sensation Minhoâs providing.Â
Seungmin inhales and groans, too quiet for the chatter of your company to notice but enough for you to accidentally snap your legs closed with Minhoâs hand captive.Â
Then finally, Seungmin looks up between you and Minho and nods to the front door.Â
âMeet me outside.â
He doesnât wait for a response before he grabs his jacket and leaves. A few coworkers complain and question him, but he silences them with a mere glare and a respectful, apologetic bow to his boss.
You and Minho look amongst each other and he carefully slides his hand out from the crease of your thighs. The two of you miss the warmth from the touch, but Minho is a little more concerned with how youâve started to paw and grasp at his hand to get it back on you.
There was such a sense of urgency in Seungminâs voice. As much as Minho was irritated with how he was looking at you, there was genuine worry there. It would be easy for you two to ditch Seungmin and leave on your own, but something tells him thereâs more than just a stomach bug going on.Â
Minho takes his hand in yours, interlocking your fingers. He nearly hisses at how hot your skin is, but you only howl with satisfaction.
He stands, taking you with him, but your boss is quick to stop you from leaving. âHey! Now where are you two going?â Shit, of course it wouldnât be as easy to leave.Â
âI think sheâs had too much to drink, sir.â A lie. You havenât touched a single drink, but no one here is sober enough to know that. âIt would be better to have her sleep it off so she can make it to work tomorrow.â
Minho hopes his excuse is enough and from the belly laugh that your boss gives, he thinks it is.Â
âI like the way you think! Make sure you take care of her. Weâve got a big project coming up and I need my best workers.â
A thank you, a quick bow, and Minho is quick to grab your things and lead you outside. To his luck, you play the drunk girl perfectly. Your full weight is on his shoulder that youâre leaning on, breathing into his neck and trying to nip his skin.Your tail is so out of control that you whack him and you as Minho walks to Seungmin.Â
No, this isnât a fever.Â
And Seungmin is quick to confirm that the moment he sees how much youâre clinging onto Minho. He covers his mouth and nose with his hand. âFuck. Your heat's getting bad. Why the fuck did you come in the condition?â
âI-IâŠno! Seung, Iâm not. I canât.â That seems to snap you out of your trance enough to answer him, but not enough to separate yourself from Minho.Â
âHeat?â Minho looks at you questioningly. Didnât you tell me the doctors said you that your animal DNA is too small for heat periods?â Which he believed without question. Minho has known you for years and youâve never had a heat in that time. Not so much as a story to tell or any suppressors heâs seen.
You look like youâre about to cry even with the hazy look in your eye. âThey did! Itâs way too late for me to experience my first heat. Iâm just sick.â
Seungmin scoffs. âSick? I donât think so. Listen, the point is, you need to leave. I donât mean to sound like a dick, but youâre going to attract were-males with your pheromones.â He looks around protectively and then back at you, putting his hand down. âOkay, I donât mean to come off weird, but do you think you canâŠhandle it on your own?â
Thereâs a silence between the three of you. Minho blinks rapidly. Did he hear that right? Is Seungmin, this man he just met tonight, really asking to hook up with you? In front of him? Your best friend?
He must have a death wish. âWhat the fuck are you saying, man?â
Seungmin averts his gaze to the other male. âWas I talking to you?â
âSeungmin!â You scold.
âNah, you donât get it, human. Sheâs in heat. Youâre not going to be able to properly calm her down, or worse, sheâs gonna go into a frenzy because you canât.â
This is exactly why Minho canât stand weredogs. Theyâre too obsessed with something thatâs not even theirs. âAnd you think just âcuz youâre a dog you can? You donât know me and you donât know her. Get your snout out of our business.â Minho pulls you closer. âWeâre leaving, letâs go.â
He only manages to get a few steps away before Seungmin spins him around. Being so close to him, Minho realizes heâs taller, but not by much. The ears add the illusion of extra height. Itâs the piercing gaze, however, that makes Minho feel small. âTell me, Minho, have you ever been with a were-female?â
âThatâs none of your business. Fuck off.â
âIâll go ahead and give you the benefit of the doubt and say sure, maybe you have once or twice. But have you ever been with one during their heat? During their first heat? Do you know what a weredog even does in heat? What they need? For fuck's sake, your stupid nose canât even tell the difference from last week to this week.â
Seungmin takes a step closer until his chest is almost touching Minhoâs. So close that you can smell how your heat is affecting him.Â
âIâm not doing this for a quick fuck and Iâm sure as hell not doing it for you. Despite what your little human brain might think, I care. I care enough to make sure that sheâll go home safely and get properly taken care of. Iâm not thinking of myself, unlike someone.â
It feels like a slap on the cheek. Minhoâs jaw is so clenched that his teeth begin to ache. He wants to tell Seungmin that he doesnât know what heâs talking about, that heâs wrong - but shit, is he really? Minho isnât well-versed in weredogs outside of friendships and the hookups he had were all feline or human. It hurts to admit, but he doesnât know. Minho doesnât even know what to do with you still clinging onto him and dipping your hands up his shirt to feel his skin.
