#IM SICK OF THIS. MAX YOU NEED TO GET TF OUT OF THERE.

[verstappen-cult]

THAT’S MY FAMILY RIGHT THERE!!! 🥹

[beiasluv]

hi im in love with ur writing

anyway

my bby boy neteyam and aonung need to be happy because that last fic destroyed me, what would happen if reader survived and the sully family just cling to her for days same with aonung

a/n: glad to hear that people are suffering (just joking 😳, writing that took a part of my soul as well) anyways, fluff to the rescue 🤍 / this would be a continuation of part 1 but just imagine and do your own editing that you survived

masterlist

enjoy! :)

surprise, the sullys were doubting if they would be able to save you in time. neteyam sprinting to the village on his ilu and holding on to your body as fast as he could

while his family are fighting against the demon-blooded na’vi, he couldn’t muster up a will to go one glimpse away from you. your boy was holding on to his dear lifee

ronal, the tsahik, sighed once more of the sight before her. another sully for her to save; but she waited no second, and dove right into it.

“boy, put pressure on her chest …now!” neteyam got into work as his shakiness submerged to his hand. as if everything was a blur, ronal finished her ceremony on your body and stitched up your open, now opened chest. the herbs and the smoke lingered in the air after ronal went out, but her spirit never left the marui. the tsahik, herself, cared greatly for whom her son adored.

your boi, neteyam is panicking to the panicking. he washed a cold cloth over your face every minute and every second he sees a sweat running down your face. big brother mode to the max. swatting every flies that dared to touch you.

he would tell stories, make jokes, and laughing by himself to preserve his sanity. admiring your face, something he wouldn’t do while you are awake. unexpected sobs and tears, here and there. he waited for you until the end.

jake and neytiri came rushing through when they’ve finished. jake holding on to your body as tight as he could. pressing his hand against your chest, making sure there is still a heartbeat in you.

neytiri’s eye fluctuated between anger, sadness, and love. she couldn’t decide whether what to feel in the heat of the moment. her daughter, the daughter of the clan, the awaited daughter, was sleeping mindlessly on the mattress. she didn’t know what to feel. neytiri often broke down quietly in front of your marui and the sullys would comfort her.

our boi, lo’ak, peaked at your marui every. day. he would be too shy to go in alone and express his feelings towards you. when he doesn’t even know if you are aware or still coming back, he would break tf down. 😭

kiri and tuk, the girlss. taking care of you everyday, slayed. they would do your hair and singing lullaby. kiri would occasionally sobs but she had to stay strong for tuk. tuk would cry and lay on your stomach, maybe sometimes curling under your arms ;-;

SPIDER 👁👁 nah, he ain’t surviving. in the heat of the conversation, he did not choose a wise choice of words. now, he’s regretting his life choices. neteyam giving him disgusting looks everyday. lo’ak almost gifted him with a chance to go see ewya.

he still thinks you should’ve been left for good. quaritch made it clear to him blah, blah, blah. “if only one dies for jake sully, then we’re done.” no, we are not having any of your shi

ao’nung sad boyy. a certified lover boy, caring for your condition, as he should. always always ask his mom how are you and if she could help you again. tsireya started getting sick of him, slay

“mother, are you sure that’s all you could do?” he marched swiftly after her. “there must be something you could discover.”

“no means no, ao’nung, it is up to the great mother,” she replied swatting his arm. “you worry for no good, she is strong, i can feel that her spirit is mighty.”

“a sick lover boy, i see,” tsireya giggled. “don’t worry, she’s going to make it.”

ao’nung bringing snacks and flowers to your marui everyday as. he. should. i mean, placing them nicely by your bedside, and throwing them at neteyam. almost cost them a fight but for the sake of you, they agreed to seize the war.

he will definitely kill anyone who mocks you and your condition 100%

until the moment they have waited for arrived, you twitched.

neteyam almost got a heart attack. he was as excited as a mom to a baby’s first kick.

“y/n! y/n! thank the great mother! yes! my baby sister! I knew it!” he jumped around the marui like a maniac, earning looks from the villagers around him. the news traveled far and fast; moments later the sullys and ronal’s family were filling the marui.

“y/n, if you can hear me, squeeze my hand two times,” jake spoke softly. “one…c’mon babygirl…one more…two! yes!” the whole marui celebrated as if you were running and flying, but that’s what family is for, right?

everyday you healed more and more. your first walk out of the marui was like a flashback to your first walk. jake holding your arm, neytiri holding your other arm, and lo’ak holding your waist.

“guys, i can walk” “we know.”

lo’ak feeding you foods, 10/10

jake will spoil you, amen. his baby girl wants, she will get. you don’t even have to move an inch to get something you want.

kiri and tuk are not as protective, which you appreciated a lot, but they are always supportive. kiri will encourage you to take a dip in the ocean, playing in the forest, or doing the things you love to do.

hugs and kisses every moment they could. aaaaaa

family cuddling time. jake will hold you in his embrace and snuggled you close to him. neytiri holding you two. the rest snuggled in and you guys are basically a family ball.

the family overall is clinging on to you to make sure you’re okay. as they said, sullys sticks together, am i right.

ao’nunggggg

they day you woke up he was so happy, running down the village to your marui. got him blushing and shi when you met his eyes in the corner.

tsireya is so relieved when she heard you woke up, she thought have to comfort her broken brother while being broken herself.

ao’nung just clings to you wherever you go. he will get anyone out of your way if it is necessary.

he just loves to bring you out to the ocean and spend time with you, awh. practice breathing underwater and chasing underwater is a must.

once he realized he almost lose his chance. one day, he managed to muster up a courage to ask you OUT.

“y/n, you wanna see baby ilus today?” he guided you through the village. “today is their first day coming out.”

“sure, are you luring me to somewhere private?” “are you doing to kill me?”

“of course not,” he tucked a hair behind your ear.

…

“y/n, i gotta tell you something,” he gazed into your eyes. “i- i…”

“yes?”

“i see you, but i don’t know if you see too,” he sighed. “I know, i have been a bad friend to your brothers but i am trying so hard for you. and you sleeping unconscious for weeks had me dying-“ you placed a peck on his soft blue lips and held his hand.

“i know, thank you,” you giggled at his red cheeks. “thought you were cold blooded but your face is so red now.”

“hey! it’s just so hot here!” “i guess this calls for a slash in the ocean,” without a second word, he pulled you into the ocean and called his ilu. you guys rode it into the reefs and entered a hiding leaf.

“i see you, y/n”

“i see you, too”

lost of love ❤️ happy new year and have a great time! today’s a great day to take care of yourself 🤍

@rosaryos / @bumblinbumblvee / @loudcolorwolfgarden / @nyotamalfoy / @fangirl-2610 / @astablacksword / @lokisblueskin

[bishiglomper]

I am so frustrated with my body and lack of pain relief

My tummy hurts. My herniated disc thing is twinging, I've had a headache all day. My heart felt too sensitive for coffee and I was literally falling asleep today on our Friday outing.

And i can't take jack shit. No anti inflamatories. Tylenol only covers a few types of pain.

