#also I want Christmas to be over
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…….I only ever posted 4 ficmas fic’s and we’re not gonna talk about it…….. my writers burnout has been killing me recently
#sammy spam#I’m waiting til after Christmas to change my theme but I want to SO BAD#RAHHHH I have so many good pictures saved!!!#also I want Christmas to be over#I hate the holidays and winter#someone put me out of my misery#it’s so cold#and I have to deal with my family for two long ass days#I am dreading it 😭😭😭
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unholy night!!
#my art#illustration#goat#monster#trying to get in the print zone. i want to make art that you might want on your wall#i love goats i love beasts i love scribbling i love simple colour palettes#also i got a woodburning set for christmas so expect to see some cool burnt wood soon#and also third degree burns all over my fingers maybe. smile. thumsb up#alternative caption: what the goat doin
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House M.D. but it's when a character says the name of the episode
#house md#prince's talk tag#flashing#repitition#so as i was watching this show i noticed they'd say the episode title in the episode#so i wanted to see how many times they did it#the people on livejournal who made transcripts of the episodes are my saviors and without them this would of been so much harder to do#thank you all for your service and i hope wherever you all are you're having a great day#sometimes they would use a variation of the word like in the episode poison they would say 'poisoned' or 'poisoning'#i did not include those instances#there was an instance in 'merry little christmas' where they do play the song in the show#but since ella fitzgerald was not a character in the show i did not include it#where as in the episode 'joy to the world' the students are singing it in the concert so i did include that#i apologize for the tonal whiplash when you get to that part but it did make me laugh#one of the times kutner says 'locked in' is overshadowed by the POTW's voice over but i assure you he says it and thats why its in there#out of the main characters from the one who said the title the most to least are#House > Foreman > Wilson > Chase > Cuddy > Adams > Cameron and Taub > Kutner > Thirteen and Park#this took a bit to do lolol its probably been done already but i wanted my own#there is a chance im missing some on technicalities but idc. im fine with this#there are two more i wanna do but with a character saying another character's name but ill do that some other time#EDIT: When I was making this video I was unaware that the Pilot episode went by two names: 'Pilot' and 'Everybody Lies'#Basically everywhere I looked the first episode was only referred to by 'Pilot'#which I found weird bc i remember seeing somewhere that the last episode was paired with the first episode in terms of title#but i couldn't find hard proof so I decided to leave it out at the time#well i checked again last night and yea the pilot IS also called Everybody Lies so I updated the video#I also think it goes well with the fact that House does say 'Everybody Dies' in the finale so another reason to fix it#AND he says it without Wilson while he and Wilson say the title of the pilot sooooo yea hehehehehe
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Family for day 6 of SpeSilverWeek! Edition uuh found biological and crime I guess...
#this was the first one I completed tbh and I'm not vibing but it was rly good warmup and tbh working lineless is so much easier...#I get lazier and messier concerning anatomy esp and stuff but I have fun...#spesilverweek#pokespe silver#pokespe blue#pokespe#my art#the thing about this is. I have so many thoughts about this one very specific rocket au where they aren't dex holders but find Giovanni#instead but he still goes missing and they still kind of hate team rocket bc the whole mask of ice thing still happened so they try to fuck#shit up from within now that giovanni is gone even though they also rly just kinda want him to return and deal with stuff himself#and the admins have these rly fun roles of all being in disagreement on what to do#like the boss might be dead his kids should take over or we Must find the boss or lol no boss my team rocket now#and then the dex holders get mixed in too and it's Fun bc everyone is fighting everyone#also sorry Giovanni for making you look like that#it's like 5min til day 6 technically but my laptop is being a butt so in case it won't turn on tomorrow here it is now#I will not wait 5min for midnight I got a new pillow for christmas and I wanna SLeep on it noW! hell yeah !!#pokemon