Fuuuck this.
Minho lets out a deep sigh, almost as if it hurts him to say, âYou're not getting in my car. Just follow behind.â
And follow Seungmin does. On the road driving far too fast the speed limit, on the sidewalk leading up to Minhoâs house, to the front door that you wobble to, up the stairs that inevitably lead to Minhoâs room that you barge into.Â
The bed is the first thing you go to. Neither of the men have a chance to lay down any ground rules before you bury yourself between the sheets. Minho stares as you inhale his blanket, grabbing his pillow and biting down on it with your canines. It only takes a second before you roll onto your stomach and grind on it, effectively humping his favorite pillow.
No, he isnât staring anymore, heâs gawking. Minho nearly flinches at the amount of drool his poor pillow has to endure.Â
âAre you just gonna stand there or what?â Seungmin rasps out. The voice breaks Minhoâs attention, and although he knows the weredog beside him is male, he still jumps at the sight.Â
Seungmin is full of want. His ears are up straight, his tail swishes as if heâs watching a prey, his teeth are bared with a hint of saliva pooling at the corners of his mouth, and if Minho looks down, he could see the outline of a bulging-Â
âMmm sorry,â you whine. âSmells so good. Minâ smells so good.â Your hips press up and down deeply, getting that nice friction on your clothed cunt. It looks cute, strangely, to see how desperate you are for a release. Minho would have liked to enjoy the scene longer if it wasnât for Seungmin losing his patience. It takes a mere three strides for Seungminâs long legs to reach you, his eyes pupils blown wide.
Within a second, Minho is beside him.
âDonât get any-â
âPraise her,â Seungmin chokes out. âPet her, touch her, fuck! Just do something. Iâm going crazy.â He forces himself to back away from you, opting to pace around Minhoâs room, trying to look for anything to distract himself from the rut heâs about to go in. Seungmin reaches for the bottom of his shirt and begins to hastily undress. He doesnât even spare a glance at the human when he says, âGet her undressed. Weredogs need skin contact during their heat.â
Easier said than done. Youâre clawing Minhoâs skin affectionately and reaching for his belt. He feels like heâs wrestling you if he ignores his boner. He manages to unbutton your top, shaky hands reaching back to unclasp your bra but you wrap your arms around his neck and pull him close. Your legs wrap around his torso and bring him in, his cock to your cunt through the many layers of clothes.
âNo, takes too long. Just put it in me. Iâm so wet already.â
Your voice is a whisper in his ear. Minho realizes itâs because you donât want Seungmin to hear. To sweeten the deal, you grind on his crotch. Minhoâs knees are fully on the bed, giving you a much better angle to hump him instead.Â
You let out the smallest whine. The tiniest sound of pleasure from something other than masturbating, but Seungmin hears it. He whips his head quickly and rushes to you two with a small package in his hand.Â
Minhoâs able to make it out when he gets closer. Itâs from when you and him went to the convenience store earlier. When the fox cashier shot his sly smile and said, These are on the house. Have fun tonight.Â
âI donât even want to know where you got these pills,â Seungmin tosses the package to Minho. âTake it now. It should have an effect within 5 minutes.â
Knot Cock! The package reads. INSTRUCTIONS: take 5-10 minutes prior to intercourse with weredog. Do not mix with other genitalia-morphing pills. drowsiness and mild pain are-Â
âJesus fuck,â Seungmin moans. âYour pussy smells so good.â
Minho rips the package open and discards the warnings. He can read it later. Right now, heâs focused on dry swallowing the pill, finally removing his clothes, and helping Seungmin take off your skirt.Â
Strings of arousal stick to your underwear as the material goes down your legs. You whine at the cold air, but Seungmin is quick to reassure you. âGood. Good. Youâre doing such a good job. Iâm almost done, baby.â
A scowl appears on Minhoâs expression when he glances at Seungmin. Itâs hard to just look at his face when the two men are naked. Itâs far too easy to notice the flush in Seungminâs chest and cock. How different, yet similar, it looks to his own.Â
Theyâre doing this together, why is he taking all the credit? Heâs not even supposed to be here, heâs just helping. âI got you,â Minho emphasizes. He places his hand on your bare thighs and gently spreads them apart.Â
In all its glory, your cunt shines with arousal. For a brief moment, the men stare. Thereâs no arguing with your pussy doing all the talking, wetness seeping through your folds as if itâs crying. Itâs only seconds they take time drooling over you, but too many seconds too long. You impatiently reach your hand down and spread your lower lips, using your other hand to rub your fluttering hole.
