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[justewil]

AMERICA 🔥🔥🔥🦅🦅🦅🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸

they're so silly ... (it was before the first screenshot i just wanted the post to start with that)

i don't trust him Hiw do i kill him

what is his Problem

he looks like henry to me

again . what is his Problem

she's burning

ok . what if i cried . what Then ?

[thelunarfairy]

What did hanako mean by "I hate you " ??

what with hanako do in next chapter will tsukasa be distroyed ???!!!

Please any theories !!

The wreck of the entire existence. There are those who say that words are mysteriously magical, they can use negative terms to hide positive feelings.

Oh, "I hate you" - said the boy who had just told his younger brother that he wanted to save him, that he wanted to keep keeping him close.

I could paraphrase Hanako's sentence this way, following his real feelings:

"I hate how you always give up, I hate how you always want to leave, I hate how you despise what I feel and believe alone that the best thing for me is to be without you, I hate that about you"

He doesn't hate Tsukasa, he hates his choices, his attitudes.

The same way Nene hates Hanako's choices

The same way Akane hates Aoi's attitudes

In the same way as Aoi

The "I hate" that turns into a confession, oh, a negative word that is here to say that they feel hurt, how many tears will they have to shed for them to change their choices?

To stop them from giving up?

It's no wonder that hate is love's envious twin. So close, there just needs to be a strong hurt for love to transform, pain suffocates love, love suffocates the person, and relief returns in hate.

Aidairo doesn't work with words, she works with actions, words are hidden in actions. Ah, spoken love, the least reliable. Personally, I don't trust this one very much, there are words that survive for a short time, others that exist to impress, the best to demonstrate feelings, and the worst, to deceive.

Allow yourself to observe the touches, the looks, the red skin, the smiles, the tears. They speak more than any words.

Tsukasa destroyed…. Hmm…. it's something that could happen, but there will be a lot of resistance coming from Hanako, I wonder if Hanako will get into a fight with him to stop him from removing the seal. If he's going to hide Nene… many possibilities

[eclaire-went-bam]

for npd day i've decided to post some of my npd/npd traits headcanons (don't take these too seriously if u don't like them. but if u do like them, then take em as gospel <222) just a fun post for the occasion

bcs this is an npd day post i'm not rlly gonna post comorbidities but if anyone wants to know feel free to ask ! i'm willing to talk abt all of these lmao

FUCK U hatsune miku can be anything & i say she's a narc. she knows the world is hers

tsukasa tenma. literally what more must i say.

franziska von karma my beloved. she totally eated this one. miles edgeworth honourable mention, he at least has traits w/ whatever else is going on. their bitchass father too. manfred von karma honourable mention. narc siblings on their healing journey & i love to see it

just about every riddler AUGH. he is THE narc. & every new rendition of him is basically a different spot on the npd spectrum. he's awesome. strangely enough (considering how big dc is) he even has a lotta positive narc rep, like the harley quinn show & justice league action. good job eddie, you're one clever s.o.b.

some versions of poison ivy. if plants are better than humans and you have full control over plants, you can talk to plants, and you're basically a plant, who wouldn't honestly. i feel like her in arkhamverse can fit.

anakin. maybe raising a kid with the idea in mind that he's literally the chosen one is not always the best idea . i've seen a lot of people assign him bpd but this kinda eats too. trust.

newton pud. yeah that's right. you know that one joke like ;; special interests never go away, they just go dormant for awhile? littlebigplanet is MY special interest and i get to talk about it whenever i want to.

saeru from the kagerou project 🤩 +bros got actually the craziest god complex but tbf despite all the crimes it's kinda earned let's be real. in general he's extremely coded for Multiple personality disorders but i guess that's what's. Certainly possible to happen when your existence is Literally trauma

omg old pfp mention. alastor. it feels like cheating to include hazbin hotel on the list. also the three vees are npd4npd4npd, honourable mention. lucifer has traits methinks.

dutch van der linde is sooooo coded & i hate it but he is. me when i narc crash (into the side of a cliff)

tried to include mostly better rep for the occasion. may make another part idk. desperately need more npd-coded femme characters but to no one's surprise, writers tend to give male characters those traits. anyways, happy npd day 🤩

for the sake of image space, i didnt put multiple sections for characters in the same fandom, just made honourable mentions instead

[enhashoutout]

Things I noticed while watching High and Low the Worst X again

I was watching High and Low The Worst X while I was on lunch break and then had more realizations and wanted to write about them lol

These are probably nothing new and someone else probably already noticed these but I wanted to make a post about them sooooo

I’ve watched the movie so many times now idk why I just realized the weight of the three scenes I’m about to talk about. But also I feel like I notice something new every time I watch the movies so I'm gonna cut myself some slack.

Amagai being the only character in the movie who genuinely doesn’t have a sense of friendship/comradery with anyone else.

The first time we see the 3 schools alliance meeting is the opening of the movie, and I remember when I first watched the movie I was like "well damn this looks like a solid ass team" only to find out later that they were in fact not really a team lol 😂 but anywaysss

Watching the movie this time I just realized what Fujin says to Amagai in the first scene in the restaurant where the 3 schools are holding their meetings.

Reiji is first to jump up and say "Let's get this brawl started," and Ghandi jumps in telling Amamgai that their troupes and weapons are ready. Shoji laughs and says that weapons are typical Kamasaka behavior which prompts them to jump at him and Fujin, Raijin, and the other Ebara guys jump straight to his defense while Shoji continues sitting. Amagai tells them to "get us more" while tossing the money bundles in their direction.

Every single fuckin character in this scene's facial expressions have me dying because the disbelief on their faces😂

Shoji looking at Amagai like he's full of shit.

Fujin, Raijin, and Ghandi are looking at him like "wtf?"

The background characters are looking at him in disbelief also like I was WHEEZING when I realized this. Back to the characters who are the main focus of this specific camera frame though, Ghandi and Fujin.

Both characters turn to Amagai with the BIGGEST look of disbelief on their faces and Fujin says "You don't trust we can do it huh?"

To which Amagai says "What's the use in trusting you guys?" and goes on a spiel about how being powerful means you trust no one and not even giving them a slight chance. He also goes on to say that being powerful means bringing everyone else down to their knees and tells the other 3 schools "Just shut up and stick with me. I'll show you what it's like to be at the top." Ryo's face when he says this is a whole other conversation for another day.

I'M SORRY BUT THE LOOKS REIJI AND SHOJI GIVE HIM AFTER HIS LITTLE SPIEL HAD ME ROLLING🤣 Like both characters gave him the most judgmental expression and then you got Shoji over here looking away and rolling his eyes PUH-LEASE I AM DEAD🤣

Aside from all of this being extremely funny to me, this plays into my point from above. Yes, all these looks are super funny but it really shows how as "bad" as the other guys are they still run in the same way that Oya and the other S.W.O.R.D gangs do, through friendship and comradery.

Fujin asked "You don't trust we can do it huh?" because Ebara most likely runs on comradery as well. You don't pay someone to do shit for you, they just know to trust each other to get it done. This is a concept that Amagai does not and can not understand because he's been conditioned to believe that the people around him are not worthy of trust or friendship due to his status, they just work for him. As long as he throws money at their feet, they'll do what he wants.

That's like kind of sad actually, the fact that the other "antagonists" of the film still know friendship and he doesn't... I still hate his guts though. We love Ryoki but we don't love his character Amagai.

The way Shoji vs Tsukasa asks Suzaki why he’s working for Amagai

I think everyone can agree that within that 3 school alliance, Shoji Sameoka was the only character with working brain cells (full offense to all the other characters lol no one else in that room had critical thinking skills I swear). From the first meeting we see, the audience can already tell Shoji is the only character who has doubts about this alliance but also questions it; while everyone else has doubts but proceed to just follow Amagai's orders. This eventually leads to Shoji being the one to suggest that Ebara drop out of the alliance because he thinks it’s stupid which then leads to him agreeing to Todoroki’s terms of dropping out of the alliance if Todoroki wins against Fujin and Raijin. I feel like Shoji as a person judges the other characters based on what he knows/hears about them.

We see this when he confronts Suzaki. Shoji asks Suzaki why he would come to Senomon and work under Amagai when he was the one running Nami High. Suzaki tells him to mind his own business. Shoji is asking Suzaki from a place of strength. Based on the dialogue, it seems like Shoji knew Suzaki and Amagai’s reputations before this alliance. I deduce this down to Shoji knowing that Suzaki was the strongest at Nami High and knowing that Amagai isn’t actually physically strong compared to the other characters, he just likes to cause trouble and make others work for him. People fear Amagai not for his strength or skills as a fighter, but simply because he has the money and status to be at the “top”.

This brings me to believe that Shoji was asking why someone as strong as Suzaki would even work under Amagai who is clearly not a match for him strength wise. It seems like Shoji is asking Suzaki why he would be scared of Amagai’s money and work under him when Suzaki is clearly stronger. I think this is because the Ebara guys ranks are based on their strength/who is the strongest (I make this assumption from the fact that Fujin and Raijin are straight up gym bros lol) so Shoji can’t understand why Suzaki is working under someone clearly weaker than him.

