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I forgot that fall out boy is the most comforting when you're feeling like a lonely loser
#Im gonna make the same post 3 times#This is part 2#fall out boy#Going back to my their roots.#I said what I said
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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they would get divorced in one universe just to find eachother in another one
alternatively titled: sometimes you're the level-headed token flesh-head impulse-control-and-polycule-member of a stubborn, eccentric, and hearty telephone-headed drug addict, and there's cruelty in the world you deem fit to suicidally fight, and that either goes about as well as you'd expect it to, or you learn about love and the value of your life and junk along the way
#scribbles#milton r wallace#callum crown#phonegingi#sgt norm allen#norm allen#dialtown#dialtown a phone dating sim#..uh idk if callum and milt have a ship name orz#normgingi#milton norm parallels save me. Save me milton norm parallels#very specific but its why i prefer to look at the callum-milt-marla situation as like tragic polyamory#as opposed to a cheating one#it adds to the callum-gingi parallels. theyv both got polycule situations C:#though i suppose you could call a cheating situation a dark parallel to gingi's polycule the same way you could call#milton's entire deal a dark parallel to their relationship with norm/the narrator#However i just like tragic polyamory. my visions of milton and marla ALSO being in love yet having the mutual#realization that they hate callum more than they love eachother (esp milton) is highly specific yet also everything to me#misery loves company and all that jazz. a THIRD combination of people having divorce shit going on#this guys ruining my life IM GONNA FUCK HIS WIFE! (They are already in a consensual polyamorous relationship milton is just making it weird#Sorry these tags were going to be like meaningful discussion about this art and then i was enabled to talk about THIS AGAIN#OH YEAH this art in particular i discovered halftones and also started actually using blending brushes#milts face isnt drawn. obviously. but im imagining a kind of 'oh you!' exasperated fondness#as opposed to norm who's just a cranky little tsundere. jokes on milt though HIS relationship is HEALTHIER#also i will never pass up the chance to draw gingi and callum together#theyr both characters i adore drawing gingi's round shapes and different textures and callums cute little bolts#but also they do look soooo similar and yet so different its always really fun to do#and theyr just. my favs lol. my top 3 favs go gingi-mingus-callum hehe#Ok thats all. thank you for coming to my rambles#fig said i should post my art at better times and so i am and that means when i post my art im AWAKE ENOUGH TO RAMBLE ABOUT IT LOL
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well I got impatient and did it anyways :3
thank you all for 350 followers!!!! its not much but please enjoy me fucking myself and whining
#im gonna try not to be embarrassed about this but will likely fail#maybe ill make an audio tag so i dont lose track of it#uh#cyb3r.audio#:3#i made two at the same time so if this does well maybe ill post the other eventually#t4t#t4t nsft#t4t puppy#t4t switch#ftm nsft
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They say whatever you do on New Year's Day is what you'll be doing all year and by god I'm drawing genzen
#genzen#zengen#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#genya shinazugawa#zenitsu agatsuma#genya x zenitsu#I tried posting this earlier but tags weren't working but I think they're back up#I was gonna post this for genyas birthday but I juuuuuust finished a different genzen thing im gonna post instead >;3c#genzen nation be excited it's gonna be my magnum opus probably genuinely the best thing I've ever made#heheheh I haven't colored anything in a really long time so this was really relaxing to make#check out genyas sweater around zens waist.....#and the zen colored socks Genya is wearing heheheheheheh#I wanted to give them both very specific issues both me and my wife struggle with#aka genyas pants are very clearly too short for him and zens pants are very clearly way too long#it's so hard finding pants that fit me that go past my shins......#being tall is a curse...........#god I love this Genya he's probably one of the cutest gens I've ever drawn#I also posted this on my Instagram with the same username hehehe @zehl0w :3
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Vio's ability to make me cry is insane... HE DID IT THRICE LAST NIGHT!!
#fresco's chatterbox#random ik :]#vio my beloved little baby nerd :3#<- HAVE SOME MERCY ON MY GODDAMMIT!#thrice.... guys thrice#in like around half an hour.....#once bcuz he was too cute in one panel#once bcuz I saw a fanart of him where he was reaching back for Shadow (imma reblog that if I find it)#and the last time bcuz I was thinking about his design and role in TSoW#< yeah...#i often think about their roles in the story#not all of them have the same /weight/ on the plot#like on that post i said that Shadow is most confusing and yeah he is#and now thinking about Vio's role in TSoW....#it makes me cry bcuz there's gonna be a lot of angst and it's mostly his self doubt#and no this is not a spoiler this is my general hc#anyways#Vio have some mercy on me i don't think I should cry over you this much but heck... here I am doing it#be a bit more cheerful so that your smile isn't that precious#< (says the person that made him the most stoic person you could ever imagine in TSoW)#and yeah im yapping in my tags again :)#i should probably stop doing that but eh
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okay so when i was very new to the pjo fandom i had alot of thoughts about being queer and being a half blood, so heres an old rant of mine edited a bit (alot) to be semi coherent and postable!
Being a half blood is by definition queer, not normal. Half bloods are unable to fit in with mortals, they're too different, too strange. Yet, they're able to find community at camp half blood, a place with others like them, others just as weird and different. I think this is something that resonates with alot of queer people, it's at the very least something alot of us have dreamed of or experienced something similar to.
Another thing that I think is worth mentioning is how we see, especially with Annabeth talking about her family–mortals sometimes almost demonizing half bloods, treating them as dangerous. Once again, in a way this speaks to alot of queer people. Being treated as dangerous for something you can not control, something that's just simply a part of who you are, the way you were born.
I think it might be worth mentioning how it's nearly impossible for a god to be cishet? Especially alot of the greek gods were as queer as can be. Humanity feels the need to fit themselves into boxes gods have no need for, half bloods i think fit right in the middle of that which i think might be a little reminiscent of how queer people are shoved into boxes that shouldn't exist by others around them.
I have no idea how to segue properly SO, MY FINAL POINT: The concept of being a half blood is something that i think speaks to alot of people, as a half blood you don't fit in, as a queer person you don't fit in; yet as either there are other's like you, a community that will welcome you with open arms.
tagging some people who might be interested: @agentwaffle @a-wondering-thought (i know you two want to see this) @genderfluidsgetguns @ssavinggrace (i just want you two to see this)
#asher says stuff#im so fucking scared to post this but like here goes nothing#my thoughts are incoherent and hard to put into words alot of the time so im lucky if this makes any sense whatsoever#also sorry if this feels like. dhdjhshsh idk the word fuck#i feel like i just used all the same points over and over again#okay im just gonna post this and go die in a hole <3
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omg omg omg I’ve been Embarassed to have anyone over while living with family and also have been worried that im worthless as a person and friend for a long time, but my pal from college who I hung out with the other day wants to come over and hang out and I said ok!!! They don’t mind that I don’t have my own place and I’m gonna show them how to do some makeup basics and if all goes well, i will officially introduce a new disciple into my Good Ass Popcorn Cult (cult of people who recognize how fucking exceptional I am at making stove popcorn)
#im so happy they still like me#I still like them#and I’ve been making more friends and reaching out without being scared im not allowed#and some are online#but I forgive them 😌#ellis and ren if u see this u r the realest online homies who im not deeply in love with#that’s just Julian :3#also I think I was ok at my friends party?#same friend from post it was a game night#I always feel like such a freak and im so worried im gonna swing too hard and put ppl off#but it was great#it was easy#I don’t remember the last time being with people was easy like that#I feel like the sun is up a little#it’s been so fucking lonely#personally I mean NOT feeling great abt the world#but unfortunately we do keep truckin#ok that’s pretty much how I feel about all of this I love you goodbye
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Simon Rievaulx being autistic



