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There's no cheezy moon to my minty bubblegum dramatic sigh I'm so bored 😔
#moony 🌕#But my cramps were so bad this morning I was crying 😭😭#And also I can barely move out of bed 😔😔#Smg#I HATE THIS SHIT#plus puberty weird asl so no I'm just 10x more aggressive 😢😢#I DON'T LIKE BEING MEAN BUT I'M PROBABLY GOING TO BE SO BITCHY UGH#I WANT TO RIP MY BODY APART LIMB BY LIMB AND THEN REARRANGE MY ORGANS#MY BACK HURTS SO BADD TOOOOO 😭😭😭#WAHHHHHHH#god knew I'd be too powerful with a dick#😾😾#Any moots up 🥺🥺#Y'all wanna uh idk 🥺🥺#PUNCHES school in the face#I know it's gonna suck when I go back tomorrow 😭😭#At least I don't have to be near those weirdos called my classmates for a day#Only a select few I actually like#I miss Kate 😔😔#She's the only one who keeps me going thru every day bc she's in all my classes#Also we're married too so like 😋#I miss you moon even tho las night you exploded my inbox with “no maidens” bc I used up all my posts. 😔#So bored :3
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it came to me in a dream, im so close to doing it (acotar style ofc ofc)
#storyline not even that depressing just a mess#maybe this way i can find it in myself to like 90% of the characters and not just the select few that have been doomed by the narrative#cough tamlin#NO IT WILL BE CUTE WAIT A MINUTE#EVERYONE IS FRIENDS YOU GUYS DO U SEE THE VISION#theyre just being silly in set#i will only draw bat boys if they look dumb carried by ropes in front of a green screen#wanna draw tamlin in those cool bur stupid looking motion capture suits with nothing but his antlers#lucien can have like backstage selfies while hes being worked on by makeup artists#ugh my genius unmatched#wait 4-5 business days while i work up the motivation to actually draw this#ty for coming to my ted talk
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unfortunately i'm like 160 episodes into tma and still don't get the obsession with martin. like i don't hate him but also- literally every other character and relationship is more interesting. also fanon version of him sucks lol. canon version of him is actually appealing to me in some ways, but considering fanon martin makes 90% of tma fic unreadable, i'm not too stoked about even having him tagged half the time.
#the magnus archives#tma#tma lb#jonathan sims#anti jmart#anti martin blackwood#i mean kinda?#it's just like ugh#he's the absolute worst fandom fave i don't carrree#and its even worse when somebody writing fanon martin thinks he's being good and 'healthy' for jon when he's acting like a right cnt#this is why characters and ships deemed 'pure' 'sweet' and 'wholesome' by fandom usually suck#because it's somehow the most oblivious showcasing of terrible relationship dynamics ever#anyways there are a select few jmart shippers that actually make the ship appealing - the ones that acknowledge how fucked the ship is lol#but sadly they are few and far between#unfortunately i still cannot bring myself to like elias either#so there's no safety there#honestly jon should just join a qpr poly relationship with every single character and be done with it#or even better#just a bunch of friendships#anyways if you can't tell im rooting through the friendship tags like a madman rn#platonic jondaisy save me fr#jongeorgie and jonmelanie friendship fics you are literally my only hope#polyarchives both platonic and romantic u are so so precious to me#also you should have seen me scouring the jon & avatars tags the other day lmfao#never thought id be so obsessed with jude perry but here we are#jude perry save me#she's such a freak lol
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having sm thoughts about drow culture and menzo (or how I interpret it at least) and hhhhrrm there’s so much potential in there it’s such a shame that they’re just written off as the place with evil women bc dissecting it is sooooo interesting. to me…!
