#There would be less loneliness
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ladyloveandjustice · 1 month ago
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Batman has canonically watched and/or read Sailor Moon...
Proof he's read and/or watched it, so much so that he recognizes Rei's name instantly:
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Also please feel free to tell me your reasoning for picking a character, in tags or otherwise, I'd love to hear it! I could see a good argument for anyone!
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moonshynecybin · 2 months ago
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with your same age au any thoughts to like the people in racing marcs known all his life like tito and the espargaro brothers like tito he considered part of his family I think theres a quote somewhere
when marcs mom was making lunch in the trailers for marc and the espargaros was vale there too, baffled at the weird extended family unit of aleix and pol who hate marc and care about him at the same time
and what do they think of little marc hanging out with basically his degenerate (affectionately) not boyfriend (not that they probably think that) who presumably they find equally annoying and fascinating
idk i woke up ten minutes ago checked the rosquez tag like its the newspaper and thought about this
this is so interesting !!! i agreeee i think were the contrast gets hard and compelling and sexy is specifically found in how the marquez FAMILY operates, and them folding vale and his family dynamic and complexes into that sort of environment. vale as a paddock kid getting dragged around by his kinda shitty dad who is letting him run wild (graziano. a hands off kinda guy.) into the VERY involved but financially strained marquezes. who yes sit him down in their trailer and make him pasta and make him help marc with his english homework, but also who marc doesnt ever go very far from. and also who pin all their hopes on marc. which puts a very large weight on his shoulders that is not without it's collateral favoritism with regards to alex... so marc, who was a much more serious kinda kid apparently folds into that and i can see that being one of their baby contrasts before marc figures out how to use his smile/laugh like a weapon.... idk imagine being marc and being a child and your parents lose their jobs in the 2008 financial crisis when youre 15 (his first season in grand prix racing!!!), but theyre putting everything into your racing career and even forgoing food some nights in order to buy you new racing boots... and vale didnt grow up rich, but his dad was a racer and his mom was an engineer like he was good in THAT regard... so hes looking at marc jealous as hell bc his family is "normal" and "together" and his parents are at every race weekend but marc is putting SO much pressure on himself to succeed and IS involved in this very codependent relationship w his family and is jealous of VALE for his FREEDOM, financial and otherwise.... and to be honest i think they find the other equally soothing and agitating to those sorts of wounds. sure they remind each other of something they desperately want that is fundamentally inaccessible to them, BUTTTT they can give it to each other maybe... in little doses... so marc gets cajoled by vale into sneaking off to steal a scooter in the nearest town and speeding and having fun without his dad or alex, and vale gets to like. maybe have a presence in his life on paddock weekends that cares if he lives or dies. and they DEEPLY treasure that sort of thing in a very impactful way imo... and yes lmao there is a hilariously striking visual element to vale's skinny ass with the dumb sunglasses and the bleached hair and the little earring coming to pick up marc "my t-shirt is two sizes too big and im very polite" marquez but tbh i do NAWTTTT think it takes marc long to realize that he can be the instigator in this relationship and the antics get off tha chainnnn
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asoftepiloguemylove · 2 years ago
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hi! could you do a webweave on realizing that you are a combination of your parents' worst? thx! ♡⁠♡
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the word "father" rotted in my mouth
i hope this is what you were looking for !! some of these just about parental failure and this is really long but i have a lot of posts about parents lol. i hope you're doing well <33
Ethel Cain Family Tree (Intro) / wych elm Susan Smith / @filmnoirsbian Do Not Reply / Mary Ruefle Woodtangle / Julia Jacklin Less of a Stranger / Halsey I Would Leave Me if I Could: A Collection of Poetry / Ocean Vuong On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous / The Front Bottoms Father / @filmnoirsbian / pinterest / Warsan Shire How to Wear your Mothers Lipstick / Smoke Signals (1998) dir. Chris Eyre / Ocean Vuong Someday I'll Love Ocean Vuong / pinterest / @extrasad
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lunarharp · 1 year ago
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revamped looong mermaid orufrey au :')
#witch hat tag#orufrey#partial nudity /#about half of it is new the other half is redrawn from last year. Why would you rescribble some scribbles. Well it was bad.#i always underestimate how much i've improved in a year last may was questionable. also it's not even may any more so why mermaids now.#sorry if you remember this but at least half is new story. i'll just paste more explanation from twt....#first qifrey was cursed by EVIL WITCH eye taken and thrown into the sea#memory-less. then kind little witch boy oru found him on the beach & they became friends#they drifted apart after falling for each other bc qif knew he could never be with him.#oru walked on the beach every day for years hoping to see him again until so desperate he goes into the sea (on a ship?) & is dying#qifrey saved him with a kiss. they got closer &oru swore to find a way to save him that wasnt dangerous but qif knew hed need a dark witch.#(that witch was probably the one who cursed him..just toying with him...) in with the spell oru DOES forget him for real#even tho he needs to give Kiss Of True Love before qif turns totally blind for qif to stay human for good or become seafoam. but oru someho#the oldest magic is love..the ability to break through the curses of loneliness and despair. qif already did that for him#so oru was able to do it back later. he fell in love with him again..but also realised it was obviously him....well anyway......#originally the 'finding oru stranded like that guy in the little mermaid' was a separate au but it still makes sense to combine them#i dont want them to have not met in childhood...thats the orufrey thing....#im going to work on Proper drawings next instead of silly comics as usual....