âPlease, pleaseplease-â
Seungmin moves first, much to Minhoâs displeasure. A growl emits from his chest as Seungmin peels your hands away from your cunt. Saliva drips down his chin - down his neck. Minho thinks he might eat you, but Seungmin opts to devour your cunt.
The sound that leaves you is more of a howl than a moan. A noise of appreciation and pleasure at every swipe of his tongue. Seungminâs throat vibrates with his grunts, it bobs with every gulp. You thread one hand into his hair and the other entwines with Minhoâs fingers. Minho canât tell if heâs squeezing your hand or if you're squeezing his, but it doesnât matter. Not when a foreign haze begins to take hold of his senses, a pressure in his cock heâs never felt before.Â
Minho tears his gaze from Seungmin eating you out to see his cock enlarged. Heâs never seen it so big and red. Heâs especially never had a ring at the base, a near-identical state of Seungminâs. The shock almost distracts him from the urge heâs getting - the urge to push Seungmin aside, to have you close to him in every and any way possible.Â
Crap, the pill is working a lot better than Minho would have guessed.Â
To try and fight the effects, Minho leans down to get a taste of your cunt. The scent of you grows stronger, but Minho isnât able to get his lick in when Seungmin pulls away to growl at him. Much to Minhoâs horror, he growls back. The men bare their teeth, a clear sign of intimidation and Minho doesnât back away from even with Seungminâs sharp canines.Â
You, however, notice the clash of pheromones. You hear the snarls loud enough to pick your head up and focus your dilated pupils. Roughly, you move your hands to grip the back of their heads and force them into your cunt. They bonk their foreheads slightly, a soft whine coming from Seungmin and a final snarl from Minho before they succumb to your taste.Â
They canât notice how their tongues mix and clash, or maybe they do, but sucking on your clit outweighs the fact. You canât find yourself to care when their tongues move as if theyâre fighting. One muscle pushes the other out of the way just for it to do it back. Itâs almost cute if it was in any other situation, but you still smile and moan when one tongue flicks your clit.
Without needing to speak to each other, the men silently agree to move together to hear you again. Starting towards the bottom of your clit, Minho and Seungmin glide up. You tremble and squeal when the tips of their tongue continuously flick at your bud, but they graciously dip back down. Looking at how they suck your clit only amplifies the feeling of pleasure, but you canât look away. Itâs a hypnotic sight, watching their tongues lap up and down, watching the saliva spread to your thighs and pelvis from how much they lick.Â
You could cum just like this, looking into their eyes with your cunt in their mouth, but you donât want to finish like that. Your heat makes it so that it feels painful to be empty no matter how their tongues tease your entrance. The only thing you need to be satisfied is to be full. So full of cum that it leaks for weeks after. To be stuffed and properly bred into with any male. They may have fought in the beginning, but youâre beyond elated for your first heat to be with them.
Itâs far too hard to use words, not when you're panting and moaning with every lick, but you manage to get out small, nononoâs that make Seungminâs ears perk up. Minho takes the opportunity to fully be on your cunt, sucking and dragging his tongue while Seungmin paws up to you.
He doesnât have to ask, his eyes say it all with the worry and arousal in them.
âFuck me.â Gosh, youâve never been so direct before. âNo more licking just please. It hurts.â You place a hand on your stomach, emphasizing the emptiness. âWanna be full.â
Minho swears when Seungmin rips his head from your cunt. He;âs forced off with Seungminâs fingers in his hair. Minho might have snarled again, but he heard your begging. Heard how the two of them eating you out did little to help your heat. It was only a matter of time before either of them was inside you, but the real question is who. Maybe Minho would have been more open, thinking more logically, about letting Seungmin go first, but the drug in his system makes it so the most important thing is having you to himself.Â
The look Minho gives Seungmin is deadly. âIâm going first.â
Seungmin doesnât so much as acknowledge his words - canât when heâs already stroking his cock and balancing himself on his knees. Minho hates how he succumbs to the drug, shoving Seungmin so hard that he nearly falls off the bed. âI said -â But Seungmin doesnât let Minho finish, interrupting the older male with a just-as-hard push.
âStop,â you all but whisper. They look at you and the expression on your face makes them obey, save for the teeth. âIâŠI want both. Canât I have both?â
Is that even possible? Minho can only imagine how difficult it would be to take two cocks, let alone knots that will surely have your pussy expanding. It seems like Seungmin is thinking the same thing based on his confused expression, but his rut makes him just as clueless as Minho.
The men look at each other, eyes clear for the first time in a while. No words are needed to come to a silent agreement. Minho tucks himself between you and the bed, flipping you the other way until youâre chest-to-chest with your best friend. Seungmin stays on his knees on the bed, his cock pointed at your entrance. It takes a bit more adjusting before youâre nicely sandwiched between the two and you wouldnât have it any other way. Their scent covers you perfectly with their skin on every inch of yours.Â
Youâve never gotten the experience to nest, but you assume it feels something like this.
