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#plushie#cute#agere#age dreaming#age regression#agedre#system little#little#stuffie#stuffed animal#bug#beetle#spider#ant#moth#snail#stickbug#brown#tan#jellycat
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Being plural is really funny sometimes. Like. Got stressed about moving troubles so the system gave us a checks notes 8 year old boy that really likes bugs and worms
#tw bugs#tw worms#beth posting#inside my mind#plural culture#actually plural#plural system#plural#plurality#plural memes#plural community#plural gang#system stuff#traumagenic system#system things#sysblr#pro endo
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I'm dead serious some of y'all need to stop commenting shit like "Kill it with fire!!1!" on every post of a bug or any "scary" creature you see. Idgaf if you have a phobia or how many legs it has, having such a violent hateful reaction to any animal is just not normal behavior. And that goes double for posts by someone who's happy about the creature, I'm not asking you to go cuddle bugs just to mind your own business, people don't want to hear how much you hate something they like.
Edit since I forgot this was the piss on the poor website: Yes ofc ppl should tag pics of bugs so that those who don't wanna see them can filter them, and yes I know ppl can't choose what they are scared of, but wishing violent death on an animal, wanting to drive a species to extinction and telling people who like unconventional animals that you hate them and wish they died is still not normal behavior, hope that helps.
#not eli's art#eli rambles#rant#nature#animals#invertebrates#insects#bugs#bugblr#idk what else to tag#sorry i really needed to get this out of my system#not kuro#not yoi#anyway i personally love bugs and i gave a lil kiss to a grasshopper today :)
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#hoof draws#satyrs#<-anotha random goat lady design for fun#based off the epic gurcu goat...#OKAY back to work now . i just have a satyr bug in my system rn that i had to get out
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some more bee em cees
#mine#be more chill#be more chill fanart#jeremy heere#christine canigula#michael mell#okay i think the bmc bug is out of my system now lol
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What it feels like when one of the trauma holders experiences peace for the first time
#shout out to our trauma holders healing#its been so hard but the peace and content that comes from healing is worth it#system posting#system#traumagenic#traumagenic did#traumagenic system#actually polyfrag#actually cdd#actually dissociative#actually did#didosdd#polyfrag did#polyfrag system#polyfragmented#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative system#osdd did#osddid#did osdd#did stuff#did memes#did system#did community#did alter#the bug speaks
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One thing that bothers me so much is when a woman wants fertility treatment and people are like, "Just adopt." I don't think people realize that you cannot "just" adopt.
My aunt is an adoption social worker, she's my source here because I couldn't find official numbers. In the province of Ontario, there are barely any private adoptions per year (child adopted without CPS taking the kid away). Probably lower than 60 total and that's out of about 16 million people. Why? Because unwanted babies are either terminated (this post is not the place to talk about this debate, this is just a fact right now) or adopted by family (ie: teenage mom's baby is raised by grandma). There are no private adoptions to be had.
Foster to adopt? Not for everyone because the point of foster care is actually to return the children to their parents. You can have a child for 2 years only for them to return to their parents at the end instead. That would break some people. That would very reasonably be too much for some people to take, especially people who desperately want to be parents. Also, fostering can mean taking on a lot of medical and psychological issues that some people don't feel able to deal with, financially and personally. I have a ton of respect for foster parents and people who foster to adopt, but not being able to take this on isn't a moral crime. Also, less children available than you think, in 2022-23, only 456 adoptions happened in Ontario.
International adoption? Don't make me laugh. Just check the news and learn about how it's the shadiest thing in the world. Would you like to learn in 20 years that your child was stolen and has parents? It also tends to cost a lot of money, similar to fertility treatment.
The easiest way to acquire a human child is to make one yourself, that is a fact in high income countries in the 21st century. Stop shaming people for trying to use what really is the only option a lot of the time. And I won't even get into the social pressures that make a woman feel lesser if she can't produce her own children or if you happen to have a criminal record and therefore cannot adopt at all.
#this really bugs me#you can't just adopt#like it's literally not an option a lot of the time#and I know someone who adopted a baby and the parents changed their minds#she had to give the baby back at the very end of the time limit#can you imagine?#not jane austen#it gives me rage honestly#adoption#rant#my parents did foster care for 10 years#I got a good look at the system
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dick vs. apartment organization, a story in three parts
new teen titans 10, new titans 65, nightwing: target
"i can't believe this place." "i thought you were moving." "you live like a slob."
everybody's a critic dsfsfdsf
#dick grayson#dick grayson understands my organization system <3 maybe the disorder is just enabling me to be more orderly! you don't know#anyway black mirror!dick turning into a neatnik who's really reluctant to have any personal items around at all#so much that alfred is bugging him about how he should decorate more and make the place more 'his'#is in context obviously inspired by dick's general trauma-response flight from memories in the batman: reborn era#but in my heart it is also a trauma response to getting his apartment blown up <3#'haha nah i'm just a rolling stone' (<- guy whose firetrap of an apartment went up in smoke with all his worldly possessions)#hoc scripsi
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Something about the way bibliopunk/punk academia is treated on here Bugs Me and I think it can be best summed up as this:
You can't just throw the "punk" descriptor onto whatever you like and call it an aesthetic
Punk is not an aesthetic
Punk is a mindset, it's a philosophy-- it's a rebellion against societal systems
When I say bibliopunk, I don't mean sweater vests and old library photos and quotes from classics.
