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Day 6 & 7 of @dnrarepairweek | Prompts: PROXIMITY & JUDGEMENT
We interrupt this showdown to bring you an intervention ft. Near and Light who have a serious discussion about where their colleagues' priorities lie.
#dnrarepairweek25#super super late but it's not a real party for me until I throw in a little warehouse silliness#this was also supposed to have an accompanying fic but unfortunately I am super busy lately </3 so have these for now#my moonriver shenanigans always hassle everyone around them well now the tables have turned lol#death note#light yagami#nate river#near#kiyomi takada#halle lidner#stephen gevanni#teru mikami#anthony rester#kanzo mogi#mikavanni#halle/kiyomi#idk their ship name I'm sorry </3#moonriver#elle draws#I'm not even gonna try to figure one out for rester and mogi lmao#MOGI ACCIDENTALLY GOT CAUGHT IN THE CROSSFIRE OF THIS IDEA I needed sthn for the punchline and also didn't want rester to get left out </3#I promise there is a vision for rester and mogi you need to listen to me please hear me out IS THIS THING ON HELLO#rarepair week ends just when I really start getting rare with it HAHAHSHSND#don't ask why near doesn't have a mask at the warehouse#he and light have a truce to sort their teams' shit out before they get back to business and murder and everything#I needed them to serve 'disappointed parents' realness and he can't do that with the mask on
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I WISH ARO HEADCANONS WERE MORE POPULAR IN FANDOMS
#THERES LIKE. BARELY ANY.#IF I GET LUCKY ILL SEE AN ACE HEADCANON#BUT VERY RARELY DO I SEE ARO HEADCANONS#SOBBING#stiff talk#my favorite thing is thinking about how many characters i see as aromantic but then i go to the fandom tag or to that characters tag and#everyone is shipping them and theres like 2 posts total about that character being ace and 1 post about them being aroace#man im just a bit sad about all this dont mind me#yea yea i know the whole “if you wanna see something make it yourself” thing but see heres the thing: im tired#i just wanna be able to go through a tag and see people share similar ideas and headcanons without me having to make all the work myself#and i bet theres plenty other people who feel the same#and even if there is a character thats like. somewhat aroace coded in some way people still find a way to go “but then they fall in love”#and like yea have fun or whatever but i just idk it just feels very lonely sometimes yknow#miss the times when i didnt think about this so much#cuz now that im older and know that IM aspec its like. oh. i wanna see more characters like me! but theres like basically none#SORRY FOR THE RANT LMFAO#ignore this im just feeling silly
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it's sometimes so silly to look in the notes of a polyamory art/post and see people like "is this cheating art....?" when the characters in canon are all extremely close friends. i know it's not malicious because most people think of monogamy as the default and anything outside that Must be cheating, but truly i'm always like. guys. guys Please.
please think about this for like 2 seconds.
under what circumstances do we think this non-canon couple might hold hands directly in front of their canon partners. and under what circumstances do we think the canon partners might be okay with this. do we Truly think this is a secret relationship. do we Truly think these guys would sneak around behind their canon partners' backs when all of them are extremely close friends with a high level of trust and commitment to each other.
would assuming that these extremely close friends have actually communicated with one another Exactly The Same Way They Do In The Canon Source Material perhaps cause less despair.....