I have muscle relaxants. Which put me to sleep for about 3-4 hours. Im starting to take a second in the middle of the night.

But what really sucks is I'm starting to get fibro flares from it. I think its the whole drugged sensation, my body feels skin crawlingly achy when I'm feeling it.

I had to stop taking benadryl because it put me into bad flares.

I get sensory overload so fuckin easy, I'm like at 60-90% capacity at all times, how tf am I supposed to function like this

I wish the pain clinic wasnt so goddamn flakey, i need something done, man

Not to mention so does my mother. She's literally bedridden. She's at max capacity, especially mental wise.

She'll come down long enough to smoke and say something to us and my sister will be like "are you mad at me??"

And i explain no, that's not her mad at anyone voice, that's her "im sick, tired, and angry from feeling like this for so long" voice. 😥

I dont hardly ever verbally growl at anyone but i can definitely identify the feeling.. 👀

[sharksa-shivers]

Max is sick/more texts between character stuff cuz why not?

Kristy: Max

Kristy: Max, cmon dude, need you to wake up! We kinda need you today!!

Max: Ive been up ffs been trying to sleep tho

Max: damn that sucks cuz i feel like shit

Kristy: Ughhhh, look, i get it, depression but like…You can't just keep sitting stuff out because of your depression???

Max: ??????? It's not depression tho???? Hshshshshs fuck

Max: Im fuckin sick lol im not coming sorry to disappointt

Kristy: Yeah, sure, ok. Nice prank buddy

Kristy: Now get up and get dressed, we need to go!!!

Max:(sends a pic of him holding up a wad of used tissues, Max looks out of it in the picture, he is obviously sick) sorry lol would you like a snot or cough sample to prove that im not fucking lying?

Kristy: …….Oh…….

Max: YEAH LMAO

Max: you try fuckin sleeping when you can't breath, having a tiny nose thats clogged doesn't help when im trying to inhale oxygen

Max: throat hurts, head hurty, nose blocked tf off, can i sttay home now mom??? please???? Im so tired and i feel like shit lol

Kristy: …..I guess you're kinda gonna have to, hmmm….Trying to think…

Max: how about fuck the mission, tkae a day off???

Kristy: No!!!

Max: lol you should

Max: i love demon fighting and shit and you nkow i do but like…life is nore then labor ok? Enjoy it

Kristy: ……That is so weird of a phrase to come from you of all people who's suicidal af

Max: IM NOT SUICIDAL EVERY FUCKING DAY GODDAMNIT SHSHSHSHSHSH IM ONLY SUICIDAL MOST DAYS OK?.??? THERE IS A DIFFERENCE

Max: in seriousness tho, eh. Today feels kinda good mental health wise, its just my physical health thats shit today lololol Kristy: Well…Guess it is what it is then…

Max: hey lol can you get me some food and some meds plz? Im cozy in bed dont wanna spread germs and shit but a bitch needa eat lol (also meds would be p nice i miss breathing…oxygen bb plz come back im sorry;~;)

Kristy: Yeah yeah lmao, i can. I'm gonna assume no food preferences today?

Max: No lol just plz, im so hungry, blehhhh (preferably something i can fucjing taste and that wont hurt my throat much tho lol)

Kristy: Okayyyyyy, i'll see what i can do.

Max: Best friendo ever lol you da best!!! 💗 ---------------- And now some rambling text info bout The Trio derps whenever sick cuz why not tho? --- Trio derp sickness levels (this sickness meaning like…ig nausea levels --- Kristy: So Kristy is least likely to like get sick like that. With her having magic and the amulet and whatnot, she gets very used to rapid, disorienting movements over time (though at the series start, i can see this being more of an issue but also with Kristy's determination, i can see her blowing that shit out of the water pretty quick, her determination being the stronger of the 2) Kristy can still very much get sick tho, if she's in a very disorienting situation for a long time period, she's gonna get fucking sick… 🍃🍃🍃

Sharky: So with Sharky, he can get sick and he does from time to time. It's either him getting motion sick, him getting actual sick (from like food poisoning and bugs and whatnot) or it's the third option and that tying into him being a shark (but i'll hop back to this in a sec)

Sharky is kind of harder to get motion sick because he does have the advantage of being born in the ocean so…He's used to that sort of thing, like a ride or whatever isn't going to give him motion sickness, he gets it more from like…Being thrown around rapidly with 0 control or from magic use or things like that…

So for the other thing…So…him being a shark yeah? So a reminder; Sharky can throw up his entire stomach, like wholeass organ…This is because he's a shark and it's something Sharky REALLY REALLY FUCKING HATES part cuz it's so weird, part cuz it's disgusting and part because it fucking hurts since he's very not used to doing that…Sharky can vomit up either his entire stomach or he just throws up normally…Sharky doesn't really have much control over this but if it's a higher stress situation, it's gonna be the entire organ coming up. (this whole bit happens more if Sharky's scared or very fucking stressed or in a big emergency sort of thing…Otherwise, Sharky's probably gonna just throw up normally…) Sharky learns he has this ability during the series and i kinda megadoubt he ever utilizes it like Slash does BUT Sharky does learn how to control this a bit better and when he feels it happening, he tends to insta-calm down to try and prevent the whole thing from coming out… 🦈🦈🦈 Max: Max defs gets motion sickness probably the worst…This is probably another reason why Max isn't the biggest on dizzying shit or boats or things like that because it probably fucks him up alottttttttt… Unlike Kristy he has no magic And unlike Sharky, Max does not have any sort of help from the ocean soooooooooo…Yeah, rip dogeboi [i kinda feel like Sharky throws up more then Max does tbh but i think it's cuz Sharky's put in more situations where that can happen vs Max…] 🐶🐶🐶 Now for sickness sickness, i feel like Sharky probs gets sick in that way the least cuz of his height honestly (it's harder for germs and shit to bother him if they can't reach his face…If somebody coughs near him, it ain't gonna be near his face so…) I feel like Kristy's second And i feel like Max probs has it worst here again tbh (i defs feel like Max has really fucking awful allergies tbh…Idk why but it's a vibe i get, probably if i had to guess, something with his fur picking up things that make him sneeze and cough and whatnot, rip dogeboi again)

[cemeteryrocks900]

Stats 04/13/22

TW weight and calories

Weight:101.6 how in tf.

Calories: like 2500-2600…

Steps:1700, +painting his room

Burned calories:68

Net calories:2470s?

Liquid/water intake:20oz max?

Feeling: SO MUCH GOD DAMN SELF HATRED I LITERALLY WANT TO GO JUMP OFF A CLIFF INTO KIRBY SHAPED ROCKS

IM SO MAD AND UPSET

So basically after we had dinner I tried getting dessert but the only thing appetizing was the van bean cheesecake, but no they were out, I asked if they still had the brownie sundae like their website said they had, nope out of it too

So I felt like the universe was telling me to stop

We went to target to get the cookie decorating kit (never ever get it, it’s so disgusting)

And there was a cold stone right there (god damnit I was so mad, I did NOT wanna go to that target for that reason bc it’s the ONLY cold stone in all of this county/region of where I live.)