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something2believe · 7 months ago
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i stopped believing in the idea of romantic destiny and having one singular soulmate who's meant for you a long long time ago which is probably a good thing bc otherwise i'd be feeling pretty devastated that i never got to meet the LOML
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chiarrara · 18 days ago
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The only advice I have is if you're feeling lonely, work on a creative project
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luxlightly · 1 year ago
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Drawing steps
Step 1: try to draw
Step 2: fail to draw
Step 3: 10-30 of the most intense, violent anger, self loathing and impulse to break things and/or self harm ever felt by mankind
Step 4: anywhere between a few hours to a few weeks of depression and suicidal ideation, occasionally going back to extreme self loathing and anger
Step 5: wait until the temptation to try again grows too strong to resist and go back to step 1
( at least this time my anger and frustration was slightly less aimed at myself and more outwardly aimed at fate. So i guess that's progress. We'll see how long step 4 lasts. In the meantime I'll be face down in bed listening to "please please please let me get what I want" by the Smiths when it doesn't make me want to kill myself too strongly)
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floral-hex · 1 year ago
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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ha-youwish · 1 month ago
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shout out to neku sakuraba hes like a brother to me.
#twewy#shitpost#i think the last time i made this post had to be a year ago#this post is basically an excuse to give a general fic writing update#lately ive been exploring his relationship to loneliness#neku has clearly spent a lot of time in his life alone#and that clearly majorly sucked for him since hes a character who cares a lot#(the funny little twist of twewy being that neku has always cared about people the entire time he was just terrified of being hurt)#(and therefore a major dickhead)#and then he lets a bunch of people in yada yada whatever.#the point is he has like what. weeks? months? with his brand new friends and then goes to hell for three years#now if it was me writing this i would have made that have more of an effect on him#or at least just pushed a liiiiittle more in the idea that his attitude in neo is a facade even if its not entirely one#if a main character comes back aged up for a sequel i dont think their maturity should change a too much of their character#now to be fair most of neku’s general bitchines was completely internal and we dont get that in the second game so#in my writing im just working on how to incorporate this whole thing with a) a post-canon thing and b) an au#really im more interested in how to adapt this into aus. i love making a au that has the events of twewy and neo but out of order#or in a different context#or like. the same kind of event that plays out differently but has the same emotional beats#for example when rhyme gets erased. oooh do i love to play around with that#or neku having amnesia (again)#obvs in a different au shes not gonna be like. erased. but translating that loss over into a similar event is the funnnn part#and for the amnesia thing depending on how much is lost there will drive him to act more or less out of character until it comes back#jumping to conclusions and doing wild shit based off of that#ive got some Serious Stuff in the works
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pespillo · 2 years ago
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What happened to Luz and Eda in your Acolyte au? Has Hunter ever met King?
Hunter has met king but they never really had a one on one conversation, because King pretends he doesnt talk (distrusts everyone) , King terrorizes Hunter every now and then by whispering things and then pretending he didnt say anything, just to make Hunter feel crazy, their relationship is terrible because Belos actively pits em against each other.
Eda and Luz have remained largely the same, tho i would believe Eda is more closed on herself , then again without any excuse to always remain at the owl house taking care of King she does end up inevitably going out more trying to get into fruitless relationships to get over Raine (doesnt rlly work of course, i think they would end up meeting again a bit earlier), i think it would be funny if King still ends up snooping around her diary when he gets stuck at the Owl House n sees she had a fling with the head of the bard coven , he absolutely tries using this information in the future.
