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unanswered-stars · 4 months ago

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Bless you Jules you are too good for us all!

You are the sweetest ILYSM 🤍💕🤍

I am begging you to please give us a Mithras/Sylvan oneshot/fic. The way I am completely undone by this pair…

Like I love your Azris story you got going it is fabulous but I mean if it just turned into the Mithras and Sylvan show I would not complain.

When I finish my Elucien (for Elucien week) and draft the last two chapters of JEL, I will write a Sylvan x Mithras and dedicate it to you Stars! Pinky promise 🫶🏽✨⭐️

I love your love of them! 🐍 🦊

#I just went back and reread my comment on her last chapter and it’s literally a love letter to Mithras 🫣#I’m honestly a little embarrassed #jules writing is exquisite and I will never get enough #azris supremacy #azris #supreme oc

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littler0b1n · 6 months ago

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(Please click for quality!)

This took an embarrassingly long time that I’m not willing to admit to

I just wanted to draw them In sweater vests lol, as inspired by @mr-jack-letterman it was never supposed to get this out of hand…

Anyway below the cut is a 28 hour timelapse condensed to 30 seconds for your viewing pleasure

Just ignore the first few seconds lol I initially drew this on a doodle page intending this piece to be just that… oops.

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zippityzap · 2 months ago

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Made a small but stupid mistake at work

#It really isn’t a big deal but it was a stupid mistake and somebody witnessed it and it was embarrassing #it’s the same feeling of that autistic feeling of realising you have just seriously botched a social encounter #it’s not the end of the world but i’m having to take a moment to sit in my car to allow my brain to process the emotions #and this post is part of the process. honestly i’m feeling a little bit better already #a second ago i was ready to auto-defenestrate out of shame #work rambles #vent

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itspileofgoodthings · 7 months ago

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I love the rhyming on ttpd. can only think of two examples currently but I know there’s more.

#the dancing phantoms on the terrace do they get second hand embarrassed #is e v e r y t h I n g #but also I can’t stop thinking about:#you. look. like. taylor swift. in this light—we’re lovin’ it #like just the flow. the cadence. not even just the rhyme but #her ease with language and playfulness with it and all the little pockets and corners of so many songs #even ones you think you don’t like. settle in with time!#like the thing about taylor is that she is VERY much a poet #in that some of her genius/way with words is innate #and the images and stuff she uses the turns of phrase can feel so garish and embarrassing on first listen #they JAR #but honestly I think it’s because she is truly …. new? she is doing something NEW #and the shock and outrage that always goes with new things is always present with a Taylor album #and I think she’s drawing on so much from the past to write but she is so deeply rooted in the present cultural moment #so it’s so easy to dismiss her writing on first glance as like. idk a college girl’s idea of poetry #as being too Stark or Melodramatic.#she loves OBVIOUS imagery and extremely dramatic ones too #but she isn’t actually just throwing stuff at the wall #because pretty much always. it starts to land and soften and settle #and the image she’s chosen has done its job of drawing you into a world #and/or communicating an emotion #and sometimes it’s so upsetting. like. get me out of the bedroom with Matty Healy taylor!!!!!!!!!! but. the art is art-ing!#I guess is what I’m saying. she’s good at this it isn’t just hype #but some of it really is that she’s taking us places we might not want to go or are so quick to pass judgment on #as being unworthy of a song or more importantly a poem. but present art HAS to do that #and does do it!!!!!! idk I am just. musing

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a-small-writer-in-a-big-world · 8 months ago

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Whenever people talk about being hit on I’m always a little clueless to the stuff that they talk about because I’ve never been hit on. Granted, I don’t go out much (something that I might try to change) but even when I’ve never had anyone approach me before so I have no clue what people are even talking about when they talk about it lol

#just thoughts #all this to say #i get no bitches #but are we surprised?#I’m not #getting fake asked out doesn’t count imo #that does suck tho #even putting makeup on and dressing nicer #doesn’t warrant anyone approaching me #it’s a little embarrassing #for me #honestly

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splynter · 10 months ago

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I remember when I was younger and hyperfixated on my own book series and characters for years, and I was always weirdly paranoid about losing all those concepts and stories if I ever somehow died without finishing them. I used to make huge outlines of every little story and save them in a place that someone could one day find just in case.

Idk why I was so paranoid about dying young, but at least it means I now have 100+ notes on my phone about a book series I started at 13 and never finished. Doubtful that I’d ever post them because god-

#splynter rambles #started thinking about like #concepts you never write down #stories that never get put out #art and fics that get deleted out of embarrassment #that book series is honestly a little awful but I fixated on it so strongly that deleting it would definitely kill my younger self #sth sth it’s embarrassing to see your younger pictures but it’s still you in there #I think I’m still terrified of losing what I’m made but LMAO

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wittyno · 1 year ago

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Malevolent is a podcast about a road trip. It’s a road trip podcast, in this essay I will…

#malevolent #arthur lester #John doe #harlan guthrie #I know you wanted to make a road trip story and all the cosmic horror just keeps getting in the way #it’s been so long #I’m finally back to listening to it #but life has been a lot #I have listend to almost no pods #like so little pods #honestly embarrassing for me #there was just so much other stimulation #insert some roadchip joke here