#i love him SO MUCH#hes so me...#ouugghhhh#happy autism month#i find a new fav autistic character every day#im gonna need to see if noah medlock meant for him to be nurodivergent but at the same time#theres no way you're gonna bring that stuff up THAT MUCH and not intent for that character to be nurodivergent#i <3 u simon rievaulx#simon rievaulx#my babygirl#a botanical daughter#I LOVE THIS BOOK OUGGHHHH#I'll probably make another post like this the more i get into the book#gregor is also definitely nurodivergent its just not as like... obviously put as simons nurodivergency
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QUICK LITTLE THINGY FOR @citrinide BC UR MY FAVORITE PERSON TO STEAL BOYS AND SODA MONEY FROM!!!!
#heehee i told myself i was gonna draw u whenever u uploaded ur new ref >:)#unfortunately i am on a trip rn and haven't had time to draw </3#i have a different drawing in mind that i wanna make but I'll save that when im back and have time. watch out.#funny thing when u were posting wips of ur new refs i was drawing my cat sona ref#i like when i know someone is drawing at the same time i am its like we are drawing together :)!!#me drawing my friend who is Literally Nigel Aperture Tag: man this reminds me of aperture tag#anyways quick thingy :) i wanted to mess around with getting used to drawing the new hair shape and color#i really like it!!!! literally orange blasted bro#ough and the glow and the dark version.. ough#i think about that image mari drew for artfight wayyy more often than i should its peak#☆Testing Gallery☆
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bracelets as a christmas gift for michaels coworker #1
#i havent made bracelets in forevar. yippie#the adjustable bracelet im sooo proud of#i got one of the wood burning tools but instead of using it to. burn wood. im just using it to melt the edges of the cording#instead of using a lighter which is sooo imprecise#this thing i can actually just press it down and melt it at the same time. so lovely#brot posts#one coworker down 3 more to go. total of 4 more bracelets#i wanna do 1 fancy stretch and 1 lower key adjustable bracelet per person#i just gotta ask to see what their fave colors are#i made a blue stretch one already i know at least one of them enjoys blue so i just dont know which one its going to#and then the other one. is a guy. and i dont think the sparkly stretch bracelet matches his style#so im just gonna do a lowkey all black adjustable bracelet for him#his is already designed i just gotta restring it 😑#anyway i got melted leather cord smoke in my eyes and i need to be awake in like 5 hours for a 12 hour shift tomorrow#after which i’ll need to make these last four bracelets tomorrow night#so erm well i should sleep now. arugh
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it is so dire out here as a cd collector
#society if i was a vinyl collector#ig i could be i have vinyl player but no place to have it like.... set up all the time#i just looked into it again and no ones posted my favorite emma ruth rundle cd for sale but my second favorite is a THIRTY FIVE DOLLAR CD.#USED#A USED CD#meanwhile i can buy a vinyl of my fave album for the same price tag new from her store this moment#the only other cds of hers for sale rn are her metal collab album and her newest two in her store 😭#im also looking at biting the bullet to buy a $25 cd of nico vegas bc uh. they dont make cds at all anymore and theyre just gonna get rarer#and yeah yeah i could learn to burn cds and diy it w bandcamp purchases BUT#i like the printed cds i like the cases i like the booklets#“just get into vinyls” i hear u but i have. like 50 cds. i only have 3 vinyls and only one is good#and i dont like how some songs sound on vinyl idk#tbh emma would probably sound really good on it but thats NOT the point bc i cant play vinyl in my car!#anyways. ten dollar copy of marked for death by emma ruth rundle popping up second hand when 🥺#my post
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AMERICA 🔥🔥🔥🦅🦅🦅🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸

