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thebirdandhersong · 2 months ago

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#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting #with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy #and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because #your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED #OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered #being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal #anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this #can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws #worries #and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please #also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up #in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite #but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying #you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents #but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents #not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up #that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY #you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard #i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation #and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far

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girlthativealwaysbeen · 1 month ago

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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come

#like how do i even feel #on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things #ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym #plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi #and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food #which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol #like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes #so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die #i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me #also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study #and i want to now it's high time #but yeah want doesn't really work for me #i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals #and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks #but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us #which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective #anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed #but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms #and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops #i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty #much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream #but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life #lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month #i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them #i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into #depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it #my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom #is around warna mostly he's fine #i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls #mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena 🙏

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curiosity-killed · 2 months ago

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i love my sister and for the most part, we are very close and genuinely like each other a lot but the one place where i'd just really, really, really like to see inside her brain is the part where she is still incredibly comfortable and cheerful—and even thinks it's really funny—talking about how much she didn't like me as a child while I'm like. yes. I am and was aware. and it sucked so so so much

#we had a really wild moment over dinner last week where she actually acknowledged #EXPLICITLY with her OWN WORDS #that things like our brother dying right when i was going into my senior yr of high school #and covid lockdown starting right when i'd graduated college + moved to a new city where i knew no one except her + was applying/auditionin #for jobs #were harder on me than one her in some unique ways #and i was literally like . is. is this a test? am i supposed to deny it?#bc like when our brother died she told me i was a selfish brat (for not grieving the way she did)#and during covid she told me (right after i got laid off) that she had ''way more reasons to be depressed'' than i did #personal #anyway she was laughing so much as she said this (abt not liking me) and i was just staring at her nodding slightly like #yeah. i know. i know you didn't like me #do YOU know how much it sucks to know that your older sister--whom you idolize--who you *desperately* want to like you--#not only doesn't like you at all #but even up into high school/college #would talk about how she couldn't wait till our LITTLE (five year old) cousins were old enough to hang because they'd be so much fun #and know that she had absolutely never thought or said that about you #do you perhaps! think that might still have ramifications on our relationship to this day #if your little sister spent 20+ years knowing that your love was conditional on them being the person you wanted her to be #like. do u???#(the answer is no of course but #i remain boggled by the fact that this eludes her considering she is! in fact! a really smart person!)#it's also like when i was first offered my current job #and our now bosses asked both of us like ''are you worried at all about working with your sister?''#and she laughed like lol no of course not?#while i was like ''honestly yes.'' adskjfglkjasds #very different perspectives sometimes

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coquelicoq · 5 months ago

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well i've caught up on the double. which means i am depressed!!!! at least [redacted]'s death scene was homoerotic. (me fully weeping: at least this is being directly paralleled with a het lovers death scene. at least [other stuff i am redacting for spoilers but just trust me bro].) anyway to pass the time until 29 drops does anyone want to help me with a reference post i'm writing about the names of jiang li's family members? let's play a game called Name That Hanzi! wherein i give you an image of some hanzi and you give me text versions that i can copy and paste. i did my best but i hit a wall on this one. here's the image:

[ID: Screencap of Jiang Li from The Double showing her title card with her two names, Jiang Ruoyu and Jiang Li. The names are also displayed in hanzi. /end ID]

so far i've got 姜若雨 for jiang ruoyu on the left, but i'm not confident about those second and third characters (like those strokes are not even all in the right direction. but maybe it's the script?). and on the right we have 字 (zi, courtesy name), SOME CHARACTER THAT HAS STYMIED ME (help me studio audience), and 梨 (li).

(also sidenote is it just me who totally missed that she has a courtesy name? and that apparently it's li that is her courtesy name, and it's the other name, ruoyo, that no one ever uses? also sidenote of the sidenote the ruo character is the same one in her sister ruoyao's name. so maybe they have a generational name? their dad and his brothers all share a character as well (yuan, 元). their little brother bingji doesn't have ruo in his name though. so maybe not.)

