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vacation bible school activity: where did you find god in your life today? // february 18 2024
#hi! i'm normal!#this is where that little passage from earlier is from btw. will reblog that post with just that passage again cause it drives me insane#anyway. i'm rlly glad that all the tumblr girlies are putting their concept of god into the beauty of the everyday.#makes me really fucking uncomfortable though đ#i am fr trying not to see that guy... would like to get away from him actually... trying very hard...#poems about religion#poems about god#poetry#poem#poems#poets on tumblr#poems and poetry#poetsandwriters#original poem#could never be a quaker that stuff scares the shit out of me
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Ghost What Ghost?
Summary: It sucks when youâre a psychic-medium. All the stuff you need to do not only to avoid certain spirits but help those that need it. It doesnât help that your best friend and secret crush doesnât know, made worse by your brother who knows and has told your immediate group of (skeptic) friends and his best friend...what could possibly go wrong he said. Famous last words...thank you ever so much Joe.
(70s Queen in the present with a mix of the borhap cast.)Â
Disclaimer: Not a medium of any sort so donât at me if I get somethings wrong!
Mariana Mazzello
Location, Pennhurst State School. Also known as Pennhurst Asylum. Time, ten at night. Current thoughts...?
Fuck you Joseph Mazzello and fuck my so called friends for thinking me a) a liar and b) thinking coming here is a good idea. Not to mention he just had to bring his best friend Paul with him. Freddie might be more open due to his upbringing and Jim is super chill with me and what I can do. He seems like my only ally most of the time when I am the topic of a conversation more than Joe is, and heâs my brother!
âCome on Mariana!â Joe called as he opened the gates for us.
I sighed not wanting to go in, the place doesnât feel right to me right off the bat. It has its calm areas almost comforting, but I can feel something else lurking and I donât like it.
âCome one love,â Jim said offering me his arm to take.
I take it gratefully and we go to meet the group where Brian winds his arm around my free one.Â
Now here is the enigma of man that is one Brian Harold May.
He is my best friend, heâs known about me and my abilities for a while. Iâm pretty sure he says believes to make me feel better. But heâs a scientist, that sort donât tend to believe in things that arenât rational or can be proven through tried and true evidence. Makes me wonder if heâs here to see if Iâm a fake or not. Will he turn his back to me if whatever Paulâs cooking up bites me in the ass? I think so...heartbreak here I come.
âWhat is it?â Jim asks me quietly as I come to a sudden stop.
I look in the direction I got the feeling from and shivered.
âAna?â Brian said softly.
âI shouldnât have come here,â I say quietly.
Jim and Brian share a look not liking the sound of that.
âThereâs...something here, its bad...I donât think itâs human,â I say quietly as I resisted the urge to burrow into Brianâs side.
âDemonic?â Jim said quietly.
I shrug neither confirming or denying. It wouldnât do us any good if we knew.
âWhat...Is Fraidy Mary scared of the dark?â Paul taunted pointing his lit flash light at me.
I rolled my eyes and move away from my safety net to stand in the general direction I got the weird feeling from holding back the scoff and comeback that is on the tip of my tongue.
âNot even gonna,â I said as I looked around pretending I was just another tourist.
I could hear the spirits here whispering to me and amongst themselves. They know Iâm here, they know I can see and hear them. Welp, things just got worse.
Jim and Freddie, bless them, followed Bri as he caught up to me.Â
âYou ok Ana?â Brian asked tenderly.
âDonât let him get to you Smalls,â Roger said to my surprise, âDonât look so shocked love. Your brother and his boyfriend might think this a joke but weâve been friends long enough for all of us to know you donât just say things to be mean or weird, sometimes things just are.â
John who stood beside him nodded and quietly said, âPlus, as much as I donât believe I wouldnât mind seeing a ghost.â
You felt a pair of icy hands on your back causing you to gasp and turn.
The man smirked at me then disappeared.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â Brian asked alarmed.
âWhat did you feel?â Jim asked.
âHands...on my back,â I said still shocked that it happened at all.