#and like. you guys know I LOVE RELATIONSHIP DRAMA. I LOVE EVERYONE BEING STUPID ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS#BUT SOEMTIMES WHEN THE ART IS JUST CUTE AND SWEET. WE CAN SIMPLY ASSUME. THAT IT'S CUTE AND SWEET. PLEASE...#i'm also a little sadder and more flabbergasted by how many shipping discourse lavwin posts are in the tag right now.#and how many posts i keep opening to see shipping discourse in the replies....#please guys i'm begging you. use the 'delete reply' function. It's So Good.#i've been deleting bad faith replies on my posts for YEARS and at this point it's extremely rare for me to get ANY#you simply can't give people wiggle room for bad faith arguing. you just have to not do that.#'i get this but don't like it / i'm confused and don't like this' 'okay? i don't care...?'#cuz when you reply 'aw that's okay! here's my good faith response <3' everyone else is like 'oh i see! someone i can air my grievances upon#you simply Have to say 'actually you're being rude and i don't like it.' and/or delete their response.#It Is That Simple. Please. Love Yourselves
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I need more RG in my feed and less of literally everything else, the brain worms are seeking food and all they’re finding is stress and isolation
#I’m mostly joking about the everything else because I like to see different things#but you would think that whatever algorithm this site runs on would understand what I ship#and what I definitely do NOT ship#and I don’t necessarily want to filter out the tags because I want to keep myself open minded for change#but when I see only posts from that ship and literally none of the other ones#not even the rare pairs or ships that I could sort of see#literally the only ship that I can’t for the life of me see gets frustrating#and because it’s the popular ship it’s easy to feel unrepresented and stigmatized by the overwhelming amount of fan content#I just want to see my babies happy together#I think it’s pretty obvious what the other ship is but let it be known that I hold no grudges towards any shippers#I just personally feel like narratively they don’t make sense#anyways#more rosegarden please and thank you#I miss them so much#rwby rosepine#rosepine rwby#rwby rosegarden#rosegardenrwby#rosegarden#rosegarden rwby#rwby rg#rosepine#greenlight volume 10#greenlight rwby volume 10#greenlightvolume10#rwby#crwby#ruby rose#oscar pine
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I want to talk about what is, in my opinion, the Dot/Cleo scene of all time: their conversation by the Foldlight in Kinship.
Cleo lets her bubbliness fall, fully and deliberately, to reveal her insecurities for the first time in the series, and says, “I’m afraid everyone would be really disappointed in me. Do you… ever feel like that? Like if you let people find out who you truly are, it would just… ruin everything?” and—I think without intending to—in every way that they are able, with “Eye contact. [A tentative combination of two musical themes.]” Dot is saying “yes, absolutely.”
It is just this beautiful, vulnerable, intimate moment where these two very lonely people start to realize that they may be able to find a unique understanding in each other, if only they allow themselves to be understood.
Just before this Cleo says, “it sucks being reminded that people are only impressed by me because they don’t really know me.” But then! immediately after the eye contact of shared understanding, Cleo serves as that very reminder to Dot by breaking the moment with, “Oh, what am I saying? You’re amazing. You’re the coolest person ever. You’re going to be a Mother someday soon!” like cleo. please.
I act exasperated, but this is really such a tasty character beat, especially when you take Artifice’s reading of her in Safety into account (“compulsion to ensure your own safety by manipulating the emotional states of those around you”). the vulnerability (good, necessary) made her feel vulnerable (scary, unsafe) so she retreated into her fawn response.
I also want to look at Cleo’s assertion that “people are only impressed by me because they don’t really know me” from another angle—it is Cleo’s confiding in Dot about her lack of a Fold gift that allows Dot to compliment her in an especially meaningful way in The Disappearance of the Dazzling Duchess. When Cleo sees Dot’s fear and how they acted bravely in spite of it during Enlightenment, Cleo is so impressed that she seeks out Artifice to make sure he is aware of it. Cleo. Cleo, dearest. Your growing friendship with Dot serves as a sound rebuttal to everything you said here.
so, in essence—
Dot and Cleo: if people saw all the messiness I’m hiding, they would only be disappointed.
