#Mentally unwell

[happyherringbonkpickle]

[hozieroftroy]

I'M NOT OKAY

[hello-friends9500]

[darkangel888]

I am in pain constantly. I am overwhelmed by my emotions constantly. But at the same time I feel so empty all the time. How is it even fucking possible to feel everything and nothing all at once? How is it fucking possible that I feel like my emotions so fucking intense they cause me physical pain, but also feel so fucking empty? What the actual fuck is that? I just want to be okay, all I want is to not be so fucking miserable anymore.

[brokenxheart]

If they only knew....

[ananulll]

The desire to be sicker, to prove that you are sick, itself is indicative of sickness. A well person doesn’t desire to be sick. 

[placetovent306]

I realized that the reason I can't get better is because I feel the best when I'm at my sickest

[linicat]

"so what do you like to do" i dont know i just cry a lot

[ed-recoverry]

Self harm is when you are sad, numb, overwhelmed, and or want attention so you…

Purposefully cut your skin.

Purposefully punch, scratch, burn, hit, or disfigure your skin.

Self harm is ALSO when you are sad, overwhelmed, numb, and or want attention so you…

Drink for the sole purpose of getting drunk.

Take drugs (especially for the sole purpose of getting high).

Drive while intoxicated.

Swim while intoxicated.

Speed while driving.

Purposefully put yourself in danger.

Sabotage your relationships.

Purposefully have unsafe sex (choosing no condoms, not testing, etc).

Get in physical altercations.

Pull your hair.

Pull your hair out.

Pick at your nails till they bleed.

Reopen scabs.

Gamble a lot of money.

Starve yourself.

Eat so much that you throw up.

Eat uncontrollably.

Self harm is any behavior that causes physical and or mental harm to cope. Whether physical scars are left behind makes no difference. Anyone who copes with harmful behaviors in response to negative emotions needs and deserves help. You deserve help.

[meltedheartz]

thinking abt paul x ftm!reader with breeding again AGHHHH :(( paul atreides would totally want a big family. he's an only child, the sole heir of house atreides, and that alone made him want siblings!!

he'd never leave his child alone, without a shoulder to lean on!!!!! so yeah, he'd want a big family. he'd totally be a girl dad, too :(((((

and GOSH. paul would be a total freak about it. i'm talking multiple rounds, little breaks in between to ensure you're nice nd energized for the next load he gives you.

you don't even understand why he chooses you of all people. you're even weirder, in the eyes of the public. a 'girl' wishing they were a boy, to most of them.

and every time he's tryna knock you up, paul's calling you his pretty boy, his darling prince, his lovely little star. it's all whispers in your ear, all soft kisses compared to the rough fucking he's givin' you :(

'course, after the first four kids, paul makes sure you're okay nd asks if you wanna stop. he loves you too much to hurt you, physically and emotionally.

he has three girls and a boy with you, all of them curly hair and way too energetic for their own good.

yeah... you're good with four of 'em. especially since your twin daughter and son seem to be wreaking havoc on anyone who crosses their path, innocent or not.

@paulatreidesmalewife the idea came from him!! so big big thanks to this dude to planting this thought into my dumdum head

[pienhime]

[hello-friends9500]

[alittlebitmessedupgirl]

[brokenxheart]

[autopsyfreak]

i am detached and cruel, if you expect anything else then that’s your problem for not listening.

[placetovent306]

Gosh, I hate when people start discussing my mental health problems and my life in general with me, cause they expect me to have healthy outlooks on life and my problems as if I don't have disorders that make me have said unhealthy vews.

LIike, congrats now both of us are pissed because you can't understand my point of view (which good for you and of course mentally well person/who never went though that won't understand) and I can't make you understand my views and now I'm just getting irritated by constant invalidating of my feelings and thoughts.

So in my opinion there is no way these kinds of discussions ever will be fulfilling, so please stop acting like white knights to mentally ill people, you're triggering us even more and you end up getting stressed as well.