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Kinda wish that every Democrat would have the same kind of energy AOC has.
#alexandria ocasio cortez#aoc#democrat#democrats#libs of tiktok#I also wish I had that kind of energy#being sick sucks ass
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King Magnifico Backstory Part 3
Part 2
On the Princesses 18th birthday, a strange messenger came to the castle, with a desperate plea.
"Princess Maroula, my mistress, the Keeper of the Wishing Stars, who granted both you and your father life, needs your aid. There is a quest that only one such as you can fulfill. A dangerous quest but a necessary one for the good of all people within this world and the EverRealm. She has done what she can herself, but her gaze is stretched thin by her obligations. We ask that you leave as soon as possible, if you are willing to come and aid us.”
And the princess, always kind of heart, and remembering the conversation in the garden all those years ago was willing
But her father was not.
“How dare your mistress ask this dangerous task of my daughter! She knows the perils that exist in that realm, that befell me. She did nothing to aid me in my troubles, why should she ask to place my daughter in peril now?”
“The Blue Lady is young, in the way of her people, she had only recently taken over this charge when your misfortunes befell you, and she has sorrowed over them ever since. She granted you your daughter in part as penance for that failure. But still she has her duties, and she has foreseen a threat that only as deeply linked to Wishes as Maroula is can combat. Would you see an entire realm suffer for what was done to you?”
Maroula knew the anger born from his past heartache, which her father usually tried to keep under control, beginning to rise, and tried to sooth him
“Father, I am willing to go. You and Mother have taught me well in both the use of magic and the need to be generous in helping others. Please, let me go and help the Lady. How can I call myself a princess of Rosas and not do so?”
“No Maroula!” The King cried, his fear for his daughter and anger getting the best of him. “I won’t allow it! What right has this fairy to grant my greatest wish, give our happiness tangibility and then take it away!”
“She’s not taking me away Father, she’s only asking that I—“
“Enough!”
The king turned and dismissed the messenger coldly from his sight, demanding that it never return, for his daughter would not be going to the other realm, now or ever.
“That choice is the Princess Maroula’s.” The messenger said as it left, unfazed by the king’s anger. “She is a woman grown now, able to make her own choices, even if they are not what you would choose for her. If she wishes to go, then she may go”
“Then I shall insure she cannot!”
And with that, the king used his magics to open up a room, deep deep beneath the castle, a room he had discovered upon taking claim of the castle, (a room where he had found a dangerous and deceptive tome of magic). Here he wove about with his spells and enchantments so that he was sure no star’s light could find his daughter.
“I don’t wish to leave you here Maroula, but I must keep you safe, at all costs. Let that other place deal with its own problems. You will stay here until you’ve learned to see sense”
And so the king left his daughter crying in the dark, as his gentle queen cried in the palace above, torn between supporting her husband in keeping their daughter safe from unknown danger, and supporting her daughter’s generous wish to help
What neither realized, is that there was one small opening within the dungeon, a keyhole that the king had failed to account for, a keyhole through which a single thin strain of starlight came through and found the weeping princess. The princess beheld the light, and taking the power within her, she wished upon the star
And the star answered
But what came after for Princess Maroula is a story for another time…
The king and queen sought day and night for their daughter, but even with all his powers, either the power of the Lady of the Wishing Stars was greater, or Maroula was using her own to avoid her father’s search. Even his wishing her back did nothing. And so the king and queen fell into despair, knowing their daughter was lost forever.
Is this the thanks I get for granting everyone else’s wishes all these years? To have my own daughter run from me? I’ve cared for her from the day she was born, given her everything and and she still decides to defy and disrespect me with this rebellion?!”
At last, the king, letting his anger over this perceived betrayal overcome his grief, decided that they could no longer go on as they had, and so he crafted a spell that would enable them to move forward
He asked his wife to give to him her wish for their daughter’s return, gifting it to him to hold onto until it could be granted. And as Amaya gave him her wish, trusting that one day it would come true—the memory of her daughter left her entirely, along with the grief of her loss. Letting her forget without the weight of regret…
From then on, the king utilized this spell whenever it came time to grant his people’s wishes, holding on to them in perpetuity, instead of granting them on sight. Having lost the love of his daughter, he tried to substitute it with the love he felt imbibed in each wish as he guarded them, keeping them safe as he couldn’t protect her. Each person who gave him their wish forgot it, and so Magnifico intended to ensure that not only would no unworthy wish be granted, but no wish would lead to the heartbreak he had suffered
Despite his anger at his daughter, over the years he took many other apprentices, seeking to fill the void she had left, even granting their and their families wishes when he usually would have declined to—but none of them ever filled the place of his beloved Maroula.
