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reflectionsofgalaxies · 4 months ago

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good lord my brain is running laps and i just wanna knock it out and get some goddamn sleep

#apparently just bc I figured it out my brain still isn’t gonna chill out #now i’m stuck between do i communicate and embarrass myself #in hopes that it calms down the fears that i’m already aware are probably irrational #or do i do my best to ignore it and hope my brain chills out on its own soon #and that in the meantime i don’t do my go-to moves when i overthink something #which are running away or getting mean #(not like. mean mean. but snarky. and a little harsh and irritable)#bc no one has done anything wrong!#myself included so far!#my brain just will not let go of this stupid fear #and it’s the same fucking fear that has haunted me on and off through every era of my life #i WILL NOT isolate myself or push people away that’s wildly counterproductive #and honestly i find it mind boggling that that’s even a response bc IT MAKES NO SENSE #anyway everything is changing and it’s fucking me up big time #there’s too many things changing all at once and tbh i’m fucking terrified #and this just happened to be the thing that finally pushed me into ‘cant fucking deal with this’ territory #and nothing has even changed! it’s all in my head right now!!!#it’s so fucking frustrating to know something intellectually but your emotions are off doing their own shit #‘you can’t think away emotions’ I CAN FUCKING TRY #it comes down to fear and anger at that fear and anger at change #i’m so angry and there’s nowhere to direct that anger #being angry at a concept or the very passage of time is just so unsatisfying and annoying #*change as a #personal #i’d say sorry for the vent posts but i can’t afford therapy so #and this is the next best thing

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puppyeared · 9 months ago

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littlest furth shop

@laikascomet

#i think i had a little too much fun with this lol #i also wanted to draw road boy and other characters but maybe when they actually get introduced #i do have a sketch of him with a lil chainsaw.. im not gonna be normal when he gets introduced man he looks so sillygoofy #if you squint laika's eye marking is a clover yue's is a crescent moon and mars' is a star ^_^#i wanted to give laika an accessory too but i couldnt think of anything.. maybe a stack of pancakes??#im curious to see the apocalypse side of the story too.. like so far we have an idea of the comet fucking everything up #and im assuming that lead to a ripple effect causing the apocalypse but exactly how bad?? i cant wait to find out #rn im kinda piecing stuff together.. larkspur delivers mail in a beat up van so that might mean all transportation is grounded #the buildings we've seen so far are intact like the observatory and turnip's house but idk if thats the same for big cities #laikas playlist only includes songs downloaded on yue's computer and there hasnt been internet in 20 years.. but radio signals might #still work.. if yue grows his own food we can assume that mass production and distribution also isnt a thing anymore #sorry im a sucker for worldbuilding.. and the furth puns are fun to me. i like to think toronto would be clawronto.. and vancouver wld #be nyancouver.. barktic circle.. mewfoundland and labrador.. canyada....#christ i have so many drawing ideas. willow if youre reading this im so sorry youre probably gonna expect to see a lot of drawings frm me #like. i wanna draw laika in the akira bike pose so sosososo bad. IT WOULD BE SO AWESOMECOOL. ill teach myself to draw bikes if i have to #i also wanted to animate laika leekspin.. man #my art #myart #fanart #laika's comet #laikas comet #laika #mars #yue #furry art #fur #littlest pet shop #lps

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elodee · 7 months ago

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HERMIT A DAY MAY - DAY 18

JoeHillsTSD x Where the Sidewalk Ends

For Joe Hills I chose Where the Sidewalk Ends by Shel Silverstein!

I loved this book along with A Light in the Attic when I was a kid. It was one of my earliest exposures to poetry and since Joe is a poet himself, I thought this would suit them well!

In addition to doing a drawing for Joe, I also tried my hand at an original Joe Hills poem in the style of Silverstein. Writing poetry is pretty far outside of my usual wheelhouse, so I hope it turned out suitably Silverstein-esque! I'm proud of it regardless. :)

Here is the text of the poem:

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JOE HILLS

A puppet is Juppet

A felt little guy

That felt is swell

And svelte

And blue as the sky.

But try as I might

I can't help but think

All that felt

Must swelt

In a Nashville July!

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To learn more about Where the Sidewalk Ends and see my style references, continue below the cut!

(Happy Hermitcraft stream weekend! A fine weekend to donate to Gamer's Outreach)

Where the Sidewalk Ends is a 1970s book of poetry by Shel Silverstein. Each poem is accompanied by a whimsical ink drawing also done by Silverstein.

The poetry is fantastical and imaginative, often written from a child-like perspective. Though the poetry sometimes touches on darker themes, it does so from a thoughtful place and the collection is enjoyable for people of all ages.

Even if you aren't someone who likes poetry, I highly recommend picking up Where the Sidewalk Ends or A Light in the Attic. They are both wonderful.