âJoe and Paul have the cameras and recorders,â John said shaken by what heâd seen.
âLetâs go get emâ Deaky,â Roger said with a cough leaving me alone with Brian, Jim and Freddie.
âDonât you lot worry about Paul and his name calling,â I said with a laugh trying to shake off the feeling of the manâs hands on me, âif its such a fucking dig why the hell is your aura so black you cant see sun light through it?â
âAuras?â Freddie asked intrigued.
I nod.
âWhat color is mine?â Freddie asked excitedly.
I hummed before grinning gently and saying, âYou are between yellow and orange.â
The boys look at you in confusion.
âYellow is for positivity, joy and harmony. Orange is for good health, creativity and adventurous,â I said knowingly letting out a laugh as he shimmied excitedly at his meanings.
âWhat of my dear Jim?â He asked now fueled.
Jim gave an interested look prompting me to spill, âBlue and green hands down.â
âWhich mean...?â
âBlue means calm, intuitive, healing and teacher. While green means growth and optimism,â I said seeing the happy grin on Jim before turning to Brian and saying, âAlmost like you.â
âOh?â He said with a blush.
âYours is blue with a hint of purple,â I said lovingly, âPurple means dreamer and visionary.â
âMy spaceman,â I finished to myself.
He blushed at that and gave me a small smile.
The moment was broken by Paul who said, âCome on ladies them ghosts arenât gonna find themselves. You alright Freddie? Iâve an extra jacket if you get cold.â
Freddie snuggled into his partner with a roll of his eyes.
âLeave him alone Pretner, how many times does he have to say no to you,â Roger said as he set up the recorder.
âPlus itâs not like Joe doesnât already take all you say like gospel,â I muttered.
âNo I donât,â Joe said looking more than a little insulted.
âLike shit you donât Mazzello,â Roger said angrily, âYou trust this shitâs word over your own sisterâs which is how we got here in the first place! We all heard him as he plotted how to prove Annie wrong and how sheâs only faking because, what had you called her Paul? Oh yeah, an attention seeking whore!â
âWell Iâd never!â Paul said with fake disbelief, âAll Iâve ever wanted to do is get on with my best mateâs sister!â
âOk thatâs enough!â Joe said, âHeâs right heâs only been trying to get on your good side. Now for all of our sakes, letâs get this over with the sooner we can prove Marianaâs abilities to be true or not the quicker we can go home.â
I couldnât help the tears that welled up. He really did trust and believe in Paul more than me.Â
I looked to see Paul smirking at this.
I looked to Joe and coldly said, âIf you believe him so much you can keep him. Iâm moving out anyway.â
This shocked nearly everyone present. Joe looked like heâd been struck, Paul looked to be in shock while the rest of the boys, minus Jim and Fred, looked surprised. My piece said, I turned away and made my way to the Limerick Building.
âNow that thereâs negative energy in the air you are more likely to catch your ghosts now Paul,â I said coldly.
Brian followed after me flashlight in hand, and pulled me to a secluded corner.
âIâm sorry about Joe,â he said pulling me into a hug.
I couldnât help the chuckle that slipped causing Brian to pull away confused.
âGive me a second please,â I said and took a box from nearby and pulling it to where he is and standing on it, âBack aches suck so.â
He laughed at that and hugged me once again.
âHey, um...â he said pulling away, âWell, what it is is...â
âYes?â I said with a grin.
Brian blushed deeply and asked, âDoes your thingy also tell you peopleâs feelings?â
âIâm a medium...I see dead people,â I said matter of factly, âNot an empath, why?â
âHeâs been after your ass since he took that art class!â Roger said loudly as he and Freddie were taking pictures of the building.
âBut that was a year ago!â I said with a shocked gasp.
âWell youâre my best friend, I was afraid Iâd fuck what we already have up,â he said with a shrug.
âYou know for such a smart and amazing man you really can be quite thick,â I said and pulled him in for a kiss.
âNow lets go before Paul thinks insulting the dead to get an answer is the way to go,â I said after pulling away.
Wolf calls were heard from all but Joe and Paul as we went into the Limerick building.