But what did my dumbass do? Ask for cold stone. What happened? I got a size too big bc I didn’t have my glasses and I though the size was good (it ended up being too big and I didn’t realize they were gonna fill the crap out of the cup)

So the whole ice cream with topping was about 700, I’ve already had 1270ish from dinner somehow then I had some cookie and icing from the kit

I felt like I couldn’t control myself, I kept eating even though I was full, I kept eating some of the cookie even though it was disgusting

Idk what happened, but ik tomorrow I’m gonna sleep in till my case manager appointment at 1pm, then it’ll end at 1:30 or 2, then I’ll just have water and wait till dinner and then only have broccoli and cheese

I need to be still low by my bday, I never want to eat again after all this crap today, it was all sweets that I starting gorging on too and sweets are so empty I’m so mad at myself, but I think it’s because aunt flow is having a meeting with me next week and she will have to sleep over with me… heh get it… (if you don’t I’m trying to say that I’m getting my period next week and this is probably why I’m having such intense sweet cravings)

Anyway I took tums, I had water, I just feel like vomiting and HUGE TW FOR THIS NEXT PART OF WHAT IM GONNA TALL ABOUT

In the back of my head I was like “even though L4x!t!v3s only make you lose water weight, maybe it’ll help you feel cleansed” or whatever tf that means, but if I have intense diarrhea I won’t be able to explain it, and I don’t want anyone to catch on (everyone is pretty oblivious but still) and I just don’t want to constantly be shaking and shitting my brains out and I don’t want to be sick on my birthday too

I’m so scared guys, I definitely don’t wanna step on the scale tomorrow so I probably won’t but what if my ed thoughts make me

No. I won’t let them.

Ugh ok ily all, thank you for your kind words and ik many of you don’t know how to help and that’s ok, just knowing I have people here for me feels good<3

[khaleesiofalicante]

OK I GOT 5 HOURS OF SLEEP LAST NIGHT WHICH IS PRETTY OK IG (I did stay up to read the fic-) BOTH MY TESTS WENT LIKE SHIT, I HAD AN ANXIETY ATTACK IN PROGRAMMING CLASS BECAUSE BY TEACHER IS A LITTLE SHIT WHO KEPT ON YELLING AT ME WHEN I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND SOMETHING AND I SPENT LUNCH ALONE BUT AT LEAST NOW IM ALONE WITH MY LAPTOP SO YAYAYAYYA

first of all, this chapter right here is my comfort chapter from now on. i said what i said. I will be rereading it again and again just because i can. it was PERFECTION

here's me going crazy at 2 am yesterday.

MAGNUS' CHAPTER

LET'S GO LET'S GO LET'S GO

AHHHHHHH IT'S THEIR ANNIVERSARY

SCREAM

oh

alec shaved his beard because it made him look older

RAFAEL WAS SO UPSET AFTER THE MEXICO ATTACK BECAUSE OF ANJALI RIGHT??

magnus and alec are the oblivious parents istg

“Are you decent?” Max yelled. “I don’t want to be traumatized again.”

“Hey! We agreed not to talk about that!” Alec yelled back.

Im not even surprised at this point

“Happy anniversary, bapa!” Rafael kissed him on the cheek and handed him the flowers.

“Where are my flowers?” Alec asked.

Rafael plucked a rose from the bouquet and threw it at Alec. “Here you go.”

“Thanks, son,” Alec mumbled.

IM WHEEZING

DAVID BAKES

“David made it,” Max said shyly. "

Oh,” Alec replied and then shrugged. “Well, the icing could be a little sweeter I think.”

Ever since Max started dating, Alec had become incredibly protective. Alec liked David of course – it was impossible to find someone who didn’t. But that didn’t mean Alec approved.

And it didn’t help that the blond boy was absolutely terrified of Alec.

ALEC STOP TEASING HIM

THE BOY IS ALREADY SCARED

“I don’t know,” Alec analysed the card. “David used too much glitter.”

“Since when do you have a problem with excessive glitter?” Max demanded.

ALEC

“I didn’t use him!” Max huffed. “He was thoroughly compensated for his efforts!”

“Compensated how?” Alec asked.

“Uh,” Max said. “With donuts.”

when i saw donuts i immediately thought of rose and luisa from jtv

iykyk

but should i continue the show? i got tired of jane continuously embarrasing herself

“You expect us to follow rules?” Alec asked in surprise. “In our own home? On our anniversary?”

The warlock boy grinned wickedly before leaning close to Alec.

“You better do it, or I will tell everyone about your secret,” Max whispered.

Alec blinked at that.

the secret...

I DONT LIKE HOW MANY THINGS POPPED INTO MY HEAD

is highschool musical that bad? i havent watched it. should i?

what if i cried

i just wanna hug alec??? but i cant say it'll be ok because it wont

“Is that why you are not attending?” Magnus grinned at his friend. “Or is it because you are terrified of Georgia?”

“That child is the reincarnation of Christopher Lightwood!” Ragnor complained. “I heard she made explosives out of demon ichor! Who makes explosions out of demon ichor?”

RAGNOR IS PROBABLY GETTING FLASHBACKS

THESE STUPID FUCKING BITCHES

how tf do you think we have survived huh??

medicine that's how

vaccines, anti biotics and what not

stop being close-minded and fucking do it

ok i know the risk is great

BUT OTHERWISE THEY ALL DIE

it was different for warlocks. The Shadow World was their universe. The nephilim kept it safe. At one point in their lives, they had learned to coexist with them, out of necessity and out of obligation.

And now here they were – working together in the name of friendship and love.

how things change...

what

say what

the causes are what

ok let's not jump to conclusions

im fucking crying wtf

alec doesnt deserve this shit

all he's done is make the world a better place

hes worked so hard on this

RAZIEL CAN GO FUCK HIMSELF

what am i supposed to say to my parents if one of them comes to check on me and im sitting here crying at 2 am

He didn’t want to believe in a reality that would punish Alec. Alec who only wanted to do what is good and right.

Alec was who was losing his hope and strength every passing day. Alec who was struggling. Alec who was turning to desperate measures to cope with all the stress.

please alec

no please

THE ANGELS ARE BITCHES

Because if Magnus found out Raziel was the one causing all this pain for Alec, he would march up to heaven and set the bastard on fire himself.

AND I'LL GO WITH HIM

KNEW THE SPY WAS LIVVY

AWW RAGNOR LIKES SELENA THATS SO SWEET

blue and gold

STOP IT IM CRYING AGAIN

The shadowhunter was a good influence on him. Magnus hoped Alec would see it sooner rather than later.

HUH

HUHU

HUH

omg

GIGI GETTING A SIBLING

“Max isn’t allowed to do a lot of things,” Magnus chuckled. “But he does them anyway.”

thats my boi

GASP

]THE NECKLACE

rafael is growing into the consul voice

they grow up so fast

nope nope he's still the little 5 year old

voice cracking what do you mean he's 20

im glad hes happy with mila. or is he...?