Style references:

Every poem in the book has a cute drawing to accompany it. Here is the poem from the above image:

THE ACROBATS

I'll swing

By my ankles,

She'll cling

To your knees

As you hang

By your nose

From a high-up

Trapeze.

But just one thing, please,

As we float through the breeze-

Don't sneeze.

The illustrations for Where the Sidewalk Ends are whimsical with sparse, stippled shading and cartoonish characters

The lineart of these drawings is thick and a little messy but still easily readable even when the subject of the drawings is unusual (which is pretty much all of them)

#Poetry is art too!#It's just not an art I have a lot of experience in #I'm happy I took on the challenge of writing for Joe #And that I still found a way to include a drawing as well #This is one of my favourite entries so far #and I'm proud of myself for giving it a shot!#joehillstsd #joe hills #hermitaday #hermitcraft

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meamiki · 7 months ago

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[reverse entry AU]

so glad the work week is over!

no more meetings!

what do you mean its only tuesday.

#isat #in stars and time #isat siffrin #reverse entry au #isat modern office au #isat spoilers #<- not REALLY but its blink and u miss it tbh #and is hardly legible #and probably doesnt make much sense as a spoiler for regular isat tbf #its more of a spoiler if u know the spoiler from isat to begin with????????#i think i am starting to confuse myself on if this is really a spoiler ASFASDAFRA #inspired by my week so far thumbs up #sometimes u end up in too many meetings about the same subject and wonder why you are even here #proceed to zone out till hear key words #tune in and respond #then continue zoning out #omg just like beloved indie game in stars and timeeeee #for legal reasons that is an exaggerated explanation to further enhance the joke thumbs up part 2 #alternative takes that build on this same idea include #staring at computer screen in general trying to remember what you were doing #or silently judging a computer program for freezing on you for the seventh time in the past twenty minutes #or just staring blankly at the screen in general as people do yanno thumbs up part 3 #oh also to note yea this is not in the office lmao #modern times means sometimes you also get to have wfh days yippeeee so siffrin is in his apartment #the star is probably sitting in the kitchen next to the flavor tree at this moment in time dont worry about it aha #WAIT i just realized i forgor the shine in siffrins eyes OOPS #actually wait nvm this is fine it adds to this i think HAHAHA #okay tag talk over !!!!

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milquetoad · 1 year ago

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of the many injustices put forth toward the show by fans i think the most overall damaging and telling of a complete lack of critical viewership is the idea that sam riegel builds his characters with nothing more than the bit in mind. like you are only telling on yourself if you think characters like scanlan shorthalt and veth brennato are one-dimensional and depthless

#if im being exTREMEly generous i can maybe understand this view of scanlan if you started c1 and then gave up 30 episodes later #he played the long game with him more than any other and a lot of his growth could be looked at as shallow if you DIDNT watch til the payoff #but any time this opinion is used as a blanket over all of his characters including tary and even FCG.. like be serious #i mean at this point im definitely biased bc he is my favorite player at the table. However. that wasnt always the case #and even when i was myself writing some character choices off i NEVER applied that to the characters themselves. how can you??#seen sooo many ppl criticize him for making veth an alcoholic or scanlan irreverent & hedonistic as tho it’s only possible #to play these traits as shallow jokes or at best played out satire…. and then the same person will turn around #and praise how percy was built to be pompous & superior and jester immature & self-centered and caleb steeped in self-effacing hubris #why are these characters and their players given a near universal acceptance of nuance and acknowledgement of growth & healing #but SAMS CHARACTERS ARE NOT!!!!#this turned into such a rant but it bothers me SO much. everyone at the cr table is so goddamned talented #and takes the game as seriously as it deserves #so many more points i could argue but this is already so goddamn long no one is reading this far. i love sam and all of his characters <333 #critical role #sam riegel #scanlan shorthalt #veth brennato #my posts

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polygarnstars · 2 months ago

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'we get it gar you don't have to keep posting about it' until i get a functioning computer again and can draw her in a field of blue pink and white pnw wildflowers you Will deal with my 'roz is trans'-posting.

like this isn't 'yes we get it there's coding' this is Just Straight Up Textual

#the wild robot #twr #spoilers #the wild robot books #the wild robot spoilers #I know that we are getting at least one sequel presumably based on twr escapes. if we're lucky they might give us twr protects too #having said that as much as I love the film I don't trust dreamworks's execs to actually include this in the films if we get that far #SO I WILL POST THAT SHIT ON TUMBLR MYSELF!!! IT'S UP TO ME!!!!!#I would kill for this autistic transgender robot. however she would not want me to so I will abstain

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guardian-angle22 · 2 years ago