Bibliopunk, to me, a punk librarian, is about freedom of information. It's about making sure everyone and anyone can have the resources they need to learn, whatever that means for them. It's no late fees and fighting against censorship. It's defunding the police and funding community resource centers that specialize in making sure there's a place where people can go to ask for help, to read books on any subject they can think of, to connect with events and organizations that exist to help THEM. It's about making zines and learning how to bookbind, because fuck the idea that traditional publishing and Amazon are the only people that can make something a book.
Punk academia, which is used colloquially here, is related to this-- it's saying fuck the academic systems that keep out the poor, the people of color, and the disabled. Fuck your Ivy Leagues, education is whatever the hell you make it. College should be free, classes should be accessible WITHOUT being forced to give up all of your personal financial and health information, curriculums need to include as many varying perspectives as they can because fuck the idea that a cishet abled white man is the authority on any given topic.
Bibliopunk, punk academia, and any other Tumblr "aesthetic" with the punk descriptor is not just a moodboard of photos you stole from Pinterest.
Because what's more punk than a public library?
#punk#dark academia#punk academia#bibliopunk#punk aesthetic#this has bugged me for a while#as someone who really cares about things like literature and writing#but is also very fucking angry at the systems that make them inaccessible to others#the only shit you find on bibliopunk is aesthetic posts#and nothing about actual values#ive thought about writing up like#a bibliopunk manifesto? zine? thing#but thats a lot of spoons#and i am but a small cripple
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i just finished volume 1 and Shen Qingqiu makes me so insane like. the level of detachment he has to his surroundings and to HIMSELF... my guy you are in MOURNING. you FEEL BAD and are GRIEVING YOUR FRIEND. yes you already knew it was going to happen, but rationalizing your actions and dismissing your emotions doesnt make them LESS REAL. like. idk maybe if Every Other Person keeps treating you like you're a mourner. maybe its because. you are in mourning? just a thought.
#svsss#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#obsessed with him so far. i want to study him like a bug.
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🌱 - realistic bug stuffies :3
#plushie#cute#agere#age dreaming#age regression#agedre#system little#little#stuffie#stuffed animal#bug#insect#beetle#rhino beetle#ant#bee#weevil#mantis#praying mantis#snail#spider#arachnid#silk moth#moth#stinkbug#brown#green#yellow#grass#nature
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Want to tell better ttrpg stories using monsters? Check out MONSTROUS, an "oops, all flavor" book with no statblocks, lavish art, and robust system-agnostic tools that help you craft rich backstories that tie directly into the bad guys' motivations and actions.
Cloud Curio is a 4 person collective designing tabletop roleplaying game supplements both whimsical and strange. Part of that collective is Kyle Latino aka Map Crow. MONSTROUS was an idea that was born from his Building Better Monsters Playlist!
#ttrpg art#ttrpg#ttrpg community#indie ttrpg#ttrpg monsters#system neutral#system agnostic#dnd#dungeons & dragons#role playing games#monsters#lich#beholder#dnd art#dnd5e#dungeons and dragons#bugs#skeleton#skull#dragon#angels#celestial#bug#spider#eyes#spiders#insect#insects
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PEST POSTING !!!!!! last two r doodle reqs for weeny
#regretevator#regretevator art#pest#pest regretevator#pest posting#system art#fictive#bug#beetle#stag beetle#anthro bug#roblox#roblox art#procreate#free form#doodles#sketches#silly#yotenotes
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They finally released the finished game and it was pretty fun!
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so, iterators are kinda 1/2 1/2 metal n flesh right?
What if it slowly got more biological over time? Science progressing n all that.
I think it'd be cool if iterators from different eras looked completely different from each other :3
#art#original art#rain world#rainworld#iterator#five pebbles#rw five pebbles#rw slugcat#rw iterator#rw looks to the moon#rw no significant harassment#rw seven red suns#srs#rw sliver of straw#rw hunter#rw spearmaster#ive seen mostly just robotic iterators out there#so more squishy looking or just full on creatures would be cool#i also fell to just kinda “silly lil humanoid bot” thing too#but i wanna experiment a lil more now#and FP being a bug hehehe#i just thought NSH would be a lil softer#still no fur though only skin n stuff#fucks with cooling the systems n all that#also snake moon is a fun idea#thought dolphin first but thats just too easy#anyhoo#WHAT THE FUCK WHY DID MY WILD ROBOT THING GET THOUSANDS OF NOTES
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The Collective You
[one system's brief advice about accepting the idea of the collective you]
One of the best pieces of system advice started from a tumblr post and was elaborated by my DID specialist. I can't find the original tumblr post that started it, so I'm making a little post of my own <3 Share the knowledge. and also hope that someone can link the original post lol.