Magnus had deduced as much. Alec lived in his beautifully oblivious world. But Magnus noticed.

He noticed the hickeys. He noticed the late-night visits. He noticed the tense phone calls.

well thank god there's at least one non-oblivious person (alec i love you so much but you are very very oblivious)

“What’s stopping you then?” Magnus asked.

"2554 miles,” Rafael chuckled sadly.

me with all my online friends

probably more miles

Magnus tried to do the math but promptly gave up.

me

But Alec did lie though. Magnus pushed the thought away.

NOT NOW

LET ME LIVE IN PEACEFUL OBLIVION

HUSH

“Except melt it?” Rafael chuckled.

“Yes,” Magnus chuckled back. “As you can see, the bar is extremely low in the Lightwood family.”

AHHIUCCDSKUHDCV

i have no clue what the words describing the outfit are

time to google

OK PRETTY

Fifteen years. Fifteen years of loving and Alec still made his heart stutter.

dont do this to me right now I WILL CRY

“What the hell?” Max exclaimed. “Why are you all dressed up?”

“In case you haven’t noticed, it’s my anniversary,” Alec chuckled.

Max-

Fifteen years. Fifteen years and Magnus still took Alec’s breath away.

HJCSDHJBJDHSGCDYGJVVC JHVDFYMJ

it's not funny MY EYES ARE WATERING

“Bapak is a good looking one in the family,” Rafael pointed out. “You are the chaotic one and I am the smart one.”

“What am I then?” Alec asked dryly. “A sack of potatoes?”

“You’re the sexy one,” Magnus grinned. “A sexy sack of potatoes.”

yes.

Alec grinned back and leaned forward. Magnus put his hands around Alec’s neck and kissed him. He kissed Alec with all the love he had inside his heart.

Just like the first time. Just like the hundredth time. Just like the thousandth time.

Because with Alec, every kiss mattered. Every single one.

muffled sob

“Stop making out, oh my god!” Max groaned.

Magnus sensed a pillow coming their way but Rafael caught it before it hit them.

“Max, stop!” Rafael scolded. “You will wrinkle dad’s suit and ruin bapak’s hair! I spent hours ironing both!”

why is max me when i see people display affection in front of me

ALSO RAFAEL HKUIUIDCSKIHUDFVHJDFVHU

“They are here,” Rafael said. “You two better look exactly the way you did when I left with Max or I will raise hell.”

IM SCREAMING

Selena was wearing a blue crop top with the words “MIND YOUR OWN UTEREUS” written in gold.

i need that top

DAVID'S SHIRT IS THE COLOR OF MAX'S MAGIC

AHH ISABELLE DOESNT KNOW SHE'S PREGNANT YET

The argument of “who gave the best gift” had started when Jace and Izzy had gotten drunk on vodka. It didn’t help that Alec had gotten drunk as well. All three Lightwood siblings had then proceeded to have an argument about who had the best spouse. The whole night had been drunken chaos. Magnus, Clary and Simon had let them have it since the Lightwood siblings had a tendency to carry the world on their shoulders even when nobody asked them. They rarely ever let loose ever since their worlds had plunged into sickness and demon attacks. Especially Alec. So, Magnus had let his husband be that 18-year-old boy again. The boy who got drunk and fought with his siblings and sang songs about Magnus’ pretty eyes.

OH MY GOD THE CHAOS

Georgia considered that. “I’m not allowed to melt it, right?”

“No,” they all replied in chorus.

LET GIGI MELT IT

SELENA IM SO PROUD OF YOU

“Dad,” Max said. “Can you keep a picture of me wearing this necklace in your office?”

“Why?” Rafael asked.

“I think it will piss off the boomers,” Max giggled.

“Nice!” Lexi grinned. “A downworlder wearing a shadowhunter heirloom? They will lose their heads. Uncle Alec, you must do it.”

“I will do you one better. I will hang a tapestry,” Alec chuckled.

YASSS I CANT WAIT FOR THE SHADOWHUNTERS TO BE PISSED

AWW THEY DIDNT KNOW THE NECKLACE USED TO BELONG TO MAGNUS

he actually gave to camille first-

Why couldn’t this boy just cause chaos during his travel year like the rest of them? Why did he actually study and do his research as recommended?

why would you NOT study and research during your travel year????

oh shit

well well well

david bby stfu

i love you but pls stop speaking for all our sakes

“Holy shit,” Max said. “It is expensive then!”

“Don’t pawn the ruby!” Rafael warned.

MAX NO-

OH THE STONE COMES FROM EDOM

oh no

pls dont fight

oh so i was wrong about magus confronting him from that snippet

all you need to know is im sobbing right now and grammarly is the only thing making this coherent

dont mind me just

NO I FORGOT ABOUT MAX AND DAVID

GET BACK IN THE ROOM YOU IDIOTS

don't do this to me at 3 am

OK THE DILF PART

thank you for adding light into my life again

(me while editing this: today really isn't my day huh? i just slipped in rainwater outside my balcony because I heard rain and ran there. now my knee and back hurt and I think I sprained (?) my toe-

ANYWAY

wait im gonna go check out the rain and then continue editing this

ok i got bored of the rain)

that made me laugh through my tears

“Objectively good looking?” Jace snorted. “Excuse you, but my parabatai is smoking hot! He is a freaking prize, okay? If we had a magazine for hot shadowhunters, you would be on the cover page. Every single issue.”

“Okay, that’s enough!” Alec interrupted. “Magnus, are you happy? Now all my friends have told me I am pretty.”

“I said smoking hot,” Jace corrected.

“We are not being biased,” Clary pointed out. “It is the general consensus, Alec.”

“It’s true,” Lexi said. “So many people have asked me for your number, Uncle Alec. And I would have given it to them if I wasn’t worried about being turned into a marshmallow.”

LEXI DUHDUGHUDFCUHKVDFUIKFDU

“Dad, I don’t know why you are so worried,” Max said in a bored tone. “You’re a told DILF.”

David choked on his champagne and Jace patted him on the back.

“What the hell is a DILF?” Alec demanded.

“Oh, I know this one!” Jace said excitedly. “It means Dashing and Irresistible Looking Father. Max is right, you are a total DILF.”

“Mr. Herondale-” David raised a hand.

“I heard one of the shadowhunters in their travel year calling me a DILF too,” Jace said proudly.

THAT IS NOT WHAT DILF MEANS OH MY GOD

“It’s not a rumour,” Selena spoke up and passed her phone. “There is a group chat at Scholomance just to thirst after you.”

add me to it

ALL THE COMMENTS I CANT BREATHE

“Alec Lightwood can run me over with a Maserati and I would thank him.”

“Give me that,” Izzy grabbed the phone and started giggling. “Petition for Consul Alec Lightwood-Bane to stab me with his mortal sword.”

“Isabelle!” Alec hissed, cheeks flaming. “Stop it!”

“I want one!” Jace grabbed the phone now. “By the Angel!”

“Read it!” the kids yelled in chorus.

“I would gladly let Consul Lightwood-Bane inspect my mortal instruments,” Jace chuckled and threw the phone at David.

