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takeiteasyonmeimstilllearning · 16 hours ago

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so help me God, if I see another blog about tiktok being banned I'm gonna (remembering manslaughter is a not polite thing to do) probably go on ao3 and read my blorbos fics then go finish my own fiction until I've finished every last mother fuckin word.

#Like yes I know u ppl think it's violating your very soul and are being stripped of your “identity” and “voice”#Let it be known that I font give a fuck and I actually think it's kind of a good thing.#Not because tik tok being invented by the China #But because the whole format is addicting and teaching people to have short attention spams God #Don't be like “they'll come after other socials too it concerns you!”#No it fuckin dont #If all the socials go then it's no big deal to me #Because I'm not addicted to the internet and watching everyone else live their lives while I just sit on mine #seeing how slowly I can crawl to my grave and dip my toe in my casket to see if I've made to my death safely #Fuck like 'Jesus how are you going to share the things you wanna share?'#By fucking meeting people FACE TO FACE and starting a group that meets at the fucking library or park or whatever #But people are mean and judgemental and generally awful #No they are freakin not #Maybe if you actually got out there and decided to overcome fear by taking action you'd see how wonderful people can be too #But many people of my age have totally lost the ability to contact and connect with human beings #Instead they get all their information on how the world works through a screen and not by going out there making mistakes and observing how #Things work for themselves #They gotta be spoonfed everything cuz a majority don't actually truly want to overcome because it takes time #It takes work #And it requires responsibility once achieved #So fuck tik tok #Fuck social media #Maybe we do need an electronic blight so that people can start being people and talking to each other face to face again.#There would be less loneliness #Less depression #And less suicides if there was #tik tok ban

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asoftepiloguemylove · 2 years ago

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hi! could you do a webweave on realizing that you are a combination of your parents' worst? thx! ♡⁠♡

the word "father" rotted in my mouth

i hope this is what you were looking for !! some of these just about parental failure and this is really long but i have a lot of posts about parents lol. i hope you're doing well <33

Ethel Cain Family Tree (Intro) / wych elm Susan Smith / @filmnoirsbian Do Not Reply / Mary Ruefle Woodtangle / Julia Jacklin Less of a Stranger / Halsey I Would Leave Me if I Could: A Collection of Poetry / Ocean Vuong On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous / The Front Bottoms Father / @filmnoirsbian / pinterest / Warsan Shire How to Wear your Mothers Lipstick / Smoke Signals (1998) dir. Chris Eyre / Ocean Vuong Someday I'll Love Ocean Vuong / pinterest / @extrasad

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lunarharp · 8 months ago

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revamped looong mermaid orufrey au :')

#witch hat tag #orufrey #partial nudity /#about half of it is new the other half is redrawn from last year. Why would you rescribble some scribbles. Well it was bad.#i always underestimate how much i've improved in a year last may was questionable. also it's not even may any more so why mermaids now.#sorry if you remember this but at least half is new story. i'll just paste more explanation from twt....#first qifrey was cursed by EVIL WITCH eye taken and thrown into the sea #memory-less. then kind little witch boy oru found him on the beach & they became friends #they drifted apart after falling for each other bc qif knew he could never be with him.#oru walked on the beach every day for years hoping to see him again until so desperate he goes into the sea (on a ship?) & is dying #qifrey saved him with a kiss. they got closer &oru swore to find a way to save him that wasnt dangerous but qif knew hed need a dark witch.#(that witch was probably the one who cursed him..just toying with him...) in with the spell oru DOES forget him for real #even tho he needs to give Kiss Of True Love before qif turns totally blind for qif to stay human for good or become seafoam. but oru someho #the oldest magic is love..the ability to break through the curses of loneliness and despair. qif already did that for him #so oru was able to do it back later. he fell in love with him again..but also realised it was obviously him....well anyway......#originally the 'finding oru stranded like that guy in the little mermaid' was a separate au but it still makes sense to combine them #i dont want them to have not met in childhood...thats the orufrey thing....#im going to work on Proper drawings next instead of silly comics as usual....