Minhoâs erection sits between your thighs, hot and heavy. You should feel weird, gross even, having your closest friend getting ready to fuck you. That feeling never happens. Not even as you lift your hips for Minho to grab his cock and angle it towards your cunt.
âTell me-â He moans when you slide your cunt against his tip. âT-tell me if it hurts.â
You would have laughed if you could. Feeling genuine pain seems impossible in your state, but you nod anyway.Â
Minho doesnât waste time rubbing his dick on your cunt. His cock is throbbing so painfully that the only relief is sinking into you.
Inch by inch, he enters. The tip flares more than it normally would, not that you would know, and the stretch has you whining into his chest. His scent calms you and you suck on his skin to further soothe yourself. Minho isnât going as slow as he wants to. Heâs trying to open you up gently, but your cunt is so warm, so soft, that he canât help himself from fucking into you until his artificial knot prevents him from going deeper.
Veins bulge from Minhoâs neck. Heâs never had sex like this - heâs never had such an urge to claim, to breed. His cock is unbelievably sensitive and your pussy feels like heaven. He groans, hands going to your ass to squeeze the pulp flesh.Â
Itâs then that he feels a different set of hands that heâs reminded of the actual male were-dog. âIâm in. You can-â
Seungmin, whoâs been patiently sitting, pushes into you without any further instruction. The intrusion makes you yip from surprise. Minhoâs ears pick up on the sound and a sense of inhumane protection overcomes him. He thinks youâre in pain from the small howl, but you moan almost immediately after. Seungmin thrusts into you much quicker, much faster than Minho had initially.Â
âFinally.â It sounds guttural from Seungminâs throat. âBeen waiting forever.â
Unlike Minho, who at least tries to savor the feeling of your walls wrapped around his cock, Seungmin ruts into you. The force of his thrusts makes you rock against Minhoâs length. You let out little squeals and whimpers with every move right into Minhoâs ear. If he wanted, Minho could finish just like this. With Seungminâs cock rubbing against his own and your pussy moving just enough for some friction.
But Minho doesnât want to just cum.
He wants to carve himself in you. To make his mark in the deepest part of you. Minho places his feet flat on the bed to properly thrust. It only takes one time to have you biting down his chest, your sharp teeth digging painfully into his skin.Â
âFuck!â Minhoâs flesh tastes of salt and desire. âFuuuuckâŠâ
Seungmin puts his hands on your lower back, causing you to arch at just the right angle for their tips to kiss your cervix. They buck up into you with different tempos, one going in while the other goes out. Itâs an endless feeling of being filled. You swear you can feel them touching the back of your throat with how deep they are.
Distantly, you can feel the wetness of Seungminâs drool dripping onto your ass. Pulling your teeth from Minhoâs chest, you turn back to see just as you thought. Seungminâs eyes are blown wide, tail stiff and pointed upwards with his flat tongue hanging out. He probably doesnât even notice the mess heâs making on your back with his eyes locked where you three connect.
Minho groans at the welt from the wound youâve left, but the pain is quickly forgotten at your tightening walls. He's astonished, truthfully, at how much your cunt can open. How eager it is to be pumped and used until itâs satisfied. Words canât seem to leave him though, he canât tell you how much he loves feeling your cunt and Seungminâs cock working together.Â
No, instead, the noises heâs making are eerily similar to Seungmin. To try and quiet himself, Minho buries his face into your neck. He licks and sucks the skin there, gripping your ass harder as he manages to finally match his pace with the were-dog.
With your scent (and with the help of the pill) he understands why you bit him. What better way to claim you than both on the inside and outside? His teeth graze the sensitive part of your neck. You whine, lifting your neck higher to allow Minho better access. Itâs not as easy to do with your body jolting from their thrusts, but Seungmin is quick to help.
He uses a hand to grip your hair, lifting you so high that your chest completely lifts from Minhoâs. You whimper at the sudden movement, but the men are quick to kiss each side of your throat in apology. The new angle has you gushing overwhelmingly. Minho might have to buy a new mattress entirely.
