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I'm very slowly trying to catch up with everything, but I've been in a Dragon Age hole the past couple of months
Anyway, I've drawn the crazy inventor cuz it's been so long and it felt nice doing so
I love to see the improvement over time, even with more recent drawings (tho it's not really big)
#dishonored 2#kirin jindosh#dagyne_scribbles#(I have 200h+ on Inquisition it's been SINCE LATE FEBRUARY)#and who's my fav one who made me buy the game?#A fucking middle aged man with a mustache and undercut#Dorian even has his mole under same eye as Kirin#What classes? School projects???#No no no hear me out#Dating Dorian and squealing like a teenage girl whenever I see him and asking him for a kiss every 5 seconds#My brain is having a hard time because??? what do you mean two hyperfixations at the same time
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I'm so immersed in my jason grace new rome uni fic that I'm studying ancient roman law terms using this as an excuse. help.
#I'm COMMITTED fr#I become smart just for these fanfics i swear. i thank the fanfic and fandom community for my thirst for knowledge đŽâđ¨â¨#I also remember listening to latin asmrs and learning latin words for reyna and jason :) I need help fr#i hate how I feel the need to want to know EVERYTHING tho đ like why do I have to overthink everything#I'm not sure if I should include ancient roman law or common law for jason tho#or he could just learn both as separate classes. the roman law can come under the history category#so he has to learn a bit of everything#political science criminal law economics history civil law corporate law banking law#I'm tired. law students I have always had nothing but respect for you#I won't go TOO deep into what he's studying in the fics tho like I won't mention his lessons in the fic every 5 mins#prolly just him doing presentations and projects then and there#bc like if I go too deep in then I'll get into a writing slump again#bc info dumping is EXHAUSTING it would feel like a school assignment not a fic#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo series#jason grace#pjo hoo#pjo hoo toa#annabeth chase#leo valdez#piper mclean#frank zhang#hazel levesque#jason grace x y/n#jason grace fanfic#jason grace x you#jason grace x reader#ŕżâ§ ÖśÖ¸Ö˘ËËđŚËËÖśÖ¸Ö˘ â§ŕż elora's PhD in overthinking
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in the throes again
#I literally donât know what to do with myself when I donât have anything to look forward to#like yeah small things like new episodes of my shows or idk but nothing is going to be verifiably changing for the better#I donât have any projects to work on or events to go to and I barely have anyone to talk to#Iâm doing ok its just annoying to to have to keep finding ways to distract myself from the fact thatâs itâs all getting harder#Iâm ok tho#I hate when school ends but I donât even have any in person classes next semester just more being at home#uhhhhhh to reiterate I am fine and ok#personal
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i am not immune to launchpad sol and albin thoughts
#ramble tag#its so like. okay.#launchpad was when they 'peaked'. best years of their lives#the . i think what we canonically know happened at launchpad was like.#laquidditch (fun!) christmas special adventures (fun!)#and then . also#getting deeply bullied. sol lightly kidnapped to launchpad. lizer. claudius. 'you made us run until we threw up' 'im pretty sure he got off#on torturing kids'. literally what the fuck was their deal#getting stuck in a spiders web ???? for a semester ?????#......??? getting chased down by a vaccum cleaner ..........#'it got a lot darker near the end' ... fun pretend child endangerment#like . man.#not to sound CRAZY or anything. does anyone get the impression launchpad was like. a bad ? time ? for them ?? like. it just straight up. bad#by god does it rlly sound to me like#the feeling of when high school was so bad it made ur life a living hell to be in. and u were truly just. surviving#but then youd b goofing off w ur friends in a little dorm. and the stress and the exhaustion seems to color everything that isnt that.#in a beautiful hazy rosy golden film#it hurt but the hurt was monotonous and dull. so all u remember were those shining bright in betweens#sol and albie sneaking into the kitchen and enchanting the self moving cookingware and just seeing what happens#and watching mothership approved saturday morning cartoons in bed#and studying together late at night n sol tucks albin in after hes crashed from hiss allnighter#and passing notes in class#and all that free time over crittermas breaks to do stupid dares and long rambling conversations abt nothing#sol knits albie his first sweater#they have their first beer together#they come back after a really bad day for the both of them and lie on the floor and talk abt anything but that#albin practices spells on sol and its not a good or safe idea but its probably fine#albin pettily bitching about his assigned partner for an arcana class project and sol blindly tsking his side always#only wizards can check out library books and albie checks out all sols books for him#...... anyway
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Hey I'm graduating college in may and I just kinda realized that I'll be Done Done with school after that. Not fake-done like I was graduating high school, where I'd have to go to college at the start of the fall. And not fake-done like I was in any of my semesters I took off.
