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ardri-na-bpiteog · 9 months

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I also need to get better at seeing dumbass takes and just going "huh, that person is an idiot/doesn't know what they're talking about" and then keep scrolling instead of thinking that trying to convince them they're wrong will work

#my problem is that I'm aware these people vote or make political decisions based on their uninformed opinions #so it stresses me out seeing them #i wish i could just not care

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butimnotseventeen · 2 years

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#my brain feels like hot garbage #I just feel so inadequate all the time #I’m so sick of shielding from covid #I wish I could just not care #but I am already so disabled and chronically ill #plus I love with two other chronically ill people and i would hate myself forever if they got really sick bc of me not caring #but it’s just exhausting #and I’m tired and I want to just be able to be who I was before I saw how quickly immune compromised people were abandoned #but I can never un-see how fucking ableist this country is #sad sad sad!!!!#if ur reading this I hope ur having a better day than I am and if not here are some flowers for you #🌸💐🌼🌷🪷🌺🌹

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sharkmelon3flower · 7 months

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im so so so so tired and i wish things could just be simple and okay for longer than two days :/

#i wish u to feel better #its a bit selfish i know #i like it more when u are in a good mood #i wish i could just not care #guess i just have to keep getting comfortable with the uncomfortable

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rowanhoney · 1 year

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soooooo confused with neither answer being good

#one is definitely way better than the other #but it would be so fucked up #and genuinely wouldn’t make sense #but the other way round is also confusing #and just such and awful awful possibility. I’m praying it’s not real. but i think it’s more likely #and honestly I don’t wanna think about it at all #I wish I could just not care #but it’s far too important to just. yeh. fuck aaaauuuughh

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 days

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obligatory beach divorce doodling

bonus rough cover redraw of x-men #41 (1995) But Beach Divorce below cut

#mcu #marvel cinematic universe #xmen #xmen movies #xmen first class #cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #professor x #magneto #snap sketches #'snap i thought you were drawing old cherik this weekend' so did i but i was inflicted with visions sorry </3 #i have my lil 92 comic sketched so ill do that tomorrow. not finish it but ill work on it 💀#i wsa just gonna draw the first thing but then i figureed i might as well draw Most of the beach-divorce-related things i want to #just so i could put it all on one post. however this is a lie and i know ill wanna doodle more beach stuff #the first drawing Unsurprisingly was motivated BY the xmen 41 legion quest cover- at the very least the total blackout of erik's face #i wanna draw more of erik using his powers .. i wanna figure out how i wanna draw the effect etc etc #i was just gonna redraw the cover but i already liked the sketch i did of the first thing so. here we are #plus i figure someones already done a redraw of the cover but if anyone cares ill finish my version ig LOL #as for the comic ermmm it was just an excuse to draw erik with glowing eyes </3 and fading-glowing eyes </3 #thats why i didnt draw the whole. Choking Moira bit. but i wouldve if i was redrawing the whole scene #kinda wish i did now that i think of it cause it coulda looked cooler prob but oh well maybe in like. three months when i redraw this #for exactly five cents ill redraw the whole beach divorce erlkjealkaje i can see it so clearly in my mind #what if first class was a comic drawn by a freak thatd be wild #but yeah thats why everything look rough as christ these were just supposed to be silly lil thangs #'silly things' and its beach divorce OK.#ok bye im gonna do my homework

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bbgmessi · 2 years

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had to tell my boss about my eating disorder treatment and she was just like i have the same experiences from when i was younger… something something lived female experience 💔💔💔❤️

#i was just rly sad the other day and we talked about it #and i got so sad when she had been through it to #bc my other female colleague too #and ANOTHER ONE TOO NOW RHAT I THINK ABT IT #it makes me so sad thinking about how many hungry women there are #i wish i could just not care #i wish i was better #i wish i wasn’t trying to control my body like this #i’m so much better than i have been but it’s not enough #the things i could amount to if i was properly fed and wasted no energy on hating myself #but i just can’t get there #it’s so scary #anywyas #tw eating disorder

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lostlegendaerie · 1 year

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there's something deeply gutting about being a writer right now. watching studio execs brag about starving people like you out of your very house just to not pay you anything above the pennies you currently make. watching some people cheer over AO3 being targeted for a DDOS attack. the complete lack of profitability of writing commissions or writing in general in transformative spaces, especially in contrast to fanart. the pivot of so many social media platforms to be video and image based near-exclusively.