Dot and Cleo, about each other: the more I see of you as a whole, including the parts you try to hide, the more I like you, the more impressed I am by you, and the cooler I think you are (and I already thought you were soooooo cool)
#foldlight convo you will always be famous 💕#also Dot is one of the only people Cleo drops her register—both tonal and lexical—around#starting here her diction gets much looser and her voice loses some of its perkiness during her 1-on-1 scenes with dot#& off the top of my head I can think of three instances of Cleo swearing—one was when she was scared for her life#and the other two are when she is talking openly with Dot#I do think that Cleo bubbliness *is* genuine. I rarely think she’s lying about how she feels.#it’s just that there is more to her than that and she’s reluctant to show it#don’t talk to me about how cleo is not just lonely but very alone :(#mostly because it’s not a fully fledged thought#but she came onto the ship on her own. she’s 21. she has rarely been allowed to be vulnerable#and she’s trying so hard to learn how to let her walls drop and she’s trying to do that with Dot#who is simultaneously the worst and best choice for that#worst because they are actively building walls while denying their existence#but best because of that. because they are so similar in that way#but that means they are leaning in and flinching back in turns#it’s so GOOD! I LOVE THEM!#cleophee guilemoth#the granddaughter#unend#unend podcast#midst#midst podcast#eve watches midst
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Emey can I change you and ask for number 5 with Seth/Allison? I understand if not considering you don't draw Seth often <3
Maybe not but that is not to say I won’t draw him 😘
Requests are open until the end of Dec ‘23 💕
#shout out to the other alliseth request#don’t know if I’ll get around to it#but here’s an alliseth nonetheless 🫡#also I know it’s a typo but reading my name as ‘emmy’ was kinda funny#in a sweet way yk#OH YES WHILE WERE HERE#to be clear when I say ‘you can send rare pairs’#I mean send in literally whatever you want#the worst that can happen is that I just don’t draw it#I’m not interested in calling anyone out for an uncommon ship#you can do whatever you want it’s a big wide internet out thereeeee#and I will do what I want lmao#anyway ty snow#fan art#my art#aftg#all for the game#seth gordon#allison reynolds#alliseth#asks#mistletoe ask#requests#chibi#digital
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It’s 2025 and people are still putting posts that absolutely SHIT on rare pairs in favor of their popular ships in the rare pair tags. Keep that shit out of rare pair tags! We don’t care to see you talking about how your ship is better! 🥱
#why do i see people tagging posts that shit on merwaine when i’m actively haunting the merwaine tag…#like how many posts do i have to see that are like ‘well Gwaine could never REALLY be capable of love like that so merwaine could never make#sense! anyways time to erase Arthur’s wife from the narrative entirely’#blocked blocked and blocked#saying ‘merwaine could be something meaningless or FWB but never anything deep meanwhile we have to lie to ourselves that merthur IS’#just tag things appropriately LMAO#if you wanna make posts or write fics about how you see gwaine as a surface-level static character who can never live up to Arthur#then do that in the ARTHUR and MERTHUR tags not the MERWAINE tag#we don’t wanna see your endgame merthur shit. actually we’re going to kill you now#no but rlly the way ppl determine what they will ship based on the amount of screentime the characters get#as opposed to characterization dynamics themes development etc.#to the point that you create whole new personalities for the characters in order to fit the tropes you want to see them in#to the point that it is no longer that character…#and then act like people who don’t see that interpretation in canon are ‘watching w/ their eyes closed’ or whatever it is they always say#truly just go back to your own little world. I don’t need to see your fic about Gwaine using and abusing Merlin until the Real Love comes in#or your fic where he’s incapable of being loving or serious in any way (polar opposite of canon btw)#literally just don’t tag your subtle hate posts and fics with the gwaine tags… it’s not hard#at least merwaine is getting less rare these days. considering the. happenings in canon
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The Witch and the Warlock
Well, I don't know about you all, but I will forever be celebrating the fact that the Resurrection movie actually made these two lovable, evasive bastards canon and that they get to spend immortality manipulating, mansplaining and manslaughtering together 🤧💕