David shook his head vehemently and threw it at Max.

“My body is just a hole for Alec Lightwood,” Max read out loud and started laughing so hard that he fell off his chair.

Lexi grabbed the phone and giggled. “I want the Consul to strip off my runes among other things.”

She passed the phone to Gigi, who looked at the phone and look at Alec.

“Uncle Alec,” the girl said. “This person wants you to crush them with your massive archer arms.”

“Give me that,” Rafael grabbed it now. “Aw, this one is a classic, dad. Alec Lightwood turned me gay.”

He threw the phone at Simon, who stared the screen and looked up. “Uh, I don’t think I can read this one out loud in front of the kids.

“Is this the one about the basement?” Selena chuckled and Simon nodded.

WHAT'S THE BASEMENT ONe

TELL ME

AWW GIGI AND LEXI PUTTING MAKEUP ON DAVID AND MAX RECORDING IT

google translator time

oooo Rafael's gonna talk with Mila

Magnus you're such a good father

seriously

“Sometimes things are just sad. So, you need to let yourself be sad.”

YES

SAY IT LOUDER

THEY ARE UNDER THE BED

AHHH MAX AND DAVID

DAVID CALLED HIM MY ANGEL IN FRENCH

Alec and Magnus hiding under the bed and spying on them is just-

Jace had tried to give Max the shovel talk and had gotten a little too emotional.

of course, he did smh I love him so much

“David doesn’t need a shovel talk,” Alec smiled. “He knows what would happen to him if he hurts my son.”

David gulped. “You will throw me into the silent city?”

“I will ask me husband to portal you to hell,” Alec said – Consul Voice. “We have relatives there.”

the beloved relatives yes

“Goodnight,” Jace gave them a salute. “Have fun inspecting Magnus’ mortal instruments.”

JACE

OH SO THE QUESTION WAS ABOUT SMOKING

damn it

oh my god guys he said he'll stop smoking

just lemme have this moment

my boy's lungs will be intact

HIS LUNGS WILL BE OK

“I can’t wait to see all the messages on the chat after that,” Magnus giggled.

Alec looked up. “I’m more than a tall glass of water, Magnus!”

SCREAMING

In his dream, he saw them again. But they weren’t smiling this time.

what

wait

THE PROPHETIC DREAMS

nope nope nope

Nah I don't know what you're talking about

haha

damn, I think I really hurt my back...

OK BUT THE IMMORTALITY ANGST???? WAS SO SO GOOD???? I know it makes me cry but is it bad that I'm always so excited for angst written by you because of HOW GOOD it is????

"When I die I will love you from my grave" I NEED THIS ON MY FOREHEAD OH MY GOD I LOVE THESE TWO SO SO MUCH

alright I need to get something for my back and my knee (I'm home alone so this will be fun)

OK, I THINK THE NEXT CHP WILL BE ANJALI'S POV I JUST FEEL IT!!! I miss my girl so much I hope she's doing ok. Jaime too...

I'm rereading all of these chapters after chapter 10 because why not. Bye!!

OKAY I AM GLAD YOU LIKED IT BUT I AM ALSO DEEPLY WORRIED ABOUT YOUR HEALTH.

I hope your knee and back feels better soon!

also fuck that teacher yelling something doesn't make people understand it any better ugh dumb piece of shit anyway screw that person.

I hope you get some good rest and recovery from this rollercoaster of a day.

Take care!

[runningwitches]

Loved

Summary: The reader is sad because they feel useless. Steve makes sure they know that’s not true and the party cheers them the heck up.

Request?: Nah M8 I’m just sad as heck

Word Count: 1819

A/N: i mean, seasonal depression and a neverending fear that nobody will ever love me and that I will die alone drove me to binge read a shit ton of steve harrington x reader fics and cry despite the fact that i havent finished season two of stranger things but im gonna write this anyways.

i guess this is steve x reader but thats not the main point of the story

idfk i just want to be loved

(umm, henderson! reader who is loved by everyone, i do not give a shit if this follows the exact storyline, ok? i just wanna be happy again) (also i do not look anything like a henderson! so reader can be adopted or some shit? maybe a cousin?  who tf knoes? not me, thats for sure !!

Warnings: Probably Season Two Spoilers, No Editing, Probably super OOC and all that because I started this at almost three in the morning and now its four and I’m exhausted but I cant sleep because I’m sad. Anyways I’m just trying to say that it’s bad but I’ll love you if you read it anyways.

I was curled up in my bed, isolating myself from everyone as per usual. After the events with the mind flayer and demodogs and upside down, I realized something pretty depressing. Nobody needed me. I mean like? Sure I was Dustin’s sister. And sure, I was kinda helpful in saving Steve’s ass from the demodogs and Billy, but it just feels as if I weren’t there, nobody would even notice. As if my presence had no positive value to anyone in The Party™.

So instead of socializing with them while they all played DnD and joked around, I sat myself in my room, wrapped in a blanket burrito, holding back tears. I had my music on in the background as I mindlessly flipped through one of the magazines my mom had bought for me. Everyone was downstairs as it was Dustin’s turn to host the DnD night, and everyone was over. I mean, Dustin, Mike, Lucas, Will, El, Max, Steve, Nancy, and Jonathan, and I definitely wouldn’t be surprised if I walked downstairs to find Joyce and Hopper there too. Every once in awhile I would hear some loud laughter come up from the group, signifying how happy they were without me there. It definitely wasn’t easy for me to sit there by myself staring blankly at the pictures of celebrities I didn’t even care about, but I continued to tell myself that they would be happier without me, attempting to drown out the sounds of their joy with the mixtape I had made for myself a little while back.

As I closed my eyes, focusing on my breathing, trying to force the tears that had started to pool back into my eyes, I heard someone knocking on my door. I quickly wiped my eyes to ensure there weren’t any stray tears, pulled the blanket tighter around my body, and attempted to look miserable. But miserable in a sick way and not in a sad way. If it were anybody except Dustin or Steve, I knew I was going to be able to pull off the “I’m not feeling very well” charade, so my chances were pretty good (though odds were rarely skewed in my favor).

Of course with my luck my little brother came bursting through the door.

“(Y/N)! Why aren’t you down there playing DnD with us?!” he asked, voice booming loud enough for the entire neighborhood to hear. As I prepared to try my excuse with him to see if my acting skills had gotten any better, I noticed someone else walking through the door. Looking up, my watery eyes met the concerned look on Steve’s face.

“Hey shithead, stop screaming. You don’t need to tell everyone in Hawkins about your sister’s lack of participation in game night,” he said to Dustin, ruffling his hair and then muttering for him to go back downstairs. Dustin looked angrily at Steve for a moment before looking between us for a second, muttered something to himself, and then left the room, surprisingly closing my door as he left.

“What’s up with you lately? It’s not like you to miss game night, but you haven’t been to a single one these past few weeks.”

“I’m just not feeling well, Steve, don’t worry about it,” I told him, looking down at the magazine in my lap and trying to will the tears away.

