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I am SO DEPRESSED
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FNAF 4 nightmares haunted all the Afton kids..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#michael afton#evan afton#afton family#fnaf crying child#fredbear#nightmare fredbear#fnaf 4#fnaf fanart#NIGHTMARE FREDBEAR MENTIONED 🔥🔥🔥#I noticed I haven’t drawn Michael and CC alone in a comic together#wanted to change that to show off a bit of their dynamic#like any dysfunctional siblings I don’t think Michael was constantly awful to cc#they probably had moments of comfort in one another#Michael begrudgingly lets cc sleep in his bed tonight#seeing his father would get on his case if he doesn’t#but Michael is kinda glad he’s there too#he’s been having nightmares too but never admit that#he’s not just reassuring cc but himself too#nightmares haunt them both#an omen to what’s to come for them both#The Afton siblings make me so sniffle sob
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*clasps your shoulders gently and looks you straight in the eye*
Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.
You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah
I’m doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts I’m spinning in the blender
…..I made the moodboard….
#chapter 37#of 120 or something#I must be like 90k words in haha#large word count is not an intimidation. It’s an invitation haha#I love the fics that I can’t read in just one hour:)#I gotta say I don’t enjoy the concept of making robots into organic life#it’s just my preference#seeing them as humans or animals or whatever feels so fucking wrong#the concept itself drives me off#like. Strongly#But at the same time. This fic isn’t about them being ‘haha cute organics’#it’s ‘oh god. I was turned into something I’m not’#instead of teeheee they’re fluffy#it’s please free me from this fucking nightmare. please let me be myself again.#idk how to explain. I resonate I guess#it often feels very disturbing but the characters are also disturbed#So now I’m kind of stuck reading this fic because I just can’t stop lol#just politely skipping the parts that make me too uncomfortable#also#the body horror is….damn. Impressive. I didn’t expect to read about grotesque fleshy creature turning itself inside out#it’s not even aesthetic or symbolic#it literally looks like a fucking nightmare. Which is impressive also.#the flesh is g r o s s#the beginning got me struggling and skipping#but the intermission is currently ruining my sleep schedule#oh fuck….I usually send my posts to the authors of the fics I read…..but I feel like I might offend the author of Ninth if do this……..#there’s a tiny chance they’re following me….if it’s true then I wanna tell I’m sorry pls don’t take this seriously#your fic got me waay out of my comfort zone#huge points for writing Ratchet. Drift in this fic is…the grossest fucking thing I could probably imagine but Ratchet doesn’t even hesitate#he helps him and he cares for him. Which is…..imma be real my first instinct would be to set Drift on fire to end his misery
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Attempting to get the beast used to a dental hygiene routine is… well, it’s going.
(She stayed that way for a solid 8 seconds despite hating being held belly up so I think it’s safe to say that Mim is not beating the ‘tiny speaker playing elevator music instead of a brain’ allegations any time soon.)
#cecil blogs her life#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#Mim the cat#cats on tumblr#cat art#comics#black cats#she’s actually pretty good about it normally - like she doesn’t enjoy it but she lets me do it without too many complaints#ofc I make sure to do it as quickly as possible and give her lots of dental friendly rewards lmao#she’s currently sleeping on top of me so I think I’m forgiven#I don’t believe she has any current dental issues so it’s mostly preventative#esp bc we don’t know exactly how old she is or what her life was like before I adopted her#this is probably seven different kinds of heretical but anyway#shout out to Tom my childhood priest who once told me not to take the bible literally after I asked him where the dinos were supposed to#fit into genesis. incredible. anyway I’m a non believing heathen now so meh#who cares#these tags are a RIDE wtf cecil
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Ya know, Castlevania tackled the concept that life after defeating Dracula could be difficult for a Belmont with Richter feeling like he’d lost all purpose and reason to go on living if not for saving others and fighting against something—
But, do you think any of them before him felt that way too?
I mean it sounds kind of miserable, being raised your whole life to be solely relied on for one moment… and then what? How do you handle the sudden shift to ‘not being needed anymore’? Evidently, most of them didn’t have very much happen to them after the events of their games since we don’t get to know—
But, do you think any of them ever got better? Do you think anyone before Richter ever learned how to live for themselves? Did Richter?