And as the years passed, his anger over her loss, the heartbreak of his past, and his frustration over watching everyone’s wishes be granted but his own began to harden the king’s heart, and a darkness grew beneath his pristine exterior, waiting for the day until he felt threatened enough in his power and control to break loose…
#my art#and that’s a wrap for the backstory!#definitely intend to do a wish sequel idea where Asha and Starboy try to figure out what happened to Maroula#anyway both of Magnifico’s song just gave me dad energy right off the bat#both protective energy in At All Costs (along with an almost addictied to the wishes vibe?#which I also kind of tried to hint at with him feeling the love that comes from granting a wish and mistaking that forhis ‘parents’ love#and later hoarding them)#and of course a narcissistic dad in This is the Thanks I get#so I knew I had to give him a daughter for Asha to remind him of#also the dark bunny messenger is from the Fairy with the Torquise Hair in Pinocchio having black bunny servants!#cuz that’s Blue’s mom in the DisneyVerse#king magnifico#disney wish#wish 2023#magnifico x amaya#the blue fairy#Maroula#disneyverse#canon descendants#Disney ocs#disney descendants#disney#wish movie#disney headcanons#queen amaya#villain backstory#disney villains
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A lot of early concept stuff was expression/pose brainstorming - there’s the classic six Webkinz emotions (which, I learned have been largely pared down to just four after a point! Since they got rid of Dr. Quack’s role, there’s no more “sick” expression and most ‘Kinz’ tired and sad expressions are the same! >:0 What’s the point of having an easily editable puppet with the spaghetti code intact that you have to put an image there AnyWay and not make a slightly different expression!! H’f) as well as the main Sakura poses - so if I’m already making up expressions, why no go a little further! :D
One of the expressions I definitely needed up top was Mischievous - working with a cat, that’s the only logical conclusion really. I think it’s funny that she swerves the compliment only to pay it right back as well lol
The ticklish expression is one I’m still going back and forth on! I’m half tempted to have it be somewhere between happy and angry - maybe a mood gradient, starting out just positive and slowly moving into “Hey stop! >:0″ if it’s too many times in a row? It’s a thought haha
Similarly so, messing with her ears - bothering your pets is a very important element of socialization (lol)
As seen above, I’d reallyyy like to figure a way to have a dual-visual mood system - both the ‘Kinz body language/expression/emotion and a more exact stat bar. I’m still chewing on this idea a bit, no pun intended lol. That and click-and-drag with an actual image you can drag around your screen, hm and hm! Much to think about. Her face here turned out cute and funny haha, helped me push the expression more comedic
Much better :) Webkinz already has some well-known food dialogue, my favourite is probably “Mmm to the mmmax!” haha
Each low-mood would have their own emotion tied to it, but what about somewhere in the middle? I like the idea of the ‘Kinz getting bored if they’re left alone for too long! And little paw taps, showing off her embroidered paw pad haha ♪
#Doodles#Webkinz#Diamond#Ghostkinz#Ukadevlog#Diamond makes for an excellent concept art model#But y'already knew that haha she's featured a few times now! Plush or digital she's so cute#Of course these were made before her vectors! Had to start traditionally first and foremost!#All the bluesky stage so let's! see! what makes it to coding it lol#Some of these I even know how to do! :D The rest uhh we'll see :)#For now it's just the fun of Ideas >:3c Strong creative ideas cannot be fettered by realism! Lol#It'll be fun to see what makes it all the way to final! Heck I don't even know how much of what Actually Currently Finished will stay haha#I considered having the extra doodles under a cut but ehhh it's a cheat week it's fiiine it's not a big deal#How are we feeling on these mostly-unedited doodles haha - they're not too bad I think :)#The little intro in the first one haha - I went with my current in-game name even tho I use ''Willian'' for all my Ghosts this one included#It's a WillPlays but also not?? It's fine don't worry about it lol#Since pets are so centrally featured I gotta make sure they're good ahh#Smol actually came up with a great idea for face-clicks that aren't punches :3c So I'm gonna try that out sometime hehehe#It doesn't feel right to punch a 'Kinz! :'0 Bothering them is fine tho lol#So far I've thought up some ways to intentionally drop Happiness and Energy but I think Hunger would just have to be a waiting game#Maybe an activity of some kind? Not sure hmm#Anyway don't intentionally try to make your 'Kinz sick just to see the cute/sad blinking animations! That's mean!