they're so silly ... (it was before the first screenshot i just wanted the post to start with that)

i don't trust him Hiw do i kill him

what is his Problem

he looks like henry to me

again . what is his Problem

she's burning

ok . what if i cried . what Then ?
#i am. not american#i love tsukasa you have to trust me . i just hate him at the same time <3#anywayi read another event story if yiu couldn't tell . sorry#wil reads pjsk#<- made a tag for these posts . in case i want to find them later#normal pjskposting is still not gonna be tagged im not doing all that again . just these#wil talks#i don't know why i make these posts i don't say anything interesting maybe i should. Stop . its probably annoying . hm
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Holy shit!!
🌈🍓 genshin fan? On this webbed site????? Are we imagining things????
ya sorry im not radqueer i just like radkitty am transid though and dont care what people do or identify as as long as they dont hurt people ^^ (enless its like cnc i love nuance) and i dont like antiradqueers because ive never met 1 that wasnt ok with me dieing or erasing parts of me to make there worldview true speaking as an ex anti (my partners are genshin radqueers though!! lala is hsr themed right now and angel left tumblr because of harrasment)
!!!im also technicly a xiao fictive but the system disappeared!!!! waves!!!!! am every au and canon!!!! do you want to play together sometime??
#ive made posts about how being transage is litteraly not optinal for me i am to disphoric not accsepting myself was genuinely dangerious#let me die to make the worldview true and whayever its called when you make a transabled positivity post because your in to much pain to si#up and knowing that some people see something worth wanting it that made me feel better and then get called the r slur repeatedly#untill i stop being openly (cis) autistic for a while#i think that was when i realized how aweful antitransid ideology is#anyways welcome to my blog!!! i like to disappear for 3 days and then ramble at anyone that talks to me and sound inconsistent because word#hard if you ignore my wording at look at the idea its the same every time i just have to talk we ball style or i cant say anything#even though my tech keeps failing i really want to record games and i joke to myself that im gonna help transstreamers transition#by inviting them to record a game with me#:3#pup talks
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Part of me is screaming to just make everyone from Arcane as lions cause well.. LION King while the other thinks that's boring and everyone should be different animals so my solution is to not do either and let my brain decay with another undrawn idea
#i will loose it someday if i dont eventually get to it#the rot#tlk#the lion king#the lion guard#tlg#arcane#arcane lol#arcane series#arcane netflix#sigh#how my brain feels after making me incapable of doing things because i think about my interests too hard#are there other arcane + lion king fans out there#i feel like im like 1 of 3 ppl in existence whos fixated on both at the same time rn idk hhhhxh#i didnt realize how late it was before i was gonna hit post wow uhdhgrrhs
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i love following you on more than one account cause then i get to see the same posts like three times.
it’s the gift that keeps on giving, and giving, and giving, and giv—
(all /pos btw)
HJSBSND listen-
#IF I FEEL VERY STRONGLY ABOUT SMTH THEN IM GONNA REBLOG IT EVERYWHERE#YALL DONT EVEN KNOW#I HAVE LIKE SEVEN CASUAL ACCOUNTS#I REBLOG THE SAME POSTS SEVEN TIMES AT LEAST#(also random anon asks like this GENUINELY make me so happy gshdhdhd)#(so ty ty <3)#spotty speaks
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