âFeel that?â Seungmin glances at Minho. âFeel that pussy clenching?â
Minho canât find the will to pull his lips away from you, so he looks back at Seungmin in acknowledgment.Â
âThatâs her telling us to cum in it. Ready to be bred like a good pup, huh?â He shakes his fist with your hair in his hand.Â
You let him wiggle your head, nodding along with the movements. Seungmin grunts with approval and keeps your neck bare to them. Their movements grow sloppy, suddenly unable to keep a solid rhythm with their cocks pushing deeper and deeper until you know itâs only a matter of time before their knots fill you. You feel your saliva drip down your chin and Minho is gracious enough to kiss the drool away.Â
Seungminâs claws dig into your back and scalp and Minhoâs blunt nails squeeze the flesh of your ass. They snarl, though this time, itâs far from how it was before.Â
âShit. How are you still so tight with two cocks in you?â Minho grunts out. His teeth nip your throat and Seungmin mimics on the other side. âSo close, pup.â Seungmin sucks harshly on your bruising flesh. âGonna take our knots so good.â
âSo good,â you confirm. âGive it to me. Minâ... Seungâ. I need it.â
Itâs in unison that they bite you. Minhoâs dull teeth hurt compared to Seungminâs pointed canines, but the stinging on your neck is nothing compared to the stretch between your legs when they force their knots in. You nearly scream from the intrusion, eyes rolling to the back of your head as you finally, finally cum with every cell in your body.
Your cunt expands with the spurts of cum from their cocks. Itâs impossible for anything to drip out of your cunt, their dicks are perfectly made to ensure your pussy swallows everything. Their growls are loud in your ears, possessive and satisfied with their knot being buried in you. Minho is first to pull his teeth away from you, licking the mark better until he moves to a different spot to suck. Seungmin, on the other hand, opts to bite harder, ensuring his teeth will leave marks youâll have to cover up. Itâs not until he tastes the familiar metallic tang that he pulls away and pacifies the sting with his lips.
Seungmin releases his grip and you collapse on Minhoâs chest. The men give shallow thrusts to further guarantee that youâre stuffed before you whine and twitch. Their hands soothe your body to coax you further into relaxation.Â
Minutes pass by before Minho thinks heâs ready to move. He tries to pull his cock out, but heâs met with resistance as if his dick and your pussy are actually molded togetherâŠwith Seungminâs, unfortunately.Â
You bark out a cry from pain - not the good kind - and Seungmin growls with annoyance.
âWhat the fuck?â Minho looks bewildered. His confused eyes find Seungminâs. âWhy canât I move?â Youâd laugh if you werenât so fucked out, or if the throbbing between your legs was bearable. Seungmin clicks his tongue and laughs colorlessly. âCuz weâre knotted, pretty boy. Youâre gonna be stuck with me for a while. Literally.â
#smut#skz smut#stray kids smut#stray kids#skz#skz hard thoughts#skz hard hours#skz seungmin#skz minho#minho smut#seungmin x reader#seungmin smut#minho#lee know#seungmin#seungmin stray kids#stray kids minho
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husband Jude headcannons
jude just really really enjoys married life
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Watch it - i got carried away sorry guys, proposal lore?? insanely sappy, even by my standards
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He's not a fan of you being known as his, rather he's your husband. Always correcting people during interviews and giving you the spotlight. Even when you shy away, not knowing where to look or what to say. He's always there, a gentle hand on your knee rubbing circles as he nods for you to continue.Â
Every red carpet he wants to match, doesnât care how big or small the event is. Gotta be a way you two look look a pairÂ
His fav is when you wear exactly the same thing so thereâs no way to confuse anything for what it really is heheÂ
Bouncing around while you get ready together, helping you get your shoes on while he tries his best to stand still while you fix his tieÂ
âLook okay?â he asks, head tiltedÂ
You rub his arm, âyou look great.âÂ
And he smiles wide, giving you pecks all over while you giggle, trying to shoo him away from you and closer to the door. your ride is waiting, but he doesnât care. pouting for just one more kiss. please ?Â
All his socials turn into your personal fan page, a big fat married in every bio, ring and allÂ
He has more posts about you then his actual jobÂ
His teammates poke fun at it, âwhen are you gonna post us huh?â
He just rolls his eyes,âwhen I marry you iâll think about itâ
And thatâs that
You're the first he runs to post a match, greeting you with the silly hand shake you perfected years ago. You think you could do it in your sleep at this rate. You came up with it ages ago when you kissed him after practice, playing with his fingers till he came up with the idea, and you with the actual hand shake.Â
You're his biggest supporter, and him likewise. In every and anything you do, give him pompoms and he'd be your personal cheerleader at this point.
He just likes to have you at games. Waving obnoxiously while you tell him to pose. And he does, every time, sending hearts your way. He dedicates his goals your way. The kisses he would send the crowd in his youth now only go your way where you catch them like a teenager.
You see complications of it everywhere, he thinks it's endearing. He makes you watch them together on the living room tv while you grimace
âMy face looks so weird there, oh my god.â
He flicks your arm, âyou look great shush. Ha that was during el clasico, ah good times.âÂ
You roll your eyes but snuggle up against him anyway.
One of your favorite past times btw, nothing he loves better than a lazy morning in with you in his arms while he hits snooze on every alarm.
He tries to cook, with his stupid kiss the chef apron he got just for you. but he will need help, which you gladly give. You end up eating on the couch, covered in pillows watching cheesy shows. You've watched keeping up with the kardashians too many times to count and he still laughs out loud every time.