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something2believe · 3 months ago

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i stopped believing in the idea of romantic destiny and having one singular soulmate who's meant for you a long long time ago which is probably a good thing bc otherwise i'd be feeling pretty devastated that i never got to meet the LOML

#still sad about everything im missing out on & dealing w romantic loneliness #less intensily than i used to but who would i be without my yearning

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freckliedan · 9 months ago

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On the topic of secrets, your person that you tell everything to is entitled to YOUR secrets, not anyone else’s. If I tell my best friend something in confidence, I know she won’t tell her husband. He gets to know everything about her, not everything about me.

Dan and Phil definitely understand that distinction and don’t share other’s secrets with each other.

THANK you you get it!!!! i've been losing my fucking mind at the attitude on my dash like... pretty much everyone is out here proving dan's point. by interpreting what he said to mean the exact opposite of what he told us. are people incapable of taking dnp at their word????

#like what?#being trustworthy in my relationships means i have emotional intimacy and support with multiple people in my life which is so much safer an #more fulfilling than the isolating trap of viewing romantic relationships as seperate and above and as something that should meet every #single one of your needs.#like. i have the support and connection w my husband. but i also have 6+ other intimate significant friendships.#there's always someone to talk to and get support from. and if i privilaged my relationship w my husband over those friendships and violate #their trust i would be living a much lonelier and emptier and less supported life.#IT'S THE MOST STRAIGHTFORWARD THING IN TBE WORLD TO ME. WHAT #jam replies #anon

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luxlightly · 1 year ago

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Drawing steps

Step 1: try to draw

Step 2: fail to draw

Step 3: 10-30 of the most intense, violent anger, self loathing and impulse to break things and/or self harm ever felt by mankind

Step 4: anywhere between a few hours to a few weeks of depression and suicidal ideation, occasionally going back to extreme self loathing and anger

Step 5: wait until the temptation to try again grows too strong to resist and go back to step 1

( at least this time my anger and frustration was slightly less aimed at myself and more outwardly aimed at fate. So i guess that's progress. We'll see how long step 4 lasts. In the meantime I'll be face down in bed listening to "please please please let me get what I want" by the Smiths when it doesn't make me want to kill myself too strongly)

#i have no intention or energy to follow through on any ideation #it's less of an 'i am going to kill myself'#and more of a 'death would be a mercy when contemplating an existence such as I have'#life without art is a sad one indeed #and the inability to communicate is a terrible kind of loneliness #together it makes living very painful #but I remain anyway

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floral-hex · 11 months ago

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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

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pespillo · 2 years ago

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What happened to Luz and Eda in your Acolyte au? Has Hunter ever met King?

Hunter has met king but they never really had a one on one conversation, because King pretends he doesnt talk (distrusts everyone) , King terrorizes Hunter every now and then by whispering things and then pretending he didnt say anything, just to make Hunter feel crazy, their relationship is terrible because Belos actively pits em against each other.

Eda and Luz have remained largely the same, tho i would believe Eda is more closed on herself , then again without any excuse to always remain at the owl house taking care of King she does end up inevitably going out more trying to get into fruitless relationships to get over Raine (doesnt rlly work of course, i think they would end up meeting again a bit earlier), i think it would be funny if King still ends up snooping around her diary when he gets stuck at the Owl House n sees she had a fling with the head of the bard coven , he absolutely tries using this information in the future.

#asks #emperor acolyte au #i think eda n king´s mother n son thing still blossoms maybe less natural progression and more eda #seeing that loneliness and fear and distrust that has been instilled into king . also the fuck ton of medical trauma too #she ends up seeing a lot of herself in him and doesnt want to scare him away #in terms of the owl beast. have not figured it out yet. considering king wouldnt be there to mess up with eda´s elixir system or provoke he #so maybe she would be? less easily stressed out?#but still very jumpy. im sure luz would find out regardless sooner or later

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longagoitwastuesday · 4 months ago

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I actually like the last chapter. I think the ideas are very good. I have my qualms on how some things were managed, as I always do, but I think shonen authors get tangled in the expectations of a shonen to the point it jeopardises their writing, often even when they're not lacking in skills