#(Do it I made the blinking animation soooo hard so every time they blink it's like she's struggling to keep them open ahhh)#I had the idea to have a run-away system if they're mistreated but hmmm dunno yet not sure#It really is fun to think of a more in-depth pet system ♪ I really like the many many features Webkinz Classic has!#The wide selection of pets and items and the room and clothes customization and games and like - there's a lot on offer!!#But it does really feel like the Interactions With Your Online/Plush Pet have fallen wayyy to the wayside :(#There's only extremely sparse locations you can even talk /to/ your pet anymore :( Not just as them like an avatar#I remember chatting with Sugar every time I logged on - I have to join a specific timed event just to wish Embroidery good luck anymore#Getting to chat is a big big reason I'm excited for this <3 It's /fun/ to chat with your plush! It makes them more real <3
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"I am Rudbornn, Captain of the Exequias, and I have come for your life."
#;guardian of las noches (rudbornn chelute | images);#/he's just neat. NEAT I TELL YOU.#//i'm glad he came back in the novels and got some time to shine but i do wish he had more happening in the manga/anime 😭#//but also writing..... been a little back and forth with that internally. work has not been kind to my energy this month.#//we'll see how things look this coming week but for now. let's just pretend THIS is being productive sdfhjgghjGJHSDF#bleach#rudbornn chelute
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She’s stupid, Quinn thinks coldly. That girl over there, in the cage next to theirs. She cowers in the corner farthest from the door and hides her face, all the time. They didn’t even know what she looked like until now.
The guard with a scar across one eye has her chin in the palm of his hand. His broad fingers have her jaw in a firm hold, his eyes locked on hers.
Piercings litter her face. One bisecting her lip, two studs under that, a few loops in her eyebrows, a fine chain across her nose. Choppy short hair frames her bruised face as she waits for something, holding still where she sits awkwardly in a collapsed-to-the-side kneel.
“You can behave, can’t you?” The guard asks, squeezing her jaw, and her lashes flutter, eyes skittering nervously to each side and then falling toward the floor. One of her hands flexes at her side. Belatedly, Quinn realizes that it’s odd how she’s holding herself. Sitting up as straight as she can despite the legs that don’t want to cooperate with her, arms hanging instead of trying to push him away or protect herself.
The grasp on her face loosens and slides up into her hair. The woman only squeaks as his grip tightens enough to guide her out of the cage, crawling on her hands and knees.
Only once everything’s fallen silent and still again does Quinn let out a breath and slink against the bars of their cage.
An hour or two later, she’s returned. She tries to crawl back into her cage but stumbles and falls face-first with a dizzy, embarrassed whine. Blonde locks tremble with her shivers, dripping water to pool beneath her.
The guard’s long gone before Quinn even considers speaking. They just stare at her quivering and curling up in a loose ball before finally muttering, “What’s wrong with you?”
Uneasy blue eyes flick toward them, but don’t focus fully on trying to read their intentions. She just curls up smaller and continues to tremble with the cold.
Quinn shifts, unhappy with the lack of a response to read into. “Who are you?”
This time she doesn’t even look. Frustration chokes them, far too large and intense for such a small inconvenience as a stranger not responding. Quinn thinks back to each time a guard’s visited her cage and how she responded to them. They can try a different approach.
The exhausted spy inches closer to the shared line of bars between their two cages. Her breathing pauses just for a second. It may as well be a door thrown open, inviting Quinn Mae in to read her.
They lift a gnarled hand, wrists bound together with rope, to poke a crooked finger through the bars. Her eyes are on them once more, watching the movement.
“Hey,” They try, softer. With a twist of their arm they manage to get their whole hand through the gap, into her space. “Come here.”
Her body is shifting toward the invitation even before she comes to a decision about whether she wants to. The woman crawls over, looking up at them with perplexed curiosity.