“Don’t try that bullshit with me, (Y/N). I know you better than that, do you really think I’d believe that crap?”

“There’s no bullshit to be had Steve, just go back downstairs, I’ll be fine,” I told him, yet I still refused to make eye contact. So when he sat down on the edge of my bed, put two fingers under my chin, and lifted my head up in order for me to make eye contact, I saw his face immediately soften.

“I’m not gonna go back downstairs until I figure out what’s wrong with my favorite girl.”

It took all of the resolve in the world for me to not break down at those two words, and it still didn’t even work. “Favorite girl?” I repeated, but only in my own head. “There’s no way I’m his favorite girl, he’s lying to me. Everyone always lies to me” I told myself. And in that second it was like the dam was broken. The tears started to fall freely from my face. I curled myself into more of a ball than I already was, which was a surprising feat of human flexibility, if I’m being completely honest. Steve’s arms immediately went around me, pulling us closer to each other, and practically pulling me into his lap.

I didn’t say a word as he stroked my hair and shushed me softly, I simply let out a series of what I would consider disgusting sobs.

He continued whispering to me, little things telling me that I’d be okay, or that he was there for me, or that everything was gonna be fine. As my breathing finally evened out, he hadn’t asked me what was wrong like I had expected, so I knew I had to speak up.

“Why are you even here, Harrington?” I asked him bitterly.

“What do you mean?” he replied, exasperated.

“Why do you even care about me?” I reiterated with a sniffle.

“Why do I care about you? (Y/N) what are you on about? It would take me ages to list all of that back to you.” I didn’t respond, but I allowed myself to relax a bit, leaning now onto his chest instead of holding myself as far away as I could while somehow still being in his lap. “(Y/N) you’re wonderful. You care so much about all of the kids, sometimes I think you out-mom even their own mom’s.” That was greeted with a sharp exhale from my nose which was (correctly) interpreted as a laugh. “You’re fucking badass. You can use a gun, a bat, a hockey stick, and pretty much anything else you can get your hands on to slay monsters, like real life monsters.” He checked my face after this comment, and was lucky he did, because he almost missed the slight curl of my lips. “You never let anybody get in the way of doing what needs to be done. Not even racist douchebags that show up and kick my ass. And you certainly don’t take shit from anyone.” A few more tears fell from my eyes, but he grabbed my face and used his thumbs to wipe them away, looking into my eyes. “And you’ve got a whole group of teenagers sitting down there worried sick about you because you mean so much to all of them.”

I sniffled again and threw my arms around his neck, whispering an almost inaudible, “Thank you.”

“Of course, sweetheart. Now let’s go get you cleaned up so we can finish that game of DnD.” I almost blushed at the pet name he gave me, if he didn’t sweep me up into his arms and carry me to the bathroom so I could rinse my face off. He made sure to grab my blanket from my bed and grabbed my hand to lead me down the stairs.

“Wow, it’s so nice of you to join us,” Dustin said the second we were down the stairs, his voice dripping with sarcasm. Steve shot him a look that said, “shut up or I’ll kill you,” while I just gave him a small smile. Before I even got settled on the couch I was smothered by two bear hugs.

“I missed you (Y/N),” El told me, gripping me in probably the tightest hug I’ve ever had. “You were gone for three weeks!”

“Yeah dude! Don’t leave us alone with these losers for that long ever again!” Max exclaimed, hugging me almost as tight as El was.

I smiled down at both of them, hugging them back just as fiercely. Looking up, I saw the smile Steve had on, but I ignored it in favor of the smiles on my girls’ faces. Ruffling their hair, I removed myself from their grips and went to sit on the couch between Steve and Nancy.

“It’s a good thing you came back (Y/N). I almost killed your brother, and not in the campaign, in real life. I’m pretty sure you’d be the only one who could stop me.” I chuckled to myself and then smiled at Lucas.

“It’s a good thing that I’m back then, huh?”

Will looked up at me this time, “Definitely! I was waiting for you to come down so I could show you this drawing!” I smiled down at him, glancing briefly at Jonathan, only enough to recognize the immense pride on his face at the fact that Will was genuinely happy and smiley. He brought it up to show me a picture that he had drawn of me fighting a monster, a cute little label that pertained to my name at the top. “Steve said you fought a monster and won! And I didn’t even get to see it. So I thought I’d draw it out for you.”

“I love it Will!” I exclaimed, pulling him into a hug and looking at the drawing again. It wasn’t until this second look that I noticed a label by the monster’s head as well. It simply read, “Billy” with a little arrow to indicate that the monster I was beating up was named Billy. I laughed at the naming of the monster and pulled Will into another hug, pressing a light kiss to the top of his head. He grabbed the drawing and placed himself back into his spot.

“(Y/N), you want to hop in on this campaign? We’ve still got a while left to go and we’re in a pretty good spot to add another character?” Mike offered, as he was playing Dungeon Master.

“Yeah, come on (Y/N)! You haven’t actually played in forever!” Dustin added.

The rest of the group added their own chorus of “Yeah”s to try and convince you to join.

“Okay, I guess. But only if I get to be a healer! I’m tired of killing the monsters,” I joked, earning a laugh from everyone in the room.

“Okay, okay, so the group walks up to the tavern in town, hoping for a nice evening away from the fighting for once. But the open the door and see, A MOM, not just A mom, it’s their mom!”

“What?” El asked.

“Mike what are you on about?” Lucas added.

“OH MY GOD, (Y/N)’S GONNA BE LIKE OUR TEAM’S MOM!” Max shouted in realization. The whole group looked at Mike in anticipation. “Well obviously, how else would I have gone about this? It’s perfect, and the perfect position to make her the healer.”

“I mean, technically she’s my sister,” Dustin announced, implying that you couldn’t be his mom.

“See (Y/N), I told you I was gonna kill him.”

[khaleesiofalicante]

Ok first david's chapter because I didn't last week

DAVID MY PRECIOUS MY EVERYTHING

Alright who's this person and who's the person they're talking about

AYYY WE GETTING ALEC AND DAVID CONTENT

Omg right???

TF is up with white suit

Just no no no

I want a crepe

Oof the smile don't even get me started

I'm jumping in there to shit about Asmodeus

If David had known that shit-talking Asmodeus would get him closer to Max’s father, he would have gotten himself kidnapped ages ago.

DAVID AJSVIWNSGDS

I too would also get kidnapped by a prince of hell to get closer to Alec 😔😔

Omg he comes over to make them breakfast

David what if I gave you a pet in the rwrb au? Do I get crepes too?

max is out cleaning the oceans my boy 😭😭

“Oh, David,” the warlock groaned, looking at the plate of food. “For this, you can call me anything you want.”

“What did I just walk into?” Alec Lightwood asked with a chuckle and sat down next to his husband.

BAISHISHDIWKSBDHELSBS

Literally the noise I made

Max has a litany of pet names for David – ranging from ‘babe’ to things that should not be said out loud in public.

No wait I wanna know-

I'm on my phone this is going to take so long to paste on to the ask...