Tsukasa’s question is the same….. but also different.

Tsukasa strikes me as someone who really gets to know someone personally to the best of his abilities before he makes his own judgment on them. We see this with Rao in the movie. Tsukasa could’ve taken everyone’s word for it and been like “oh Rao is a big mean monster” but he takes it upon himself to find out who Rao actually is through Mercy. This is how he finds out Rao isn’t actually all that bad like the stories suggests and that Rao fights for good reason (for his siblings). This trait about Tsukasa is why he asks Suzaki why he fights for Amagai but is also why he’s the only one who is able to understand why Suzaki fights for Amagai without a direct answer.

When Tsukasa asks Suzaki why he works for Amagai, he says “why do you work for a guy like him? Does he has some kind of dirt on you?” and Suzaki just keeps quiet. This brings me to believe that Suzaki probably had a reputation for being the strongest at Nani High but also fought people within reason, he didn’t flaunt his strength just because he felt like it.

Tsukasa asked him based off the kind of person he is and not his strength. I'm assuming Ryo fought people within reason and not so much for fun or to assert his dominance over others with his strength, so him working under someone who has as shitty of a personality as Amagai probably threw Tsukasa off a bit.

He is also however able to tell that there is a friendship there even if it isn't great. At the end when Yuken and Todoroki ask why Ryo would work for someone like Amagai, Tsukasa says it's because he means more to Ryo than that. Alluding to the fact that Ryo is doing stuff for Amagai because he sees him as a friend even if everyone else doesn't.

Okay, I'm done now😂 this wasn't as deep as my other analysis because it's not super deep with comparisons or anything like that it was just stuff I noticed while watching the movie again.

I have fics I'm working on for all the S.W.O.R.D leaders and more for Fujio I'm just swamped with assignments and working a little slow

[mari-lair]

Thank you so much!

I used to really like Tsukasa at the start of the manga but his story went in a direction I hate, so I don’t think I’m the best person to ask about him....

I do have some things to say about the red house, his most ‘completed’ arc, though. So I’ll try my best, just this once.

First thing first, let’s get this out of the way:

Kou’s theory that there are two Tsukasas (one who was stuck in this house forever and “another” that pretended to be Hanako’s brother and was consequently killed) was proven wrong in the end of the very same chapter. The red house Tsukasa is the only one that exists, and he went back home after Kou told him about the future.

He only spends half a year in the Red House.

Tsukasa acts weird, and every adult blamed his behavior on the mysterious entity in his body that Tsukasa had named 'god’, but god isn’t in control: Tsukasa was the one that decided to stay in the house because ‘Amane hates him’, just like he was the one that decided to burn down the house when he changed ideas.

This god had to ask what Tsukasa was doing, so it have no access to his thoughts, and it seem to either be unable to fight against Tsukasa’s decisions, or give him full control. 

From the start, Tsukasa was the one who influenced god’s behavior, not the other way around:

Tsukasa doesn’t care about this god: He doesn’t ask it any personal questions, even childish ones “Who are you?” “Are you a good god?” “Do you have a house in there too?” “What do you look like?” and so on. He never tries to reach this god either. Is not like he is scared of the darkness out of reach, he just doesn’t personally care.

His view is very limited. He treats it as he would any ‘cool thing he finds’ and go straight to Amane to talk about it.

I’m sure he would only reach out to this god if Amane asked him to: Literally every thing he asked from ‘god’ have been for Amane. He is a four years old toddler who loves to play, yet he does not have any wishes or goals of his own.

The very reason he was in the house wasn’t to have his wish granted, it was to have Amane’s wish granted. And he wasn’t even stuck, he could leave whenever he wanted, but “Amane wouldn’t be happy to see me because he hates me”, so he stayed in the house, believing it too, was Amane's wish.

His only wish is to make Amane happy.

And when I say he only thinks about Amane, I mean it: He didn't spared a single wish to his parents, didn’t share that there is a god under the floorboard with them at any point. Is like they are an afterthought.

Even in the red house, alone with no adults, all he wants to do is play.

He never implies he misses his parents even when he tries to lure Kou by using Kou's dead mom.

It does not matter how loving and kind and worried his parents are, Tsukasa is indifferent about them. He has no interest in how they are feeling or to learn more about them.

His life revolves around having fun, which he mostly connects with Amane, so he always finds ways to make things about Amane.

His mom worry, and hugs him, and cries of joy, and Tsukasa does not spare her a glance. Nene shows interests similar to his own, but he doesn't want to learn more about her, just seeing it as an opportunity to talk about his brother.

He connects interest with love too. 

Ask him questions and he’ll assume is love. Show him worry. It’s love. Everything is love. So he doesn’t have a good concept of what love is.

People do affect him even if he doesn’t realize it though, because of such loving parents, he grow to genuinely love physical contact and trust strangers easily!

But he is usually very apathetic about individuals.

This “horror child” framing when he delivers the news is Kou’s perception of his behavior. He has a negative bias against Tsukasa so the kid feels eery and almost malicious.

Tsukasa’s mom also gets negative bias when ‘god’ start inhabiting Tsukasa’s body and gives him the knowledge to both know people’s wishes and their future, (something a kid shouldn't have) telling people how they’ll die and such with a smile.

Amane is smiling by his side in the same frame the mom sees this ‘monster that inst her son’, and it is pretty clear Tsukasa isn’t hurting anyone, as weird as he has always been. The mom just assumes the worst after he went missing for half a year.

So back to the scene with Kou: Tsukasa isn’t being malicious, he doesn’t want the people to be trapped in the house, or to see them hurt. He doesn’t care about the people at all: He is disconnected from it.

Kou is panicking, but Tsukasa doesn’t see anything wrong with what he said, or show any worry about Nene missing, mostly confused by Kou's behavior.

He shows nothing when trying to help the house lure people with their wishes either. No pride. No joy. No malice. Just a detached “Is this what you want? I can give you.” like a kid trying to give someone a toy they have no interest in.

The only time he showed genuine interest in someone without trying to connect his joy or amusement with Amane at all, was with Kou, after Kou explained his wishes.

And what does he call him? Silly.

He is a child, so when Kou was rejecting all his wishes, Tsukasa took things at face value “So this isn’t your wish? That’s weird the house doesn’t usually get things wrong, but okay. So is this other thing your wish?”

He believes if someone asks for something, that’s what they want, and that’s what they need. And if someone says no. They mean no.

Think back to his situation to Amane.

Take a look at how many toys are in Amane’s bed, toys that are abandoned and cast aside because Amane can’t play with them.

Tsukasa keeps giving him things Amane would ‘want’, unaware it just makes Amane feel worst for being too sick to play with any of it. He is too young to have nuance, not paying attention to what may make Amane worried, just shoving cool things Amane used to play with in his face cause “amane like these things”

Living in the red house only increased this belief, since the house revolves around wishes, giving this idea that following your desires and doing what you want, what you wish for, is natural, something every person does.

This greedy mentality is not natural for Kou, he is different from anyone that would seek the red house.

Tsukasa probably already had a “people should do whatever they want and not hold back!” view as a kid, but he assumed that wasn’t a personal view, it was just how the world work.

Kou is the first person that explicitly challenge this idea, explaining that everything the house showed is something he does want but that he is fine not taking. Making it clear he is holding back even for a child like Tsukasa.

Is actually really interesting that he saw all of Kou’s ‘wishes’ and when Kou straight up asked about his own wish, Tsukasa did not go in detail about Amane. He doesn’t bring him up, he just talks about his situation.

And idk what it means exactly? Maybe he thinks Kou won’t relate, much less understand his wish. Maybe since Tsukasa considers showing interest as a show of love, he is happy Kou ‘like him’ despite Kou's constant show of distrust him, and opens up a bit about himself. I am unsure.

Regardless he seems relatively intrigued by Kou, so Kou being the one to tell him Amane will die young, and challenging his view again, this time about the brother he is obsessed with hit hard.

“Just because you’re twins doesn’t mean you know everything about your brother,” Says the guy that entered the red house and rejected all his wishes, breaking Tsukasa’s idea of how “every person works”

The idea he doesn’t understand Amane sparkles the same kind of intrigue and excitement!

But since he is obsessed with Amane, his interest is way stronger than with Kou, he is delighted!

We have no insight of what he started doing after this, or how he changed while alive with Amane, but we do know something happened and Amane killed him. We also know he is Hanako’s yorishiro and that he is at least in part stuck to the past, still not good at understanding his brother considering he keeps calling him ‘Amane’ after death when everyone else knows he no longer identifies as Amane, but as Hanako. 

We also know his belief people should do as they please, regardless of wrong or right, hasn’t changed.

Though who knows what his goal is as a ghost, after all... Losing pieces of yourself is a very important part of becoming a supernatural.

[ssruis]

i like youre posts, thoughts on ruinene ?