#most of the time it’s just regarded as Evil and left at that but#like missed chance of actually exploring their society in depth and the fact that it’s literally. one big cult#and I think only a select few actually thrive in there. everyone else is in an uphill battle bc the standards they’re forced to live by is#ridiculous and unattainable. in the end they’re rlly just food and entertainment for lolth
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Forever lamenting that YTTD chapter 1 dropped during the Trump presidency because this meme wasn’t invented yet
Spent the entire Sara minisode going “it’s joever” over and over again in my head
#yttd#your turn to die#kimi ga shine#kgs#yttd mini episodes#yttd minisodes#he looks particulary salad fingers esque in this image#I know I usually make posts when new yttd comes out but I don’t really have anything new to add this time?#my only thought is whether Nankidai plans on making all the side content before releasing the ending chapter of the actual game#or releasing the ending whenever it’s ready and then making whatever else he wants after#the way the minisode select screen is laid out makes it look like there are only a few left so not one per character but maybe he’ll add#another menu and make more of them#I need to replay the game I feel like. I’ve been forgetting some stuff#might make a post with predictions for 3-2 at some point#it was good to finally see Ryoko tho damn I’d love to like play as her or something. there is another sprite of her she’ll probably return#maybe I’ll make a Ryoko post I want people to be talking about her more#yttd spoilers#your turn to die spoilers#kimi ga shine spoilers#kgs spoilers
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my brain feels like it’s gonna float out of its head because it took like eight hours of bureaucracy but at least healthcare dot gov believes i’m a real human being now so i don’t feel like i’m going insane anymore
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watching ofmd is kind of like watching the tv version of movies like love actually and valentine's day. you've got your 20 main characters who are all in various states of falling in love with each other. to me you are perfect. im the exception/you're my exception. taylor swift is there...
#our flag means death#ofmd s2#ofmd spoilers#also like love actually and valentine's day i can only fixate on a select few couples lol#its obviously ed and stede for me lol but also black pete and lucius
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GUYSSS!!! I AM. SO TERRIFIED/EXCITED. SO.
One of the colleges that I applied to... apparently I can now view my Acceptance Decision in, like, the college portal! I told my mother that I would wait until she gets home, though, before I see what it is, but now I am in waiting mode!!! So severely!!!
It's to a school that is, like... technically it's a safety school, but it's kind of my second choice, but like... oh dear. Most likely I got accepted, but if I didn't get accepted, than I am a little fucked.
#it's weird cuz like. my sat/gpa/extracurriculars/etc are good enough that the vast majority of schools are safeties for me#and then a few (like the ivies) are reach schools#but i have like. 5 actual match schools. only one of which is in state and public (it's my first choice)#the others are out of state and private and not really good for the majors i want to go into#so basically i have one actual match school but like. EVERYONE at my high school applies there and they are still PRETTY selective#like i so desperately hope that i get accepted to that one but it feels slim. anyway. the school that is getting back to me...#it is like. most likely where i will choose to go if my first choice doesn't accept me. i like the campus a lot and it's a good school#but like OUGH if i have in fact been accepted to this school i would be sooo relieved bc it means i have a good fallback#(and also that i haven't overestimated how i will do at admissions)#dante dicit#college applications#college
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idk how ppl can handle kids. i sit in the room with 2 of them for just a little while and i get overloaded with anxiety from too much sound and constant interruptions from whatever im trying to focus on
#was trying to finish up on sdv and anytime i got interrupted i had to spend a few minutes remembering what i was doing on my game#and by the time i regained my bearings im interrupted again#but aside from thta. theres so much noise in my house rn. from kids being loud to my mom and aunt n uncle talking loud#hoooooooooo buddy. hoo man.#overstimuulated out the wazoo#i would like to be the cool adult kids can look up to and have fun with but i can only handle being around kids in INCREDIBLY short bursts#otherwise i need to go in my room and sit in silence for a long long time every so often#anyways. noise is the worst i wish i could mute my ears#i wish i could not speak when overwhelmed like this bc i really just get the urge to go silent#but i havent done that previously and if i did it suddenly my mom would be very confused and id have to explain#which i very much wouldnt want to do bc. nonverbal#actually didnt i see being selectively nonverbal or something actually called something else. idk#too overwhelmed rn to bother seeing what the proper term might be rn i just dont want thoughts or words or noises or anything#i want to turn everything off
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thinking so many thoughts abt iris fresh out of the vault so scared, confused, vulnerable, alone, grief about to hit in full force, and still malleable, just for poppy to be the first person to find her and she has iris wrapped around her finger for a while
#thinking lots of gut-wrenching thoughts to make miss ma'ams mental state even worse this early in her story#also to help solidify some details for funsies + actually develop the poppyiris dynamic and the complexities that come with it#was even thinking abt them both being the ones to give the other their face scars#plus I can have fun with iris's design bc I decided her fresh out the vault look is one of her older iterations from way back when–#and her current look is after she meets and becomes closer with nicky and he cuts her hair for her :]#I love rambling abt iris bc I just /don't/ talk abt her in depth beyond a select few close friends lmao so like iykyk I guess#I just have SO many new ideas since thinking up poppy being iris's first companion bc it just hurts so fucking good#also random nonsense that only I care abt:#a few weeks ago went bananas over imaging them playing co-op vampire survivors bc likeeee#the implications of iris picking luminaire foscari and poppy picking genevieve gruyere..#oooo ooouuuoughoughhhgggggoougggh#rambling#miss ma'am iris is that you#poppy
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hate when a song/band has awesome instrumentals that really draw u in but then the vocals come crashing in all weak and whiny and waify and ruin the whole thing 💔
#only a select few can actually pull off that kinda singing style and still sound good...#so many bands out there id probably actually rlly like if i werent such a picky snob about vocals... Sigh
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I’m never running this interstitial campaign for several reasons including “my friends will all look at me funny” and “the npcs exist so I can shove my fave ships together like Barbie dolls even if that’s not why I originally put some of those characters here” but I gave this character a specific codename because it was vaguely funny but I reworked his specific origins and now it’s OBSCENELY funny.