When I was REALLY going through it™ with my first diagnosis w/ DID, and a lack of integration, all of my alters felt like separate individuals, some of us feeling as distanced as a coworker or a stranger altogether. We were just getting a grasp on internal communication between all of our subsystems, and it was rough. We felt so entirely differentiated that we were our own people trapped in one body. While I don't really care about what language you use, all alters in CDDs are a part of one person [there's only one body and brain]- the collective you.
So obvs, I'm scrolling tumblr like the chronically online doomscroller that I am, and I see this post that goes along the line of not knowing who you are, but knowing you are 'you', regardless of who you are [referring to alters]. And it said something like "we're all me enough to pick up our meds"- something like that. iirc it was a half light hearted, half advice post, but that was really good advice for me. I kind of internalized it after I processed it in therapy. It's actually why I have started to love parts language lately tbh.
After further processing this idea in therapy, Identity Confusion stopped mattering in the grand scheme of things. I focused less on worrying about who I was, and just focused on the fact that I'm me. Just like the post I saw- We are all me. The example of all being me enough to pick up my medications just applied, like, everywhere. Even when it came down to the smallest things- with coping with other symptoms too.
Oh? I don't like coffee right now? I guess I should switch to something else. [differentiated alters]
Oh? I have barely any drawing skills right now? Okay, really sucks but I can work on something else and come back to it later. [skill variance between alters]
Oh? I have to go to a doctor's appointment? I know I'll forget that- Gotta write a list, and put it up on the board so I remember. [day to day amnesia]
You know what happened? My dissociation got better! Not immediately or entirely, obviously, and my memory [re amnesia] still sucks, but that's part of the disorder- plus other disorders that I have. This idea of the collective you is something that I think is really beneficial to all CDD systems, especially during the mid to later stages of recovery.
I, admittedly, credit most of my healing to conversations I have had with my DID specialist. Especially since, without her, I wouldn't have been able to process this idea of the collective me further, but the conversation wouldn't have been started if I hadn't seen that post on tumblr. This was a budding concept with us due to the separation we had. It helped with integration. GRANTED... Not every alter got the memo, obviously, but It's something that I'm still working on. Of course, being me comes with the prerequisite that I am a person with DID, and that I am made up of multiple parts.
Now for the piece of advice I got from my therapist- Though it requires a certain level of knowledge of your own system, such as a list of alters and some identifying info [fav drinks, fav colors, those type of things]. Look at the list of your alters wherever it may be. Just whatever you use for logging your system members. Look for the commonalities between alters. There will be at least some commonalities.
For example; A good 45% of us like bunnies, 45% like cats, and 10% have a liking for other kinds of animals. Using this information, I can pretty much deduce that 1. the collective me loves animals and 2. the collective me likes cats and bunnies especially.
Another example; I looked through our simplyplural, which has a favorite color thing [in ours at least]. By looking through the list, I figured out 1. wow I like literally all colors- my fav color is rainbows and 2. I especially like pink and light blue.
More examples; the list.. THE LIST... I looked through it and saw that a good 90% of us like MONSTER ENERGY DRINKS- of varying flavors, but the common denominator was Ultra Strawberry Dreams, but all of us like [or tolerate] water as a preferred drink. From there I can come to the conclusion that I prefer water over anything else and that I have a problem with monster [being light hearted but I genuinely do].
I hope you get the idea I'm going for. I used this process for nearly every aspect of our collective identity, though some had to genuinely be voted on, such as our LGBTQIA+ labels [offline, we just call ourself queer, but that's.. aside the point LMAO].
Obviously, there are going to be outliers- Having DID comes with the fun [/s] aspect of alters being differentiated from each other in some capacity. Example for the monster energy one- We have a handful of alters that HATE energy drinks- even just fizzy drinks in general. There's one guy who will only drink Black Coffee and water- nothing else. He's the guy who is always hiding away our monsters in the way back of the fridge, but guess what!! He's me!! The part of me that doesn't want me to ruin my health over energy drinks. The part of me that knows I deserve better than my unhealthy habits.
Getting to know the collective you is just like learning about your system! It is not inherently different than figuring out what an alters dislikes or likes are. The idea of The Collective You shouldn't feel scary or anxiety inducing- if it is, you may want to confront those feelings with a therapist if you have access to one. Every CDD system is the collective [or, well, system] of one fragmented individual- That is a studied and objective fact. I wanted to give advice from one recovering system to another.
No, this will not work for everyone, every system is different, but I'm hoping this post finds the right audience in knowing that it's worth a shot to try this!
#THIS IS NOT SYSCOURSE. DO NOT MAKE IT SYSCOURSE. I WILL BITE UR ANKLES.#Also. if ur going to critique this post- be gentle. I've been going thru it because of bad news I got and I have RSD.#system posting#system resources#<- Don't know if this one really applies so feel free to correct the usage of this tag#syscovery#did recovery#did system#sysblr#osddid#did community#cdd community#system community#system stuff#did#did osdd#cdid system#cdid community#cdd system#dissociative identity disorder#complex dissociative disorder#If anyone wants to tag OSDD you can- I just don't know if this applies to OSDD bc Im a DID system#the bug speaks
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