#IT BROKE ME IN A GOOD WAY
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I finished Veilguard and I’m in love with my Rook, Kalais, kthx
#tai arts#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age rook#kalais#GOD IT WAS SO GOOD#IT BROKE ME IN A GOOD WAY#i was missing da so bad man
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I don't want to regret the way I lived
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#choso kamo#junpei yoshino#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES#'did you sleep hina' no#ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD#i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew#also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To#he is implied through th dialogue#side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way#pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me#not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap
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i had been holding off on reading fault in our stars fo years because i knew it would break me and, god do i regret doing that.
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Amity: Darius, you like my dad... the way my mom likes my dad, don't you.
Darius: ...
Darius: Your mom likes your dad?
#the owl house#toh#toh spoilers#owl house spoilers#amity blight#darius deamonne#odalia blight#alador blight#alador x darius#aladarius#the quote is from Moral Orel#anyway the finale broke me in a good way but this is what i give u#congrats Aladarius shippers sdfgfdg#also i know the Isles arent heteronormative i just tthought this was funny fdgsfg
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Sevika protecting Isha (and my feelings below):
I think the most heartbreaking, yet endearing, part of this whole scene, is that Sevika only has one arm.
in holding onto Isha, she renders herself defenseless. she has no clue what she's running into, but she won't put Isha down. she runs blind and unable to quickly fight back with her remaining arm.
and she doesn't give Isha a chance to run on her own. she just holds her. doesn't get angry when she fights her. doesn't scold her. just holds her tighter. and keeping a squirmy kids still is hard enough with two arms, let alone a kid fighting you as hard as she can with just one.
and she's soft with her, just in general. none of that normal tug and sharpness we're used to seeing. she's of course fighting her enough to keep her from slipping out of her grasp, but that's it.
I just. I'm not normal about them.
mother and child, your honor.
#thats her baby#she's not her mom. and that's not her daughter.#but thats her baby#thats the dynamic#snd we appreciate that#the way she holds her face after the explosion... 😮💨💔#the last thing she did was hold her#there's a good chance she didn't see her again after Jinx got her to chase Vander#and now she's gonna have to find out her baby is gone and that Jinx. her girl. is breaking under the weight.#they should have just been allowed to be a family#not to mention how her love for bother Jinx and Isha is what drove her to leave with Isha#she watched Powder grow up. watched her become Jinx. watched Jinx grow up.#that was her girl first#but she was able to leave her behind because she knew Isha mattered more to her#that Isha was *their* priority#they broke into Stillwater for her. and she had to trust Jinx to handle herself because she needed to protect the baby.#OUCH#they hurt me. they hurt me so bad#sevika#sevika arcane#isha#isha arcane#sevika and isha#sevika and jinx#isha and sevika#arcane#arcane spoilers
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crowley introducing human food to aziraphale.. crowley introducing kissing to aziraphale.. if hed chosen any other time any other moment before metatron arrived aziraphale would have reacted the same way, he would have gone all out, thrown himself into it without any second thoughts, drenched himself in the indulgence of kissing crowley until he literally couldnt take any more he would have loved it he would have l o v e d it
#good omens#good omens spoilers#i know this for sure michael sheen told me himself#that broke me to shreds by the way i was hand over my mouth tears in my eyes heartbreaking ass kiss#neil i cant believe you did that to me#.jtxt
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what was with cameron house md she spends 90% of the episode saying she wants their patient to die bc he's a genocidal dictator and her colleague husband says "babe it bothers me for ethical reasons that you want our patient to die :(" and she said "hm maybe you're right :/" but when it comes down to it the genocidal dictator lays a finger on her in an aggressive manner and chase instantly commits medical malpractice to murder the guy and then when he tells her she LEAVES HIM bc boo hoo he's a murderer now like GIRL he killed a man for you!!! he's wracked with catholic guilt!!! he's being crushed beneath the weight of his sins because he chose his devotion to you over his devotion to god!!! he literally could not get any sexier at this moment in time!!!
