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solesommerso · 2 years ago

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…….I only ever posted 4 ficmas fic’s and we’re not gonna talk about it…….. my writers burnout has been killing me recently

#sammy spam #I’m waiting til after Christmas to change my theme but I want to SO BAD #RAHHHH I have so many good pictures saved!!!#also I want Christmas to be over #I hate the holidays and winter #someone put me out of my misery #it’s so cold #and I have to deal with my family for two long ass days #I am dreading it 😭😭😭

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faaun · 8 months ago

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last night i got home kind of tipsy and very much in tears and my mother told me the force you exert to keep someone in your life is proportional to the force with which they will leave your life. if you have to fight tooth and claw to keep them, their leaving will be just as hard, just as harsh, and just as definite.

#she said it like a law. its just momentum.#also she told me to get a therapist and start archery ASAP bc i need to get it together #and also she said even granting that this person u were in love w was So Special . as in hot motorcycle-riding iranian masc lesbian in ldn #they arent the only one on earth and that once i start my proper adult life outside of studies etc etc i will probably no longer live in th #UK. she said most non straight iranians u would like have left the country anyway . where do you think they went? theyre out there #and also she asked me to imagine how many hot gay iranians there may be in italy or amsterdam or smth and i was like ok points 😭 maybe #ur right. anyway i was having a feeling of dread bc crying into the arms of ur strict asian mother while buzzed usually results in #death chaos destruction etc in the next few days but actually i think maybe she has genuinely changed as a person and the fear is #unwarranted #anyway i need to eat breakfast and study w the date person i met yesterday #they are so nice ??? genuinely so so sweet i dont feel attracted to them at all omg i genuinely think i have a thing for hot evil ppl 😭#but we could b besties . theyre a lot more romantic than the ex situationship person too like generally . ugh they should be perfect but #alas it appears i am shallow as fuck or potentially a lesbian actually #OH THEY MIGHT ALSO BE POTENTIALLY A LESBIAN BTW #i think i just tend to not date cis ppl entirely by accident #....feel free to rb if u want btw sorry for the rant

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liamlawsonlesbian · 28 days ago

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does anyone want 126 words of galex that I wrote yesterday?

#i am in a dreadful mood bc I’m going to be up late for this job that I already quit 😭 I #soooooo trying to think of something else

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snowyroads · 24 days ago

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yk damn well Ja’marr was waiting for that ball to be thrown to him😭😭

#he’s so 😭😭#like him and andrei are just standing there #there’s something wholesome about this clip tho #like the calm before the storm #i am dreading thursday y’all #ja’marr chase #tee higgins #andrei iosivas #charlie jones #cincinnati bengals #nfl

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akkivee · 24 days ago

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Vee it’s almost time for bats dt preview !!! From scale of 1 to 10 how scared are you? I’m currently at 85 after chuos dt title dropped.

it’s been about the same i think lol me on a normal day:

me with every passing day we get closer to the bat drama track:

#vee got an ask #like my stomach starts doing its anxiety rolling if i start thinking about it so i’ve been trying not to lol!!!!!!!!#i am so scared lmao!!!!!! like tomorrow!!!!!!!#tomorrow we will know what the drama is!!!!!!!! or at least have a very solid hint!!!!!!!!!!#it’s all i’ve wanted but it’s what i’ve dreaded the most lol!!!!!!!!!#real bat stakes?????? and it might be connected to chuuoku in some way????? the dream???? and my worst nightmare??????#like i just don’t know what to expect at it gives me a headache lmao!!!!!!!#all the drama tracks have had a guest voice appearance and that very well could only be shakku for bat #but there’s usually a new party attached to those guest voice actors like the paralleling family in bb’s iojaku kinda for mtc #(or maybe the police chief commissioner for mtc might be better for this example lol)#the arisugawa butler in fp finally hearing yotsutsuji for mtr and the same for dh with nayuta #so like there’s usually someone new attached to these stories #bat the wild cards can break the status quo lol but what if they don’t??? who would be that new entity for bat????#iyogi jumpscare???? that guy that kinda killed sora????? someone related to kuukou?????#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh tomorrow😭😭😭