As a romantic dynamic: I don’t really think abt them that way… it’s the unrepentant emunene/ruikasa bias. Also a lot of rui & nene’s interactions read as very… sibling-like? To *me*. Personally. I hesitate to say sibling-like, because people get really weird about assigning family dynamics to characters who aren’t related or raised as siblings and have never referred to each other as siblings (“it’s basically incest” no it is not what are you on), but it’s something similar to that imo. Gestures at nene’s new 3rd anniversary 2* card story where Rui is like “I remember when you were reading picture books… and now you’re reading more advanced books… how time flies…” & she’s like “stop treating me like a kid 😑” despite being him being only one year older than her.

I don’t have anything against it (& I think taking shipping fictional characters seriously enough to fight over it is ridiculous), it’s just not for me & I don’t see it romantically. But for the people who do: you do you have fun enjoy yourselves. (I also personally think Rui is gay coded but again. Idc if people disagree it doesn’t affect me I’m glad they’re having fun. Also that’s a hot button topic & I don’t want the people who do take this shit too seriously to hunt me down with pitchforks and torches please go outside it’s not that deep.)

As a platonic dynamic/going off what’s in canon: I’m so obsessed with them (as I am with all wxs dynamics). They’re so fascinating to me. They make me so sad. Another reason I hate the “they’re siblings” thing is it feels like a boring restrictive box people want to shove their dynamic into that does a disservice to how interesting it is. It waters it down.

Nene was the only person Rui really had as a friend when he was a kid, and the only person who trusted in him and his ideas. They grew their love for theatre together. At some point they grew distant - we don’t know why, but my personal take on it is this:

1. Rui slowly growing to think he would never find anyone who got him after experiencing rejection after rejection, and pushing Nene away. A combination of “I need to leave her before she leaves me, this way it will hurt less because it’s My Choice”, “I shouldn’t inflict myself upon other people it’s better for everyone if I stay by myself”, and “Nene has her own friends now I would just be dragging her down.”

2. Nene having her own friends (new troupe) and slowly pulling back - or, at least, not actively trying to prevent him pushing her away. “I don’t want to experience the same social rejection, and I don’t know how to help Rui, there’s nothing I can do.” Nene, especially in the early days, has never been very assertive, and I don’t think favoring blending into the background over standing out (in a potentially embarrassing way) due to Rui’s stunts and ideas would be out of character for her.

3. I don’t think they went to the same middle school/junior high (I could be wrong) (did they even go to the same elementary school?) which meant they didn’t spend time together without one of them reaching out, which became increasingly rare.

I don’t think either of them are to blame. Or they share equal blame, depending on how you look at it. I see people placing more of the blame on Nene though, which is… Nene get behind me. Leave her alone. If you held my prsk account at gunpoint and said “ok but seriously who is more to blame for the relationship breakdown you have choose or your 4*s are gone forever” I would say Rui. Wouldn’t even have to think about it. Given his abandonment issues/avoidant tendencies/habit of pushing others away/pre main story mindset, it’s what makes the most sense.

They don’t really reconnect until the main story, and even then I wholeheartedly believe Rui was less interested in reconnecting than he was interested in getting Nene to perform again. He accepts Tsukasa’s invitation to WxS under the condition that he gets to bring in a fourth member and then immediately tries to leave the second Tsukasa is like “I don’t want to die wtf.” like he doesn’t even try that hard to convince him he just goes “ok bye have fun nene :).”

Rui builds Nene a robot so she can perform again which - I’ve talked about it before briefly, I need to talk about it at length at some point, but while that’s very sweet it’s also… not helpful. Not in the long run, at least. It wasn’t a *bad* thing, it was just the only solution he was capable of offering. It was a bandaid over a gaping wound situation - Nene couldn’t hide behind a robot forever. Rui couldn’t always be there to fix nenerobo, she couldn’t pursue performing seriously behind a robot, and she *wanted* to be on stage again. What Nene needed was the courage to get on stage again, and Rui didn’t have the skill set to help with that, because it was something Nene needed to find on her own (with support).

The thing about them in the early days is they both enabled each other to stagnate in situations they weren’t happy with. Maybe more so Rui than Nene, in that he literally built he a robot to allow her to avoid confronting her anxiety around performing, but Nene also lacked the ability to challenge or discourage Rui’s “I’m better off on my own” mindset. The tragic consequences of two people who lack social skills (one of which has pretty severe social anxiety) trying to help each other. Nothing really gets done.

(As an aside: this is why the emu+nene and tsukasa+rui dynamics are so crucial. Yes even outside of a ship dynamic I promise I’m accounting for my own bias. Emu+tsukasa did actually have the ability to encourage nene+rui to come out of their shells - Emu is Nene’s no.1 hype man and always encourages her in everything she does and pushes her outside her comfort zone socially. Nene doesn’t have to guess at what Emu is thinking & get caught up in the weeds of anxiety bc Emu will just tell her outright. Rui credits Tsukasa specifically with giving him the chance to change for a reason, and Mizuki/pandemonium NPCs point out that Rui has seemed so much happier and less closed off since becoming Tsukasa’s friend. Pointing @ the thing Rui’s CV said about as you like it.)

There’s still some degree of guilt on Nene’s side wrt being unable to help Rui even now, but that’s lessened over the course of the story. There’s a lot that goes unsaid between them about their shared past, but they also understand each other incredibly well after knowing each other for ~10 years. By virtue of knowing each other forever they’re both well acquainted with how the other’s mind works.

Nene can tell what’s bothering Rui in wonder halloween before even he realizes it, and she understands that he struggles to explain/articulate his feelings and issues in curtain call. Rui is tuned into Nene’s anxiety saw trap of a mind and is well versed in getting her to realize she’s overthinking things (I.e. “why don’t you just ask tsukasa what he did in the acting camp” in her emu3 2* card. I think that’s the right card) as well as getting her to speak up (shutting emu up with a donut in one of the earlier nene card stories so nene has a chance to talk. source here is just trust me I don’t want to hunt the card down).

Nene is always in his corner, and the reverse is true. They want each other to be happy and they’re so so so pleased that the other is doing better now. Nene often points out that Rui seems happier, and Rui is very proud of how far Nene has grown both on the stage and off it. Love their dynamic it’s so good… I care them…

[toi-monogatari]

Having left behind the fanfic on MHA i was writing (along with many other docs that I just though... Eh done with it tho the story ain't finished), I present to you now, my current project

Science Vs romance

A story of a young girl, who fell in love with a scientist boy but isn't sure yet what the feelings really mean and if they'll be returned.

Here for you, a part from one of the chapters. Story can be found both on my wattpad and Ao3

This is not chapter 1

As soon as you had an opening, all of you took your stuff and left. Senku guided all of you slowly up the mountains to the coper statue. It might come of use later.

You walked beside him, so Yuziriha and Tajiu could explain to eachother what happened. You looked at Senku, who tried his best to hide his troubles as he struggled for air as he walked up the hill.

You took his hand. "Your stamina is very low, I'll help you up. This way you won't strain as much."

He looked at you confused. "You ain't much stronger than me. It will just strain you more." He tried to take his hand away.

"It won't." You smiled. He kept holding onto your hand as you walked together. It indeed was straining, but you couldn't watch as Senku struggled. You felt how his hand was a bit rough, maybe even slightly scarred. The primitive life must have made him adjust to it. You watched as Yuziriha and Tajiu seemed happy together. How they were the perfect pair. Slowly you pet Senkus hand with your thumb. You smiled softly as you felt a warm feeling spread through you. He was your friend. Your lab partner. You chuckled softly at a joke you remembered.

He looked at you and asked. "What is it?"

You looked at the plants nearby as you walked. "I remembered one of our jokes."

"A joke?" You remembered how he loved to make jokes and pranks. Eventhough he was so serious most of the time, nothing stopped him from having some normal teenage fun like others, even if he didn't do it often and hated parties.

"Yeah. One of the older ones. From when we used to work at the lab."

"Hm... Shoot."

You smiled more as you told the joke. It wasn't the one you initially thought of, because you found that one too awkward to say. "Do you hate Natrium, Broom and Oxide relationship? Na, BrO, it never bothered me."

He thought a second. "It's one of those jokes you printed and put in our science club. Hm..." He looked around. "Why can't you trust an atom?"

You looked at the pink trees nearby, thinking of an answer. You shook your head.

"Because they make everything up." Immediately after hearing the answer you laughed. Maybe a little bit too hard. Soon he shushed you. "Not this loud. Tsukasa might be on his way."

You calmed a bit and kept telling him jokes back and forth.

You truly had fun as you smiled between them.

Before you knew the two of you got up the mountain and started to collect sulfur. You broke the black and yellow tinted rocks that had small holes in them. You looked at the earth around you.

"I once went to a volcano. It might not be the same as a glasier but the rock construction was very similar. Those rocks were black, white, yellow and red. Truly beautiful." You told your friend. Senku was the only one listening. Tajiu and Yuziriha were too consumed with the work.

"So sulfur and iron composition. It's very common. To which one have you been?"

"We went to Mount Etna. We used to travel with my and Tai's parents but..."

Senku interfered as i fell silent. "One on the most active volcanoes left. Must been cool to whiteness it without blowing up."