Done Done. As in I accomplished my degree, and I won't ever have to go back to school if I don't want to. What a beautiful, beautiful thought.
#speculation nation#i enjoy learning but not in school. school is the soul killer. there's a reason it's taking me 10 years to get my bachelors.#failed classes and switched majors and part time school (so i could work and pay my way thru) and semesters taken off...#for 9 and a half years now it's been a fucking shadow hanging over my head.#just gotta keep going just gotta persevere. slow and steady wins the race.#and well im nearly there now. holy fuck tho i didnt miss full time school lmfao#i went to part time a few years back to save my fuckin self bc it was just *impossible* to do full time school And work to support myself.#and even part time school plus a job was horrible. but i did it anyways.#and here i am now with my lovely life insurance from my awful paternal death. life sure happens as it will huh.#which will let me complete school in a neat 10 years. graduated high school in 2015 and college in 2025. wild.#not glad my dad died but im grateful that ive gotten this opportunity afterwards.#sure is strange the ways life goes.#anyways yeah im in deadlines hell rn with all these fucking projects but ONCE I FINISH THEM#i will be done with this semester. my second to last semester.#theyre releasing class schedules today for next semester too and im a little antsy. cant edit until next week regardless#but i wanna KNOWWWWW what i got. best case scenario i get my 3 classes i need to graduate#plus my orchestra and bowling. so i have a full 12 credit hours. to be full time still.#im scared of not having gotten 3 classes bc theyre selectives yea so i dont need These classes Specifically#but also it'll be a pain in my fucking ass if i have to go scrounging. and i wanna have my first choices...#but we'll see. i selected several fall-through options and i dont need any single specific class to graduate.#so long as i have 3... thatll be enough...#AUGHHHHH college!!!! im almost done!!!!! i might get straight As this semester!!!!!! exciting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i need to email my professor about setting up the book meeting lol. i should do that today.
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Okay my crack theory for Lucyâs god situation:
What if instead of dying Lucyâs god became an archfey and fucked off, forsaking all of their followers. I could see that as justifiable for a minor godâmaybe you donât want your personality and existence to be dependent on a group of people small enough for a really big hurricane to wipe them out. Maybe you want to try your hand at self actualization, which you canât really do as a god. Whatever.
But that would still mean Lucyâs grades would be screwed for the year, and the whole group would be switched to pass/fail.
Whatever god theyâre trying to bring back seems like they want to stay a god, but would also only have a single living cleric so their nature would be heavily influenced by who that cleric is, and could still be controlled. Bringing back an established dead god with living followers probably reduces the risk of the god immediately dying or completely sucking ass/not being powerful like what happened with YES!(?), and we know the Ratgrinders LOVE minimizing risk. And choosing a dead god that represents something Lucy is actually passionate about preaching and proselytizing would make her work as a cleric much easier for her emotionally than, say, switching to Helio and just going through the motions, and bringing back a god would probably look good on college resumes.
Idk, thatâs just an alternative theory to Lucyâs god dying based on whatâs been established this season.