#fanart#digital art#code geass#code geass lelouch of the rebellion#lelouch#cc#c2#lelouch x cc#lelouch lamperouge#lelouch vi britannia#still absolutely feral over these two🥺#one of my fav ships ever🥺 and it's such an unbelievably rare win for me that they are actually made fully canon by the resurrection movie😭#this never happens to me!! all my ships usually give me in canon is heartbreak😭#my god the ending of the movie gets to me everytime!!! it's so perfect for them!!#they're C.C and L.L now 😭!!#shioris_art#I know I say this everytime but goddamn I had this in my draft folder for ages#good to finally be rid of it staring unfinished back at me lol#I've worked on this on and off for ages#to the point I scrapped a totally different version of this piece and basically overhauled the whole thing from scratch#I still kept the old one around but urgh I can't look at it lol#why do I always start working more on my art stuff when I should be doing anything but?#what can I say? I'm a proud citizen of the procrasti-nation🤓
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a lot of the time and I mean like once per week I somewhat wish that I wrote ship fics like a normal person instead of x reader. the problem is. I am not normal
#definitely feel like x reader fics are nowhere near as respected or appreciated as other fics#and this is not a new development at all#I don't really read ship fics because#I don't really ship anything......... lol#but on the rare occasions where I do#it seems like people always appreciate the writing in those fics way more#not just where popularity is concerned#but it's much more likely to see comments of people praising what they liked about the writing#even on smut fics#but for x reader it's very rare#I think a lot of people are shy to comment and I get that#because before I became a writer I was too#literally almost everything I have ever written and probably ever will write I write for me#because I enjoy it and writing about me and my silly characters is what makes me happy#but uuuggggggh#it feels so so good to have someone say what they liked about your writing#it makes me feel like oh. all of this isn't just a time waste#and even though writing is the most freeing feeling in the world#there is a clear pain and disappointment sometimes#when you make something where it feels like no one understands but you#the only solution!!!! is to write what you want and not care!!!!!!!!!
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see I do like soulmate AUs, but I exclusively like slow-burn soulmate AUs. I need there to be pining and angsting about it, is the thing. love at first sight means nothing to me, and predestination is boring if it's easy.
#writing tropes#i think i'm just too aro to understand the idea of love at first sight.#like you don't know each other??? you have NO REASON to believe that you'll actually like each other! that's a STRANGER!#so while i *am* a fan of the 'these characters have some sort of legendary connection' trope i need it to be BUILT instead of just FOUND#the soulwords AUs just don't do it for me. soulnames *can* but very very rarely. soulmarks is fine if it leaves you guessing#like. soulmarks with mistaken identity plots can be great! and i also enjoy soulmate fics where they Aren't soulmates#i just don't like it when they say One Sentence and then are like 'oh i guess we're together forever then!'. it always feels flat#i don't get the point of shipping if you're not even gonna play with smashing the character's personalities together y'know?#also i don't like love at first sight but i DO enjoy a good 'perplexing fascination or curiosity at fist sight' story#seeing a guy and going 'WOAH who is that and what's their deal??' & then studying them like a frog is perfectly fine#it just can't be *love* at first sight. the love has to take time. ideally it should sneak up on them. boo!#not trek
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Finding Comfort
Word count: 1675
C/W: Minor Relink spoilers?, I refer to him as "Siete" instead of "Seofon" sorry, Siete being toxic, unrequited love. Inspired by the fate episode the funny blond man has in Relink.
“Isn’t that worth something?”
Siete has been mulling over his thoughts ever since his silver-haired acquaintance spoke his mind.
Id was socially awkward and struggled to understand most things that weren't combat-related. So when he expressed envy over the captain and the Eternal leader's relationship, Siete was at a loss.
“What are you doing out here?”
He snaps back to reality at the sound of their voice—speak of the devil. They stood in front of him in sleepwear, the moonlight from above making their tousled hair shine beautifully amidst the damaged deck of the Grandcypher. Siete exhaled from his nose, “Mulling over work stuff. No breaks for someone as in-demand as moi, I'm afraid.” He lied. “What about you? Thought you'd be fast asleep after the party was done. Your beauty sleep's important, y’know!”
He watched them roll their eyes, unimpressed. “I'm looking for Gawain,” of course you were, “He stepped out of the party for a bit before going back in.” So that's where you went, “Wanted to check up on him before I sleep. Have you seen him?”