Anyway it’s 8 PM and I’m sitting around wondering if any of the Belmonts were still happy after their happy endings (debatable if certain ones got happy endings tbh but anyway), Konami can u check on them, I’m worried—
#like do you think Trevor ever stopped going out looking for stragglers#do you think he couldn’t convince himself it was ever really over after Curse of Darkness#what do you think Christopher thought about handing the whip over to his son#do you think ever he wished he didn’t have to— do you think he hoped somehow he’d stopped it forever that last time#do you think Soleil felt the same after he had to past it on#how long do you think Simon thought about how he could’ve done it differently— do you think he thought he didn’t do well enough#do you think Simon died feeling like the family’s second failure#do you think Juste felt like his encounter didn’t count#do you think he and Maxim felt similarly about needing to be important#hmm just a lot of things to think about#castlevania#castlevania games#akumajo dracula#text post#akumajou dracula#incoherent rambling#let me tell you when I say I have headcanons about tiny intricacies of characters#I have headcanons about tiny intricacies about characters—#like here’s one: Simon puts his hands on or scratches the back of his neck as a nervous tic—#he likes the color byzantine he puts his eartails back when fighting cause they get in the way he sleeps on his face cause his back hurts—#he jokes about the bad situations he’s in he idolizes people way too easily and he takes everything people say to heart but doesn’t show it#I think he probs didn’t take beating Dracula the first time very well if Richter’s possession being inspired by his Quest means anything—#aoouggh then I take the ending of CV2 the way I do and mannnnnnnnnn—#do you think he knew people would care about and look up to him so much after that?#does anyone else think about things like this?#ah the tragedy of the Belmont family#hmmm anyway—
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I literally cannot stop watching House MD right now please send help
#episodes of house be like#house: *drops cane on patient’s groin*#patient yelps in pain#house: hurts doesn’t it. maybe if you didn’t sleep with Em#you wouldn’t need an MRI!#*door slams open*#a woman enters - followed closely by cuddy#mystery woman: dr house? you’ve been served#house: served? as if id let anyone serve me at this hospital. the food here sucks#cuddy: not food - papers!#house: paper? the only paper I see is your paper thin SHIRT#Cuddy: *makes Cuddy face*#no but really why is this every episode#and WHY can’t I stop watching#House MD#house m.d.#Allison Cameron#my art#doodle of the day
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“Where did he go?”
“Just got away. Guess you weren’t fast enough.”
“You’re bleeding.”
“Oh so sweet of you to care.”
#riddler secrets in the dark#batman unburied#I love the va’s they are so good#riddler#batman#my artwork#riddlebat#did this half sleeping and then when I got out of my trance this was there#was listening to rsitd#I know this doesn’t happen but let me imagine#not that polished#somehow it turned out really well??#not my usual stuff#rambling in tags
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Born to draw n read ethub
Forced to draft houses
#Genuinely surprised how I haven’t been hospitalised yet#by the gods if sleep deprivation doesn’t get me it’s going to be immense boredom#IM SO BOREDDDDDDD LET ME OUTTTTTT LET ME OUTTA HEREEEEE
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how do i explain you that 2013 red bull seb and frat boy harry/the whole midnight memories era share the same energy
#that’s what i think when fever doesn’t let me sleep#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#formula one#sv5#vettel#harry styles#midnight memories#niall horan#liam payne#zayn malik#louis tomlinson#one direction#red bull racing#red bull#red bull f1#red bull seb
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Gonna post The Edge of Sleep spoilery questions later and some Youtube smash or pass shorts for the characters.
#THE CHARACTERS NOT THE ACTORS LET ME REITERATE THAT xD#gonna only do one Youtube short a day though because the stupid algorithm shit doesn’t work otherwise#a friend of mine tested it out#I mean it’s random either way but still#wanted to wait until the 18th to post them at least yknow in the spirit of things and that way it gets talked about more on official releas#the edge of sleep#teos#mine#op
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Oh oh oh, them holding hands? Or hugging after S3 because I'm a sucker for some fluffy angst
Aw HELL yeah dude snuggly mushy stuff is my favorite fuckin thing so why not both!!
Holding hands while they wreak havoc hdjfhsjhsjsb
God season 3 makes me WEEP AAAAHHFJFJSHSHDHSHGS 😭😭😭
Although personally I felt very let down by the ending (I just found it kind of narratively unsatisfying) so I like to imagine an au where Sam abruptly remembers that they’ve been to hell and that’s def where Max went, so he just calls Jurgen over the hell customer service line and bothers him until they finally yeet Max back out due to pure annoyance lmaooo
#but let’s be honest either way Sam gonna be fucked UP over it all#bro he went through so much shit and then didn’t sleep for a week and didn’t even get his original husband back……..screaming and crying#like!!!! it just doesn’t feel fair to either of them to me it makes alt max feel like a consolation prize to avoid how upsetting it all is#and that’s not even touching how they’ve LITERALLY BEEN TO AND ESCAPED HELL GO LOOK FOR HIM THERE#anyway. having emotions for all eternity#sam and max#sam and max freelance police#freelance husbands#the devil's playhouse#the devil’s playhouse spoilers#my art#asks
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Telling me that I just need to be positive about my chronic illness
And then telling me that I talk about it too much and I-
I’m sorry that I mention the condition that affects me every minute of every day. You think I’m mentioning it too much but I’m not mentioning it enough for how much it affects my life.