#girl what are you doing......#also just in general she did not deserve him honestly he was so good to her and for WHAT#just to be abandoned at peak devotion and guilt and hotness 🙄#girl get OUT of my way i'm stronger than you#if she cared she could fix him or make him worse but i could love and support him no matter what 😌#his muder is a part of him and its SEXY#robert chase#house md#malpractice md#i know the actors broke up irl or whatever but wtf.....#i should have ended my rewatch w their happy lil wedding at the end of s5#s6 everything instantly goes to shit#and stays shitty#chase should be happy fr#he's supposed to turn into house basically but they should have made him the well adjusted version of house#like how nightwing is the well adjusted version of batman#anyway i have no real point here i just lowkey dont like cameron bc of this arc#also her obsession w house is so weird i wish they hadn't made that a thing#this has been a shitpost#anyway she left chase at the absolute peak of his sexiness wtf.......#anyway since this apparently needs to be said its not that deep this is a silly post if you send me hate messages i wont answer#i block and ignore anon hate bc i am too busy touching grass to be rude to strangers over a tv show
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y'all are out here getting more and more convinced in a reunion after oliver's latest interview, and i'm over here not believing a damn word anyone says until i see (1) thomas kinard back on my screen with my own two eyes. whilst also waiting for all hope to be blown to smithereens in 8.08 :)
#bucktommy#good for you guys like keep on clowning#but 8.06 broke something in me & lmao i trust nothing and no one#i feel like we got lucky with the way last week went & now the other shoe will drop#maybe timothy will change his mind over hiatus because everythings been filmed#but even then i question what kind of material we'd get
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Kings of holding hands. They’re so good at it. Look
#as far as my brain can process this is the first time they’ve ever held hands the entire time they’ve known each other#so I’m proud of them#they really are good at it look at their arms. strong. sturdy hold#I think this video broke me in some way#dan and phil#phan#lyd.og
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Listen here you little runts, if you're into Kafhoshi and HAVEN'T stumbled upon this fanfic, 'cause you're a blind old granma' jus' like me take this offer for a joy ride!!
for now I barely managed two little sketches, and I need to postpone my detailed crit- I mean commentary for tomorrow 'cause BED is screaming for me, but LISTEN!!!
*points at people*
YOU KNOW THAT I AM TALKING TO YOU IN PARTICULAR, READ THIS GODDAMMIT, IF YOU HAVEN'T YET!!! ໒( ●ܫฺ ●)ʋ
#kaiju no 8#kn8#kaiju no.8#soshiro hoshina#kafka hibino#kafhoshi#fanfic promo#cause this thing broke me#in a good way#so much emotions i cannot handle it#this was literally a 7 hour rollercoaster of feelings and I loved it#childhood kafhoshi fluff AU omfg thanks to everyone that was involved creating this or sparking the idea#i love the kaiju community so much#this is way I refuse to move on#all the chef's kisses
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september 2, 2021 1:00 a.m. grant's mind
🎵 did you learn to dream in the morning? abandon dreams in the afternoon? wait without a hope in the evening? did you stand there in the traces and let them feed you lies? did you trail along behind them wearing blinkers on your eyes? did you kiss the foot that kicked you? did you thank them for their scorn? did you ask for their forgiveness for the act of being born? 🎵
#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4#sims 4 story#sims 4 storytelling#simblr#hlcn: everything the stars promised#holocene.docx#holocene.png#hlcn: grant#transition scene!#soooo fun fact i split up this post into two posts because my reshade broke AGAIN#and right in the middle of taking these pictures#i don't even know wtf happened#i was just taking screenshots and all of a sudden my dof turned off and would never start working again#even after rebooting my pc and tweaking everything#so i had to switch over to another dof#and that one only looks good when i force my shitty monitor to run at 4k??? because now edge smoothing no longer works for me#I LOVE (loathe) THE SIMS 4 AND RESHADE#sorry for the rant lol i just had to get that out in a way