You chuckled as you wiped a tear. "Yeah, it was."

The four of you messed around with the gunpowder. Tajiu accidentally made it explode when he hit it with a rock but you did find it cool.

"Tsukasa will probably figure out our location now."

Senku immediately looked in thought. He seemed to be dozed off into the distance. "We need to do it again. There has been a sygnal from s distance. It's either a potential ally or a foe. I think we should take the chance."

All three of you knew that Senku was terrible at making moral plans, but you trusted his decision. It was the best idea you had so you did as you were told. He sent you and Tajiu out to gather some firewood, and you left off.

Together with your cousin you went to grab small twigs but something didn't feel right.

"Tai?" You looked at him.

He continued grabbing bigger sticks as you walked."Y/n, I know it might seem unreasonable, I didn't want to leave Yuziriha and Senku alone either, but if anything, they should be safe."

"But what if Tsukasa noticed where they are. I don't want them to get hurt."

Tajiu tried to calm you down, but you kept rambling, without noticing how your speech changed.

"I mean they're both not fighters, I'm neither, but I know how to fight. I know some grips to save them. Why would he tell me to leave. He is too important for me to loose. There isn't much I can do without him. On my own I would have died already in our highschool." You started to talk faster, barely taking a break to breathe. "But he is so amazing and he wants to save the civilization on his own. His motives are so amazing." Before you even noticed you started to tell about how his smile filled you with joy as his eyes were filled with passion.

Tajiu smiled and pet your back. "Don't worry y/n. Senku surely can manage few minutes on his own. And you will see his smile again." He chuckled. "I too find it scary to leave Yuziriha alone with Tsukasa walking around, but it was the best we could do at the moment. They need people who are fast to gather stuff now. So let's finish it up and join them."

You nodded approving, but not really sure if he just didn't compare your relationship with Senku to his crush on Yuziriha. His words managed to calm you down, yet not even a minute passed and he rushed off, whispering "Something is wrong."

You got affraid and ran after him immediately, but once you were there, you could see you both were too late. Senku was dead.

[ngmn2002]

Now, now... I'm living some fantasies after the new chapter...

I mean... those things I said in the post can come true really soon in like a year or so at this rate!

Having this Oh my... I cheered the first time I read what she said.

While yes, it's connected to a guy she made to promise to come see her performance,

but... there is another thing. One that's reallllllly special. A shared moment of her "singing" that part with someone. A special memory her "little" self holds. One of a dear person from her "childhood" in the back of her mind.

Isn't that right? They shared a lot together after and before that, too.

So, Nene... a really sweet girl who can't at all deal with losing those who are precious to her, her only way of going every time is to chase after them to have them come back to her "world", every single time, every single situation she is put in.

Hanako, Aoi...

And now we add... him.

♩ ♬ ~

"I want to see that person again. I want to find them. I miss them. I want them back into my life. It's so nostalgic. I can't lose them." (assuming it's just a fuzzy memory and she can't really recall how the person looked)

Hmm... yes, him.

Precious Tsukasa!

Haha, so it was Tsu chasing after her, now it's the oppsote. How fun. what a nice game they play together. ~

Uhhh, aren't we in an arc focusing on appreciating Tsukasa's existence? Despite the world itself rejecting him, wanting him erased, we have people to want him there no matter what, to realize how precious he is. To defy the world's design so they will have him stay. To want to hold his hands and prevent him from leaving.

We learn to realllllly appreciate having those we love by our side forever once we get to try the sour taste of "losing" them. We realize how much they really mean, how empty our life without them is. How much we love them. And no matter what, we won't even want to lose them ever again, and "live" without them, in a "world" that refuses them.

Now then, doesn't this bring us to Nene desperately trying not only to have Hanako-kun back, but Tsukasa-kun too, this time. poor thing keeps losing those dear to her over and over

And oh, imagining how her meeting him again would turn out...

Assuming she will end up meeting 12 y.o Tsukasa after trying hard to do so, and going through A LOT to do that, the moment she finally comes face to face with him... oh... I can see it. I really can see it. What I said in the post before me... I don't mind crying. I really don't.

Imagining her crying and hugging him tighter while going: "YOKATTA!!! I'm so happy to have you back! to see you again! Tsukasa-kun!!"

He would look like this. Trust me, he would. He is so adorable.

"I'm so so so sorry I said I hated you! That's not true! I love you!"

"I'm so sorry I called you a bully!"

"But please, Tsukasa-kun! Please! Stop going the way you are now! No more destroying anything, or you! let's try to find another way out! think of other possibilities! other salutations!" uh, if this really turns out to be 12 y.o Tsu he'll have a system shot down.

Ahme, gives me some p.p arc vibes. this sweet girl goes by the 3rd option. GO NENE GO!

What a similar situation between 4 y.o Amane, and "little" Nene. Losing Tsukasa... a precious part of their "childhood".

Uh, Nene-chan is so emotional, and always says all she has at heart out loud, unlike some people, who are silent all the time. Despite the 2 going into the same situation of losing Tsu-Tsu. Of being left behind.

And while we are at it, let's also add this, no problem. Another way of having things going at some point.

From this little post.

Imagine... after she shouts his name, hugs him, she takes Tsukasa's face in her hands his style with her out of the blue, just like that, then suddenly kisses him.

.............. Need to see his reaction, mine too. Eh.......

With Nene, we seriously keep living this "who did it first" thingy with the "magical charm". With her and Amane/Hanako it was that way.

Now, imagine if we will add Tsukasa to the list, too. So, is it him to kiss her suddenly first, or is it actually her?

My, if that happened, we will have 12 y.o Tsu having a girl kissing him before Amane ever got the chance. lol hmm, will she do this with yorishiro Tsukasa instead? hmm... we had Hanako giving her a charm, she gave one to Hanako... then 8 y.o Amane... ok... so... 2 go for Tsukasa? one for 12 y.o him and the other for the yorishiro... oh boy...

.... it gives me Nene & Hanako far shore kiss vibes. One built on the longing of "I missed you so much" "never leave me behind again" "don't ever leave me so suddenly like that" ...

Hmm... we're left with... how would the show down go for real...

A game of wait and see...

It seems this arc really is... a TsuNene one after all. Wow.

And one, where we come to see how important, meaningful, precious, love-deserving Tsukasa is.

For him, we will fight!

Team Nene & Amane go forth!

He wants to leave? Never allow it!

Unleash the power of love!

Shock him, make his brain stop working, leave him stunned in place, overwhelmed, make him realize how precious, irreplicable he is!

Capture the Moon!!!

NENEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! I TRUST YOUUUUU!!!!!!!!

I want this to happen!!!

Ok... so...

After being able to think about last chapter again... I still can't process it fully until now or bring myself to read it from the start, i'm still stuck at its ending and can't get past it I got this in mind...

Ahhh... so... I think we're going in a nice direction with these 2...

...... thinking ahead of me, I see at one point in the story... Nene will come to find Tsukasa a great help, a nice friend, someone she can trust, rely on and get along with so well ....... she got to know how truly good and dear to her he is..... ah...... now...... after saying all that...... what I want to happen is........

Um... let's see... I want to get an old moment between the 2 repeated... to put my aching heart that wants to see it happen so bad at ease? So, uh... after getting to know him well and just... things go nicely between them...

Nene sees (any Tsukasa, I can't choose between the past or present one) by chance somehow or by going to him herself... and just.... Ah...

-imagine he is older-

And sayyyy....

but this time... without being confused on who he is... she just knows... feels happy and relieved to see him... dashes towards him and calls him "Tsukasa-kun!" and then hugs him. ahhh... just like what happened in the moment above, but 100% intentional this time!!! Ahhh! It would make me so happy!!!

It would make him so happy! Like... Nene-chan is so sweet!!! I see he will be confused a bit at first but then... smile? laugh? then hug her back and pat her back and say "there there, Nene-chan" ........ I will cry for real.... if that happened........

I mean!!! Look at him in here!!!

He is happy to see her again and treats her the same way as in here...!

And in here... !

I bet he was a bit hurt this happened... when you got to meet after such a long time...

Ahhh.... I say... we need to fix this... and go back to how it should really be... Nene-chan!!! ...

Like this!

I want this to happen!!!

Please Nene-chan!!! Next time or the one after it or the one after it ... ... ... you will see him... please do it!!! I'm counting on you! Like he does!

Ehhhh...

[everestica]

Hello can I request the pjsekai boys with a really clumsy s/o LIKE REALLY CLUMSY to the point that ppl would tell them to be be careful when they touch anything and ppl don't trust them with they're stuff and they hate it? I'm in the mood for angst lmao Ok have a good morning/afternoon/evening!

Project Sekai Boys x Clumsy!Reader

Writing Type: Headcannons

Request: Yes

Warnings: Angst (Just a little bit)

A/N: As somebody who is hella clumsy I love this so much! (like idk but uh I accidentally put a whole in my wall so uh yeah) Anyway I hope you enjoy, and if you don’t like it feel free to reach out and have me rewrite it!<3

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-He will always giggle a bit when you fall down or when you run into something, but not before making sure your okay first

-He thinks its kinda cute when you fall down and just kind of laugh it off

-But when you do get really hurt he 100% be there to be helping you with whatever you need, doesn’t matter what it is he will either get it or give it to you if he has it.