*Internal screaming*
Just me being mad about something a ‘friend’ said cause he’s kinda turning into an ableist piece of shit
#chronic illness#chronic fatigue#chronic pain#fatigue#i just want to sleep#chronically ill#i hate everything#im so tired#fuck this#just let me exist#without your constant opinion#of what my life should be#it doesn’t help that someone else preached about how I needed god and jesus for a solid like half hour#I’m not Christian#I was raised Christian#I do not believe in any god#and even after I said that you still fucking preached and wrongly quoted the bible and Christianity as a whole#it’s been a day lol
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Where's the WIP Thursday post? Is my Tumblr glitching? /Genq
i didn’t post it actually bc i didn’t finish it. i’m exhausted and overworked and busy and miserable rn bc it’s exam season and winter, and i got overwhelmed and just…stopped posting?? i’m sad and ashamed bc i WANT to be posting. i dunno. i’m skipping my morning class tmrw bc i hate it so i’m praying really extra hard that i��ll have the energy to write tmrw
#i literally have the fic written in my head too i’m so frustrated#i hate it when my brain doesn’t let me do the hobbies i enjoy?? for whatever reason#noooooo we gotta sleep and sit in bed and doomscroll and feel like shit about it later. i’m sure THATS helpful thank u brain#ask
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Y’all ever had a crush on a character from a source you’ve never seen or is that just me
#usb.misc#it’s Loki for me rn#I do not know HOW this happened btw#I am not a marvel fan (Spider-Man is my ONLY exception to not really liking hero stuff)#I’ve seen like 1 marvel movie not counting the Spider-Man ones#when infinity war came out I let my mom and brother drag me to theaters because spider man was in it#I had NO CLUE what was going on but my skunk lay spider guy was there so I had a great time :)#anyway my life is falling apart and it feels very much like all the stuff I do to be happy use doesn’t make me happy all of the sudden#Like I’m loosing the joy ya know#So I’m gonna lean into this <3<3#Time to watch some marvel movies I guess!!!#Then I’ll watch the Loki show somehow <3 (cough cough *puts on eyepatch* if ya know what I’m saying)#I’m just gonna get less sleep and chase the serotonin as best I can I think#Which means playing We Happy Few until the sun rises and chasing fictional crushes <3
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extraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuughhhhh
#hey look it’s sloppy beta designs woah#posting rough doodles like this is hard for my self esteem but it’s fun and a good way to stop constant perfectionism so. here ya go!!#art#pdbc#love this guy SO much. he doesn’t do a whole lot in the plot tbh but he’s just so wonderful#his hair is hell to draw but it’s so fun at the same time. go my static electricity freak#never forget what they took from us (his cheekbones) (he was gonna have more prominent cheekbones but it looked wrong)#when your mom and dad are 6’2 and 6’5 respectively but you’re a mere 5’11 😔#he lost the genetic lottery honestly. like I think he’s aesthetically pleasing but the whole pumpkin head….yeah#I know I’m the one who technically named him but his name is still so weird to me. extra. extraordinary. bizarre#ALSO gestures wildly towards him. he has top surgery scars as you can see#he’s not trans tho he’s intersex!! got top surgery bc he had more chest tissue than he wanted#look at him GO my beloved weatherman <3 someone save him he’s gonna get hit by debris#I usually hate drawing clothes but it’s fun with extra cause he wears a ton of thick sweaters and those are always awesome#his little sun sweater is SO cute I’m gonna die (IM THE ONE WHO DREW IT I NEED TO CALM DOWN)#enough yapping. goodnight sleep tight don’t let pumpkin daddy break into your house to give you banana bread
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oh beloved, i’m here, papa’s here, *softly cups your cheek with my hand* starlight hey, we’re alright, we’re going to get through this, i know it feels icky right now, but it won’t feel this way forever~ buba also knows how silly that sounds as you’re sitting in that sadness, i promise i do~ you’re doing the best you can i know you are love. *taking your hand and holding it* expressing your feelings is something to be proud of blossom, your feelings don’t make you weak~ and they certainly don’t change the way i love you. i will always be here to dry your tears or quell your fears my love, ‘tala isn’t going anywhere angel, i’ll be right here when you need me sweetheart.
#a fun fact about me is that i am actually quite sensitive and can cry at the smallest of things#crying is healthy#safe space#does this count as abandonment comfort#those late night thoughts consume but your charming prinx is here to comfort you#late night thoughts#trying not to be discouraged by my dwindling reach on this app#sometimes i wonder if the universe rly just doesn’t want me to spread my wings….#if you liked this please do let me know#it’s too late to be in the tags waffling#agere caregiver#comfort#sleep comfort#comforting#agere comfort#age regression caregiver#caregiver comforts#sfw caregiver#age regression#agere cg#sfw agere#idk how to tag this#a wee bit tired methinks#sleepy#goodnight angel#perhaps the tags will continue to remain an unsolvable mystery (i’m trying my best)
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