Jim, Brian and I were the last to go in. If only because at the moment I set foot inside I felt like something or someone was watching me.Â
âSomeoneâs here,â I said, âThey...they were a patient here.â
The boys at my sides let out a breath of relief.
âDonât call them out and they wonât do anything you donât like. They donât look at all like the friendly sort,â I said cautiously.
âWell we know what Paul wonât do,â Brian said to which Jim nodded.
âHeâs going to get us in trouble,â I said and gasp when I feel a tug at my hand. I look down to see a child holding my hand and pointing to the end of the hall before going in the direction she was pointing in causing a door to slam.
âWhat...what is that?â Brian said a quiver in his tone.
âRoger! Was that you!?â Jim called out.
âWeâd split up remember?â I said as calmly as I could.
âSo...that couldnât have been any of the guys?â Brian asked.
âNope,â I said and went to follow the girl.
âWhat are you doing!?â Brian asked, âThere could be someone else here!â
âThe place is closed for the night Brian, itâs a museum, Joe got the night on a good deal or so he says so no, there is no one else in the area.â
Not to mention there is no wind tonight so there is no way it could have been the wind.Â
âAnimals though,â Brian said.
âDonât ya think if it were an animal weâd have heard it come out or go in the other direction,â Jim said with before clearing his throat.
The the boys followed me as the little girl showed me the way. This might not be a good idea considering I donât know if this is a legitimate little girl or something else pretending to be the little girl.
âWhere are you taking me?â I asked curiously.
She pointed to what I think is the back door. Jim gave the door a firm pull to reveal the building that had given me that odd feeling when we first walked in.
Quaker Hall.
âI donât like this,â I said out loud to no one in particular.
âThat hall is known to be the most active of this place,â I said seriously as I stare at intimidating building, âAnd it doesnât help that we took our sweet time looking around till we made it to this building, walk through the building and exploring this building that weâve made it to what is called the devilâs hour.â
âPlease donât tell me thatâs the time Satan comes out to play,â Jim said worriedly.
âNaw...but it is the time where paranormal activity is at its most active so lord knows what is going to happen or if it happens at all,â I said as we go into the building.
âWhy is that?â Brian asks curiously.
âParanormal activity doesnât always happen when one wants it to happen,â I said as I pulled the door open allowing the men in before me, âAnd if what I looked up about this place is true, then we really are in for it.â
Jim and Brian shared a look before following after me.
It wasnât hard to find the rest of our party, if Paulâs taunting and boisterous attitude is anything to go by.
Bri, Jim and I remained far enough away not to be seen by them. Good for the boys but not me.
I saw Fred see us and make a dash for us as quietly as he could.
âShould have stayed with you my love,â he said as he attached himself to Jimâs arm.
âYou saw something Fred?â Jim asked in a whisper.
Freddie looked as if heâd seen his life flash before his eyes.
âSomething touched me...on my arm,â he began trying to keep calm, âI told John and Rog whoâd apparently had happen the same thing as we walked from one building to another. Joe says he didnât feel anything and Paulâs been pushing and whatever is here to prove they are here.â
âThis is not good,â I said, âNegative energy is what negative spirits feed off of to increase their power.â
âPaulâs been going at it for a while now,â Fred said now a bit more calm.
âThe room is charged now,â I said worriedly.
The worry grew as a shadow surrounded Paul.
âWe need to go...now,â I said loudly.
âWe ainât leavin darlin,â Paul said haughtily, ânot till you tell me what supposedly is gonna happen.â
âWhatâs going to happen is that you are going to get the answer youâre looking for but not in the way you want it,â I said trying to remain calm.
Joe gave me a questioning look.
âAre you really that dense big brother?â I said incredulously, âDidnât you look up what happens in this hall at all!?â
Joe looked at me blank faced.
âWitnesses have said that people get physically attacked here. And Iâm not saying tugs on clothes or harmless touches here and there I mean people get attacked by these beings!â I said and before I know it Brian is on the floor screaming in pain.
âIt hurts!â He yelled as he worked his jacket and shirt open to reveal three long gashes down his chest.