#fantasy high#the ratgrinders#ratgrinders#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#d20 fantasy high#dimension 20#this is an idea I came up with while basically writing fanfiction in my head about a possible route Ivyâs story could go#that would make the ragtringers not evil / kind of justified#basically my âwhat ifâ plot line is that Ivyâs god forsakes her during the sophomore spring project and that leads to her loosing her power#and the ratgrinders having to choose a pacifistic quest to go on because they no longer have a healer but canât tell anybody#hence why they didnât kill anything during their sophomore quest but seemingly still passed with a letter grade#(we know Ivyâs death was only reported after grading was completedâwhich means they wouldnât have been switched to pass/fail)#Now Ivy is thinking about what grade to switch to before the end of the year so she doesnât fail#all while covering up her god forsook her to the school until she has her replacement figured out#but WHOOPS something happens and she dies anywayâŚbut with no afterlife sheâs stuck as a ghost. The ratgrinders will all fail if they report#her dead right then-and Ivy doesnât want that for her friends-so instead the ratgrinders disguise self as her and fake her cleric powers#with their own in class just enough to keep her from failing the yearâŚthen after grading closes they report her as dead to Augfort and ask#for his help in reviving her like he did the bad kids. But he tells them that he brought the bad kids back by taking their place in#the afterlife; if Ivyâs stuck as a ghost and not in an afterlife than thereâs nothing he can do right now but heâll look into it oh wait#his DAUGHTER is back and they need to bond nevermind here are some resources during this endless night that you can read up on to try to#find a way to bring your dead friend back on your own have FUN high schoolers I believe in you but itâs Ayda time!#so the ratgrinders did a bunch of research on their own and they found that a god could bring her back to life and the only one willing to#do that would probably be a preestablished dead god they brought back to life (similar to Kristen with Cassandra). This red god is just#the safest bet they found in the books to complete their plan#I wonât call all THAT a theory because itâs based on nothing but thatâs my idea for a direction her backstory could go#also pretend whenever I wrote âivyâ in this little end section I actually wrote Lucy#I canNOT believe I made that mistake#Cassandra save me
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Potential volume warning?? Maybe?? Just a lot of sudden over-enthusiastic monkey screeches and giddy hand claps (provided by yours truly). Wish I had more time on my hands to provide a clever edited segue into this video but NAH. Nah just immediately get hit with lot of incoherent ramblings which Iâve had saved on my deviceâall related to a singular fixation on a fictional robot guy. If you had a shred of doubt about how much I am dedicated to loving his character before, then perhaps this will change your presumption lol
âŚ.I donât owe anyone an explanation to this insanity jskjsksp. I choose to openly expose myself in the pursuit of getting over being undeniably cringe!! No more being in denial or downplaying just how happy he makes me teehee. Pay no mind donât even worry about it. This post never happened it was all a dream. Iâm living in my blissful delusional cocoon with no shame attached thank you very much :))
But yea!! Here have some highlights/snippets from various audio recordings I keep to myself. Some are related to when I was initially introduced to Mr. Puzzles character and others are more recent. Most stem from my time looking at fanart, watching episodes, analyzing his character and whatnot. Probably wonât ever release the full things lol. Itâs all very much self indulgent sillies as per usualâitâs nice having a way to preserve these emotions & visceral reactions. Why keep restricting expressing your happiness when you can let it all out? (I say this and then proceed to avoid talking openly about Mr. Puzzles irl out of worry oop). Itâs no matterâŚposting this is only at the detrimental expense of my usual calm & collected facade. Mutuals I promise Iâm usually far more normal and well adjusted then this footage shows (totally still not in denial) <<
#What is this? âRushed/sloppy art and choppy audio splicing? Not too surprising my quality has plummeted severally <<#If you saw the absurd amount of school projects complied up near the deadline youâd start panicking too#genuinely sucks because I have so much creative drive but every single time without fail school says âlol noâ#and slowly but surely that constant pushback starts to erode the pursuit of art completely (praying that doesnât happen to me again)#who in their right mind assumed Iâd be good at juggling responsibilities? That was mistake number one /j#what if I just fail my classes so I can join the ranks of cool puzzle obsessed people huh? what then? very tempting#seriously I donât know how you guys make time to create art regularly. I applaud you and am only a tad jealous :â)#shitpost#random#updates
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i raise you: KAMIKOU SENIORS TRIO â¨
#project sekai#karamell doodles#rui kamishiro#tsukasa tenma#ena shinonome#akito shinonome#toya aoyagi#touya aoyagi#kamikou seniors trio#aka what could have been if ena went to day classes#at the very least i hope she goes to the next kamikou school festival (if they're redoing it)#i need her to interact with her day classmates!!!#they would be sooooooooooooooooooo funny together. all three of them
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It's always interesting to hear about people's weird/unexpected "alternate life paths". Like, something that you could have done with your life, a job you almost took, a school you almost went to, etc - that was still actually realistic enough that it could have happened, but NOW it seems to not suit your current personality.