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Started watching Heartstopper two years ago cuz it seemed like a cute little show and now I’m here sobbing throughout season 3 cuz it is all very Real
#heartstopper#there is far too much negative relatability and far too little positive relatability#like i relate to so many of the issues they are going through#and have zero percent of the support system they do#so it’s just me crying out of empathy being sad for them#and then crying double over self pity#very fun#also I love tori and would die for her#her wanting a mom who can regulate her emotions for Christmas is very very mood
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I know there's a lot of talk about how childfree people are more free to discuss their wants and lives and lifestyles but there is also a lot of talk from parents (specifically mothers) who feel abandoned by society and let down and as someone who is uninterested in kids yet feels deeply for and wants to improve the material conditions of parents in this country..................... it still feels stupidly and frustratingly selfish and hard to watch a friendship deteriorate because of someone's journey into parenthood and the only societally-acceptable message I'm allowed to take from and communicate about it is "it's so hard for parents and we need to give them grace"
#which is true but it's also like cool I've basically lost a friend#and it's just hard 😔 I wish she had everything she needed to be a more fully realized person and out of survival mode#but there is literally nothing I can offer to help her. she has a husband and doesn't want me cleaning the house or doing anything useful#and also I don't want my friendship with her to just be servicing her house#I dunno. our hangout today was hard. I came over and set uo her christmas tree for her and then she talked about the baby and held the baby#and that's great but like. it's all about the baby. where is our friendship. I get so sad when things change#ah well.#being left behind when your peers hit all their life milestones is really hard
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Honestly if I was SY, I, too, would fall head over heels into love with LBH. Doesn't matter if I'm AceAro that man has the most rizz I have ever seen in a romance story. Does the chores? Master chef? A fucking monster in bed and out of it, literally? All those red flags? Yeah, LBH has amazing rizz. If I had the chance I would grab onto that shit with both hands and never let go, good for SY.
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#luo bingmei#I would NOT touch Bingge with a 20ft pole that bitch is RANCID#I would love to see him go through a How The Grinch Stole Christmas storyline with someone but by god it aint me#I would make him worse actually so I will respectfully decline that one#I think the most I want to do with Bingge is kick him in the lil bingge and see if his heavenly demon powers would not make him keel over#But sadly I think he would be kind of into that#Also Im pretty sure if I ever actually met him I would end up in a wife plot or die horribly so! Yaknow!#We stan a dude who pulled the most amazing househusband ever and the househusband that is also a demon lord
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im still very sick and lets just say it aint goin well.
(please let me be healthy soon)
#i couldnt think of anyone to draw of my ocs or fanart or whatever#so i just drew me staring into the distance with my really red nose from blowing it so much.#woe is me guys i hurt all over#and i messed up with pain meds because WHY do we have two different looking bottles of ibuprofen with different labels and pills#and then also tylenol off brand#i thought i was alternating between advil and tylenol but nah im just taking dose after dose#of ibuprofen yesterday and now im having chest pains which i dont think are related#but the breathing pains on top of my back pains on top of my wheezing and coughing throat pains are like please i need meds#i want to not be miserable by christmas#how have i been with my parents for like 4 days and all of them have been me being v sick
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just a guy and his snowpal ⛄❄️