“No.”
“Huh… maybe he's in the pantry. He didn't eat much after all,” you knew his eating portions now? He watched you turn back to the door and walked away without looking at him. “Whatever. Thanks anyway.”
“Hey.”
When you stopped to look back at him, it gave him just a little bit of hope. “I’m proud to be by your side. Wouldn't have chosen anyone else but you.” He said, earnestly, hoping his words would reach you this time.
It vanished the instant those wrinkles appeared, brows scrunched, eyes narrowed, those lips that made the most perfect smile pull downwards. “Ew, what was that for?”
“Ahaha… kidding~” Not one blade in his vast collection was sharp enough compared to the cut in his heart right now. If he were to be stabbed by all the swords in existence, it wouldn't hurt as much as watching your back turned, leaving him atop the ship without saying goodbye.
The alcohol tasted horrible the day after, nothing Ladiva said truly reached him. The distance he was from reality started to grow further and further—her words that once brought comfort long ago, muffled by the black abyss between them now.
“Oh, hello, dear! It's rare to see you here.” The chime atop the door rang as someone entered.
“Trust me, I'd drop by more often if it were as empty as it is right now.” An irritating voice came from behind the blond man, footsteps coming closer to the bar. “I have no clue why that one guy insists on talking to me, but I never pictured him to be as chatty as he is.”
Ladiva laughs, leaning forward on the counter. “Oh, come now, Baal means well. He tells me you have a good voice.”
“Nonsense. The closest thing to music I've ever done was when the captain made me sing them ‘Happy Birthday’,” The knight from Dalmore took the seat next to Siete, “Barely in tune, I will add.”
“That's nice,” Poison spilled out from Siete's mouth, words laced with sarcasm as he butted into the conversation.
Yet, the man didn't notice this and raised a brow. “I don't understand. What was nice?”
He never understands, “Don’t think too hard about it, man.” Siete downs his drink, ignoring the disapproving look Ladiva was giving him. “I just say things randomly. A quirk, really.”
“I see… I suppose eccentricity is the norm in this crew,” don't make him laugh, “Thank you though, I think.”
“Don't mention it.” Siete smirks, setting his mug down before standing up to leave. “I've had my fill Ladiva~ Thanks again for everything.”
Whatever was going through her mind, Ladiva didn't say anything. The concern in her eyes was blocked out of his view—he didn't want to acknowledge that he was causing her distress.
“Ladiva, are you alright?” Gawain spoke up. He blinked in surprise when he felt Siete's hand land on his shoulder, squeezing firmly.
“You have no idea how lucky you are.” Siete looked ahead, not even sparing him a glance as he let go, leaving the knight alone and confused.
“... Is everything okay with him?” He looked at Ladiva, unsure of what he walked into.
She smiled, but Gawain could tell she was pained by something. “It's nothing, dear.” Her voice was almost inaudible, extremely saddened. “Everyone has their struggles. I hope you are doing fine, though.”
“Oh, I've been well.” He lights up, smiling genuinely, “My sister has expressed her interest in fashion to me recently. It's nice to hear her talk about it so excitedly…”
How funny, the Sun is out and summer is in, but it felt cold wherever Siete went.
Atop a hill in a peaceful area he scouted, he sat cross-legged, leaning back on his hands as his head faced the skies. His eyes closed, allowing himself to feel the breeze of the wind and hear the rustling of the grass below him.
They were supposed to spar with him here an hour ago, but he guessed they probably cancelled on him to do other things. Again.
“They’re out with Sir Gawain’s sister.”
Siete opens his eyes, looking at the unwanted guest. He didn't say anything, irritation showing on his face.
“... You're not thinking of killing me again, are you?”
“I wonder, Id, I wonder~”
Id frowned, continuing to stand as he looked down at the sulking mess of a man. “You're being passive-aggressive,” he noted, “Such tone is meant to convey sarcasm. Elmott taught me this.”
“Do you want a gold star?”