#I think the nothingness‚ the absence‚ the moving on despite everything‚... is a good if heartbreaking idea #and we do see snippets of it throughout the entire manga‚ yet I think it is mostly lacking in execution #I like the quiet ways in which we see the characters mourn. How Megumi laughs at the letter‚#how Shoko muses about how Satoru should have let her take care of Geto's body‚ the faint smile when Megumi agrees‚#how Shoko quits smoking again‚ Yuuji giving this person hope and a second chance‚ making a reference to him not being executed‚#and giving Sukuna too a chance for him to take one day a different path #All those are very good ideas and all those are very moving quiet ways of grieving. But. It feels in general so lacking #There's so much of everything else in contrast‚ even things that have way less importance narratively than this most of the time‚#that it feels lacking. Especially with how one has to dig to find these things. There's so much that could have been done with the same idea #And done so much better. But the idea is good. The absences are good. The quiet presences are good.The nothingness is good if bitter and sad #But it could have been written better #I also think this ending with Yuuji apparently knowing about Sukuna‚ his lies‚ his little hint of softness‚ the potential second path‚...#makes even more believable why he'd try at all to offer him a second chance. And I love that Yuuji knows him and I love that he still...#leaves the door open for that second chance to occur at some point. Trusting that Sukuna would walk that other path next time #And I love that without openly acknowledging Gojo he demonstrates that he hasn't forgotten him in his acting #How he gives that guy a second chance‚ how he jokes about him not getting executed‚ how he wants to make sure people‚ 'problem children'‚#don't get left behind. He doesn't mimick Gojo in his power but in this flippant but caring aspect and thus he's not forgotten #I do like this. It's heartbreaking. Gojo's desire to be forgotten is bittersweet as it's in a way a desire for... normalcy and humanity #To be surpassed. It goes well with how Gege says Gojo can do anything and thus why he does nothing‚ not even hobbies‚#to leave something for the future generations and not being another wall in their achievements #Gojo's desire to be forgotten is in line with the constancy of his writing when it comes to being drunk on his status #and yet resentful of his loneliness. It's a mix of being left behind and not being left behind #For being left behind and forgotten would mean he is more like the rest. Just another step forwards #And he'd have done what he wanted to achieve. Sorcerers can't stop a long while to grieve but Yuuji takes his words and actions #into consideration and steps forwards. Does the same. Fulfills Gojo's expectations. Walks towards the future. And that's the legacy Gojo #wanted and not going down in history as a legend or the strongest. He was just a teacher. Like Yaga was. He was not even the principal #Just a teacher. His role‚ the role he chose for himself‚ has been fulfilled. Now all this could have done way better #Something of Yuta and Megumi given their dynamics with Gojo would have been good. But I guess Gojo's 'at least one' works well #with Yuuji being the one doing the work. Yuuji was also ontologically alienated since birth and still he too remained cheerful and flippant #despite being so lonely so I guess the final parallel is intentional. But it could have been managed better still. The idea is good though

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gophergal · 1 month ago

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For unknown reasons, I've been hit with a deep and gnawing yearning, bordering on sadness. Its makes me want to press my head against someones chest and hear their heartbeat

#gopher rambles #vent ish #not really #I think it's because I walked through a minecraft server alone and saw everyone else's creations and wondered if it was even right for me t #be there. like I was intruding #but thats a little silly. I was invited. its fine. still. the thought crossed my mind and filled me with a strange loneliness #and I think I should do something to make it less prevalent. but I dont really know what would help rn

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widowshill · 1 year ago

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“He is not to them what he is to me,” I thought: “he is not of their kind. I believe he is of mine;—I am sure he is—I feel akin to him—I understand the language of his countenance and movements: though rank and wealth sever us widely, I have something in my brain and heart, in my blood and nerves, that assimilates me mentally to him.” Jane Eyre, XVII.