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longagoitwastuesday · 8 months ago
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I actually like the last chapter. I think the ideas are very good. I have my qualms on how some things were managed, as I always do, but I think shonen authors get tangled in the expectations of a shonen to the point it jeopardises their writing, often even when they're not lacking in skills
#I think the nothingness‚ the absence‚ the moving on despite everything‚... is a good if heartbreaking idea#and we do see snippets of it throughout the entire manga‚ yet I think it is mostly lacking in execution#I like the quiet ways in which we see the characters mourn. How Megumi laughs at the letter‚#how Shoko muses about how Satoru should have let her take care of Geto's body‚ the faint smile when Megumi agrees‚#how Shoko quits smoking again‚ Yuuji giving this person hope and a second chance‚ making a reference to him not being executed‚#and giving Sukuna too a chance for him to take one day a different path#All those are very good ideas and all those are very moving quiet ways of grieving. But. It feels in general so lacking#There's so much of everything else in contrast‚ even things that have way less importance narratively than this most of the time‚#that it feels lacking. Especially with how one has to dig to find these things. There's so much that could have been done with the same idea#And done so much better. But the idea is good. The absences are good. The quiet presences are good.The nothingness is good if bitter and sad#But it could have been written better#I also think this ending with Yuuji apparently knowing about Sukuna‚ his lies‚ his little hint of softness‚ the potential second path‚...#makes even more believable why he'd try at all to offer him a second chance. And I love that Yuuji knows him and I love that he still...#leaves the door open for that second chance to occur at some point. Trusting that Sukuna would walk that other path next time#And I love that without openly acknowledging Gojo he demonstrates that he hasn't forgotten him in his acting#How he gives that guy a second chance‚ how he jokes about him not getting executed‚ how he wants to make sure people‚ 'problem children'‚#don't get left behind. He doesn't mimick Gojo in his power but in this flippant but caring aspect and thus he's not forgotten#I do like this. It's heartbreaking. Gojo's desire to be forgotten is bittersweet as it's in a way a desire for... normalcy and humanity#To be surpassed. It goes well with how Gege says Gojo can do anything and thus why he does nothing‚ not even hobbies‚#to leave something for the future generations and not being another wall in their achievements#Gojo's desire to be forgotten is in line with the constancy of his writing when it comes to being drunk on his status#and yet resentful of his loneliness. It's a mix of being left behind and not being left behind#For being left behind and forgotten would mean he is more like the rest. Just another step forwards#And he'd have done what he wanted to achieve. Sorcerers can't stop a long while to grieve but Yuuji takes his words and actions#into consideration and steps forwards. Does the same. Fulfills Gojo's expectations. Walks towards the future. And that's the legacy Gojo#wanted and not going down in history as a legend or the strongest. He was just a teacher. Like Yaga was. He was not even the principal#Just a teacher. His role‚ the role he chose for himself‚ has been fulfilled. Now all this could have done way better#Something of Yuta and Megumi given their dynamics with Gojo would have been good. But I guess Gojo's 'at least one' works well#with Yuuji being the one doing the work. Yuuji was also ontologically alienated since birth and still he too remained cheerful and flippant#despite being so lonely so I guess the final parallel is intentional. But it could have been managed better still. The idea is good though
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gophergal · 5 months ago
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For unknown reasons, I've been hit with a deep and gnawing yearning, bordering on sadness. Its makes me want to press my head against someones chest and hear their heartbeat
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widowshill · 1 year ago
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“He is not to them what he is to me,” I thought: “he is not of their kind. I believe he is of mine;—I am sure he is—I feel akin to him—I understand the language of his countenance and movements: though rank and wealth sever us widely, I have something in my brain and heart, in my blood and nerves, that assimilates me mentally to him.” Jane Eyre, XVII.