“Siete.”
“Just go away. I'm not in the mood to talk right now.” Siete motioned him to leave as if Id were a dog. He laid down and closed his eyes again, trying to find peace.
He heard Id sit down next to him. “You're temperamental for a leader. I wonder how the other members of the Eternals see you.”
“You can ask them yourself if you're so curious about it.”
“Why are you the way you are? Why so bothered by Sir Gawain’s relationship with the captain?” Crimson eyes studied the blond’s face. “I told you before that your bond with the captain is special. Is that really not worth anything to you?”
“Get lost.”
“I am lost. I don't understand why you're isolating yourself like this.” Id sighed in frustration.
Moments passed, and Siete spoke after contemplating his words—whether or not he should open his mouth. It's not like he enjoys being petty either, you know? But he can't help himself when he's being treated like trash. “How envious you are of me, I'm exponentially envious of him.”
“... Is that so?” Id was deep in thought. “I suppose it's comforting to know that even you can feel inadequate.”
“I'm glad you feel better about yourself.”
“You're still being sarcastic…” Id sighed. “Is there no way for me to help you at all?” He watched Siete open an eye, the teal trying to burn his red ones, “I am… Mr Fix It after all.”
“How cute,” Siete sat up, leaning closer to him. “So what's the fix for my achy breaky heart, hm? What's your million rupee solution?”
Id backs up, uncomfortable by the staredown he's receiving. “I… don't know.” He admits. “But I'd rather keep you close while finding an answer than leave you to your devices. You would sooner behead that man than face your troubles head-on.”
“Now that's a good idea.”
“That is not a good idea.” Id frowns again, “What is this obsession with murder? Aren't you supposed to be a hero of sorts?”
“It's not an obsession. It was only you.” Siete corrected, “and I was just joking, obviously.”
“Nothing is obvious with you…” Id shook his head, choosing to ignore the part where the Eternal leader admitted wanting Id dead in the past. “Always saying things with hidden meanings, always saying the opposite of what you mean. Maybe if you weren't so cryptic, the captain would've reciprocated by now.”
Siete merely laughed at the suggestion, as if it were the funniest joke ever told. Id just watched with scrutiny, trying his best to decipher his mannerisms. Siete never had a mother, but he felt as if she would've sounded like Id at this very moment.
“Then I suppose you don't want me to fix it. I'll take my leave.” The albino man moved to stand back up but stopped when he felt a hand on his wrist.
In a kneeling position, Id looked to Siete, sitting quietly staring straight ahead at absolutely nothing. He searched his eyes for some kind of meaning to this strange behaviour but found nothing. “Why are you holding my arm like it's glass?”
“...I don't know.”
“Does that mean you don't know, or you know but refuse to elaborate?” He raised his brow, patience running a little thin.
“Don't ruin the moment.”
“What? What does that mean?”
“How can you expect to woo the ladies being this dense…” Siete shook his head, sighing dramatically.
“But you're not a lady… what is happening right now…” Truth be told, the only reason Id sat back down was because his brain was working overtime trying to understand the situation he just landed himself in.
“Just stay. Please.”
Nothing more was said. No words were exchanged past that point.
Id doesn't fully understand, but he stays anyway. Was it weird that somehow, it felt comforting? That was how he thinks the air feels. Siete doesn't seem bitter anymore and genuinely looks cheerful again (maybe he should ask Elmott what significance “moments” meant to women…).
He sighed, this man really was the most difficult to comprehend. First, he tells him to leave him alone yet now he's telling him to stay. He hasn't let go of his arm either. Id wonders if there's some case of split personality going on inside Siete's mind.
“Look, Id! It's Vyrn stuck in a pumpkin!”
“Er, that's a cloud.”
“Id…”
Who would've thought clashing personalities somehow make good friends?