“Closer,” They bid, and when she’s within their reach, they strain their hand into a shape that will allow the knuckles of their forefinger and middle finger to graze across her forehead. She shoves closer, then, and they’re able to brush wet hair back.
She all but collapses to the floor, face against the bars, and this new angle lets them brush through her hair with as many fingers as they like. Quinn gets to work untangling knots and pulling frigid clumps of soaked locks from the back of her neck.
Like she’s frozen and their hand is made of fire, she presses into it, unflinchingly pressing bruised cheeks and a busted brow against the bars.
Quinn frowns at how easy this was. “You’re alright,” They croak softly, and she drags her body to be as close to them as possible. Every time that they’ve seen her try to move her legs, they cock out oddly, uncooperative and stiff. For the first time Quinn can see pain written clearly across her face.
“...You’re being good,” They try, and she squeaks, hurting herself by pressing bruises so hard against the bars to try to get closer to them. Quinn watches in discomfort, grimly satisfied that they read her correctly, nails scraping gently along her scalp.
“Hey. Settle down. Don’t hurt yourself.”
She shudders and pulls back enough to look like she isn’t doing it anymore, but they can tell she’s keeping her legs at a bad angle just to stay close. They don’t bother trying to tell her to stop that, she seems like she might fall apart if she’s told she’s doing something wrong.
#whump#captivity#cage#dehumanization#intimate whumper#quinn#creepy#touch#no idea who this girl is or what she's been through#and wish i had more energy to finish this piece of neatly#but isn't this lady kind of cute!#quinn is also cute#trying to problem solve in impossible situations#mine
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one thing i hope we in the united states get over like. sooner rather than later is the specter of "chinese censorship". i occasionally encounter people saying that riot, a famously regressive company in a famously regressive industry, won't just say viktor and jayce are in love because of censors in china and it's just like ok. i just don't think that's true. i think the call is coming from inside the house
#i do understand that the red scare sinophobia is uh. kind of foundational to US political rhetoric and i don't#think anyone saying this stuff is trying to be a Bad Person but definitely a little skepticism is good in this case#i'm not even saying that complex geopolitics can't influence the choices major media conglomerates make#or that censorship isn't real in china i'm just ALSO saying#that in this particular case i cannot overstate the meltdown a bunch of US-grown homophobic league players had about the mere fact#that viktor has i shit you not. hipbones. in the arcane herald skin#i wish i could find the post again where one reddit user is losing their shit abt how 'he literally looks like a woman now it's disgusting'#referring to viktor's final form which. dare i be bold. mostly looks like an alien space bug.#the games industry in the united states is so hostile to women to queers to people of color to disabled people etc it's like lol#even if tencent's censorship were somehow involved in that decision i still largely think we don't need to blame china for anything#i think the conservative-centrist mental illness factory otherwise known as riot games#has the 'we hate the gays' energy more or less covered
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Mello manga panel redraw for his birthday
Original (from chapter 69):
#tbh i kind of forgot about the couch he was sitting on but by the time i realised i simply did not have the energy to add it in#and also it’s not even the main focus of the drawing so who cares#FINALLY starting to get okay at drawing hands#overall i do not hate this. although i wish i could’ve drawn something more original for his birthday#death note#death note fanart#mello#death note mello#mello death note#mihael keehl#manga redraw#death note manga#chara’s art#i also didn’t include snyder but again mello was the main focus here#and so i resorted to drawing a whole entire arm instead (which i had to use my own arm as a reference for lmao)
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People underestimate just how smart Barty Crouch Jr is sometimes. Like, don’t get me wrong, he’s loud and chaotic and all of that. But this guy got the highest possible marks on all of his owls. His chaotic energy is intentional and has a calculated reason behind it.
While disguised as Moody, Barty was easily the second best Defense teacher that Hogwarts had in Harry’s time there (no one’s beating Remus). He was behind the scenes in canon pulling so many strings in GOF. And had he not been caught and had his soul eaten by a dementor, he would’ve been a serious threat going forward.
