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I forgot that fall out boy is the most comforting when you're feeling like a lonely loser
#Im gonna make the same post 3 times#This is part 2#fall out boy#Going back to my their roots.#I said what I said
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they would get divorced in one universe just to find eachother in another one
alternatively titled: sometimes you're the level-headed token flesh-head impulse-control-and-polycule-member of a stubborn, eccentric, and hearty telephone-headed drug addict, and there's cruelty in the world you deem fit to suicidally fight, and that either goes about as well as you'd expect it to, or you learn about love and the value of your life and junk along the way
#scribbles#milton r wallace#callum crown#phonegingi#sgt norm allen#norm allen#dialtown#dialtown a phone dating sim#..uh idk if callum and milt have a ship name orz#normgingi#milton norm parallels save me. Save me milton norm parallels#very specific but its why i prefer to look at the callum-milt-marla situation as like tragic polyamory#as opposed to a cheating one#it adds to the callum-gingi parallels. theyv both got polycule situations C:#though i suppose you could call a cheating situation a dark parallel to gingi's polycule the same way you could call#milton's entire deal a dark parallel to their relationship with norm/the narrator#However i just like tragic polyamory. my visions of milton and marla ALSO being in love yet having the mutual#realization that they hate callum more than they love eachother (esp milton) is highly specific yet also everything to me#misery loves company and all that jazz. a THIRD combination of people having divorce shit going on#this guys ruining my life IM GONNA FUCK HIS WIFE! (They are already in a consensual polyamorous relationship milton is just making it weird#Sorry these tags were going to be like meaningful discussion about this art and then i was enabled to talk about THIS AGAIN#OH YEAH this art in particular i discovered halftones and also started actually using blending brushes#milts face isnt drawn. obviously. but im imagining a kind of 'oh you!' exasperated fondness#as opposed to norm who's just a cranky little tsundere. jokes on milt though HIS relationship is HEALTHIER#also i will never pass up the chance to draw gingi and callum together#theyr both characters i adore drawing gingi's round shapes and different textures and callums cute little bolts#but also they do look soooo similar and yet so different its always really fun to do#and theyr just. my favs lol. my top 3 favs go gingi-mingus-callum hehe#Ok thats all. thank you for coming to my rambles#fig said i should post my art at better times and so i am and that means when i post my art im AWAKE ENOUGH TO RAMBLE ABOUT IT LOL
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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well I got impatient and did it anyways :3
thank you all for 350 followers!!!! its not much but please enjoy me fucking myself and whining
#im gonna try not to be embarrassed about this but will likely fail#maybe ill make an audio tag so i dont lose track of it#uh#cyb3r.audio#:3#i made two at the same time so if this does well maybe ill post the other eventually#t4t#t4t nsft#t4t puppy#t4t switch#ftm nsft
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i think its insane that bmo is getting a preschool show. i know hes made to take care of kids but every bmo episode is like
"bmo kills his sibling on his birthday and has to deal with th trauma all on his own forever"
or "bmo is lost in the woods and watching his own biological clock tick away he cant protect the baby he found he cant protect the man he just fell in love with and then his fiance is killed in front of him by the people he promised would protect him"
and "bmo and his reflection just established that they love each other, but they dont love each other more than freedom, now bmo's trapped in the mirror dimension while he and his reflection try to either kill one another or destroy any means of escape"
like i cnat stress enough. every bmo episode is like this. bmo noire, guardians of sunshine, orb, they are all like this. the only lighthearted bmo episodes are president porpoise and always bmo closing, and even president porpoise has bmo forcing dark shit into the game. him and ice king are like yay yay yay little colorful submarine trip:) and then bmo is like SOLDIER WE'RE RUNNING OUT OF AIR AND THE ENEMIES AR E SHOOTING.AT US WE ARE. DYING I WILL GET YOU HOME TO THE KIDS YOU SPEAK OF SO FONDLY
like, i dont think preschool kids cant have a host like bmo i just think its insane. if they strip all the darkness from his character he'd be so weird. hes a sad traumatized little guy. hes cute and sweet and hes good at taking care of kids, but every bmo episode in advtime proper is dark and wild
#EVERY SINGLE BMO EPISODE is a horrific little beast and like. i know hes the cutie pie character#but have you met him lately.#he killed his sibling in cold blood and he keeps three cosmic beasts trapped in his belly.#hes died like three times on screen and each one was brutal! :(#'PLEASE bmo im NJUST A LITTLE KID I CNAT DO THIS ON MY OWN PLEASE!' 'that is what i said when i died too <3' come on#we're gonna let mister 'now [my] job is to be dead.' mister 'if this were a real attack youd be dead.'#mr 'neptrs cute now im going to start treating him like an equal!'. mr 'maybe im too grown now? i just killed someone. i need to be alone.'#we're having this guy host a baby show now. like thats cool#not art#i was gonna make screenshots or clips to emphasize my point but now i just want this to post in the queue on the same day as the heyo comic#you all saw bmo episodes you know what im talking about
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okay so when i was very new to the pjo fandom i had alot of thoughts about being queer and being a half blood, so heres an old rant of mine edited a bit (alot) to be semi coherent and postable!
