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vhenann · 3 months ago

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ppl who yell at healthcare workers,,, choke

#almost cried already today #retail pharmacy is not for the weak 😭#01. ↣『 ooc 』

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drkcatt · 3 months ago

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but i've been anywhere and it's not what i want and i wanna be still with you

in the minvaya sauce tonight!!!!!!!!!

#ffxiv #jupi gpose #minfilia warde #a'vaya fhey #minvaya #bibo grande dropped today and i like. have almost cried looking at vaya with it. my fat butch. she is real.#also hi onei if you see thissss thank you for porting gear already :'))))#im going to try my very best to also port things. i managed to get the shapes right on the chocobo pajama pants #but the weights are TOTALLY fucked. so. will deal with that tomorrow maybe #and grande motivated me to do his body stripes finally ahehahhehehwahhe my kitty he is REAL!!!!#and im trying these scales on minfilia for um. Plot Reasonssss <3 hello 89 triallll <3 #i think she looks absolutely gorgeous #also please look at their rings. ok? ok #i have the gpose JUUUUICE i love gposing. ahahaahhaah AAHAHHAHAAHHAHA #i've done shtolace. now minvaya. i SHOULD do damicred to finish the trifecta... but im not totally happy w dami's look in game ahhhh #but :pleading_face: dmcrd image #anyway. the g'poses. the mnvy g'poses #i took these on island sanc... i want to decorate it really good like other people but i DONT KNOW HOW AHHHHH #minfilia and vaya do actually live on the island. its canon. and its like an animal crossing village. theres a few handfuls of other ppl #teehee. fifiyaya

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not-equippedforthis · 7 months ago

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pleaaasee tell me someone has a pretty gif of kirk going 'how many fingers am i holding up?' before giving mccoy the fucking vulcan ta'al

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james-spooky · 3 months ago

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this is a test

#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th #the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo #g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit #ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco #ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo #e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a #ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha #e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t #care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea #y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss #im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop #e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo #ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas #ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can #use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s #much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a #annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically #now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s #lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like #what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or #smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc #ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other #than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140 #haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai #let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o #what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some #one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james #im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh #w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause #ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:

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dzozef · 10 days ago

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i can not even begin to explain how stressful the last two days have been at work

#yapping #my job is super chill 90% of the time... like i literally get paid to do nothing often #unironically most of my drawings are started and completed during my work hours thats how non busy it is #but these last few days have been insane.. i need all our clients to drop dead this second for the sake of the entire teams sanity #i almost cried from stress yesterday at one point #i need my companys CEO to stop liking me and having faith in me ngl #IT DOESNT PAY OFF TO BE LIKED BY YOUR BOSS #cause it just means hell give u more responsibilities that he doesnt trust other people with :'^)#ppl were genuinely thinking of quitting this week 😭😭😭😭#i have faith itll get back to normal soon though #today is already chill compared to the previous days #yesterday i was on three phonecalls at the same time all while texting with the CEO nonstop for hours #and all of that while actually doing whats my literal job in the background #i stayed an hour longer to finish the report i make at the end of my shifts #my dad got mad at me for staying longer (he was at ny apartment at the time)#but man what else can i do its so insane #also i did not report my overtime to anyone cause i wanted to do my report in peace without having to multitask 10 things as well #the money for that one hour isnt worth the stress xjdjdnhdhdhdj #im yapping now but GOD its been so bad #at least we all got $100 bonuses SIGH #ive already spent that money in my mind ngl #lowkey spent it irl as well not just in my mind

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the-cookie-of-doom · 5 months ago

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#cookie speaks #someetimes i feel so replaceable lol #i tell myf riend im already having a hard time feeling like everyone hates me #and rather than be understanding #she decides to act like a bitch all night #normally it wouldn't bother me thi smuch #but i actually almost cried #in the middle of class #like a freak #for the first time since i was a teenager i actually had to leave class to go calm myself down #i just cant today #i emotionally Can Not

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mainfaggot · 10 months ago

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there are people...who do this.. everyday...