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#''we are very much alike‚ you and I. I and you. us.'' ''oh‚ except for a sense of honour‚ and decency‚ and a moral centre.''#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure,miss winters.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#compilation tag#this is. well idk if it's anything. it's not nothing.#but ... man. i happened upon that line of david's and i simply. yelling. in context... does it mean much? not really.#other than .. partially gesturing to the shared evolution in their relationship with david — from david's hatred and wanting them dead#to open affection and protection. but anyway … their parallelism compels me. their matching outfits!#as though they were … not perfect mirrors to each other‚ but contorted ones. not quite foils‚ less than doubles.#a reflection in water — not silver.#Roger’s likeness to Vicki doesn’t feel as immediately obvious (at least to me) as the parallels drawn between he and Carolyn#(who is a collins formed in his own image — physically as well as emotionally; mentally)#Vicki though: outwardly quite different. where roger is callous‚ selfish‚ tempestuous‚ hedonistic;#Vicki is ingenuous‚ compassionate‚ stoic‚ temperate#but they find in each other more of themselves than they’d like to. roger who sees in her not only the imagined weakness of her alliance#with Burke‚ but the weakness (so perceived) of authentic affection‚ of curiosity‚ loneliness‚ even love for his own family. For his son.#the interest in collinwood's ghosts that he would like so well to ignore.#and Vicki who finds herself always with ''a potentiality for corruption.''#she’d like to believe she remains here selflessly — out of love for David and wanting to help him — but it is her own self interest that#keeps her here: wanting to know her past‚ wanting to know these people‚ to be involved with them (no matter how fervently she denies it)#she who typically is calm as still water in suffering their wrongs but can lose her temper as well as roger if pressed.#who begins as almost pure truth but begins to lie — first via omission‚ then conscious untruths.#who — not without good reason — falls into paranoid suspicion of him just as he had her.#Vicki who is an auditory and visual echo — repeating dialogue; repeating clothing; repeating his haunts of the cliffs and the beach.#anyways. I just think they’re neat :) I love a gothic almost-couple
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moe-broey · 2 years ago
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This is as much effort that I'm willing to put into this.
Somewhat of a fix-it with getting rid of the child bride LMFAO, but revamping it so Y!Tiki can still participate. And also a manifestation of how I think Libra/Virion/Lon'qu would be the most powerful if not slightly disastrous throuple (unfortunately no real interactions between them here, they're all too wrapped up in their own things!). And also a fuck you to amatonormativity.
Target audience: Literally just my sister and I think LMFAOOOOOOO
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void-tiger · 1 year ago
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I don’t know how to not either mold myself into a shape that makes it easier for others to stay, or let myself slip through a drain discarded instead.
#tiger’s roar#poetry? kinda?#…anyway just. feeling in a mood again.#brought on by the bone weary loneliness for people Here#realizing just how Small my world is#and how utterly Trapped my disability makes me feel#with even simple mobility aids to just TRY and see if it helps me have SOME semblance of a LIFE again#essentially and perpetually kept out of reach. because capitalism#even if I’m despairing I’ll never escape medical limbo. forget in time#just. insurance will not cover it. I can’t even try. because I cannot afford to try.#and…yeah. it’s hard to believe IRL friends would WANT to basically carry me around. slow down so I can keep up. do things less taxing#and just. forget a romantic partner. I don’t KNOW what’s wrong and will I ever know?#but I’m forced to accept that it’s Bad. I don’t WANT someone to take care of me. feel they have to#I definitely couldn’t bear their obligation and resentment. or using it to control me#feeling like when I do feel and crave love and companionship that. I’m doomed to swallow it. never express it. never explore it#and yeah I know it’s a distortion. something I’d never hold anyone else to. but it’s still damn strong#and I don’t particularly want to be ‘reassured’ that I’ll ‘find someone.’ I want to not be a burden.#(I definitely don’t want to be told I’m beautiful ‘inside and out.’ I want to not be objectified. seen as a person.#(and beauty doesn’t make me feel human. not at all. especially not while I feel like I might as well be rotting#(and shoved into a glass coffin if all I’m good for is to be Pretty and Kind and Sing like a fucking music box ballerina)
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flowercrowngods · 1 year ago
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I've been rotating your answer to my ask in my soul for a day now...
Cause I feel very loved and wanted to let you know that you are so fucking loved too🧡
you make me brave. you made me keep this part of myself that i wanted to discard and burn and tear to shreds just like my skin. you looked after it when i couldn’t. you held it when you knew first hand how fucked up it was, it could be, and it would get.
so ​rotate my words, my face, my hugs in your soul and know that they belong there 🤍 not once, not even for one second did i ever doubt that with you in my life i’m so fucking loved. you’re not someone who’ll let anyone doubt easily.
you were the first to love. you were always the first. and i’m just catching up.
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