Like for example, I currently hate advertising (how manipulative it is, brands trying to be 'relatable', social media amplifying it to an obnoxious extreme, etc.) so much that even seeing a little ad before a youtube video is grating to even witness, but there was a point in time where I was genuinely seriously considering going into marketing/making commercials as a career lol. Or like, I have a relative who was very inclined to be a pastor when they were younger, even though today they're a super strong atheist, etc. etc.
#BECAUSE I knew I really liked filming and editing things and doing set design and costume design (from having done little bits of that#here and there in media classes and my own stuff - i used to be a lot more into making videos than I am now). BUT I was always thinking#that a movie is WAAY to big and long. even a short film. So I was trying to think of ways I could still like#have the fun of scouting locations to film and dressing up actors and etc. etc. without it having to be a Huge Million Dollar Production#on tv show or movie level. SO then I was thinking about like... just doing commercials. Or music videos. Like shorter things where I still#get the fun of the filming and everything but it's less of an intensive long term project.#So there is an alternate version of me (I suppose if i somehow did not end up having physical and mental health issues#as badly somehow.. or like.. randomly came into wealth and was able to pay my way through a nice college despite missing#days constantly being out because I'm sick or something lol) that works in some corporate advertising office coming up with commercials#and directing or filming them or doing the sets for them or something in that general vicinity.#I also was considering being a corporate psychologist. or whatever its called.. oh from google:#''Industrial and organizational (I/O) psychologists study and assess individual group and organization dynamics in the workplace''#I don't think I even knew what the job entailed. I was at the time just thinking like.. the type of person that comes into a business offic#and gives everyone personality assessments or does MBTI or big-5 testing crap for whatever reason that some businesses get that#done for people. Really i just wanted to be in a Corporate Big Office setting yet still do psychology. Because I used to be really fixated#on living in a big city. Like the ideas of everything being walkable. picking up a coffee in the morning. walking to my job in a Big#Skyscraper Building. people watching in a huge hotel lobby for lunch. flying frequently (I love airplanes and airports aesthetically).#living in an apartment with a giant window overlooking the city. etc. etc. BUT that was before i had really BEEN to a city. Then I actually#hung around a city a few times and went places and I was like... AUGh... The Sensory Overwhelm.. cars people lights loudness noise scary#everything happening all at once. etc. etc. (though even when I wanted to live in a city i NEVER strove for the Night Life. when i say I#enjoy city imagery I mean like... in the day time. Many people who like cities talk about The Night Life and post pictures of cities all#lit up at night and clubs and dancing and restaurants. none of that EVER appealed to me. perhaps a sign I am not a real city person. Like#I am NOT standing in a crowded bar full of loud people in the middle of the night lol.. get AWAY from me!!) but I do adore the#architecture of like bright white clean sterile modern spaces like huge airport lobbies or malls or etc. I think thats what reminded me of#city and what I liked about the idea of that life. Like I always LOVED the layout of schools and hospitals and trainstations and public#transport in general. Though even then I knew enough that I would not be a good architect/city planner. so I guess my adoration for those#spaces was merely to be channeled into LIVING there. but then I realized I didn't even really want to do that that much. I mean I still#definitely aim to live NEAR a city. like the little areas outside of it. I would never live in a rural place 4 hours from anything. I liter#ally just COULDNT since I need close access to hospitals sometimes lol. But I used to want to live in the CENTER of citites like high rise#condo. and now I'm like.... eh....... perhaps a smaller quieter walkable space nearby lol.. ANYWAY.. alternate me in my Business Suit eheh