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911: Lone Star S4 E14 | The Case of the Stolen Pudding Cup -> The Culprit Revealed

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elizakai · 29 days ago

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gahdamn being in a fandom for close to ten years makes a bitch forget vital canon information

#like gahdamn i just want to write i don’t want to second guess the mechanics of basic fandom knowledge every three seconds #to be fair the main saturation of fandom content doesn’t contain a lot of the canon info either so it #there’s less density in how much of it you’ll see #i really should refresh myself but it is kinda hard to dig around #utmv #undertale #ut au #sans aus #i love fanon stories so much and i love using canon ideas but listen i need to at least include canonicity to some extent in writing #*like including fanon* not canon #(when i write) or i’ll tweak so hard #stupid things like ‘where does dust sans respawn when a reset occurs’ (its his sentry station despite it being depicted as his bed often)#‘is it ever addressed that horror sans literally seemed to blow up someones head psychically’?’ (not to my knowledge)#why is color sans not god status again (i don’t fucking remember if he is or not$#can killer sans actually utilize save and reloads (from my understanding he only can in a universe that relies on those mechanics??)#but how far is to far removed #does killer even summon red knife magic bcs i think that’s not canon right #i’m pretty sure he just uses a physical fucking knife right????#is it ever explicitly explained how much Defense a monster might gain when they LV up or gain EXP or did i make that up in my head #IT DOESNT MATTER BUT IT MATTERS TO ME💔💔💔💔💔💔💔#ramblings #i love the multiverse #i fucking love just undertale #don’t even get me started on deltarune mechanics i’ll go on for hours

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thereisacentipedeinmystudy · 4 months ago

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Self portrait of sorts ,?

Ive been drawing all evening and i dont really have anything much to show for it

#been attempting to draw myself #other forms included #this is the only one ive liked so far #🍄‍🟫.art #chntkin #fictionkin #otherkin #camp here and there #sydney chnt #sydney sargent #character irl #chnt kin

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rosewheresheshouldntbe · 8 months ago

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> Rose: Confess to Kanaya!

Rose: I love you.

Kanaya: Y Yo Ati, Rose.

> Rose: Get swallowed by something that looks like Venom.

> Rose: Get sent to super hell!

> Kanaya: Have something very gay and homophobic happen to you.

Kanaya: ...

What an absolute diversity loss. You find yourself thinking "love loses!"

#Okay this is my highest possible effort post so far; please spread it around like it's the flu or something #I put so many hours into this like actually lmao I surprised myself with how late I stayed up #going on a content hiatus soon so I suppose that fits that I put out a high effort destiel meme & scene recreation as a last hurrah #send in requests though; i'll get around to them when I get around to them! love to see what you folks come up with!#the sprite assets are up on my main but I'll reblog them here later; not sure if I'll have a tag system or not for it yet #new supernatural & homestuck memes format dropped along with a couple of spn AU designs & beyond canon too #yes I even included a shot of super mega turbo hell; it's got a little bit of everything as it should 🔥#rosewheresheshouldntbe #kanaya maryam #rose lalonde #rosemary #homestuck #originals #hs rose #hs kanaya #spn #supernatural #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #please don't expect me to commit to the bit this hard every time because that's absolutely not realistic; I just got super into this 😂#I can't believe I designed entire new outfits around rosemary just for the bit of doing this joke; just for this little side blog #the rose outfit is just an edited version of her hs beyond canon outfit; but still! I'm happy with how she & her wife look 💜

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coldshrugs · 1 year ago

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oh, for you i would never sink again

#azia gposes #io laithe #io/estinien #pls click to enlarge because tumblr hates quality #anyway i have had the image of them holding each other like this in my mind for so long......#but felt like i'd built up the pose and psyched myself out #my fave part of this is her hair wispies between his fingers. precious to meeeeee #fem presenting nips artfully covered #i was gonna include this as part of a 'look how far they've come' set but i am sleepy and don't have the patience to make the first one

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mintjeru · 1 year ago

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dark type 🌙

open for better quality | no reposts

#hatsune miku #vocaloid #project voltage #pokemon #fanart #myart #doodle #the dark type and fighting type designs are my fav!!#coincidentally they're my friend's fav designs too #d.eco*27's song was pretty catchy and i'm looking forward to p.innochiop's!!#if i had to guess who the other collab producers are... maybe giga or k.airiki bear? please at least include giga i know it'll be a banger #i think it's highly unlikely but i'd love it if n.oborup participated too!! their music is so my style #or obviously. h.oneyworks #if MIMI was in it i'd be really happy too but i don't think i've seen her do any collabs so far #i think a.yase or h.alyosy could do smth really cool... man... i wanna see everyone here #pspsps ooh pkmn inc you wanna collab w/ my fav producers so bad #dragging myself outta art block for miss miku!!