#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4#sims 4 gameplay#sims 4 screenshots#simblr#it's missing my pixel son grant hours#actually i've seen a lot of him lately bc i've been working super hard on story posts - yippee yippeee!!#it's just going slow but i swear they're coming again *pinky promise*#btw if you are reading the tags and you do read the story - question??#do y'all prefer waiting for me to finish a whole bunch so a cohesive arc is released over a short span all at once?#or do you prefer more frequent updates mini updates that just take longer to cover the arc overall?#if that makes sense#it's much easier for me to do the former bc i've styled my story that way but i notice a lot of people do mini but frequent updates instead#and i'm just kinda curious if one would work better than the other or if people have preferences as readers#i don't know that i would retool it bc i like the long drawn out scenes/arcs i do but i also do want to make more story#and the potential is maybeeee there that i could push things out faster as for the whole narrative if i don't wait until i have time to mas#produce the content#like rn because i'm doing a whole sprint to finish this one arc all at once but i had to wait forever until i had christmas break to do it#holocene.png#hlcn: story extras#hlcn: grant
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sometimes you hear the bullet scrambled me like an egg
#mash#the bulk of my mashposting is happening over on the other blue hellsite#if you want to keep up with such astute thoughts as 'these bitches would have loved dnd'#and 'merry christmas to klinger trying to kill frank with a grenade'#anyway love lost. ***I*** lost. i had to pause my tv and stare blankly at the screen at least twice#i think straight people in the 70s were watching a very different show than the one i am watching as a dyke in 2023#like what was the reason for tommy to be hawkeye's childhood friend who he basically dies in his arms#what was the reason for his line where he said hawkeye used to be a sissy as a kid (i mean. we know but)#what was the reason for him to crossdress to try and avoid the draft and also admit to being a communist#WHAT WAS THE REASON FOR HIM TO IMMEDIATELY KISS HENRY
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I was gonna post something about dreading how shit this week is going to be. But then I realized it's probably going to be shit until late January, so. Please pray for my blood pressure and health 😭
#im really scared icl 😭#also if i had to go through months of non stop political ads and texts and emails and anxiety and and and-#only for it to not end well. my fucking god.#aaaghhh it just fucking sucks election day really isnt a 'day'#its actually just. election year.#ive been consumed by it for probably at least half this year#but not only all that thats been going on#its gonna take days for them to count the ballots probably#and in that time theres gonna be like. 5 billion lawsuits. cause thats a thing apparently#and then all that shit is going to continue until what. January 20th?#no matter the result things are going to be chaotic i feel like#but truly i am desperately manifesting gaaaahhhh fuck im so done with all this#FREE ME PLEASE I JUST WANT TO BE FUCKING FREE#also fuck whichever guy put election day so close before thanksgiving and christmas#idk it all just really fucking sucks. this year hasn't been good for me#so i love that in addition to my already terrible baseline level of anxiety-#ive had another level piled on top of me#which can only possibly get worse 😭#id almost prefer the political ads in perpetuity rather than actually face tuesday and beyond#god. fuck this.#i feel like im gonna have to knock myself out and not go online on monday and tuesday at this rate#how am i even going to get myself to sleep when theres constantly eternal doom hanging over me#catie.rambling.txt
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Kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss—
#holding myself back from making them smash their lips together is so difficult ™️#using this fic to practice dialogue while also dying in the process of coming up with the said dialogue#it really be like that always huh#also if it wasn't obvious. i need to write the dialogue tags and actions for it#but i havent yet because wip yaknow#if you see a mistake. no you don't#I'd explain why 'bloody fuckin' hell' guy is chiding over Soap's fuckery but that would be another post itself. because they have not known#each other outside of their childhood selves and also ghost didn't want to be rude in front of the mactavishs during dinner so it's a habit#now#anyway#christmas wip#talking about my wips#ghost soap#my writing
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Mini Silverborn Countdown
If you’ve been around for a few years, you’ve seen me vaguely mention a “Silverborn Countdown Challenge” several times. It’s been delayed and changed as many times as the book itself, lol.
If anyone wants sort of a low-stakes, very chill and spaced out version of this ye olde never tackled challenge to complete in the next year before Silverborn, I propose what I’m doing:
Every 3 months leading up to the initial release, I am creating one thing based on each of the books.