-He gets kinda annoyed when people always tell you to be careful with their things or they won’t even let you touch anything of theirs or in group projects because they are worried that you will fall and break them

-He knows that you try to actually break anything and he wants you to get a fair chance at stuff too

-So he would try to talk to be and lets say that you did now get to carry things and you did accidentally break something or drop something he would try his best to help you fix it or clean up everything

-Overall he thinks that its adorable that you sometimes fall but he also wants you to be included when people are doing things. He also feels that its not right that you get mistreated just because your a clumsy.

-He will always try to catch you when you fall no matter where you are at

-He would fall to catch you

-He will always have his hand on your waist to direct you so you don’t run into anything or anyone

-Also one to laugh if you do trip over anything and fall before he can catch you

-When people tell you that they don’t want you to touch anything of theirs in fear of breaking it, bro almost has a riot

-NOBODY AND I REPAT NOBODY SHOULD TALK TO HIS PARTNER LIKE THAT

-He marches straight up to them and tells them off and then they let you carry their stuff

-He also will carry around bandaids for when you accidentally fall

-Laughs his ass off every time you fall, but also tries to catch you when you’re close to him

-Also will always make sure your okay but at the same time he will call you is little dumbass

-He would also whenever you are walking close to him he always has his hand on your lower back to also help you avoid like doors and pillars/polls

-He hates that people mistreat you because your a little clumsy

-He will 100% send them dirty looks but he probably won’t say anything until they get really bad

-Like Tsukasa, also carry’s around bandaids or something to patch you up when you get hurt

-He always is hugging you or having his hand on you so you definitely hit less things when you are with him

-Also try’s to figure out if something else if wrong with your or that your just hella clumsy

-When he figures out that you are just hella clumsy, he tries his hardest to make you something to make you less clumsy

-But being clumsy isn’t something you can just fix so instead he just carry’s around like cute decorative bandaids lol

[mrskurono]

Not sure if ur requests are open, but I thought I'd send something anyways. I was wondering if u could do something with Hyoga or Senku from Dr. Stone (doesn't have to be either, of course). Classic enemies to lovers. Absolutely hate eachother. They start bonding (idk how u decide my friend) and realize that they are two idiots in love and don't have a clue what to do LOL (〃▽〃)

a/n: I can't help but see Senku as like....hella demisexual...So I hope you don't mind me doing Hyoga! (plus he's such a bastard I love writing for him)

type: headcanons (’m sorry my brain isn’t working for fic lengths)

tags: angst themes, enemies to lovers, nasty Hyoga, mentions of injuries during combat, blood mentions, as fluffy as Hyoga allows

character(s): Hyoga (dcst)

You are about as important to Hyoga as a spark plug is to a car

Something you don’t think about until it’s broken or gone, in which case, nothing works and everything falls apart without it

To Hyoga that is a weakness in the stone world that pisses him off to no end and in turn that subtly can boil over at times

It’s fine because hating Hyoga is as easy as breathing to you

Making your mutual disdain for one another very obvious to the rest of the revived

Leaving you to both wonder why Tsukasa revived the other

But due to Tsukasa’s plan to restore only the strong and capable, that leaves the two of you making an excellent team in the stone world

Even if the idea of ripping the other’s throat seems more appealing than making it through a winter

You both hold your tongues and simply exist around one another

Survival is key and you both make a formidable pairing whether it be in battle or fighting the elements

And Hyoga hates it

Such strength leads Tsukasa to ask the two of you to preform most of your tasks together, it makes the most sense to have your most capable and strongest doing the hardest work to keep the empire together

There’s a banter that sticks to the both of you

Together this much, and sometimes with others around, has taught you both to be spiteful in your tonality but vague in your words

Lets be honest probably half the empire thinks the two of you are fucking and the other half thinks you’re friends

Not the case

Hyoga knows you’re strong and would do wonders to work under him, so when you say no it only pisses him off more

How can you just not see he’s in the right and obeying him would make things go smoothly?

Tsukasa trusts him, you should do the same even though he’s never given you reason to trust him

Like two lions at ends with each other, it isn’t until the strongest aren’t on top anymore does Hyoga realize what might happen

He might loose

And loosing an asset like you is as big a blow to the Tsukasa empire as it is his ideas

A non fatal but grueling wound makes him reserved around you

To the point your banter becomes one sided and even between coughs and bandage changes, you scoff in his face like he’s wasting time caring about you

The two of you wanted each other dead right?

Hyoga won’t retaliate with any of his own digs at you or even snap at you when you’re bleeding in front of him

Perhaps faced with the fact you’re both held on a similar pedestal and he’s seen you suffer at the hands of the stone world

Or because the very real idea that death happens and it’s this close to him, Hyoga has some reservations about you

And his change in demeanor is quite obvious

“If I guessed, you act like you have a crush on me.”

“Shut up.”

“You’re the one who won’t open your mouth, Hyoga.”

You’re right, he’s much quieter now and much more controlling

No one is aloud to change your bandages but him, no help is taken, Tsukasa’s orders to tend to your well being is taken very seriously and Hyoga won’t leave your side with a cold expression constantly on his face

Even as your wound knits itself closed and you return to full health, Hyoga doesn’t return entirely

Something about him stuck on the fact you could have died

That he could have been rid of you but when faced with it, he wasn’t entirely sure he wanted you gone

What he wanted isn’t exactly how he felt when it was almost gifted to him in the seamless attempt on your life during a fight

His plans for the strongest to be on the top were flawed if you weren’t among the them

For you were as strong as he was and watching your bloodied bandages get changed day in and day out left Hyoga realizing his plan was doomed to fail if he didn’t have your strength combining with his own

Hyoga couldn’t get what he wanted in this stone world if he didn’t have you

[under-the-cherrytree]

Heya! Thank you for answering my request! Now, can I get yandere big bro. Not an incest obviously l. teru, kou and tsukasa and hanako with little sis/bro gn s/o?

Now the thing is s/o usually got a mistreat at school due to people jealous of them (kou,teru) on tsukasa & hanako case (a yokai seems to wanting tsukasa & hanako beloved dead)

However s/o seems to not mind it at all. Btw, s/o is student at the school. And seems to be reincarnated after they die, and seems to believed hanako & tsukasa after they said they were s/o ghost brother and s/o reincarnated.

Now what would be the scenario when they find s/o is sitting on the floor. Wet around their hair and their clothes seems to be been damaged. When they Ask what happen s/o said.

"oh, big brother, I'm sorry...i'm really is...today is your birthday...but..." S/o keep cry and then said this while sobbing so hard "today, there's a girl who want me to introduce her to you. But I want to give you the gift and reject her, the girl obviously didn't take it well and...she make her group do this" "i-i...keep...trying to saving money to buy you this caused i want it to be secret...but-i..guess..there's nothing to give to you" while showing a blue (blue sky) (blue light) kou.

Tsukasa & Hanako Case

"big brother...since this is your both birthday I thought it would be better to get you both a gift. But there's a girl who hate me. I didn't even knew why?" And then s/o just said while sobbing "I..know big brother hanako love donut, and and I'm sure big brother tsukasa loves it too...so I baked a homemade donut, but that girl destroy it...she...she said my cook is the worst and people who eat it will puked and not even a ghost want it" "also she steal the necklace that I buy for you two since she say I did not deserved that"

Green (hanako) red (tsukasa)

Headcannon and oneshot again please!

The Minamoto brothers and the Yugi twins with a bullied younger sibling❣︎

Warings: Hinting to murder?, bullying, abuse, slight cursing

A/n: Hey! Of course of course, I try to answer requests to the best of my ability!

I did this with the siblings combined so hope you don’t mind shshjsh

Heehee hope you enjoy, my love~

Teru was your older brother and he made that known to the school

You loved the fact that you were known as Teru’s younger sibling

You loved your brother

But you knew you would be used for it

People would fake being your friend just to get close to Teru

Then once they got rejected, they always blamed you

You didn’t mind, you still wanted to be Teru’s younger sibling

Teru slowly picked up on this

He knew something was up so he told Kou

Those two tried to keep a close eye on you

But while they were there, it look like you had lots of friends

But when they left the bullying begun again

But sooner or later, the other girls true colors will start to show

Teru and Kou are protective brothers

The girls in your class should have known to not get on your brothers bad side

“Teru-nii! Looks like you got a lot of presents!” Kou called out, running to his older brother who was standing at the entrance of the school. Teru chuckled and looked back at his backpack which was full with presents from fangirls.

“Well, I guess I do...” Teru patted his younger brother on the head, making him smile brightly. “Where’s Y/n? Aren’t they supposed to be with you after cleaning the bathroom?”