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#art#traditional art#watercolour#fanart#virvox project#shirakami kotarou#kurono takehiro#vocal synth#voicevox#another one based off the memories of some post i saw a while back. i was like possessed. to redraw vsynth characters in popular posts#also low key this was what it was like being 22 in university classes full of 18-19 year olds for a bit there LHJSKHJFSDAjdfs#THEY WERE nicer about it. but sometimes they would find out my age and i could see the 'grown ass' flicker across their eyes#especially when they topic of discussion was shit like sororities and me not knowing shit about it. in my defence i was 1) confused about#'greek life' for a while because i am mixed race and kind of ambiguous irl so i just assumed it was a like a cultural based society thing#(we have a lot of those in my school its very multicultural) and they made an incorrect guess about my ethnicity again and 2) when I DID#finally figure out what the hell 'greek life' was supposed to be i signed up cause a friend asked me to but i missed the first day of#orientation cause i was sick and then the sororities started sending really passive agressive emails to me so i got scared off LOL#random sorority sidetrack aside. it was really funny when i was like yeah i dont really understand the whole deal#and a classmate was like oh well yeah i guess you wouldnt have the experience how old are you again like 18?#and i was like........................................................i turned 23 a month ago <:3c#and her face journey as she realized i was like 3-4 years older than her.... my apologies my dearest classmate#sowwy for being in my early 20s. it wont happen again <3
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I don't necessarily buy into the idea of love languages, but I think figuring out how you show your love to others can be such a great idea.
I've learned that I show love through gift-giving and creating things with my loved ones in mind. While this won't be compatible with everyone, the core of why you like expressing your love in particular ways can help you explore how to expand on how you express it.
I think this is important because I think we should strive to be adaptable and to understand ourselves as deeply as we understand the people we love. By getting to know yourself, you can how to appreciate all these qualities about you
#advice#relationships#this goes for ANY TYPE OF RELATIONSHIP#i have always expressed my love in the same way no matter who it is - because i love them#i used to buy my friend flowers when i had no classes in high school#(funnily enough i'm not a huge fan of recieving gifts myself. i would rather be giving them)#inspired because i just gave my dad a gift the other day and i felt so fulfilled and happy#i've gone so long without giving a gift that i felt morose. and now i feel rejuvenated :3#i'm thinking about what gift i could give next#i've been talking a lot about crochet to my dad so maybe after my next project i could find something to make him#after my hoodie i wanna make this freddie fazbear beanie. i thought it was HILARIOUS#bruh i took sewing classes as a youth and i made a stuffed bear and gave it to him. and the bear has no eyes and he STILL HAS IT đ#this bear is almost ten years old and he still has no eyes gd bless đđđ
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shocking: autistic person is having a meltdown because she doesnt know what the schedule is, if it needs to change, or if people are being truthful to her or giving her a half truth answer
#pulling my hair out pulling my hair out#you DIDNT ANSWER MY QUESTIONS THOUGH WHY ARE YOU SAYING YOU DID#you just said the same thing !! in a different phrasing!!#ok be so real with me. do i have to change my classes next semester. like. thats ALL i want to know. will i be paying financially for YOUR#mistake? (your being the school admin as a whole) thats genuinely all i need to know and the answer is ??? youll be hearing from me?#WITHIN 5 DAYS? THE SEMESTER ENDS ON SATURDAY??? what is going to happen within the next 5 days that will magically give me full credit#a final? a test? a project? a presentation? class????#who knows. not me!#stop talking like a politician i genuinely need to know these things cus. youknow. ill be paying for it. with my money.