#gbf#granblue fantasy#gbf seofon#gbf siete#gbf seofon x reader#gbf seofon x id#i rarely ship character together but i have an agenda to push#sarcastic unserious jokester that cant be honest about his feelings meets man who cant read social cues and takes things too literal#id is the only person who can surprisingly tolerate him#he stays cuz he's trying his best to help#imagine overtime he gets so well at reading siete- he's like the perfect mind-reader#“unstoppable force meets immovable object” type of dynamic#Siete gets so addicted to Id's stubbornness for sticking around that he starts missing his presence when he's somewhere else#do you see my vision#even if platonic; i feel like they'd be great friends for the same reasons#I also like to think Id unintentionally became Elmott's student after misinterpreting too many things in his presence that Elmott felt bad#Elmott sitting on a stump and Id sitting on the grass like a kid listening to his dad on life advice#Siete finds it difficult to unload his negative thoughts on Ladiva cuz it's getting worse so he bottles it up for her sake#Ladiva being a worried mother watching her son disconnect himself from the family#anyway I like to think Baal has been sending not-so-subliminal messages to Gawain to form a band and it's weirding the poor man out
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how life feels when my friends know i have personalities but they have never ever asked me 'who i am' or treated me like a stranger and they just embrace that im a very changeable person who frequently remembers jack shit and is generally very unstable and unwell. but its ok. because i am friend
#kostik speaks#im very tired...#my personalities are cute a few want me dead but its ok#almost passed out today because of a knife accident and i have still. not cleaned the blood off the kitchen floor#i think thats just staying there now#portrait of _'s nervous breakdown. blood on faux wood. uhh like 2m x 1m are the dimensions of the kitchen i think#will be shipping to the highest bidder#i do get torn between 'id love to share my personalities with my friends by name' and 'uggghh' tbh#because on one hand i love my guys and there are some consistent states i have#but on the other. its rarely led to good things when people have gotten too good at working out what state im in#me when im a vulnerable person and people understanding my patterns makes me. very very abusable#sigh. probably too soon. but maybe one day
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Blue Bloods finale things/spoilers under the cut that I wanted to yell about:
• Jamko parents!!! Parents!! Oh how far they've come 😭
• I'm going to miss Eddie Janko so damn much, that's my girl.
•Jack and Erin getting married!! They finally got their happy ending. And the looks on their faces at dinner as they decided to keep it to themselves was just so 💜😭
• Danny's face when Henry tells him to find his person to come home to. He already knows.
• Danny Reagan! Asking Maria Baez! On a date! And her saying yes! He doesn't need to go look for his person because she's right there besides him. And the look on her face when she agreed!!
#blue bloods#jamko#jerin#daez#eddie janko#i'm going to miss so many of these characters so fucking much#crying over jamko on tumblr gone midnight I suddenly feel like i'm 18 again when I literally just turned 25 yday#I expected jamko parents and we knew that jack and erin were back together but getting 3/3 for my ships? blessed#jerin getting married again feels so right. their chemistry is unmatched#(the way jack looks at her. I get it.)#and then danny asking baez on a date took me out#the implication that he thought about what henry said for a few days and all his thinking led him back to maria because she's his girl.#and he just knew he had to take that leap.#(It's fine i'm going insane over here)#i am a bit miffed that we won't actually see anything beyond him asking her out and it was slightly open ended#but considering that we knew that danny didn't want to act on his feelings bc he didn't want to risk the pain of losing her/her getting hur#the fact that he asked her out was hugely significant#the fact that he specifically said it was because he had been thinking about what henry said to him is making me lose it#they obviously hang out outside work anyway but this is Different. you could tell by how almost nervous danny was 😭 but#she was right there with him. as she always is. they're partners in every sense.#and baez knows it too!!! the look on her face!! danny will tell her one day what it was that henry said and she'll Know.#god I am going to be thinking about them for the forseeable#3/3 on my ships and a good ending on a series finale is so rare for me#anyway i've been watching this show weekly since like 2014/15 and had watched it before that with my dad#so it's so strange that it's ending. it's one of the first shows that i've watched week in and out for donkeys years that is ending and it'#gonna be odd to not have that show in my watching list anymore#shut up g#(good god sorry about the tags I had to get that all out)#if anyone actually read any of that and still wants to come yell about these things please do :)