January — Nevermoor
April — Wundersmith
July — Hollowpox
#nevermoor#nevermoor fanart#nevermoor fanfic#silverborn#silverborn countdown challenge#thank you theo for reminding me to post abt this on here. I am stealing the “mini” moniker (?) in return. lol.#this was in my drafts and I forgot to post it. happens a lot lol.#anyways if you’re reading this happy new years !#nine masterpost ver 1.0 dropping tomorrow evening prob bc I have had a headache all day and that’s the next time I’m free#now time to sleep. zzzzzz. perhaps I’ll have a prophetic silverborn dream. who knows.#I love giving myself set times to draw nevermoor things or just think about the series bc otherwise I go insane#literally thinking abt this stuff 24/7 it’s all I want to draw. But then I have to hold myself back + then end up never drawing anything lol#I have three big things planned for this like big pieces to work on over awhile and get myself out of my comfort zone#but idk what to draw for this first one. aahhhhh. excited for wundersmith and hollowpox though.#also I want to do a little animation for nevermoorian new years. which is on a leap day this year! how fun!!#I have an eternal nevermoor to-draw list that only gets bigger#sorry to the person that requested some Christmas stuff last year. I missed out and was gonna do it this year. then no time. so next year? 😅#also 🏆 to anyone that ever reads my ramblings in my tags. I am so insane about nevermoor especially. <333
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i am such a clown. decided to make stickers for my siblings even though i have ZERO design skills or knowledge of any programs that allow you to rotate text except for powerpoint. so i made them in powerpoint. (this took, mmmm, maybe 6-8 hours btw.) then had to find a website that would print and mail these stickers to me. no i don't want 50 stickers. i want one circle sticker and one rectangle sticker. oh that's not an option anybody wants to give me? okay then i guess i will buy 16 circle stickers (the least offered) and 50 rectangle stickers (the least offered. why not 16 also? a mystery). one of the designs is for my sibling's band, so if they like it theoretically they could use the stickers as merch or something lol. but i'm not holding my breath, on account of the aforementioned lack of design skills. i get away with a lot among my family because they're all so willing to react to my questionable creations with aww look, she Tried! but that probably doesn't work for strangers who are fans of my sibling's band. so i guess they will just have 49 extra stickers that they can idk stick to streetlight poles or something. not my problem.
#i originally designed them on graph paper. with like a compass and everything#i learned something new today!! apparently you can curve a text box around a circle!!!!!! that saved me some time#this all came about because my sister was telling me how sad she was that she lost her water bottle because it had a sticker on it#that she had gotten from her travels. and i was like awesome i'll just make her a new one#girl what! you don't know how to do that!!! CLOWNNNNNN#also i don't actually know what the original sticker looked like lol which is probably for the best so i can't 1) plagiarize#or 2) compare my shoddy workmanship to that of an actual professional#i thought about commissioning an actual graphic designer to do this but i quickly got overwhelmed with logistics#and it's so close to christmas i didn't really want to deal with the timeline issue#i really should have done this three months ago but of course i procrastinated#anyway. the website kept being like are you SURE you positioned that image correctly?#and i was like nope! but i don't know what else to do so let's just try it and see what happens :)#it looked fine in the preview. living on the edge over here. the extreme sport of sticker designing
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heheheh i was sending telepathic nutcracker beams towards u em!!!!!
You were!! And now I'm thinking about my poor little wooden Remus and whether I'll actually get to writing the rest before Christmas this year...
#i keep remembering how i wanted to rewatch the nutcracker movie from my childhood but we couldn’t find it on any streaming site#dad kept searching and was ready to pay for other versions just because I mentioned wanting to see it...(for my fanfic lol)#and then when they drove me back to my place he saw my nutcracker fairytale book lying on the table#and was like “oh this was why you wanted to watch it?”#idk it's such small things but it was the last christmas and last time he was in my apartment#they slept over so there was more time but... it's what stuck from the last time i met him#he wanted to watch a cartoon with me#sorry for the grief dump here 😭#aNYWAY tempted to listen to the soundtrack now 👀#thank you for the telepathic beams ✨✨✨✨#this fic also makes me think of you and how we started talking :')#i really want to finish it!!#<333#cat tag#asks#nutcracker au
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Man this day has taken it fucking out of me
#of me. on me. idk English can suck my dick at this point#discussions about gender with my dad contemplating once again if i should come out as NB or not#(decided not bc his stance on lgbtq+ is very much “labels are ridiculous why do people make a big deal of it just be who you are” which.#i wish the rest of the world was as uncaring about whether you're queer or not. but when the fam watches a mini program about being NB#and hes still all “i dont really get it” and “theyre people first and foremost and idc” i just. don't think i need to spend energy on that)#(bc it's positive in a way but also. a little draining at times.#bc he WANTS to understand but he also wants to go into discussion why it shouldn't matter)#(like that's great dad. not a bad attitude i. principle. but sadly it does matter and people DO raise hell over it)#anyway all that on not enough sleep#and a very long week#i need a fucking break but like an idiot i did not request time off until christmas#i might try and get some days off before then bc im dragging myself through the week half the time by my fingernails#and then the weekend is just not enough time to recover#fuck im tired#anne speaks
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