Discord does not vibe with me on phone 😔 (lmao im on my laptop now it's all good)

But the bookworm inside him yearned for something more.

Something a little more intimate maybe. Something personal.

Bestie same

But for that I also need someone to call me that so-

Sigh

I usually listen to the lbaf playlist while reading (I'm very proud of how chronological it is) this is the first time I've shuffled it

MAX

Max I will literally do anything for you to magically clean the oceans in real life too 😔😔

I like this emoji 😔😔

“Love is blind,” Magnus said in the background. “But apparently it also has no sense of smell.”

Dude same.

No offence but max I once drove by some very disgusting land fills and-

“I’ve literally seen you lick ichor off dad’s face,” Max grumbled.

Magnus why-

Y'all disgusting

He could clean himself with the snap of his fingers – which, uh, came in handy during other situations.

I choked on a cough-

Sir I'm already sick-

But Max liked taking showers for some reason – so much so that he would randomly turn up at the institute and ask David to shower with him.

“But angel,” David would say. “Neither of us are dirty.”

Max would them dump something disgusting on both of them and drag David into the shower.

First of all, showers are amazing you don't need a reason for one

Second of all, I'm so in love with them

This is goals, literal goals

AWW HE GETS CHOCOLATE SYRUP

LMAO MAGNUS HONEY-

Well I mean- sure 👀👀

Two eye pairs look so weird...

It's kind of endearing when he lies about his age...

Idk how to explain but Magnus bane is the only liar I like in this house

That came out wrong

Ahem anyway let's move on

Ykw

Imma imagine his mother as Coraline from the book

Like

When she was a child

All the stories are true

This was his Max.

This. Him.

Not the Lightwood-Bane. Not the eldest curse. Not the warlock.

This boy.

The boy who wanted to save and protect everything within his power.

This was the Max he had loved all his life.

Y'all cute

Me rn: 😭🥺💖😷💞🏳️‍🌈😭

“Neglectful parents are not chill,” Max’s dad pointed out seriously.

They are not

Leviathan hasn't tried to do some shit so far so-

MAX AND MAGNUS' TENSION IS VISIBLE FROM A MILE AWAY Y'ALL I'LL SHOVE YOU IN A ROOM AND LOCK IT

THE LETTER

SMH it's in french

OH SHE WANTS TO MEET

Do you want to still go?

She looked small – smaller than usual.

Clary I love you but jsbsjgsishs

Max you want some gay romcoms then?

Rafe not the best timing

I love them so much

Oh hi Magnus

MAX I'VE CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP ALMOST EVERY NIGHT THIS WEEK TOO OMG

Sorry carry on

Omg Magnus is letting them stay in his loft their

I too want to stay in Magnus' loft in Paris. What if I made y'all food?

Take me with you

YAY WE'RE GOING TO PARIS

“You can’t go to Paris without me!” Max scoffed. “You think you can abandon me for three fucking days? I’ll get blue balls. The metaphorical ones. Not the real ones. Obviously.”

MAX SJSGISHSUSHS

Oh wait I misses smth

A blue portal appeared, and Max stepped out. He walked over to his father and kissed him on the cheek.

“Rafe told me to give you that,” Max pointed out.

😭😭

My grandma made me tea 🥺

Mamma I love you and your food but ammi's chai wins 😔

Dude flights are fun

Take a flight

LET'S DELAY THE HELL OUT OF THIS SHIT

Sorry too much?

“I’ll have to get a second job to afford him, aren’t I?” David asked with a chuckle.

My future partner is going to be uttering those words one day

Aww now I will be imagining them all at Paris Disneyland 🥺🥺

Take Chopin with you

OMG DAVID GIVING THEM INSTRUCTIONS-

He's 😭😭

They grow up so far

YOU WERE 10 SIX MONTHS AGO

Wait 5 months-

His father was sitting in the institute office, his chin propped up by both hands, watching David with a dopey look.

Same Jace same

HEY LISTEN WE MAY BE SHORT-

Whatever name you choose for yourself, you'll define it and give it meaning. Not the other way around. Whichever you choose you'll always be David

BABY DID YOU GROW MORE?????

I'm a full foot shorted-

“Tweet them on Instagram!”

Yup...totally Jace

Max is me when I'm going somewhere

On my first school trip in grade 6 I had the biggest bag ever

I was going for one day...

But I also had tons of snacks and extra cloths so who's the real winner here

We over packers like to be prepared don't judge us

David smiled at that and kissed his cheek. “Thank you for coming with me.”

“You know I love coming with you,” Max said sweetly.

MAX I AM VERY SICK MY LAUGH LITERALLY SOUNDS LIKE A DEMON

Why...why do you have cameras there...

That is very very creepy

I love airports

Is that weird? Probably

"I already have three parents. If I get one more, I am suing."

KABUDGDOSNBSHD

LMAO LEON-

Y'all should go meet him 🤭🤭

The sky...

It's beautiful...

Dude-

The way they care for each other...

BABY!!!!

Omg he's good with children

This man is perfect

I literally did not understand a single french thing and I'm too lazy to google so-

AWW IT'S THE THING MAGNUS DID FOR RAFE

OMG

That's so 🥺🥺

Ooo baby with the sight

MAVID WITH A CHILD IS SO CUTE I WILL LITERALLY PASS AWAY

The loft seems amazing

MAGNUS PLAYS THE PIANO?

Aww the beret 😭

Okay I'm going to the roof

Literally everything about them in Paris so far is so amazing I could cry

I DID A FUCKING TWIRL AND SQUEELED THESE TWO

Albert hadn't...let him go out...

Fucking bastard

FUCK

The nexklace

Fuck

LEVIATHAN FFS HES IN THE SHOWER-

“Like father, like son, eh?”

Oh fuck no

Oh

Oh the seashell

Listen it's a nice thought but love doesn't last forever

Nothing does.

Shit that was bad-

Uh I mean DAVID DONT TAKE IR

I can write a whole essay as to why you SHOULD NOT

THIS BITCH DID NOT JUST CONPARE HIMSELF TO ALEC WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE

Want to rephrase my earlier point.

I don't believe in two immortals loving each other forever and the whole shit

Well to be fair I don't even believe in loving someone for a lifetime so I'm not the right person for this

It doesn't make sense. Feelings are fickle.

Ok anyway

Leviathan you're wrong

Fuck off

David talk about this with max

Please

French accents are hot though

But latin 😔😔

“I’m having a hard time finding something you are not turned on by,” David rolled his eyes.

“I’ll show you a hard time,” Max grinned wickedly.

MAX BSKSHSOSJHSISHS

Oof my brother is learning how to skate. That bitch got his balance in the first day and I fell on my face with three people helping me

My aunt has not stopped laughing

Wait I'll be back

I'm helping my brother learning how to skate

GORGEOUS GABRIEL

HSKSGOAJSVSIBD

I mean where's the lie 🧐

Omg David is jealous

“Mega-hot is when you are so hot that people literally pass out when they see you naked for the first time.”

LMAO MAX-

Oh Coraline can't meet

I think she's gonna be the lady from the flight

Because of the title

HOW IS MY BROTHER SKATING SO WELL ALREADY

WHY ARE THE MEN FOLLOWING HER???