Joe paled at seeing this and said, âPaul maybe it is time to go.â
âNo way man,â Paul said testily a sick grin on his face, âWe came here to prove your sisterâs a fuckin fake! And Iâm going to prove it.â
The harmless spirits that were here cowered as the black mass grew, it was attaching itself to him. Looks like Paulâs gonna have company for a while.
Joe looked at me pleadingly as he said, âJust do as he says so we can go.â
âHow dare you!?â Jim yelled, âYouâd chose a nobody you met a bit ago over your sister!?â
âI should leave you here to face what youâve unleashed,â I say voice cold, âBut unlike you, I take care of my own.â
I helped Brian up who quietly said, âWait...if this happened to me then maybe itâll happen to him.â
âI know he wonât stop,â I said tears in my eyes as I tried to dab away the blood.
I turned around to find some of the spirits there holding solid objects.
âIf you really want to know then I am obligated to say that those here are about to do the equivalent of stoning you,â I said simply.
âHa yea right,â he said with a laugh only yell in pain as he was hit in the face with what looked like a pice of rock.
The group was pretty much standing away from Paul and certainly more concerned with leaving than proving him right or wrong.
I heard whispers that the worse is yet to come and they were right.
âPaul if you really want proof that I see and speak to the dead the dead have a message for you,â I said pulling John to the exit, âThey say the worse is yet to come. The thing thatâs here is not at all a happy one and it seems to have taken a liking to you. So either you drop it and leave well enough alone or risk taking some of that nasty thing home with you.â
Paul looked as if he was more than a little inclined to believe you but still questioned, âOh yeah? Then what is it this horrible thing will do to me then?â
âDid you not see what happened to Brian Pretner!?â Roger yelled.
âThat could have been a fluke,â he retorted before going back to taunting the entity that lives here, âI command you do to me what you did to Brian if you really exist!â
âOh shit,â I breathed as Paul began to scream as gashes appeared on his skin.
âWe have to leave now,â I said not leaving room for argument.
The men all followed, Paul included, and we made a run for the van Joe had rented for all of us to come here.
âI hope youâre happy Joe,â I said after we were ways away from asylum.
âHow the hell was I suppose to know that was going to happen!?â He questioned.
âBy trusting in my word when I warned you that coming here and playing ghostbuster is not only stupid but dangerous. Should have known youâd believe Paul over me,â I said voice cold, âIâll have the boys help move me out before the week is out.â
Joe remained quiet for the rest of the drive back to town.Â
We went to a twenty-four hour diner if only to eat and prep for another work day, where Joe then said, âAnd where are you going to live then?â
âMom and dad have agreed to pay the rent on a small apartment for a month till I get paid in full at their gallery,â I said taking a drink from my mug being deliberately silent on where, âAnd no Iâll not tell you where. That is for those whom can be trusted and I can trust.â
Joe seemed to shrink into himself at that before standing and making his way to the car a now suddenly quiet Paul running after him.Â
âWhen are you going to tell him the apartment youâll be staying in just so happens to be across from the one Fred, Bri and I share?â Jim asked as all of us watched the duo drive away.
I shrugged and asked, âHow long do you think itâll take Paul to ask for help to get rid of the friend heâs taking home with him?â
The boys paled at what I sad and shivered.
âI donât think itâll be too long,â Freddie said quietly.
âI donât think so either if Iâm being honest,â I said agreeing with Freddie.
âHow come?â John asked.
âBecause he got what he wanted from there,â Brian said with a wince as he shifted, âDid you see the look on his face when Ana told him what it was that would happen if he pressed? As well as the look on his face when her warnings came true?â
The conversation got quiet after that. None of us wanted to think of what would happen to Paul for being a bull headed asshole, least of all me. But when it comes to me, I have to. Iâm the only one that has legitimate resources that can help him. Should he wish it that is...
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does everybody hate my walks down memory lane yet?
