#IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF IT!!!!!!!!

[autisticlee]

"good people are out there you just need to get out and find them"

cool thanks. but i'm too tired to keep ~going out and looking for them~ i'm too tired to keep trying, using up all my energy, getting super overwhelmed and burnt out after just a couple weeks of trying as hard as I can, met with other people barely trying back or not being very responsive, and needing to recover from it for a year or more each time because it overwhelms and burns me out so bad. I get nowhere no matter how hard I try, all i get is uselesss advice from people i try to befriend who dont want the responsibility of friending me. i'm tired of trying beyond my limits and causing more issues for myself. or dealing with issues I get from meeting the "wrong" people. if the "right" people exist, why can't they find me? why does it have to be only my job? i'm too tired and overwhelmed and burnt out to do it!!!!! the right people will just easily help and be there for me right? so I guess i just have to keep waiting for them for all eternity????? i'm tired of waiting. give me more than "just wait/keep trying/don't give up" because those instructions unclear and my useless attempts are very discouraging and exhausting and i'm so overwhelmed that i'm losing the ability to even socialize at a minimum at all now!!!!

if humans are meant to be social creatures and we require positive interactions with each other to stay healthy, then why do humans ostracize their own? why do some of us struggle so much and are denied any help and instead blamed? why can't I be given advice on how to live a lonely life without anyone else by my side instead of being told "one day! keep trying! you need people because it's essential to being human!" even though i've been waiting for "one day" for 25 years and could wait 25 more, or even longer? I don't know what i'm doing wrong or how to improve it so waiting is all I have. what if I wait forever?

[blownawayy]

i want the world to stop for like 1 year so i can rest

[ireonic]

Me: how do I study as a neurodivergent person?

Google: how to help your autistic child study

Me: how to study as an autistic adult/teen

Google: teachers guide to how to deal with autistic children

Me: how do I study as an autistic teen/adult

Google: study tips for autistic people(-written by this allistic man that will talk about autistic people like they're zoo animals)

Me: how to study as a neurodivergent adult, tips from neurodivergent person to neurodivergent students, on how to study independently as an autistic person, no reliant support needed

Google: high functioning autism and school

Me: fuck just. How do I focus during this test that I'm in rn as an AuDHD person

Google: ok, so, to focus on this thing that you currently are doing and need to get done TODAY; weeks before the test you'll need to eat healthy and exercise, meditate, study, set timers, take breaks, drink water, sleep, find the secrets to a happy life, adopt five children, sacrifice a goat, take short showers, brush your teeth

Executive dysfunction:

My fucking deadline:

[krn-art]

An ending/sequel to my other Noa x Mae comic~

This was heavily inspired by that OTHER yet same Tarzan scene, you know the one. I love her t-rex arms pose kfjdsfjfkjh. Noa craddle. OTP strong.

✧Reblogs help artists more than likes ✧ ~Please don’t repost or use my art~ (Commissions are open right now in my shop!)

[darkacademiboy]

[pyr0frnzy]

got sick n tired of seeing ppl draw Sanji in this on my twt feed this is my form of protest

Also the og tweet ig:

[rottmnt-residuum]

Part 26 of Arc II (Part 52)

mikey next mikey next (sobbing tears of joy)

⇇ | ⇽ | index | ⇾

[castielsprostate]

breaking the sign in two by how hard im tapping it

[tinyfantasminha]

guys unfortunately ace trappola has to die I have to kill him

[amid-fandoms]

husband4husband

[imperiuswrecked]

Marvel hates Romani characters so much. I want to die.

[verstappen-cult]

THAT’S MY FAMILY RIGHT THERE!!! 🥹

[monkayy]

I can't believe she turns into a FUCKING bug and no one told me

[cloudypidge]

It's Leviachan's year!

[heartorbit]

WHEEEEEE

[realstrap]

12/15/2024

Hey, I've been sick for the past week and I'm due back to work on Tuesday, I'm still recovering but I have no other option but to go back early. I'll be working for the rest of the week

I need medicine to function and not cough my lungs out in public and need to be able to get there since food and bills just drained my account

It is imperative that I'm able to come back without any problems and keep my job. I need $150 asap to cover meds and rides for the week!

CA: $lezsalt or $sleepyhen

Vm: wildwotko

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