#barty crouch jr#he’s not a himbo is what I’m saying#he’s a much more interesting character when that intelligence is incorporated#also his reason is daddy issues and he does everything to piss off his father#and that’s kind of the tragedy of the character#he becomes evil BECAUSE he is so desperate to not be his father that he goes down a dark path#Ravenclaw Barty#is also SUPER underrated#I think he works well in Ravenclaw or in Slytherin#kind of wish Barty survived Goblet of Fire tbh he would’ve been a fantastic addition to the major antagonists of the later books#I definitely think he should’ve died but maybe in the final battle#but seriously if someone had just gotten this kid therapy and taught him to use that energy for good he could’ve done SO MUCH BETTER
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I'm taking a break from posting on tumblr.. it's causing me too much anxiety. dm's and asks are still open- but I won't be posting art or much of anything else for a bit. :( ily nilfruiters and various goobers! hopefully will be back soon.
#I don't know exactly what to say to explain my feelings#I worry I am generally disliked by a lot of people in this space--that's fine--#it just sucks because the drama that happened that I assume is the cause of this was out of my control#I wanted to speak up for myself for something I felt hurt my feelings- I was harsh in the wording + it caused some other people to act mean#I was also at school when I posted it and I was stressed and ugh I should've just waited. it was so dumb#I'm blocked even by people I don't know now and I wish anyone trying to explain what happened wasn't so vague.#I fear it makes it sound as though I did something very worrisome/problematic (?) idek if thats the right word#this is a touchy situation for me because of events in the past.#that's all I'll say#I get sick to my stomach every time I post because I worry that I'll really upset some people who see it.#I've never had problems connecting with a community and it makes me really sad. I just don't have a lot of energy for those feelings rn.#much love to those who have been kind to me <3#not sure when I'll be back but I doubt I'll abandon the account so nws.#any moots who want to see my art still#feel free to dm me for my priv on insta#I post a lot of it on my stories there.#harlow yaps#nilfruits#narrownine
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i relate to peter parker because i’ve had six crushes this year alone
damn son save some for the rest of us!!
#sci speaks#i think i've only ever had one crush in my life. wilding. i wish i fell in love easier. it feels wonderful.#oh the people with hyperactive hearts...#i wish i had felt this way at some point when i was younger. it kind of felt like my heart wasn't fully developed yet.#holds my heart in my hands. why were you such a late bloomer. why didn't you feel more things earlier on.#i'm kind of sad that i didn't have teenage crushes or anything. i feel like i missed out.#is it because nobody around me was appealing. or is it because i was too busy on my own planet.#i think i wasn't really close with a lot of people when i was younger. i kind of never came out of my shell.#so nobody got close enough to me for me to like them.#not that it's necessarily how it works. but it takes a lot for me to get there with somebody i think.#i think a lot of the relationships i've been in i'm still To This Day not even sure if i actually liked them back in that way.#squeezes my heart in my hand. why are you so fussy.#i wish i had more experiences under my belt. i really do. but also i don't want to be in situations that are uncomfortable either.#and i don't want to just be there for the sake of it.#lies on the floor and stares at the ceiling. i don't know what i want.#is love the answer?#i don't know. sometimes i want it more than anything. but it's such a ball-ache to get. sometimes you think you're better off without it.#i wish i knew what i wanted. i think i just want to be brave enough to find out.#why do i ramble so much in my tags. it's like tumblr is my therapist or something.#i'm feeling weird about myself lately. just kind of a little tired. i don't feel bad. but kind of perpetually low-energy.#like i never have the time to do things that make me happy. and when i do get the time i don't have the energy.#is this what it's like to live in this world. i need like. a year's break from work. i think.#i need like a year-long vacation. i need a gap year. i need a year to live life.#i wonder if it's financially viable. i think i'd eat through everything i have if i did that. but.#you can get money back. you can't get your time back.
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a heem heem whimper
#it finally sank in that the zola anniversary is only 10 days away#and i'm suddenly very mournful that i didn't actually prepare anything#i've just been working on utau things and plp2 covers and character sheets and irl diy projects and other miscellaneous things for months#and it finally hit me that it's coming up and it feels like i've got a pit in my stomach#i want to participate and enjoy celebrating these boys who've been a large part of my work for the majority of those 10 years#but i also#can't really muster up the energy to do much of anything#the thought of drawing something leaves me feeling exhausted#and i can't really think of any composition that would really matter#i definitely can't finish a cover in that time frame#and all the “”“completed”“” covers i have are seriously outdated#and though in theory i could get Something™ small done in 10 days#i also. need to finish art for an upcoming campaign and get back on my oto work . . . . . .#i just feel very terrible and weepy ; ; ;#and just kind of wishing i hadn't dropped what little i'd had ; ; ;#(even though i know i would have been miserable if i'd forced myself to keep working on it through till now)#augh . . . . .#the agonies of unmedicated ADHD i suppose . . . . . .