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me n the girls really do be doing anything except drawing
#lmao i have a maruca wip thats made almost negative progress the last 2 days#and that is. about it.#whenever i have free time i simply choose to read or sleep.#school has been sucking the life out of me#most week days my schedule is school. watch old episodes of bb australia. sleep.#does not help that school ends at 4 and i usually get home at 5#like girl that is the entire day gone what happened to elementary school when i was getting out at like. 2.#do u think i can draw in these circumstances#wait actually! i have technically been doing art.#making a kids book for a childs lit class rn <3 its a remake of a book i made in 5th grade about a turtle named bob#putting my lifeblood into that project
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Wont lie.. im still a bit bitter that my college years were during the pandemic
#damien talks#ik this has been talked a lot but man..#i went to an art school and i feel i didn't even get to try much of anything i was excited about#like the positives was that i could take it at home and not take forever to reach the school#but.. man. I'm so bitter about all the art projects i could've done or even the classes i could've taken#the art i didn't made bc of school..#i think what i remember more about projects wise was.. papers.. writing#im so sad seeing how rn they're having like classes on how to make puppets and notebooks and printing with ink#like hand made prints#sigh.. im just sad i lost those chances bc of covid
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Every month, I try to learn Mando'a and every month I remember why i gave up last time...
Me, everytime: oh this cant be that hard, im already bilingual and learned Aurebesh...
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It has GRAMMAR?!!
#the only words I'll ever know are Buir Cyar'ika and Vod...#and jetti but that's not that hard#i kinda know beskar'gam because I once did a project on mandalorian culture for school but i forget it half of the time#and these arent necessarily the most useful words too like âparent darling friend jedi armorâ isnt a phrase or even close to being coherent#zjvsgshbsvzos#at least its better than my huttesse... all i know is how to tell ppl to fuck off-#star wars#mando'a#Mando'a is hard to learn#mandalorian#btw this is coming from the person who learned Norwegian during spanish class because i hated being told what to do#and then failed my spanish exam for answering the months and days in Norwegian#i already know french english with a bit of Norwegian even less spanish and an odd mix of Japanese#plus all the random words in a bunch of language at random that i picked up from listening#i learn language for fun#but grammar???#grammar terrifies me#im better in english class than in my native language because english is so easy and im too lazy for french grammar rules
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i CANNOT wait for this semester to be over. 23 hours remain. God.
#im gonna do nothing on saturday.#literally i am just gonna crochet madly and rewatch the terror for the first time since August#i need this. i need it.#gonna make amigurumi rats and an opossum for my friend. and nothing else.#i am so close. just gonna touch up my mock teaching portfolio in all aspects and turn it in.#idk how i went from: reworking 2 old term papers. writing from scratch 5 statements of purpose. 1 personal statement. a CV. a resume.#a video essay.#a 10k paper. a digital project with research. a self assessment. three interviews for class. a mock syllabus. a lesson plan.#a teaching philosophy. two lectures and a final to proctor.#that was my ENTIRE to-do list 3 weeks ago. not counting the research and soundwalking in a game i had to do for that 10k paper.#idk how i went from ALL THAT. to this. in that little time. with a holiday in the middle.#how the FUCK did i do that. what the shit.#i need a massive break but what the hell. what.#like. idk. i was really proud of myself on Monday for finishing that big paper bc 10k is the longest paper I've written for school.#and i wrote it in A WEEK.#most of the work was compacted into 4 days. 4 DAYS.#i did most of tha phd app work in 12!! 12 fucking days!!#i have had an extremely productive 21 days. and I'm so proud of myself for managing all that shit.#but oh my god i am so hype to become one with my couch and do a hobby bc i havent done hobbies in............. at least a month.
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