Who's this girl...

She's good at fighting

The girl's eyes are like David's 🤔

Hmm

David knowing the meanings that's hot

Who was this girl...

“You never have to be jealous,” he heard Max whisper, the warlock’s back to his chest. “You’re all that I know. You’re all that I love.”

I AM ON THW ROOF PEOPLE ARE GETTING CONCERNED

Oof bestie talk to him about that-

AWW HE FELL ASLEEP

Omg Jackson

They need showers....?

I know you love him very much. But this power doesn’t affect him. It affects you. Your body. Your life. Max doesn’t get a say in what you decided about this.

“I know,” David whispered.

He won’t hate you for it if that’s what you are worried about.

“How do you know?” David asked.

Because you are impossible to hate.

TRUE ASF

David whatever you choose...it's going to be your choice, your power

You could do anything and max would love you

Percy Jackson is better than harry Potter in ever way

wouldn’t blame Max if he wanted you to be immortal. The world is a better place with people like you in it.

Yes. We need more people like you

Is max...is max having nightmares from the time Magnus took his magic...?

I stopped walking and stood there gaping

He's playing the piano...

Omg max...

Max didn’t answer. He simply moved under David’s arm and sat down on his lap, straddling him with legs. He drew David closer and wrapped his arms around him tightly.

David leaned down and rested his head on Max’s shoulder.

“Keep playing,” Max whispered.

“I can’t see the keys, angel,” David whispered back.

“We both know you don’t need to see the keys to play,” Max pointed out.

David smiled at that.

Max tightened his arms around David’s back and laid a soft wet kiss on his bare chest.

“Keep playing,” he whispered. “I’ll hold you.”

I'm in mavid feels no one touch me

😭😭😭

CORALINE IS HERE??

How did she get the address???

“Should I ask her to come in?” Max asked, pointing at the door.

“Max! I am in my boxers!”

“Ah. Right. We have a relaxed clothing policy at home so,” Max said casually. “Cool. Go get changed. I’ll keep her company till then.”

SMH max 😭😭

AWW THE PASSWORD IS MAX'S DATE OF BIRTH

“Then I will throw her into the Seine,” Max replied.

I'll help

“If she doesn’t like you, then it’s her loss,” Max said then. “There are so many people in the world who like you – who fucking love you. I’m one of those people. So, if this goes to shit, then you just come back to me. I’ll be there to remind you what love feels like.”

Omg- ❤️🥺😭

David I also love you very much and if Coraline is a little shit well then I have knives

Omg she's pretty

“I’m gay,” David said – because wanted to get it all out before any of it could blow up in his face.

“Hello, gay,” she said. “I’m Coraline.”

I CHOKED MA'AM-

Wait I need to go fuck. I'll be back

Ok I'm back

Oh she's a child psychologist

I wanna be a child psychologist

Actually i wanna work with teens

THE RESIDENT WHO ESCAPED WAS THE GIRL WASN'T IT??

MALLORY

Oh...

Oh that's why

“Too much love can be a bad thing sometimes,” David pointed out.

Yeah...

She thought he'd be safe there I...

Bonding over trauma yess 😍😍

I mean uh-

Albert deserved so much worse

“I can’t hate you because I did the same thing. I left my family because my family wasn’t safe for me anymore.”

Sometimes, walking out is the best thing.

“It takes a lot of strength to look at yourself and say you deserve better,” David whispered. “I’m proud of you for doing that.”

Yeah.

Coraline seems really fucking cool

“Very angelic,” David chuckled at his own joke.

Yes...that they are

AYYYY SHE BI

Or omni, or pan

AYYY SHE MSPEC

Max summoning food 🥺

Alexander...

Dude his middle name is Alexander...

OH MY GOD HE'S NAMED AFTER ALEC IM ACTUALLY GONNA CRY

David Alexander Beauchamp

It's pretty

“I saw him for the first time when the shadow world was battling Valentine,” the woman said, her voice distant. “We were in the Accords Hall. He kissed a warlock, a male warlock, in front of the entire Clave! It is still the most scandalous and bravest thing I have ever seen.”

David laughed at that.

“I remember thinking that I want to be loved like that,” she whispered then. “I wanted someone who would love me fearlessly and unashamedly.”

David bit his lip. He squeezed her hand.

“I didn’t get that. But I wanted that for you. So, I named you after him,” she smiled. “I wanted to name you after something good. After someone good. I hoped you would hold onto that goodness. It seems me to like you did.”

The day's been a rollercoaster and this is the best thing to happen today I...

She named him after Alec 😭😭

“Hold on,” she said, and her eyes lit up. “You are dating a boy and a warlock and Alec Lightwood’s son?”

David nodded.

Coraline threw her head back in loud laughter. “Albert must be rolling in his grave!”

BSKSGSOSNSJ THIS IS SUCH A FUCK YOU TO ALBERT

“Stop being nice and show her how crazy you are,” David had said.

NSHDGOSBSUD THESE TWO

Omg Chopin is a music something???

That's so...

Omg

Wait what's the nipple thing

Oh max...come here lemme hug you first

Oh shit the seashell

“I want you to keep it,” David whispered. “In case…In case you need it in the future.”

Max blinked in confusion.

“If you meet someone else,” David managed a smile. “Someone who is ready to spend forever with you.”

SCREAMING CRYING SHAKING

Every noise I make sounds like a fucking demon my throat is not okay

“You don’t have to love them as much as you love me,” David said gently. “Love them as much as you can and hope that’s enough.”

Yes...

Max ily

HE GOT A FUCKING TATTOO????

“Because I love you,” Max said as if it was the simplest thing in the world. “I know…I know marks are important for shadowhunters. I know I can’t bear them. So, I got this one for you.”

“For me,” David echoed.

I'm so...

I love their love

What's ayan?

My brother's friend is named ayan

Omg...

Ayan...it means love now

AYAN MEANS LOVE NOW EVERYONE SHUT UP

“There weren’t any words that were good enough for you,” Max said softly. “So, I made one up.”

Oh my god their love

Omg the family ring

I'm gonna cry

He gave it to max...

WDYM THIS IS THE TIME WE GET HIS POV

I miss him already this is not normal behavior

Watch me as I live blog your live blog. My favorite lines (so iconic btw):

I too would also get kidnapped by a prince of hell to get closer to Alec 😔😔

Mamma I love you and your food but ammi's chai wins

They grow up so far. YOU WERE 10 SIX MONTHS AGO. Wait 5 months. (this made me fucking emo thanks)

LEVIATHAN FFS HES IN THE SHOWER

THIS BITCH DID NOT JUST COMPARE HIMSELF TO ALEC WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE

Feelings are fickle.

Percy Jackson is better than harry Potter in ever way (AMEN)

Bonding over trauma yess 😍😍

PS - Chopin is a classical musician, you uncultured swine (affectionate - but with a lil frustration).

He was known for many of his romantic pieces. I love his music and thought David would too :)

This is the piece Coraline played for him x