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star-mum · 1 year ago

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Okay OP nation I have some (maybe controversial) statements about the Straw Hats and I need y’all to listEN FIRST OKAY- HEAR ME OUT

Boyfriend: Zoro and Franky

Husband: Usopp and Sanji

Girlfriend: Nami

Wife: Robin

Luffy: Aroace king

#DO YOU SEE THE VISION ????#like I am a Certified Zoro Girlie but thats not a husband... he has Boyfriend written all over him #I cant call him husband in my head - ‘oh that’s my Husband Zoro’ - ew no - 'thats my BOYFRIEND Zoro' - yes !#Franky is just cool and sensitive like that -> the boyfren to defeat all boyfrends -> i'd fall hard and fast -> like embarrassingly so #SANJI OH MY GOD !!! THE FIRST MAN WHO DARED TO MALEWIFE #and of course anime he has a couple red flags but I always put those on ‘annoying anime trope’ rather than accepting thats a part of him (C #(OPLA IS HERE TO PROVE THAT) shit like in canon they kinda set him up as this totally uncool Wannabe Casanova (which he is !!)#but he’s also just effortlessly charming ???? me at 7 y/o watching his intro for the very first time ??? a goner !!! -> me at 20 yo watchin #GOD !! USOPP !! THE MAN ! THE KING ! THE LEGEND -> I have ALWAYS been an Usopp girlie -> cause im always right and i love to win #y’all gonna give a pathetic cowardly little man with huge dreams and an even bigger heart who ALWAYS stands up for whats right #DESPITE BEING SCARED ???? I’m in the chapel baby lets do this 👰🏻 -> also his tiddies are always out ??? DUNGAREES WITH NO SHIRT !! WHATS NO #risking his life fighting an incredibly powerful and scary pirate for an entire village who didn’t treat him fairly and DIDNT BELIEVE HIM #him going to a place he was Not Welcomed and constantly mistreated at only to tell a DYING girl incredibly fun stories and keep her company #cause he saw his mom go through the same thing as a kid ? -> i love him yall 🥺#NAMI !!! thats Girlfriend with a capital G -> shes pretty greedy and a little bit (very) mean -> i love her sm i want her to rule my life #RO !! BIN !! the crush I have on that woman is honestly embarrassing -> she is THE wife -> do not be mistaken #i dont really see Luffy wanting a romantic relationship but that’s not gonna stop me from reading fanfic about him ; p #i had to edit this and glue some tags together so they'd all fit -> thats why theres so many arrows -> I have Thoughts okay -> let me live #one piece #opla #one piece live action #straw hats

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humdrum-spiri · 2 months ago

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Just remembered that back when I was first getting into Good Omens smut, I was very confused by the “Crowley has a cloaca” tag (yes, that’s a real, somewhat common, tag), and put together the very shaky reasoning of:

Crowley has wings = birds have wings = birds have cloacas = Crowley has a cloaca??

Only for me to realize weeks later while watching a documentary on reptiles that: SNAKES HAVE CLOACAS

OH MY GOD

#mildly traumatic stuff #I was only horrified a little bit #honestly at that point I had already read about Crowley having much stranger things #so I was a little too far gone to play the scandalized Christian girl #honestly I’m more embarrassed I didn’t realize it sooner #for some reason my first thought was birds???#self post #good omens #archive of our own

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my-maehem · 1 year ago

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I’m having another style crisis 😀

And here is a wip im doing for a Twitter collab… Sausage is mad at Hemera 🫢

I’ve been wanting to draw for days now but it feels like I can’t draw— then FFXVI came out and Clive is giving me emotional damage

#is it embarrassing that I cried when I played the demo?#I’m a very emotional person— don’t fight me #ngl it was such a refresher to do a bit of realism #anyways… I’ll probably be in my hole for a little longer #gotta finish FFXVI and possibly make fan art of it idk #hphl #hphl mc #hphl oc #hemera fotia #might delete this later— I honestly just wanted to post something because I feel bad for just going silent

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reflectionsofgalaxies · 3 months ago

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good lord my brain is running laps and i just wanna knock it out and get some goddamn sleep

#apparently just bc I figured it out my brain still isn’t gonna chill out #now i’m stuck between do i communicate and embarrass myself #in hopes that it calms down the fears that i’m already aware are probably irrational #or do i do my best to ignore it and hope my brain chills out on its own soon #and that in the meantime i don’t do my go-to moves when i overthink something #which are running away or getting mean #(not like. mean mean. but snarky. and a little harsh and irritable)#bc no one has done anything wrong!#myself included so far!#my brain just will not let go of this stupid fear #and it’s the same fucking fear that has haunted me on and off through every era of my life #i WILL NOT isolate myself or push people away that’s wildly counterproductive #and honestly i find it mind boggling that that’s even a response bc IT MAKES NO SENSE #anyway everything is changing and it’s fucking me up big time #there’s too many things changing all at once and tbh i’m fucking terrified #and this just happened to be the thing that finally pushed me into ‘cant fucking deal with this’ territory #and nothing has even changed! it’s all in my head right now!!!#it’s so fucking frustrating to know something intellectually but your emotions are off doing their own shit #‘you can’t think away emotions’ I CAN FUCKING TRY #it comes down to fear and anger at that fear and anger at change #i’m so angry and there’s nowhere to direct that anger #being angry at a concept or the very passage of time is just so unsatisfying and annoying #*change as a #personal #i’d say sorry for the vent posts but i can’t afford therapy so #and this is the next best thing