#if viki had learn mode on for the double i would be unstoppable. UNSTOPPABLE #but i'm back to my old methods of like. brute force looking up radicals until i find one that looks kind of similar #i have [checks notes] 19 other questions i need to answer before this reference post will be complete but unfortunately #none of the others lend themselves well to Name That Hanzi so i don't know if it would be effective to ask for help with them #maybe if i can find a shot of someone saying whatever jiang yuanbai's court official title is i can find the chinese subs for it #and play name that hanzi. but also usually if i can find the chinese subs i can figure it out myself. it's just a question of finding #a timestamp and then actually having access to chinese subs for that episode. which so far i only know how to find for #episodes 1-3. so those are my two problems at the moment. not having timestamps or chinese subs #i could solve the timestamp problem if i did a rewatch lol but who has the time??? (pun unintended)#i might rewatch the first like 4 or 5 episodes though. because redacted's death was so depressing. i need a chaser #not that episodes 1-5 aren't also depressing. ugh. probably a bad plan then lol #the double #my posts

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ghostlyheart · 5 months ago

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I'm trying desperately hard to stay positive and not give into depressive thoughts but I feel very very stuck and like I'm making no progress ahhhhhhhh

#fucked up my whole summer and my academic career which is like the one thing that i feel gives me purpose #i just feel like im not smart anymore if i ever even was #i know im young and that its the depression brain talking but i feel like i have no future and that i've ruined any chance at feeling happy #im just sad and tired all the time. i really try not to be and i feel lazy and guilty about it #my SI is the worst it's ever been in my whole life and i think i genuinely might live like this forever #there's a lot of cognitive distortions going on i know that i know!!! i want to get better and be a functioning person #it's just so lonely and i feel like i can't talk to anyone abt it because i dont want to freak them out #and also i recognize how exhausting it can be to talk to someone who shuts down every piece of advice or suggestion with something negative #so tumblr gets my splurge lol

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chrliekclly · 1 year ago

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i firmly believe in this conspiracy theory that there was an episode that got scrapped this season to make room for the celebrity booze episode BLINK TWICE IF U KNOW SOMETHING…. please

#the man doesnt blink mom!#the man doesnt blink!#ask #anon #ramblings #s16 #im not a person who knows things sorry if i gave u tht impression smhow lol im jst sort of ther #we had 8 eps last season too tho right? my guess is its jst th new normal. depressing new normal.#i heard a costume designer on a diff set way b4 i got hired s15 like 'im doing sunny next. heard only 8 eps this season' nd was crestfallen #it might jst b wat theyr doing now #lets pray for s17 ig

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candy-ac3 · 8 months ago

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Does any one know like very good platforms to post their art? Or any tips on how to grow more that doesn't involve changing your art style or what you draw?

#I know tags are important for here and for all my art I put in a lot of tags #when it comes to just text I don't put a lot #But yeah tbh while I won't leave Tumblr I am looking for another way of getting my art out there #I feel like all my reblogs make it to hard to find my art #granted even then I barely even get any likes #tbh idk I might just try and focus on my projects #but I feel like I be the only one interested in them if I don't get at least a small fan base #Like I wanna make an animated pilot but I don't want to put all that work in for like 5 views #idk man I think I'm just going through another depressive well not episode but you know what I mean #granted I only ever really get likes from the same like three people who like all my stuff #but yeah #darken talks #damn these tags just became a rant lol

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milf-harrington · 11 months ago

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wanting to brain myself vs. knowing im being dumb

#it's too loud outside but there's literally nowhere else i can go lol im already in my room #what am i meant to do hide in the bath???#im actually meant to be out there with everyone but unfortunately - as we all know by now - my brain doesn't fucking work right #so i'm too depressed to do the One Thing i was looking forward today and now im just sitting here forced to listen to it #which isnt anyones fault but it IS making me want to kill myself lol #im also like. mad bc if they wake up my nephew im the one who has to go in there and put him back to bed #i need someone to come beat the shit out of me might rewire my brain #captain speaks

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bluestjayy · 30 days ago

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Maybe I'm just cursed 🤪

#trigger warning for everything that follows in these tags btw #i am in need of some venting into the void #so im gonna vent #so uh #im almost out of time to find a new job before i have to leave my flat and move back with my parents #in the past 27 days ive filled in 189 job applications #6 of those led to interviews #so far 5 of those have been rejections #i even started looking at jobs that paid way less than i can feasibly live on just so i could at least cover rent and stay here but no luck #anyway thats already sucky #and then ive had to go off my adhd meds because of continuous and annoying fuck ups with my drs and im hesitant to work to fix it cause #might be moving counties anyway lol #my depression is the worst its ever been in about two years i struggle to want to exist day in and day out and #this morning i found out my dog - my baby who i dont live with because i moved cities - he lives with my parents #we found out he has an agressive cancer - and i have to now make choices i dont feel ready to make #and im just #do you ever feel like youre already one the ground but life wont stop kicking you #and i feel #so lonely #my friends are doing everything right my cousin who i live with is always checking in on me and i am still #convincing myself i am being a burden i am the problem i #my whole life is collapsing and i #even writing this all out in tags my brain is yelling at me for being an 'attention seeker' or smth and idk #i just wanna #idk #its complicated ig #im fighting #i am fighting so hard #i just want ppl to know im doing my best thats all #anyone who read all of this - hi - i hope youre having a beautiful day. its all going to be okay in the end ��

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my-thirteenth-reason · 6 months ago

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bro wtf is with this guy i swear when will he get the hint that i no longer am and do not want to be friends with his transphobic-in-the-weirdest-way ahh

#he makes me so uncomfortable???#like i ghosted him for 2 months and then when i had my competition he messages me telling me that he went on the site to look at my results?#???? and proceeded to give me unsolicited consolation #um firstly wtf are you even looking at my results for thats weird af and secondly i wasn't even upset + i don't want your pity + wtf???#and i replied really dryly but then he started talking about some project he was working on as if i didn't literally greytick him for 2 mths #and now he just sent me a message again omg stop please. i get the ick thinking about him #okay and there was that time i was in a really depressive episode last year and i wasn't talking to him and on his discord bio it said like #you know ur the worst when a suicidal person wont talk to u or sum shit like that #like what the hell? am i just overreacting or is that the weirdest shit you could say #like are you trying to get me to feel even worse cuz that doesn't exactly make me want to reach out #like omfg how do you even make something like this about you. literally how #also he kept fetishising trans people in his fanart???? like what the hell it was so disturbing #anyway now that I think about it i was friends with him for about 6 months and it's also been 6 months since then and i am completely fine #ugh anyway #we were kinda close so i got him to make a tumblr #to my moot who might follow him his name starts with r lol #and i swear he was vagueposting about me last month #and like. it's kinda creepy.#dude i am literally the plainest person around please why are you so obsessed with me i bet you can't name anything about me you liked that #doesn't include how i gave you the attention you wanted #anyway i don't know how he hasn't gotten the hint when bro he knows i literally avoid all eye contact and pairwork and messages from him #like do you need me to tell it to your face or what #rant #sorry i feel so mean writing this help

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blujayonthewing · 3 months ago

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I've thought a lot about the several thousand year old gnome druid we met who was just bitter and jaded and had spent most of those millennia sitting in one place not doing anything in particular except mourning her tiefling wife who'd died millennia ago, and how disgusted and infuriated with her melliwyk is, personally but also as a gnome herself-- and I'm thinking about it again like. honestly I think it goes beyond general cultural values; that level of willful ongoing stagnation and joyless nihilism is probably completely seriously a gnomish sin

#melliwyk-- viciously and also meaning it from the bottom of her heart: you might as well just be dead.#zhartook- a baby druid who has inherited tana's sort of cosmic role- came away from that meeting with existential dread #melliwyk's just SPITTING FIRE angry about it. what a WASTE. what a WASTE of a LIFE.#I'll be lucky to get a few CENTURIES and it won't be enough to squeeze as much LIVING out of life as possible!#other people are lucky to get even just a handful of decades!#and YOU!! who ought to KNOW BETTER!! don't even have A HOBBY?? you're sitting here talking about how POINTLESS EVERYTHING IS???#you married a tiefling and act like outliving your loved ones is uniquely tragic for you? like you wouldn't have done that anyway??#... ah I got possessed by mel's anger for a sec there gfkjhgfd. point is I think the real core of the most important gnome values #is that being alive and being a part of the world is a gift that you're meant to delight in and make the most of #it's your PURPOSE to seek joy and fun! it's your PURPOSE to INTERACT with the world creatively and inquisitively!#there's something almost blasphemous about PERMANENTLY and WHOLLY surrendering to despair #something heretical about talking confidently about how little anything matters and so there's no point in caring #tana's probably got turbo depression but her own hot take was just 'yeah kids this is what being alive this long does to you lol'#and mel is like. no I think you're just really fucking bad at it. like are you aware people are still writing new books #my OCs #melliwyk #gnome stuff

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gibbearish · 3 months ago

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btw similar to the whole "if you try adderall at a party and it calms you down, get an adhd test" thing, if at some point in your life you try microdosing shrooms with a friend and end up feeling like a functional person for the first time in your life, get tested for depression. like yeah hallucinogens come with elation so youre probably gonna have some "this is the best ive ever felt in my life" vibes regardless, but like. if that in and of itself feels like finally breathing in for the first time in years, thats for sure a sign that something is up with your ability to process serotonin most of the time. feeling better than ever before should be a nice bonus, not a crushing weight off your chest

