#so im gonna vent

[bluestjayy]

Maybe I'm just cursed 🤪

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

i crave being someone’s first choice so bad. why does no one ever choose me over others?

[k1tty5]

unfinished scar that will probably stay unfinished but was so close to being finished that im posting it anyway

[jrueships]

HE IS SO CUTE !!!!!! i love love LOVE when ppl can do what they love and make success out of it and STILL love what they do like !! cuutee!!!!!

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i just wanna be protected and cared for like i'm a tiny kitty with abandonment issues

[aliasalias]

even a worm will turn

[bunnyboy-juice]

"fat ppl are so hot and bangable. fat people are sexy. i want to fuck fatties" okok heard but do you actually like us as people? do you know anything abt the fat creators u follow who share things abt their lives? how do you treat fat ppl who are undesirable to you? do you listen to us when we are screaming about the ways that fatphobia is everywhere? no not mindlessly reblog, but listen and internalize. do you take the time to unpack your biases against fat ppl? or even the fatphobia you absolutely were taught growing up? do you hold your thin/not fat friends accountable when they compare themselves to us because they dont like the way they look? do you advocate for us when people make us the butt of jokes? do you actually date fat people? do you befriend fat people? are you kind to fat strangers you don't find attractive? do you feel the need to qualify your love for fat people? do you love any fat people who arent related to you? do you respect fat ppl of all sizes? what do you consider "fat"? is it just someone with bigger than average boobs/butt? do you like fat people with small boobs/butts? does "we love bellies here" include large bellies covered in stretch marks? does it include bellies with multiple rolls and skin discoloration because of those rolls? does it include those things together? when you say fat do you mean actual fat people? do you include fat people who arent white? who are disabled? who reject the expectations of hyper femininity/hyper masculinity? when the trend of wanting to fuck certain fat ppl wears off yet again will you continue to desire us? to love us? to cherish us? do you see us as people even when we do not give you sexual access to our bodies?

[pickled-flowers]

Fat bear week anyone?

[angelpuns]

pov i did in fact get a (v cheap) cane to see if it helped any but I'm??? apprehensive about using it or telling anyone about it cause im?? Idk if it will improve my life but it's a temporary solution until I can go to the doctor. Anyway this is just me telling someone( the internet) about it cause it frankly should not be this big of a deal. It just is cause that's the type of person I am. I mean- my friends can attest to me not being able to stand or walk for long periods of time, I just don't want them to??? i don't wanna say judge me, but maybe think I am being dramatic?? It really is temporary to see if it helps so. Idk. I know they probably wouldn't but man im just.ragh. I also was under the assumption that canes are just for support when walking but apparently nthey are also helpful if you have trouble standing. good to know cause that's where most of my issues lie. walking sucks too but I can usually deal cause im too focused on other things such as 'dont get hit by car' and 'dont let knees get too straight'

ALSO SIDE NOTE I WILL BE GOING TO A DOCTOR SOMETIME AFTER JANUARY IM JUST LITERALLY TOO BUSY AND POOR RN TO DO SO

[puppppppppy]

Why are ppl scared to call it what it is and say we’re still going thru covid on top of seasonal illness. Like. That’s pretty important right. I was watching the news and they were like oh yeah we have an unprecedented number of flu cases “as well as other sicknesses” without actually saying Covid. No announcement abt vaccinations or masking or anything. Also if I hear someone joking abt “war flashbacks” for mentioning covid I fucking hate u

[clonedchaos]

Welp, as I was googling some images for Yasammy week, I came across a thread and turns out one of my favorite Jurassic YouTubers is homophobic and a Yasammy hater…

(More ranting in the tags)

[love-toxin]

wishing all the companies posting ghost jobs/elaborate scams/pretend pay internships on job sites a please die immediately

[circusdealings]

If I'm turning in your stomach and I'm making you feel sick

[eirsarchive]

idk anymore

its kinds funny. No alot funny. How sua died looking at mizi, Ivan died looking at till. Died while looking at the ones they loved. Died because they wanted to die for the ones they love.

But Till?

Till didn't want to die. He looked at Luka, and see how he saw Ivan? Instead of mizi. He saw Ivan, Luka knew till would carry the burden of Ivan's death, unlike how Ivan thought he wouldn't.

Till smiled when he looked at mizi, stretching his hand out to her, like he did in R6 flashback. He stretched his hand and was shot down. Before he could reach his unattainable "God"

He died thinking of ivan. He died seeing mizi. Touching neither of them.

I'm gonna be physically ill

BUT HEY FAM, AS I SAID IN MY PREVIOUS POST!!! HE AINT DEAD UNTIL OUR LOVELY VIVINOS SAYS HE IS. Same for Ivan

No cause what if???? IMAGINE??? I do hope they'll be like a conclusion, sequel.

[the-long-dog]

depressing life stuff below

My (now) ex-fiance and partner of nine years had an affair with a much younger woman (subordinate at work) and kicked me out of our home a bit over a month ago and god I really miss my pets. I should be getting Felix back in a week and I hope he's okay. Pretty heartbroken all together. Nine years is a long time

[angelpuns]

Suddenly wishing my parents could read my mind/see inside my head so they understood I actually CAN'T do the things I say I can't do. Its not that I don't want to its that I literally cannot do them :)