This oneâs actually a year older than the others. 2009 vs 2017
BASIC INFORMATION Name: chelsea. I mean my last name has changed but my first name hasnât. Birthday: july 26. -- 274 days till i'm 21!! I guess 274 days till Iâm 29? Shoe Size: eight. Nine. My feet got fat along with the rest of me. Hair Colour: dark reddish brown. Several different shades of reddish brown. Plus some grey. Eye Colour: hazel. More like green on the outside, brown on the inside. Hazel would be its own separate color. Relationship Status: taken. Married. Zodiac: leo. Still. School: none. Been done with that shit for a decade now. __________________________________________________ FAVOURITES Colour: green. Green, plaid, black, grey. Male Celebrity: mike lobel. Jensen Ackles. Female Celebrity: sophia bush. Danneel Ackles. Shoes: chucks & flip flops. My grey BareTraps booties. Brand: starting to realllly love old navy. especially when i can get pants, 2 shirts, and a jacket all for 36 bucks lol Thatâs really broad. Like brand of clothes? I donât have one. Brand of makeup? Tarte. Brand of shoes? Nike. Brand of food? Great Value idk lol Book: second helpings. The dictionary. JK itâs still and will always be Second Helpings. Sport: football. Football. TV Show: one tree hill. Supernatural. Gum: bubblicious hubba bubba max blue raspberry. I donât like gum anymore. Hair Colour on Opposite Sex: brown or black. Brown. __________________________________________________ NAME SOMETHING THAT STARTS WITH A: aftershave...no idea why that popped in my head haha Absolut vodka. B: bubbles. Barnacles. C: chicken. Cheerleading. D: dark. Dartboard. E: entertainment. Elliptical. F: fooooood. Frontierland (spn). G: great. Gyration. J: jizz lol Jell-o. K: knife. that was jo's answer but i can't think of anything else. Kiss. L: latino - where the hell are these words coming from lol Laser. M: mother. Megaphone. N: nicotine. Narcolepsy. O: otter. Outback Steakhouse because I just ate there the other day. P: poker. Petticoat. Wow. Q: quailman! Quaker Boy. Man I miss that job.
R: reese's cup. Rage. S: shit. Salmon. T: titties? Tupperware. U: underwear. Uganda. V: van. Ventriloquist. W: walker. Wakeboard. X: xylophone - and no you spelled it right lol X-ray. Y: yorkie. Yosemite. Z: zane (hot guy on H2o). Zillow. Iâm in the market for a house. __________________________________________________ LOVE Have a Crush: you could say that. Many, on celebrities. Do they like you back: yep. They donât even know me. Or are you in a Relationship Now: yeah. Married. If Someone Likes You: doesn't matter. Itâs whatevs. __________________________________________________ 5.. 5 FAVOURITE MOVIES 1. bring it on. 2. grind. 3. halloween. 4. dirty dancing. 5. degrassi goes hollywood. not so much for the movie, but for the fact that manny & jay got back together. Mean Girls, Bring it On, Grind, Halloween, and Pocahontas. 5 FAVOURITE CELEBRITIES 1. keith urban. 2. mike lobel. 3. sophia bush. 4. hilarie burton. 5. and yes, james lafferty. Jensen Ackles, Misha Collins, Jared Padalecki, Randy Owen, and Johnny Rzeznik. 5 THINGS YOU FIND IN YOUR ROOM 1. pandas - everywhere. 2. bed. 3. guitars. 4. tv. 5. clothes all over the floor. Mini fridge, bookshelves, record player, still clothes all over the floor, and Dave because heâs sleeping right now. Or heâs trying to. 5 THINGS YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT 1. friends. 2. music. 3. chicken. 4. my phone. 5. beer. Money, Netflix, family/friends, Rockstar, and music. And cigarettes. 5 BEST ARTISTS/BANDS 1. goo goo dolls. 2. poison. 3. keith urban. 4. the spill canvas. 5. firehouse. Goo Goo Dolls, Alabama, Matchbox Twenty, All Time Low, and Sara Bareilles. 5 BEST BRANDS/STORES 1. old navy. 2. arizona/penney's. 3. avon. 4. spencer's. 5. thsirthell. Amazon, ULTA, Hot Topic, Sheetz, and Joann Fabrics just because I get a discount and they have all my Halloween decorations. __________________________________________________ QUESTIONS 1. Have an obsession? a few. Many. 2. Where do you plan to go this summer? road trip down south with mah bee eff eff. Well the Foo Fighters are gonna be in Cleveland July 25, which is the day before my birthday. So I wanna go to that. Also you can do tours of Waverly Hills Sanatorium in Louisville. 