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crossbackpoke-check · 10 months ago

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it’s all the rest of what i want with you

connor dewar/brandon duhaime :: 8k

Summary:

“Brandon,” Connor says with a sigh. “There’s no baby in there.”

“Not yet,” Brandon says. Connor feels his stomach twist, almost like what he would imagine a baby kicking to feel like.

in these trying times of dewvorce, may i offer you 8k of pwp inspired by @stillfertile’s wonderful art which i had. several breakdowns about 🫶 anyway please enjoy!!!

#OFFICIAL FIC ANNOUNCEMENT 🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️ i wish i had pretty fic graphics but alas i have No Skill and also. so much work i should be doing bu #HI SHE’S HERE i would love to say this is a complete surprise drop except i have Anxiety & i needed to ask you guys about it beforehand #in my defense i started writing this in like. january far before any tragedy occurred #because square asked about my tags on their dewey2 art and she spawned like. a million more thoughts about it #including the part where i got absolutely kicked in the face with the lightning vision of those two lines.#like those two lines are the first actual lines of the fic i wrote ajdhkwdiowdjiw ANYWAY please be nice to me i know i am always like #‘this is not the first real fic i ever thought i’d post’ and if i had a nickel i’d have three but this is the first pwp i’ve ever posted #and it’s 8k and it’s not a fic for an exchange (although technically i did very much write this for the dewey^2 hivemind so.)#i have SO many things to say i have so many comments on this doc also i couldn’t pick a title for the LONGEST time and i finally decided on #this one but the full quote was too long:#all the rest of what i want with you that scares me shitless #so. i was angling SO hard to make a yung gravy lyric as a title bc i saw the video of him at a wild game but i couldn’t find a good one #and instead y’all got a very sentimental title l m a o.#liv in the replies #shout out to the extended universe this lives in and also my unhinged comments in the docs.#if you liked fun fuck a baby in him friday i’ll be here all week i promise i am the exact same in the comments as i am in the tags 🫡#the NUMBER of times i wrote something in this by pulling it out of my ass and then actually went back and did the research & was RIGHT is.#far too high. also the amount of coincidental things that dropped while i was writing this (yung gravy song about pregnancy AFTER i wheeze #laughed myself into a yung gravy title the athletic player poll confirming my restaurant & bar choices from googling ‘st. paul good bars’…)#also if anybody got advice on formatting for these little announcements. help. this is different from my miro/luka one &i’m still not happy

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raven--stag · 26 days ago

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wait wait WAIT. what if tristan has huntingtons?

#killing myself as we speak #so far the fact that 3 medical professionals including tristan #diagnosed tristan's mother with huntingtons #and didn't immediately go like OH SHIT #is the most urealistic thing in this show #tristan silva #doctor odyssey #dr odyssey

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starbuck · 9 days ago

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riding a wave of depression to the end of the worst year of my life and realizing that there’s not really anyone i feel safe confiding in… cool, cool, very cool…

#i don’t really have anything to say anyway…#i just feel bad. because things have been bad #it’s pretty simple #i’ve given far more of myself than i think ever existed in the first place and i feel hollow and broken #and all i want is a job offer on the other side of the country so i can run away to a safe place and heal myself #but i’m not getting that until January at the earliest and February or March more likely…#so until then i just have to keep applying for more and going through the motions of life #i am truly BANKING on my ‘winter break’ to make me feel better #bc i feel sooooooo bad rn #i don’t wanna do anything or talk to anybody #but i have to do bird counts all weekend #so no rest for me until Monday #and on Monday i have to help my friend with shit and hang out #and i don’t WANT to hang out #i don’t want to see anyone - i can’t do this anymore #John Darnielle really knew what he was doing when he titled a song ‘No I Can’t.’ with the comma and period included #cuz like. exactly!#NO!!!!!!! I CAN’T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#(and yet i keep going on like everything is fine)#(haha)#i’m not dying don’t worry #i will be fine once i can TRULY rest #this has just been the worst year of my life and i am grappling with that #and the vast unknowns of the future

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sillyabtmusic · 8 months ago

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(231011) Simulation - Keonhee

#flashing #oneus #keonhee #lee keonhee #foroneus #kpopstages #kflops #malegroupsnet #* my gifs #nkd.gif #oneus.gif #oneus.kh #these are not perfect i know they're grainy blah blah whatever. look at him. i feel ill #i would do anything for keonhee and this includes sitting through colouring the worst stage i've ever had the displeasure of giffing #it's my Favorite stage hands down from la dolce vita era but as far as giffing goes......... ouuuughhghhhhhhhhh #all that and im still considering timestamping leedo i have never considered making life easy for myself once. ever #trenchcoat leedo on my mind forever 24/7 all the time it's so bad up here

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