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#talks#I like the concept of enemies to lovers#all of them#but the one I’m gonna talk about is the casual I don’t like you the first time I laid eyes on you#and I still kind of feel the same except your kind of cool#I fuckin love readin those types of fics#they’re kind of old best friends and they’re tired of each others shit but you know they’re not gonna stop#auuugh#the bff energy they hold#and I always go to reed900 and baronjitsu for that 😭🤧#trying to write a fic about reed900 and draw a comic for baronjitsu#JFJSJCJSF?????#I need to chill out#doesn’t help that I’m literally drawing a vid for bowuigi#and I kinda want to draw more gomens#I wish I had more free time ���#I’m not really a writer but I love writing about them#also writing bowuigi at it too#too much Wip#rant#not really#definitely rambling
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This blog is the altar where I worship my false idol (the version of Graces that lives in my head)
#i swear i really really really do love the original canon a lot for being charming and fun and sweet#and none of my own stuff would exist without it#but sometimes i wish the writing was a LITTLE bit better or took itself a little more seriously in places#like it doesnt need my twisted tastes of constant drama and angst. i like the lightearted tone really#but when pascal fixes an energy crisis by hitting a big rock with a hammer#or a character we're told but not given much reason to care about sacrifices himself dramatically only for it to be entirely moot#i do find myself wishing they had explored their own story potential a little more#that being said a story with great premise and characters but slightly underwhelming presentation is my absolute favorite kind of story#a perfect sandbox to play in and go hog wild#i also admit my characterizations probably need a refresher in canon they're starting to drift toward being too ooc
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recent lounging babey images
#he's so floppy recently and I hope it's just the heat. I think wamr weather makes everyone floppy and loungy#a beauntifulle boye...#cats#STILL working on posting some drafts. finishing new poll adventure.. other things... It's just hard with the weather and other things going#on. I've had a few more doctors appointments and other things to do recently that have to be done in a time limit#so I hvae to use my extremely limited energy working on that instead of doing the things I'd really rather do. :T#Main focuses though are keeping up better with doing and posting costumes + sculptures as main creative things. at least finishing the#main poll adventure story. Reworking the game I kind of abandoned for a few years. keeping up with game videos and a few other side things.#Especially the game though. I've been in a really worldbuildy mood recently. I just wish that was easier to manifest into something. I've#now put the worldbuilding slideshow reading video on pause for a while because it's SOOO long to do#and I think I should prioritize making games and stuff instead. but still other things. IT's just kind of like.. I have a whole world and#everything very built and planned out but now.. what do I do with it? what's the best way to share that? factual slideshows just going over#the information like a dictionary? make it into a game? write short stories? do art attached to the world? etc. etc. ?? There are so many#potential avenues I end up kind of flip flopping between them a lot because none really seem more beneficial than the others and they all#seem equally enjoyable and also equally hard so. It's like?? I guess just do what the hell ever and hope I made the right choice in terms o#cost benefit and reward for my time lol. ANYWAY.. Also why I'm in my 'trying to make friends' era still because I think having other creat#ive friends can help you find direction like.. people will meet each other and then go 'hey lol just for fun lets start a project together!#and then like 5 years later it's genuinely become something. etc. having other people to help weed out ideas and start small creative teams#together and etc. I feel is a very beneficial part of networking or whatever but also I have the social capacity of a stale bread roll and#am also inherently unrelatable to seemingly a majority of people due to my hermit wizard swag (detachment from general society and hyper#focus on fantasy worlds in my head gjhghj) so trying to meet people as a grown adult with social issues is Very easy and fun (it is not)#even very basic things like my core communication style is so incompatible with a lot of people it's like.. hhhh... People in this modern#age have GOT to stop being afraid of phone calls and/or text that is longer than 6 paragraphs. Work with me here. I WANT to talk to you. bu#I do not know what your emojis mean and it's physically impossible for me to type less than 85 sentences. please.. hhjgjgb#AAANYWAY!! I am working on things when I can given the circumstances (SUMMER).. hopefully some costume pictures and stuff soon. :'3#I've not forgotten about my art and etc. - as usual I just am bad at social media and also functioning if it's above 65F lol
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SHINA!!! I’ll try to avoid using terms I’ve used before because I feel like that would give me away immediately BUT.