#i did 8 hours of tasks today.... commute class readings class commute yoga shower make dinner #like that's normal for so many ppl ik #but im so tired my sciatica is acting up and i almost cried twice already over nothing..#thankfully i only do school part time bc my psych wants me to focus on Healing and Maintaining Recovery #z.post

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rawliverandcigarettes · 2 years ago

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i am so tired i am so utterly tired nothing is real anymore i am tired and my students are making me feel old (and tired)

#personal #the exhaustion goes bone deep #literally couldn't handle one more week of work #this one is already on thin fucking ice #almost cried of exhaustion in front of 35 youngsters today #tomorrow is a crucial day in my career #i have to not look ridiculous in front of 50 industry veterans #death becomes me

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fatcowboys · 1 year ago

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in a years (and some change) time since i i have become a signifigant stoner which really makes sense considering its up there with sumatriptan for relieving migraine pain tbh

#going to miss her while away from home for moms wedding rip #but also theres no way im going to even consider trying to travel w it considering how much anxiety flying already gives me #will use it as a lil t break instead #and just be very stocked in sunatriptan just in case #also trying to smoke light leading up to when i leave as well altho mixed success on that bc ow ow migraines #i woke up w auch a bad one today. really almost cried at work more out of frustration #bc literally today is the first fucking day i have pto again #i was two and a half.hours short on pto last paycheck bc of needing to take time off bc of migraines #and i thought i was gonna have to take pto on the First day of having pto again i was gonna scream #i tried to call to schedule w a neurologist bc previously ive been trialing meds thru my pcp #but at this point i think its worth trying to find a neurologist i can stand bc of how much ive been struggling #but they need a referral which i should have expected but now i need to get ahold of my pcp who is bad at responding to portal messages #so. sigh.

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forceuseralona · 2 years ago

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#yelled at my mom today because I got so tired of the way she's been treating me #and it was the absolute worst #and I cried like a baby #I don't mean to say she's the most terrible mom in the world or anything like that (she's not the best but she certainly isn't the worst)#but it's just not fair that I have to help her with everything while my brother doesn't have to do anything #and when I come back from almost a week long trip she doesn't even ask me how it was or even welcome me home #she's just wondering who's gonna do her shopping for her #I don't tell people how I feel...#I bottle it up and let it fester until I explode #and today I exploded #but in the end she just told me to calm down and gave me a hug and I cried and cried and cried #and I haven't been able to stop all day #I don't want to be on the outs with my mom #I love her and I want to be there for her and help her now that she's getting older and her health is deteriorating #but I just can't be at her beck and call 24/7 #and I don't want to be upset or angry with her when I don't know how long she's got left #I'm not gonna make the same mistake I made with my dad #sorry for the rant #already feeling better and have almost stopped crying #just have to stop listening to sad songs 🤣

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thethingything · 10 months ago

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okay apparently ou brain's decided to fixate on medical trauma stuff and now I'm dreading the appointment and aftermath. awesome /s

I feel like there's been a recurring thing lately of us waking up, being reminded of something trauma related, and then having to spend a few hours dealing with that, at which point we're dissociated and exhausted and then it's hard to do much else

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #I've been awake for 2 hours and I've already cried and almost had a panic attack #and when we woke up our migraine had cleared up but now we have another one 😒#our brain feels so fuzzy and weird and I'm trying to get it to calm down and stop feeling like we're in danger #so I guess today's just gonna be one of those fucking days but that's been the case for a lot of days recently anyway #I feel like I've been complaining a lot but like... jesus fucking christ I need a break from everything

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osamusriceballs · 1 year ago

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Got trapped for solid 20 minutes in the storage room of my workplace today that is only accessible with an elevator (literally no emergency exit- if the elevator doesn’t work, there‘s no way out for you), and I though no one will find me till we open on Monday- let me tell you, the panic was real 🥹🥹

#it was a combination of unfortunate events #my shift ended on 5pm #and like five minutes before my shift ends I had to go there #I told one of my colleagues that I’m going to the storage room #and then I was trapped #the elevator just wouldn‘t open the doors #and my colleague thought that I already went home without saying goodbye #so she didn’t search for me #one of my other colleagues fortunately forgot something in the storage room #and she could open the door from the outside #I literally almost cried in front of my boss and her #he saw the tears in my eyes and he felt so bad for me and tried to comfort me #I was smiling though the pain #and regained my composure real quick #but still #with every passing minute I know that the shop will close soon #and that no one will come till Monday morning #I was trying to stay cool #and I managed until I saw my boss 😭😭#that’s why I didn’t feel like writing today #I’ll post the kinktober fics tomorrow #I’m still feeling so uneasy when I think about it #like it wasn‘t that bad #but knowing that I’m depended on that old elevator #and can‘t come out no matter how hard I try #that truly did something to me