Jude is soft and sweet when he's not forced into a picture perfect smile and self 24/7. He's a silly guy, always trying to make you laugh. Teasing is his love language by the way.
But he's still sweet, leaving notes around your house for you to find when he has to leave for away games. Hearts and smiley faces littering every inch of the paper. Some frowny faces when he knows he'll miss you extra.Â
He likes bringing you to family events and bragging about how cool you are, but everyone already loves you as is, he just likes to brag. Look at how cool the love of my life is everyone, I am sooo lucky you guys look look.Â
Jobe has rolled his eyes far too many times, but he's happy to see his brother so happy. Plus you guys threw a fantastic wedding. A win is a win.
When you can't be there he facetimes you every second he possibly can. Blowing kisses when he has to go.Â
âJudes been complaining all day I hope you know,â AurĂ©lien pops his head into the screen.Â
You snort, â hello to you too AurĂ©lien.â
He gives you a wave before ruffling the top of Judes hair as he pouts, fixing it just how he likes again, âthey just don't get it,â he sighs dramatically.
You laugh, âsure baby, sure.â
You make sure to keep up with the match the best you can, texting him live reactions, even if you know he won't see them till later. He likes them all the same.
Your name on his phone is a simple "mine" with a bunch of heart emojis, the contact pic is one of the two of you together on vacation, smiling with your faces squished together while laying in the sand
It makes him smile every time. he thinks youâre the cutest
He's a big fan of nicknames, weather its a version of your first name, or just a good ole fashion baby. He rarely uses your actual name. He called you something so insane like pooki bear in public once and you have yet to let him live it down.
"in a restaurant was crazy," you squint at him.
He only giggles, "but it was soo funny baby come on."
Speaking of restaurants, this guy loves a good date nightÂ
Gigdy as he comes down the hall in his pjs, grinning while showing you the new reservations, itâs your fav place !Â
Every anniversary he somehow finds a way to outdo himself, don't ask, because in truth he doesn't even know how he pulls it off, but anything for you. Anything.Â
Even if it means hunting down the stuffed animal you had as a kid and couldn't find after you lost it in your couch cushions. He finds it, after months and months of searching, making Jobe help him look, it comes in the mail and he has to get creative to get you out of the house and away from the mail the day it's supposed to come.
It gets neatly wrapped and placed on your shared bed the morning of, surrounded by a collection of other gifts, your favorite flowers, and a cheesy note that you always end up crying at.Â
The look on your face makes it all worth it, when you tackle him in a bone crushing hug, tumbling into the covers in a tangle of legs while you laugh in between sniffles, he loves you. Oh how he loves youÂ
It's been a tradition to end the night with the very place he proposed, his home, now yours.Â
He doesnt think he could forget it even if he tried. It was a whirlwind of a day. Picture this:Â
He's lost all his black socks, his (and your) favorite body wash just spilled all over the shower, his hair looks awful ( he got a haircut that morning), his cologne isn't where he left it, and the private chef he hired isnt replying. All while you're not even awake yet.Â
He calls his mom because what else are you supposed to do when you're set to propose and everything is going wrong.Â
She only chuckles softly over the phone, âcalm down jude, just breathe. You'll find your things, just take a breather and come back to things with a clear head okay?â
So he does. Sitting on his bed, towel still on, frowning. He chooses to instead pat himself dry, get dressed, and give himself a pep talk in the floor length mirror at the corner of his room.Â
Turns out his mom was right, things fix themself for the most part, his socks are stuck at the bottom of the dryer, his hair isn't as bad as he thought, he finds a better cologne in his collection, and a perfect body cream. It's gonna be a good day.Â
He finishes the last of the day of prep, getting fancy candles, a lighter, and greeting the decorator. Yes he hired a decorator.Â
It's nothing over the top, just little changes to make his home look a little softer, changing out the curtains, placing lace table cloth with details in your favorite color. The main event is his second living room that gets covered in an arch of your favorite flowers, gentle curling to just kiss the top of the new antique chandelier that will be holding the fancy candles too. He hopes you like it. He really really hopes you like it.
