#Source memories

[kromazque]

a painting of my home in the warped forest

og screenshot:

[gl1tched-g0th]

"Wow you write this character really well!" Thanks I knew them personally

[lemony-ink]

reminder that fictives struggling with missing people from source that they have memories with are valid and deserve space and time to process their situation !!!

[the-hadal-zone-sys]

Shoutout to brainmades with exomemories. Shoutout to introjects with non-canon/non-factual exomemories.

Your memories are just as real and valid, and it's okay to be affected by them.

[wonderhorror-sys]

biggest shoutout and most love to people still recovering from and processing exomemories and trauma. you deserve the space to cope with those feelings. dont let anyone tell you it doesnt matter if it matters to you.

[sysboxes]

[Text: This fictive has source memories that aren’t canon.]

[Text: This user has source memories that aren’t canon.]

Like/Reblog if you save or use please

[multiplicity-positivity]

Here’s some positivity for introjects without source memories!

Source memories are not a requirement or a prerequisite for an introject to form. In fact, there are many introjects out there who formed with no source memories whatsoever, and that’s okay! This post goes out to all the introjects out there without source memories!

🌸 Shoutout to introjects who feel bad or lesser than other introjects due to not having source memories!

🌱 Shoutout to introjects whose lack of source memories makes it difficult for them to fit into introject spaces and communities!

🌼 Shoutout to introjects who are comfortable and happy with their lack of source memories!

🌱 Shoutout to introjects who have amnesia surrounding source memories, or had source memories at one point, but have since forgot them!

🌸 Shoutout to introjects who still connect and identify with their source despite not having source memories!

🌱 Shoutout to introjects who have pseudomemories or exomemories which are not tied to their source in any way!

🌼 Shoutout to introjects with memory issues who genuinely don’t know whether or not they have source memories!

🌱 Shoutout to introjects who formed with no memories at all and had to start from scratch with learning about the world around them!

🌸 Shoutout to introjects who feel unwelcome or excluded in the plural community due to a lack of source memories!

🌱 Shoutout to introjects without source memories whose source is simply not a big part of their life or something they think a lot about!

There are limitless ways to be an introject and to experience life as a system member sourced from something else. Introjects without source memores have always been and will always be such special, valid, and treasured members of our spaces and the systems they inhabit! If you are an introject without source memories, we want to remind you that you are still loved just the way you are. You don’t need to have source memories in order to be accepted as a headmate or as an introject.

We hope all introjects without source memories can have a wonderful day today. Remember that you are important and valued as you are today, right now, and you don’t need source memories at all in order for these things to be true! We hope that you can find some peace, joy, and self-acceptance in your life, if not today, then sometime soon. Until then, know that we care about you and we are rooting for you in all that you do!

[endure-and-surv1ve]

these gals!! i remember Shelly being tiny next to Vee, it was lowkey funny icl

no this is not shellvision pls stfu, it'll be tagged as it so more people see it tho

-Glisten

[itsrainingswhelse]

“The last thing I felt before my thoughts returned to my mind was an embrace.

It wasn’t warm. In fact, it was extremely cold. The rain certainly didn’t help, even if I couldn’t feel it.

I couldn’t feel anything. Not until I was with her again.

I wasn’t myself and she knew it. Yet, she couldn’t muster the strength to hurt me. Knowing I wouldn’t feel a thing.

Instead.

She hugged me, refusing to let go.

I couldn’t even hug her back.

The last thought I had in that state, apart of that final embrace was simply;

Whisper.”

WHISPANGLE ANGST WHISPANGLE ANGST!!

This art is based on my source memories!! >:3c

Don’t expect art like this constantly, my motivation comes in and out so stuff like this is gonna be rare

[evangelistofmurder]

I'm coping (not)

Thinking about source really has me :(

[void-the-punk-or-something-idk]

"Miss them."

Permission to reblog, by the way.

[traumaholdercultureis]

Trauma holder culture is freaking out because you drove by a cop on your way home and you still thought they where after you cuz of your source

[lemony-ink]

so many introjects in our system don't want to make their source known because people are so weird to them when they find out.

fictives are not your chance to roleplay or force us into your fanfic fantasies

[father-in-lawliet]

i keep seeing pictures of people depicting what they thought light and i did when we had to sleep during the yotsuba case. i think they're amusing simply because of what i have in my own memories. and i thought it'd be even more amusing if i just drew a diagram:

[shinyshade8026]

My source's Prom

This isn't some AU thing, these are my memories. Don't take this and use it or whatever....

Chat this is just a ramble about how my prom went 😭

Little starting info. Uzi, Doll, and I have been friends since we were kids, we've just had our fair share of bad moments… but we had a promise to each other… I'll come back to that

So, It went pretty much like how you guys know at first, but like… I /gen meant it when I said Uzi would look cute in her dress… Doll and I did genuinely want to go with Uzi for Prom, my dad didn't put us up to it. There were also no plans to actually harm 'Zi, BY THE WAY >:/

But, she didn't exactly realize that…? She still scrambled out of the colony via the vents 'n stuff and went to get that stupid boy, N for his help or whatever. Doll and I didn't see the point of going after her if she didn't want to go, so I texted V as she and I walked to prom… we were so close… our hands kept brushing…

We got there, and things went as you see in the episode. Blah blah blah! When V started walking towards the mic, I felt so… hesitant… I didn't want V to die, she was my friend as well... I was about to warn her when N came in with Uzi. My core started to flutter when I saw 'Zi in that dress…

But things started going fast. I yelled at V to run, Doll sprung her attack, and people panicked. Doll grabbed me by the throat with her solver and threw me across the gym… I screamed her name in fear… Luckily she caught me before I smashed into the bleachers, but I was still bruised afterwards.

Things are fuzzy for a bit, I think I hit my head or something, but I got back behind the curtains to help one of the disassembly drones get put back together before I saw Doll throwing knives at Uzi.

I was terrified.

Before I knew it, I was hopping off the stage and using my own solver to knock the knives off course. It didn't even register to me that I did it, I just… Did. I helped Uzi to her feet and we did the fight N and Uzi do in canon or whatever… I remember my hand on her waist… spinning her and dipping her down… her hand in mine and her arm wrapped around my torso as she threw her weapon…

I had helped a rocket fired by V from backstage, guiding its course to knock Doll back. I also threw a knife. I hit Doll in the shoulder. I could see the sparks flying and oil spurt out. She just brushed it off… Uzi looked at me.. she blushed from how we were holding each other… so did I… we didn't say anything about it…

I flung her as best I could into the air, and she scrabbled onto one of the tables with a bit of effort while Doll lifted them.

I got hit with a FUCKING TABLE!! My stomach was hurting for a WEEK!!

V eventually shot Doll through the head, N came to help me ew… and then those three went to Doll's apartment after getting her key.

I felt way too weak, so I just went home. I changed and lay in my bed. I thought I was just gonna go to bed and deal with whatever when I woke up, but a while later, Doll just… teleported into my room. It startled me, and I thought she was going to kill me too, but she just crawled onto my bed and put herself in my arms, her head against my core.

We fell asleep that way. Despite everything that had happened, just hours before, she fell asleep right there with me.

I think it was that stupid promise we made as kids… It was that we'd always be there for each other. Even if we wanted the other dead, we could call off things for just a moment to comfort the other. Even if it was just a subtle lean on the other or cuddling them into the night. Didn't matter. It would never matter.