Being a half blood is by definition queer, not normal. Half bloods are unable to fit in with mortals, they're too different, too strange. Yet, they're able to find community at camp half blood, a place with others like them, others just as weird and different. I think this is something that resonates with alot of queer people, it's at the very least something alot of us have dreamed of or experienced something similar to.
Another thing that I think is worth mentioning is how we see, especially with Annabeth talking about her family–mortals sometimes almost demonizing half bloods, treating them as dangerous. Once again, in a way this speaks to alot of queer people. Being treated as dangerous for something you can not control, something that's just simply a part of who you are, the way you were born.
I think it might be worth mentioning how it's nearly impossible for a god to be cishet? Especially alot of the greek gods were as queer as can be. Humanity feels the need to fit themselves into boxes gods have no need for, half bloods i think fit right in the middle of that which i think might be a little reminiscent of how queer people are shoved into boxes that shouldn't exist by others around them.
I have no idea how to segue properly SO, MY FINAL POINT: The concept of being a half blood is something that i think speaks to alot of people, as a half blood you don't fit in, as a queer person you don't fit in; yet as either there are other's like you, a community that will welcome you with open arms.
tagging some people who might be interested: @agentwaffle @a-wondering-thought (i know you two want to see this) @genderfluidsgetguns @ssavinggrace (i just want you two to see this)
#asher says stuff#im so fucking scared to post this but like here goes nothing#my thoughts are incoherent and hard to put into words alot of the time so im lucky if this makes any sense whatsoever#also sorry if this feels like. dhdjhshsh idk the word fuck#i feel like i just used all the same points over and over again#okay im just gonna post this and go die in a hole <3
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Simon Rievaulx being autistic
#i love him SO MUCH#hes so me...#ouugghhhh#happy autism month#i find a new fav autistic character every day#im gonna need to see if noah medlock meant for him to be nurodivergent but at the same time#theres no way you're gonna bring that stuff up THAT MUCH and not intent for that character to be nurodivergent#i <3 u simon rievaulx#simon rievaulx#my babygirl#a botanical daughter#I LOVE THIS BOOK OUGGHHHH#I'll probably make another post like this the more i get into the book#gregor is also definitely nurodivergent its just not as like... obviously put as simons nurodivergency
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QUICK LITTLE THINGY FOR @citrinide BC UR MY FAVORITE PERSON TO STEAL BOYS AND SODA MONEY FROM!!!!
#heehee i told myself i was gonna draw u whenever u uploaded ur new ref >:)#unfortunately i am on a trip rn and haven't had time to draw </3#i have a different drawing in mind that i wanna make but I'll save that when im back and have time. watch out.#funny thing when u were posting wips of ur new refs i was drawing my cat sona ref#i like when i know someone is drawing at the same time i am its like we are drawing together :)!!#me drawing my friend who is Literally Nigel Aperture Tag: man this reminds me of aperture tag#anyways quick thingy :) i wanted to mess around with getting used to drawing the new hair shape and color#i really like it!!!! literally orange blasted bro#ough and the glow and the dark version.. ough#i think about that image mari drew for artfight wayyy more often than i should its peak
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bracelets as a christmas gift for michaels coworker #1
#i havent made bracelets in forevar. yippie#the adjustable bracelet im sooo proud of#i got one of the wood burning tools but instead of using it to. burn wood. im just using it to melt the edges of the cording#instead of using a lighter which is sooo imprecise#this thing i can actually just press it down and melt it at the same time. so lovely#brot posts#one coworker down 3 more to go. total of 4 more bracelets#i wanna do 1 fancy stretch and 1 lower key adjustable bracelet per person#i just gotta ask to see what their fave colors are#i made a blue stretch one already i know at least one of them enjoys blue so i just dont know which one its going to#and then the other one. is a guy. and i dont think the sparkly stretch bracelet matches his style#so im just gonna do a lowkey all black adjustable bracelet for him#his is already designed i just gotta restring it 😑#anyway i got melted leather cord smoke in my eyes and i need to be awake in like 5 hours for a 12 hour shift tomorrow#after which i’ll need to make these last four bracelets tomorrow night#so erm well i should sleep now. arugh
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furry self shippers rise up
#txt#omg tag rant real quick#i hateeeeeeeee being scared to self ship with a character -_-#cuz i really liek scrooge AND donald but scrooge is his uncle. BUT OBVI IM NOT GONNA SHIP WITH THEM AT THE SAME TIME????#but if i were to draw anything id use the same s/i and just the thought of someone misinterpreting my SEPARATE SHIPS. as like some weird#incestuous thing makes me want to scream#vut. I LITERALLY CAN NOT DRAW EITHER OF THEM ANYWAY(?((?????? so im just driving museld crazy over NOTHING#I DOTN EVEN THINK ABT THEM THAT MUCH... I JUST HAVE ANXIETY....#ive had like 3 bad dreams where a mutuals made a callout post abt me#and even though in the dreams therr ARENT ACTUALLY ANY REASONS it freaks me out so bad#but anyway#sniffle#bc fonald is one of my oldest childhood crushes EVERRRR i dorn want anyone to think im weird if i make ship art with him while also making#separate#ship art with scrooge#guys im crazy🫃#seperate/separated I CAN NOT SPELL FHAT WORD
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So, June First eh???