He's had this planned for ages, since the moment he first met you he thinks.Â
When you greet him with a silly good morning text he only grows oh so fond of you, excited to see you. He told you it was a fancy dinner at his place. A change of pace from the resurates. Both of you prefer a much more intimate night in then cameras shoved into your face while a hundred people all yell a hundred things while you're trying to chew your food.Â
So you get ready, dress up and make it for dinner. When you see the familiar face of the chef, Karlos, you give him a wave and get seated. Noticing the new table cloth but you don't say anything. You don't want to be wrong so early into the night.Â
Jude comes in, nervous as a school boy as he takes your hand for a quick peek, running around like a maniac back and forth. He looks nice, in a signature all black suit, and smelling amazing per usual.Â
Dinner is amazing, full of your favorite courses and Jude is jittery in his seat.Â
âYou okay?â
He nods, a little too fast, âoh yeah. I am. Don't worry.â
You raise a brow but dont push, thanking Karlos for the amazing meal as he cleans up and heads out for the night.Â
Jude gets up, telling you to stay put while he'll be righttt back. Don't worry, remember!Â
He comes back, unable to meet your eyes while he gives you his hand. You take it, sliding out of your seat and following him down the hall. There's flower petals on the floor now, you look at him, but he looks anywhere but at you, chewing his cheek.
He leads you to the second living room, where the furniture has been cleared out. Replaced by a walkway of flowers and candles, leading up to where an arch of your favorite flowers hugs the curtain, new ones.
Gently pulled back to reveal the floor to ceiling windows that give way to his yard. And the most gorgeous sunset you have ever seen. A chandelier hangs above you, decorated with more flowers, and the most ornate candles and bulbs you have ever seen.
Your eyes begin to water before he even gets down on one knee, his lip wobbles, holding your hand the whole time as he confesses every little moment and reason for his love.
He loves you, he adores you. You're- youre everything. Truly and fully. You're the sunlight that kisses his skin, the stars he wishes to touch, to know, he yearns for you. Years to know you in your entirety, till he knows nothing else but you. For your name to only fully know his lips, for only he will fully know you. He sees no other, he knows no other. He wants- no needs, to give himself as he is.Â
You see him, see him as more than just Jude Belingham. You see what others can not, will not. You see him, you know him. You know him better than he knows himself most days. You've seen all there is to see, all that makes him who he is. You know his stupid sandwich order at the place you hate but keep going to because you know how much he loves it.
You sit in freezing weather for the full game just to make sure you don't miss a second of him. The first to congratulate him, the first to mourn with him, the first to sooth his aches and pains. You're the face he looks for in a crowd, you're the first person he calls when anything happens.Â
 And you love him with such ferocity it amazes him.Â
You're full crying at this point, fat tears rolling down your cheeks till you can barely see him, and he finally gets down on one knee, fishing out a small velvet box from his inner pocket, opening it with shaky hands.
And he whispers, âwill you marry me?â
You fall next to him, sobbing into his shoulder while you repeat yes over and over. He cries with you, till you're both laughing from pure joy.Â
Who better to spend the rest of your life with then the man who loves you so?
Telling his family is the best part. You have them over for what was supposed to be a quick lunch, turned dinner, and you break the news at dessert, showing off your ring while they all gasp.Â
They pile you into the biggest hug, smiles so wide they hurt and you laugh, you're going to get married! You think they just might be more excited than you are.
Wedding planning comes and goes both so fast and so slow. Youre so excited you can't wait, and yet every step of the way seems like it takes excruciatingly long.
Your wedding planner tries her best, bless her soul, but you want it to be completely and utterly perfect. Down to the types of chairs at the venue.
Jude lets you have your way for the most part, chiming in now and again, he trusts you fully. Knowing you're going to make it the best regardless.Â
Leading up to the big day you think you just might pass out from stress and never be seen again, but the almost year of planning pays off, and you're married!Â
The honeymoon is spent traveling all over while jude is wide-eyed, unable to believe he's married to you of all people.Â
The press catches on soon after, even if your wedding was small and intimate. News comes out one way or another.
Jude only responds with a picture of you two slow dancing among your family and friends, captioned, âall you need to know.â and he pins it to every social media page.Â
What a man huh?
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ok ok but imagine being simonâs gf and könig just being so infatuated with u :( he likes you so so much, believes you deserve better than simon and just pines after you ^_^
very im on fire of him
königâs never been one to be discreet about his feelings, especially toward you. he doesnât owe simon anything, much less loyalty. his crush has become an inside joke amongst the crew, has gotten dirty looks thrown at him by simon too many times to count for being just slightly too touchy to be friendly, too intense in his yearning. tuning in intently whenever you talk, doing small favors for you whenever he gets the chance, asks after you when youâre gone. too close for comfort, oughta get himself in trouble, simon says.
its hard to ignore a stare that burns a hole in the side of your head, weighted like a caress on all the exposed parts of your body. könig gets some sort of satisfaction out of watching you squirm under his intense gaze, eyes trained on you most of the time heâs around, because at least he makes you feel something. he wishes to sliver underneath your skin and infiltrate your thoughts just as youâve done to him, sending his emotions into haywire just by way of existing. smiling at him so brightly, extending a fraction of the warmth and kindness that comes naturally to you, craves it when heâs alone at night. your boyfriend canât blame him.