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lumism · 6 months ago

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happy pride month everyone i really did not plan to but i just came out to my mum which has been a seven year long process so umm! yay 🫶

#she took it well i am very lucky to have her :) even if she (straight) did momsplain the experience of being gay to me (lesbian)😭#but her intentions were good its ok! she did also hit me with the 'still sexuality is fluid so you might some day like a man'#just like she did when i first tried telling her i might be a lesbian at fifteen. but this time i'm actually sure of my identity myself so #i just explained to her why that's not a reassuring thing to say in this particular scenario and she understood 👍#which was the thing i dreaded the most so yay!#one step closer to living my truth and all that #🌟🌷

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skibasyndrome · 2 months ago

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I wish I never had to receive a single email in my life

#I know I signed up for this..................... I willingly fucking accepted my fate............. but sometimes.................. SOMETIMES #the way I dread opening my inbox 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i'm SO!!!! BAD!!!!! at staying on top of communication!!!! EVERYWHERE AND ALL THE TIME!!!!!!#and it's MY OWN FAULT!!!!!#and yet I keep letting it get worse.... and worse.... and worse.... and If i jsut sent the gd thing the second I was asked to it'd be OVER!#and YET!!!!#I DONT!!!!!#simon.out.#i am............................................ having a time

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isilwhore · 8 months ago

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Rings of Power may be questionable, but I would die for him

#Isildur #I am simultaneously dreading and looking forward #to the return of this mess (affectionate)#I dont give af I love him #lotr rings of power #rings of power fanart #ROP #trop #rop fanart #lol who is even still looking for these tags 😭#xx

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pleasetakethis · 23 days ago

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#they hold both the house and senate #yall #😭😭😭#i knew the second i heard the news that biden stepped down #i knew then #it was immediate dread #fuck the goddamned motherfucking dnc who keeps pigeonholing us with candidates we don't fucking want to begin with #(yes i am still full of rage over bernie and how that played out)#fuck the (apparently majority) of voters who are clearly idiots #my only reassurance is that the poor white people who voted for him bc misogynistic racism is their ~culture~#will also be COMPLETELY FUCKING FUCKED THIS TIME AROUND #us politics #i cried for myself #i cried for my friends #i cried for my kids #it's going to take a very long time to unfuck what happens next--if the unfuckening happens in my lifetime at all #so #yeah

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sunnibits · 11 months ago

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40 degree weather in early January…. in New England…… literally no snow on the ground…….

#listen I am a proud winter hater but as someone who’s lived here since I was five this shit is so unsettling 😭😭#I remember having blizzards in October WHY CAN I COMFORTABLY LEAVE MY HOUSE IN JANUARY WITH A MERE HOODIE ON #im literally about to have a crisis over this. the Dread is so bad.#I wish every mega company and billionaire a very Die Painfully

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lemons-pears · 3 months ago

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FUN MOTH FACT:

if you're part of the team, the unit, the company, wherever, beware: moth is the type to affirm. as long as you're considered a teammate, you're getting praised-

old or current unit, he doesn't care. might fumble a little with addressing people but he's adjusting-

get positively reinforced B)

"Ading- matalas ang mata mo! Nice shot!"

"Wh- Sergeant that's not my name-"

"...Right then. You have very good eyes! Good job on the field! Keep up the good work, trying your best is the best!"