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#''we are very much alike‚ you and I. I and you. us.'' ''oh‚ except for a sense of honour‚ and decency‚ and a moral centre.''#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure，miss winters.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#compilation tag #this is. well idk if it's anything. it's not nothing.#but ... man. i happened upon that line of david's and i simply. yelling. in context... does it mean much? not really.#other than .. partially gesturing to the shared evolution in their relationship with david — from david's hatred and wanting them dead #to open affection and protection. but anyway … their parallelism compels me. their matching outfits!#as though they were … not perfect mirrors to each other‚ but contorted ones. not quite foils‚ less than doubles.#a reflection in water — not silver.#Roger’s likeness to Vicki doesn’t feel as immediately obvious (at least to me) as the parallels drawn between he and Carolyn #(who is a collins formed in his own image — physically as well as emotionally; mentally)#Vicki though: outwardly quite different. where roger is callous‚ selfish‚ tempestuous‚ hedonistic;#Vicki is ingenuous‚ compassionate‚ stoic‚ temperate #but they find in each other more of themselves than they’d like to. roger who sees in her not only the imagined weakness of her alliance #with Burke‚ but the weakness (so perceived) of authentic affection‚ of curiosity‚ loneliness‚ even love for his own family. For his son.#the interest in collinwood's ghosts that he would like so well to ignore.#and Vicki who finds herself always with ''a potentiality for corruption.''#she’d like to believe she remains here selflessly — out of love for David and wanting to help him — but it is her own self interest that #keeps her here: wanting to know her past‚ wanting to know these people‚ to be involved with them (no matter how fervently she denies it)#she who typically is calm as still water in suffering their wrongs but can lose her temper as well as roger if pressed.#who begins as almost pure truth but begins to lie — first via omission‚ then conscious untruths.#who — not without good reason — falls into paranoid suspicion of him just as he had her.#Vicki who is an auditory and visual echo — repeating dialogue; repeating clothing; repeating his haunts of the cliffs and the beach.#anyways. I just think they’re neat :) I love a gothic almost-couple

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itspileofgoodthings · 1 year ago

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sometimes you overstay your welcome in a place but it’s okay life is not about a perfect scorecard of vibes

#this doesn’t make sense I’ve just been struggling with this SO much this week #just so in my head?? about me not being wanted in certain spaces #or like. I used to be Somebody but I am not anymore #and I think it’s all made up in my head.#which doesn’t make it hurt less. But I do think I need to let it go #anyway I am struggling a lot this week. the loneliness has been so intense #but in that gray way where you almost don’t even know it’s happening to you #until you say it. which is why I’m saying it! anyway I’m just rambling. I would appreciate a prayer if you have a sec #but it’s okay if you don’t have the energy #Thank you for listening regardless #<3

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pastelghostbro · 6 months ago

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Anyone else get like... a weird nostalgia heartachey feeling when someone you love/d, but chose not to be with, moves on or takes steps with new ppl? Like it's not jealously or regret, because you know that you aren't compatible as a couple. But they're your friend n you still love them in that way so there's a lil twinge of.. something.. happiness n sadness in a tiny lil bundle :P

#like im 1000% happy for the ppl im thinking of #a guy i know posted pics of him n his girl getting married in a game n its super cute #but me n him have always been friends n pretty attracted to eat other. but i chose to be with my ex instead #also to be clear im 90% sure it would have never been romantic but it would uave been more than it is now #hes complicated for me tbh XD #i know if i was single hed be shooting his shot (they are not monogamous #plus this is on top of one of my best friends (who i regected twice) being so so happy with his partner now #n i am SOOO HAPPY FOR HIM like legitimatly he was lonely for a long time n when he pursued me i think it was more out of loneliness #but seeing him be such a good partner almost makes me wonder “what if?” even though we would not have worked n im happy how it turned out #ranting to make my brain less confused lol #ANYWAY YEAH PPL GET THIS VIBE? AM I JUST WEIRD IDK

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moe-broey · 2 years ago

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This is as much effort that I'm willing to put into this.

Somewhat of a fix-it with getting rid of the child bride LMFAO, but revamping it so Y!Tiki can still participate. And also a manifestation of how I think Libra/Virion/Lon'qu would be the most powerful if not slightly disastrous throuple (unfortunately no real interactions between them here, they're all too wrapped up in their own things!). And also a fuck you to amatonormativity.