simonâs weird, quiet teammate, helplessly infatuated with you, his too cute, too sweet, too soft girlfriend. could only dream of experiencing the parts of you that are exclusively for simon â wonders how someone like you even ended up with a man like him. looking far too out of place under his tattooed arm, bottom lip tucked between pearly teeth bashfully while he chats to the group of guys in typical boyish manner. the occasional ducks of his head to kiss your forehead when he remembers youâre there is not enough attention showed to such a pretty, doting thing like you, in königâs humble opinion. itâs not even that he believes heâs better than him, but a selfish part of him would rather you end up in his calloused hands than anyone elses. his mind strays the longer he observes you, imagines all the ways heâd treat you better, take care of you like you deserve. wouldâve probably already proposed to you by now given the chance. you might seem happy enough, but that doesnât stop him from searching for cracks in the polished porcelain. always waiting for a spot to slip in.
he finally gets you alone one night, finds you where you wandered off into priceâs basement to fetch more beer. coming behind you to grab the case from your delicate hands like lifting a feather off the ground.
âboyfriend not here to do this for you?â
after you regain your composure from the startle, you scoff, peering up at könig through your lashes. âjust thought iâd do something nice for him.â
âsweet. does he always allow you to do a manâs job?â sarcasm bites at his words.
âallow meâ?â
âdo you think he even noticed your absence, maus?â he presses a bit harder, his face holding the same indifference it always does under his mask, tone flat around his accent. âas i did?â
his eyes search yours for a second, looking for any sign of reciprocation for his feelings, and somehow you can tell he knows you donât know how to respond. as a show of mercy, he steps to the side to let you squeeze past his frame and up the stairs leading back inside the house, heavy footsteps following slowly behind. he watches as you so easily slip back into simonâs side, how his arm finds its home around your shoulders without effort. concern knits your boyfriendâs eyebrows together as he leans down to peck your lips, never breaking eye contact with könig over your shoulder, a petty display of ownership. he watches.
#bella writesâ ËïœĄâàšà§Ë#this mightâve been a smut request but my brain went <3 unrequited love <3#simon x reader x könig#konig cod#konig x reader#konig call of duty#könig cod#könig x reader#konig x you#konig x y/n#könig call of duty#simon riley x you#simon riley x reader#simon ghost riley#könig fanfiction#könig x you#könig x y/n#könig mw2#ghost x reader#ghost cod#cod#cod x reader
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I feel like one of the exchanges in S2 that fucks me up the most is this one between Louis and Madeleine that is so pivotal and yet happens basically in the background. It just says so much about who Louis is at this point in his life and why his relationship with Armand is so essentially tragic for them both.
For Armand, the ship has already sailed on betraying Louis and Claudia. He is seconds away from letting the coven ritually murder them and so NATURALLY that is the moment when Madeleine finally confirms the thing that he could never be certain of, the love that he wanted and yet could not quite trust was real. We see that in his face; the misery of that realization.
For Louis, it just devastates me to think about how much of his life has been about hiding his true self, afraid to reveal his softer feelings. In the first episode of the show, he tells Daniel that before Lestat he had never allowed himself to emotionally connect to another man. A big part of this is probably the homophobia of the time period when he was raised. Lestat seems to recognize this when he turns Louis, offering him the chance to be true to himself.
But even after Lestat, we see that Louis still struggles with this. He can allow himself to feel connected to Claudia because she is his child and then his sister. In his mortal life, Louis took on the role of provider for his family, allowing himself to show affection to his mother and sister through his role as a caretaker. Even with Paul, he is both brother and father, caring for him due to his mental illness. Becoming a vampire separated him from familial love, leading him to beg Lestat to turn Claudia so that he can yet again have that love that he connects to being a caretaker.
With Armand, Louis expresses sexual interest, but never emotional closeness. Their dynamic falls into the pattern of dominant and submissive, but without the openly expressed care and security needed to make that relationship work. Just as with Lestat, Louis has a pattern of withholding affection as a form of self-protection. He doesn't want to be vulnerable. He can laugh and joke about the sexual appeal of his partner, but is immediately uncomfortable when Madeleine brings up his deeper feelings.
I think a part of this is derived not just from Louis' queerness and his response to a homophobic society, but also his blackness. In New Orleans, he is constantly emasculated and infantilized by white men. Being called "boy" or being praised for "doing a good job" is a tactic that white supremacists use to remind Louis that he is vulnerable. And after that, combined with the trauma he experienced during his relationship with Lestat, Louis is sick of being vulnerable. So even when he is falling in love, even when his partner is a POC, Louis can't share those feelings. Louis' final words, "he knows," indicate that his withholding isn't malicious or manipulative. It's a hopeful rather than true statement. Louis wants Armand to know, but he shies away from actually having the conversation.
Anyways it's such a gut-punch moment to me that foreshadows how Louis and Armand's relationship had some potential for genuine love within it, but it was also pretty doomed from the start.
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