"...!?" [Shadow.exe has stopped working]

#the existential dread in my stomach is piling up but a healthy dose of 'i am proud' dilutes it #shadow company oc #shadow company #yes this is about moth #cod oc #crying over hands #shadow 12 3 (cod oc)#please excuse my grammar 😭😭😭😭#i drew this for my own benefit so it's a doodle #he knows they're called shadows. he knows. he's also adjusting to the environment--#no energy left for anything aaaa #i'm editing these tags bc my friend has spoken:#'Correct way of saying it would be “Ang talas ng mata nyo” Your eyes are sharp'#'Or in a more wordier/literal sense-ish “meron kayong matalas [na] mata”'#I MEAN IT'S IN CHARACTER FOR HIM- YOUR HONOUR HE ISNT FLUENT-#YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE THANK YOU FRIEND-

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atopvisenyashill · 6 months ago

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i love when people are like “oh i definitely think bloodraven’s methods are evil but i do think his goals are noble” no i’m saying i think his goal is evil he just doesn’t realize exactly how evil or he just doesn’t care. i think he’s bran’s evil mentor and the turning point in both of their stories will be whether bran ~accepts the pomegranate seeds~ or whether he rejects them. bran is fleeing that cave no matter what he chooses, but he will choose and brynden is gonna have an opinion on that choice!!

#like obviously i think bran rejects it #but if you’re the mentor offering the pomegranite. you represent something Evil. ergo…..ajsjdjdj #like he’s hiding something. he’s hiding a Price he’s hiding a Truth he’s clearly hiding Something Bad. there could not be more dread here.#i think BRYNDEN thinks he’s justified but this man’s grasp on morality has always been loose. what happens when he’s several decades being #juiced on weirwood mojo has done to where his priorities lie 😭😭#like even if the others are exactly like in the show. i do believe bloodraven is doing something fucked up.#and bran’s gonna find out. and there will be some sort of magical decisions here.#bc what’s happening is objectively a bad thing to do.#anyways i’m not bitching here tbc i do think it’s funny when people differentiate themselves from like #crazy ‘war crimes don’t exist here so you can’t feel like his magical police state was a little over the top’#like stans on twitter lmao. and are like ‘tbc i think he’s a shady dude but i don’t think he’s trying to destroy humanity’#no man EYE am saying i think he is accidentally trying to destroy humanity. or is About to make a decision that accidentally destroys them.#we see him a little differently aksjdjd #getting on my soap box

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kuromi-hoemie · 2 months ago

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i got to spend the whole day with my manager!!! we got to carpool to one of our other offices in another city and had such a good fun day together!! counting the time in transit we worked like an 11 hour shift today but it didn't feel like it bc we had each other!!! i love her!!

i may have skipped a few steps between that last sentence and the rest of the post but too tired 2 fully articulate + just peruse the #mm (My Manager 🫶🏾 (⁠っ⁠˘⁠з⁠(⁠˘⁠⌣⁠˘⁠ ⁠)) tag.... also there's more in the op tags if this gets rb for some reason

#I wanted to kiss her so many times today. in a way that just feels natural and right yk?#stopping yourself from leaning over like ah yes. don't do that. ..........i think..... ................. but i want to....#i might ask lol 😭😩 next time we're rly vibing like we were today idk. we are each other's special friends and r so sweet together 🥺#genuinely love her ugh. anyways...... manager tag →#mm #i feel like my new associate is a whole other rant but i won't get into it 💀 IT'S SO NICE GETTING TO WORK W ANOTHER #TRANS WOMAN OF COLOR. She's SO so beautiful 😭😩 and has been rly cool to talk to and i am so happy to have a proper team now #there's another guy but eh. no offense 💀 but HER!!!!!!!#or. i said i wouldn't get into it so i won't for now 🤐 but today has been a day i dreaded and it was just so so great actually ♡⁠

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pinktinselmonstrosity · 3 months ago

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good news: my covid is definitely clearing up, i feel a lot better

bad news: my grandma only has a few more days to live

#it's really been A Week 😭#i was dreading this week anyway bc i was leaving uni and independence and happiness and moving back in with my parents #so i foresaw me being kind of depressed/upset #i did not foresee getting covid and my grandma dying. those things came out of the blue #jesus christ #also am supposed to get my dissertation marks back next week so i'll find out if i failed/am being summoned to the ethics committee #help #🧃

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princekirijo · 4 months ago

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CUUUURSE YOU BAAAYYYLE

I HEREBY VOW! YOU WILL RUE THIS DAY! BEHOLD A TRUE DRAKE WARRIOR!