#fun fact there are currently multiple ongoing studies vis a vis the effectiveness of psilocybin on depression #both on its own and as a companion to ssris #psylocybin targets the 5ht2a serotonin receptors which wikipedia tells me are more numerous in the brains of those with depression #so like. if you spend most of your life feeling like your brain is an aquarium with a leak in it and serotonin is the water and your default #state is 'slightly damp gravel grinding painfully against itself' thats ummm not normal 👍#and on the flipside of that if you have depression that no other med has worked for and know a guy. its 1000% worth it #origibberish #also i say 'wikipedia tells me' as if i just looked it up but that all comes from a long night of spite filled research after i asked my #psychiatrist if we could use the fact that psylocybin worked for me as a basis to like. narrow down which legal antidepressant #might work instead of basically just throwing darts at a board every time #and after several minutes explaining to her that i was not just asking her to prescribe me shrooms but in a legal way she went #'ohhhh yeah no unfortunately theres been no research into that‚ yeah.... sorry......:)'#which. as far as 'lies you come up with on the spot to avoid having to say i dont know' go‚ that is. maybe the worst one to pick #like. 'no‚ thats not an option'? alright fine maybe theres some internal rules or something who knows #'theres no research' though just. immediately tanks any and all credibility 100% even on its own but considering the subject matter?#youre telling me. that humans. the famously curious species that researches fucking Everything. and also Loves playing with drugs. when #trying to figure out how to make drugs that make brains feel good. would not start with the drugs they already knew made brains feel good.#youre telling me that not one (1) singular scientist tried shrooms and went 'oh my god wait. i dont feel like im dying for the first time #ever. holy fuck i need to study this'#complete misplay. absolutely legendary fumble. there were so many ways to fuck it up and somehow you found the worst. congratulations #om the other hand though. really was an excellent setup for the punchline that is the voicemail i have from them saying she'd been fired LOL #they didnt say what for specifically but yknow. based on my own experiences i certainly have theories jebfksbfk #it was annoying in the moment but at the end of the day i have shrooms and she doesnt have the job so. whos laughing now emily KSBFKSBFKDN #this is what i mean though like. rn i feel fine. not on top of the world‚ not like a god #just. fine. i just dont feel like shit. i feel like i can do stuff if i want to‚ or chill peacefully and have it actually be. relaxing.#i dont feel like gravel right now‚ i feel like a person.#and god what a fucking relief it is #really i guess the moral overall is that if at any point you react to trying a new drug the same way an addict craving a hit for days would #then there maybe is something up with your brain chemistry because that means your default state of existence is comparable to that #of withdrawal. a famously shit experience

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eclarinet · 4 months ago

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same soup... different day

#hello it is sarah in the tags again #i feel like i tell myself i'll actually use this as a blog and then i forget and then i remember and then i forget again #venting ahead if that is not ur jam (talking to the 2 followers who actually see my posts)#i like tumblr because it;s so removed from my personal life that it feels really like a place i dont have to be anything for anyone #anyway i've been wondering if i should go back to therapy again but i feel like they might get tired of me because i keep bailing and comin #back like an addict lol like i swear i'll commit this time! sike. ghost be upon ye #anyway this time i'd come in for the big D #i don't like the floor it just feels closer to being six feet under and a bit like where i belong #i feel like a great number of things have happened in the past year and i've met all of it with a very lukewarm sense of dread and anxiety #its not even about feeling happy i dont even think i can feel shaken by anything. i feel like people see my apathy and think it's confidenc #anyway im not going back. they always say the same thing. can't do shit about shit life syndrome. and i don't want pills i'm so sick of the #isn't it something that i'm especially depressed the day before i start my new job? it's a tradition at this point. cheers #isn't it cruel that everyone in my life seem to put me on some kind of bizarre pedestal and no one questions my decisions or authority and #i battle with myself to figure out if i'm doing the right thing (no one will tell me the truth they are all scared of me getting angry)#was talking with a friend about how it'll be if i join their group project in a module we're taking soon.#and she's like well isn't it obvious? everyone will just listen to whatever you say and we'll end up doing well.#no one would challenge you because you're always right. and it's like.. yeah. i guess. okay. (hate that i know she's not wrong)#lol can u tell this is why house is kind of getting to me. learning lots of things about myself watching that man commit medical malpractic #anyway. i didn't ghost my therapist this time i remember now. she left the clinic lol she asked me to connect on linkedin. that was amusing #i always feel like the therapists here never know what to do with me and i kind of have to hold their hand a bit through my psyche #also they seem to be a bit at awe of me which is a bit annoying. and i know that definitely sounds like Issues but it's just like #ugh not you too. please stop i'm sick of it i'm sick with it. i don't want you to be inspired by my awful life and how i handled it #and i have nothing to say for it but... *gestures vaguely* of all of this