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luminarai · 2 years ago

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I’m turning 29 tomorrow and I’m feeling suitably

about it

#ngl ‘I have wasted my youth and I’ve done nothing with my life and I’m on the road to eternal mediocrity’#is my everyday baseline and it’s really intensifying #and I know that life doesn’t end at 30 but I’ve missed out on so many just. normal experiences and milestones #that I see most people around me having had or passed years and years ago #I’m honestly embarrassed of how little I’ve accomplished #I know I know it’s not true or logical but it really does feel that way #sorry this is the depression corner rn #it’s just :///#cecil blogs her life

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sunnibits · 2 years ago

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*insert that one office meme* making ocs is so cool, I’d love to know literally anything about them some day :)

#vent that I will probably regret later incoming sorry!#feel free to ignore #aaahahaa I honestly need to stop looking at other ppls oc art because it literally just makes me mad!!#whyyyy the fuck is everyone else always better at making ocs then I am 😐 I’m tired of it #yes I may post nonstop ab loving Reggie but honestly. I am constantly sick with envy about other ppls ocs #it just feels like everyone else always has soooo many more cool ocs and they’re so much more developed #like they actually know what’s fucking going on and they’re actually interesting #and have cool ass designs that I could never come up with #and I’m sick of it!! I’m sick of it!!!! I just want that!!#why am I literally incapable of making characters I actually care about I don’t get it #every time I try to come up with an original story I get bored fucking instantly #it has helped a little but to stop worrying about stories so much and just make ocs that are fun to draw #but god I just want cool fun ocs!! more of them!!!! that I actually know shit about!!#like am I just lazy or is developing characters sooo hard #no matter how much I like a character in the beginning I always feel like everybody else’s ideas are a million times cooler #ugh #I’m fucking tired of it #like how am I supposed to fulfill my childhood dream of writing a novel if I never produce any original ideas that I’m able to stick to 😐#I’m just! so jealous!#ugh sorry for venting and being embarrassing I’m just in a weird mood tonight #probably will delete later

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kissmefriendly · 2 years ago

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So. That Discworld and Aubrey Maturin crossover idea? I woke up today with 8 1/2 pages of notes on my laptop. I - I think I’ve started digging a hole and developed a serious problem with my relationship to the shovel

#guess I’ll go back to the mini monstrous regiment fic I was talking about but have very little confidence in my own writing to do #at least THAT is only like 3k words TOPS #but THIS??#it’s such an insane fic idea and I’ve already written a fuck ton of notes and such #there’s footnotes but that’s only to be expected #posting on my side because I’m horribly embarrassed at myself all the time it’s exhausting #actually gonna be straight here #that MR fic is kinda really awfully sad #or at least it is in the start #I made myself tear up writing it #and that’s honestly why I haven’t finished or posted any wip of it #it’s not sad THROUGHOUT but still.

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why-bless-your-heart · 2 years ago

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Someday I’ll die and they’ll wonder why there’s an imprint of this photo between the folds of my brain.

#I’m actually obsessed with this photo though and it’s honestly a little embarrassing #I think it’s like 50% how ABSORBED Willie looks #15% that it’s just. a guy telling a story while another guy listens.#and 35% the unintentional composition of their stances and how they’re holding their hands

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adonis-koo · 2 years ago

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woah…i’m wow. missy i’m speechless. WHYY. ngl loving the angst BUT LIKE DAMNNNN i did not see that impacting me as much as it did. you have such a way with your writing missy. it’s beautifully painful ( does that make sense haha).

another thing: both anons were so rude and in no way shape or form reflects what we think. you make these stories for free and instead of being grateful they’re talking about manners and that is not right( they as in anons not you hehe ). if you ever need to take another break from asks fo it. your mental health matters so much more than a fanfic.

back to wicked. HOLY SHIT. HOW WHAT WHEN WHY HUH i was standing stationery for the last 15 mins after reading 🧍‍♀️. that was amazing AHHHHHH i cant fathom how heartbroken she must be after showing her vulnerability to him :((

Hahaha I’m sure it came out of nowhere for everyone but it was the perfect opportunity for me to put it out out in the open, especially as we spiral down this path of trying to free Wheein 😈 it’s really just another means to chaos but it does play into some…pretty intense scenes too 😵‍💫 it’s definitely a fracture in their relationship that’s going to take time to heal, and MC won’t be the only one hurting either as we’ll be getting to see some of Jungkook’s pov next chapter!

#missy answers #fic: wicked #anon #also thank you for the kind words about the anon situation 🥺#I’m just trying to put it behind me honestly #it wasn’t my proudest moment a couple of weeks ago letting that break me down so easily I’m honestly a little embarrassed

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