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cryolyst · 1 year ago

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#they speak!#ignore this #my coworker needs to move out and i can't tell if he was mostly joking or completely serious but he asked if i wanted to rent a place w him #and it's so tempting it's. so fucking tempting i want to move out so bad #and especially on days like today where i have to listen to my parents fail to communicate without getting loud and angry #like i feel so awful. i'm 22 and i still have to hide in my room and try not to cry. i can't live like this anymore.#and it feels so hopeless because what else can i do? fuck up my health even more by working more hours?#so i can afford renting a tiny place? when i'm already so unwell and struggling to take care of myself??#and i know i'm not at a place to cut my parents out of my life so i'd have to endure all the judgement they'll have about who i room with #and i know know know no matter who i room with there'll be judgement. because i can't even talk to friends casually without it lol #not to overshare on main but i was omw to work on friday and almost cried at the bus station #because i was thinking about how i never really had an adult in my life that really truly loved and nurtured me #like yeah i had teachers and later in my teens some community members that supported me and were positive influences with positive impacts #and as much as i am hurt by my parents they still very much cared for me and shaped me as a person. both for better and for worse.#and yeah be the adult that is there for yourself now and all that but.#i can never change the fact that there wasn't someone that was there. and i wish i could stop mourning but it's hard. it's so hard.#and one day it will get easier but for now i just have to endure it. i guess. hahaha. :)

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astrxealis · 1 year ago

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super busy but hi i miss ffxiv i played again today raghh happy 10th anniv the rising event makes me cry i love ffxiv :(( but anyway! bg3 thoughts in tags!

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#meow :3 #my approval w shadowheart is so high lol ... she & my tav are a couple. of bestiesss <3 #astarion is amazing bcs i got bit the 2nd fucking night of playing and just before that too lae'zel wanted to get in my pants #IT'S AMAZING what the first cutscene i got for long rest was wyll already turning into a devil bcs i had all origin charas alrdy #and then after that ?? astarion bite scene. he didn't even talk abt the stars anymore or whatever he just jumped straight to biting my tav #oh my god and lae'zel wanted to get it on w my tav SOOO badly ... her dialog is so funny i love her #anyway :3 my tav is a slowburn w astarion but they r fr getting there. sometimes rising sometimes going down but it's been rising more #lately and teehee <3 my tav also thinks karlach is the sweetest and ADORES her. you can see him making soft heart eyes at her always.#also got the learning magic moment w gale and god it's so dangerous for me to get gale cutscenes tbh bcs i'm trying not to favorite him here #he has. what. stuff w magic and stars. shut up. i can't handle that rn or i'll fall in love LMFAO <3 #wyll ..... i don't use him in my party good gods and he Still remains the character i know the least even tho i know him a lot more now #but i REALLY like him. i would say he's my 3rd fav after karlach who is after astarion but so are shadowheart and gale and lae'zel... so.#i'm. not forgetting anyone right #but yeah basically all of them r my favs <3 and my tav gets along w all of em p well tbh #he's a good nice person but chaotic (he's my bard baby boy <3) so it's REALLY fun playing bg3 w him as my tav ... apollo my dear #i should make an elf oc named emil. give him brown hair. be even more self-indulgent thru making more & more charas.#btw i saw a painting of apollo online today. as in the god. and almost cried (positively) bcs my tav named apollo looked so similar #amazingly w the slightly curly hair blah blah blah and the general colors. apollo just. generally means a lot to me ok. anything w apollo.

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jon-withnoh · 1 year ago

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Maybe I will make a continuous post like I did with the songs stuck in my head at my old job, but for survival strategies at my new job.

#life stuff #work stuff #i almost cried today because I’m so overwhelmed #which would have made this the second time I cried at the office #i managed to not cry by having a very nice chat with a coworker #but OOOF #This JOB #it’s super interesting and I think I like this field of work #but having to jump right into an existing system and having to learn as I go because all the projects are already in motion…#it’s so tough

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calvins-dad · 1 year ago

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about to cry on this bus because it just hit me this morning how much of my current Problems are coming from work

#like i think finishing college going through a kind of bizarre breakup and then immediately moving to a brand new part of the country and #starting a new job in the span of like 3 weeks was going to be A Lot either way #but the fact that this job was advertised to me as making maps (thing i can do) and then it ends up being making maps (✅) massive data #inventory and migration from AGOL to enterprise (❌) and then enterprise to utility network (❌) and negotiating prices with esri for products #i only mostly understand (❌) all for a utility in a pretty big city was just too much #and also i already have a Thing about moving and a Thing about the way this breakup went and i’m not impressed with the organizing scene #here after years of working to build the one where i was like. there’s just a lot going on.#but noticeably this weekend i felt great and when i got to work today i almost cried #mine

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