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orcelito · 4 months ago

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Having a Saturday like "most people I've dated have only really liked me for my body and/or a fake personality I've presented, so when they know the true me it's not enough to keep them around. Anyways let's have some ramen for my 2 pm breakfast."

#speculation nation #negative/#mayhaps. i am not feeling too great this morning.#this came from me thinkin about my recent ex again and how she said she never actually loved me #(im sick of thinking about it. but i think im gonna be thinking about that for a long long time.)#but i thought about how excited she'd get about my looks n body and i just thought to myself like #'maybe she didnt love me but at least That couldnt have been faked.'#n then i just paused like '...Geeze.' at how depressing a thought it was lmfao #like sorry my personality is ass and my hot bod's the only good thing about me (relationship-wise)#xoxoxo cant help bein a hot mess i guess !#... i dont know if she even realizes the blow she dealt to me by saying that.#i Told her i had trust issues and felt unlovable. i Told her this.#and yet she tells me that she never actually loved me and every time she said it was a 'mistake'. a MISTAKE.#she didnt need to say that. she literally didnt need to say that. even if it was true there are just some things that dont need said.#in the end. she's not the first person who's dealt this kind of blow to me. and she might not be the last.#i'll keep going. i'll keep trying. i know im not actually unlovable. there's gotta be Someone who likes me for more than just my body #who is also a good fit for me. they Gotta exist out there. somewhere.#and for now. i continue on with full confidence in my attractiveness but Zero confidence in my personality.#might try a nice n slow romance next. make them actually work for it b4 they get to sleep with me.#make it a reward or smth. or rather. make sure theyre not here for Just that lol.#sure would be nice if i had someone interested in me for more than just my body. we'll see if i can find that lol.

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dayz-ina-daze · 5 months ago

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I THOUGHT I HAD A CAVITY BUT IT KIND OF LOOKS LIKE ITS FADING SINCE IVE BEEN BRUSHING LIKE FIVE TIMES A DAY NOW AAHHH

#i know this might seem like an overdramatic reaction #but literally I was fuckin sick to my stomach throwing up over the idea of having a cavity #cause a) money #b) parents will be pissed I know it #c) I’ve NEVER had a cavity before in my life #d) this was a result of my depression reaching an all time low and it kind of gave me a jolt of sorts which I don’t know how long it’ll last #so yayyyyyyyyyyYyY #anyway #anybody who knows me #or has talked with me one-on-one for any amount of time lol #knows what an anxious mess I am so I think I’m handling this pretty well-#spotty speaks

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candy-ac3 · 7 months ago

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So me and @unfunnyaceartist realized that I’m the second coming of Vivziepop, here’s why

1. Very massive world building that the world needs two different projects to explain a majority of it

2. The spin off being more comedy based while the first is more serious

3. Almost everyone in both projects are gay

4. Moth has wings used as a cape (granted my oc wings were based off of Valentino’s but still)

5. Musicals

6. Had the characters of the main show in head for years before going to make a pilot

7. Favorite character they made for the thing having antlers and barely changing

I’m sure there’s more but that’s all I can think of on the spot

I will try to be a better Vivziepop then Vivziepop

#vivziepop #tw vivziepop #some of these are stretch’s #okay most of them are #but it’s still funny to think about #going to try and stay away from drama #tbh I don’t really know what would get me canceled tbh #maybe all the mommy issues in Others?#I mean the two main leads have awful moms and dads that aren’t there #but that was just a complete coincidence #idk man maybe the ending of the spin-off I’m planning might?#maybe because all the gay characters are depressed #but then again almost everyone in Others and the spin-off are gay #a character flirting with an aroace character (Luna) who doesn’t say she’s aroace but is heavily hinted at #becuase in others they don’t have words for that it’s just how you are #idk the cannon pan character trying to date the two other leads moms?!?#Im just praying others doesn’t get cancelled or the spin-off #but mainly Others #but yeah lol just something me and Ace realized #darken talks #others

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