“They are…” Kou's expression turned into a slightly worried one “but they said they had to go early. They told me something about wanting to get something prepared to give to you for your birthday…”

Teru sighed, he was worried. He already had suspicions that you were getting mistreated in your class but he didn’t know for sure so he never confronted you about it. He has confronted Kou about this and he had the same suspictions as well.

“Well let's go get them!” Teru clapped his hands and made his way towards the building.

“Do you think it's…” Kou didn’t want to finish the sentence.

“Let's hope not.” Teru’s carefree expression lowered at the thought. “Do you know where they went?”

Kou thought for a moment.

“No, but I know they aren’t in the old school building…”

Teru and Kou walked around the school for a while, looking for you in no avail. Kou pointed out little droplets of water that slowly got bigger reaching to the school's lockers. The boys froze when they heard sounds of sobbing. They turned the corner to see you facing your lockers drenched in water. You leaned onto your locker, closing it.

“Y/n..!” Kou called out, making you turn to him. “What happened?!”

“Who the hell did this to you…?” Teru asked, examining your ripped close and abused appearance. You looked at him and only cried more.

“I’m sorry big brother Teru…”

“Y/n, you don't need to be sorry, this isn’t your fault..!” Teru hugged you “What happened..?”

“I-its your birthday today… but there was this girl who wanted me to introduce you to her... but I said no, she didn’t take it too well and did this…” You sobbed into his shoulder. Teru’s grip on you tightened thinking about how this only happened while he was outside with Kou.

“I-I saved my money… to buy you a nice sky blue necklace… and I even got big brother Kou light blue one as well… b-but she destroyed it and I don’t have anything to g-give you…”

“Y/n that’s so sweet! We are extremely thankful!” Kou tried to lighten the mood a bit, giving you a gracious smile. You could see tears pricking the corner of his eyes. Teru was still angry that his suspicions were true, he was praying they weren’t.

“Who did this?” Teru sternly asked.

“I-it’s fine Teru…” You kneeled to the ground picking up pieces from the necklace she destroyed “She already left… there is nothing I can do now…”

“Y/n… please…” Kou kneeled down next to you and put his hand on yours.

“Guys, what would make me feel better is if we got home… can we please go home?” Your voice was begging. You just wanted to be in a warm blanket watching T.V. with your siblings.

That's all you wanted right now.

“Okay… I’m sorry Y/n, let's go home okay!” Teru gave you his jacket which you happily accepted.

“Even though I couldn’t get the gift, it meant the world to me!”

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You sighed walking to your classroom. It was early and you were tired. You were happy your brothers didn’t ask you about it for the rest of the night, you didn’t want them to worry. You thought you would get a load from the girls who did this to you yesterday but you were shocked when she bowed in front of you instead.

“Y/n! I am so sorry! Please forgive me for what I did to you yesterday! It was very rude of me and I am very sorry!” She was shaking.

“Oh, uh, it’s alright..! No need to bow, I forgive you…” You put your hands in front of your chest, genuinely confused. Once she stood straight up you saw a big red mark on her cheek. She had tears in her eyes but ran to her desk before you could get a better look at her. You looked to Tsuchigomori who only nodded with an apologetic look on his face.

‘What happened this morning…?’

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“Teru? You still look down?” Kou faced his brother as they both walked to class.

“Sorry Kou… just a little upset by the person who did this to Y/n…” Teru apologetically smiled.

“Well you slapped her, that taught her a lesson!” Kou encouraged.

“Trust me Kou,” Teru’s smile turned into a frown

“If a teacher wasn’t there, I would have kicked her ass.”

Amane found it unforunate you were caught in the crossfire of him and his brothers conflic causing you too kill yourself as well

Tsukasa thought it was great that his younger sibling was now dead too

Gosh Tsukasa-

But what they didn’t expect was for you to get resurrected

You were able to see supernaturals yourself and you couldn’t age from the day you died but you weren’t a ghost like your brothers

Tsuchigamori helped you establish a somewhat normal school life

It was all good for the most part, you were back in school, Hanako was the leader of the 7 mysteries, and Tsukasa was just crazy happy

The fact you are getting mistreated is mostly Tsukasa’s fault

Like he can make a lot of enemies so when the fish yokai (that he killed) saw how close you and Tsukasa were, of course they wanted to kill you

It was also a perk that you were Hanako’s sibling since they wanted to get back at him as well for stealing their princess Yashiro away from them

You were weak and had a human body, you were perfect

Amane had no idea about this, Tsukasa didn’t know you were being abused but he did know he pissed off those fish AND HE PISSED EM OFF GOOD-

You figured you would be a target for yokai since your older brothers are powerful

Of course, you didn’t mind this

You knew this would happen so it’s alright!

But the thing was, it wasn’t so alright with your older brothers

Hanako watched the cherry blossoms fall from the tree that he sat under. It was November 25, his birthday, and you said you wanted to have a talk with the two boys. Normally you would talk to them separately because you knew how Amane felt towards his twin brother, but today you wanted to talk to them together. Hanako cancelled his normal cleaning duty and waited where you said to meet up.

“Amane!!” He heard a scream from behind him but before he could turn around he felt someone hug him, wrapping their legs around his waist.

“Oh, Tsukasa…” Hanako said softly, personally finding this kind of awkward.

“Where’s Y/n?? It’s been so long since I’ve seen them!” Tsukasa removed his head from Amane’s neck looking around for you.

“Oh, they aren’t here yet, and I remember them saying they saw you two days ago…”

“So long ago!” Tsukasa whined and Amane sighed at his childish behavior. It went silent but thankfully Tsukasa quickly broke it.

“Didn’t Y/n say to meet them here 15 minutes ago??”

“Yeah they did…” Amane started to get worried.

“They're late!” Tsukasa pouted.

“You’re late as well Tsukasa… And we should go look for them.”

“I’ll lead the way! I know where their last class is!” He stood up and started marching, Hanako closely behind him.

They walked around the school for a while, watching students run across the halls to their clubs, laughing and gossiping with one another. Tsukasa continued to march, not losing the bounce in his step. They came closer to the sound of someone crying, sobs getting louder as they approached a classroom. The twins looked at each other before Tsukasa opened the door.

You jumped slightly, removing your head from between your legs to look at who came in. You only began to cry more realizing it was your two brothers.

“Y/n…?” Tsukasa slightly whispered to himself, staying at the door's entrance.

“Y/n! What happened?!” Amane ran to you, fearing you were hurt in any way. He put his arm on your wet shoulder, looking around to see if there were any visible bloody wounds. He looked at your uniform which was damaged and had a few cuts in it. Your hair was also wet like if someone poured water on you. Tsukasa slowly made his way over to you, examining you up and down. You couldn’t make out the expression on his face but you knew anger was there.

“I-I’m sorry…” You said a little above a whisper.

“You’re sorry for what..?” Amane asked, moving the wet hair out of your face to get a better look at your soaked, tear-stained face.

“Big brothers...since this is both your birthdays... I thought it would be better to get you both a gift. But there are these fish yokai who don’t like me..!” You picked up a couple red and green gems from the floor. Hanako’s eyes widened.

“I... know big brother Amane liked donuts and I assume big brother Tsukasa likes them as well… but they took the donuts I made you saying my cooking was t-the worst and you wouldn’t want it..!” You continued “And they took the necklace I bought for you guys saying I don’t deserve it…”

“Were they talking fish..?” Tsukasa's voice was cold, eyes wide with rage. You only nodded your head.

“Amane, will you stay with y/n? I have something I need to do.” Tsukasa turned to Amane. Hanako already knew what he was going to do.

He was going to go after the mermaid and her fish. There was nothing he could say to stop him.

“O-okay… do what you have to do…” Amane nodded and Tsukasa left the room.

“W-wait… where is he going..?” You started to get up but Amane sat you back down.

“Hey, don’t worry Y/n… older brother Tsukasa is going to take care of this okay?” Amane hugged you.

“But I don’t mind the fish… it’s fine-”

“No. It’s not.” Amane’s aura grew darker before his loving brotherly smile appeared again.

“And hopefully by tomorrow, you won’t have to deal with those disgusting fish!”

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“Y/n! Amane!” Tsukasa called out as he walked down the halls. When he approached the door he opened it revealing you and Amane laughing. You were somewhat dry and you stopped crying.

“Tsukasa!” You got up and gave him a hug.

“What happened to those fish…?” Worryness in your voice.

“Don’t worry about it Y/n! You don’t need to worry about them anymore!” He childishly smiled, bringing ease to you.

“Amane approached you two, smiling. He looked to see Tsukasa’s hand that was behind his back covered in blood. Hanako's smile dropped and he went silent. He quickly regained his composure and turned to you.

“Yeah, Y/n you don’t need to worry about those fish. Your big brothers will kill any other supernatural that dares hurt you!”

[thelunarfairy]

I loved the glass prism. I remember it appeared with little tsukasa when they said amane would kill him what does it mean???

are there other moments of broken glass with tsukasa??

Ah, I forgot to add this panel hahaha but thanks for reminding me.

Glass prisms represent the breaking of something fragile, be it memories, moments, people. In Tsukasa's case, it can represent the breaking of hope, of trust, the breaking of a feeling.