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Walking in a Winter Wonderland
#AndrewGaming67#tropical's art#digital art#art#Chris... Andrew... ough#Besides the “Into The Mind” video “Winter Wonderland” is my other favorite#I love all the videos actually it's super good#And when Andrew gets frustrated and angry and then apologizes for feeling or acting that way#ACK! (<- yell of despair)#Why does he feel the need to apologize to the viewers... he is literally going through the horrors#His frustration is understandable because he just wants to get to the bottom of this Well I mean mystery#That involves his friend Chris (and he gets a major answer in the latest video and its)#AGH#sorry for taking poison damage in the tags Minecraft ARGs make me ill#Would Chris even want Andrew to find out about how he passed? In such a cruel way too?#Was Chris just stuck spectating? Watching as Andrew broke down after getting a glimpse of his demise?#And how many times has ths cycle repeated?#Boy get into AndrewGaming67 boy
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jenndoesnotcare replied to this post:
Every time LDS kids come to my neighborhood I am so so nice to them. I hope they remember the blue haired lady who was kind, when people try to convince them the outside world is bad and scary. (Also they are always so young! I want to feed them cookies and give them Diana Wynne Jones books or something)
Thank you! Honestly, this sort of kindness can go a really long way, even if it doesn't seem like it at the time.
LDS children and missionaries (and the majority of the latter are barely of age) are often the people who interact the most with non-Mormons on a daily basis, and thus are kind of the "face" of the Church to non-Mormons a lot of the time. As a result, they're frequently the ones who actually experience the brunt of antagonism towards the Church, which only reinforces the distrust they've already been taught to feel towards the rest of the world.
It's not that the Church doesn't deserve this antagonism, but a lot of people seem to take this enormous pride in showing up Mormon teenagers who have spent most of their lives under intense social pressure, instruction, expectation, and close observation from both their peers and from older authorities in the Church (it largely operates on seniority, so young unmarried people in particular tend to have very little power within its hierarchies). Being "owned" for clout by non-Mormons doesn't prove anything to most of them except that their leaders and parents are right and they can't trust people outside the Church.
The fact that the Church usually does provide a tightly-knit community, a distinct and familiar culture, and a well-developed infrastructure for supporting its members' needs as long as they do [xyz] means that there can be very concrete benefits to staying in the Church, staying closeted, whatever. So if, additionally, a Mormon kid has every reason to think that nobody outside the Church is going to extend compassion or kindness towards them, that the rest of the world really is as hostile and dangerous as they've been told, the stakes for leaving are all the higher, despite the costs of staying.
So people from "outside" who disrupt this narrative of a hostile, threatening world that cannot conceivably understand their experiences or perspectives can be really important. It's important for them to know that there are communities and reliable support systems outside the Church, that leaving the Church does not have to mean being a pariah in every context, that there are concrete resources outside the Church, that compassion and decency in ordinary day-to-day life is not the province of any particular religion or sect and can be found anywhere. This kind of information can be really important evidence for people to have when they are deciding how much they're willing to risk losing.
So yeah, all of this is to say that you're doing a good thing that may well provide a lifeline for very vulnerable people, even if you don't personally see results at the time.