I don't know. it just makes me sad to know that the hobby that kept me alive while growing up homeschooled with dial-up internet and local antenna TV... is only ever gonna be a side job with minimal engagement. I know this site is good about supporting libraries and the concept of books but, do me a favor? Reach out to a writer friend you know. Leave a comment on your last five read stories on your favorite website.

Tell us you care.

#maybe that's why I've been so stalled on my novel #I keep trying to convince myself there's a POINT to it #but I look at how BRUTAL the publishing industry is and how I can't even consistently break ten reblogs on writing I post here #and I just. it hurts. and I have other hobbies I could fall back on!!! I could do art and cosplay and cater to the immediate engagement!!#but writing is my LOVE and my PASSION and I just wish. I wish the current climate CARED about us #TALKED to us the way we talk to cosplayers and artists and the chocolate guy #UGH. Wednesday blues hitting me NASTY today

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theceaselessidiot · 4 months

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Eloise Bridgerton being an absolute mood:

and Cressida's reaction of 'this girl is so weird, but I'm into it??? Wait am I into this??'':

#i was so sad that no one had made gifs of this moment #that i simply made one myself #i just love this almost smile cressida has here #like she can't believe eloise would just say and do this sort of thing #which kind of also adds to what she says in a later episode about eloise being courageous #she means this; eloise just being unapologetically herself without caring about whats appropriate #something cressida doesn't have the freedom to do (because she lacks the family support eloise has) but probably wishes she could #i love finding these little moments bc you can interpret so much from them even though they're only seconds long #yes i am autistic why do you ask?#eloise bridgerton #cressida cowper #creloise #bridgerton #bridgerton s3 #bridgerton 3x02 #gifs #my gifs #(also i don't know how to gif i did my best with what gimp can do)#bc id rather die than using something adobe makes

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oldbutchdaniel · 1 year

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FREAKING AWESOME BEST GUY EVER I LOVE YOU.

#succession #jeremy strong #read the article if you want but most of the rest of it is just them dissing on his Method #i don’t even care. like this is sooooooooo. it’s like he’s taking lessons in becoming a real boy #and that’s awesome. wish i could do that

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utterdrip · 8 months

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love my smoother-than-average brained lover

#frankie posts #bg3 spoilers #astarion #bg3 #astarion acunin #bg3: vid #part ii of no plans just chaos and violence #i dont know and i dont care to know #failed world checks and general passive questioning flr this one:)#i hope u enjoy nonnie !#still wish i could get the bear one:(#astarion baldurs gate #baldurs gate 3 #baldurs gate astarion #baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate iii #starry comp

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napping-sapphic · 1 year

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Sometimes i wish flirting was as easy as taking a girls face in my hands and telling her i have time for her, that i’ve got time for all her hopes and worries and rants and goals and wants and needs

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #like idk #ive just got so much time and energy to devote to loving someone #but you can’t just SAY that #youve gotta do the flirt and the date and only THEN do you get to show them #but i am BAD at the first two steps🙃#like pls just let me show i care enough to make time and spend my time on you cause thats all i want to DO if i like you #ughhhhhh #dating is so HARD i wish i could do it #im gay and i like sleeping

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guinevereslancelot · 7 months

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what was with cameron house md she spends 90% of the episode saying she wants their patient to die bc he's a genocidal dictator and her colleague husband says "babe it bothers me for ethical reasons that you want our patient to die :(" and she said "hm maybe you're right :/" but when it comes down to it the genocidal dictator lays a finger on her in an aggressive manner and chase instantly commits medical malpractice to murder the guy and then when he tells her she LEAVES HIM bc boo hoo he's a murderer now like GIRL he killed a man for you!!! he's wracked with catholic guilt!!! he's being crushed beneath the weight of his sins because he chose his devotion to you over his devotion to god!!! he literally could not get any sexier at this moment in time!!!