#I'm trying very hard to be normal
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kittenofdoomage · 2 years ago
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Making a phone call should be easy but when you've got a few years of customer service related trauma under your belt, it becomes an insurmountable task that fills you with dread and then makes you cry.
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heybiji · 11 months ago
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he has a library card
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buttercupshands · 2 months ago
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Finished themmm
Accidentally
I planned on going to bed early as a celebration, but then I looked at my unfinished pf of Siffrin in the sketchbook and boom couple of hours of sketching, lining and coloring and the beans are now officially paper figured
I can now randomly take photos of them in a forest whenever I feel like it. I have couple pfs on me every day just in case of this happening
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moodlesmain · 1 year ago
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Hi. Look at this.
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I just spent two days straight making a digital conspiracy board trying to piece together my favourite genre that isn't really a genre and more just a very particular niche which doesn't really have a name.
If you want to look I reccomend downloading and zooming in on the image to read everything LMAO, I want to try and convert it to a page on my neocities at some point so its easier to view but for now you guys just get a big ol' jpeg. You're welcome :)
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twobabkas · 2 years ago
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the school of flipping Lip off (discreetly)
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uncanny-tranny · 1 year ago
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I know other adults like to joke about how much pain they're in, but genuinely, please try to get your pain checked out if you're an adult experiencing it, or at least adapt your life in whatever way lessens your pain.
Your pain deserves to be addressed. Please don't "let" it get worse because you've been told that to grow older is to suffer. No, you aren't being needy or selfish or annoying. Ultimately, you are the one who suffers the most from the state of your health, and it's entirely reasonable to want your health to be up to your standards.
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circusk · 3 months ago
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i care him so much guys . guys. hes blorbo bingus
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racingliners · 7 months ago
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Jenson Button hugs and chats with Sebastian Vettel in the podium cool down area post-race at the Chinese Grand Prix - Sunday 19th April 2009
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trickstersaint · 9 months ago
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vacation bible school activity: where did you find god in your life today? // february 18 2024
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lovesodeepandwideandwell · 3 days ago
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Everyone clap for me setting BOUNDARIES on my babysitting (said they have to be back by 10 so I can go sleep before driving tomorrow)
#i do love babysitting truly#it's good work that needs doing and the people i do it for are never frivolous#and all of them are good and dedicated parents and their kids are only normal amounts of difficult#that said. i have done um 4 babysittings for total about 15 awake kid hours in just over a week#my voice is shot and so is my patience#bones boy and then all the others are 3 and under#while i'm yapping in the tags i will say for posterity#that i didn't quite get everything done i wanted to today/this week#BUT i finished my chapter draft and all but one of the house/cleaning chores i wanted to#yesterday i spent all day at my small group leaders' first watching the kids and then hanging for dinner#and then book club that evening (they were like why don't you just stay? so i did)#today i returned my library books and got a turmeric latte on the way to babysitting#feel kinda crappy physically cause i haven't worked out consistently and had sugar too much this week#and the early dark is messing with my appetite so i'm trying to figure that out and be responsive#but! i am very excited to be going home tomorrow (first time since may!!) and see everybody and rest with them#it's not rest from everything hard but it is rest from being responsible for my own time and that sounds so lovely right now#i had the best time with the twins yesterday. they were yelling LEAVES and picking up pine needles#so i said it's Pine Needles#and they started going Pine Noodles! Pine Noodles!#they never watch screens and it shows. they're so good at thinking of stuff to do
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renlyslittlerose · 5 months ago
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So this has probably already been done because the Star Wars fic world is large and vast, but what if:
You know how there's always that one (or multiple) episodes in Star Trek series where the gang gets sent back in time, and has to learn ~ancient earth customs in order to fit in and not screw up the timeline (with varying degrees of success - I'm looking at you, Sisko)?
What if Obi-Wan and Anakin get sent back in time. but to our galaxy. Through some crazy Force magic or hyper-space gone awry, they get flung into 2000's America, or 1950s Japan, or 1800s Germany. And they gotta figure out a way to get back without causing some extreme issues with this galaxy's timeline (Anakin doesn't give a fuck, but Obi-Wan is like 'listen, I know we're defenders of our galaxy, but I think the oath we take as Jedi also extends to *all* galaxies we come across')
Just imagine them slowly realizing that there's only *one* species on this very small planet. Or how they use these vehicles with wheels on them instead of speeders or ships - or even better, how their definition of ship is very, very different from ours. They hear about a local port nearby, go through all this energy and effort to get to it, only to find that these 'ships' are just giant boats stuck to the water.
Idk, I think you could have a lot of fun with it depending on where and when you send them to. Either way, you know they'd find a way back, but not before almost fucking everything up *multiple* times.
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prismatoxic · 4 months ago
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somehow managed to be fine with the most popular laios ship (i actually enjoy it, tbh, labru is very good), but i absolutely do not like any of the popular chilchuck ships except chilaios
i'm 100% a multishipper but my other chilchuck ships are like. chilbell. chilbru. childan. me and the 5 other people into those are eating tablescraps
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johnslittlespoon · 7 months ago
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it's almost time. when? idk, when i stop being a coward LOL
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canisonicscrewyou · 20 days ago
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It is genuinely so hard for me to socialize and keep up with people nowadays. I remind myself that people do in fact actually want me in their lives but then I have to hype myself up for ages to insert myself into my friends' spaces and minds. Things I used to enjoy and do daily that take forever to even start because of anxiety. The amount of people I used to talk to daily that I haven't even spoken to in months. I tell myself that I know I have a place in my loved ones' lives, I just can't bring myself to fill it. Out of fear that I'll be rejected or fear that I'll be a nuisance, I don't know. I need to stop being scared all the time. I want to stop the constant self-doubt and anxiety because even I'm sick of it, and I know it'll take baby steps to get comfortable again. I just. Idk. I just wish there was some kind of hard reset button on my brain.
I want a place in my own life again. I want a place in my own life again!!!
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tittyinfinity · 26 days ago
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I overshare online because I need constant validation that every thought and action of mine is Good and Okay and Normal. Surely this is a healthy coping mechanism
#something I'm trying to work through#comes from a hard mixture of autism (not knowing if what im doing is Normal behavior)#OCD (guilt loops that last for days weeks months on end)#ADHD (rejection sensitive dysphoria)#being raised christian (always being reminded that bad thoughts and actions will send you to hell)#and trauma from being heavily monitored as a teenager (very used to having every thought & action over-analyzed)#i have a constant craving for validation because of all of those things#which leads me to being a very self-absorbed person#i feel like if people aren't consistently telling me that im a good person then i must be horrible#im putting my emotional work onto others when i do that#making it THEIR responsibility to make me love myself#it's not healthy for you or anyone around you#you can't truly improve yourself if you're always relying on other people to verify whether or not you're okay#especially since everyone has different opinions & biases#if you never learn how to validate yourself you become completely reliant on others#and if you lose that outside validation everything will fall apart#even though i know these things i still haven't broken out of the habit#but that's another thing you have to give yourself grace for#you can't expect yourself to instantly adhere to new expectations#so you're gonna be hypocritical at times#you can't hate youself for that either it takes time to break habits#you need to find the line between self criticism and self hatred#love yourself Or Else. literally.#.bdo
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araraito · 2 months ago
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Is it normal for a therapist to be like "Aww but you are so young and pretty, things can't be that bad :)"
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