#Monster High#Abbey Bominable#monster high gen 3#idk if anyone else has posted this and I know it’s probably not a surprise but#I’m gonna make sure I have an balance on my Amazon to grab her as soon as I can because they are not restocking on Amazon Canada and I want#to be sure I get her before her price shoots up im assuming Clawd will drop at the same time#and I think I heard the fearidescent line is also supposed to drop in June I think??
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AMERICA 🔥🔥🔥🦅🦅🦅🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸
they're so silly ... (it was before the first screenshot i just wanted the post to start with that)
i don't trust him Hiw do i kill him
what is his Problem
he looks like henry to me
again . what is his Problem
she's burning
ok . what if i cried . what Then ?
#i am. not american#i love tsukasa you have to trust me . i just hate him at the same time <3#anywayi read another event story if yiu couldn't tell . sorry#wil reads pjsk#<- made a tag for these posts . in case i want to find them later#normal pjskposting is still not gonna be tagged im not doing all that again . just these#wil talks#i don't know why i make these posts i don't say anything interesting maybe i should. Stop . its probably annoying . hm
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Holy shit!!
🌈🍓 genshin fan? On this webbed site????? Are we imagining things????
ya sorry im not radqueer i just like radkitty am transid though and dont care what people do or identify as as long as they dont hurt people ^^ (enless its like cnc i love nuance) and i dont like antiradqueers because ive never met 1 that wasnt ok with me dieing or erasing parts of me to make there worldview true speaking as an ex anti (my partners are genshin radqueers though!! lala is hsr themed right now and angel left tumblr because of harrasment)
!!!im also technicly a xiao fictive but the system disappeared!!!! waves!!!!! am every au and canon!!!! do you want to play together sometime??
#ive made posts about how being transage is litteraly not optinal for me i am to disphoric not accsepting myself was genuinely dangerious#let me die to make the worldview true and whayever its called when you make a transabled positivity post because your in to much pain to si#up and knowing that some people see something worth wanting it that made me feel better and then get called the r slur repeatedly#untill i stop being openly (cis) autistic for a while#i think that was when i realized how aweful antitransid ideology is#anyways welcome to my blog!!! i like to disappear for 3 days and then ramble at anyone that talks to me and sound inconsistent because word#hard if you ignore my wording at look at the idea its the same every time i just have to talk we ball style or i cant say anything#even though my tech keeps failing i really want to record games and i joke to myself that im gonna help transstreamers transition#by inviting them to record a game with me#:3#pup talks
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it is so dire out here as a cd collector
#society if i was a vinyl collector#ig i could be i have vinyl player but no place to have it like.... set up all the time#i just looked into it again and no ones posted my favorite emma ruth rundle cd for sale but my second favorite is a THIRTY FIVE DOLLAR CD.#USED#A USED CD#meanwhile i can buy a vinyl of my fave album for the same price tag new from her store this moment#the only other cds of hers for sale rn are her metal collab album and her newest two in her store 😭#im also looking at biting the bullet to buy a $25 cd of nico vegas bc uh. they dont make cds at all anymore and theyre just gonna get rarer#and yeah yeah i could learn to burn cds and diy it w bandcamp purchases BUT#i like the printed cds i like the cases i like the booklets#“just get into vinyls” i hear u but i have. like 50 cds. i only have 3 vinyls and only one is good#and i dont like how some songs sound on vinyl idk#tbh emma would probably sound really good on it but thats NOT the point bc i cant play vinyl in my car!#anyways. ten dollar copy of marked for death by emma ruth rundle popping up second hand when 🥺#my post
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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment#i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating#there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2#months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it#not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him#in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if#he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone#and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think#there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy#your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly#so last night#i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart#until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent#that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real#did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart#and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about#and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in#which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever#it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the#reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying#not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me#that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs#he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am
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Part of me is screaming to just make everyone from Arcane as lions cause well.. LION King while the other thinks that's boring and everyone should be different animals so my solution is to not do either and let my brain decay with another undrawn idea
#i will loose it someday if i dont eventually get to it#the rot#tlk#the lion king#the lion guard#tlg#arcane#arcane lol#arcane series#arcane netflix#sigh#how my brain feels after making me incapable of doing things because i think about my interests too hard#are there other arcane + lion king fans out there#i feel like im like 1 of 3 ppl in existence whos fixated on both at the same time rn idk hhhhxh#i didnt realize how late it was before i was gonna hit post wow uhdhgrrhs
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