Target audience: Literally just my sister and I think LMFAOOOOOOO

#fire emblem #feh #literally my sister and i have had one million conversations over YEARS about how libra and virion would be a good fit #for thw bridal banners. like. we've had jokey TT units before of less popular characters.#libra is LITERALLY a priest he can officiate the wedding. and i've been wishing for a libra alt for years.#and lon'qu. dear lord. my sister is in the fucking trenches. for NO fucking REASON #bc lon'qu is LITERALLY SUPER POPULAR. HE SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN AN ALT BY NOW.#also i'm anticipating some bullshit about how romance and a happy marriage is gonna cure tiki's loneliness and trauma #and i'm absolutely fucking dreading it. literally there is so much more to life than that.#love isn't just romance and romance ISN'T like. love's Final Form #literally love can be family you collected along the way. love can be kindness towards your younger self. ect. whatever.#i try v hard NOT to be a hater but. on the fucking record i am a marriage hater through and through.#tiki #fe libra #virion #lon'qu #fe anna #flavia #my art

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waterfall-ambience · 1 year ago

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furina is such a 15 year old girl to me its unreal

#auri rambles #genshinposting #okay there are other teenagers in genshin but furina's immaturity really makes her feel more human in a way #yk fischl is cringe and chunni so she's 14 to me but like a lot of the other teens are like #'oh im a renowned celebrity chef' 'im a successful author' 'im an exorcist' 'im an adventurer'#in a way their characterisations revolve around a specific archetype or job they have. they're supposed to be admired in a way.#with furina she's like a reflection of the insecure teenage self and she's frivolous and dramatic but because of her role as an archon #she's so scared. its like she knows she's weaker and less capable than other archons. even those who are younger than her.#that gap of maturity and responsibility really makes her feel for her. she's a kid.#furina's character succeeds where fischl's fails because her stakes and reasons for acting the way she does are so much higher #fischl being prinzessin is so low stakes in comparison that she just kinda feels cringe and she gets on my nerves lol #because it feels like she's doing a lot of it just because she can or she's escaping her loneliness or whatever.#but while fischl can just drop the act whenever she wants furina is trapped in public opinion.#fischl criticism aside i just wanted to say that the way furina's character is handled really makes her feel like someone who would #buy stupid things online and worry about her weight and watch too much netflix and take too long in the shower.#because she doesn't have to be 'admired' she has more room to be read as a much more human and sympathetic character.

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deadrlngers · 1 year ago

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no but thinking of violante's manic state following her murder of ruven and that sick game of association-replacement played by gortash where he acts just like ruven did, picks up some of his behaviours and mannerisms and speech patterns he specifically used with violante and that he knows of well bc he observed and studied them interact, so that he can fill up the now empty spot left by ruven's death.

#rena.txt #LIKE THE LAYERS. vio is visibly not. alright. it's all about 'i'm alone without him' so he plays a role. takes advantage of the weakness so #to devote her to him like she was devoted to ruven. vio could've killed for ruven and now more than ever she's a powerful asset to have on #your side. plus she showed she can and will kill. she took out the only person she cared for (in their twisted ways) in the world so she's #useful but dangerous. a double edged blade. no better moment than now that vio is so unstable and lacks purpose and a sense of community #to lure her on his side for his future plans. there's smth about the manipulation in it that makes me lose it like #i know this is what you desperately need rn and i know you know you will never have it back so what if i showed you i can be that thing #you're missing? that sense of loneliness is what he's pressing on the most. and the loss too. and vio notices ofc she recognises when he #speaks or acts in a certain way. she's aware but willingly letting his plan work bc god. she does miss ruven so sickly much and the comfort #in a lie is preferable to what's going on in her mind in that moment.#there's exploitation and there's a lil touch of loneliness on his side too and it's bitter to pretend to be someone else to convince her to #stay but he won't ever admit it. genuinely think that if vio didn't leave without saying a word his plan would've worked. she'd willingly #pretend he could replace ruven. it would hurt less probably #that devotion that could lead her to do great horrors...both her weakness and strength 👍 the illusion of free choice 👍#it's past 3am if i could elaborate better i would but i feel like i'm having visions at this point.hit me with a giant hammer so i can slee #i 🫶 toxicity in my characters dynamics btw

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