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obsessed with the Sanderson x Cupid ship to the point I think their anti’s would also get along. but instead of a late night tv show, Anti-Cupid runs an interview show like Eric Andre where he and anti-Sanderson just fuck with the guests and cause general chaos
#fop anti cupid#anti cupid#fop sanderson#my art#I rarely see people talk about the anti pixies which is a shame because the concept is hilarious to me#this was also an excuse to rewatch Eric Andre clips BUT it fit in with my headcanon#not that it matters but in my head anti Cupid sounds like Alex brightman. where he’s between beetlejuice and fizzarolli#it just seems funny to contrast Tom Kenny being Cupid#and anti Cupid loves his pixie boyfriend he’s just too embarrassed to admit it#maybe this will do better here than it did on twt. my popular ship art gets more attention than the goofy stuff#this is ‘older’ art I’ll post newer stuff when I draw more stuff#I love anti-Cupid he is my everything#triangular shutter shades just feel more fitting for anti pixies of course I love the regular shades but shutter shades are fun#fairly oddparents#fop fanart
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i really wish people could learn to appreciate canon relationships instead of turning everything into ships and this being the only way they're able to consider it
#usually i enjoy shipping a lot. i'm romantic as fuck.#not in the typical sense of like...having the character trait of being romantic#but in the sense of romantic relationships being very important to me and occupying my mind a lot. its kind of always been that way#so this is rare coming from me#but good god there was one friendship between 2 characters recently which i got really really invested in. it felt so unique. so specific.#so rich in potential and so special. like i haven't seen anyone do this dynamic quite like it before#and then people started shipping the two and it ruined it. no this doesn't make it more interesting. it doesn't make it 'tragic'.#all it does is give one half of the dynamic another L as if she doesn't have enough of those already in canon#and it's not in a catharic way of the suffering that comes from it being meaningful. it's just a cheap way to get some sadness points.#AND it also breaks up a really interesting canon relationship. i'm no stranger to not following canon's lead when it comes to ships but thi#one genuiely is just more interesting and makes the story better.#in a BEST case scenario turning these two into a ship adds to a parallel between them & a different pair#since that other pair is clearly more romantic or at least closer to it#but i dont think it needs that. i dont think it needs it that much. and some people dont ship it for this purpose anyway#not to mention im getting so fucking PISSED at this parallel bcs now it's almost the only way in which anyone mentions my fav character#who has more going on than being a parallel to someone else. shut up about it shut the fuck up about it i dont fucking CARE anymore.#WHEN YOU MAKE FAN CONTENT OF HER MAKE IT FOR THE SAKE OF HER FOR ONCE.#im not gonna tag it but god the fandom went so downhill in neglecting canon and overwriting it with things that are worse so fast i'm just#so fucking disappointed.#i should replay the game to remind myself that it was actually good but i kind of dont feel like it bcs of the bitterness the fandom left m#augh
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speaking of favorites i loveee when black bolt stops everything to go kiss his wife. like absolutely fuck checking on anyone else or even ensuring they arent in danger anymore he's going to go say hi to his wife before any other course of action. crying pulling my hair out at how much he adores her.
#like. on one hand i do like them splitting up for those few years. although timeline wise probably only like four months but still#but also i love love love how despite every inconsistency between writers over the years. everyone agrees blackagar really loves medusa#like just nothing else matters over her and no matter WHAT she is top priority#like even when theyre split up u can just. tell he adores and respects her so so much#i very rarely like actually geniunely care for ships but im fully invested in these two. THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH!!!!!#in a world where comic book couples go through phases of hating each other then getting back together. black bolt prevails as Ultimate Wife#i was gonna put wifeguy but i ran out of space. hes a good wife too though#blackagar boltagon#medusalith amaquelin#whatever im not tagging the others this post aint about them#undescribed
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