3. What Month is it? octoberrr. Obviously since I took this quiz eight years ago today, itâs also now October. 4. Anything big coming up? not really. Hopefully buying a house and moving home soon. 5. Why are you doing this? need something else to do while i watch gymnastics & wait for it to be 4 so i can watch the bills beat carolina. The sound on my tv keeps cutting out and itâs really aggravating so I got on my laptop to catch up on youtube videos but I got sidetracked doing this. 6. Like your parents? no. My dad yes. My mom...ehh, things are slowly improving. 7. Do you sleep with a teddy bear? heffalump. Nope. 8. Do you eat when you're nervous? i eat all the time. I didnât even read my previous answer and âI eat all the timeâ popped into my head as soon as I saw the question. 9. Own a dress? surprisingly...i have like four or five...yeah, that's a lot for me lol I have a couple but I canât wear them because of my skin. 10. Are you a fast typer? quite. 80-90 wpm. 11. Do you wanna have kids? no. Yes. 12. Who do you usually have Christmas dinner with? my parents, my sisters, mark, austen, maranda (now that she's here haha), cindy, and emily. and diane & the kids show up at some point during the day. My family but I wonât be home for Christmas this year. 13. Who do you celebrate New Years with? i haven't really celebrated it at all lately...but this year the crew's getting smashed for sure. I donât celebrate it. 14. Where do you live? here. Ohio. Unfortunately. 15. Have you made a cootie catcher in your younger years? oh god, so many. Yeah a lot. 16. Plans this weekend? it's over. bowling, shopping, out with people, dinner, out again. Well this past weekend we went to Canton on Friday, I worked Saturday and then we got groceries, and we went home Sunday and came back here Monday. Next weekend I have no plans except work. 17. To your left is: wall, window, fan, cabinet, cd tower, atari stuff. Table, Dish remote, lamp, bottle of water, picture of my sister, some random mail, two candles, and Daveâs wallet/keys/deodorant/Axe spray. 18. To your right is: wall, fridge, pandas, guitars, amp, cabinet. My phone, Vizio remote, sound bar remote, another table with a bunch of crap on it, and the couch. 19. In your pocket is: nothing. Cigarettes, lighter, my debit card, and a Sheetz receipt. 20. Nervous about anything? kinda. Not really. 21. Scared of the Dark? nope. Negative. 22. Have any phobias? several. Driving, bridges, weather, specifically tornadoes even though Iâve never seen one, bees, being in public, the possibility of finding out that I canât have kids, riding in a car with Dave, planes...Iâm sure there are more but I canât think of them all right now. 23.Your Opinion on Turtles? indifferent. Same. 24. Whats a Store near your house? save a lot, tops, arby's, family dollar, dollar general, the liquor store, CVS, the music store, goodwill, country fair, and all the places on main st. The closest one is a hair salon but idk if that counts as a âstoreâ...probably one of the restaurants on 3rd st or Dollar General. 25. What did you do last march break? nothing? I donât have March break. 26. Like Gum? only one kind. No. 27. Age youâd like to be? 274 days older than i am. Donât care. 28. Place you would rather be? i'm good. Bradford. 29. Were you ever obsessed with High School Musical? haha yeah, i was for a while. You betcha. I still love it. Not the third one though. 30. Movie You Would like to see? paranormal activity. For the record, Paranormal Activity was shitty AF. I want to see Thank You For Your Service __________________________________________________ THE END Happy you're done? kinda. I have to poop so yeah I guess. What are you gonna do now? watch tv, watch football, then eat dinner. Poop, smoke a cigarette, and watch youtube videos.
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