He trusted that Amane would live and achieve his dreams, he had hope that this would happen, but when Kou told him that Amane took his own life and his, something broke.

He fell apart a little, and it was clear that Tsukasa understood that memory, that vision he had of Amane was different from what he really was, that is, there was a change in relation to what he thought before and what he discovered now (sudden paradigm shift)

He was so incredulous that Amane simply threw away the sacrifice he made for him, that he decided to go back to understand why he had done that.

Feelings are ephemeral, just like memories, both are extremely linked to each other, so, if I were to summarize, Tsukasa had his feelings broken when he found out that the brother he loved so much killed himself and took his life.

One interesting thing about this moment with Tsukasa is how you can clearly see that it's his sentimental side that broke, see, these pages after the moment in which Tsukasa "breaks"

See, in an earlier panel he's shocked, but notice his eyes

Now look at his eyes when he realizes what Kou said

He is tearing up

He was about to cry, but he didn't, firstly Kou just didn't care about his feelings and switched his attention to something else, but see, he remained in shock

He was silent while Kou and Nene talked.

And what did he say after this prolonged silence?

Then, he starts to imagine about the times he and Amane could have together.

Once again, the broken glass

He is not happy, he is still in shock, even though he thinks about all these things, maybe the imaginary dream he had of living next to his brother, were broken.

Cute, isn't it? but don't be fooled. He decided at that moment that he would go back to understand why Amane did that, and not to fulfill his own desires to be by his brother's side.

He was hurt, Amane broke his heart.

And Tsukasa… Like a good brother… will come back to understand what he did wrong….

That moment when Kou said that to him, just gave Tsukasa the absolute certainty that Amane hated him. After all, you don't kill who you love, and you wouldn't be so ungrateful as to simply throw away the sacrifice of LIFE that someone made for you.

He felt terrible when he discovered this, and his reaction:

That wasn't the same Tsukasa anymore. It was broken, and I imagine that over the years, Amane broke him completely.

Regarding there being other moments of the glass breaking with Tsukasa, I need to reread the manga to see if it happened other times, if I find it, I will reblog this post with the new files and some observations about them.

[teruwasright]

100% love your takes on the TBHK confession thing

Like PLS provide your CANONICAL evidence for anything you just mentioned that ISNT already the same panel you’ve shown me 26,000 times trying to force some sort of “hidden idea” that you and only you see like “Tsukasa is abusive.”

*shows fake world arc*

Look! He doesn’t care! He hurts Mitsuba behind Kou’s back!

Me: ….. all I see is him telling Mitsuba he can be a human in a fake world and letting him do whatever he wants

Actually- I hate the hole Tsukasa is abusive thing in general.

He doesn't abuse Mitsuba.

And he didn't abuse Hanako.

Same with Teru- fr where has he shown no empathy?- he literally goes out of his why to help people? He could have not carried but he did-

he could have left Akane to deal with being a half supernatural. But he didn't.

He didn't have to save Aoi. But he still tried.

It feels like people try to pull shit out of their ass and if they say it enough it will be true some how? I really can't see Tsukasa hurting the brother he loves so much honestly- as bad as Tsukasa is I feel like people forget that Hanako was the one that killed Tsukasa. Not the other way around.

And the more we learn the more I feel like Tsukasa did nothing-

Like I have this theory that all the bruises Amane had were his fault-

The bruises on his wrist? From Tsukasa trying to stop him from hurting him or himself.

The cuts? Broken glass he threw at Tsukasa. I feel like as much as Hanako crys he's really uncaring-

I don't have proper panels and it really is just a theory but it will always be in the back of my mind because I really do believe because of the cruel nature of Hanako San he was chosen to BE Hanako San for a greater reason then just murder.

The position of Hanako San isn't given to just anyone. (I can't find were that was said!- wtf?!- maybe in the pilot?!- but I swear it was said somewhere!- I'm so sorry Anon- please trust me it was said somewhere and when I find it I'll reblog this post with it I swear- TwT)

I wish people would remember that Hanako was the one that killed Tsukasa and I genuinely think Tsukasa is hurt by that.

Like- something about his face here makes me sad- just like this panel of Teru.

Teru's pain can be explained- I mean- his brother went behind his back AGAIN- and is finally saying something about it.

But Tsukasa not so much. I can't explain it but that panel of Tsukasa makes me feel bad for him. He looks so hurt for some reason? I can't put my finger on it but I also wish people would see that Tsukasa thinks Hanako hates him.

I just- ughhhh- why do my favorite characters have to be the most hated?!- T^T

Lol anyway- sorry for the long reply- I didn't mean to go on a rant- but I'm glad you liked my confession lol it's something that makes me mad beyond belief ^^

[gilly-bj]

Many in our fandom have already noticed the parallels between Rivamika and Violet and Gilbert from Violet Evergarden (Beautiful anime, watch it if you haven’t already); on Instagram, RM fanpages have talked about this, but I’ve noticed that unfortunately, here on Tumblr, this interesting topic is getting quite ignored. In this post, we’re talking about all the similarities between Gilbert x Violet and Levi x Mikasa.

(Please don’t spoil anything about Violet Evergarden in the comments; let’s respect who hasn’t watch it yet)

Before getting into the parallels related to their relationships, let’s analyze the ones related to the physical appearance/personality (and more) between the couples and their respective members.

Mikasa and Violet share the same Japanese voice actor, that is Yui Ishikawa (She’s also the voice actor of 2B from NieR Automata and Tsukasa Taira from Devils line. Speaking of Devils Line, the main character, Yuuki Anzai, looks like a potential Rivamika son; in fact, he has seems a cold man, like Mikasa and Levi, but he’s really caring, especially towards his loved one (Tsukasa) It’s a great anime, watch it if you haven’t already), and they seem heartless and emotionless on first impression. Levi and Gilbert have both lost their right eye and they have prominent scars on their face. They are reserved men that don’t usually show their emotions and they are both (respectively), Mikasa and Violet’s superiors. Gilbert met Violet for the first time when she was a child, and the age difference between the two is about 15 years (Gilbert is 29; Violet is 14), the same as Rivamika’s.

Violet was always seen by everyone as a weapon, the only one who saw her as a human was Gilbert, that slowly fell in love with her and tried to protect her. The first parallel we find with Rivamika is that both Gilbert and Levi saw something else in the girls. I doubt that many in the scouts were interested in Mikasa’s personality, probably for everyone she was just an heartless and cold girl. She doesn’t seem friendly and many feared her, so she was ignored by the soldiers (that’s why she hasn’t got many friends). Her soldier abilities were recognized by everyone though, so logically, Mikasa was probably immediately liked with her strength and not with her personality. Levi has always understood Mikasa since their first meeting; I think he knows that they are similar and that she isn’t just a strong soldier; she is a human with her qualities, flaws and weak spots, like Levi. In a few words, since she’s similar to him he understands her personality so he doesn’t see her just as the girl worth 100 soldiers. Another parallel: Levi has always protected Mikasa, he has always cared about her well-being, physical and mental.

Notice that: Eren’s words “Fight!” again are referred to Mikasa’s strength. To me, Mikasa is just a girl who was forced to be a strong soldier; we know she wants her family and in the past Isayama stated that she will return the happy girl she was in her childhood (yeah I see). I don’t think she likes violence. Eren has become a very violent person (killing 80% of the population yeyy), and instead our baby Levi probably has understood that violence is never the right choice.

Anyway, Gilbert confessed to Violet his feelings on the verge of death; the girl didn’t know what “I love you” means, so she gave her best to understand the meaning behind those three words. I personally think that Mikasa doesn’t really know how it feels to be loved by a real man; surely, what “Eren” felt for her wasn’t real love and even if it was, which is ridiculous, he didn’t put that much effort in showing those “feelings”, since the way he treats her is not how I treat my boyfriend/crush. Even if she’s 23, Mikasa has no experience with relationships, at all; she’s single and she never had a boyfriend. She needs a real man; someone that loves her and can make her happy, not a fucking bird. The bird can’t give her what she wants never thought I would have said these words lmao. She needs someone that she can love and can make her feel loved, and I know who perfectly fits these standards. Levi

But Gilbert wanted Violet to be free and independent, and that’s exactly what Levi wants for Mikasa; only with Levi, in 4 seasons, Mikasa was free do to things her own way. He trusts her, that’s why he doesn’t ask her the reason behind her decisions, he respects what she decides to do. Probably, Levi wouldn’t like to see Mikasa sitting next to Eren’s grave, crying and hoping to see the clown again (remember “I hate weaks). He knows what’s the best for her, and most importantly, he cares for her, he really does, and that’s why he will help Mikasa if she gives him the possibility to do that. Levi is coming back to her, and he won’t leave Paradise without her.