Goodness. Where do I even START?? You are so incredibly cool and such a kind and sweet person to talk to??? You always ALWAYS have something nice to say it seems, and you do not hesitate to say those things. I’ve seen you pop off with so many random in depth compliments to people that absolutely make their days. Oftentimes it’s after people post a work of theirs, but I’ve also plenty of times seen it (and received it) without any prior warning, and it absolutely warms my heart to see it.
You have so many absolutely bonkers ideas, but like, in the fun way! All of your aus and designs are extremely creative, and you execute them perfectly. Sometimes, things don’t look like they should work as an au, but you tie everything in so tightly and make sure it does, and it’s always a delightful surprise to see. It’s so fun to read your writing, as it’s got a genre of ideas that are so different from the norm but work so well the way you execute it.
And good god. Your ART. You manage to plant (ha) an image directly from your brain and onto the page in a way I’ve seen NOBODY ELSE do before. Seeing your speedpaints only serves to baffle me more on how you manage to do this— You seem to have exactly an idea of what you want to see and visualize it in its entirety before you even start the drawing, and then you transfer it directly onto the page. With nothing but the LASSO FILL TOOL sometimes. No sketch???? Huh???????? My mind is still utterly blown on how you manage to pull that off, but you DO, and it always turns into an absolutely stunning piece. It always looks like you know exactly how to make colors and lighting work in tandem with each other, and know what colors you’re wanting before you start. I am forever wondering how you’ve managed to get such a good grasp on it!
All in all, I think this even undersells a bit how cool you are, cause I doubt I could put it really properly into words. I look up to you as an artist, and you forever inspire me with the things you do. Keep it up, my guy, it’s so so wonderful to see
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#Anon ask#I'm regretting this is ANON ask#Cus i want to get to each one of you and just thank you personally now KWUWJAUWU#I do like - whenever i have energy for it to share my opinion on stuff I like in art#I wish i had more energy for reading to also do that for fics but#I like sharing my appreciation cus many don't have energy or don't want to#And i want to support others if I can#So I'm glad to hear someone appreciates that :]#And ough thank you for liking my ideas#I do feel they're often a bit of a niche but I'm glsd to have that niche and see some folks enjoying it#That's what it is all about :y#That plant pun made me snort sjsuwu#And i feel i should work more on colouring but I just like colours. I do find colouring fun and isusus I wish I could tell but I kinda#Have a mental vision and try to execute it jsyeue#Not every time will I get all colours correct#Sometimes out of laziness but yah#And in no way I think you undersold it It's oggh it. You spend so much time typing this prob.#You spend so much time typing all this#Wanting for me to read it all. Thank you#You're just so kind and wholesome :]
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u know when u overthink shit and ur convinced something is destined to spiral into a fuckshow but you have no control over it or leaving said situation. Feeling that with this job
#HAPPY TO BE ENOLOUED EXCLAMATION POINT!!! but the hashtag energy is off#ran into an old friend from highschool at work tn...who ended up on a similar path as i did towards the end#and im trying not to judge him for it. im sure he had his reasons cuz so did i.#but the girl whose position i replaced was his ex girlfriend apparently. and she told me some of the things he did to her#and. yeah#he was very friendly to me tonight but he could tell something was off. and i could tell that bothered him :(#its just weird cuz i loved this guy he was a very close friend and obvi iv3 only heard the one side#plus this girl said some unprompted anti masking shit to me which was like err ahh uncomfortable#but all in all she was a sweet person with a good heart#even wrote me a mini goodbye letter wishing me luck!!#and the things she said he did sounded veryyyy familiar in terms of my ex#and its just kind of shaken me up a bit#someone from a part of my past that i never really left has come back and weve both changed#afaik he and i were the only ones who went awol and broke contact w everyone else#idk....kindred spirits but also wary#ykwim#anyway. still dealing with the feeling of I Dont Belong Here at my job#while simultaneously needing it to survive#such things are odd. life is odd
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