#i was like ‘hm maybe I should change bloom’s backstory.’ looked at his name a second time. CACKLED. reworked him and his alt timeline bestie#and now a select few of you will look at this and know Exactly why I’m never running this.#actually I think I only told the name of that type of magic to like. three people. welp.#do I have a tag for this fcuking thing
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I was just trying to get bronze rank and then accidentally got a good run and now I’m at silver… How well I do in Salmon Run is truly random and depends heavily on what weapons and waves are available
#devin’s gaming logs#people with high ranks in salmon run must be legends cause i only have a select few weapons that i can use well#and if i get one that i really seriously suck with i basically become completely useless and its like theres only 3 people on the team#so for people to be actually GOOD they must be able to work around quite a lot of weapons
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nature (me) is healing (i am being given human interaction and am coming back to my original state as an extrovert)
#dean speaks#see i USED to be an extrovert#like when i was in actual school and interacted with people and such#but then i was pulled out of regular school. turned into a homeschooler. never got to interact with people#outside the family.#didn't have irl friends for... going on 11 years! (still don't have irl friends yet btw)#i became way more clossed off and nervous and not nearly as outgoing#including online#once i got online#and only just recently have i really gotten into interacting with more than a few select people#and it's awesome!!!!#i'm so happy about it!!!!#ik i've talked about this before#but#i'm real happy abt it okay :]
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good things from today:
saw an osprey!!! it was circling and occasionally splashed down in a pond to try to grab a fish. it did not succeed while i was watching but i’m rooting for it
it’s been a while but i can still turn a sock heel from memory, including on the bus
went to a restaurant w my parents that i’ve wanted to try but can’t go to with 🌸 bc no vegan options and had an extraordinarily nice piece of fish and quite a lot of moules frites
very bravely did not buy a very stupid clock from an art museum gift shop, because while it was hilarious i did not have a plan to put it anywhere and can get the same thing custom made by my labmate for less if i were for some reason really dedicated to the idea
#also i hate that giant Hokusai: Sponsored By Uniqlo®! exhibit less on a second runthru#now that i know that if you actually look at everything in the first few rooms then by the time you reach the ones with prints#that are actually in hokusai's style you will be wearied and enraged#and grow only more enraged as you observe the increasing tenuousness and vapidity with which the comparison works were selected#culminating in the incredible indignity of Lego Wave Off Kanagawa#so like move quickly through the first few rooms and the dumb shit will all be dumb but you won't be as mad about it#the Black Potters of Edgefield exhibit on the other hand is incredibly good. like an astonishingly effective educational and artistic experi#ence. concise. thoughtful. well-curated.#so you have to go to that *after* hokusai instead of *before*. to avoid comparison#box opener
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it is so easy for me to get the urge to start learning a language jesus christ😭 i was just watching a twitch stream where chat started talking about german and now i really wanna learn german
#theoretically this is a good thing#but the issue is it never lasts#i just start learning a billion languages#learn how to get by in a select few#and then forget most of that when the hyperfixation passes#the only languages i can truly use are spanish and portuguese#the two that i’ve actual lessons in#i mean i did do french in school for like 6 years#but british primary school doesn’t tend to teach languages very well and secondary school doesn’t do much better#and i’ve forgotten most of it anyway#i’m not too bad at understanding written french but that’s largely thanks to english spanish and portuguese#anyway language learning is most certainly my strongest special interest#langblr#language learning#actually autistic
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