#jenndoesnotcare#respuestas#long post#cw religion#cw mormonism#i've been thinking about how my mother was the compassionate service leader in the church when i was a kid#which in our area was the person assigned to manage collective efforts to assist other members in a crisis#this could mean that someone got really sick or broke their leg or something and needs meals prepared for them for awhile#or it could mean that someone lost their job and they're going to need help#it might mean that someone needs to move and they need more people to move boxes or a piano or something#she was the person who made sure there was a social net for every member in our area no matter what happened or what was needed#there's an obvious way this is good but it also makes it scarier to leave and lose access#especially if there's no clear replacement and everyone is hostile#i was lucky in a lot of ways - my mother was unorthodox and my bio dad and his family were catholic so i always had ties beyond the church#my best friend was (and is) a jewish atheist so i had continual evidence that virtue was not predicated on adherence to dogma#and even so it was hard to withdraw from all participation in church life and doubly so because the obvious alternative spaces#-the lgbt+ ones- seemed obsessed with gatekeeping and viciously hostile towards anyone who didn't fit comfortable narratives#so i didn't feel i could rely on the community at large in any structural sense or that i had any serious alternative to the church#apart from fandom really and only carefully curated spaces back then#and like - random fandom friends who might not live in my country but were obviously not mormon and yet kind and helpful#did more to help me withdraw altogether than gold star lesbians ever did
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You took the blame for me. ...Give me a break. [...] Besides, it's been four years now since Zhang Teng's death. Why are you still hung up on those solved problems? What are you trying to do? Who says they're solved?
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 10
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#uservid#userspring#userrain#userjjessi#userspicy#*cajedit#*gif#i hope i never have to gif the bar again (i will be giffing the bar again) bc this lighting is so difficult#however im kinda obsessed with how this one turned out...rainbow....#also i do love chen yi lying to ai di about his gang problems so that he has an excuse for ai di to talk to him#and also.....the fact that ai di cant say no. like actually this scene broke my heart#the way ai di keeps trying to create a distance. expects chen yi to be the one to initiate distance#but instead chen yi is constantly seeking him out. trusting him only...like the way things used to be#and ai di is so so guarded but the part of him that loves chen yi is always the loudest no matter how much it hurts#they're both confused and hurt and missing the other#& chen yi is desperate to get to know who ai di really is while ai di is fighting to keep his walls up twice as hard as he was before#ai di cant LOOK AT HIM#but chen yi understands his body language and understands the unsaid....im insane#it's really good....they are soooo good
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Man, I feel like every clip I see from Pints with Aquinas lately Matt Fradd is demeaning women. Really sad to see it, I used to love his interviews :/
#lilac rambles#pints with aquinas#matt fradd#catholic#if anyone knows of anyone who has adressed this (not a paid substack. im very broke rn and only looking for podcast type things)#please let me know about it#honestly it feels like every other day someone i really admired turns to our polarized culture of hate#i was watching his recent interview with jason evert and jason is saying all these beautiful things about how the women he's encountering#who are dressing immodestly or being promiscuous or engaging in the culture are deeply wounded and matt just keeps jumping in with all these#reminders that yeah thats great and all but dont forget women suck too#and like. we know! we know the ways we suck! the entire red pilled manosphere spends a lot of time pointing it out to us!#but if you dont want women constantly pointing out the ways men have failed us then for the love of goodness please stop taking every moment#where someone is talking about female woundedness to talk about Why All Women Except Your Wife And Friends' Wives Suck#im just feeling very let down
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Regular reminder that sudden and severe weight loss is a pretty serious sign that something is very, very wrong
#weight#weight loss#brought to you by the realisation today that my hips are currently smaller than my fucking waist usually is#it’s summer and i’ve been walking the hill a lil more but damn that’s not fucking good#and before anyone even THINKS ‘i wish i had this problem’ i guarantee you do not#cuz it comes from 2 hour bathroom trips that are screamingly painful#and the arbitrary inability to eat literally anything#which often crops up right before i sit down to eat something#and i mean i can wait it out and eat late but it’s really goddamn annoying#and none of my goddamn clothes fit AGAIN i’m way out of even my smallest stuff#my broke ass is not buying new shit and if i make any cosplay to fit me now it’ll be way too small when i’m back in remission 😤#gotta get the goddamn meal replacement shakes again and see if i can process those#they are GROSS#gym bros are lying to you#they all suck#and i need to do em along with regular meals cuz i’m not gonna get enough from either#luckily i also have chronically low blood pressure so frenchfries are medicinal on both levels#this may also explain my resting heartrate being around 120bpm in my opinion#but no one’s ever really discussed it
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