#fucking anxiety
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Anyone else anxiety make them get to places super early just incase there's a delay commuting, traffic or you know a ridiculous obscure and impossible thing like Godzilla appearing out the river and attacking the city where I work?….no?!?….just my anxiety being fucking random then… 😅😂🙃😂😅
#my interview is at 8:30am#I've been in the office since 7:20am#its an internal promotion so at least I can get myself set up#fucking anxiety#I guess being so nervous and anxious is just a sign of how much I want it#ughhhh#personal#anxiety#mental health
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*pokes google doc with stick* why am I scared of you, I made you
#fucking anxiety#Anxiety#Never going to finish the damn thing if I start shaking every time I think about it#Like why#Seriously#Words made from fucking pixels are sending my anxiety sky high#Wtf
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As soon as I get over the fear of speaking a new language, the intrusive thought that practising is cringe, and my sheer lack of motivation I’ll be virtually unstoppable.
#studying languages#language#languages#greek language#Greek#french language#French#ukrainian language#Ukrainian#spanish language#Spanish#linguistics#fucking anxiety#hate that crap#intrusive thoughts too
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ya’ll I saw the loml two days in a row and didn’t have the balls to get his name or number! wtf is wrong with meeee?! 😂😩
#fucking anxiety#I have no other way of finding him#I’m depressed about it#lmao#he was so fucking beautiful#fuck me 😂
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Ugh, I hate the feeling of taking migraine medication.
The blood vessel dilation is starting and it is a sucky sensation. But I get migraine induced vertigo without the headache sometimes (called silent migraine) and I’ve had vertigo every morning since Monday. Though, the past 3 days the migraine returns if I so much as lean back too far.
I’m hoping it’s just a migraine. My anxiety is not my friend cuz it’s convinced I have brain eating ameba cuz I got a little water in my nose while showering on the 17th. It’s been 10 days. 😩
And my neck being sore from sleeping so stiffly doesn’t help the anxiety. Trying to use logic on my anxiety doesn’t work. It just makes my anxiety react like this:
So, either it’s migraine related and I’ll be fine, or death by amebas. Thanks brain. I’ll know I’m fine if things get better in like a week or so. ::sighs::
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Can I stop being overwhelmed for FIVE MINUTES
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I feel like such a captive to my mental health.
#went to the science museum with some friends for one of their birthdays and we wanted to see the space film in the dome#which the dome is a massive theater where the screen wraps around the ceiling and such#and we took some edibles beforehand to have fun and I didn’t even take like half#and it wasn’t even that but my motion sickness made the first ten minutes so unbearable that I had to leave#and I had an anxiety attack on the way home like the first real one in like months#it’s a great reassuring thing to have happen when I’ve been trying to work on my anxiety with actually doing shit and interacting w people#I feel like I failed but like the first part was good at least???#my mom gave me money to get lunch on the way back and I couldn’t even stop I was shaking and felt like passing out#godDAMMIT dude I was doing so good#anyway I’m gonna relax because I’m exhausted now and I ordered jimmy john’s so I didn’t have to go out#fucking anxiety#hmh
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20 March 2024
(3/100 days of productivity)
Today was hard for me to start… woke up with pain all over again… So I left a bit late from home, the bus was full, but the metro was empty 😅
And now I am trying to do some data analysis, while also listening to a seminar on BCI-controlled robots!🤖
#phdlife#phdblr#research assistant#researchers#honest academia#studyblr#biomedical engineering#motivation#uniblr#matlab#100 days of productivity#body pain#anxiety#fucking anxiety#seminar#bci
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No I'm not having a social anxiety freak-out about going to my second night at the queer axe throwing league, YOU ARE. >:C
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Ugh. I had to make a phone call
Gonna need some aftercare now
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I'm supposed to catch a bus in half an hour and I'm panicking like shit..
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i was like “i’m keeping this nail safe, it grew so pretty” but then a little spot on the edge lifted and… i couldn’t hold myself… this shit’s now in half (literally)
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God I hate that I feel guilty for enforcing a boundary
#this guy in the discord server i moderate keeps coming across as really rude and condescending#and i finally had to outright ask him to stop speaking to me that way#because it's been a significant burden on me mentally#and he said he'd work on it so like success#but now I'm like 'oh no did i upset him'#fucking anxiety
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I am SO DEPRESSED
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Now that sj is over time to call grandmas
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It really sucks when you think you finally have a hold on your anxiety this week, but then it’s Thursday and you wake up and your body hurts all over…
#phdlife#phdblr#research assistant#researchers#honest academia#studyblr#biomedical engineering#uniblr#university#meetings#fucking anxiety#body pain#pain
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