Ahh, this analysis was difficult. Logic plays a big part in RM, especially because things with this ship are never obvious. Anyway, I hope you liked my analysis. I apologize since I haven’t been active during this month, sorry. It has been a busy month and I haven’t had much free time, I hope that i will be able to post more on May 💜💜💜

[sarcastic-trash]

Toilet Bound Hanako Kun: My Opinions On Ships

HanaNene (Hanako x Nene)

Okay, let it be clear, I do love this ship. I always have. However, I can love a ship while acknowledging it's faults. It has some parts that make me question how healthy it really is. To begin with, Hanako has made plans to grants Nene's wishes before without running them by her. Which proven by the Picture Perfect Arc and recent manga events, his methods are not great.

At all.

He's cause her to possibly loose her best friend because of this. Adding onto that, 91 and 92, makes me question Hanako's true motives. I hate to say it but, I find it odd how Tsukasa only decided to cause trouble after Nene summoned Hanako. Another point is - in a past post - I've pointed out there's evidence Hanako had been lying to Nene the entire time. It doesn't seem very healthy but, I appreciate their dynamic and want to see it become healthier.

I liked when Nene stood up for herself in the Picture Perfect arc. I don't like seeing her let Hanako waltz all over her.

However, why the hell are you guys claiming this is pedophilia? Hanako - quite clearly - has the mentality, emotional maturity, and physical body of a boy of about 13-14. Nene is 15, 16 at most. Hanako has been dead for a long time but in that time it seems obvious he hasn't matured physically, mentally, or emotionally. Therefore, it's not pedophilia because they're both - Nene and Hanako are both - children.

It's really that simple. However if it's revealed Hanako has happened to be faking being emotionally and mentally immature, than yes, I'd view him as a predator. However, there's not really any solid evidence supprting this. The lying is the biggest evidence for that idea we have but, he could have immature reasons for that.

Also there's no concrete evidence he was lying the whole time. It seems a bit weird with 91 and 92 but, nothing is really clear yet. I feel like this ship opinion may or may not change depending on how the manga progresses.

MitsuKou (Mitsuba x Kou)

Another ship that I highly enjoy. These two are so cute together and it's so wholesome - angsty though. Very angsty. I will admit though, someone admitted a part of the manga in which they could be seen as not so wholesome. When Kou was about to um - try to off himself to be friends with Mitsuba forever (his words not mine).

They were in a boundary - meaning Kou wouldn't die - and some people use this to say Kou was manipulating Mitsuba. However, nowhere did it say Kou knew it was a boundary. He just knew something weird was going on - same with Nene. Therefore, it wasn't manipulation however, it reveals Kou is in desperate need of therapy.

I feel like this is mostly healthy except for -you know - the fact Kou is willing to die. Some may argue that Mitsuba is too verbally rude however, Kou has been shown to not really be bothered by that. That said, Kou needs therapy to prevent this from being toxic.

AoiKane (Aoi Akane x Aoi Akane)

Okay, I like this ship too. However, it's not exactly heathy either. Let's see so, the fact Akane choked Aoi doesn't pass the vibe check with me - I get Akane was likely frustrated but, he had no excuse to choke her. That's just a no. His possessive behavior is something that likely comes from insecurity - he should see a therapist for that.

Then we have the fact that Aoi obviously isn't ready for a relationship. She'd told him no multiple times despite the fact she liked him - not to mention that stupid number system. There's nothing wrong with saying no but, her lying to him is my problem. It puts distrust between the two from the beginning.

Unhealthy communication - including lying - leads to a lack of trust, which would mean Akane's possessive behaviors in this relationship would get worse.

It's evident enough by the fake persona Aoi has that she doesn't love herself. Considering this she was likely self sabotaging - simultaneously hurting herself and him at once. While I ship these two cause they're cute, it is still a toxic pairing.

YamaKane (Yamabuki Lemon x Aoi Akane)

When these two boys got together I found it very funny, since it was a tree that caused it. It is kinda weird though because it was all because of the Confession Tree counts as a love spell. After they both got out of the spell, it ended. I'm nuetral about this but, I'd love to know how Akane never realized he was under a spell - especially since dude has to take those glasses off to sleep. Trust me, I've made the mistake of sleeping with glasses on! Not fun.

Cause spoiler alert without those glasses he should have been able to break from the spell unless he just went with it cause he was confused? This plothole makes me confused always and I'll never not be confused at this. Yeah I don't know how to feel about this ship cause that plothole has me questioning loads.

TeruKane (Minamoto Teru x Aoi Akane)

So, as you may tell if you've seen my page, I like this ship. I like their honesty with each other. The fact they can communicate in order to work together is a big part of why I like them cause communication is key.

Again, Akane may want to see someone about possessive behaviors because Teru is popular. So this ship does have a level toxicity in Akane's possessiveness. If he's possessive about Aoi he'd be the same way if he was crushing on Teru. As long as Akane seeks help about being possessive I see this being relatively healthy besides Teru's teasing.

However sometimes you tease, it's not really a big deal. Their honesty would help Akane's jealousy issues to not flame up if he were to get help. However, from where it stands right now, Akane's jealousy would be the worst thing about this. Therefore there is some toxicity.

TsuSaku (Tsukasa x Sakura)

No. I don't know why I just don't see it. There's something about it that gives me the ick.

NatsuSaku (Natsuhiko x Sakura)

See, I understand the appeal for this ship - especially with recent chapters. However, I really cannot see it - I love the idea of them being friends. I just can't see them as a couple.

So with my opinions out there what do you guys think?

(If you don't like any of the ships I do that's fine, just please be respectful! If you like a ship that I don't, no hate to you - it's just not my cuppa tea. If you like it, I respect that))

[imagineansuta]

Hi there!! I'd like a matchup, please<3! I'm quite soft-spoken and shy, but once I get comfortable I'm very talkative and can ramble for hours with extreme passion (I'm always worried that I'm being annoying or talking too much or looking stupid though),, My love languages are physical affection and gift-giving (being 5'0 Exaggerating my height/a little closer to 4'11/roughly 152.2cm exactly, I really really love hugging people taller than me) but since I'm too shy to ask for affection I usually tend to just stick close to people/lightly tug on their sleeves or fiddle with their hands or fall back on giving them interesting little stuff and going 🥺🥺🥺. I'm often tired and definitely need to be coerced into sleeping more, but I'm definitely a night owl that also likes the daytime too much (peak naptime is always early afternoon tho lol). I'm a bit too hardworking to the point where I stress myself out, but I love being spoiled (though I'd never demand that I really want it) anddd my hobbies are reading books (and analyzing literature), admiring art/nature (never been to a museum but I love plays, movies, and watching people sing/dance), and baking (I love sweets!!! baked goods and drinks, especiallyyyy the kinda expensive and fancy kind, but I'm too broke for those usually and go nuts with happiness to be able to have them... I just stick to basic recipes when I'm baking though). I also really love foreign languages (I've been taking French for abt 5yrs), tea, plushies, and art in general (I admire anybody with artistic talents sooo much,, I do poetry some myself but I'm too anxious to share it with a lot of people) and I hate hot weather, being getting angry/yelling at me, bugs (I don't scream but anything bigger than a fly scares me and I wish I had people to kill them for me,,) thanks!!!!

I MATCH YOU WITH...

HIYORI TOMOE!

i do think hiyori would find you so adorable. nothing is more satisfying to him than seeing you breaking out of your shell. when you’re all shy and timid? he thinks it’s super cute, and he doesn’t mind doing all of the talking for you. when you’re loud and excited? you two can spend hours blabbering on, much to jun’s dismay. also, both of you better get real good at begging jun to kill the bugs around you.

my god, he is affectionate. so, so affectionate. even if you don’t initiate it, he’s quite touchy with you, leaning against you or having a hand around your waist. he absolutely insists that you hold hands with him or else he might lose you in the crowds! he’s also a bit (a lot) of a rich kid, so expect luxurious dates and gifts. they’re almost a bit too extra, really, but that just shows how much he loves you! he’s also a big fan of shopping dates and taking you to those fancy overpriced cafes. you know, the ones with the insanely photogenic menu items that people would post onto instagram.

he admires you for working hard, but he’d like it if you weren’t neglecting other aspects of your life for it. you need to pay attention to your hunger, sleeping habits, and of course him. luckily for you, he’s real good at convincing people (whining until you give in)

I COULD ALSO SEE YOU WITH...

TSUKASA SUOU!

tsukasa finds your shyness endearing, and he feels proud once you eventually warm up to him! you can count on him to spoil you, he’s a gentleman after all. at the same time, make sure to spoil him lots too. he’s not a big fan of pda (it’s not proper!), but in private, he’s a lot more willing to cuddle up with you. he’ll do his very best to treat you right, trust me on this. 

also, he thinks that your hobbies are super refined and elegant. he’ll research into your interests to initiate discussions about them for sure. plus, it doesn’t help that you’re into baking... he won’t ask for it directly, but make him some homemade sweets and he’ll be the happiest person ever, seriously! dessert dates with him are an absolute must, he’ll be happy to indulge you (and himself) until you’re both sick of sweets. 

he’d invite you over for tea and spend hours listening to you talk while you hang out in his garden. do you prefer dates that are a bit more extra? expensive dinners at restaurants that he plans reservations for weeks in advance. either way, he’s eager to please you and reward you for your hard work.